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SERPENT'S REACH
SERPENT'S REACH
Suddenly, far off down the wings, there was crashing and
shrilling of alarms, from every point of the building:
blue-hivers were in. A domestic azi darted from cover,
terrified, darted back again, up the stairs - and screamed
and fell under a rush of majat down them.
Red-hivers. Raen whipped the gun to target and fired,
breaking up their formation, even while blue-hive swarmed
after them.
There were human cries. Doors broke open from west-wing:
Ruils burst from that cover with a handful of blues on
their heels. Raen left majat to majat, steadied her pistol
on new targets and fired, careful shots as ever in
practice, at the weapon's limits of speed. Her eyes
stayed clear. Time slowed. They fell, one after the other,
young and old, perhaps not believing what they saw. Their
faces were set in horror and hers in a rigid grin.
Then a baritone piping assailed her ears and the blues
in all parts of the corridor signalled each other in
booming panic, regrouping to signals she could not read.
From east-wing came others, reds, golds, a horde of armed
azi.
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SERPENT S REACH
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"HYDRI REACH: QUARANTINED. Approach permitted
only along approved lanes. SEE. Istra."
-Nav. Man.
"HYDRI REACH: CLASSIFIED: Apply XenBureau for
Information."
-Encyclopaedia Zenologica
"HYDRI STARS: quarantined region. For
applicable regulations, consult Cor. Jur. Hum. XXXVII 91.2.
Native species of alpha Hydri III include at least one
sapient species, majat, first contacted by probe Celia in
2223. Successful contact with mafat was not made until
Delia probe followed in 2229, and mafat space was
eventually opened to very limited contact under terms of
the Hydri Treaty of 2235, with a single designated trade
point at the station of beta Hydri II, locally called
Lora.
"The entire region Is under internal
regulation, assumed to be a majat-human cooperation, and It
is thus excluded from Alliance law. Alliance citizens are
cautioned that treaties do not extend to protection of
Alliance citizens or property in violation of quarantined
space, and that Alliance law prohibits the passage of any
ship, or person, alien or human, from said zone of
quarantine into Alliance space, with the exception of
licensed commerce up to the permitted contact point at
Istra, by carefully monitored lanes. The Alliance will use
extreme force to prevent any such intrusion into or out of
quarantine. For specific regulations of import and export,
consult ATR 189.9 and supplements. The nature of the
internal government is entirely a matter of speculation,
but it is supposed on some evidence that the seat of
government is alpha Hydri III, locally called Cerdin, and
that this government has remained relatively stable during
the several centuries of its establishment . . .
"Majat are reported to have rejected
emphatically all human contact except the trading company
initially introduced by Delia probe. The Kontrin company is
currently assumed to he the government of the human
inhabitants. Population of the mission was originally
augmented by importation of human ova, and external
observation indicates that colonization has been effected
on several worlds other than Cerdin and Istra within the
quarantine zone.
"Principal exports are: biocomp softwares,
medical preparations, fibers, and the substance known as
lifejewels, all of which are unique to the zone and of moat
manufacture; principal imports are metals, luxury
foodstuffs, construction machinery, electronics, art
objects."
-XenBureau Eph. Xen. 2301
"MAJAT: all information
classified."
-XenDureau Eph. Xen. 2301
"The fact is . . . we've become dependent.
We can't get the materials elsewhere. We can't
duplicate them."
-report, EconBureau, classified.
"Advise you take whatever opportunities exist
to establish onworld observation at Istra, even to
clandestine operations. Accurate information is of utmost
importance."
-classified document, AlSec
BOOK ONE
i
If it was anywhere possible to be a child in the Family,
it was possible at Kethiuy, on Cerdin. There were few
visitors, no imminent hazards. The estate sat not so very
far from the City and from Alpha's old hall, but its
hills and its unique occupation kept it isolated from most
of Family politics. It had its lake and its fields, its
garden of candletrees that rose like feathery spires among
its fourteen domes; and round about its valley sat the
hives, which sent their members to and from Kethiuy. All
majat who would deal with Men dealt through Kethiuy, which
fended one hive from another and kept peace, the peculiar
talent of the Meth-marens, that sept and House of the
Family which held the land. Fields extended in one
direction, both human-owned and majat-owned; labs rambled
off in the other; warehouses in yet a third, where azi,
cloned men, gathered and tallied the wealth of hive trade
and the products of the lab and the computers, which were
the greatest part of that trade. Kethiuy was town as much
as House; it was self-contained and tranquil, almost
changeless in the terms of its owners, for Kontrin measured
their lives in decades more than years, and the rare
children licensed tore. place the dead had no doubt what
they must be and what the order of the world was.
Raen amused herself, clipping leaves from the dayvine
with short, neat shots; the wind blew and made it more
difficult, and she gauged her fire meticulously,
needle-beamed She was fifteen; she had carried the little
gun clipped to her belt since she had turned twelve. Being
Kontrin, and potentially immortal, she had still come into
this world because a certain close kinsman had died of
carelessness; she wished her own replacement to be long in
coming. She was a skilled marksman; one of the amusements
available to her was gambling, and she currently had a bet
with a third cousin involving the target range.
Marksmanship, gambling, running the hedges into the
field to watch the azi at work, or back again in Kethiuy,
sunk it the oblivion of deepstudy or studying the lab comps
until she could make the machines yield her up
communication with the alien majat . . . such things filled
her days, one very like the other. She did not play; there
were years ahead for that, when the prospect of immortality
began to pall and the years needed amusements to speed them
past. Her present business was to learn, to gather skills
that would protect that long life. The elaborate pleasures
with which her elders amused themselves were not yet for
her, although she looked on such with a stirring of
interest. She sat on her hillside and picked an
extraordinary succession of leaves off the waving vine with
quick, fine shots, and reckoned that she would put in her
required time at the comp board and be through by dinner,
leaving the evening free for boating on Kethiuy's lake
. . . too hot during the day: the water cast back the
white-hot sky with such glare one could not even look on it
unvisored; but by night what lived in it came up from the
bottom, and boats skimmed the black surface like firebugs,
trolling for the fish that offered rare treat for
Kethiuy's tables. Other valleys had game, and even
domestic herds, but no creature but man stayed in Kethiuy,
between the hives. None could.
Raen a Sul hant Meth-maren. She was a long-boned and
rangy fifteen, having likely all her height. Ilit blood
mixed with Meth-maren had contributed that length of limb;
and Meth-maren blood, her aquiline features. She bore a
pattern on her right hand, chitinous and glittering, living
in her flesh: her identity, her pledge to the hives, such
as all Kontrin bore. This sign a majat could read, whose
eyes could read nothing of human features. Betas went
unmarked. Azi bore a tiny tattoo. The Kontrin brand was in
living jewels, and she bore it for the distinction it
was.
The tendril fell last, burned through. She clipped the
gun to her belt and smoothly rose, pulled up the hood of
her sunsuit and adjusted the visor to protect her eyes
before leaving the shade. She took the long way, at the
fringe of the woods, being in no particular haste: it was
cooler and less steep, and nothing awaited her but
studies.
A droning intruded on her attention. She looked about,
and up. Aircraft passing were not unusual: Kethiuy lake was
a convenient marker for anyone sight-navigating to the
northern estates.
But these were low, two of them, and coming in.
Visitors. Her spirits soared. No comp this afternoon.
She veered from the lab-ward course and strode off down the
slope with its rocks and thread-bushes, tacking from one to
the other point of the steep face with reckless abandon,
reckoning of entertainments and a general cancellation of
lessons.
Something skittered back in the hedge. She came to an
instant halt and set her hand on her pistol: no fear of
beasts, but of men, of anything that would skulk and
hide.
Majat.
She picked out the shadowed form in the slatted leaves,
perplexed to find it there. It was motionless in its
guardstance, half again as tall as she; faceted eyes
flickered with the slightest of turns of its head. Almost
she called to it, reckoning it some Worker strayed from the
labs down below: sometimes their eyes betrayed them and,
muddled with lab-chemicals, they lost their direction. But
it should not have strayed this far.
The head turned farther, squaring to her: no Worker . .
. she saw that clearly. The jaws were massive, the head
armoured.
She could not see its emblems, to what hive it belonged,
and human eyes could not see its colour. It hunched down,
an assemblage of projecting points and leathery limbs, in
the latticed play of sun and shade . . . a Warrior, and not
to be approached. Sometimes Warriors came, to look down on
Kethiuy for whatever their blind eyes could perceive, and
then departed, keeping their own secrets. She wished she
could see the badges: it might be any of the four hives,
while it was only gentle blues and greens who dealt with
Kethiuy-the trade of reds and golds channelled through
greens. A red or gold was enormously dangerous.
Nor was it alone. Others rose up, slowly, slowly, three,
four. Fear knotted in her belly-which was irrational, she
insisted to herself: in all Kethiuy's history, no majat
had harmed any within the valley.
"You're on Kethiuy land," she said,
lifting the hand that identified her to their eyes.
"Go back. Go back."
