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of the Dancer In
the city of Iravati on the world of Skardu, there lived a scholar who
had three daughters, and they were the light and comfort of his elder
years. Greatly
did the scholar rejoice in his two elder daughters—golden-haired
Humaria; Shereen with her tresses of flame—both of these born
of the wives his father had picked out for him when he was still a
young man. Surely, they were beautiful and possessed of every womanly
grace, the elder daughters of Scholar Reyman Bhar. Surely, he valued
them, as a pious father should. The
third—ah, the third daughter. Small and dark and wise as a
mouse was the daughter of his third, and last, wife. The girl was
clever, and it had amused him to teach her to read, and to do sums,
and to speak the various tongues of the unpious. Surely, these were
not the natural studies of a daughter, even the daughter of so
renowned a scholar as Reyman Bhar. It
began as duty; for a father must demonstrate to his daughters that,
however much they are beloved, they are deficient in that acuity of
thought by which the gods mark out males as the natural leaders of
household, and world. But little Inas, bold mouse, did not fail to
learn her letters, as her sisters had. Problems mathematic she
relished as much as flame-haired Shereen did candied sventi
leaves. Walks along the river way brought forth the proper names of
birds and their kin; in the long neglected glade of Istat, with its
ancient sundial and moon-marks she proved herself astute in the
motions of the planets. Higher
languages rose as readily to her lips as the dialect of women; she
read not only for knowledge, but for joy, treasuring especially the
myths of her mother's now empty homeland. Seeing the joy of learning
in her, the teaching became experiment more than duty, as the scholar
sought to discover the limits of his little one's mind. On
the eve of her fourteenth birthday, he had not yet found them. * Well
though the scholar loved his daughters, yet it is a father's duty to
see them profitably married. The man he had decided upon for his
golden Humaria was one Safarez, eldest son of Merchant Gabir Majidi.
It was a balanced match, as both the scholar and the merchant agreed.
The Majidi son was a pious man of sober, studious nature, who bore
his thirty years with dignity. Over the course of several interviews
with the father and the son, Scholar Bhar had become certain that
Safarez would value nineteen year old Humaria, gay and heedless as a
flitterbee; more, that he would protect her and discipline her
and be not behind in those duties which are a husband's joy and
especial burden. So,
the price was set, and met; the priests consulted regarding the
proper day and hour; the marriage garden rented; and, finally,
Humaria informed of the upcoming blessed alteration in her
circumstances. Naturally
enough, she wept, for she was a good girl and valued her father as
she ought. Naturally enough, Shereen ran to cuddle her and murmur
sweet, soothing nonsense into her pretty ears. The scholar left them
to it, and sought his study, where he found his youngest, dark Inas,
bent over a book in the lamplight. She
turned when he entered, and knelt, as befit both a daughter and a
student, and bowed 'til her forehead touched the carpet. Scholar Bhar
paused, admiring the graceful arc of her slim body within the silken
pool of her robes. His mouse was growing, he thought. Soon, he would
be about choosing a husband for her. But
not yet. Now, it was Humaria, and, at the change of season he would
situate Shereen, who would surely pine for her sister's
companionship. He had a likely match in mind, there, and the
husband's property not so far distant from the Majidi. Then, next
year, perhaps—or, more comfortably, the year after that—he
would look about for a suitable husband for his precious, precocious
mouse. "Arise,
daughter," he said now, and marked how she did so, swaying to
her feet in a single, boneless move, the robes rustling, then falling
silent, sheathing her poised and silent slenderness.
"So," he
said, and met her dark eyes through the veil. "A momentous
change approaches your life, my child. Your sister Humaria is to
wed."
Inas bowed, dainty
hands folded demurely before her.
"What?" he
chided gently. "Do you not share your sister's joy?"
There was a small
pause, not unusual; his mouse weighed her words like a miser weighed
his gold.
"Certainly, if
my sister is joyous, then it would be unworthy of me to weep,"
she said in her soft, soothing voice. "If it is permitted
that I know—who has come forward as her husband?"
Reyman Bhar nodded,
well-pleased to find proper womanly feeling, as well as a scholar's
thirst for knowledge.
"You are
allowed to know that Safarez, eldest son of Majidi the Merchant, has
claimed the right to husband Humaria."
Inas the subtle
stood silent, then bowed once more, as if an afterthought, which was
not, the scholar thought, like her. He moved to his desk, giving her
time to consider, for, surely, even his clever mouse was female, if
not yet full woman, and might perhaps know a moment's envy for a
sister's good fortune.
"They are very
grand, the Majidi," she said softly. "Humaria will be
pleased."
"Eventually,
she will be so," he allowed, seating himself and pulling a
notetaker forward. "Today, she weeps for the home she will lose.
Tomorrow, she will sing for the home she is to gain."
"Yes,"
said Inas, and the scholar smiled into his beard.
"Your sisters
will require your assistance with the wedding preparations," he
said, opening the notetaker and beginning a list. "I will be
going to Lahore-Gadani tomorrow, to purchase what is needful. Tell me
what I shall bring you."
Mouse silence.
"I? I am not to
be wed, Father."
"True. However,
it has not escaped one's attention that tomorrow is the anniversary
of your natal day. It amuses me to bring you a gift from the city, in
celebration. What shall you have?"
"Why, only
yourself, returned to us timely and in good health," Inas said,
which was proper, and womanly, and dutiful.
The scholar smiled
more widely into his beard, and said nothing else. *
Humaria wept well
into the night, rocking inside the circle of Shereen's arms. At last,
her sobs quieted somewhat, and Shereen looked to Inas, who sat on a
pillow across the room, as she had all evening, playing Humaria's
favorite songs, softly, upon the lapharp.
Obedient to the
message in her sister's eyes, Inas put the harp aside, arose and
moved silently to the cooking alcove. Deftly, she put the kettle on
the heat-ring, rinsed the pot with warm water and measured peace tea
into an infuser.
The kettle boiled.
While the tea steeped, she placed Humaria's own blue cup on a
tray, with a few sweet biscuits and some leaves of candied sventi.
At the last, she added a pink
candle, sacred to Amineh, the little god of women, and breathed a
prayer for heart's case. Then, she lifted the tray and carried it to
her sister's couch.
Humaria lay against
Shereen's breast, veils and hair disordered. Inas knelt by the end
table, placed the tray, and poured tea.
"Here, sweet
love," Shereen cooed, easing Humaria away from her shoulder.
"Our dear sister Inas offers tea in your own pretty cup. Drink,
and be at peace."
Shivering, Humaria
accepted the cup. She bent her face and breathed of the sweet,
narcotic steam, then sipped, eyes closed.
Shereen sat up, and
put her head scarf to rights, though she left the ubaie—the
facial veils —unhooked and dangling along her right jaw.
"Our
young Inas is fortunate, is she not, sister?" Humaria murmured,
her soft voice blurry with the combined effects of weeping and the
tea.
"How
so?" asked Shereen, watching her closely, in case she should
suddenly droop into sleep.
"Why,"
said Humaria, sipping tea. "Because she will remain here in our
home with our father, and need never marry. Indeed, I would wonder if
a husband could be found for a woman who reads as well as a man. "
Shereen blinked, and
bent her head, fussing with the fall of the hijab across
her breast. Inas watched her, abruptly chilly, though the night was
warm and no breeze came though the windows that stood open onto the
garden.
"Certainly,"
Shereen said, after too long a pause. "Certainly, our father
might wish to keep his youngest with him as long as may be, since he
shows no disposition to take another wife, and she knows the ways of
his books and his studies."
"And
certainly," Humaria said, her eyes open now, and staring at
Inas, where she knelt, feeling much like a mouse, and not so bold, so
bold at all.
"Certainly, on
that blessed day when the gods call our father to sit with them as a
saint in Heaven, my husband will inherit all his worldly stuffs,
including this, our clever sister Inas, to dispose of as he will."
At
her father's direction, Inas had read many things, including the
Holy Books and domestic law. She knew, with a scholar's detachment,
that women were the lesser vessel and men the godchosen
administrators of the universe the gods had created, toyed with and
tired of.
She knew that, in
point of law, women were disbarred from holding property. Indeed, in
point of law, women were themselves property, much the same as an ox
or other working cattle, subject to a man's masterful oversight. A
man might dispose of subject women, as he might dispose of an extra
brood cow, or of an old and toothless dog.
She knew these
things.
And, yet, until this
moment, she had not considered the impact of these facts upon
her own life and self.
What,
indeed, she thought, would Safarez the merchant's son do with one
Inas, youngest daughter of his wife's father? Inas, who read as well
as a man—a sinful blot so dire that she could not but be
grateful that the Holy Books also stated that the souls of women
were small, withered things, of no interest to the gods.
Humaria finished the
last of her tea, and sat cradling the blue cup in her plump, pretty
hands, her eyes misty.
"There now,
sweet, rest," Shereen murmured, capturing the cup and passing it
to Inas. She put arm around Humaria's shoulders, urging her to lie
down on the couch.
Inas arose and
carried the tray back to the cooking alcove. She washed and dried the
teapot and cup, and put the biscuits back in their tin. The sventi
she left out.
She was wise in
this, for not many minutes later, Shereen slipped into the alcove,
veils dangling and flame-colored hair rippling free. She sighed, and
reached for the leaves, eating two, one after the other, before
giving Inas a swift glance out of the sides of her eyes, as if
Shereen were the youngest, and caught by her elder in some unwomanly
bit of mischief.
"Our sister was
distraught," she said softly. "She never meant to wound
you."
"She did not
wound me," Inas murmured. "She opened my eyes to the
truth."
Shereen
stared, sventi leaf
halfway to her lips.
"You do not
find the truth a fearsome thing, then, sister?" she asked, and
it was Inas who looked away this time.
"The truth is
merely a statement of what is," she said, repeating the
most basic of her father's lessons, and wishing that her voice did
not tremble so. "Once the truth is known, it can be accepted.
Truth defines the order of the universe. By accepting truth, we
accept the will of the gods." Shereen ate her
leaf in silence. "It must be a wonderful thing to be a scholar,"
she said then, "and have no reason to fear." She smiled,
wearily. "Give you
sweet slumber, sister. The morrow will be upon us too soon." She went away,
robes rustling, leaving Inas alone with the truth. * The
truth, being bright, held Inas from sleep, until at last she sat up
within her chatrue, lit
her fragrant lamp, and had the books of her own studies down from the
shelf. In the doubled
brightness, she read until the astronomer on his distant column
announced the sighting of the Trio of morning with his baleful song. She read as a
scholar would, from books to which her father, the elder
scholar, had directed her, desiring her to put aside those he might
wish to study. The book she read
in the lamplight was surely one which her father would find of
interest. A volume of Kenazari mythology, it listed the gods and
saints by their various praise names and detailed their honors. Nawar caught
her eye, "the one who guards." A warrior's name, surely.
