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your reference to the forbidden books," she said. "It would have rated you at least two years in
Purgatory if the Marriage Administrator had seen it. You really should be more careful about what you
say, Mr. Bartlett."
I'd forgotten all about the meticulous little machine tap-tapping silently away on the desk: I felt like a
fool. "Thanks," I said.
"One of the reverend psychiatrists will interview you on the top floor. You'll find a waiting room at the
head of the staircase."
I started to turn, then paused. I didn't know why I paused; I: only knew that I couldn't let it end like
that.
"I wonder," I said.
"Yes?"
"You obtained a lot of information from me but I don’t know a single thing about you. Not even your
name."
The blue eyes had become arctic lakes. Then, suddenly, they filled with the sparkling warmth of
spring. A smile dawned on her lips and her face became a sunrise.
"Julia," she said. "Julia Prentice."
"I'm glad to have known you," I said.
"And I, you, Mr. Bartlett. And now if you'll please excuse me, there are other applicants waiting."
There were—a whole benchful of them. I walked past them glumly, hating them, hating myself, hating
a society that would not permit tile to choose my own mate; but most of all hating Big Cupid, the
mechanized matchmaker that would choose for me.
I paused at the foot of the stone staircase, turned for a final look at Julia. She was interviewing the
next applicant. She had forgotten me already.
But someone else in the departmented chamber hadn't. The gaunt MEP captain was more absorbed
in me than, ever. And, judging from his expression, he no longer merely disapproved of me—he despised
me.
Why? Had he overheard my conversation with Julia? I did not think so. With the confused murmur of
hundreds of other voices all around him, he could scarcely have singled out mine, especially in view of the
fact that I had spoken softly.
But perhaps not softly enough. In any event, he was looking at me as though I were a hopeless
habitué of Vanity Fair desperately in need of an Evangelist. I felt like walking over to his desk and asking
him the way to the Coelestial City. But I didn't. You don't make flippant remarks to MEP officers,
particularly when those remarks involve one of the Five Books. You don't, if you want to stay out of
Purgatory.
Instead, I turned and started up the stairs to the eyrie of the reverend psychiatrists.

CHAPTER II

IT WAS LATE afternoon by the time I got out of the Marriage Administration Building: The sun, red
and swollen from the spring dust storms, was just disappearing behind the distant elevators of the
plankton conversion plant, and the sky was beginning to lose its coppery haze. I hailed a rickshaw,
leaned back in the plastic chair and let the June wind cool my face.
The street murmured with the whir of rickshaw wheels and the rhythmic pounding of runners' feet.
The Marriage Administration Building faded into the lengthening shadows. The Cathedral drifted grayly
by, the tiny windows of its serried chapels glinting red in the final rays of the sun. Then the massive pile of
the Coliseum, silent and somber and brooding. In the distance, the hives towered darkly into the sky.
The Coliseum gave way to the parsonage apartments. Prim facades frowned down on me with
narrow-windowed righteousness. I shifted uneasily in my rickshaw seat. If my surreptitious reading of the
forbidden books had given me a new perspective on the Age of Repentance, it had also given me a
troubled conscience.