"Let's All Kill Constance" - читать интересную книгу автора (Bradbury Ray Douglas)CHAPTER TWENTY-ONEI STOPPED just outside the crimson doors, for as clearly as if he were calling, I heard Father Rattigan shout, "Lamentable!" Which made me pull out Rattigan's Book of the Dead. I had only looked for names, now I looked for a place. There it was under the Rustler, I thought, my God, he retired from acting in 1920 after working with Griffith and Gish and getting involved with Dolly Dimples's bathtub death. And here was his name-alive?-on a boulevard where they buried you without warning and erased you from history the way dear Uncle Joe Stalin rubbed out his pals, with a shotgun eraser. And, my heart thumped, there was red ink around his name and a double crucifix. Rattigan— I looked at the dark beyond the red door- Rattigan, yes, but Clyde Rustler, are you here, too? I reached and grasped one brass handle and a voice behind me announced bleakly: "There's nothing inside to steal!" A gaunt homeless guy stood to my right, dressed in various shades of gray, speaking to the universe. He felt my gaze. "Go ahead." I read his lips. "You got nothing to lose." Plenty to win, I thought, but how do you excavate a big Chinese tomb filled with black-and-white flicker film clips, an aviary of birds shuttling the air, fireworks ricocheting a big ravenous screen, as swift as memory, as quick as remorse? The homeless man waited for me to self-destruct with remembrance. I nodded. I smiled. And as quickly as Rattigan, I sank into die theater's darkness. |
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