Yet, her mother had been named Nawar. A second
aspect of the same god, Natesa— "blade
dancer"—in the Kenazari heresy that held each person was a
spirit reincarnated until perfected, alternatively took the form of
male and female. The duty of the god in either aspect was to confound
the gods of order and to introduce random action into the universe,
which was heresy, as well, for the priests taught that the purpose of
the gods, enacted through mortal men, was to order and regulate the
universe.
Inas leaned back
against her pillows and considered what she knew of her father's
third wife. Nawar had been one of the married women chosen as
guardians of the three dozen maiden wives sent south from Kenazari as
the peace tithe. Each maiden was to be wed to a wise man or scholar,
and it had been the hope of the scholars who had negotiated it that
these marriages would heal the rifts which had opened between those
who had together tamed the wildlands.
Alas, it had been a
peace worked out and implemented locally, as the Holy Books
taught, and it had left the mountain generals unsatisfied.
Despite the
agreement and the high hopes of wise men, the generals and their
soldiers swept through Kenazari shortly after the rich caravan of
dowries and oath-bound girls passed beyond the walls of the redoubt.
Fueled by greed, bearing off-world weapons, they murdered and laid
waste—and then dispersed, melting back into the mountains,
leaving nothing of ancient, wealthy Kenazari, save stone and carrion.
The
priests of the south found the married escorts to be widows
and awarded them to worthy husbands. Reyman Bhar had lately performed
a great service for the priests of Iravati, and stood in need of a
wife. Nawar was thus bestowed upon him, and it had pleased the gods
to allow them to find joy, each in the other, for she was a daughter
of an old house of scholars, and could read, and write, and reason as
well as any man. Her city was dead, but she made shift to preserve
what could be found of its works, assisted gladly by her new husband.
So it was that
numerous scrolls, books, and tomes written in the
soon-to-be-forgotten language found their way into the house of
Scholar Bhar, where eventually they came under the study of a girl
child, in the tradition of her mother's house...
The astronomer on
his tall, cold column called the Trio. Inas looked to her store of
oil, seeing it sadly depleted, and turned the lamp back 'til the
light fled and the smoky wick gave its ghost to the distant dawn.
She slept then, her
head full of the myths of ancient Kenazari, marriage far removed
from her dreams.
*
Their father sent
word that he would be some days in the city of Lahore-Gadani, one day
west across the windswept ridges of the Marakwenti range that
separated Iravati from the river Gadan. He had happened upon his most
excellent friend and colleague, Scholar Baquar Hafeez, who begged him
to shed the light of his intellect upon a problem of rare complexity.
This news was
conveyed to them by Nasir, their father's servant, speaking through
the screen in the guest door.
Humaria at once
commenced to weep, her face buried in her hands as she rocked back
and forth, moaning, "He has forgotten my wedding! I will go to
my husband ragged and ashamed!"
Shereen rushed to
embrace her, while Inas sighed, irritable with lack of sleep.
"I do not
think our father has forgotten your wedding, sister," she said,
softly, but Humaria only cried harder.
As it happened,
their father had not forgotten his daughters, nor his mission in the
city. The first parcels arrived shortly after Uncu's prayer was
called, and were passed through the screen, one by one.
Bolts of saffron
silk, from which Humaria's bridal robes would be sewn; yards of
pearls; rings of gold and topaz; bracelets of gold; ubaie fragile
as spider silk and as white as salt; hairpins, headcloths, and combs;
sandals; needles; thread. More bolts, in brown and black, from which
Humaria's new dayrobes would be made, and a hooded black cloak, lined
in fleece.
Additional
parcels arrived as the day wore on: A bolt each of good black silk
for Shereen and Inas; headcloths, ubaie; silver
bracelets, and silver rings set with onyx.
Humaria and Shereen
fell upon each new arrival with cries of gladness. Shereen ran for
her patterns; Humaria gave the saffron silk one last caress and
scampered off for scissors and chalk.
Inas put her silk
and rings and bracelets aside, and began to clear the worktable.
Across the room, the
guest screen slid back and a small package wrapped in brown paper and
tied with red string was placed on the ledge.
Inas went forward,
wondering what else was here to adorn Humaria's wedding day, even as
she recognized her father's hand and the lines that formed her own
name.
Smiling, she caught
the package up and hurried, lightfooted, to her room. Once
there, she broke the red string and unwrapped the brown paper,
exposing not a book, as she had expected, from the weight and
the size, but a box.
She put it aside,
and searched the wrapping for any note from her father. There was
none, and she turned her attention back to his gift.
It was an old box of
leather-wrapped wood. Doubtless, it had been handsome in its day, but
it seemed lately to have fallen on hard times. The leather was
scuffed in places, cracked in others, the ornamental gilt work all
but worn away. She turned it over in her hands, and rubbed her thumb
along a tear in the leather where the wood showed through—gray,
which would be ironwood, she thought, from her study of native
product.
She turned the box
again, set it on her knee, released the three ivory hooks and lifted
the lid.
Inside
were seven small volumes, each bound in leather much better
preserved than that which sheathed the box.
Carefully, she
removed the first volume on the right; carefully, she opened
it—and all but laughed aloud, for here was treasure,
indeed, and all honor to her father, for believing her worthy of so
scholarly a gift. She had read of such things, but this was the first
she had seen. A curiat a
diary kept of a journey, or a course of study, or a penance.
These...
Quickly, she had the remaining six out and opened, sliding the ubaie
away from her eyes, the better
to see the handwritten words. Yes. These detailed a scholar's
journey—one volume dealt with geography, another with plants,
another with minerals, still another with animals. Volume five
detailed temples and universities, while volume six seemed a
list of expenditures. The seventh volume indexed the preceding six.
All were written in a fine, clear hand, using the common, or trade,
alphabet, rather than that of the scholars, which was odd, but not
entirely outside of the scope of possibility. Perhaps the scholar in
question had liked the resonances which had been evoked by writing in
the common script. Scholars often indulged in thought experiments,
and this seven volume curiat had
a complexity, a layering, that
suggested it had been conceived and executed by a scholar of the
highest learning.
Carefully, she put
volumes two through seven back in the box and opened the first, being
careful not to crack the spine.
"Inas?"
Shereen's voice startled her out of her reading.
Quickly, she thrust
the book into the box and silently shut the lid.
"Yes, sister?"
she called.
"Wherever have
you been?" her elder scolded from the other side of the curtain.
"We need your needle out here, lazy girl. Will you send your
sister to her husband in old dayrobes?"
"Of course
not," Inas said. Silently, she stood, picked up the box, and
slipped it beneath the mattress. Later, she would move it to the
secure hidey hole, but, for now, the mattress would suffice.
"Well?"
Shereen asked, acidic. " Are you going to sleep all day?"
"No, sister,"
Inas said meekly and pushed the curtain aside.
*
The
days of their father's absence were a frenzy of needlework. At
night, after her sisters had fallen, exhausted, into their beds,
Inas read the curiat, and
learned amazing things.
First,
she learned that the geographical volume mislocated several key
markers, such as the Ilam Mountains, and the Sea of Lukistan.
Distrustful of her own knowledge in the face of a work of
scholarship, she stole off to her father's study in the deep of
night, and pulled down the atlas. She compared the latitudes and
longitudes given in the curiat volume
against those established by the Geographical College, verifying that
the curiat was off in
some areas by a league, and in others by a day's hard travel.
Next, she discovered
that the habits of certain animals were misrepresented—these,
too, she double-checked in the compendium of creatures issued by
the Zoological College.
Within
the volume of universities and temples were bits of myth, comparing
those found in Lahore-Gadani to others, from Selikot. Several
fragments dealt with the exploits of the disorderly Natesa; one such
named the aspect Shiva, another Nawar; all set against yet a third
mythic creature, the Coyote of the Nile.
Then,
she discovered that the whole of volume five had been machine
printed, in perfect reproduction of the fine hand of the scholar. So
the curiat was not as
ancient as it appeared, which gave her cause to marvel upon the
scholar who had created it.
Minerals—well,
but by the time she had found the discrepancies in the weights
of certain ores, she had made the discovery which explained every
error.
She
had, as was her habit, waited until her sisters retired, then lit her
lamp, pulled up the board under the carpet, and brought the box onto
her chatrue. She
released the three ivory hooks, opened the lid—the box
overbalanced and spilled to the floor, books scattering every
which way.
Inas slipped out of
bed and tenderly gathered the little volumes up, biting her lip
when she found several pages in the third book crumpled. Carefully,
she smoothed the damaged sheets, and replaced the book with its
brothers inside the box.
It
was then that she noticed pieces of the box itself had come loose,
leaving two neat, deep, holes in the wood, at opposite corners of the
lid. Frowning, she scanned the carpet, spying one long spindle,
tightly wrapped in cloth. The second had rolled behind the chatrue,
and by the time she reached and
squirmed and had it out with the very tips of her fingers, the
cloth covering had begun to unravel.
Daintily, she
fingered it, wondering if perhaps the cloth held some herb for
protection against demons, or perhaps salts, to insure the books kept
dry, or—
There was writing on
the inside of the cloth. Tiny and meticulous, it was immediately
recognizable as the same hand which had penned the curiat.
Exquisitely careful,
breath caught, she unrolled the little scroll across the carpet,
scanning the columns of text; heart hammering into overdrive as
she realized that she had discovered her nameless scholar's key.
Teeth indenting her
bottom lip, she unrolled the second scroll next to the first, and saw
that she had the complete cipher.
Breathless, she
groped behind her for the box, and extracted a book at random.
Slowly at
first—then more quickly as her agile mind grew acquainted with
the key she began to read.
Illuminated by the
cipher, it was found that the volume geographical did not
concern itself with mountain ranges and rivers at all, but was
instead a detailed report of a clandestine entry into the city of
Selikot, and a blasphemous subterfuge.
I regret to
inform you, oh, brother in arms, that our information regarding
this hopeful world was much misleading. Women are not restricted;
they are quarantined, cut off from society and commerce. They may
only travel in the company of a male of their kin unit, and even
then, heavily shielded in many layers of full body robes, their
faces, eyes and hair hidden by veils. So it is that the first
adjustment in our well-laid plans has been implemented. You will find
that your partner Thelma Delance has ceded her route and her studies
to Scholar Umar Khan. And a damnable time I had finding a false beard
in this blasted city, too. However, as you know to your sorrow, I'm a
resourceful wench, and all is now made seemly. Scholar Khan is
suitably odd, and elicits smiles and blessings wherever he walks. The
project continues only slightly impeded by the beard, which itches. I
wil1 hold a copy of this letter in my field notes, in the interests
of completeness.
Farewell for
now, brother Jamie. You owe me a drink and dinner when we are
reunited.
*
Inas was slow with
her needle next morning, her head full of wonders and blasphemies.
