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Of Human Design by Chris Filippone
Of
Human Design by Christopher Filippone
"One is not born a woman, one becomes
one."
-Simone
Bertrand de Beauvoir
Chapter
One: Purification
She
awoke lying face up inside a large stark white room. The
ceiling hung dizzyingly high above her head. As she reached
up to wipe the long strands of black hair away from her eyes,
she came to realize she was completely naked.
She quickly
sat up, instinctively attempting to cover her intimate areas
with her arms and hands. She looked around the big white room
for some evidence of where she was. Her mind raced in a
panic. Where was she? How'd she get here?
She wanted to
call out, but her fear stopped her. She scooted across the
floor a few feet and looked around some more. There was
nothing anywhere. She drew her legs up to her chest and
wrapped her arms around her knees. She closed her eyes and
began to rock. "Where am I?" she asked herself,
sobbing softly.
Then, out of
nowhere, several insect-like creatures scurried toward her.
She let out a yelp at the site of them. She began to crawl
away. She took one more look back. They weren't insects at
all, she noticed. They seemed artificial. She stood up to run
away, but the bug machines caught up as soon as she got to
her feet. One of them stung her foot, sending her to the
floor. She boosted herself on her elbows and frantically
tried to pull herself away from them, but they were too fast.
They leapt onto her. One short fat bug-thing ran over her
thigh and around to the back of her leg. She tried to brush
it off, but it clung to her skin. It moved up to her behind,
between her buttocks, and began to burrow inside. She
screamed from the pain. Another slender mechanism crawled up
her side and made it's way to her inner thigh, scurrying down
between her legs. In a panic, she scratched at it, but it was
too fast. It quickly found her most private area and ran up
inside her. She tried to grab it, but it was in too deep. She
fell back and screamed in pain. Another long multi-legged
thing ran over her chest and up to her chin. She screamed in
terror at the sight of it. The thin thing then jumped into
her mouth and ran down her throat. She grabbed her chest and
fell backward, writhing in agony. She felt the thing run down
inside her chest and curl up in her stomach.
The areas
inside her where the things scratched and crawled throbbed
with burning pain. She rolled on the floor, screaming in
agony. In her pain-racked state, several tiny insect things
took the opportunity to climb onto her. A few ran up her nose
while others ran deep inside her ears.
She rolled
over the floor, screamed in utter anguish. She could hear the
tiny bugs buzzing insider her head and all over her body. The
deeper they traveled, the more painful it was. Then,
suddenly, all the pain stopped.
The nude woman
lay there for a few minutes in silence. Then she slowly sat
up, wiping the tears from her eyes. She pulled her legs up to
her chest and buried her face in her knees. "What's
happening to me?" she cried.
"Hello,"
spoke a soft calm voice from above.
She looked up
to find a beautiful young woman standing in front of her. Her
skin was of a slightly darker pigment than her own. She wore
a colorful wrap that clung to her thin frame. A brightly
colored scarf covered the top of her head. The mysterious
woman spoke again. "All new arrivals are given an
guardian. I am to be yours. The masters requested you. You
are special." She knelt down and placed her hand on the
naked girl in a calming manner. "You have endured stage
one of the Masters' cleansing process very well."
"Who are
you? Where am I? What am I doing here?" the nude woman
said between sobs.
"Shhh
It's
okay. You're safe now."
"But
those things
"
"Those
things are part of the cleansing process. You must be
completely cleansed inside and out before you can be in the
presence of the Masters. You have endured stage one. Stage
two will begin very soon. The mechsects are releasing a
chemical inside you. Soon they will make their way out of
you. You'll expel the chemical along with them. It will burn
a lot. It's all part of the process. I'm afraid it isn't
pleasant, but I know you'll do well."
"What's
happening to me?" cried the nude woman. "I think I
need to
to
go," she whimpered.
"Then it
is nearly time." The beautiful young woman then produced
a small control and pressed its single button. A small
section of the floor rolled away revealing a metal grate.
"When it's time, move onto that. The rest will happen on
its own," she said while calmly walking a way.
