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Faced with the certainty of a flogging in the immediate future, they had risen in mutiny, and he could not blame them. He had seen enough backs cut to ribbons; he knew that he himself would do anything, literally anything, to avoid such torture for himself if he were faced with the prospect of it. His flesh crept as he made himself seriously consider how he would feel if he knew he were to be flogged next week. The men had moral right on their side; it was not a matter of justice, but one of expediency, that they should be punished for their justifiable crime. The national existence of the country depended greatly on seizing the mutineers, hanging the ringleaders, flogging the rest; cauterising before the disease could spread farther this new plague spot which had appeared in England's right arm. They must be hanged, morally innocent or not - it was a part of war, like the killing of Frenchmen who were possibly admirable husbands and fathers. But it would be as well not to let St. Vincent guess at his sentiments - the First Lord obviously hated mutineers just as mutineers, without troubling to think more deeply about their case.
"What orders do you have for me, my lord?" asked Hornblower.
"I'll give you carte blanche," replied St. Vincent. "A free hand. Bring Flame back safe and sound, and the mutineers along with her, and you can set about it any way you choose."
"You will give me full powers - to negotiate, for instance, my lord?"
"I didn't mean that, damn it," replied St. Vincent. "I meant you could have any force you asked for. I could spare you three ships of the line, if you want them. A couple of frigates. Bomb-vessels. There's even a rocket-vessel if you think you could use it - this fellow Congreve wants to see his rockets in action again."
"It doesn't appear to be the kind of situation in which great force would be of much use, my lord. Ships of the line would seem to be superfluous."
"I know that too, damn it." The struggle in St. Vincent's mind was evident in his massive face. "Those insolent rascals can slip into the Seine's mouth in two shakes of a duck's tail at the first sign of danger to themselves. It's brains that are needed here, I know. That's why I sent for you, Hornblower."
A nice compliment. Hornblower preened himself a little; he was talking here on terms almost of equality to one of the greatest admirals who had ever hoisted his flag, and the sensation was extraordinarily pleasant. And the internal pressure which was mounting inside the First Lord suddenly forced out of him a yet more astonishing statement.
"And the men like you, Hornblower," exploded St. Vincent. "Damn it, I don't know a man who doesn't. They'll follow you and listen to you. You're one of the officers the men talk about among themselves. They trust you and expect things of you - so do I, damn it, as you can see."
"But if I talk to the men it will imply that I am negotiating with them, my lord."
"No negotiations with mutineers!" blared St. Vincent, striking the desk with a fist like a leg of mutton. "We had enough of that in '94."
"Then the carte blanche that you give me is no more than the usual naval officer's orders, my lord," said Hornblower.
This was a serious matter; he was being sent out on an extremely difficult task, and would have to bear all the odium of failure should he be unsuccessful. He had never imagined himself bandying arguments with a First Lord, yet here he was actually doing so, impelled by sheer necessity. He realised in a moment of clairvoyance that he was not arguing on behalf of himself, after all; he was not trying to safeguard his own interests. He was debating purely impersonally; the officer who was to be sent out to recapture Flame and whose future might depend upon the powers given him was not the Hornblower sitting in this carved chair, dressed in crimson and white silk, but some poor devil he was sorry for and whose interests he had at heart because they represented the national interests. Then the two beings merged together again, and it was he, Barbara's husband, the man who had been at Lord Liverpool's dinner-party last night and had a slight ache in the centre of his forehead today in consequence, who was to go out on this unpleasant task, where not a ha'porth of glory or distinction was to be won and the gravest risk was to be run of a fiasco which might make him the laughing-stock of the Navy and an object of derision through the country.
He studied St. Vincent's expression again attentively; St. Vincent was no fool and there was a thinking brain behind that craggy brow - he was fighting against his prejudices, preparing to dispense with them in the course of his duty.
"Very well then, Hornblower," said the First Lord at length. "I'll give you full powers. I'll have your orders drawn up to that effect. You will hold your appointment as Commodore, of course."
"Thank you, my lord," said Hornblower.
"Here's a list of the ship's company," went on St. Vincent. "We have nothing here against any of them. Nathaniel Sweet, bos'un's mate - here's his signature - was first mate of a Newcastle collier brig once - dismissed for drinking. Maybe he's the ringleader. But it may be any of 'em."
"Is the news of the mutiny public?"
"No. And please God it won't be until the courtmartial flag is hoisted. Holden at Bembridge had the sense to keep his mouth shut. He put the master's mate and the hands under lock and key the moment he heard their news. Dart's sailing for Calcutta next week - I'll ship 'em out in her. It'll be months before the story leaks out."
Mutiny was an infection, carried by words. The plague spot must be isolated until it could be cauterised.
St. Vincent drew a sheaf of papers to himself and took up his pen - a handsome turkey-feather with one of the newfangled gold nibs.
"What force do you require?"