That there were
other worlds, other peoples, variously named "Terran" and
"Liaden"—that was known. Indeed, Selikot was the site
of a "space-port" and bazaar, where such outworlders traded
what goods they brought for those offered by the likes of Merchant
Majidi. The outworlders were not permitted beyond the bazaar, for
they were unpious; and the likes of Merchant Majidi must needs
undergo purifications after their business in the bazaar was
concluded.
Yet now it seemed
that one—nay, a pair—of
outworlders had moved beyond the bazaar to rove and study the wider
world and one of them a woman. A woman
who had disguised herself as a man.
This was blasphemy,
and yet the temples had not fallen; the crust of the world had not
split open and swallowed cities; nor had fires rained from the
heavens.
Perhaps Thelma
Delance had repented of her sin? Perhaps Amineh, the little god of
women, had interceded with his brothers and bought mercy?
Perhaps the gods
were not as all-seeing and as all-powerful as she had been taught?
Within the layers of
her at-home robes, Inas shivered, but her scholar-trained mind
continued its questions, and the answers which arose to retire those
new and disturbing questions altered the measure of the world.
"Truth defines
the order of the universe," she whispered, bending to her
needlework. "When we accept the truth, we accept the will of the
gods."
Yet,
how if accepting the truth proved the absence of the gods? Why had
her father given her such a gift? Had he read the curiat
before sending it to her? Did he
know of the hidden—
Across the room,
from the other side of the guest screen, Nasir's voice intruded.
"The Esteemed
and Blessed Scholar Reyman Bhar is returned home and bids his
daughter Inas attend him in the study."
*
Her
father was at his desk, several volumes open before him, his
fingers nimble on the keypad of the notetaker. Inas waited, silent,
her hands folded into her sleeves. The light of the study lamps was
diffused into a golden glow by the ubaie, so
that her father seemed surrounded by the light of heaven. He was a
handsome man, dark, with a masterful beak of a nose and the high
forehead of a scholar. His beard was as black and as glossy as
that of a man half his age. He wore the house turban, by which she
knew he had been home some hours before sending for her, and the
loosened braid of his hair showed thick and gray.
He made a few more
notes, turned a page of the topmost book, set the notetaker aside,
and looked up.
Inas melted to her
knees and bowed, forehead to the carpet.
"Arise,
daughter," he said, kindly as always.
She did so and stood
quiet once more, hands folded before her.
"Tell me, did
my packet arrive timely?'
"Father,"
she said softly, "it did. I am grateful to you for so precious a
gift."
He
smiled, well-pleased with her. "It
is a curiosity, is it not? Did you mark the pattern of the errors?
Almost, it seems a farce—a plaything. What think you?"
"Perhaps,"
Inas said, her breath painfully short, "it is a test?"
He considered it,
black brows knit, then nodded, judiciously.
"It
could be so. Yes, I believe you have the right of it, daughter. A
test devised by a scholar of the
higher orders, perhaps to teach discipline." He paused,
thinking more deeply. Inas, waiting, felt ill, wondering if he knew
of the hidden scholar's key and the blasphemies contained in the
revealed text.
"Yes,"
he said again. "A test.
How well the scholar must have loved the student for which it was
devised!"
"Yes,
Father," Inas whispered, and gathered together her courage, lips
parting to ask it, for she must know..
"As you
progress in scholarship, you will learn that the most precious gifts
are those which are more than they appear," her father said,
"and that hidden knowledge has power." He bowed, seated as
he was, scholar to scholar, which was a small blasphemy of its own,
face as austere as a saint's.
And
so, Inas thought, she was instructed. She bowed. "Yes, Father."
"Hah." He
leaned back in his chair, suddenly at ease, and waved her to the
stool at his feet.
"Sit, child,
and tell me how the arrangements for your sister's wedding progress." *
The curiat bouyed
her, frightened her, intrigued her. She spent her nights with it, and
every other moment she could steal. She stored it now in the
long-forgot sand-wood drawer—the hidden pass-through where
it stood long out of use—where she could, if she wished, reach
it as easily from the garden or her room.
Thelma Delance—she
heard the woman's voice in the few hours of sleep she allowed herself
–a loud, good-natured, and unwomanly voice, honest as
women could never be, and courageous.
Inas
read, and learned. Thelma Delance had been a scholar of wide
learning. There were recipes for medicines among her notes; recipes
for poisons, for explosives, and other disasters, which Inas
understood only mistily; and lessons of self-defense, which
held echoes of her mother's name. There was other knowledge, too
plans for establishing a base.
And there was the
appalling fact that the notes simply ended, and did not pick up
again:
They're on me.
I've got one more trick up my sleeve. You know me, Jamie Moore,
always one more trick up Thelma's wide sleeve, eh? We'll see soon
enough if it's worked If it has,you owe me—that's my cue.
They're shooting...
There was nothing
more after that, only the box, and the wound it bore, which might,
Inas thought, have been made by a pellet.
She wondered who had
wished to kill Thelma Delance and almost laughed. Surely, that
list was long. The priests—of a certainty. The scholars—indeed.
The port police, the merchant guild, the freelance vigilantes...
And Inas realized
all at once that she was crying, the silent, secret tears that women
were allowed, to mourn a sister, a mother, a friend.
*
The day before
Humaria was to wed, Inas once again at tended her father in the
study, where she was given the task of reshelving the volumes he had
utilized in his last commissioned research. By chance their proper
places were in the back corner of the room, where the convergence of
walls and shelves made an alcove not easily seen from the greater
room.
She had been at her
task some time, her father deep in some new bit of study at his desk,
when she heard the door open and Nasir announce, "The Esteemed
and Honorable Scholar Baquar Hafeez begs the favor of an audience
with the Glorious and Blessed Scholar Reyman Bhar."
"Old friend,
enter and be welcome!" Her father's voice was cordial and
kindly—and, to his daughter's ear, slightly startled. His chair
skritched a little against the carpet as he pushed away from the
desk, doubtless rising to embrace his friend.
"To what
blessed event do I owe this visit?"
"Why, to none
other than Janwai Himself!" Scholar Hafeez returned, his voice
deeper and louder than her father's. "Or at the least, to his
priests, who have commissioned me for research at the hill temple.
There are certain etched stones in the meditation rooms, as I take
it?"
''Ah, are there
not!" Reyman Bhar exclaimed. "You are in for a course of
study, my friend. Be advised, buy a pair of night-sight lenses before
you ascend. The meditation rooms are ancient, indeed, and lit by
oil."
"Do you say
so?" Scholar Hafeez exclaimed, over certain creaks and groanings
from the visitor's chair as it accepted his weight.
Inas, forgotten,
huddled, soundless and scarcely moving in the alcove, listening as
the talk moved from the meditation rooms to the wider history of the
hill temple, to the progress of the report on which her father and
Scholar Hafeez had collaborated, not so long since.
At some point, Nasir
came in, bearing refreshments. The talk wandered on. In the alcove,
Inas sank silently to her knees, drinking in the esoterica of
scholarship as a thirsty man guzzles tea.
Finally, there came
a break in the talk. Scholar Hafeez cleared his throat.
"I wonder, old
friend—that curiat you bought in Hamid's store?"
"Yes?" her
father murmured. "A peculiar piece, was it not? One would almost
believe it had come from the old days, when Hamid's grandfather was
said to buy from slavers and caravan thieves.''
"Just so. An
antique from the days of exploration, precious for its oddity. I have
no secrets from you, my friend, so I will confess that it comes often
into my mind. I wonder if you would consider parting with it. I will,
of course, meet what price you name."
''Ah.'' Her father
paused. Inas pictured him leaning back in his chair, fingers steepled
before his chin, brows pulled together as he considered the matter.
In the alcove, she hardly dared breathe, even to send a futile
woman's prayer to the little god for mercy.
"As much as it
saddens me to refuse a friend," Reyman Bhar said softly, "I
must inform you that the curiat had been purchased as a gift
for a promising young scholar of my acquaintance."
"A strange item
to bestow upon a youth," murmured Baquar Hafeez, adding hastily,
"But you will, of course, know your own Student! It is only
that—"
"I most
sincerely regret," Scholar Bhar interrupted gently. "The
gift has already been given."
There was a pause.
"Ah," said
Scholar Hafeez. "Well, then, there is nothing more to be said."
"Just so,"
her father replied, and there was the sound of his chair being pushed
back. "Come, my friend, you have not yet seen my garden. This is
the hour of its glory. Walk with me and be refreshed."
Inas counted to
fifty after the door closed, then she rose, reshelved the two
remaining volumes, and ghosted out of the study, down the hall to the
women's wing.
Humaria's wedding
was blessed and beautiful, the banquet very grand to behold, and even
the women's portions fresh and unbroken, which spoke well for her new
husband's generosity.
At the last moment,
it was arranged between Reyman Bhar and Gabir Majidi that Shereen
would stay with her sister for the first month of her new marriage,
as the merchant's wife was ill and there were no daughters in his
house to bear Humaria company.
So it was that
Scholar Bhar came home with only his youngest daughter to companion
him. Nasir pulled the sedan before the house and the scholar emerged,
his daughter after him. He ascended the ramp to the door, fingering
his keycard from his pocket—and froze, staring at a door which
was neither latched nor locked.
Carefully, he put
forth his hand, pushing the door with the tips of his fingers. It
swung open onto a hallway as neat and as orderly as always.
Cautiously, the scholar moved on, his daughter forgotten at his back.
There was some small
disorder in the public room—a vase overturned and shattered,
some display books tossed aside. The rugs and the news computer—items
that would bring a goodly price at the thieves market were in place,
untouched. The scholar walked on, down the hall to his study.
Books had been
ripped from their shelves and flung to the floor, where they lay,
spine-broke and torn, ankle deep and desolate. His notepad lay in the
center of the desk, shattered, as if it had been struck with a
hammer. The loose pages of priceless manuscripts lay over all.
Behind him, Scholar
Bhar heard a sound; a high keening, as if from the throat of a
hunting hawk, or a lost soul.
He turned and beheld
Inas, wilting against the door, her hand at her throat, falling
silent in the instant he looked at her.
"Peace—"
he began and stopped, for there was another sound, from the back of
the house—but no. It would only be Nasir, coming in from
putting the sedan away.
Yes, footsteps; he
heard them clearly. And voices. The sudden, ghastly sound of a gun
going off.
The scholar grabbed
his daughter's shoulder, spinning her around.
"Quickly—to
the front door!"
She ran,
astonishingly fleet, despite the hindrance of her robes. Alas that
she was not fleet enough.
Baquar Hafeez was
waiting for them inside the front hallway, and there was a gun in his
hand.
*
"Again,"
Scholar Hafeez said, and the large man he called Danyal lifted her
father's right hand, bent the second finger back.
Reyman Bhar
screamed. Inas, on her knees beside the chair in which Scholar Hafeez
took his ease, stared, stone-faced, through her yell, memorizing the
faces of these men, and the questions they asked.
It was the curiat
they wanted. And it was the curiat which Reyman Bhar was
peculiarly determined that they not have. And why was that? Inas
wondered. Surely not because he had made it a gift to a daughter. He
had only to order her to fetch it from its hiding place and hand it
to Baquar Hafeez. What could a daughter do, but obey?