The awkward
need to relieve herself overcame the naked female. She
crawled over to the grate and squatted down a bit. Out from
inside her jumped the short fat bug. It fell to the floor and
ran away. She grunted out loud, forcing the hot yellow
chemical to spurt out. She screamed in agony from the
burning. Then the tiny thin insect scurried out of her groin.
Behind it, the hot yellow liquid came poring out. Next, a
feeling of nausea came over her. She moved onto her hands and
knees. She opened her mouth as the insect that once napped in
her stomach scratched at the inside of her gums, trying to
get out. It fell from her open mouth to the floor and ran
off. She then began to retch. She turned her face down,
vomiting the hot yellow fluid onto the grating.
Still on all
fours, she stuck her fingers and toes into the holes of the
grating, trying to brace herself as hot yellow fluids
streamed from her every orifice. It oozed out from between
her buttocks and from between her legs. It dripped from her
ears and nose. It gurgled up her chest and out her mouth. She
even cried yellow tears.
"Make it
stop! Please make it stop!" she cried out loud, but the
torture did not stop. At times the excruciating pain sent her
into a frenzy. The burning pain of the yellow liquid drove
her mad. She had to get it all out of her. She needed the
pain to stop.
The agony did
eventually stop. After several hours of unfathomable pain,
she laid motionless on the grating. The areas of her body
covered with the yellow chemical were red and irritated. She
rolled on her side, arms wrapped around her waist as gurgling
and bubbling sounds came from her lower regions.
The young
female assistant walked over to the nude woman and knelt down
beside her. She turned the exhausted woman over to her back
and cradled her head, wiping a spot of yellow from the corner
of her mouth. "You did so well. I am so proud of you -
so very proud. I will take you to you're room now."
***
She awoke
again sometime later under the covers of a large comfortable
bed. The room she found herself in was warm and friendly. But
the warm comfort of the room wasn't enough to suppress her
memories. Images of her torture flashed in her mind. Was it
all a just a dream? She hoped it was, but she knew it wasn't.
She took notice to the fact that she was still nude. She
rolled her hands over her skin. Her whole body felt clean and
dry. She moved her hands out of the covers and onto her head.
She seemed to have less hair. She remembered having thick
black wavy hair that reached all the way down past her
shoulders. Now she only had enough to cover her scalp.
She rolled
over to her stomach. She tucked the fluffy pillow under her
chin and began to weep. She tried to get control of her
emotions, but she could not. Her world had been turned upside
down. She probed her mind for some piece of understanding -
even a piece of her own identity, but there was nothing. Her
memory was blank, like the white room she had suffered in.
She rolled over to examine the room once again. It seemed
familiar to her at first. Her eyes darted around the room
until they settled on the window at the far side of the room.
It was open. She pulled off the covers and turned her body so
that she could see out.
A cool breeze
blew through the window, rushing over the length of her body.
She closed her eyes as the cool sensation ran over her skin.
Once the breeze died down, she opened her eyes and looked
out.
The warm sun
danced along the grass-covered landscape. The bright warm
light was interrupted only by the lush branched of a large
tree near the window. On a nearby branch, a songbird sang its
melodious song over and over.
A larger gust
of wind lashed the trees, rustling the green leaves and
bending the dark branches. Upset by the wind, the bird
stopped its repetitive song and took flight.
The breeze
finally struggled passed the trees and blew through the open
window. The naked woman closed her eyes and turned her head
as the cool wind rushed over her once more, drying the tears
on her cheeks. For a time, she forgot all about her bizarre
situation. She lay there, letting her mind float in the air
with the cool breeze.
"Hello
again," said a familiar voice from behind.
The nude woman
turned herself. Standing in front of a heavy wooden door
stood a young woman. It was the same woman that appeared to
her in the white room. She quickly moved to the side of the
bed closest to the young woman, pulling the sheet over her
naked body. "Where am I?" she asked in a small
timid voice.
"This is
your sanctuary. When you have time to yourself, you can spend
it here. The Masters designed it especially for you."
