"The Glass Menagerie" - читать интересную книгу автора (Williams Tennessee)SCENE 7[ JIM: Hey, there, Mr. Light Bulb! [ AMANDA: Where was Moses when the lights went out? Ha-ha. Do you know the answer to that one, Mr. O’Connor? JIM: No, Ma’am, what’s the answer? AMANDA: In the dark! [ Everybody sit still. I’ll light the candles. Isn’t it lucky we have them on the table? Where’s a match? Which of you gentlemen can provide a match? JIM: Here. AMANDA: Thank you, Sir. JIM: Not at all, Ma’am! AMANDA: I guess the fuse has burnt out. Mr. O’Connor, can you tell a burnt-out fuse? I know I can’t and Tom is a total loss when it comes to mechanics. [ Oh, be careful you don’t bump into something. We don’t want our gentleman caller to break his neck. Now wouldn’t that be a fine howdy-do? JIM: Ha-ha! Where is the fuse-box? AMANDA: Right here next to the stove. Can you see anything? JIM: just a minute. AMANDA: Isn’t electricity a mysterious thing? Wasn’t it Benjamin Franklin who tied a key to a kite? We live in such a mysterious universe, don’t we? Some people say that science clears up all the mysteries for us. In my opinion it only creates more! Have you found it yet? JIM: No, Ma’am. All these fuses look okay to me. AMANDA: Tom! TOM: Yes, Mother? AMANDA: That light bill I gave you several days ago. The one I told you we got the notices about? [ TOM: Oh. – Yeah. AMANDA: You didn’t neglect to pay it by any chance? TOM: Why, I – AMANDA: Didn’t! I might have known it! JIM: Shakespeare probably wrote a poem on that light bill, Mrs. Wingfield. AMANDA: I might have known better than to trust him with it! There’s such a high price for negligence in this world! JIM: Maybe the poem will win a ten-dollar prize. AMANDA: We’ll just have to spend the remainder of the evening in the nineteenth century, before Mr. Edison made the Mazda lamp! JIM: Candlelight is my favourite kind of light. AMANDA: That shows you’re romantic! But that’s no excuse for Tom. Well, we got through dinner. Very considerate of them to let us get through dinner before they plunged us into ever-lasting darkness, wasn’t it, Mr. O’Connor? JIM: Ha-ha! AMANDA: Tom, as a penalty for your carelessness you can help me with the dishes. JIM: Let me give you a hand. AMANDA: Indeed you will not! JIM: I ought to be good for something. AMANDA: Good for something? [ JIM: Aw, now, Mrs. Wingfield! AMANDA: I’m not exaggerating, not one bit! But Sister is all by her lonesome. You go keep her company in the parlour! I’ll give you this lovely old candelabrum that used to be on the altar at the church of the Heavenly Rest. It was melted a little out of shape when the church burnt down. Lightning struck it one spring. Gypsy Jones was holding a revival at the time and he intimated that the church was destroyed because the Episcopalians gave card parties. JIM: Ha-ha. AMANDA: And how about you coaxing Sister to drink a little wine? I think it would be good for her! Can you carry both at once? JIM: Sure. I’m Superman! AMANDA: Now, Thomas, get into this apron! [ JIM: Hello, there, Laura. LAURA [ JIM: How are you feeling now? Better? LAURA: Yes. Yes, thank you. JIM: This is for you. A little dandelion wine. [ LAURA: Thank you. JIM: Drink it – but don’t get drunk! [ Where shall I set the candles? LAURA: Oh – oh, anywhere… JIM: How about here on the floor? Any objections? LAURA: No. JIM: I’ll spread a newspaper under to catch the drippings. I like to sit on the floor. Mind if I do? LAURA: Oh, no. JIM: Give me a pillow? LAURA: What? JIM: A pillow! LAURA: Oh… [ JIM: How about you? Don’t you like to sit on the floor? LAURA: Oh – yes. JIM: Why don’t you, then? LAURA: I – Will. JIM: Take a pillow! [ LAURA: I can – see you. JIM: I know, but that’s not fair, I’m in the limelight. [ LAURA: Yes. JIM: So am I . Comfortable as a cow! Will you have some gum? LAURA: No, thank you. JIM: I think that I will indulge, with your permission, [ LAURA: No, I didn’t. JIM: Well, it was quite a wonderful exposition. What impressed me most was the Hall of Science. Gives you an idea of what the future will be in America, even more wonderful than the present time is! [ LAURA: I – don’t know. JIM: I judge you to be an old-fashioned type of girl. Well, I think that’s a pretty good type to be. Hope you don’t think I’m being too personal – do you? LAURA [ JIM: Singing? Me? LAURA: Yes. I remember what a beautiful voice you had. JIM: When did you hear me sing? [ Voice [ JIM: You say you’ve heard me sing? LAURA: Oh, yes! Yes, very often I don’t suppose – you remember me – at all? JIM [ LAURA: Wasn’t it – Blue