And yet—hidden
knowledge has power.
"The curiat,
old friend," Scholar Hafeez said again—patient, so
patient. "Spare yourself any more pain. Only tell me who has the
curiat and I will leave you and your household in peace."
"Why?" her
father asked—a scholar's question, despite his pain.
"There are
those who believe it to be the work of infidels," Scholar Hafeez
said smoothly, and yet again: "The curiat, Reyman. Where
is it?"
"It is not for
you to know," her father gasped, his voice hoarse from
screaming, his left arm useless, dislocated by Danyal in the first
round of questions.
Scholar Hafeez
sighed, deeply, regretfully.
"I was afraid
that you might prove obstinate. Perhaps something else might persuade
you."
It happened so
quickly, she had no time to understand—pain exploded in her
face and she was flung sideways to the floor, brilliant color
distorting her vision. Her wrist was seized and she was lifted. More
pain. She tried to get her feet under her, but she was pulled
inexorably upward, sandals dangling. Her vision spangled,
stabilized—Danyal's face was bare inches from hers. fie was
smiling.
Somewhere, her
father was shouting.
"Your pardon,
old friend?" Scholar Hafeez was all solicitude. "I did not
quite hear the location of the curiat?"
"Release my
daughter!"
"Certainly.
After you disclose the location of the curiat. Such a
small thing, really, when weighed against a daughter's virtue."
"Inas—"
her father began, and what followed was not in the common tongue, but
in that of her mother, and they were uttered as a prayer.
"It opportunity
comes, daughter, be stout and true. Honor your mother, in all her
names."
Scholar Hafeez made
a small sound of disappointment, and moved a hand. "The ubaie,
Danyel.''
Inas saw his hand
move. He crumbled the fragile fabrics in his fist and tore them away,
unseating her headcloth. Her hair spilled across her shoulders,
rippling black.
Danyal licked his
lips, his eyes now openly upon her chest.
There was a scream
of rage, and from the corner of her eye she saw her father, on his
knees, a bloody blade in his least damaged hand, reaching again
toward Hafeez.
Danyal still held
her, his attention on his master; Inas brought both of her knees up,
aiming to crush his man-parts, as Thelma Delance had described.
The villain gasped,
eyes rolling up. His grip loosened, she fell to the floor, rolling,
in order to confound the aim of the gun, and there was a confusion of
noises, and her father shouting "Run!"—and run she
did, her hair streaming and her face uncovered, never looking back,
despite the sounds of gunfire behind her.
*
The house was in the
merchant district of the city of Harap, a walk of many days from the
prefecture of Coratu, whose principal cities, Iravati and
Lahore-Gadani had lately suffered a sudden rash of explosions and
fires and unexplained deaths. There were those who said it was a
judgment from the gods; that Lahore-Gadani had become too assertive;
and Iravati too complacent in its tranquility. The priests had
ordered a cleansing, and a month long fast for the entire prefecture.
Perhaps it would be enough.
In Harap, though.
In Harap, at that
certain house, a boy crossed the street from out of the night-time
shadows and made a ragged salaam to the doorman.
"Peace,"
he said, in a soft, girlish voice. "I am here to speak with
Jamie Moore."
The doorman gave him
one bored look, "Why?"
The boy hefted the
sack he held in his left hand. "I have something for him."
"Huh." The
doorman considered it, then swung sideways, rapping three times on
the door. It opened and he said to the one who came forward, "Search
him. I'll alert the boss."
The search had
discovered weapons, of course, and they had been confiscated. The
bag, they scanned, discovering thereby the mass and material of its
contents. Indeed, the search was notable in that which it did not
discover—but perhaps, to off-worlders, such things mattered
not.
The door to the
searching chamber opened and the doorman looked in.
"You're
fortunate," he said. "The boss is willing to play."
So, then, there was
the escort, up to the top of the house, to another door, and the room
beyond, where a man sat behind a desk, his books piled, open, one
upon the other, a notetaker in his hand.
Tears rose. She
swallowed them, and bowed the bow of peace.
"I'm Jamie
Moore," the man behind the desk said. "Who are you?"
"I am Inas
Bhar, youngest daughter of Scholar Reyman Bhar, who died the death to
preserve what I bring you tonight."
The man looked at
her, blue eyes—outworlder eyes—bland and uninterested.
"I don't have a
lot of time or patience," he said. "Forget the theatrics
and show me what you've got."
She swallowed, her
throat suddenly dry. This—this was the part of all her careful
plans that might yet go awry. She opened the bag, reached inside and
pulled out the curiat.
"For you,"
she said, holding it up for him to see, "from Thelma Delance.''
There was a long
silence, while he looked between her and the box. Finally, he held
out his hands.
"Let me see."
Reluctantly, she
placed the curiat in his hands, watching as he flicked the
ivory hooks, raised the lid, fished out a volume, and opened it at
random. He
read a page, the next, riffled to the back of the book and read two
pages more. He put the book back in the box and met her eyes.
"It's genuine,"
he said and gave her the honor of a seated bow "The Juntavas
owes you. What'll it be? Gold? A husband with position? I realize the
options are limited on this world, but we'll do what we can to pay
fair."
"I do not wish
to marry. I want..." She stopped, took a breath and met the
bland, blue eyes. "My father was a scholar. He taught me to be a
scholar—to read, to reason, to think. I want to continue—in
my father's memory."
He shrugged. "Nice
work, if you can get it."
Inas drew herself
up. "I speak five dialects and three languages," she said.
"I am adept with the higher maths and with astronomy. I read the
mercantile, scholarly and holy scripts. I know how to mix the
explosive skihi and—" The man behind the desk held
up a hand.
"Hold up. You
know how to mix skihi? Who taught you that?"
She pointed at the
curiat. "Page thirty-seven, volume three."
He whistled. "You
found the cipher, did you? Clever girl." He glanced thoughtfully
down at the box.
"You wouldn't
have used any of that formula, would you? Say, back home or in
Lahore-Gadani?"
Inas bowed, scholar
to scholar. "They killed my father. He had no sons to avenge
him."
"Right."
More silence—enough
that Inas began to worry about the reasoning going on behind those
blue outworlder eyes. It would, after all, be a simple thing to shoot
her—and far more merciful than the punishment the priests would
inflict upon her, were she discovered dressed in a boy's tunic and
trousers, her face uncovered, her hair cut and braided with green
string.
"Your timing's
good," Jamie Moore said abruptly. "We've got a sector chief
checking in tomorrow. What I can do, I can show you to the chief, and
the two of you can talk. This is sector chief business, understand
me?"
Inas bowed. "I
understand, Jamie Moore. Thank you."
"Better hold
that until you meet the chief," he said, and the door opened
behind her, though she had not seen him give a signal.
"We'll stand
you a bath, a meal and a bed," he said, and jerked his head at
the doorman. "Get her downstairs. Guard on the door."
He looked at her
once more. "What happens next is up to you."
*
She sat on the edge
of the chatrue—well, no she didn't. Properly a chatrue,
a female's bed, would be hidden by a curtain at a height so that even
a tall man could not see over. This was hardly a bed meant for a
woman...
She sat on the edge
of the bed then, with the daybreak meal in dishes spread around her,
amazed and appreciative at the amount of food she was given to break
her fast.
But, after all—she
had come to the house in the clothes of a boy, admitted to taking a
son's duty of retribution to herself; and agreed to meet with the
sector chief. These were all deeds worthy of male necessities; hence
they fed her as a male would be fed, with two kinds of meat, with
porridge of proper sweetness and with extra honey on the side, with
fresh juice of the gormel-berry -- and brought her clean boy's
clothes in the local style, that she might appear before the sector
chief in proper order.
She had slept well,
waking only once, at the sound of quiet feet in the stairway. Left
behind when she woke then was a half-formed dream: In it she had lost
her veils to Danyal, but rather than leer, he had screamed and run,
terrified of what he had seen revealed in her face.
Too late now to run,
she thought as she slipped back into sleep, both Danyal and her
father's false friend had fallen to her vengeance. And the curiat
was in the hands of the infidel.
Inas ate all the
breakfast, leaving but some honey. There had been too many days since
her father's death when food had been scarce; too many nights when
her stomach was empty, for her to stint now on sustenance.
"Hello, child!"
A voice called from outside the door. There followed a brisk knock,
with the sound of laughter running behind it. "Your appointment
begins now!"
*
The name of Jamie
Moore's boss was Sarah Chang. She was small and round, with crisp
black hair bristling all over her head, and slanting black eyes. Her
clothing was simple—a long-sleeved shirt, open at the throat, a
vest, trousers and boots. A wide belt held a pouch and a holster. Her
face was naked, which Inas had expected. What she had not expected
was the jolt of shock she felt.
Sarah Chang laughed.
"You're the one
pretending to be a boy," she commented, and Inas bowed, wryly.
"I am an
exception," she said. "I do not expect to meet myself."
"Here,
you're an exception," the woman corrected, and pointed at one of
the room's two chairs, taking the other for herself. "Sit. Tell
me what happened. Don't leave anything out. But don't dawdle."
So, she had told it.
The gift of the curiat, the visit of Scholar Hafeez to her
father; Humaria's wedding; the violation of her father's study, and
his brutal questioning; her escape into the night, and return to a
house of the unjustly murdered—father, books and servant. Her
revenge.
"You mixed a
batch of skihi, blew up a couple buildings, disguised yourself
as a boy and walked away from it," Sarah Chang said, by way of
summing up. She shook her head. "Pretty cool. How'd you think of
all that?"
Inas moved her
hands. "I learned from Thelma Delance. The recipe for skihi
was in her curiat. She disguised herself as a man in order to
pursue her scholarship."
"So she did."
The woman closed her eyes. "Any idea what I should do with you?"
Inas licked her
lips, I wish to be a scholar."
"Not the line
of work women usually get into, hereabouts." Sarah Chang's eyes
were open now, and watching carefully.
"Thelma
Delance—"
"Thelma was an
outworlder," the boss interrupted. "Like I am. Like Jamie
is."
This woman possessed
a man's hard purpose, Inas thought; she would do nothing for pity.
She raised her chin.
"Surely, then,
there is some place where I, too, would be an outworlder, and free to
pursue my life as I wish?"
Sarah Chang laughed.
"Flow old are
you?" She asked then.
"Fourteen
winters."
The boss tipped her
head. "Thirteen Standards, near enough. Regular old maid. And
you've got a nice touch with an explosive.
"Skihi,
for your information, is an extremely volatile mixture. Many
explosive experts have the missing fingers to prove it." She
bounced out of her chair and shook her head.
"All right,
Inas, let's go."
She stayed in her
chair, looking up into the slanting black eyes. "Go where?"
"Outworld,"
the boss said, and moved an impatient hand, pointing upward, toward
the sky—and beyond.