"Something handy and small," said Hornblower.
He had not the remotest idea how he was going to deal with this problem of recovering a vessel which had only to drop two miles to leeward to be irrecoverable, but his pride made him assume an appearance of self-confidence. He caught himself wondering if all men were like himself, putting on a brave show of moral courage when actually they felt weak and helpless - he remembered Suetonius' remark about Nero, who believed all men to be privately as polluted as himself although they did not admit it publicly.
"There's Porta Coeli," said St. Vincent, raising his white eyebrows. "Eighteen-gun brig - sister to Flame, in fact. She's at Spithead, ready to sail. Freeman's in command - he had the cutter Clam under your command in the Baltic. He brought you home, didn't he?"
"Yes, my lord."
"Would she serve?"
"I think so, my lord."
"Pellew's commanding the mid-Channel squadron. I'll send him orders to let you have any help you may request."
"Thank you, my lord."
Here he was, committing himself to a difficult - maybe an impossible - enterprise without any attempt to leave himself an avenue of retreat, neglecting utterly to sow any seed of future excuses which might be reaped to advantage in case of failure. It was utterly reckless of him, but that ridiculous pride of his, he knew, was preventing him. He could not use 'ifs' or 'buts' to men like St. Vincent or to any man at all, for that matter. He wondered if it was because the First Lord's recent compliments had gone to his head, or maybe it was because of the casual remark that he could 'request' help of Pellew, a Commander-in-Chief, who had been his captain twenty years ago when he was a midshipman. He decided it was not either of these reasons. Just his nonsensical pride.
"Wind's nor'westerly and steady," said St. Vincent, glancing up at the dial which repeated the indications of the weather-vane on the Admiralty roof. "Glass is dropping, though. The sooner you're off the better. I'll send your orders after you to your lodgings - take this chance to say goodbye to your wife. Where's your kit?"
"At Smallbridge, my lord. Almost on the road to Portsmouth."
"Good. Noon now. If you leave at three; po'chaise to Portsmouth - you can't ride post with your sea-chest. Eight hours - seven hours, the roads aren't poached yet at this time o' year - you can be under way at midnight. I'll send Freeman his orders by post this minute. I wish you luck, Hornblower."
"Thank you, my lord."
Hornblower gathered his cloak round him, hitched up his sword, and took his leave. Before he had quitted the room a clerk had entered at the summons of St. Vincent's jangling bell to take dictation of his order. Outside the northwesterly wind of which St. Vincent had spoken blew freshly, and he felt chilled and forlorn in his gay crimson and white silk. But the carriage was there waiting for him, as Barbara had promised.

CHAPTER II
She was waiting for him when he arrived at Bond Street, steady of eye and composed of feature, as was to be expected of one of a fighting race. But she could only trust herself to say a single world.
"Orders?" she asked.
"Yes," answered Hornblower, and then gave vent to some of the powerful mixed emotions within him. "Yes, dear."
"When?"
"I sail tonight from Spithead. They're writing my orders now - I must leave as soon as they reach me here."
"I thought it would be like that, from the look on St. Vincent's face. So I sent off Brown to Smallbridge to pack your kit. It'll be ready for you when we get there."
Capable, farsighted, levelheaded Barbara! Yet "Thank you, dear" was all he could say. There were often these difficult moments even now, after all this time with Barbara; moments when he was overflowing with emotion (maybe that was the reason) and yet could not find words.
"May I ask where you are going, dear?"
"I cannot tell you if you do," said Hornblower, forcing a smile. "I'm sorry, dear."
Barbara would say no word to anyone, nor convey by any hint or sign upon what kind of mission he was setting out, but, all the same, he could tell her nothing. Then if news of the mutiny leaked out Barbara could not be held responsible; but that was not the real reason. It was his duty to keep silent, and duty allowed of no exceptions. Barbara smiled back at him with the brightness that duty demanded. She turned her attention to his silken cloak, and draped it more gracefully over his shoulders.
"A pity," she said, "that in these modern days there are so few opportunities for men to dress beautifully. Crimson and white sets off your good looks, dear. You are a very handsome man - did you know that?"
Then the brittle artificial barrier between them broke and vanished as utterly as a punctured soap bubble. His was a temperament that longed for affection, for the proofs of love; but a lifetime of self-discipline in an unrelenting world had made it difficult, almost impossible, for him to let the fact appear. Within him there was always the lurking fear of a rebuff, something too horrible to risk. He always was guarded with himself, guarded with the world. And she; she knew those moods of his, knew them even while her pride resented them. Her stoic English upbringing had schooled her into distrusting emotion and into contempt for any exhibition of emotion. She was as proud as he was; she could resent being dependent on him for her life's fulfilment just as he could resent feeling incomplete without her love. They were two proud people who had made, for one reason or another, self-centred self-sufficiency a standard of perfection to abandon which called for more sacrifice than they were often prepared to make.