The nude woman
nervously pulled the sheet up over her chest and looked down
at herself, full of woe. "I am so confused. I don't know
who I am or where I am. I don't understand. I don't
understand anything."
The calm
assistant sat on the edge of the bed next to the delightfully
sorrowful woman. She placed her arm around her in an attempt
to settle her down. "It's all right," she said.
"This is normal. The masters always start with a clean
slate. Tell me, do you know your name?"
The naked
woman laid her head on the other woman's shoulder.
"No," she squeaked.
"Well,
I'll tell you your name. Your name is Una."
The nude woman
raised her head and looked the other in the eye. She
swallowed hard and dropped a tear on her cheek.
"Una?"
"Yes,
that's your name. Now give me a smile, Una."
Una bit her
knuckle and giggled. The name meant nothing to her. She
didn't know if this was always her name or if it was merely a
new label. It didn't matter. She accepted the name as if it
were a beautifully wrapped gift. It was part of her now.
Overwhelmed by the gift, Una wrapped her arms around the
other woman and hugged her tightly.
The woman
laughed. "Oh it's all right now. It's all right."
Una let the
woman go, wiping the tears from under her eyes with the palms
of her hands. "What should I call you, ma'am?"
"You can
call me Rachel. How are you feeling? Any pain?"
Rachel's
question reminded Una of her strange predicament. A sick
feeling ran through her. She cringed, thinking about the
torment she went through. "No, I'm okay."
"That's
good. Come on; let's get some clothes on you. We've got a lot
to do."
Rachel glided
over to the thick wooden dresser and slid open the top
drawer. She reached in, pulling out a plain white dress.
"This will do fine," she said. Rachel tossed the
dress over to the bed. It landed a few inches from Una. Una
held up the dress. It was a simple one-peace garment with
thin shoulder straps. She was about to stand up to put it on
when she noticed the young aide watching her.
"Oh come
now," said Rachel, "no need to be that way. I've
already seen every part of you." She let out a sigh and
waved her hand at Una. "Okay, Fine. If it'll make you
feel better."
Once Rachel
had turned to face the wall, Una pulled the sheet off and
stood up. She rumpled up the dress and pulled it over her
head. It slid down over her body, falling down over her and
stopping just above her knees. "Okay, miss," said
Una. "I'm dressed."
Rachel turned
around. She drew her hands to her mouth with surprise at
first site of Una. "You look just beautiful."
Una glowed
with sheer joy at the woman's reaction. "Thank
you," she said, beaming.
"Come on
now, let's go." Rachel reached over, offering Una her
hand. Una hesitated, then took it. Her heart began to pound
when her chilled nervous hand came in contact with young
Rachel's warm firm hand.
Rachel was
about to open the door when she stopped suddenly. "Hey,
I almost forgot. Did you look out your window? You should
probably take a few minutes now. It may be a while before you
get back."
Una looked
back at the window at the far side of the room. "No
thank you, Ma'am. I already have."
"Are you
sure you don't want to take another look out? The Masters
made it especially for you."
She saw the
urging in Rachel's eyes. Her expression upset Una. She began
to wonder what Rachel had in store for her once they left the
room. Perhaps this moment would be the last peacefulness she
would enjoy for a while. Una choked back a tear and nodded.
"Okay, I'll take another look out."
Rachel lifted
Una's hand and patted it. "That's good. Come on. I'll
come too."
Still holding
her hand, Rachel led Una over the open window. Una closed her
eyes and leaned forward a little to let the cool air hit her
face. She opened her eyes and gazed out at the landscape. The
sight of grass covered rolling hills with beautiful flowers
and lush fruit bearing trees filled her senses. A tear rolled
down Una's cheek and over her smiling lips. How wonderful it
was. Una looked over at Rachel who smiled back at her. As she
continued to gaze out, awe stuck by the beauty, Rachel
continued to watch Una, keeping a sharp eye on her young
paragon.
[Chapter 1: Purfication] [Chapter 2: Examination] [Chapter 3: First Meeting] [Chapter 4: Second Test] [Chapter 5: Second Meeting] [Chapter 6: The Begining]
Of Human Design by Chris Filippone
Of
Human Design by Christopher Filippone
"One is not born a woman, one becomes
one."