Veil
of the Dancer In
the city of Iravati on the world of Skardu, there lived a scholar who
had three daughters, and they were the light and comfort of his elder
years. Greatly
did the scholar rejoice in his two elder daughters—golden-haired
Humaria; Shereen with her tresses of flame—both of these born
of the wives his father had picked out for him when he was still a
young man. Surely, they were beautiful and possessed of every womanly
grace, the elder daughters of Scholar Reyman Bhar. Surely, he valued
them, as a pious father should. The
third—ah, the third daughter. Small and dark and wise as a
mouse was the daughter of his third, and last, wife. The girl was
clever, and it had amused him to teach her to read, and to do sums,
and to speak the various tongues of the unpious. Surely, these were
not the natural studies of a daughter, even the daughter of so
renowned a scholar as Reyman Bhar. It
began as duty; for a father must demonstrate to his daughters that,
however much they are beloved, they are deficient in that acuity of
thought by which the gods mark out males as the natural leaders of
household, and world. But little Inas, bold mouse, did not fail to
learn her letters, as her sisters had. Problems mathematic she
relished as much as flame-haired Shereen did candied sventi
leaves. Walks along the river way brought forth the proper names of
birds and their kin; in the long neglected glade of Istat, with its
ancient sundial and moon-marks she proved herself astute in the
motions of the planets. Higher
languages rose as readily to her lips as the dialect of women; she
read not only for knowledge, but for joy, treasuring especially the
myths of her mother's now empty homeland. Seeing the joy of learning
in her, the teaching became experiment more than duty, as the scholar
sought to discover the limits of his little one's mind. On
the eve of her fourteenth birthday, he had not yet found them. * Well
though the scholar loved his daughters, yet it is a father's duty to
see them profitably married. The man he had decided upon for his
golden Humaria was one Safarez, eldest son of Merchant Gabir Majidi.
It was a balanced match, as both the scholar and the merchant agreed.
The Majidi son was a pious man of sober, studious nature, who bore
his thirty years with dignity. Over the course of several interviews
with the father and the son, Scholar Bhar had become certain that
Safarez would value nineteen year old Humaria, gay and heedless as a
flitterbee; more, that he would protect her and discipline her
and be not behind in those duties which are a husband's joy and
especial burden. So,
the price was set, and met; the priests consulted regarding the
proper day and hour; the marriage garden rented; and, finally,
Humaria informed of the upcoming blessed alteration in her
circumstances. Naturally
enough, she wept, for she was a good girl and valued her father as
she ought. Naturally enough, Shereen ran to cuddle her and murmur
sweet, soothing nonsense into her pretty ears. The scholar left them
to it, and sought his study, where he found his youngest, dark Inas,
bent over a book in the lamplight. She
turned when he entered, and knelt, as befit both a daughter and a
student, and bowed 'til her forehead touched the carpet. Scholar Bhar
paused, admiring the graceful arc of her slim body within the silken
pool of her robes. His mouse was growing, he thought. Soon, he would
be about choosing a husband for her. But
not yet. Now, it was Humaria, and, at the change of season he would
situate Shereen, who would surely pine for her sister's
companionship. He had a likely match in mind, there, and the
husband's property not so far distant from the Majidi. Then, next
year, perhaps—or, more comfortably, the year after that—he
would look about for a suitable husband for his precious, precocious
mouse. "Arise,
daughter," he said now, and marked how she did so, swaying to
her feet in a single, boneless move, the robes rustling, then falling
silent, sheathing her poised and silent slenderness.
"So," he
said, and met her dark eyes through the veil. "A momentous
change approaches your life, my child. Your sister Humaria is to
wed."
Inas bowed, dainty
hands folded demurely before her.
"What?" he
chided gently. "Do you not share your sister's joy?"
There was a small
pause, not unusual; his mouse weighed her words like a miser weighed
his gold.
"Certainly, if
my sister is joyous, then it would be unworthy of me to weep,"
she said in her soft, soothing voice. "If it is permitted
that I know—who has come forward as her husband?"
Reyman Bhar nodded,
well-pleased to find proper womanly feeling, as well as a scholar's
thirst for knowledge.
"You are
allowed to know that Safarez, eldest son of Majidi the Merchant, has
claimed the right to husband Humaria."
Inas the subtle
stood silent, then bowed once more, as if an afterthought, which was
not, the scholar thought, like her. He moved to his desk, giving her
time to consider, for, surely, even his clever mouse was female, if
not yet full woman, and might perhaps know a moment's envy for a
sister's good fortune.
"They are very
grand, the Majidi," she said softly. "Humaria will be
pleased."
"Eventually,
she will be so," he allowed, seating himself and pulling a
notetaker forward. "Today, she weeps for the home she will lose.
Tomorrow, she will sing for the home she is to gain."
"Yes,"
said Inas, and the scholar smiled into his beard.
"Your sisters
will require your assistance with the wedding preparations," he
said, opening the notetaker and beginning a list. "I will be
going to Lahore-Gadani tomorrow, to purchase what is needful. Tell me
what I shall bring you."
Mouse silence.
"I? I am not to
be wed, Father."
"True. However,
it has not escaped one's attention that tomorrow is the anniversary
of your natal day. It amuses me to bring you a gift from the city, in
celebration. What shall you have?"
"Why, only
yourself, returned to us timely and in good health," Inas said,
which was proper, and womanly, and dutiful.
The scholar smiled
more widely into his beard, and said nothing else. *
Humaria wept well
into the night, rocking inside the circle of Shereen's arms. At last,
her sobs quieted somewhat, and Shereen looked to Inas, who sat on a
pillow across the room, as she had all evening, playing Humaria's
favorite songs, softly, upon the lapharp.
Obedient to the
message in her sister's eyes, Inas put the harp aside, arose and
moved silently to the cooking alcove. Deftly, she put the kettle on
the heat-ring, rinsed the pot with warm water and measured peace tea
into an infuser.
The kettle boiled.
While the tea steeped, she placed Humaria's own blue cup on a
tray, with a few sweet biscuits and some leaves of candied sventi.
At the last, she added a pink
candle, sacred to Amineh, the little god of women, and breathed a
prayer for heart's case. Then, she lifted the tray and carried it to
her sister's couch.
Humaria lay against
Shereen's breast, veils and hair disordered. Inas knelt by the end
table, placed the tray, and poured tea.
"Here, sweet
love," Shereen cooed, easing Humaria away from her shoulder.
"Our dear sister Inas offers tea in your own pretty cup. Drink,
and be at peace."
Shivering, Humaria
accepted the cup. She bent her face and breathed of the sweet,
narcotic steam, then sipped, eyes closed.
Shereen sat up, and
put her head scarf to rights, though she left the ubaie—the
facial veils —unhooked and dangling along her right jaw.
"Our
young Inas is fortunate, is she not, sister?" Humaria murmured,
her soft voice blurry with the combined effects of weeping and the
tea.
"How
so?" asked Shereen, watching her closely, in case she should
suddenly droop into sleep.
"Why,"
said Humaria, sipping tea. "Because she will remain here in our
home with our father, and need never marry. Indeed, I would wonder if
a husband could be found for a woman who reads as well as a man. "
Shereen blinked, and
bent her head, fussing with the fall of the hijab across
her breast. Inas watched her, abruptly chilly, though the night was
warm and no breeze came though the windows that stood open onto the
garden.
"Certainly,"
Shereen said, after too long a pause. "Certainly, our father
might wish to keep his youngest with him as long as may be, since he
shows no disposition to take another wife, and she knows the ways of
his books and his studies."
"And
certainly," Humaria said, her eyes open now, and staring at
Inas, where she knelt, feeling much like a mouse, and not so bold, so
bold at all.
"Certainly, on
that blessed day when the gods call our father to sit with them as a
saint in Heaven, my husband will inherit all his worldly stuffs,
including this, our clever sister Inas, to dispose of as he will."
At
her father's direction, Inas had read many things, including the
Holy Books and domestic law. She knew, with a scholar's detachment,
that women were the lesser vessel and men the godchosen
administrators of the universe the gods had created, toyed with and
tired of.
She knew that, in
point of law, women were disbarred from holding property. Indeed, in
point of law, women were themselves property, much the same as an ox
or other working cattle, subject to a man's masterful oversight. A
man might dispose of subject women, as he might dispose of an extra
brood cow, or of an old and toothless dog.
She knew these
things.
And, yet, until this
moment, she had not considered the impact of these facts upon
her own life and self.
What,
indeed, she thought, would Safarez the merchant's son do with one
Inas, youngest daughter of his wife's father? Inas, who read as well
as a man—a sinful blot so dire that she could not but be
grateful that the Holy Books also stated that the souls of women
were small, withered things, of no interest to the gods.
Humaria finished the
last of her tea, and sat cradling the blue cup in her plump, pretty
hands, her eyes misty.
"There now,
sweet, rest," Shereen murmured, capturing the cup and passing it
to Inas. She put arm around Humaria's shoulders, urging her to lie
down on the couch.
Inas arose and
carried the tray back to the cooking alcove. She washed and dried the
teapot and cup, and put the biscuits back in their tin. The sventi
she left out.
She was wise in
this, for not many minutes later, Shereen slipped into the alcove,
veils dangling and flame-colored hair rippling free. She sighed, and
reached for the leaves, eating two, one after the other, before
giving Inas a swift glance out of the sides of her eyes, as if
Shereen were the youngest, and caught by her elder in some unwomanly
bit of mischief.
"Our sister was
distraught," she said softly. "She never meant to wound
you."
"She did not
wound me," Inas murmured. "She opened my eyes to the
truth."
Shereen
stared, sventi leaf
halfway to her lips.
"You do not
find the truth a fearsome thing, then, sister?" she asked, and
it was Inas who looked away this time.
"The truth is
merely a statement of what is," she said, repeating the
most basic of her father's lessons, and wishing that her voice did
not tremble so. "Once the truth is known, it can be accepted.
Truth defines the order of the universe. By accepting truth, we
accept the will of the gods." Shereen ate her
leaf in silence. "It must be a wonderful thing to be a scholar,"
she said then, "and have no reason to fear." She smiled,
wearily. "Give you
sweet slumber, sister. The morrow will be upon us too soon." She went away,
robes rustling, leaving Inas alone with the truth. * The
truth, being bright, held Inas from sleep, until at last she sat up
within her chatrue, lit
her fragrant lamp, and had the books of her own studies down from the
shelf. In the doubled
brightness, she read until the astronomer on his distant column
announced the sighting of the Trio of morning with his baleful song. She read as a
scholar would, from books to which her father, the elder
scholar, had directed her, desiring her to put aside those he might
wish to study. The book she read
in the lamplight was surely one which her father would find of
interest. A volume of Kenazari mythology, it listed the gods and
saints by their various praise names and detailed their honors. Nawar caught
her eye, "the one who guards." A warrior's name, surely.