Roses? JIM: [ LAURA: I didn’t expect you to. You – barely knew me! JIM: But we did have a speaking acquaintance, huh? LAURA: Yes, we – spoke to each other. JIM: When did you recognize me? LAURA: Oh, right away! JIM: Soon as I came in the door? LAURA: When I heard your name I thought it was probably you. I knew that Tom used to know you a little in high school. So when you came in the door Well, then I was – sure. JIM: Why didn’t you say something, then? LAURA [ JIM: For goodness’ sakes I You know, this sure is funny! LAURA: Yes I Yes, isn’t it, though … JIM: Didn’t we have a class in something together? LAURA: Yes, we did. JIM: What class was that? LAURA: It was – singing – Chorus! JIM: Aw! LAURA: I sat across the aisle from you in the Aud. JIM: Aw! LAURA: Mondays, Wednesday, and Fridays. JIM: Now I remember – you always came in late. LAURA: Yes, it was so hard for me, getting upstairs. I had that brace on my leg – it clumped so loud I JIM: I never heard any clumping. LAURA [ JIM: Well, well, well, I never even noticed. LAURA: And everybody was seated before I came in. I had to walk in front of all those people. My seat was in the back row. I had to go clumping all the way up the aisle with everyone watching I JIM: You shouldn’t have been self-conscious. LAURA: I know, but I was. It was always such a relief when the singing started. JIM: Aw, yes, I’ve placed you now I used to call you Blue Rom. How was it that I got started calling you that? LAURA: I was out of school a little while with pleurosis. When I came back you asked me what was the matter. I said I had pleurosis – you thought I said Blue Roses That’s what you always called me after that I JIM: I hope you didn’t mind. LAURA: Oh, no – I liked it. You see, I wasn’t acquainted with many – people…. JIM: As I remember you sort of stuck by yourself. LAURA: I – I – never have had much luck at – making friends. JIM: I don’t see why you wouldn’t. LAURA:’ . Well, I – started out badly. JIM: You mean being – LAURA: Yes, it sort of – stood between me – JIM: You shouldn’t have let it! LAURA: I know, but it did, and – JIM: You were shy with people! LAURA: I tried not to be but never could – JIM: Overcome it? LAURA: No, I – I never could! JIM: I guess being shy is something you have to work out of kind of gradually. LAURA [ JIM: Takes time! LAURA: Yes – JIM: People are not so dreadful when you know them. That’s what you have to remember! And everybody has problems, not just you, but practically everybody has got some problems. You think of yourself as having the only problems, as being the only one who is disappointed. But just look around you and you will see lots of people as disappointed as you are. For instance, I hoped when I was going to high-school that I would be further along at this time, six years later, than I am now – You remember that wonderful write-up I had in The Torch? LAURA: Yes! [ JIM: It said I was bound to succeed in anything I went into! [ LAURA: Here you are in JIM: [ LAURA [ JIM [ LAU R A: Yes, yes – beautifully – beautifully! JIM: You heard me? LAURA: All three times! JIM: No! LAURA: Yes! JIM: All three performances? LAURA [ JIM: Why? LAURA: I – wanted to ask you to – autograph my programme. JIM: Why didn’t you ask me to? LAURA: You were always surrounded by your own friends so much that I never had a chance to. JIM: You should have just LAURA: Well, I – thought you might think I was JIM: Thought I might think you was – what? LAURA: Oh JIM [ LAURA: You were terribly popular! JIM: Yeah LAURA: You had such a – friendly way JIM: I was spoiled in high school. LAURA: Everybody – liked you! JIM: Including you? LAURA: I – yes, I – I did, too – [ JIM: Well, well, well! – Give me that programme, Laura. [ LAURA: Oh, I – what a – surprise! JIM: My signature isn’t worth very much tight now. But some day – maybe – it will increase in value! Being disappointed is one thing and being discouraged is something else. I am disappointed but I am not discouraged. I’m twenty-three years old. How old are you? LAURA: I’ll be twenty-four in June. JIM: That’s not old age! LAURA: No, but JIM: You finished high school? LAURA [ JIM: You mean you dropped out? LAURA: I made bad grades in my final examinations. [ JIM: Oh, that kraut-head! LAURA: Why do you call her that? JIM: That’s what she was. LAURA: You’re not still – going with her? JIM: I never see her. LAURA: It said in the Personal Section that you were engaged! JIM: I know, but I wasn’t impressed by that -propaganda I LAURA: It wasn’t – the truth? JIM: Only in Emily’s optimistic opinion! LAURA: