Steven Gould
Jumper:Griffin _s Story

Chapter One

The Empty Quarter

Every couple of months Dad and I would climb in the car and he'd drive out through the suburbs, out past the small towns, past the farms and ranches, until we came to what I called the Empty Quarter. I saw a BBC special on it once-I thought they said Ruby Kallie, but now I know they were saying the Rub al-Khali-the "quarter of emptiness."

It's the sea of sand that makes up a fifth of the Arabian Peninsula, but for us it could mean Death Valley, or the Gila wilderness, or the Spanish Pyrenees, and once, it was an island in theBay of Siam that we had to sail a small boat to.

But it had to be empty-it had to be without people. That was the only safe place where I could do it, where I could practice.

"We just can't chance it, Griff. You want to do this, this is the only way."

We were living in the United States then, five thousand miles from England, in San Diego, in a garage flat at the north end of Balboa Park, but when Dad said that, we were a hundred miles east of the flat. We'd taken the Yuma cutoff, U.S. 98 off of Interstate 8, and it was hot and winds the road.

I was only nine then, used to not knowing anything, always asking, always pushing. "Then why do it at all-why should we even take this chance?"

He looked sideways at me and sighed, then back to the road, swerving slightly to avoid a bouncing tumbleweed the size of a Volkswagen. "It comes down to… could you do that? Could you walk away from it? I mean, for me, it would be like spending the rest of my life in a wheelchair, even though I could still walk. I'd be pretending I could do naught, you know, making myself do everything the hard way when by just standing up and taking a few steps I could reach that stuff off the wheelchair ramp, the stuff on the upper shelf."

He sped up a little as we reached a rocky stretch where there wasn't quite so much blowing sand. "And, dammit, it's a gift! Why the hell shouldn't you be able to do it? Just because they-" He clamped his mouth shut and looked back at the road.

For once I didn't push it. There were some things my parents just wouldn't talk about, and what happened back in Oxford was one of them. When I'd first jumped, at five, from the steps of the Martyr's Memorial in front of a busload of tourists. Well, not then, exactly, but after, the thing that caused us to leave the UK and keep moving.

Dad began watching the odometer closely, checking the map. He hadn't been there before-our Empty Quarters were always different. He drove past the road, only recognizing the turn after we passed because a tangle of tumbleweeds hid the cattle guard that marked it. We were the only ones on the highway-he just backed up and made the turn, switching the Range Rover into four-wheel as soon as he was in the loose sand on the other side of the grate.

"Tell me the rules," he said.

"Go on, Dad!" I knew the rules. I'd known them since I was six.

"So, back to the flat? It's two hours, but I'll do it."

I held up my hand. "All right, all right!" I held up four fingers and ticked them off one by one. "Never jump where someone can see me. Never jump near home. Never jump to or from the same place twice. And never, never, ever jump unless I must-or unless you or Mum tell me to."

"And what does that mean-that you must?"

"If I'm going to get hurt or captured."

"Killed or captured by who?"

"Anyone." Them. That's all I knew. The strangers from Oxford.

"And what does it mean if you break the rules?"

"Have to move. Again."

"Yeah. Again."

We drove for another forty-five minutes, though it was slow going. "This'll have to do. Any farther and we'll be too close to the border. Don't want to attract the INS." He turned up a dry wash and went on until we couldn't see the road and the hills of the ravine rose up on both sides.

It took us ten minutes to climb to the top of the higher ridge, so we could see all around. Dad used his binoculars, taking for ever. Finally he said, "Okay. In the ravine only, right-oh?"

I danced in place. "Now?"

He said, "Now."

I looked down at the Rover, toy-sized, at the bottom of the ravine, and then I was there, sand settling around me as I fumbled with the gate.

By the time Dad had hiked back down I'd changed into the coveralls and the goggles and I had the face mask hanging loosely around my neck. When he came trudging across the sand and gravel, I was laying out the paintball gun and the hopper full of rounds and the Co2 cartridges.

He took a drink from the water bottle and offered it to me. While I drank he put on his own goggles and loaded the gun.