Yet, her mother had been named Nawar. A second
aspect of the same god, Natesa— "blade
dancer"—in the Kenazari heresy that held each person was a
spirit reincarnated until perfected, alternatively took the form of
male and female. The duty of the god in either aspect was to confound
the gods of order and to introduce random action into the universe,
which was heresy, as well, for the priests taught that the purpose of
the gods, enacted through mortal men, was to order and regulate the
universe.
Inas leaned back
against her pillows and considered what she knew of her father's
third wife. Nawar had been one of the married women chosen as
guardians of the three dozen maiden wives sent south from Kenazari as
the peace tithe. Each maiden was to be wed to a wise man or scholar,
and it had been the hope of the scholars who had negotiated it that
these marriages would heal the rifts which had opened between those
who had together tamed the wildlands.
Alas, it had been a
peace worked out and implemented locally, as the Holy Books
taught, and it had left the mountain generals unsatisfied.
Despite the
agreement and the high hopes of wise men, the generals and their
soldiers swept through Kenazari shortly after the rich caravan of
dowries and oath-bound girls passed beyond the walls of the redoubt.
Fueled by greed, bearing off-world weapons, they murdered and laid
waste—and then dispersed, melting back into the mountains,
leaving nothing of ancient, wealthy Kenazari, save stone and carrion.
The
priests of the south found the married escorts to be widows
and awarded them to worthy husbands. Reyman Bhar had lately performed
a great service for the priests of Iravati, and stood in need of a
wife. Nawar was thus bestowed upon him, and it had pleased the gods
to allow them to find joy, each in the other, for she was a daughter
of an old house of scholars, and could read, and write, and reason as
well as any man. Her city was dead, but she made shift to preserve
what could be found of its works, assisted gladly by her new husband.
So it was that
numerous scrolls, books, and tomes written in the
soon-to-be-forgotten language found their way into the house of
Scholar Bhar, where eventually they came under the study of a girl
child, in the tradition of her mother's house...
The astronomer on
his tall, cold column called the Trio. Inas looked to her store of
oil, seeing it sadly depleted, and turned the lamp back 'til the
light fled and the smoky wick gave its ghost to the distant dawn.
She slept then, her
head full of the myths of ancient Kenazari, marriage far removed
from her dreams.
*
Their father sent
word that he would be some days in the city of Lahore-Gadani, one day
west across the windswept ridges of the Marakwenti range that
separated Iravati from the river Gadan. He had happened upon his most
excellent friend and colleague, Scholar Baquar Hafeez, who begged him
to shed the light of his intellect upon a problem of rare complexity.
This news was
conveyed to them by Nasir, their father's servant, speaking through
the screen in the guest door.
Humaria at once
commenced to weep, her face buried in her hands as she rocked back
and forth, moaning, "He has forgotten my wedding! I will go to
my husband ragged and ashamed!"
Shereen rushed to
embrace her, while Inas sighed, irritable with lack of sleep.
"I do not
think our father has forgotten your wedding, sister," she said,
softly, but Humaria only cried harder.
As it happened,
their father had not forgotten his daughters, nor his mission in the
city. The first parcels arrived shortly after Uncu's prayer was
called, and were passed through the screen, one by one.
Bolts of saffron
silk, from which Humaria's bridal robes would be sewn; yards of
pearls; rings of gold and topaz; bracelets of gold; ubaie fragile
as spider silk and as white as salt; hairpins, headcloths, and combs;
sandals; needles; thread. More bolts, in brown and black, from which
Humaria's new dayrobes would be made, and a hooded black cloak, lined
in fleece.
Additional
parcels arrived as the day wore on: A bolt each of good black silk
for Shereen and Inas; headcloths, ubaie; silver
bracelets, and silver rings set with onyx.
Humaria and Shereen
fell upon each new arrival with cries of gladness. Shereen ran for
her patterns; Humaria gave the saffron silk one last caress and
scampered off for scissors and chalk.
Inas put her silk
and rings and bracelets aside, and began to clear the worktable.
Across the room, the
guest screen slid back and a small package wrapped in brown paper and
tied with red string was placed on the ledge.
Inas went forward,
wondering what else was here to adorn Humaria's wedding day, even as
she recognized her father's hand and the lines that formed her own
name.
Smiling, she caught
the package up and hurried, lightfooted, to her room. Once
there, she broke the red string and unwrapped the brown paper,
exposing not a book, as she had expected, from the weight and
the size, but a box.
She put it aside,
and searched the wrapping for any note from her father. There was
none, and she turned her attention back to his gift.
It was an old box of
leather-wrapped wood. Doubtless, it had been handsome in its day, but
it seemed lately to have fallen on hard times. The leather was
scuffed in places, cracked in others, the ornamental gilt work all
but worn away. She turned it over in her hands, and rubbed her thumb
along a tear in the leather where the wood showed through—gray,
which would be ironwood, she thought, from her study of native
product.
She turned the box
again, set it on her knee, released the three ivory hooks and lifted
the lid.
Inside
were seven small volumes, each bound in leather much better
preserved than that which sheathed the box.
Carefully, she
removed the first volume on the right; carefully, she opened
it—and all but laughed aloud, for here was treasure,
indeed, and all honor to her father, for believing her worthy of so
scholarly a gift. She had read of such things, but this was the first
she had seen. A curiat a
diary kept of a journey, or a course of study, or a penance.
These...
Quickly, she had the remaining six out and opened, sliding the ubaie
away from her eyes, the better
to see the handwritten words. Yes. These detailed a scholar's
journey—one volume dealt with geography, another with plants,
another with minerals, still another with animals. Volume five
detailed temples and universities, while volume six seemed a
list of expenditures. The seventh volume indexed the preceding six.
All were written in a fine, clear hand, using the common, or trade,
alphabet, rather than that of the scholars, which was odd, but not
entirely outside of the scope of possibility. Perhaps the scholar in
question had liked the resonances which had been evoked by writing in
the common script. Scholars often indulged in thought experiments,
and this seven volume curiat had
a complexity, a layering, that
suggested it had been conceived and executed by a scholar of the
highest learning.
Carefully, she put
volumes two through seven back in the box and opened the first, being
careful not to crack the spine.
"Inas?"
Shereen's voice startled her out of her reading.
Quickly, she thrust
the book into the box and silently shut the lid.
"Yes, sister?"
she called.
"Wherever have
you been?" her elder scolded from the other side of the curtain.
"We need your needle out here, lazy girl. Will you send your
sister to her husband in old dayrobes?"
"Of course
not," Inas said. Silently, she stood, picked up the box, and
slipped it beneath the mattress. Later, she would move it to the
secure hidey hole, but, for now, the mattress would suffice.
"Well?"
Shereen asked, acidic. " Are you going to sleep all day?"
"No, sister,"
Inas said meekly and pushed the curtain aside.
*
The
days of their father's absence were a frenzy of needlework. At
night, after her sisters had fallen, exhausted, into their beds,
Inas read the curiat, and
learned amazing things.
First,
she learned that the geographical volume mislocated several key
markers, such as the Ilam Mountains, and the Sea of Lukistan.
Distrustful of her own knowledge in the face of a work of
scholarship, she stole off to her father's study in the deep of
night, and pulled down the atlas. She compared the latitudes and
longitudes given in the curiat volume
against those established by the Geographical College, verifying that
the curiat was off in
some areas by a league, and in others by a day's hard travel.
Next, she discovered
that the habits of certain animals were misrepresented—these,
too, she double-checked in the compendium of creatures issued by
the Zoological College.
Within
the volume of universities and temples were bits of myth, comparing
those found in Lahore-Gadani to others, from Selikot. Several
fragments dealt with the exploits of the disorderly Natesa; one such
named the aspect Shiva, another Nawar; all set against yet a third
mythic creature, the Coyote of the Nile.
Then,
she discovered that the whole of volume five had been machine
printed, in perfect reproduction of the fine hand of the scholar. So
the curiat was not as
ancient as it appeared, which gave her cause to marvel upon the
scholar who had created it.
Minerals—well,
but by the time she had found the discrepancies in the weights
of certain ores, she had made the discovery which explained every
error.
She
had, as was her habit, waited until her sisters retired, then lit her
lamp, pulled up the board under the carpet, and brought the box onto
her chatrue. She
released the three ivory hooks, opened the lid—the box
overbalanced and spilled to the floor, books scattering every
which way.
Inas slipped out of
bed and tenderly gathered the little volumes up, biting her lip
when she found several pages in the third book crumpled. Carefully,
she smoothed the damaged sheets, and replaced the book with its
brothers inside the box.
It
was then that she noticed pieces of the box itself had come loose,
leaving two neat, deep, holes in the wood, at opposite corners of the
lid. Frowning, she scanned the carpet, spying one long spindle,
tightly wrapped in cloth. The second had rolled behind the chatrue,
and by the time she reached and
squirmed and had it out with the very tips of her fingers, the
cloth covering had begun to unravel.
Daintily, she
fingered it, wondering if perhaps the cloth held some herb for
protection against demons, or perhaps salts, to insure the books kept
dry, or—
There was writing on
the inside of the cloth. Tiny and meticulous, it was immediately
recognizable as the same hand which had penned the curiat.
Exquisitely careful,
breath caught, she unrolled the little scroll across the carpet,
scanning the columns of text; heart hammering into overdrive as
she realized that she had discovered her nameless scholar's key.
Teeth indenting her
bottom lip, she unrolled the second scroll next to the first, and saw
that she had the complete cipher.
Breathless, she
groped behind her for the box, and extracted a book at random.
Slowly at
first—then more quickly as her agile mind grew acquainted with
the key she began to read.
Illuminated by the
cipher, it was found that the volume geographical did not
concern itself with mountain ranges and rivers at all, but was
instead a detailed report of a clandestine entry into the city of
Selikot, and a blasphemous subterfuge.
I regret to
inform you, oh, brother in arms, that our information regarding
this hopeful world was much misleading. Women are not restricted;
they are quarantined, cut off from society and commerce. They may
only travel in the company of a male of their kin unit, and even
then, heavily shielded in many layers of full body robes, their
faces, eyes and hair hidden by veils. So it is that the first
adjustment in our well-laid plans has been implemented. You will find
that your partner Thelma Delance has ceded her route and her studies
to Scholar Umar Khan. And a damnable time I had finding a false beard
in this blasted city, too. However, as you know to your sorrow, I'm a
resourceful wench, and all is now made seemly. Scholar Khan is
suitably odd, and elicits smiles and blessings wherever he walks. The
project continues only slightly impeded by the beard, which itches. I
wil1 hold a copy of this letter in my field notes, in the interests
of completeness.
Farewell for
now, brother Jamie. You owe me a drink and dinner when we are
reunited.
*
Inas was slow with
her needle next morning, her head full of wonders and blasphemies.