-Simone
Bertrand de Beauvoir
Chapter
One: Purification
She
awoke lying face up inside a large stark white room. The
ceiling hung dizzyingly high above her head. As she reached
up to wipe the long strands of black hair away from her eyes,
she came to realize she was completely naked.
She quickly
sat up, instinctively attempting to cover her intimate areas
with her arms and hands. She looked around the big white room
for some evidence of where she was. Her mind raced in a
panic. Where was she? How'd she get here?
She wanted to
call out, but her fear stopped her. She scooted across the
floor a few feet and looked around some more. There was
nothing anywhere. She drew her legs up to her chest and
wrapped her arms around her knees. She closed her eyes and
began to rock. "Where am I?" she asked herself,
sobbing softly.
Then, out of
nowhere, several insect-like creatures scurried toward her.
She let out a yelp at the site of them. She began to crawl
away. She took one more look back. They weren't insects at
all, she noticed. They seemed artificial. She stood up to run
away, but the bug machines caught up as soon as she got to
her feet. One of them stung her foot, sending her to the
floor. She boosted herself on her elbows and frantically
tried to pull herself away from them, but they were too fast.
They leapt onto her. One short fat bug-thing ran over her
thigh and around to the back of her leg. She tried to brush
it off, but it clung to her skin. It moved up to her behind,
between her buttocks, and began to burrow inside. She
screamed from the pain. Another slender mechanism crawled up
her side and made it's way to her inner thigh, scurrying down
between her legs. In a panic, she scratched at it, but it was
too fast. It quickly found her most private area and ran up
inside her. She tried to grab it, but it was in too deep. She
fell back and screamed in pain. Another long multi-legged
thing ran over her chest and up to her chin. She screamed in
terror at the sight of it. The thin thing then jumped into
her mouth and ran down her throat. She grabbed her chest and
fell backward, writhing in agony. She felt the thing run down
inside her chest and curl up in her stomach.
The areas
inside her where the things scratched and crawled throbbed
with burning pain. She rolled on the floor, screaming in
agony. In her pain-racked state, several tiny insect things
took the opportunity to climb onto her. A few ran up her nose
while others ran deep inside her ears.
She rolled
over the floor, screamed in utter anguish. She could hear the
tiny bugs buzzing insider her head and all over her body. The
deeper they traveled, the more painful it was. Then,
suddenly, all the pain stopped.
The nude woman
lay there for a few minutes in silence. Then she slowly sat
up, wiping the tears from her eyes. She pulled her legs up to
her chest and buried her face in her knees. "What's
happening to me?" she cried.
"Hello,"
spoke a soft calm voice from above.
She looked up
to find a beautiful young woman standing in front of her. Her
skin was of a slightly darker pigment than her own. She wore
a colorful wrap that clung to her thin frame. A brightly
colored scarf covered the top of her head. The mysterious
woman spoke again. "All new arrivals are given an
guardian. I am to be yours. The masters requested you. You
are special." She knelt down and placed her hand on the
naked girl in a calming manner. "You have endured stage
one of the Masters' cleansing process very well."
"Who are
you? Where am I? What am I doing here?" the nude woman
said between sobs.
"Shhh
It's
okay. You're safe now."
"But
those things
"
"Those
things are part of the cleansing process. You must be
completely cleansed inside and out before you can be in the
presence of the Masters. You have endured stage one. Stage
two will begin very soon. The mechsects are releasing a
chemical inside you. Soon they will make their way out of
you. You'll expel the chemical along with them. It will burn
a lot. It's all part of the process. I'm afraid it isn't
pleasant, but I know you'll do well."
"What's
happening to me?" cried the nude woman. "I think I
need to
to
go," she whimpered.
"Then it
is nearly time." The beautiful young woman then produced
a small control and pressed its single button. A small
section of the floor rolled away revealing a metal grate.
"When it's time, move onto that. The rest will happen on
its own," she said while calmly walking a way.