It stared a moment, then backed: badgeless, she saw in
her amazement. It lowered its body in token of agreement;
she hoped that was its intent. She stood her ground, alert
for any shift, any diversion. Her heart was pounding. Never
in the labs had she been alone with them, and the sight of
this huge Warrior and its fellows moving to her order was
incredible to her.
"Hive-master," it hissed, and sidled off
through the brush with sudden and blinding speed. Its
companions joined it in retreat.
Hive-master. The bitterness penetrated even
majat voice.
Hive-friends, the majat in the labs were always
wont to say, touching with delicacy, bowing with seeming
sincerity.
Down the hill a beating of engines announced a landing;
Raen still waited, scanning the hedges all about before she
started away. Never turn your back on one; she had
heard it all her life, even from those who worked closest
with the hives: majat moved too quickly, and a scratch even
from a Worker was dangerous.
She edged backward, judged it finally safe to look away
and to start to run . . . but she looked now and again over
her shoulder.
And the aircraft were on the ground, the circular washes
of air flattening the grasses near the gates, next the
lakeshore.
A bell rang, advising all the House that strangers had
come. Raen cast a last look back, funding the majat had
fled entirely, and jogged along toward the landing
spot.
The colours on the aircraft were red striped with green,
which were the colours of the House of Then, friends of
Sul-sept of the Meth-marens. Men and women were
disembarking as the engines died down; the gates were open
and Meth-marens were coming out to meet the visitors, most
without sunsuits, so abrupt was this arrival and so welcome
were any of Then.
The cloaks on the foremost were Thon; and there was the
white and yellow of Yalt among them, likewise welcome. But
then from the aircraft came visitors in the red-circled
black of Hald; and Meth-maren blue, with black border, not
Sul-sept white.
Ruil-sept of the Meth-marens, with Hald beside them.
Raen stopped dead. So did others. The welcome lost all its
warmth. Save under friendly Thon colours, neither Ruil nor
Hald would have dared set foot here.
But after some delay, her kinsmen stepped aside and let
them pass the gates. The aircraft disgorged more, Thon and
Yalt, but there were now no welcomes at all; and something
else they produced-a score of azi, sunsuited and visored
and anonymous.
Armed azi. Raen stared at them in disbelief, nervously
skirting round the area of the landing; she sought the
gates with several backward glances, angry to the depth of
her small experience of Ruil, the Meth-marens'
left-hand line. Ruil had come for trouble; and the
guard-azi were Ruil's arrogant show, she was sure of
it. Then would have no reason.
She put on a certain arrogance as she walked in the
gates.
Sul-sept azi closed them securely after her, leaving the
intruder-azi outside in the heat. She wished sunstroke on
them, and sullenly made her way into the House, the whole
day spoiled.
ii
It was a lasting strangeness to see Ruil-sept's
black among the white-bordered Sul cloaks-and as much so to
see Hald red-and-black; and incredible to find them
admitted to the dining hall, where House councils and
dinners took place simultaneously.
Raen sat next her mother and found security in
her-Morel, her mother, who had gotten her of an Ilit who
himself was bloodkin to Thon; she wondered if any of these
present were distant relatives. If it were so, her mother,
who would know, said nothing, and deepstudy had given her
no clues.
Grandfather headed the table . . . more than
grandfather, but that was shortest, eldest of Meth-marens,
the Meth-maren, who was grey-haired and bent with
the decades that he had lived, five hundred passes of
Cerdin about its suns eldest of all Sul-sept, of Ruil too,
so that they had to respect him. Raen regarded him with
awe, seldom now as he came out of his seclusion in
west-wing, rarely to venture into domestic concerns, more
often to Council down at Alpha, where he wielded the power
of a considerable bloc of votes. Meth-marens, unlike other
Houses whose members were scattered from world to world
across the Reach, stayed close to home, to Kethiuy. Of the
twenty-seven Houses and fifty-eight septs within those
Houses that composed the Family, Meth-maren Sul was the
only one whose duties rarely took him elsewhere, away from
Cerdin and the hives. The Family's post was here,
between the hives and Men, while Meth-maren Ruil hovered
about the area of Alpha and guested where they could,
Houseless since the split.
Hald remembered that day, that Meth-maren and Meth-maren
had fought. Hald had bled for it, sheltering Red assassins;
and it was a powerful persuasion that brought Halds and
both septs of Meth-maren again under the same roof.
It had taken all the influence of Thon and Yalt together
to persuade Grandfather to accept this gathering, Halds and
the divided Meth-marens at the same dinner table, carefully
separated by Thong and Yalts. It needed a certain bravado
on the part of Halds and Ruils to eat and drink what Sul
gave them.
Raen herself felt her stomach unsettled, and she
declined when the serving-azi brought the neat elaborate
dish "Coffee," she said, and the azi Mev
whispered the order at once to one of his fellows: it
arrived instantly, for she was eldest's
great-granddaughter's daughter in direct descent, and
there was in the House a hierarchy of inheritance. She was
to a certain extent pampered, and to another, burdened, for
the sake of that birthright It mandated her presence at
table tonight in the fast place, and made it necessary to
mix with her elders, most of whom had resentment for the
fact. She tried to bear herself with her mother's
studied disdain for the proceedings, but there was a Ruil
across the table, cousin Bron, and she avoided his eyes
when possible: they were hot and insolent.
"We hope for a reconciliation," the Thon elder
was saying, at the other end of the table. He had risen, to
begin what he had come to say. "Meth-maren, will you
let Ruil speak here? Or would you prefer intermediaries
still?"
"You're going to say," Grandfather intoned
in his reedy voice, "that we should take in this
left-hand branch of ours. It diverged of its own accord.
It's not welcome in Kethiuy. It's trouble to us,
and the hives avoid it. Ruil-sept alienated them, and that
wasn't our doing. This is hive territory. Those who
can't live under those terms can't live
here."
"Our talents," said Tel Ruil Meth-maren,
"lie with other hives, the ones Sul can't
manage."
"Reds and golds." Grandfather's chin
wobbled with his anger. "You deceive yourself, Tel a
Ruil. They've no love of humankind, least of all of
Ruil. I know you've had red contacts. It's
rumoured. I know what you're up to and why you've
gone to the trouble of drawing non and Yalt into this. Your
plans to build on Kethiuy take are unacceptable."
"You're head of House," Tel said. He had
an unfortunate voice, nasal and whining. "You ought to
be impartial to sept, eldest. But you carry on feuds from
before any of the rest of us were born. Maybe Sul sept
feels some jealousy-that Ruil can handle the two hives Sul
can't touch. They've come to us, not we to them.
They preferred us. Thon saw; non will witness it. All
within the pact. Red-hive has promised us its co-operation
if we can secure that holding near its lands, on the lake.
We've come asking, eldest. That's all.
Asking."
"We support the request," the Thon said.
"Yalt agrees," said the other eldest.
"It's good sense, Meth-maren, to end this quarrel,
and to get some good out of it."
"And does Hald ask the same?"
There was silence. Raen sat still, her heart
pounding.
The Hald eldest rose. "We have a certain
involvement here, Meth-maren. The old feud has gone on
beyond its usefulness. If it's settled now, then we
have to be involved, or the Meth-marens will have peace and
we'll have none. We're walling to forget the past.
Understand that."
"You're here to stand up with Ruil."
"Obligation, Meth-maren."
They did not say friendship. Raen herself did not miss
that implication, and there was a space of silence while
Run glowered.
"We have opportunities," the Hald said
further, "that ought not to be neglected."
"At least talk on the matter," said Yalt.
"We ask you to do that."
"No," some of the House muttered. But Eldest
did not refuse. His old eyes wandered over them all, and
finally he nodded.
Raen's mother swore softly. "Leave," she
said to Raen. And when Raen looked at her in offense:
"Go on."
Others, even adult and senior, were being dismissed from
what was becoming elder council. There was no objection
possible. She kissed her mother's cheek, pressed her
hand, and sullenly made her retreat among the others,
younger folk under thirty and third and fourth-rank elders,
inconsiderable in council.
There was a muttering gathering in the hall just
outside, her cousins no happier than she with what was
toward.
No peace, she heard. Not with
Ruil.
And: Reds and golds, she beard, reminding her
of the hillside and the meeting which had diverted her. She
had told no one of that. She was too arrogant to contribute
that meaningless fragment to the general turmoil in the
hall. She skirted the vicinities of her chattering cousins,
male and female, and brushed off the attentions of an azi,
walked the corridor in a fit of irritation-both at being
cast out and at reckoning what Ruil-sept proposed. Kethiuy
lake belonged to Sul-sept, beautiful and pristine. Sul had
cared to keep the shores as they were, had laboured to make
the boat-launches as inconspicuous as possible, to keep all
evidence of man out of view. Ruil wanted a site which would
obtrude into their sight, to plant themselves right where
Sul must constantly look at them and reckon with them. This
business of reds and golds: this was surely something Ruil
had concocted to obtain backing from other Houses. There
was no possibility that they could do what they claimed,
interceding with the wild hives.
Lies. Outright lies.
She shrugged past the azi at the door and sought the
cool, clean sir of the porch. She filled her lungs with it,
looking out into the dark where the candletrees framed
Kethiuy lake; and the ugly aircraft sat in her view,
gleaming with lights.