"Don't wait for me to fire. This is pretty fast-maybe two hundred feet per second-but you could still jump before it arrived if you were far enough away. But bullets travel thousands of feet per second. You wait till they fire, and you'll be dead.

"Don't let anyone even point a weapon at you."

I was just seating the face mask when he shot me, point-blank, in the thigh.

"Fuck!" I yelled, grabbing my leg. The paint was red and I put one of my hands right in it.

"What did you say?" Dad looked half mad, half amused. I could swear he was trying not to laugh.

I blinked, looking down at the red paint on my hand. My leg hurt. It hurt a lot, but I wasn't supposed to use that word. I opened my mouth to reply but Dad said, "Never mind," and lifted the gun again.

Fool me once, shame on you. Fool me twice…

The paintball splattered across the gravel, but I was twenty feet off to the side. Dad twisted and got off a quick shot but the reason it didn't hit me was that he missed, not that I'd jumped in time. I felt the wind of the projectile go past my head but then I was on the far side of the truck and the second shot passed through empty air, before tumbling through the branches of a creosote bush.

"Okay," he yelled. "Hide-and-seek, unlimited."

I turned around and began counting loudly. I heard his feet crunch across gravel and then nothing. The second I counted thirty, I jumped sideways, thirty feet, expecting to hear the poooof of the paintball gun, but Dad was nowhere in sight.

There were several stretches of sand in the wash and one of these had a fresh set of widely spaced tracks leading across it. I jumped to the stretch of sand without crossing the gravel and followed them.

I had to find him without getting shot. But I could jump as much as I wanted. Around a bend in the ravine, the tracks were closer together but they went another fifty feet and stopped in the middle of the wash. Stopped.

Dad wasn't there, either, and there wasn't anything nearby he could have stepped onto. For just a second, I thought, Maybe… maybe Dad could- The paintball caught me on the butt. It didn't hurt near as much as the last one but it hurt my pride. I spun and jumped at the same time, sideways, ten feet, sloppy-there must've been ten pounds of dirt falling away from me and jump rot hanging in the air where I'd been. Twisting, fading jump rot.

Dad was stepping out from behind some scrub. The gun hung loosely at his side.

I pointed at the line of tracks in the sand. "Did you jump?"

He laughed, almost a bark. "Don't I wish! I just turned around and walked back in my tracks." He pointed at some rocks near his hiding place. "Stepped off the sand there and Bob's your uncle." He pointed his finger at the ground and twirled it like he was stirring a drink. "Again."

I turned around and started counting loudly. As he ran off he shouted over his shoulder, "Look for more than tracks in the sand!"

And that's the sort of thing we did for the next hour. We did hide-and-seek, limited (where I couldn't jump until I saw him), and tag, where I had to jump close enough to touch him and get away without getting shot, and closed room, where we drew a big square in the sand and I could jump anywhere in it but not leave it, while he fired shot after shot.

Once he hit a patch of jump rot where I'd been and the paintball exploded, coming back out as high-velocity pieces of plastic film and a mist of spray paint. Another time, I jumped late and the paintball came with me, tumbling through the brush at right angles to its original path, but missing me.

Dad was perplexed. "Wow, I don't think I've ever seen it do that before." Dad had this theory that the jump rot was like, well, like the wake of a ship, the disruption of the water when a vessel passes through. It's like the turbulence or maybe even a hole I leave behind.

When I jump in a hurry, sloppily, there's more of it and I carry more crap with me. When I'm focused, if there is jump rot, it's tiny, and fades away almost instantly.

We continued. When Dad said, "Enough," I had one more paint mark on my right shoulder blade, but he'd gone through seventy paintball rounds. He let me shoot a dozen rounds at a boulder, enough to finish off the last of the Co2 cartridge, and then we went home.

He never said anything about my swearing and I never said anything about him shooting me in the leg. Call it even.

Tuesday and Thursday afternoons I had karate class.

Mum had a doctorate in French literature but she didn't work. She was homeschooling me. She said that I just got too bored in the public education system, but I heard them talking once, when they thought I was asleep.