That there were
other worlds, other peoples, variously named "Terran" and
"Liaden"—that was known. Indeed, Selikot was the site
of a "space-port" and bazaar, where such outworlders traded
what goods they brought for those offered by the likes of Merchant
Majidi. The outworlders were not permitted beyond the bazaar, for
they were unpious; and the likes of Merchant Majidi must needs
undergo purifications after their business in the bazaar was
concluded.
Yet now it seemed
that one—nay, a pair—of
outworlders had moved beyond the bazaar to rove and study the wider
world and one of them a woman. A woman
who had disguised herself as a man.
This was blasphemy,
and yet the temples had not fallen; the crust of the world had not
split open and swallowed cities; nor had fires rained from the
heavens.
Perhaps Thelma
Delance had repented of her sin? Perhaps Amineh, the little god of
women, had interceded with his brothers and bought mercy?
Perhaps the gods
were not as all-seeing and as all-powerful as she had been taught?
Within the layers of
her at-home robes, Inas shivered, but her scholar-trained mind
continued its questions, and the answers which arose to retire those
new and disturbing questions altered the measure of the world.
"Truth defines
the order of the universe," she whispered, bending to her
needlework. "When we accept the truth, we accept the will of the
gods."
Yet,
how if accepting the truth proved the absence of the gods? Why had
her father given her such a gift? Had he read the curiat
before sending it to her? Did he
know of the hidden—
Across the room,
from the other side of the guest screen, Nasir's voice intruded.
"The Esteemed
and Blessed Scholar Reyman Bhar is returned home and bids his
daughter Inas attend him in the study."
*
Her
father was at his desk, several volumes open before him, his
fingers nimble on the keypad of the notetaker. Inas waited, silent,
her hands folded into her sleeves. The light of the study lamps was
diffused into a golden glow by the ubaie, so
that her father seemed surrounded by the light of heaven. He was a
handsome man, dark, with a masterful beak of a nose and the high
forehead of a scholar. His beard was as black and as glossy as
that of a man half his age. He wore the house turban, by which she
knew he had been home some hours before sending for her, and the
loosened braid of his hair showed thick and gray.
He made a few more
notes, turned a page of the topmost book, set the notetaker aside,
and looked up.
Inas melted to her
knees and bowed, forehead to the carpet.
"Arise,
daughter," he said, kindly as always.
She did so and stood
quiet once more, hands folded before her.
"Tell me, did
my packet arrive timely?'
"Father,"
she said softly, "it did. I am grateful to you for so precious a
gift."
He
smiled, well-pleased with her. "It
is a curiosity, is it not? Did you mark the pattern of the errors?
Almost, it seems a farce—a plaything. What think you?"
"Perhaps,"
Inas said, her breath painfully short, "it is a test?"
He considered it,
black brows knit, then nodded, judiciously.
"It
could be so. Yes, I believe you have the right of it, daughter. A
test devised by a scholar of the
higher orders, perhaps to teach discipline." He paused,
thinking more deeply. Inas, waiting, felt ill, wondering if he knew
of the hidden scholar's key and the blasphemies contained in the
revealed text.
"Yes,"
he said again. "A test.
How well the scholar must have loved the student for which it was
devised!"
"Yes,
Father," Inas whispered, and gathered together her courage, lips
parting to ask it, for she must know..
"As you
progress in scholarship, you will learn that the most precious gifts
are those which are more than they appear," her father said,
"and that hidden knowledge has power." He bowed, seated as
he was, scholar to scholar, which was a small blasphemy of its own,
face as austere as a saint's.
And
so, Inas thought, she was instructed. She bowed. "Yes, Father."
"Hah." He
leaned back in his chair, suddenly at ease, and waved her to the
stool at his feet.
"Sit, child,
and tell me how the arrangements for your sister's wedding progress." *
The curiat bouyed
her, frightened her, intrigued her. She spent her nights with it, and
every other moment she could steal. She stored it now in the
long-forgot sand-wood drawer—the hidden pass-through where
it stood long out of use—where she could, if she wished, reach
it as easily from the garden or her room.
Thelma Delance—she
heard the woman's voice in the few hours of sleep she allowed herself
–a loud, good-natured, and unwomanly voice, honest as
women could never be, and courageous.
Inas
read, and learned. Thelma Delance had been a scholar of wide
learning. There were recipes for medicines among her notes; recipes
for poisons, for explosives, and other disasters, which Inas
understood only mistily; and lessons of self-defense, which
held echoes of her mother's name. There was other knowledge, too
plans for establishing a base.
And there was the
appalling fact that the notes simply ended, and did not pick up
again:
They're on me.
I've got one more trick up my sleeve. You know me, Jamie Moore,
always one more trick up Thelma's wide sleeve, eh? We'll see soon
enough if it's worked If it has,you owe me—that's my cue.
They're shooting...
There was nothing
more after that, only the box, and the wound it bore, which might,
Inas thought, have been made by a pellet.
She wondered who had
wished to kill Thelma Delance and almost laughed. Surely, that
list was long. The priests—of a certainty. The scholars—indeed.
The port police, the merchant guild, the freelance vigilantes...
And Inas realized
all at once that she was crying, the silent, secret tears that women
were allowed, to mourn a sister, a mother, a friend.
*
The day before
Humaria was to wed, Inas once again at tended her father in the
study, where she was given the task of reshelving the volumes he had
utilized in his last commissioned research. By chance their proper
places were in the back corner of the room, where the convergence of
walls and shelves made an alcove not easily seen from the greater
room.
She had been at her
task some time, her father deep in some new bit of study at his desk,
when she heard the door open and Nasir announce, "The Esteemed
and Honorable Scholar Baquar Hafeez begs the favor of an audience
with the Glorious and Blessed Scholar Reyman Bhar."
"Old friend,
enter and be welcome!" Her father's voice was cordial and
kindly—and, to his daughter's ear, slightly startled. His chair
skritched a little against the carpet as he pushed away from the
desk, doubtless rising to embrace his friend.
"To what
blessed event do I owe this visit?"
"Why, to none
other than Janwai Himself!" Scholar Hafeez returned, his voice
deeper and louder than her father's. "Or at the least, to his
priests, who have commissioned me for research at the hill temple.
There are certain etched stones in the meditation rooms, as I take
it?"
''Ah, are there
not!" Reyman Bhar exclaimed. "You are in for a course of
study, my friend. Be advised, buy a pair of night-sight lenses before
you ascend. The meditation rooms are ancient, indeed, and lit by
oil."
"Do you say
so?" Scholar Hafeez exclaimed, over certain creaks and groanings
from the visitor's chair as it accepted his weight.
Inas, forgotten,
huddled, soundless and scarcely moving in the alcove, listening as
the talk moved from the meditation rooms to the wider history of the
hill temple, to the progress of the report on which her father and
Scholar Hafeez had collaborated, not so long since.
At some point, Nasir
came in, bearing refreshments. The talk wandered on. In the alcove,
Inas sank silently to her knees, drinking in the esoterica of
scholarship as a thirsty man guzzles tea.
Finally, there came
a break in the talk. Scholar Hafeez cleared his throat.
"I wonder, old
friend—that curiat you bought in Hamid's store?"
"Yes?" her
father murmured. "A peculiar piece, was it not? One would almost
believe it had come from the old days, when Hamid's grandfather was
said to buy from slavers and caravan thieves.''
"Just so. An
antique from the days of exploration, precious for its oddity. I have
no secrets from you, my friend, so I will confess that it comes often
into my mind. I wonder if you would consider parting with it. I will,
of course, meet what price you name."
''Ah.'' Her father
paused. Inas pictured him leaning back in his chair, fingers steepled
before his chin, brows pulled together as he considered the matter.
In the alcove, she hardly dared breathe, even to send a futile
woman's prayer to the little god for mercy.
"As much as it
saddens me to refuse a friend," Reyman Bhar said softly, "I
must inform you that the curiat had been purchased as a gift
for a promising young scholar of my acquaintance."
"A strange item
to bestow upon a youth," murmured Baquar Hafeez, adding hastily,
"But you will, of course, know your own Student! It is only
that—"
"I most
sincerely regret," Scholar Bhar interrupted gently. "The
gift has already been given."
There was a pause.
"Ah," said
Scholar Hafeez. "Well, then, there is nothing more to be said."
"Just so,"
her father replied, and there was the sound of his chair being pushed
back. "Come, my friend, you have not yet seen my garden. This is
the hour of its glory. Walk with me and be refreshed."
Inas counted to
fifty after the door closed, then she rose, reshelved the two
remaining volumes, and ghosted out of the study, down the hall to the
women's wing.
Humaria's wedding
was blessed and beautiful, the banquet very grand to behold, and even
the women's portions fresh and unbroken, which spoke well for her new
husband's generosity.
At the last moment,
it was arranged between Reyman Bhar and Gabir Majidi that Shereen
would stay with her sister for the first month of her new marriage,
as the merchant's wife was ill and there were no daughters in his
house to bear Humaria company.
So it was that
Scholar Bhar came home with only his youngest daughter to companion
him. Nasir pulled the sedan before the house and the scholar emerged,
his daughter after him. He ascended the ramp to the door, fingering
his keycard from his pocket—and froze, staring at a door which
was neither latched nor locked.
Carefully, he put
forth his hand, pushing the door with the tips of his fingers. It
swung open onto a hallway as neat and as orderly as always.
Cautiously, the scholar moved on, his daughter forgotten at his back.
There was some small
disorder in the public room—a vase overturned and shattered,
some display books tossed aside. The rugs and the news computer—items
that would bring a goodly price at the thieves market were in place,
untouched. The scholar walked on, down the hall to his study.
Books had been
ripped from their shelves and flung to the floor, where they lay,
spine-broke and torn, ankle deep and desolate. His notepad lay in the
center of the desk, shattered, as if it had been struck with a
hammer. The loose pages of priceless manuscripts lay over all.
Behind him, Scholar
Bhar heard a sound; a high keening, as if from the throat of a
hunting hawk, or a lost soul.
He turned and beheld
Inas, wilting against the door, her hand at her throat, falling
silent in the instant he looked at her.
"Peace—"
he began and stopped, for there was another sound, from the back of
the house—but no. It would only be Nasir, coming in from
putting the sedan away.
Yes, footsteps; he
heard them clearly. And voices. The sudden, ghastly sound of a gun
going off.
The scholar grabbed
his daughter's shoulder, spinning her around.
"Quickly—to
the front door!"
She ran,
astonishingly fleet, despite the hindrance of her robes. Alas that
she was not fleet enough.
Baquar Hafeez was
waiting for them inside the front hallway, and there was a gun in his
hand.
*
"Again,"
Scholar Hafeez said, and the large man he called Danyal lifted her
father's right hand, bent the second finger back.
Reyman Bhar
screamed. Inas, on her knees beside the chair in which Scholar Hafeez
took his ease, stared, stone-faced, through her yell, memorizing the
faces of these men, and the questions they asked.
It was the curiat
they wanted. And it was the curiat which Reyman Bhar was
peculiarly determined that they not have. And why was that? Inas
wondered. Surely not because he had made it a gift to a daughter. He
had only to order her to fetch it from its hiding place and hand it
to Baquar Hafeez. What could a daughter do, but obey?
