"Robert F. Young - Thirty Days Had September" - читать интересную книгу автора (Young Robert F)very thought of its passing racked him with unbearable agony and instinctively he did
the only physical thing he could do to sustain it. He put his arm around Miss Jones' shoulder. She did not move. She sat there quietly, her breast rising and falling at even intervals, her long lashes drifting down now and again like dark, gentle birds winging over blue limpid waters— "The play we watched last night," Danby said. "Romeo and Juliet—why didn't you like it?" "It was rather horrible, sir. It was a burlesque, really—tawdry, cheap, the beauty of the lines corrupted and obscured." "Do you know the lines?" "Some of them." "Say them. Please." "Yes, sir. At the close of the balcony scene, when the two lovers are parting, Juliet says, 'Good night, good night! Parting is such sweet sorrow, that I shall say good night till it be morrow.' And Romeo answers: 'Sleep dwell upon thine eyes, peace in thy breast! Would I were sleep and peace, so sweet to rest!' Why did they leave that out, sir? Why?" "Because we're living in a cheap world," Danby said, surprised at his sudden insight, "and in a cheap world, precious things are worthless. Shay—say the lines again, please, Miss Jones." "'Good night, good night! Parting is such sweet sorrow, that I shall say good night till it be morrow—'" "Let me finish." Danby concentrated. "'Sleep dwell upon thine eyes, peace—'" "'—in thy breast—'" "'—sweet—'" "'—so sweet to rest!'" Abruptly, Miss Jones stood up. "Good evening, madam," she said. Danby didn't bother to get up. It wouldn't have done any good. He could see Laura well enough, anyway, from where he was sitting. Laura standing in the living-room doorway in her new Cadillette pajamas and her bare feet that had made no sound in their surreptitious descent of the stairs. The two-dimensional cars that comprised the pajama pattern stood out in vermilion vividness and it was as though she was lying down and letting them run rampant over her body, letting them defile her breasts and her belly and her legs … He saw her narrow face and her cold pitiless eyes, and he knew it would be useless to try to explain, that she wouldn't—couldn't—understand. And he realized with sudden shocking clarity that in the world in which he lived September had been dead for decades, and he saw himself in the morning, loading the case into the Baby B. and driving down the glittering city streets to the little secondhand store and asking the proprietor for his money back, and he saw himself afterwards, but he had to look away, and when he looked away he saw Miss Jones standing incongruously in the gaudy living room and heard her saying, over and over like a broken, bewildered record, "Is something wrong, madam? Is something wrong?" *** |
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