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Smith recognized the stubbornness that was beginning to shadow, Yarol ‘s finely featured face.
“I am,” said the Venьsian firmly. “And you promised it
to me in ‘the name of—” he broke off, faintly mouthing syllables he did not utter. The little man smiled at him with a queer hint of pity on his face.
“You are invoking powers,” he said, “which you very clearly know nothing of. A dangerous thing to do. But—yes, I have sworn, and! will tell you. I must tell you now, even if you did not wish to know; for a promise made in that name must be fulfilled, whatever it cost either promiser or prom
ised. I am sorry—but now you must know.” -
“Tell us, then,” urged Yarol, leaning forward across the table.
The little man turned to Smith, his face serene with a peace that vaguely roused unease in the Earthman’s mind.
“Do you, too, wish to know?” he asked. -
Smith hesitated for an instant, weighing that nameless unease against his own curiosity. Despite himself he felt curiously impelled to know the answer to Yarol’s question, though he sensed more surely as he thought it over a queer, quiet threat behind the little stranger’s calmness. He nodded shortly and scowled at Yarol.
Without further ado the man crossed his arms on the table over his precious parcel, leaned forward and began to speak’
in his soft~, slow voice. And as he talked, it seemed to Smith that a greater serenity even than before was coming into his eyes, something as vast and calm as death itself. He seemed to be leaving life behind as he spoke, with every word sinking deeper and deeper into a peace that nothing in life could trouble. And Smith knew that the preciously guarded secrцt must not be thus on the verge of betrayal, and its betrayer so deathly calm, unless a peril as great as death itself lay behind the revelation. He caught his breath to check the disclosures, but a compulsion seemed to be on him now that he’could not break. Almost apathetically he listened.
“You must imagine,” the ljttle man was saying quietly, “the analogy of—well, for example, of a race of people driven by necessity into pitch-black caverns where their children and grandchildren are reared without ever once having
seen light or made any use of their eyes. As the generatiotis passed a legend would grow up around the ineffable beauty and mystery of Sight. It would become a religion, perhaps, the tale of a greater glory than words could describe—for how can one describe sight to the blind?—which their forebears had known and which~hey still possessed the organs for perceiving, if conditions were such as to permit it.
“Our race has such a legend. There is a faculty—a sense—that we have lost through the countless eons since at our peak and origin we possessed it~ With us ‘peak’ and ‘origin’ are synonymous; for, like no other race in existence, our most ancient legends begin in a golden age of the infinitely long past. Beyond that they do not go. We have no stories among us of any crude beginnings, like other races. Our origin is lost to us, though the legends of our people go farther back than I cduld make you believe. But so far as history tells us, we sprange full-fledged from some remote, unlegended birth into highly civilized, perfectly cultured being. And in that state of perfection we possessed the lost sense which exists only ‘in veiled tradition today.
“In the. wilderness of Tibet the remnants of our once mighty race dwell. Since Earth’s beginnings we have dwelt there, while in the out~fde world mankind struggled slowly up out of savagery. And by infinite degrees we have declined, until to the majority of us the S~ret is lost. Yet our’past is too splendid~to forget, and we disdain even now to mingle with the young civilizations that have risen. For our glorious Secret is not wholly gone. Our priests know it, and guard it with dreadful magics, and though it is not meet that even the whole of our own race should share the mystery, yet the meanest of us would scorn even so much as the crown of your greatest empire, because we, who inherited the Seci~et, are so far greater than kings.”
He paused, and the withdrawn look in his queer, translucent eyes deepened. Yarol said urgently, as if to call him back into the present again.. - - -
“Yes, but what is it? What is the Secret?”
The soft eyes turned to him compassionately.
‘~Yes—you must be told. There is no escape for you now. How you learned that name by which you invoked me I cannot guess, but Iknow that you did not learn much more, or
you would never have used the power of it to ask me this question. It is—unfortunate-—for us all that I can answer you—that lam one of the few who know. None but we priests ever venture outside our mountain retreat. So you haveasked your question of one of the little number who could answer—and that is a misfortune for you as well’as for me.”
Again he paused, and Smith saw that vast tranquility deepening upon his serene features. So might a man look who gazes, without protest, into the face of death. -
“Go on,” urged Yarol impatiently. “Tell us. Tell us the Secret.”
“I can’t,” the little man’s white head shook. Re smiled faintly. “There are no words. But! will show you. Look.”
He reached out onу fragile hand and tilted the glass that stood at Smith’s elbow so that the red dregs of the segirwhisky spilled in a tiny pool on the table.
“Look,” he said’again.
Smith’s eyes sought the shining redness of the spilled liquid. There was a darkness in it through which pale shadows moved so strangely that he bent closer to see, for nothing near them could possibly have cast such reflections.
He was conscious that Yarol too was leaning to look, but after that he was conscious of nothing but the red darkness of the pool stirred with pale flickerings,and his eyes were plunging so deeply into its secretness that he could not stir a muscle, and the table and the terrace and the whole great teeming city of steel about him was a mist that faded into oblivion..
‘From a great way off he heard that soft, slow voice, full of infinite -resignation, infinite calm, and a vast, transcendent pity. -
“Do not struggle,” it said gently. “Surrender your minds -
to mine and I will show you, poor foolish children, what you ask. I must, by virtue of the name. And it may be that the knowledge you gain will be worth even the price it costs us all—for we three must die when the secret is revealed. You understand that, surely? Our whole race-life, from ages immemorial, is dedicated to tl~ЂSecret’s keeping, and any outside the circle of our priesthood who learn it must die that the knowledge be not betrayed. And I, who in my foolishness swore by the name, must tell you what you ask, and see that you die before I pay the price of my own weakness—with my own death.