Oh [ JIM: [ LAURA: Nothing much. JIM: You must have been doing something these six long years. LAURA: Yes. JIM: Well, then, such as what? LAURA: I took a business course at business college JIM: How did that work out? LAURA: Well, not very – well – I had to drop out, it gave me – indigestion JIM [ LAURA: I don’t do anything – much. Oh, please don’t think I sit around doing nothing! My glass collection takes up a good deal of time. Glass is something you have to take good care of JIM: What did you say – about glass? LAURA: Collection I said – I have one – [ JIM: [ LAURA: In what way would I think? JIM: Why, man alive, Laura! just look about you a little. What do you see? A world full of common people! All of ‘em born and all of ‘em going to die! Which of them has one-tenth of your good points! Or mine! Or anyone else’s, as far as that goes – Gosh! Everybody excels in some one thing. Some in many! [ All you’ve got to do is discover in what! Take me, for instance.[ My interest happens to lie in electro-dynamics. I’m taking a course in radio engineering at night school, Laura, on top of a fairly responsible job at the warehouse. I’m taking that course and studying public speaking. LAURA: Ohhhh. JIM: Because I believe in the future of television! [ I wish to be ready to go up right along with it. Therefore I’m planning to get in on the ground floor. In fact I’ve already made the right connexions and all that remains is for the industry itself to get under way I Full steam [ Knowledge – Zzzzzp! Money – Zzzzzzp I – Power! That’s the cycle democracy is built on I [ I guess you think I think a lot of myself! LAURA: No – o-o-o,! JIM: Now how about you? Isn’t there something you, take more interest in than anything else? LAURA: Well, I do – as I said – have my – glass collection [ JIM: I’m not right sure I know what you’re talking about What kind of glass is it? LAURA: Little articles of it, they’re ornaments mostly! Most of them are little animals made out of glass, the tiniest little animals in the world. Mother calls them Aglass menagerie! Here’s an example of one, if you’d like to see it. This one is one of the oldest. It’s nearly thirteen. [ Oh, be careful – if you breathe, it breaks! JIM: I’d better not take it. I’m pretty clumsy with things. LAURA: Go on, I trust you with him! [ There now – you’re holding him gently! Hold him over the light, he loves the light I You see how the light shines through him? JIM: It sure does shine! LAURA: I shouldn’t be partial, but he is my favourite one. JIM: What kind of a thing is this one supposed to be? LAURA: Haven’t you noticed the single horn on his forehead head? JIM: A unicorn, huh? LAURA: Mmmm-hmmm! JIM: Unicorns, aren’t they extinct in the modern world? LAURA: I know! JIM: Poor little fellow, he must feel sort of lonesome. LAURA [ JIM: How do you know? LAURA [ JIM: [ LAURA: Put him on the table. They all like a change of scenery once in a while! JIM: [ LAURA: Oh, oh, yes – it stretches across the ceiling! JIM: [ LAURA: From the Paradise Dance Hall across the alley. JIM: How about cutting the rug a little, Miss Wingfield? LAURA: Oh JIM: Or is your programme filled up? Let me have a look at it. [ LAURA [ JIM: There you go, that inferiority stuff! Come on, try! LAURA: Oh, but I’d step on you! JIM: I’m not made out of glass. LAURA: How – how – how do we start? JIM: just leave it to me. You hold your arms out a little. LAURA: Like this? JIM: A little bit higher. Right. Now don’t tighten up, that’s the main thing about it – relax. LAURA [ JIM: What do you bet I can’t? [ LAURA: Goodness, yes, you can! JIM: Let yourself go, now, Laura, just let yourself go. LAURA: I’m JIM: Come on! LAURA: Trying! JIM: Not so stiff – Easy does it I! LAURA: I know but I’m – JIM: Loosen th’ backbone! There now, that’s a lot better. LAURA: Am I? JIM: Lots, lots better! [ LAURA: Oh, my! JIM: Ha-ha! LAURA: Oh, my goodness! JIM: Ha-ha-ha! [ LAURA: Table. JIM: Did something fall off it? I think- LAURA: Yes. JIM: I hope that it wasn’t the little glass horse with the horn! LAURA: Yes. JIM: Aw aw aw – Is it broken? LAURA: Now it is just like all the other horses. JIM: It’s lost its -LAURA: Horn! It doesn’t matter. Maybe it’s a blessing in disguise. JIM: You’ll never forgive me. I bet that that was your favourite piece of glass. LAURA: I don’t have favourites much. It’s no tragedy, Freckles. Glass breaks so easily. No matter how careful you are. The traffic jars the shelves and things fall off them. JIM: Still I’m awfully sorry that I was the cause. LAURA [ JIM: Ha-ha, that’s very funny! [ I’m glad to see that you have a sense of humour. You know – you’re – well – very different! Surprisingly different from anyone else I know! [ Do you mind me telling you that? [ I mean it in a nice way … [ You make me feel sort of – I don’t know how to put it! I’m usually pretty good at expressing things, but This is something that I don’t know how to say! [ Has anyone ever told you that you were pretty? [ Well, you are! In a very different way from anyone else. And all the nicer because of the difference, too.