And yet—hidden
knowledge has power.
"The curiat,
old friend," Scholar Hafeez said again—patient, so
patient. "Spare yourself any more pain. Only tell me who has the
curiat and I will leave you and your household in peace."
"Why?" her
father asked—a scholar's question, despite his pain.
"There are
those who believe it to be the work of infidels," Scholar Hafeez
said smoothly, and yet again: "The curiat, Reyman. Where
is it?"
"It is not for
you to know," her father gasped, his voice hoarse from
screaming, his left arm useless, dislocated by Danyal in the first
round of questions.
Scholar Hafeez
sighed, deeply, regretfully.
"I was afraid
that you might prove obstinate. Perhaps something else might persuade
you."
It happened so
quickly, she had no time to understand—pain exploded in her
face and she was flung sideways to the floor, brilliant color
distorting her vision. Her wrist was seized and she was lifted. More
pain. She tried to get her feet under her, but she was pulled
inexorably upward, sandals dangling. Her vision spangled,
stabilized—Danyal's face was bare inches from hers. fie was
smiling.
Somewhere, her
father was shouting.
"Your pardon,
old friend?" Scholar Hafeez was all solicitude. "I did not
quite hear the location of the curiat?"
"Release my
daughter!"
"Certainly.
After you disclose the location of the curiat. Such a
small thing, really, when weighed against a daughter's virtue."
"Inas—"
her father began, and what followed was not in the common tongue, but
in that of her mother, and they were uttered as a prayer.
"It opportunity
comes, daughter, be stout and true. Honor your mother, in all her
names."
Scholar Hafeez made
a small sound of disappointment, and moved a hand. "The ubaie,
Danyel.''
Inas saw his hand
move. He crumbled the fragile fabrics in his fist and tore them away,
unseating her headcloth. Her hair spilled across her shoulders,
rippling black.
Danyal licked his
lips, his eyes now openly upon her chest.
There was a scream
of rage, and from the corner of her eye she saw her father, on his
knees, a bloody blade in his least damaged hand, reaching again
toward Hafeez.
Danyal still held
her, his attention on his master; Inas brought both of her knees up,
aiming to crush his man-parts, as Thelma Delance had described.
The villain gasped,
eyes rolling up. His grip loosened, she fell to the floor, rolling,
in order to confound the aim of the gun, and there was a confusion of
noises, and her father shouting "Run!"—and run she
did, her hair streaming and her face uncovered, never looking back,
despite the sounds of gunfire behind her.
*
The house was in the
merchant district of the city of Harap, a walk of many days from the
prefecture of Coratu, whose principal cities, Iravati and
Lahore-Gadani had lately suffered a sudden rash of explosions and
fires and unexplained deaths. There were those who said it was a
judgment from the gods; that Lahore-Gadani had become too assertive;
and Iravati too complacent in its tranquility. The priests had
ordered a cleansing, and a month long fast for the entire prefecture.
Perhaps it would be enough.
In Harap, though.
In Harap, at that
certain house, a boy crossed the street from out of the night-time
shadows and made a ragged salaam to the doorman.
"Peace,"
he said, in a soft, girlish voice. "I am here to speak with
Jamie Moore."
The doorman gave him
one bored look, "Why?"
The boy hefted the
sack he held in his left hand. "I have something for him."
"Huh." The
doorman considered it, then swung sideways, rapping three times on
the door. It opened and he said to the one who came forward, "Search
him. I'll alert the boss."
The search had
discovered weapons, of course, and they had been confiscated. The
bag, they scanned, discovering thereby the mass and material of its
contents. Indeed, the search was notable in that which it did not
discover—but perhaps, to off-worlders, such things mattered
not.
The door to the
searching chamber opened and the doorman looked in.
"You're
fortunate," he said. "The boss is willing to play."
So, then, there was
the escort, up to the top of the house, to another door, and the room
beyond, where a man sat behind a desk, his books piled, open, one
upon the other, a notetaker in his hand.
Tears rose. She
swallowed them, and bowed the bow of peace.
"I'm Jamie
Moore," the man behind the desk said. "Who are you?"
"I am Inas
Bhar, youngest daughter of Scholar Reyman Bhar, who died the death to
preserve what I bring you tonight."
The man looked at
her, blue eyes—outworlder eyes—bland and uninterested.
"I don't have a
lot of time or patience," he said. "Forget the theatrics
and show me what you've got."
She swallowed, her
throat suddenly dry. This—this was the part of all her careful
plans that might yet go awry. She opened the bag, reached inside and
pulled out the curiat.
"For you,"
she said, holding it up for him to see, "from Thelma Delance.''
There was a long
silence, while he looked between her and the box. Finally, he held
out his hands.
"Let me see."
Reluctantly, she
placed the curiat in his hands, watching as he flicked the
ivory hooks, raised the lid, fished out a volume, and opened it at
random. He
read a page, the next, riffled to the back of the book and read two
pages more. He put the book back in the box and met her eyes.
"It's genuine,"
he said and gave her the honor of a seated bow "The Juntavas
owes you. What'll it be? Gold? A husband with position? I realize the
options are limited on this world, but we'll do what we can to pay
fair."
"I do not wish
to marry. I want..." She stopped, took a breath and met the
bland, blue eyes. "My father was a scholar. He taught me to be a
scholar—to read, to reason, to think. I want to continue—in
my father's memory."
He shrugged. "Nice
work, if you can get it."
Inas drew herself
up. "I speak five dialects and three languages," she said.
"I am adept with the higher maths and with astronomy. I read the
mercantile, scholarly and holy scripts. I know how to mix the
explosive skihi and—" The man behind the desk held
up a hand.
"Hold up. You
know how to mix skihi? Who taught you that?"
She pointed at the
curiat. "Page thirty-seven, volume three."
He whistled. "You
found the cipher, did you? Clever girl." He glanced thoughtfully
down at the box.
"You wouldn't
have used any of that formula, would you? Say, back home or in
Lahore-Gadani?"
Inas bowed, scholar
to scholar. "They killed my father. He had no sons to avenge
him."
"Right."
More silence—enough
that Inas began to worry about the reasoning going on behind those
blue outworlder eyes. It would, after all, be a simple thing to shoot
her—and far more merciful than the punishment the priests would
inflict upon her, were she discovered dressed in a boy's tunic and
trousers, her face uncovered, her hair cut and braided with green
string.
"Your timing's
good," Jamie Moore said abruptly. "We've got a sector chief
checking in tomorrow. What I can do, I can show you to the chief, and
the two of you can talk. This is sector chief business, understand
me?"
Inas bowed. "I
understand, Jamie Moore. Thank you."
"Better hold
that until you meet the chief," he said, and the door opened
behind her, though she had not seen him give a signal.
"We'll stand
you a bath, a meal and a bed," he said, and jerked his head at
the doorman. "Get her downstairs. Guard on the door."
He looked at her
once more. "What happens next is up to you."
*
She sat on the edge
of the chatrue—well, no she didn't. Properly a chatrue,
a female's bed, would be hidden by a curtain at a height so that even
a tall man could not see over. This was hardly a bed meant for a
woman...
She sat on the edge
of the bed then, with the daybreak meal in dishes spread around her,
amazed and appreciative at the amount of food she was given to break
her fast.
But, after all—she
had come to the house in the clothes of a boy, admitted to taking a
son's duty of retribution to herself; and agreed to meet with the
sector chief. These were all deeds worthy of male necessities; hence
they fed her as a male would be fed, with two kinds of meat, with
porridge of proper sweetness and with extra honey on the side, with
fresh juice of the gormel-berry -- and brought her clean boy's
clothes in the local style, that she might appear before the sector
chief in proper order.
She had slept well,
waking only once, at the sound of quiet feet in the stairway. Left
behind when she woke then was a half-formed dream: In it she had lost
her veils to Danyal, but rather than leer, he had screamed and run,
terrified of what he had seen revealed in her face.
Too late now to run,
she thought as she slipped back into sleep, both Danyal and her
father's false friend had fallen to her vengeance. And the curiat
was in the hands of the infidel.
Inas ate all the
breakfast, leaving but some honey. There had been too many days since
her father's death when food had been scarce; too many nights when
her stomach was empty, for her to stint now on sustenance.
"Hello, child!"
A voice called from outside the door. There followed a brisk knock,
with the sound of laughter running behind it. "Your appointment
begins now!"
*
The name of Jamie
Moore's boss was Sarah Chang. She was small and round, with crisp
black hair bristling all over her head, and slanting black eyes. Her
clothing was simple—a long-sleeved shirt, open at the throat, a
vest, trousers and boots. A wide belt held a pouch and a holster. Her
face was naked, which Inas had expected. What she had not expected
was the jolt of shock she felt.
Sarah Chang laughed.
"You're the one
pretending to be a boy," she commented, and Inas bowed, wryly.
"I am an
exception," she said. "I do not expect to meet myself."
"Here,
you're an exception," the woman corrected, and pointed at one of
the room's two chairs, taking the other for herself. "Sit. Tell
me what happened. Don't leave anything out. But don't dawdle."
So, she had told it.
The gift of the curiat, the visit of Scholar Hafeez to her
father; Humaria's wedding; the violation of her father's study, and
his brutal questioning; her escape into the night, and return to a
house of the unjustly murdered—father, books and servant. Her
revenge.
"You mixed a
batch of skihi, blew up a couple buildings, disguised yourself
as a boy and walked away from it," Sarah Chang said, by way of
summing up. She shook her head. "Pretty cool. How'd you think of
all that?"
Inas moved her
hands. "I learned from Thelma Delance. The recipe for skihi
was in her curiat. She disguised herself as a man in order to
pursue her scholarship."
"So she did."
The woman closed her eyes. "Any idea what I should do with you?"
Inas licked her
lips, I wish to be a scholar."
"Not the line
of work women usually get into, hereabouts." Sarah Chang's eyes
were open now, and watching carefully.
"Thelma
Delance—"
"Thelma was an
outworlder," the boss interrupted. "Like I am. Like Jamie
is."
This woman possessed
a man's hard purpose, Inas thought; she would do nothing for pity.
She raised her chin.
"Surely, then,
there is some place where I, too, would be an outworlder, and free to
pursue my life as I wish?"
Sarah Chang laughed.
"Flow old are
you?" She asked then.
"Fourteen
winters."
The boss tipped her
head. "Thirteen Standards, near enough. Regular old maid. And
you've got a nice touch with an explosive.
"Skihi,
for your information, is an extremely volatile mixture. Many
explosive experts have the missing fingers to prove it." She
bounced out of her chair and shook her head.
"All right,
Inas, let's go."
She stayed in her
chair, looking up into the slanting black eyes. "Go where?"
"Outworld,"
the boss said, and moved an impatient hand, pointing upward, toward
the sky—and beyond.
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