The awkward
need to relieve herself overcame the naked female. She
crawled over to the grate and squatted down a bit. Out from
inside her jumped the short fat bug. It fell to the floor and
ran away. She grunted out loud, forcing the hot yellow
chemical to spurt out. She screamed in agony from the
burning. Then the tiny thin insect scurried out of her groin.
Behind it, the hot yellow liquid came poring out. Next, a
feeling of nausea came over her. She moved onto her hands and
knees. She opened her mouth as the insect that once napped in
her stomach scratched at the inside of her gums, trying to
get out. It fell from her open mouth to the floor and ran
off. She then began to retch. She turned her face down,
vomiting the hot yellow fluid onto the grating.
Still on all
fours, she stuck her fingers and toes into the holes of the
grating, trying to brace herself as hot yellow fluids
streamed from her every orifice. It oozed out from between
her buttocks and from between her legs. It dripped from her
ears and nose. It gurgled up her chest and out her mouth. She
even cried yellow tears.
"Make it
stop! Please make it stop!" she cried out loud, but the
torture did not stop. At times the excruciating pain sent her
into a frenzy. The burning pain of the yellow liquid drove
her mad. She had to get it all out of her. She needed the
pain to stop.
The agony did
eventually stop. After several hours of unfathomable pain,
she laid motionless on the grating. The areas of her body
covered with the yellow chemical were red and irritated. She
rolled on her side, arms wrapped around her waist as gurgling
and bubbling sounds came from her lower regions.
The young
female assistant walked over to the nude woman and knelt down
beside her. She turned the exhausted woman over to her back
and cradled her head, wiping a spot of yellow from the corner
of her mouth. "You did so well. I am so proud of you -
so very proud. I will take you to you're room now."
***
She awoke
again sometime later under the covers of a large comfortable
bed. The room she found herself in was warm and friendly. But
the warm comfort of the room wasn't enough to suppress her
memories. Images of her torture flashed in her mind. Was it
all a just a dream? She hoped it was, but she knew it wasn't.
She took notice to the fact that she was still nude. She
rolled her hands over her skin. Her whole body felt clean and
dry. She moved her hands out of the covers and onto her head.
She seemed to have less hair. She remembered having thick
black wavy hair that reached all the way down past her
shoulders. Now she only had enough to cover her scalp.
She rolled
over to her stomach. She tucked the fluffy pillow under her
chin and began to weep. She tried to get control of her
emotions, but she could not. Her world had been turned upside
down. She probed her mind for some piece of understanding -
even a piece of her own identity, but there was nothing. Her
memory was blank, like the white room she had suffered in.
She rolled over to examine the room once again. It seemed
familiar to her at first. Her eyes darted around the room
until they settled on the window at the far side of the room.
It was open. She pulled off the covers and turned her body so
that she could see out.
A cool breeze
blew through the window, rushing over the length of her body.
She closed her eyes as the cool sensation ran over her skin.
Once the breeze died down, she opened her eyes and looked
out.
The warm sun
danced along the grass-covered landscape. The bright warm
light was interrupted only by the lush branched of a large
tree near the window. On a nearby branch, a songbird sang its
melodious song over and over.
A larger gust
of wind lashed the trees, rustling the green leaves and
bending the dark branches. Upset by the wind, the bird
stopped its repetitive song and took flight.
The breeze
finally struggled passed the trees and blew through the open
window. The naked woman closed her eyes and turned her head
as the cool wind rushed over her once more, drying the tears
on her cheeks. For a time, she forgot all about her bizarre
situation. She lay there, letting her mind float in the air
with the cool breeze.
"Hello
again," said a familiar voice from behind.
The nude woman
turned herself. Standing in front of a heavy wooden door
stood a young woman. It was the same woman that appeared to
her in the white room. She quickly moved to the side of the
bed closest to the young woman, pulling the sheet over her
naked body. "Where am I?" she asked in a small
timid voice.
"This is
your sanctuary. When you have time to yourself, you can spend
it here. The Masters designed it especially for you."