Dad said, "What can we do about it? He's too young to hold a secret this big all the time. It's not fair to him and it's too dangerous. Maybe later, when he's older."

Mum said, "He's not a kid. No kid ever talked like that- he's a miniature adult. He needs to run up against kid logic and skin his knees where we're not there to pick him up. He needs to make friends."

The compromise was karate class. The homeschooling curriculum required a physical education equivalent so I had to do something.

I think Dad went for it because of the discipline and because he thought, from the class he watched, that the kids never talked to each other. Well, we weren't supposed to talk during class but it was an after-school program at the elementary school two blocks away-all form-one kids. Of course there was talking.

I liked our instructor, Sensei Torres. He didn't play favorites and he was very gentle and he was very careful to keep Paully MacLand in check.

Paully was in fifth grade for the second time and he was almost as tall as Sensei Torres. He'd been doing the karate program since first grade and had a green belt.

And he was mean.

We were doing two-step kumite partner practice. One person would attack with a punch and the other would block and counterpunch. I was working with Paully and he wasn't interested in the exercise. He was interested in hurting.

There was a definite no-contact rule. If you kicked or punched you had to stop short of hitting anybody. It was a firm rule and anyone who broke it had to sit out and could get dropped from the class if he kept doing it. Paully knew that. One of the kids told me Paully was kicked out of the class back in fourth grade for repeated offenses and was only allowed back the next year.

What Paully did instead was turn his blocks into strikes. He'd block so hard, it hurt-it left bruises. Like, perhaps, a paintball round in the thigh, point-blank.

I didn't swear this time, though. I gritted my teeth instead and kept going. To hit so hard, Paully was drawing back, cocking before the block, which required he start almost before I actually punched. Next time it was my turn, I broke my rhythm, stepping in, but delaying the punch slightly. He blocked and missed my arm entirely. My punch stopped just short of his nose.

Sensei Torres laughed and had everybody change partners. Later he said to me privately, "Good eyes, Griff. It was bad karate. In a real fight, you can't block a strike that hasn't even started."

But Paully was waiting when I finished changing for the walk home, just inside the locker room, blocking the door. "So, you limey ass-licker, think you're somethin' with that stutter punch? Think you can make me look bad in front of Sensei?"

Maybe Dad was right about me having trouble keeping my mouth shut. It just came out, unbidden.

"Bollocks. You don't need me to look bad. You do that all by yourself." Right away I was sorry I said it, scared, in fact, but how do you take something like that back, especially when you mean it?

He just charged, rage painted on his face like red paint, his fist cocked back and looking larger than any paintball.

I couldn't help it. Really, I didn't mean to do it, I didn't mean to break the rule, but one second his fist was heading toward my face like a thrown rock and the next I was standing in a cloud of dust in a ravine, next to a paintball-splattered boulder, out in the Empty Quarter.

I'd just broken rules number one and two (don't jump near home and don't jump where someone can see me) and maybe even rule four (don't jump unless I must-if I'm going to get killed or captured).

I was in so much trouble.

So I lied. I jumped back to the school, outside, in the hollow between the stairs and a hedge where I sometimes waited before karate, before the last bell rang. I used to sit in there and watch, invisible, the outsider-the foreign homeschooler- and watch all the kids run off, met by their parents or playing with each other on the playground.

I waited until I saw Paully leave, walking odd, looking back at the school with wide eyes. I exhaled. He looked okay. My worry was that he'd run into the jump rot before it faded.

It only takes five minutes to walk home. I did it in two.

"How was class?" Mum asked when I pounded up the steps and into the kitchen. She glanced at the clock. "Did you run?"

"Uh, yeah. Thirsty." I buried my face in the fridge. I could feel my ears burning. I never lied to Mum. Well, technically it wasn't lying but they'd always been clear about lying by omission.

I came out with the Gatorade. Mum had already pulled a glass from the dishwasher. She gave me a quick squeeze around the shoulders then set the glass on the counter. "Pork pie for supper. Potatoes or rice?"

"Rice."

"Broccoli or green beans?"