“Well, this was ordaine . Do not struggle against it—it is the pattern into which our lives are woven, and from our births we three moved forward to this moment around a table, together. Now watch, and listen—and learn.
“In the fourth dimension, which is time, man can travel only with the flow of its stream. In the other three he can move freely at will, but In time he must submit to the forward motion which is all he knows. Incidentally, only this dimension of the four affects him physically. As he moves along the fourth dimension he ages. Now once we knew the secret of moving as freely through time as through space, and in a way that did not affect our b&ies any more than, the motion of stepping forward or back, up or down. That secret involved the use of, a special sense which I believe all men possess, though thr~ough ages of disuse it has atrophied almost to non-existence. Only among the Seles does even a memory of it exist, and only among our priesthood have we those who possess that ancient sense in its full power.
“It is not physically that even we can move at will through time. Nor can we.in any way affect what has gone before or is to come after, save in the knowledge of past and future which we gain in our journeyings. For our motion in time is confined strictly to what you may call memory. Through that all but lost sense we can look buck into the lives of those who went before, or forward through the still unbodied but definitely existent ‘memories’ of those who come after us. For as! have said, all
life is woven into a finished pattern, in which future and past are irrevocably limned.
“There is danger, even in this way of traveling. Just what it is no one knows, for none who meet the danger reWrn. Perhaps the voyager chances into the memories of a ma~ dying, and cannot escape. Or perhaps—.! do not know. But sometimes the mmd does not return—snaps out..
“Though there are no limits to any of these four dimensions so far as mankind is concerned, yet the distance which we may venture along any one of them is limited to the capacity of the mind that journeys. No mind, howev~r powerful, could trace life back to its origin. For that reason we have no knowledge of our own beginnings, before that golden age I spoke of. But we do know that we are exiles from a place too lovely to have lasted, a land more exquisite than anything Earth can show. From a world like ajewel we came, and our cities were so fair that even now children sing’ songs of Baloise the Beautiful, and ivory-walled Ingala and Nial of
the white roofs. -
“A catastrophe drove us out of that land—a catastrophe that no one understands. Legend says that our gods were
angered and forsook us. What actually happened no-one seems to know. But we mourn still for the lovely world of
Seles where we were born. It was—but look, you shall see.”
The voice had been a low rising and falling of undernotes upon a sea of darkness; but now Smith, all his consciousness still centred upon the reflecting pool of hypnotic red,, was aware of a stirring and subtle motion deep down in its darkness. Things were moving, rising, dizzily so that his head swam and the void trembled about him. - -
Out of that shaking darkness a light began to glow. Reality was taking shape about him, a new substance and a new scene, and as the light ‘and the landscape formed out of darkness,so his own mind clothed itself in flesh again, taking on reality by slow degrees.
Presently he was standing on the slope of a low hill, velvet with dark grass in the twilight. Below him in that lovely
half-translucency of dusk ~Baloise the Beautiful lay outspread, ivory-white, glimmering through the dimness like a pearl half drowned in dark wine. Somehow he knew the city for what It was, knew its name and loved every pale spire and dome and archway spread out in the dusk below him. Baloise the Beautiful, his lovely city~”
He had no time to wonder at this sudden, aching familiarity; for beyond the ivory roofs a great moony shimmer was beginning to lighten the dim sky, such a vast and farspreading glow that h&caught his breath as he stood watching; for surely no moon that ever rose on Earth gave forth so mighty an illumination. It spread behind the stretch of Baloise’s ivory roof-topsin a great halo that turned the whole night breathless with coming miracle., Then beyond the city he saw the crest of a vast silver circle glimmering through a wash of ground vapor, and suddenly he understood.
Slowly, slowly it rose. The ivory roof-tops of Baloise the Beautiful took that great soft glimmering light and turned it into pearly gleaming, and the whole night was miraculous with the wpnder of rising Earth.
On the hillside Smith was motionless while the vast bright globe swung clear of the roofs and floated free at last in the pale light of the Moon. He had seen this sight before, from a dead and barren satellite, but never the exquisite luminance of Earth through the vapors of Moon-air that veiled the vast globe in a shimmer of enchantment as it swung mistily through the dusk, all its silvery continents faintly flushed with green, the translucent wonder of its seas shining jewelclear, jewel-pale, colored like opals in the lucid tranquility of the Earth-bright dark.
It was almost, too lovely a sight for man to gaze on unprepared. His mind was an ache of beauty too vivid for eyes to dwell on long as he found himself moving slowly down the hill. Not until then did he realize that this was not his own body}hrough whose eyes he looked. He had no control over it; he had simply borrowed it to convey him through the moony dusk down the hillside, that he might perceive by its
perceptions the immeasurably long-ago time which he was beholding now. This, then, was the “sense” the little stranger had spoken of. In some eons-dead moon-dweller’s memory the sight of rising Earth, marvelous overthe spires’ of the forgotten city, had been graven so deeply that the *ash of countless ages could not blot it away. He was seeing now, feeling now whaIthis unknown-man had known on a hillside on the MoOn a million years ago.
Through the magic of that lost “sense” he walked the Moon’s verdant surface toward that exquisite city which was’ lost to everything but dreams so many eons ago. Well, be might have guessed from the little priest’s extreme fragility alone that his race was not a native of Earth. The lesser gravity of the Moon would have bred a race of bird-like delicacy. Curious that they had moon~-silver hair and eyes as translucent and remote as the light of the dead Moon. A queer, illogical link with their lost homeland. -