Armed azi, as if this were some frontier holding. She
was indignant at their presence, and no little uneasy by
reason of it.
A step sounded by her. She saw three men, the one
nearest in Hald's dark Colour. She froze, recalling
herself unarmed, having come from the table. Childish pride
held her from the flight prudence dictated.
It was a tall man who faced her. She stared up at him
with her back to the door and the light from the slit
windows giving her a better look at him: mid-thirties,
beta-reckoning; on a Kontrin, that could be anywhere
between thirty and three hundred. The face was gaunt and
grim: Pal Hald, she recognised him suddenly, with the
déjà vu of deepstudy. The two with
him, she did not know.
And Pol was trouble. He hod. lost kin to Meth-marens.
Tie was also reputed frivolous, a libertine, a jester, a
player of pranks. She could not connect that report with
that gaunt face until quite suddenly he grinned at her and
shed half a dozen apparent years.
"Good evening, little Meth-maren."
"Good evening yourself, Pol Hald."
"What, could I know your name?"
She lifted her head a degree higher. "I'm not
in your studytapes yet, ser Hald. My name is
Raen."
"Tand and Morn," he said with a shrug at the
kinsmen at his back, the one young and boyish, the other
lean-faced and much like himself, like enough for full kin.
Isis grin did not fade. He reached out with complete
affrontery and touch her under the chin. "Raen.
I'll remember that."
She took a step backward, feeling a rush of blood to her
face. She had no experience to deal with such a move, and
the embarrassment became rage. "And who sent you out
here, Skulking round the windows?"
"We're set to watch the aircraft, little
Meth-maren. To be sure Meth-maren hospitality is what it
should be."
She did not like the sound of that, and turned abruptly,
seized the door handle, afraid for the instant that they
would stop her; but they made no move to do so, and she
delayed to glower resentment at them, determined to make it
clear she was not being chased off her own doorstep.
"I seem to have left my gun inside," she said.
"I usually carry it for pests."
Pol's gaunt face went serious then, quite, quite
sober.
"Good evening, Meth-maren," he said.
She opened the door and went in, into the safe light,
among her own kin.
iii
There was the drone of an engine toward dawn. Aircraft
taking off, Raen thought, turning in her bed and burrowing
into the pillows. The talk down in the dining hall had gone
on and on, sometimes loudly enough to be heard outside the
doors, generally not. The gathering in the hall outside had
drifted off at last toward duties or pleasures: there was a
certain lack of law in the House, younger men and lesser
elders piqued by their exclusion, seeking to make clear
their displeasure. A few became drunk. A few turned to
bizarre amusements, and the azi maid who had bedded herself
down in Raen's room had fled here in panic.
Lia had taken her in, Lia her own azi, a female nearing
her fatal fortieth year. Raen blinked and looked at Lia,
who had fallen asleep in a chair by the door, while the
fugitive maid had curled up on a pallet in the corner . . .
dear old Lia was upset by the commotion in the House, and
had surely taken that uncomfortable post out of worry for
her security.
Love. That was Lia, whose ample arms had sheltered her
all her fifteen years. Her mother was authority, was
beauty, was affection and safety, but Lia was love,
lab-bred for motherhood, sterile though azi were.
And she could not slip past such a guard. She tried to
rise and dress in silence enough, but Lia wakened and began
to fuss over her, choosing her clothes with care, wakening
the sleeping maid to draw a bath and make the bed,
supervising every detail. Raen bore this, for impatient as
she was to learn how things stood downstairs, she had
infinite patience with Lia, who could be hurt by refusal.
Lia was thirty-nine. There remained only this last year,
before whatever defect was bred into her, killed her. Raen
knew this with great regret, though she was not sure that
Lia knew her own age. She would on no account make a day of
Lia's life unhappy; and on no account would she let Lia
know the reason of her attitude.
It's part of growing up, her mother had
told her. The price of Immortality. Azi and betas come
and go, the azi quickest of all. We all love them when
we're young. When one loses one's nurse, one begins
to learn what we are, and what they are; and that's a
valuable lesson, Raen. Learn to enjoy, and to say
goodbye.
Lia offered her the cloak of Colour, and she decided it
was proper to wear it; she fastened it and let Lia adjust
it, then walked to the window, where the first light of
dawn showed the landing.
One aircraft still remained. It was not over.
She went out into the corridor and down, past the
council room where a few of her elder cousins and relations
lounged disconsolately. They were not in the mood to brief
a fifteen year old, be she heir-line or not; she sensed
that and listened, heard voices still talking inside.
She shook her head in disgust and walked on, thinking of
breakfast, though she rarely ate that meal. Lessons, at
least, were still suspended, but she would have traded a
week of holidays to have Ruff and their friends out of
Sal's vicinity. She recalled the three Halds and
wondered whether they were still occupying the porch.
They were not. She stood on the porch with her hands on
her hips and breathed deeply. The area was clear and the
azi were heading out to fields as they did every morning. A
golden light touched the candletrees and the hedges at this
most beautiful hour, before alpha Hydri showed its true
face and scorched the heavens.
There was only the single aircraft befouling the
landscape.
And then she saw movement at the corner of the
house.
An azi, sunsuited at this hour.
"What are you doing there?" she shouted at
him. And then she saw shadows skittering in a living wave
across the lawn, tall, stiltlike forms moving with
eye-blurring speed.
She whirled, face to face with an armed azi, and cried
out.
BOOK TWO
i
Raen stumbled, skidded, came to a halt against a
projecting rock. Pain shot through her side. The cloth
clung there. The bum had broken open; moisture soaked her
clothing. She felt of it and brought away reddened fingers,
wiped a smear on the rock which had stopped her, fingers
trembling. She kept climbing.
She looked back from time to time, on the lowlands, the
forest, the lake, on all the deceptive peace of
Kethiuy's valley, while her breath came short and
balance nigh failed her on the rocks. They were all dead
down there, all her kin: all, all dead-Ruil-sept held
Kethiuy for its own, and Sul-sept bodies were everywhere.
Only her own was missing from the tally, and that from no
act of wit, nothing of credit: burned, she had fallen, and
the bushes by the porch had sheltered her.
They were all dead, and she was dying.
There was no relief from the sun up here; it burned in a
sky white with heat, blistered exposed skin, threatened
blindness despite her cloak that she had wrapped about her
face. Stones burned her hands and heated the thin soles of
her boots. Her eyes streamed tears, seared by the dryness
and the glare. Her chance for shelter was long past, at the
beginning of the climb. If Ruil sought her, they would find
her. She left a trail for any groundsearch they might care
to make, smeared on the rocks from her hands and her side.
And from the air, Ruil might well manage heat-sensors for
night tracking. There was no hope of shaking them if they
wanted her.
She kept running, climbing, all the same, because there
was no going back, because it was less her Ruil cousins she
feared than red-hive, the living wave that had poured over
her into Kethiuy, spurred feet trampling her among the
bushes, deadly jaws clashing. There were deaths and deaths,
and she had seen them in plenty in recent hours, but those
dealt by majat were cruellest, and majat trackers were
those she most feared, swift beyond any hope of escape.
A second fall; this time she sprawled full length, and
from this impact she was slow in rising. Her hands shook
now as in ague, and there was skin gone from her palms and
her knees and elbows, cloth torn. Thirst and the blinding
heat of the rocks were more painful than the abrasions, but
even those miseries were devoured by the pain that stitched
her side. She drew breath with difficulty, reaching for
support to hold her on her feet.
She was running again. She could not remember how, but
she faced a climb, and her mind was forced to work again.
She used hands as well as feet, and managed it, slowly,
tottering on the brink, slipping, gaining another
body's length. There had been other refuges, the woods,
the road toward the City. She had chosen wrong. Her mother,
her uncles-they would have done otherwise, would have tried
for the City. She had made a panic choice, the hills,
hide-and-seek in the rocks, the high places, hard ground
for their vehicles. But most of all the hills were
blue-hive territory, old neighbours. Red-hive would not
readily venture their borders, not for all
Ruil's urging.
Panic choice. There was no help up here, nothing human,
no way down, no way back. She knew what she had done to
herself, and the tears that ran down her face were of rage
as well as the heat.
There was another gap in her memory, and then a bald
hill swam in her sight. Here was the boundary, the
point-pas-which-not for any human. Majat trails ran through
the gap, converging here. Raen caught her breath and felt
her way along the rocks and down, into the shadows, set her
feet on that well-worn track and looked about her, at
tilted, tumbled rocks, flinching from the white sky.
Here was the refuge. No one would come here rashly; no
one would likely take the trouble and the risk. It was a
private place, for the private business of dying, and she
knew it finally, that dying was what she had left to do.
She had only to sit down and rest a while, while the blood
kept leaking from her side and the sun baked her brain. Of
pain there could be no more to endure. It had reached the
top of the curve, and lessened even from standing still;
there was only the need to wait. Her mother, eldest, her
kinsmen and her azi . . . there was no grieving for them:
their pain was done. Hers was not.
Balance failed her. She moved to save herself, fearing
the fall, and that move led to the next step and the next.