I made a face. "Broccoli, if we have to."

She laughed. "Well, there's pudding after."

I nodded and headed for my room, but she snagged me by the collar. "Are you all right?" She put the back of her hand against my forehead.

"What?"

"You didn't ask what kind of pudding. I'm thinkin' some terminal illness, maybe Ebola."

"Ha-ha. Okay, what kind?"

"Raspberry tart."

I said, "Brilliant!" to please her, but the truth was the thought of food made my stomach clench into a hard little knot. "I think I'll just go and try another unit of math, okay?"

She took an exaggerated step back from me. "Or it could be bubonic plague. But go-mine is not to question why. This may not last-it could be a fluke, a temporary aberration. Let's not mess with it."

As I walked back to my room I heard her saying, "And maybe he'll do a science unit and a history unit and maybe a French essay or two. If only we could find this germ, the I'll-go-do-schoolwork germ, we could market it. Mothers everywhere would worship at my feet. Dare I say sainthood? It could hap-"

I shut my bedroom door loudly.

Paully would probably never say anything. I mean, what could he say? He was the kind of boy who didn't like looking stupid, probably because he was stupid. Would he be stupid enough to tell this story? If he just said I scampered like a baby that would be fine. I wouldn't care about that.

I did a unit of long division since I said I would. Actually, I rather liked math. Everything works or it doesn't. There isn't anything gray about it. And every time I stopped working on the math problems, I started thinking about Paully and my jumping. Even drawing, my usual escape, didn't work.

I did three units of math.

Mum and Dad were talking about an upcoming business trip at dinner so I didn't have to say much. I knew if I didn't eat, they'd really begin to suspect something. I ate as much as I could but it sat in my stomach like lead.

"What are you thinking about, Griff?"

"What? Uh, nothing, Dad."

"You've been staring at the wall for five minutes. No moving fingers, I hope? Mene mene tekel upharsin and all that."

Dad's a bit odd sometimes. "Math, I guess. And I was thinking about karate today. And when we did paintball out in the desert." All true. All lies.

He nodded. Both of them watched me and it felt like the truth was written across my forehead. I could feel my ears heating up. "I don't understand why things repeat sometimes to infinity."

It was my best distraction. When in doubt, always ask a math question or a question about Le Petit Prince. Either could occupy them for hours, avoiding whatever they'd been on about. The downside was, well, it could occupy them for hours.

"What do you mean?"

"Like ten divided by three. You know-the answer is three point three three three three three three three and so on. For ever, I guess. But does it go on for ever? How do they know? Maybe after enough times it becomes two? Or four? They call it a rational number, but really-what's rational about that?"

So Mum pulled down a pad of paper and Dad pulled out an old textbook and by the time I escaped to my room, an hour and a half later, they were showing each other that it was really a function of a base-ten numbering system. "Yeah, if you divide ten by three in base nine, you get three."

I shut the door to my room and flopped facedown onto my bed. I should have told them. I wanted to tell them. But I didn't want to move again.

I changed for bed early, and tried to lose myself in reading, in drawing, even math. Later I brushed my teeth without being asked, causing more comments from Mum. She came in and kissed me good night. Dad stood in the doorway, said, "Good dreams, Griff."

Mum asked, "You want the door shut?"

"Yeah."

"Bonne nuit, mon cher."

Normally I'm asleep in minutes but this time I couldn't get it out of my head. I'd lied about it. I'd broken the rules.

So they'll never know. Only Paully saw and who would believe him, even if he talked?

I buried my head under my pillow but it didn't help. I'd know. Didn't matter if Mum and Dad found out. I'd always know.

I got up. I could hear them-well, I could hear the TV. They always watched the late news together and drank a cup of herbal tea. It was part of their routine, their last thing before bedtime. Sometimes I'd sneak down the hall and watch from the corner. Half the time Mum would doze off during the sports and Dad would tease her about it.

I eased open my door. I had to tell them. Whatever happened, I had to tell them. I took a step out into the hall and the doorbell rang.

I felt a jolt in the stomach. Paully? His parents? Someone from the school?