The nude woman
nervously pulled the sheet up over her chest and looked down
at herself, full of woe. "I am so confused. I don't know
who I am or where I am. I don't understand. I don't
understand anything."
The calm
assistant sat on the edge of the bed next to the delightfully
sorrowful woman. She placed her arm around her in an attempt
to settle her down. "It's all right," she said.
"This is normal. The masters always start with a clean
slate. Tell me, do you know your name?"
The naked
woman laid her head on the other woman's shoulder.
"No," she squeaked.
"Well,
I'll tell you your name. Your name is Una."
The nude woman
raised her head and looked the other in the eye. She
swallowed hard and dropped a tear on her cheek.
"Una?"
"Yes,
that's your name. Now give me a smile, Una."
Una bit her
knuckle and giggled. The name meant nothing to her. She
didn't know if this was always her name or if it was merely a
new label. It didn't matter. She accepted the name as if it
were a beautifully wrapped gift. It was part of her now.
Overwhelmed by the gift, Una wrapped her arms around the
other woman and hugged her tightly.
The woman
laughed. "Oh it's all right now. It's all right."
Una let the
woman go, wiping the tears from under her eyes with the palms
of her hands. "What should I call you, ma'am?"
"You can
call me Rachel. How are you feeling? Any pain?"
Rachel's
question reminded Una of her strange predicament. A sick
feeling ran through her. She cringed, thinking about the
torment she went through. "No, I'm okay."
"That's
good. Come on; let's get some clothes on you. We've got a lot
to do."
Rachel glided
over to the thick wooden dresser and slid open the top
drawer. She reached in, pulling out a plain white dress.
"This will do fine," she said. Rachel tossed the
dress over to the bed. It landed a few inches from Una. Una
held up the dress. It was a simple one-peace garment with
thin shoulder straps. She was about to stand up to put it on
when she noticed the young aide watching her.
"Oh come
now," said Rachel, "no need to be that way. I've
already seen every part of you." She let out a sigh and
waved her hand at Una. "Okay, Fine. If it'll make you
feel better."
Once Rachel
had turned to face the wall, Una pulled the sheet off and
stood up. She rumpled up the dress and pulled it over her
head. It slid down over her body, falling down over her and
stopping just above her knees. "Okay, miss," said
Una. "I'm dressed."
Rachel turned
around. She drew her hands to her mouth with surprise at
first site of Una. "You look just beautiful."
Una glowed
with sheer joy at the woman's reaction. "Thank
you," she said, beaming.
"Come on
now, let's go." Rachel reached over, offering Una her
hand. Una hesitated, then took it. Her heart began to pound
when her chilled nervous hand came in contact with young
Rachel's warm firm hand.
Rachel was
about to open the door when she stopped suddenly. "Hey,
I almost forgot. Did you look out your window? You should
probably take a few minutes now. It may be a while before you
get back."
Una looked
back at the window at the far side of the room. "No
thank you, Ma'am. I already have."
"Are you
sure you don't want to take another look out? The Masters
made it especially for you."
She saw the
urging in Rachel's eyes. Her expression upset Una. She began
to wonder what Rachel had in store for her once they left the
room. Perhaps this moment would be the last peacefulness she
would enjoy for a while. Una choked back a tear and nodded.
"Okay, I'll take another look out."
Rachel lifted
Una's hand and patted it. "That's good. Come on. I'll
come too."
Still holding
her hand, Rachel led Una over the open window. Una closed her
eyes and leaned forward a little to let the cool air hit her
face. She opened her eyes and gazed out at the landscape. The
sight of grass covered rolling hills with beautiful flowers
and lush fruit bearing trees filled her senses. A tear rolled
down Una's cheek and over her smiling lips. How wonderful it
was. Una looked over at Rachel who smiled back at her. As she
continued to gaze out, awe stuck by the beauty, Rachel
continued to watch Una, keeping a sharp eye on her young
paragon.
[Chapter 1: Purfication] [Chapter 2: Examination] [Chapter 3: First Meeting] [Chapter 4: Second Test] [Chapter 5: Second Meeting] [Chapter 6: The Begining]
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