[ I wish that you were my sister. I’d teach you to have some confidence in yourself. The different people are not like other people, but being different is nothing to be ashamed of. Because other people are not such wonderful people. They’re one hundred times one thousand. You’re one times one! They walk all over the earth. You just stay here. They’re common as – weeds, -but – you – well, you’re – Blue Roses! [ LAURA: But blue is wrong for – roses… JIM: It’s right for you! – You’re – pretty! LAURA: In what respect am I pretty? JIM: In all respects – believe me! Your eyes – your hair are pretty! Your hands are pretty! [ You think I’m making this up because I’m invited to dinner and have to be nice. Oh, I could do that! I could put on an act for you, Laura, and say lots of things without being very sincere. But this time I am. I’m talking to you sincerely. I happened to notice you had this inferiority complex that keeps you from feeling comfortable with people. Somebody needs to build your confidence up and make you proud instead of shy and turning away and – blushing – Somebody -ought to – Ought to – kiss you, Laura! [ Stumble-john! [ Stumble-john! I shouldn’t have done that – That was way off the beam. You don’t smoke, do you? [ [ Peppermint – Life-Saver? My pocket’s a regular drug store – wherever I go … [ Laura, you know, if I had a sister like you, I’d do the same thing as Tom. I’d bring out fellows and – introduce her to them. The right type of boys of a type to – appreciate her. Only – well – he made a mistake about me. Maybe I’ve got no call to be saying this. That may not have been the idea in having me over. But what if it was? There’s nothing wrong about that. The only trouble is that in my case – I’m not in a situation to – do the right thing. I can’t take down your number and say I’ll phone. I can’t call up next week and – ask for a date. I thought I had better explain the situation in case you misunderstand it and – hurt your feelings. . [ LAURA [ JIM: No, Laura, I can’t. [ As I was just explaining, I’ve – got strings on me. Laura, I’ve – been going steady! I go out all of the time with a girl named Betty. She’s a home-girl like you, and Catholic, and Irish, and in a great many ways we – get along fine. I met her last summer on a moonlight boat trip up the river to Alton, on the Majestic. Well – right away from the start it was – love! [ Being in love has made -a new man of me! [ The power of love is really pretty tremendous! Love is something that – changes the whole world, Laura! [ It happened that Betty’s aunt took sick, she got a wire and had to go to Centralia. So Tom – when he asked me to dinner – I naturally just accepted the invitation, not knowing that you – that he – that! [ [ I wish that you would – say something. [ LAURA: A – souvenir … [ AMANDA: Well, Well, Well! Isn’t the air delightful after the shower? I’ve made you children a little liquid refreshment. [ JIM, do you know that song about lemonade? “Lemonade, lemonade Made in the shade and stirred with a spade Good enough for any old maid!” JIM [ AMANDA: Why, Laura! You look so serious! JIM: We were having a serious conversation. AMANDA: Good! Now you’re better acquainted! JIM: [ AMANDA: You modem young people are much more serious-minded than my generation. I was so gay as a girl I JIM: You haven’t changed, Mrs. Wingfield AMANDA: Tonight I’m rejuvenated! The gaiety of the occasion, Mr. O’Connor! [ Oooo! I’m baptizing myself! JIM: Here – let me AMANDA [ JIM: You shouldn’t have gone to that trouble, Mrs. Wingfield. AMANDA: Trouble, trouble? Why, it was loads of fun! Didn’t you hear me cutting up in the kitchen? I bet your ears were burning! I told Tom how outdone with him I was for keeping you to himself so long a time! He should have brought you over much, much sooner! Well, now that you’ve found your way, I want you to be a very frequent caller! Not just occasional but all the time. Oh, we’re going to have a lot of gay times together! I see them coming! Mmm, just breathe that air! So fresh, and