"Robin Hobb - Cut" - читать интересную книгу автора (Hobb Robin)A word of warning:
There are scenes in this story that may be disturbing to some. Patsy sits on a bar-stool at my breakfast counter. She is sipping a glass of soy milk through a straw. I glance at her, then look away at my rainforestcam on the wallscreen behind her. My granddaughter had an incisor removed so that she could drink through the straw with her mouth closed. She claims it is more sanitary and less offensive to other people. I donÆt know about "other people." It offends the hell out of her grandmother. "So. SATÆs next week?" I ask her hopefully. "Uh-huh," she confirms and I breathe a small sigh of relief. She had contemplated refusing to take them, on the grounds that any college who wanted to rate her on a single test score was not her kind of place anyway. She swings her feet, kicking the rungs of her stool. "IÆm still debating Northwestern versus Peterson University." I try to recall something about Peterson, but I donÆt think IÆve ever heard of it. "NorthwesternÆs good," I hedge. As I set a plate of cookies within her reach, I notice a bulge in the skin on her shoulder blade just above the fabric of her tank top. An irritated peace sign seems to be emblazoned on it. "WhatÆs that? New tattoo?" put a stainless steel piece under your skin. Works best when thereÆs bone backing it up. Mine didnÆt come out very good. Grandma, you know I canÆt eat those things. If the fat doesnÆt clog up my heart, the sugar will send me into a depression and IÆll kill myself." She nudges the plate of cookies away. I smile and take one myself. "I think thatÆs a bit of an exaggeration. IÆve been eating chocolate chip cookies for years." "Yeah, I know. And Mom, too. Look at her." "DoesnÆt it hurt?" I ask, nodding at her implant. I evade the topic of her mom. It is not that I expect my granddaughter to always get along with my daughter. It is that I donÆt want to be wedged into the middle of it. I tell myself that this is not cowardice. By standing apart from their mother-daughter friction, I keep the lines of communication open between Patsy and myself. My gambit is successful. "This?" She tosses her head at her implanted peace sign. "No. A little slit in the skin, then they free the skin layer from the tissue underneath it, slide in the emblem, put in a couple of stitches. It healed in two days, and now itÆs permanent. Besides. Women have always been willing to suffer for beauty. Inject collagen into your lips. Get breast implants. Have your ribs removed to have a smaller waist." |
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