Her vision went out for a moment, and panic and failing
balance drove her stumbling and reaching for the rocks
which she remembered ahead. She hit them hip-high, braced
herself, recovered a blurred vision of daylight and kept
moving downhill. It was a little death, that dark, that
blindness; the real one was coming, deeper and larger, and
already the heat of the sun seemed less. She fled it,
fighting each dark space that sent her staggering and
reeling from point to point.
Thorns ripped her arm and her clothing. She recoiled and
fought past the edge of the obstacle, blinked her eyes
clear. She knew the meaning of the hedge, knew that here
was the place she must stop, must. Her frightened body kept
moving with its own logic, heedless of dangers; her mind
observed from a distance, carried along helplessly,
confused . . . and suddenly, in grim rage, found a
focus.
The pact of Family had failed; it was murdered, with her
mother, Grandfather, her kin . . . slaughtered by Ruil and
Hald.
There was an older Pact, that which was grafted into the
very flesh of her wounded hand, chitinous and part of her,
living jewels.
She was Kontrin, of the Family which ruled the Hydri
stars, which hid won of majat the rights of settlement and
trade, the serpent-emblemed Family, which lived where other
humans would not; she was Meth-maren, hive-friend.
A great many fears diminished in her. There was a place
to go, a thing to do, a means to make Ruil suffer.
Her mother smiled grimly in her mind, encouraging her:
Revenge is next only to winning. Razes mouth set
in a rictus between gasp and grin, seeking air, a little
more life, and someone else's death.
The blacknesses came more frequently now, and she hurled
herself from rock to rock, tumbling from one winding turn
to the next, fending off thorns with her chitin-shielded
right hand . . . majat barriers, these ancient hedges.
"I'm from Kethiuy!" she shouted at the
greyness which hazed her senses, the cold that numbed the
pain and threatened her with losing. "Blue-hive!
I'm Raen Meth-maren! Kethiuy!"
The black edges closed on her sight.
She thrust herself toward the next hedge, and heard
rocks shift and rattle above her, stones which she had not
stirred.
They were all about her, tall leathery shapes, hazy
shadows, shimmering with jewels in the blinding sun.
"Go back," one said, a baritone harmony of
pipes. "Go back!"
She saw the dark opening in the earth, and held her
bleeding side, flinging herself into a last, frantic
effort. She could not feel her legs under her. There was no
more heat nor cold, nor up nor down nor color. Her body hit
stone. Her wounded hand slicked wetly across it and the
gray itself went out.
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Workers tugged and arranged to satisfaction, careful not
to further damage the fragile structure, delicate as new
eggs. Worker palps busily gnawed away the ruined clothing,
laved off the foul outsider smells and cleaned the spilled
life fluids from body and limbs. Warriors still milled
about the vestibule, disturbed by the invasion, seeking
directions. Confusion reigned throughout the sector.
A Worker took the essence of the problem and circled its
companions, squealed a short burst of orders to clear the
traffic away, and scurried off. Worker was already in
contact with Mother, after that subliminal fashion which
pervaded the hive, but that kind of communication was not
sufficient for details. There was need of direct
report.
Other Workers delayed it briefly, chance encounters in
the dark corridors. Human-in-hive, they scented,
among other things of life-fluids and injury. Alarm spread.
Warriors would be moving; Workers would be throwing up
barricades, sealing tunnels. Worker kept travelling,
original and most accurate carrier, and obsessed with
urgency. Its personal alarm was chiefly distress for the
untidiness, a vague sense of higher things out of control
and therefore threatening the whole hive: chaos was already
loosed and worse might follow.
Dim glow of fungi and the sweet scent of Mother pervaded
the inmost balls, near the Chamber. Worker passed others,
Egg-bearers-touched, smelled, conveyed the alarm which sent
them hastening away. A Warrior shouldered past, bluff and
hasty, returning from its own inquiry. Its message was of
sense to Warriors. Worker rejected it, although it bore
upon its own, and scurried on, forelimbs tucked, into the
Presence.
Mother sat in a heaving mass of Drones and attendants.
The smell was magnetic, delirious. Worker came to Her in
ecstasy, opened its palps and offered taste and scent,
receiving in tom.
Mother thought. The shifts of chemistry swirled
dazzlingly through worker's senses. She spoke at the
same time, sound which occasionally ascended to the timbre
of human names. Communication wove constantly between the
two levels, intricate interplay of sound and taste.
Heal it, the decision came, complex with the
chemicals necessary to the performance of this task.
Feed it. This is of Kethiuy hive, the young queen Raen.
Workers of blue-hive have encountered her before. l taste
injury, abundant lifefluids. Warriors report red-hive
intrusion in the Kethiuy area. Accept this
intruder.
Queen. The scent touched off reactions in the
chemistry of Worker, terrifying changes-communicated also
to the Drones, who shifted uneasily and sought touch. The
hive mind was one. Worker was one complex unit of it.
Mother was a master-unit, the key, which made sense of all
the gatherings. Others moved closer, compelled by the
intimation of understandings, workers and Drones and
Foragers and warriors, each sharing this intelligence and
feeding into it in its own way.
Kethiuy. That was a Drone, who Remembered,
which was a function of Drones. Images followed, of the
land before and after the human hive called Kethiuy had
been built . . . domes, one at first, and then others, and
trees growing up among them. Blue-hive's memory was as
long as its members were brief: a billion years the
memories went back, and the specific memory of Kethiuy saw
the hills rise and the lake form and drain several times,
and form again. Drone-memory extended even back into hives
older than Kethiuy's hills, into days of dimmer and
dimmer intelligence; but these memories were not at issue:
humans were brief upon the earth, only the last several
hundreds of years. The hive sorted, comprehended, knew
Sul-sept of Meth-maren hive and all its issue, its bitter
rivalry with Ruil and Ruil's allies. Human thought:
intelligence served by peculiar senses, a few more than the
hives possessed, a few less, and contained by single
bodies. The concept still troubled the hive, the idea that
individual death could extinguish an intelligence. it was
still only dimly grasped. Mother in particular put it
forward, the impending death of an irreplaceable
intelligence.
Queen, worker insisted, perturbed.
Dying, another Worker added, with an implication
of untidiness.
No rival, Mother reassured the hive, but
distress persisted strongly in her taste, permeating all
consciousness. We perceive that red-hive is massing in
the vicinity of Kethiuy; golds are stirring; and now there
is a human injured, perhaps others as well. We have not
enough information. Red-hive is involved where red-hive
does not belong. Red-hive has a taste of hostilities, of
strange contacts, human contacts. The Pact is at issue.
Feed Kethiuy's young queen. Heal her. She is no threat
to me. She is important to the hive. She contains
information. She is an intelligence and contains memory.
Tend. Heal.
Worker departed, one part of the Mind, bent on action.
Others raced off on their own missions, impelled by their
own understandings of what Mother had said, reactions
peculiar to their own chemistries and functions.
Then the Mind did a very difficult thing, and lied to
itself.
Mother directed certain three Warriors, who rushed from
the Chamber and from the hive and out into the heat of the
day. Beyond the thorn-hedges, beyond the safe boundary of
the hills, they stopped, and began purposely to alter their
internal chemistry, breaking down all the orderly complex
of their knowledge, past and present.
The hive lost them, for they were then mad.
They died, wandering inevitably into red-hive ambush in
the valley, and red-hive could only believe the lie which
it read in the chemistry of the slaughtered blues, that
blue-hive had tasted the death of the young queen of
Kethiuy hive, that no such survivor existed.
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"What is this?" Lian mutter, looking about him
at the Council, the many-Coloured representatives who
settled into place beneath the serpent emblem of the
Kontrin. Suddenly there were new faces, new arrangements of
seating. His blurred vision sought friends, sought old
allies. The eldest Hald was gone; a younger man sat in his
place. There was of the blue of Meth-maren . . . the
black-bordered cloak of a Ruil; of several of the oldest
septs and Houses . . . no sign, or younger strangers
wearing their Colours. Lian, Eldest of the Family and first
in Council, looked about him, hands trembling; and, having
almost risen-he sank down again.
He began to count, and took reckoning what manner of
change had come on the Family in these chaotic days. Some
of the House eldests looked at him across the room, glances
carrying question and appeal: he had always opened the
sessions . . . seven hundred years in the Council of Humans
on Cerdin, the assembly of the twenty-seven Houses of the
Family.
"Uncle," said Terent of Welz-Kaen.
"Eldest?"
Lian turned his face away, hating the cowardice which
must now be the better part of common dense. Assassins had
been planted. A purge had been carried out with extreme
efficiency, not at one point, but at many. One had no idea
where matters stood now, or what the count of votes would
be on a challenge. There was something. new shaped or
shaping, dangerous to all who stood too tall in the Family.
One did well now to wait and hear others'
decisions.
Lian felt his age, an incredible weight on him, memory
which confused one with too many alternatives, too much of
wisdom, experience heaped on experience, which always
counselled . . . wait and learn.
"Eldest!" the Malind elder called aloud, dared
rise from her seat, marking herself among dissenters.
"You will open the session?"