Dad turned off the TV before he went to the door, followed by Mum, yawning. She hadn't fallen asleep yet-the news was on the weather. She saw me in the doorway and blinked, started to frown.

I heard Dad open the door-it was around the corner past the kitchen so I couldn't see it from the hall.

"Mr. O'Conner?" It was a woman's voice. "I'm so sorry to drop by this late, but I'd like to talk to you about Griffin. I'm from the Homeschooling Administration Department at SDSD."

Mum's head snapped around. "No, you're not."

"Beg your pardon?" the woman's voice said.

"You're not. It's not the SDSD. It's the San Diego Unified School District or the San Diego City Schools. And there is no department for homeschooling. It's done through the charter schools."

"Fine. Have it your way," said the woman. Her voice, previously warm and apologetic, went hard like granite.

Mum took a step away from the door and I saw her eyes get really big. Her hand down at her side jerked toward me and pointed back, a clear indication to go back into my room.

I took a step back but I left the door open so that I could still hear, but what I heard was Dad saying, "Put the knife down. We're not armed. What do you want?"

There was a crash from my parents' room, at the other end of the hall.

Back at the door a man's voice, a Brit from Bristol by the accent, said, "Where's your kiddie?"

Dad shouted, "Griff-" There was a thud and his voice cut off. Mum screamed and I jumped – - into the living room, magazine pages flying through the air, books falling off the bookshelf.

Dad was on his knees, one hand to his head. There were two strange men and the woman in the living room and they all twisted as I appeared, much faster than Dad ever managed, odd-shaped guns coming to bear. I flinched away, into the kitchen, plates and cups shattering against the wall and sink, and heard the guns fire, muffled, not unlike the paint gun, but there was an odd whipping noise, and they were turning again, right to me by the refrigerator. Mum screamed "Go!" and shoved one of the men into the other but the woman still fired and it burned my neck and I was standing by the boulder, the moonlit, paint-splattered boulder two hundred miles away.

I jumped back, but not to the kitchen. I appeared in the dark garage below and scrambled up onto the workbench, to reach the shelf above, where Dad kept the paint gun. Steps pounded down the outside stairs and then someone kicked the door, to force it open, but there was a drop bar-it was that kind of neighborhood.

I put a C02 cartridge in the gun. The top of the door splintered but held. I fumbled a tubular magazine of paintballs into the gun as a chunk of door fell into the room. The fat barrel of one of the weird guns appeared in the gap and I jumped, this time to my room.

Steps pounded down the hall and I jumped again, back to the living room. A man held a knife to Mum's throat and Dad lay on the ground, still.

I shot the man in the eyes, point-blank.

He screamed and fell backward, clawing at his eyes. A gun went off and something tore at my hip and I jumped sideways again, shooting the man who was coming up the hallway in the forehead. One hand went to his face but he fired his weapon and multiple projectiles with wires between them tore through the air over my head. I jumped behind him and he whirled and I shot him in the bollocks, twice.

He doubled over and as he did, I saw Mum.

She was lying on the floor, slumped to one side, and the blood was everywhere.

Plaster exploded next to my head as a trio of projectiles thudded into the wall, wire trailing, lashing at the paint. I dropped to my knees, half flinching, half numb.

Dad's puddle of blood was even bigger and there was a knife sticking out of his lower back.

The man I'd shot in the bollocks was twisting around, bringing his gun up. I shot him in the face again, hitting his cheekbone. He fired his gun but the cables flew down the hallway, over my head, tearing pictures off both walls. I hit him with the paintball gun barrel, hit him hard, and again, and again. He dropped his gun and his eyes rolled back.

I turned back to Mum and Dad and the door. I could hear footsteps on the stair. I lifted the paintball gun but there was a flash from the door and a projectile caught the gun, slammed it up into my forehead.

I fell back, my vision dimming, dropping into some dark and formless place, but instead of hitting the wall, I fell all the way back onto sand and gravel.

The Empty Quarter. Mum. Dad. Empty.

I tried to lift my head and the moon dimmed and blinked out.

Empty.