the moon’s so pretty! I’ll skip back out – I know where my place is when young folks are having a – serious conversation! JIM: Oh, don’t go out, Mrs. Wingfield. The fact of the matter is I’ve got to be going. AMANDA: Going, now? You’re joking! Why, it’s only the shank of the evening, Mr. O’Connor! JIM: Well, you know how it is. AMANDA: You mean you’re a young working man and have to keep working men’s hours. Well let you off early tonight. But only on the condition that next time you stay later. What’s the best night for you? Isn’t Saturday night the best night for you working men? JIM: I have a couple of time-clocks to punch, Mrs. Wingfield. One at morning, another one at night! AMANDA: My, but you are ambitious! You work at night, too? JIM: No, Ma’am, not work but – Betty! [ AMANDA: Betty? Betty? Who’s – Betty! [ JIM: Oh, just a girl. The girl I go steady with [ [ AMANDA [ JIM: – We’re going to be married the second Sunday in June. AMANDA: Ohhhh – how nice! Tom didn’t mention that you were engaged to be married. JIM: The cat’s not out of the bag at the warehouse yet. You know how they are. They call you Romeo and stuff like that.[ AMANDA: It really wasn’t anything at all. JIM: I hope it don’t seem like I’m rushing off. But I promised Betty I’d pick her up at the Wabash depot, an’ by the time I get my jalopy down there her train’ll be in. Some women are pretty upset if you keep ‘em waiting. AMANDA: Yes, I know – Ile tyranny of women! [ Good-bye, Mr. O’Connor. I wish you luck – and happiness – and success! All three of them, and so does Laura!-Don’t you, Laura? LAURA: Yes! JIM [ [ So long, Shakespeare! Thanks again, ladies – Good night! [ AMANDA [ TOM [ AMANDA: Come in here a minute. I want to tell you something awfully funny. TOM [ AMANDA: The gentleman caller has made an early departure. What a wonderful joke you played on us! TOM: How do you mean? AMANDA: You didn’t mention that he was engaged to be married. TOM: Jim? Engaged? AMANDA: That’s what he just informed us. TOM: I’ll be jiggered! I didn’t know about that AMANDA: That seems very peculiar. TOM: What’s peculiar about it? AMANDA: Didn’t you call him your best friend down at the warehouse? TOM: He is, but how did I know? AMANDA: It seems extremely peculiar that you wouldn’t know your best friend was going to be married! TOM: The warehouse is where I work, not where I know things about people! AMANDA: You don’t know things anywhere! You live in a dream; you manufacture illusions! [ Where are you going? TOM: I’m going to the movies. AMANDA: That’s right, now that you’ve had us make such fools of ourselves. The effort, the preparations, all the expense! The new floor lamp, the rug, the clothes for Laura! all for what? To entertain some other girl’s fiancé! Go to the movies, go! Don’t think about us, a mother deserted, an unmarried sister who’s crippled and has no job! Don’t let anything interfere with your selfish pleasure I just go, go, go – to the movies! TOM: All right, I will! The more you shout about my selfishness to me the quicker I’ll go, and I won’t go to the movies! AMANDA: Go, then! Then go to the moon – you selfish dreamer! [ TOM: I didn’t go to the moon, I went much further – for time is the longest distance between places. Not long after that I was fired for writing a poem on the lid of a shoebox. I left Saint Louis. I descended the step of this fire-escape for a last time and followed, from then on, in my father’s footsteps, attempting to find in motion what was lost in space – I travelled around a great deal. The cities swept about me like dead leaves, leaves that were brightly coloured but tom away from the branches. I would have stopped, but I was pursued by something. It always came upon me unawares, taking me altogether by surprise. Perhaps it was a familiar bit of music. Perhaps it was only a piece of transparent glass. Perhaps I am walking along a street at night, in some strange city, before I have found companions. I pass the lighted window of a shop where perfume is sold. The window is filled with pieces of coloured glass, tiny transparent bottles in delicate colours, like bits of a shattered rainbow. Then all at once my sister touches my shoulder. I turn around and look into her eyes …Oh, Laura, Laura, I tried to leave you behind me, but I am more faithful than I intended to be! I reach for a cigarette, I cross the street, I run into the movies or a bar, I buy a drink, I speak to the nearest stranger -anything that can blow your candles out! [ [ [ |
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