The whole hall was waiting. He declined with a gesture,
hand trembling uncontrollably. There was a sudden murmur of
surmise in the hall, dismay from many. He looked last on
Moth, aged Moth, seeming older than he in her face and her
brittle movements, but she was half a century younger. Her
pale eyes met his, shrouded in wrinkles.
She bowed her head, having taken count as well as he;
her hands occupied themselves with some minute adjustment
in the trim of her robes.
Of those who had come first into the Reach, first humans
among majat, there had been few survivors. Even immortality
did not stand well against ambition.
This morning, in Council, there were fewer survivors
still; and new powers had risen, who had waited a century
in patience.
The new Held rose, bowed ironically, and began to speak,
setting forth the changes that were already made.
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Raen lived.
She discovered this fact slowly, in great pain, and on
the verge of madness.
That she was Meth-maren, and therefore no stranger to
majat at close quarters . . . this saved her sanity. She
was naked. She was blind, in absolute darkness, and
disoriented She suffered the constant touches of the
Workers the length of her body, wetness which worked
ceaselessly on her raw wounds, and over all her skin and
hair; an endless trickle of moisture and food was delivered
from their mandibles to her mouth. Their bodies shifted
above and about her, invisible in the dark, with touch of
bristles and grip of chelae or mandibles. They hovered,
never stepping on her, and their ceaseless humming numbed
her ears as the dark numbed her eyes.
She was within the hive. No Kontrin had ever gone within
a hive, not since the first days. The Pact forbade. But the
blues, the peaceful blues, so long Kethiuy's good
neighbours-had not cast her out. Tears squeezed from her
eyes. A Worker sipped them instantly, caressing her face
with feather-touches of its palps. She moved, and the
humming at once grew louder, ominous. They would not permit
her to stir. Raw touches on her wounds were constant. She
flinched and cried out in agony, and they hovered yet
closer, never putting full weight on her, but hindering
each movement. The struggle, the needed co-ordination, grew
too much. She hurt, and surrendered to it, finding a
constant level for the pain, which finally merged with the
sound and the sense of touch. There was neither past nor
future; grief and fear were swallowed up in the moment,
which stretched endlessly, circular.
She was aware of Mother. There was a Presence within the
hive which sent Workers scurrying on this mission and that,
to touch her and depart again in haste. In her delirium she
imagined that she sensed the touches of this mind, that she
was aware of things unseen, the movements in countless
blind passages, the logic of the hive. She was cared for.
The dark was endless, the touches at her body ceaseless,
the sound only slowly varying, which was like deafness, and
the touches became numbness. It was, for a long time, too
difficult to think and too hard to struggle.
But from the latest sleep she wakened with a sense of
desperation.
"Worker," she said into the numbing sound, on
a delicate balance of returning strength and diminishing
sanity. "Help. Help me." Her voice was unused,
her ears so long assaulted by majat-song that human words
sounded alien in her hearing. "Worker. tell Mother
that I want to speak with her. Take me to her.
Now."
"No," said the Worker. It sucked up more air
and expelled it through chambers, creating the illusion, if
not the intonations of human voice. Other sound fell away,
Workers pausing to listen. Worker harmonised with itself as
it spoke, the chambers all working in intricate
combination. "Unnecessary. Mother knows your
condition, knows all necessary things."
"Mother doesn't know what I intend."
"Tell. Tell this-unit"
"Revenge."
Palps swept her face, her mouth, her body, picking up
scent. Worker could not comprehend. Majat individually had
their limits. A Worker was not the proper channel for an
emotional message and Raen knew it, manipulated the Worker
with confusion. She had been cautioned against it from
infancy, Workers going in and out of the labs, near at
hand: never play games with them. Again and again
she had beard the dangers of disoriented majat. It might
call Warriors.
It drew back abruptly: she suddenly missed that
particular touch. Others filled the gap, constantly feeling
at limbs and body.
"It's gone for Mother?"
"Yes," one said. "Mother."
She stared at the blind dark, hard-breathing, euphoric
with her success. She moved her hand with difficulty past
the hindering limbs and palps of Workers, felt of her
wounds, which were slick with jelly . . . tested her
strength, moving her limbs.
"Are there," she asked, "azi within
call?"
"Mother must call azi."
"I shall stand," she declared, rationally,
firmly, and began to do so.
Workers assisted. Palps and chelae caressed her naked
limbs and urged her, perhaps sensing new steadiness,
conscious direction of her movements. Leathery bodies,
Chitin-studded, pushed at her. She trusted them, despite
the possibility of pain. Their knowledge of balance and
leverage was instinctive, none truer. With their support
she stood, dizzied, and felt about her in the featureless
dark. The floor of the chamber was uneven. Up and down
seemed confused in the blackness. Her ears were still
numbed by their voices; bet hands met jointed palps and the
hard spines of chelae. The Workers moved with her, never
overbalancing her, supporting her with unfailing delicacy
as she sought a few steps.
"Take me to Mother," she said.
The song grew harsh and ominous.
"Queen-threat," one translated. Others took up
the words.
They feared for Mother. That was understandable: she was
female, and of females, the hive held only one. They
continued to groom her, wishing to feed her, to placate
her. She turned from their offerings, distressing them
further. She was in pain and her legs trembled under her.
The burn on her side had opened in the exertion of rising.
They tended this, keeping it moist, and she could not fend
them from it. The touches on raw flesh were familiar agony.
She had time to reckon what might come of an intruding
female, that there would be no welcome: she refused to
think it. Mother must control all that happened here.
Mother had tolerated her this far.
Then Worker must have returned; she reckoned so from the
commotion that had broken out in the direction of the
principal draft. "Bring," a voice fluted, human
language, of courtesy. "Mother permits."
Raen went toward the voice, guided by delicate touches
of bristling forelimbs, feeling to one side and the other
in the blackness, following the currents of moving air. The
tunnels were wide and high . . . must be, to afford passage
to the tall Warriors. And once, when the right-hand wall
vanished suddenly at a steep climb, she fell, in great
pain, her body abraded by the hard earth. Workers chittered
alarm and lifted her at once, steadied her more carefully
as she climbed. The air began to be close and warm. Sweat
ran on her bare skin, and distressed the Workers, who tried
frantically both to walk and to remove the untidy
moisture.
The tunnel seemed all at once defined, the first light
her unused eyes had perceived in uncounted days. It was the
only proof she had had that she was not blind, and yet it
was so very faint she doubted that she perceived it at all
. . . circle patterns, oblong and irregular patterns. She
realised with a surge of joy that she was seeing, realised
the shapes for apertures, opening onto a faint greenish
phosphorescence, in which majat shadows stalked, bipedal,
deceptively human in some poses, like men in ornate armour.
Raen hastened, misjudged, almost lost her senses in the
warmth and closeness of this place. She gained her balance
again, aided and supported into the Presence.
She filled the Chamber. Raen hung in the grip of the
Workers, awed by the sight of Her, whose presence dominated
the hive, whose mind was the centre of the Mind. She was
the one, if there was any single individual in the hive,
with whom they of Kethiuy had so long dealt . . . the
legends of all her childhood, living and surrounded by the
seething mass of Her Drones, a scene of fever-dreams, males
glittering with the chitinous wealth of the hive.
Air stirred audibly, intaken.
"You are so small," Mother said. Raen
flinched, for the timbre of it made the very walls quiver,
and vibrated in Race's bones.
"You are beautiful," Raen answered, and felt
it. Tears started from her eyes . . . awe, and pain at
once.
It pleased Mother. The auditory palps swept forward,
Mother inclined Her great head and sought touch. The chelae
drew her close. Mother tasted her team with a brush, of the
palps.
"Salt," said Mother,
"You are healed."
"I will be, soon."
The huge head rotated a few degrees on its circular
jointing. "Scouts report Kethiuy closed to them. This
has never happened since the hills have stood. We have
killed a red-hive Worker on Kethiuy's borders. Young
queen, majat Workers do not enter an area until Warriors
have secured it. We tasted it in traces of greens, of
golds, recent in red-hive memory. Of humans. Of life
fluids. Greens deal with golds and avoid us. Why?"
Raen shook her head, terrified. Her mind began to
function in human terms. Majat were still in the valley,
when the Pact dictated restrictions. Red-hive. Ruil's
allies. The whole Family might have risen against Ruil; it
had not; it had agreed, and red-hive remained. She forgot
the other questions, ignored logic. Reason could not be on
her side. "I'll take Kethiuy back again," she
said, knowing that it was mad. "I'll get it
back."
"Revenge," Mother said.
"Yes. Revenge. Yes."
More air sighed into Mother's reservoirs.
"Since before humans were known, blue-hive has held
this hill. Humans came, We majat killed the first. Then we
understood. We under. stood stars and machines and humans.
One Family at last we permitted, all, all, red-hive, blue,
green, gold . . . one human ship to come among us, one
human hive. One ship, which brought the eggs of other
humans. We were deceived so. Yet we accepted this. We
permit Kontrin-hive to trade and breed and build, instead
of all other humans. We permit Kontrin. hive to keep order,
and to keep all other humans out. So we have grown, majat
hives and Kontrin. We have gained metals, and azi, and
consciousness of things invisible; we have enlarged our
hives and sent out new queens beneath other suns. Azi work
for us with their human eyes and their human hands, and
trade gives us food, much food. We can support more numbers
than was so in many cycles. We have ridden Kontrin ships to
Meron and to Andra and Kalind and Istra, making new
extensions of the Mind. We have been pleased in this
exchange. We have gained awareness far surpassing times
before humans. Your hives have multiplied and prospered,
and increased nourishment for ours. But suddenly you
fragment yourselves, and now you fragment us. Suddenly
there is division. Suddenly there is nest-war among humans;
this has been before: we have seen. But now there is
nest-war threatened among majat as it has not been since
times before humans. We are confused. We reach out to
gather the Mind and we have grown too wide; the worlds are
too far and the ships are too slow to help us. We do not
gain synthesis. We failed to foresee, and now we are blind.
Aid me, Kethiuy-hive. Why are these things happening? What
will happen now?"
Drones sang, and moved, a tide of life about Mother. The
Drone voices shrilled, much of the song too high for human
ears; sound drowned words, drowned thought, grated through
bone.
"Mother!" Raen cried. "I don't know.
I don't know. But whatever is going on in the Family,
we can stop them, blue-hive could stop them!"
Air sighed. Mother heaved Herself lower, and breathed a
bass note that made silence. "Kethiuy-queen,
Kethiuy-queen-is it possible that our two species have
overbred? What is the proper density of your population,
young queen? Have you reached some critical level, which
humans did not foresee? Or perhaps the equation for both
our species is altered by some complex factors of our
association. This should not have happened yet. We reach
for synthesis and do not obtain it. Where is human
synthesis? Have you the answer?"
"No." Raen shivered in the battering sound of
Mother's voice, conscious of her own inexperience . . .
of that of all men with majat. She reached in the utmost
irreverence and touched the scent-patches below the
compound eyes, imprinting herself as her kinsman would do
with majat Workers, establishing friendship. Mother
suffered this without anger, though the jaws might have
closed at any instant, though the Drones were disturbed and
disturbance ran through all the others. "Mother,
Mother, listen to me. Kethiuy was blue-hive's friend,
we always were, and I need help. They've
killed-everyone. Everyone but me. They think they've
won. Ruil-sept has brought red-hive in with them. And do
you think that Ruil will ever send them away again, or even
that they know how? No, they're not going away. Ever.
Red-hive will always be in Kethiuy, in spur valley, and the
Family isn't going to stop them or they would have done
something by now."
"This seems an accurate estimation."
"I can take it back. If blue-hive helped me, I
could take it back again."
Mother lifted up Her head, mandibles clashing. While She
considered, She brought half a dozen new lives into the
world. Workers snatched these up and carried them away.
Drones groomed Her, uttering soft, distressed pipings, that
shrilled away into higher ranges.
"It is very dangerous;" Mother said.
"Intervention violates the Pact. It adds confusions.
And you have no translation computers. Without precise
instruction, Warriors and humans cannot
co-operate."
"I can show them. They can work that way.
I can guide them. Some know Kethiuy, don't they?
They've been there. And the others can follow
them."
Mother hesitated. Again the head rotated slightly.
"You are tight, young queen, but I suspect you are
right for the wrong reasons. All, all Warriors know
Kethiuy. We do not fully understand how your thoughts
proceed. But you can serve as nexus. Yes. Possible. Great
risk, but possible."
"I can't yet. A few days, a few days, and then
I'll be able to try. I'll need a gun, azi,
Warriors. Then we can take Kethiuy back. Kethiuy's azi
will join the fight when they have orders. Revenge, Mother!
And blue-hive can come and go is Kethiuy when they
please."
There was again long thought. Air sucked in, gusted out,
sucked in again, and the songs of the attendants rose and
fell, "I breed Warriors," She said. "This
aspect of the hive is needful in these circumstances."
While She spoke, She produced several eggs more. "I
cannot breed azi. The azi will be irrevocable losses. There
can be only one attempt on Kethiuy. Blue-hive has deceived
red-hive concerning your presence here. Your death was
reported. Warriors went out unMinded in this cause. But
Warriors who go with you into Kethiuy cannot go unMinded;
they could not then remember their mission or focus
properly. There are reds full-circle of Kethiuy. Once you
meet them and once blue-hive Warriors have fallen, you
cannot retreat here. Taste will betray your existence here
to red-hive and they will come here very quickly, for we
have admitted a human to the inner hive, and there is
strong sentiment against this practice. Therefore we will
be fighting both here and there, which will require all our
Warriors engaged at once. If we lose many Warriors in this
action, we will face further attack from red-hive and
others without sufficient time for new to hatch. Tell me,
Kethiuy. queen, is this the best action? Perhaps you could
find Drones and re-establish elsewhere with better
prospect. You could produce Warriors of your own, young
queen. You could buy azi. You could make a new
hive."
Raen looked up into the great moiré-patterned
eyes, in which she existed only as a pattern of warmth.
"Red-hive is breeding Warriors too, won't that be
so? If they've been expecting to attack Kethiuy, then
they'll have been breeding toward it for a long time.
Years. What when they come farther than they have? You need
Kethiuy in Sul-sept control. If you wait . . . if you wait,
you won't have time to breed enough Warriors, and
red-hive-" She caught her breath, for she suddenly
sensed what key to use, the essentially honest character of
the blues. "Red-hive killed humans, killed
Meth-marens, against the Pact. Ruil may have led them to
it, but red-hive did it, they chose to do it. Do you want
them for neighbours forever, Mother? And your Warriors-do
they know the ways into Kethiuy that they can't see? I
do. I can get them inside, now. I can get Warriors inside.
It doesn't matter how many reds are guarding the doors
if blues once get in. And I know I can get you that
far."
There was silence.
"Yes," Mother said finally.
"Yes."
A haze flooded over Raen's eyes, blurring greenish
radiance and majat shadows, and the glitter of the Drones.
She thought that she would fall, and she must not, must not
show weakness before Mother, throwing all she had won in
doubt. She touched the chelae, drew back, not knowing what
rituals the majat observed with Her. None hindered her
going. None seemed offended. She sought the tunnel out of
the Chamber. The fungus-glow was like the retinal memory of
light, and in this direction lay the dark, circles, holes
in the light, into which she entered, losing suddenly all
use of her eyes. The air hummed with Worker songs, the
deeper songs of Warriors and the high voices of the Drones.
She met bristly touches in the dark.
Workers swarmed and circled her, guided, caressed,
sought her lips, to know' her mind, though human
chemistry was chaos to them. Perhaps the scent of Mother
lingered. She did not flinch, but touched them in turn,
delirious with triumph. They were the substance of her
dreams and her nightmares, the majat, the power
under-earth, native here where men were newcomers. She had
touched the Mother who had lived under the hill since
before she was born, and Mother had permitted it. She was
Kontrin, of the Family, and the pattern grafted to her
right hand was the power of the hives, which Kethiuy had
always understood, more than all others of the
Family-hive-friends. She laughed, bewildering the Workers,
even while her senses began to fail.
v
Chairs moved; the group settled. A female azi,
engineered for functions which had nothing to do with
household labour, passed round the long table setting out
drinks and beaming dutifully at each.
Eron Thel patted her leg, whispered a dismissal-she was
his, as was the summer house in the Altrin highlands-and
ignored her familiar charms as she left, although more than
one of the men regarded her retreat. He was pleased by
this, pleased by the obvious attention of the others to
their surroundings. The objects which decorated the meeting
room were unique, gathered from worlds even outside the
Reach, and met with gratifying admiration . . . nothing of
awe; the envy of kinsmen in the Family was difficult to
rouse, but they looked, and approved.
Awe: that was for what entered the room now, the majat
Warrior who took up guard by the door. That was power. Yls
Ren-barant, Del Hald, certain others . . . they were
accustomed to the near presence of majat; so was Tel a
Ruil, well accustomed-but familiarity did not remove the
dread of such a creature, the sense that with it,
invisible, were count less others, the awareness of the
hive.
"Are you sure of the majat?" the Hold asked.
"It remembers, even if it can't
understand."
"It carries messages only to its hive," Eron
said, "and its hive has some necessary part in this
meeting, cousin, a very central part, as it happens."
He beckoned to it, gave a low whistle, and it came, sank
down beside the table, towering among them, incapable of
the chairs. It was a living recorder; it received messages;
it contained one. "Red-hive," Eron explained,
"is standing guard at a number of critical posts, on
these grounds and elsewhere. Incorruptible guards. Far
better than ordinary security. Their desires are . . . not
in rivalry with ours. Quite the contrary." He opened
the plastic-bound agenda before him, and the others
anxiously did the same, They were a mixed group, his own
comrades, and soma of the older representatives, selected
ones . . . thankful to have been exempted from the general
purge . . . grateful-Eron laughed inwardly, while gazing
solemnly at the page before him-to have been admitted to
this private meeting, the place of power where Council
decisions were to be prearranged. He folded both hands on
the agenda, smiled and leaned forward with a confidential
warmth: it was a skill of his, to persuade. He practised it
consciously, foreknowing agreement. He was handsome, with
the inbred good looks of all the Kontrin; he looked thirty:
the real answer was two centuries above that, and that was
true of most present, save a few of the Halds. He had
grace, a matter most Kontrin neglected, content with power;
he knew the use of it, and by it moved others. He was
spokesman for the inner circle, for Hald and Ren-barant and
Ruil Meth-maren. He meant to be more than that.
"Item one: widening the access permitted by the
Pact. There has been too severe a restriction between
ourselves and the hives." He reached, horrifying some
of the older representatives, and laid a hand on the
Warrior's thorax. It suffered this placidly, in waiting
pose. "We have learned things earlier generations
didn't know. The old restrictions have served their
purpose. They were protective; they prevented
misunderstandings. But-both majat and humans have adjusted
to close contact. New realities are upon us. New
co-operations are possible. Red-hive in particular has been
responsive to this feeling. They are interested in much
closer co-operation. So are golds, through their
medium."
"Azi." The deep baritone harmonies of the
Warrior vibrated even through the table surface. The elder
faces at the end of the table were stark with dread. Eron
watched them and not the Warrior, reckoning their every
reaction. "We widen the hives," the Warrior said
"We protect human hives, for payment in goods. We need
more fields, irrigation, more food, more azi. You can give
these things. Red-hive and Kontrin-" More air hissed
into the chambers. "-are compatible. We group
now without the translation computers. We have found
understanding, identification, synthesis. We taste
. . mutual desire."
That was awe. Eton saw it and smiled, a grim,
taut smile, that melted into a friendlier one. "The
power of the hives. Kontrin power, cousins. Human space
shuts us out. Kontrin policy has limited our
growth, limited our numbers, limited beta generation
growth, limited the breeding of their azi. Colonised worlds
throughout the Reach are fixed at the level of population
reached four centuries ago, Our whole philosophy has been
containment within the Reach. We have all
acquiesced in a situation which was arranged for us . . .
in the theory that humans and majat can't co-operate.
But we can. We don't have to exist within these limits.
We don't have to go on living under these restrictions.
Item number one in the program before you is essential:
widening access permitted by the Pact Your affirmative vote
is vastly important. Majat will be willing to assist us on
more than the Worker level. We already have Warriors
accessible to our direction, at this moment; and possibly,
possibly, my dear cousins-Drones. The key to the biologic
computer that is the hive. That kind of
co-operation, humans working directly with what has made
the hives unaided by machines . . . capable of the most
complex order of operations. That kind of power,
joined to our own: majat holistic comprehension, joined to
human senses, human imagination, human insights. A new
order. We aren't talking now about remaining bound by
old limits. We don't have to settle for
containment any longer."
No one moved. Eyes were fixed on him, naked, full of
speculations.
No, more than speculation: it was fact; they had made it
fact. This, here, in this room, was the reality of the
Council Decisions were being shaped here, and no one
objected-no one, staring into the glittering eyes of the
red Warrior-objected. At this end of the long table, in the
hands of the Thels, the Meth-marens, the Ren-barants and
the Halds . . . rested authority; and the others would go
into the Council hall and vote as they were told, fearing
for themselves what had been wrought elsewhere.
And perhaps . . . perhaps conceiving ambitions of their
own. The old order had been stagnant, centuries without
change; change confronted them. Possibilities
confronted them. Some would want a share of that.
"Second item," Eton said, not needing to look
down. "A proposal for expansion of the azi breeding
programs. The farms on Istra . . . have applied for
expansion of their industry, repeatedly denied under the
old regime. The proposal before Council grants that license
. . . with compensations for past denials. The facilities
on Istra and elsewhere can be quadrupled, an eighteen-year
program of expansion easily correlated with the majat's
eighteen-year cycle of increase. The hives can be paid . .
. in azi; and the population of the Reach can be
readjusted.
"Third item, cousins: authorisation to beta
governments for a ten percent increase in birth permits.
The supervisory levels of industry and agriculture must
increase in proportion to other increases.
"Fourth: licensing of Kontrin births pegged to the
same ten percent. There has already been attrition; there
may be more.
"Fifth: formal dissolution of certain septs and
allotment of their Colours and privileges to other septs
within those Houses. This merely regularises certain
changes already made."
There was laughter from the left side of the room,
against the wall, where some of the younger generation sat.
Eton looked, as many did. It was Pol Hald who extended big
long legs and smirked to himself, ignoring his
great-uncle's scowl.
"Questions?" Eton asked, trying to recapture
the attention of those at the table.
"Debate?"
There was none offered.
"We trust," Tel a Ruil said, "in your
votes. Votes will be remembered."
Meth-maren arrogance. Eton scanned faces for reactions,
as vexed in Ruil's bald threat as he had been in
Pol's mistimed laughter. The elders took both in
silence.
Glass smashed, rattled across the tiled floor. Eron
looked rage at Pol Hald, who was poised in the careful act,
hand open, his drink streamered across the floor. Eron
started to his feet, thought better of it, and was grateful
for the timely band of Yls Ren-barant, urging him
otherwise; and for Del Hald, who heaved his own bulk about
from the table to rebuke his grandnephew.
Meth-marens and Raids: that hate was old and deep, and
lately aggravated. Pol's act was that of a clown, a
mime, pricking at Family pomposities, more actor than the
azi-performers. The poised hand flourished a retraction,
buried itself beneath a folded arm. Sorry, the
lips shaped, elaborate mockery.
Tel a Ruil was hard-breathing, face flushed. Ren-barant
calmed him too, a slight touch, a warning. Tand Hald and
Pol's cousin Mom both looked aside, embarrassed and
wishing to disassociate themselves. Eron scanned the lot of
them, smiled in his best manner, leaned back. Tel a Ruil
relaxed with a similar effort. The small knot of oldest
Houses at the end of the table was a skittish group, apt to
bolt; those faces did not relax.
Eron relaxed entirely, and kept smiling, all cordiality.
"We've begun a smooth transition. That has its
difficulties, to be sere, but the advantages of keeping to
a quiet schedule are obvious. There is the absolute
necessity of keeping a calm face toward the betas and
toward the Outside. You understand that. You understand
what benefits there are for all of us. We have energies
that are only grief to us, so long as we're pent within
these outmoded limits. Those talents can be of service. Is
there any debate on agenda issues?
"Are we agreed without it, then?"
Heads nodded, even those at the end of the table.
"Why don't we," Eron suggested then,
"move on into the bar, and handle this in a more . . .
informal atmosphere. Take your drinks with you if you like.
We'll talk there . . . about issues."
There was a relieved muttering, ready agreement. The air
held a slightly easier feeling, and chairs went back, men
and women moving out in twos and threes, talking in low
voices-avoiding the majat Warrior, whose head rotated
slightly, betraying life.
Eron cast an urgent scowl at Del Hald, and a grimmer one
at Pol and his two companions, who tarried in the seats
against the wall, no more anxious to quit the room than
their elders. Ros Hald and his several daughters delayed
too, the whole clutch of Halds banded for defense.
But Del wilted under Eton's steady gaze, turned to
Pol as he rose and caught at Pol's arm. Pal evaded his
hand, cast his great-uncle a mocking look . . . son of a
third niece to Del and Ros, was Pol: orphan from early
years, Del's fosterling, and willing enough to put Del
in command of Hald-but Del could not control him, had never
controlled him. Pol was an irritant the Family bore and
generally laughed at, for his irritation was to the Halds
as often as any . . . and others enjoyed that.
Pol rose, with his cousins.
"The essence of humour," said Eron coldly,
"is subtlety."
"Why, then, you are very serious, cousin." And
seizing young Tand by the arm, Pol left for the bar,
self-pleased, laughing. Morn followed in their wake, his
grim face once turned back to Eton with no pleasure at
all.
Eron expelled a short breath and looked on Del. The
eldest Hald's lips were set in a thin line.
"He's a hazard," Eton said "Someone has
to make sure of him. He can do us hurt."
"He should go somewhere," Yls said softly to
Del, "where be can find full occupation for his
humour. Meron, perhaps. Wouldn't that satisfy
him?"
"He goes," the Hald said in a thin voice.
"Morn goes with him. I understand you."
"A temporary matter," Eron said, and clapped
his hand to the Hald's shoulder, pressed it as they
walked toward the bar, Ros and his daughters trailing them.
"My affection for the fel. Row. You understand. I
don't want trouble right now. We can't afford it.
Older heads have to manage this."
And when matters were more settled, Eron thought, Pal
might come to some distant and inconspicuous end. Pol's
wit was not all turned to humour . . . a child of the last
great purge, Pol a Ren hant Hald, and participant in a more
recent one, when Meth-marens had done some little damage,
Pol Hald and Morn: Pol whose jokes were infamous, and Morn
who never laughed-they were both quite apt to
treacheries.
Eron thought this, and smiled his engaging smile, among
others who held their drinks and smiled most earnestly . .
anxious folk, appropriately grateful to be invited here,
admited to the society of power.
With the Halds and the Meth-marens, the Ren-barants and
other key elders here, with Thou and Yalt decimated, and
their bloc decimated . . . this gathering and the blocs
they represented constituted the majority, not only of raw
power on Cerdin, but of votes to sway all the Reach.
vi
"Night," said a Worker.
Raen had sensed it. She had learned the movements and
rhythms of the hive which said that this was so: the
increase of the traffic coming in, the subtle shifts of
air-currents, the different songs. Inside the hive, the
blackness was always the same. She had wished a piece of
the fungus to provide light, and Workers had brought it,
establishing it on the wall of the chamber that was hers.
By this she proved to herself that her eyes still
functioned, and gave them limits against which to work. But
that was only for comfort. She had learned to see with
touch, with the variations of the constant song of the
hive; and to understand majat vision. Beautiful,
beautiful, they called her, entranced with the colours
of her warmth. You are the colours of all the
hives, the attendants told her, blue and green and
gold and red, ever-changing; but your limb is always
blue-hive.
Her hand, covered with blue-hive chitin: they were
endlessly fascinated by that, which was a secret toward
which majat had contributed. Kontrin genetic science and
majat biochemistry . . . the two in complement had spawned
all the life of the Reach. Majat were capable of analyses
and syntheses of enormous range and sensitivity, capable of
sampling and altering substances as naturally as humans
flexed limbs, a partnership invaluable to Kontrin labs. But
the hive, she realised, the hive had never directly
participated. The majat Workers who came into the labs to
stay were always isolated from Workers of the hive, lest
their chemical muddle impress the hive and disturb it. They
never returned, but clung forlornly to human company and
direction, dependent on it, patterned to the few humans who
dared touch them: seldom resting, sleepless, they would
work until their energy burned them out. Afterward, humans
must dispose of the corpses: no majat would.
My being here is a danger to the Mind, she
thought suddenly, with a deep pang of conscience. Maybe
my coming here has done what they've always feared,
shifted their chemistry and affected them. Perhaps I've
trapped them.
There were azi, human Workers . . . the majat lived
closely with those, unaffected by chemical disturbance.
Are they? she wondered; and then, more
terrifyingly: Am I?
The song deafened, quivered in the marrow of the bones.
Mother began it, and the Workers carried it, and the
Warriors added their own baritone counterpoint, alien to
their own species, the killer portion of the partitioned
hive-mind Drones sang but rarely . . . or perhaps, like
much of majat language, the Drone songs were seldom in
human range.
Raen rose, walked, tested the strength of her limbs.
They had given her cloth of majat spinning, gossamer, the
pale web of egg-sheaths:, She did not wear it, for it
disturbed them that she muted her colours, and nakedness no
longer disturbed her. But she considered it now.
"I am ready," she decided. Workers touched her
and scurried off, bearing that message.
A Warrior arrived. She informed it directly of her
plans, and it hurried off.
Soon came the azi . . . humans, marginally so, though
majat did not reckon them as such. Lab-bred, sterile,
though with the outward attributes of gender, they served
the hives as the Workers did, with hands more agile and
wits more suited to dealing with humans, the new
appurtenances the hives had taken on when they began to
associate with humans, a new and necessary fragment of the
hive-mind. Betas made them, and sold them to other betas .
. . and to Kontrin, who sold them to the hives, short-lived
clones of beta cells.
They came, bearing blue lights hardly brighter than the
illusory fungus, and gathered about her, perhaps bewildered
by the chitin on her hand, the realisation that she was
Kontrin, though naked as they, and within the hive. They
were not bred fighters, these particular azi, but they were
clever and quick, bright-eyed and anxious to serve. They
were much prized by majat and must know their worth in the
hive, but they were a little mad. Azi who dwelled among
majat tended to be.
"We're going outside," Raen told them.
"You'll carry weapons and take my
orders."
"Yes," they said, voices overlapping,
song-toned, inflectionless as those of the majat. There was
a certain horror in these strangest of the azi. They came
here younger than azi were generally sold; they acquired
majat habits. They touched her, confirming her in their
minds. She returned the touches, and gathered up the
clothing she had been given. She wrapped it round and tied
it here and there. It had a strange feel, light as it was,
the reminder of a world and a life outside.
A Warrior came then, sat down, glittering in the
azi-lights, chitinous head and powerful jaws a fantasy of
jewel-shards. It offered her a pistol. It carried weapons
of its own, besides the array nature had provided it: these
items too majat prized, status for Warriors. . . empty
symbols: humans had believed so. Raen took up the offered
gun, found it shaped to a human hand. The cold, heavy
object quickly warmed to her grip, and she took keen
pleasure in the solidity of it: power, power to make Ruil
pay.
"Azi-weapon," Warrior said. "Shall we arm
azi?"
"Yes." She thrust her free hand against its
scent-patches, reaching between the huge jaws. "Are
you ready?"
A song hummed from Warrior. Others appeared, shifting
from unseen tunnels into the meagre light. They bore
weapons, some belted to their leathery bodies; others went
to the azi. The azi's human eyes were intense with
something other than humanity. They grinned, filled with
excitement.
"Come," she bade them.
Her word had Mother's authority behind it, the
consensus of the hive. They moved, all of them, down the
tunnels. Other Warriors joined them, a great following of
bodies strangely silent now, songs stilled. They went in
total blackness, azi-lights left behind.
Then they reached the cool air of the vestibule, and
poured out under the night sky. Raen shivered in the wind
and blinked, awed to find the stars again, to realise the
brilliance of the night.
Warriors gathered silently about her, touching, seeking
motive and direction. She was nexus, binding-unit for this
portion of the Mind. She started away, barefoot and agile
among the rocks.
vii
Starlight glistened on the lake, and bright artificial
lights; danced wetly at the farther shore, where Sul had
never put lights. Raen stopped on the last rocky shelf
above the woods' and snatched a look at sights to which
majat eyes were all but blind. For the first time her
wounds hurt, her breath came short.
Kethiuy-by-the-waters.
Home.
She felt more grief than she had yet felt. She had been
out of human reference; and now the deaths became real to
her again. Mother, cousins, friends . . . all ashes by now.
Ruil would have spared no one, least of all eldest, so that
there would be no possibility of challenge to their claim.
Even yet the Family had made no move to intervene: Ruil
still held here, or the hive would have known, would have
told her, Red-hive remained here: of that they were
sure.
Bile rose in her throat, bitter hate. She swallowed at
it, and wiped her eyes with the back of her left hand, the
gun clenched in her chinned right.
"Meth-maren," Warrior urged her. She scrambled
down, reckless on the rocks, half-blind. Her limbs trembled
with the strain, but Warrior caught her, its stilt-limbs
strong and sure, a single downward stride spanning several
of hers, joints bracing easily at extensions impossible for
human limbs: its muscles attached to endo- and
exoskeletons. Azi too swarmed back up the rocks and took
her arms, helping her, handing her down to other Warriors,
who urged her on in their turn Worker-fashion: most
adaptable of majat, the Warriors, capable of independent
judgement and generalised functions.
"This way," she bade them, choosing her way
through the forest, along paths she knew. They went with
hardly a crack of brush, walking as fast as she could
run.
Red Warrior. It started from cover in the thickets and
misjudged its capacity for flight. Blues sped after it,
brought it down and bit it. The group of combatants locked
into statue like quiet for a few moments, blue bowed over
their enemy, mandibles locked with majat patience. Then the
head came free, and blue Warriors came to life and stalked
ahead, some on the trail and some off, passing taste in
weaving contacts, one to the other.
"Strong red force," Warrior said to Raen, and
nervously touched palps to her mouth as they walked, a
curious backward dance in the act. It interpreted aloud
what taste should have told her, a mere breathing of
resonances. "Roil humans. No sense of alarm. They do
not expect attack."
The blue Warriors were elated; their movements were
exaggerated, full of excess energy. Some darted back,
urging on those who lagged; a dark flood of bodies in their
wake tumbled down the rocks and through the trees. The azi,
touching each other and ° g with joy, would have loped
ahead. Raen distrusted their good sense and hissed at them
to hold back. She was hurrying as much as she could. Her
side hurt anew. Her bare feet were torn by the rocks and
the thorns. She ignored the pain; she had felt worse. An
increasing fear gripped her stomach.
I'm too slow, she thought in one moment of
panic. I'm holding them back too long. And in
another: There are grown men down there, used to
killing; There are guard-azi, bred for fighting. What
am I doing here? But they were not expecting attack:
the blues read so; and they would not be expecting majat.
She looked about her at her companions, at creatures whose
very instincts were specialised toward killing, and drank
in their enthusiasm, that was madness.
They were nearing the end of the woods, where there were
only thickets and thorn-hedges. "Hurry," Warrior
urged her, seizing her painfully by the arm. Majat were not
like men, who respected a leader: hive-mind was one. She
pressed a hand to her throbbing side and started to run,
spending the strength she had saved.
There were ways she knew, paths she had run in other
days, shortcuts azi workers took to the fields, places
where the hedges were thin. She ran them, dodging this way
and that with agility that only tine azi matched in this
tangle. A wall loomed up, the barrier to the inner gardens
by the labs, no obstacle to the Warriors, who
living-chained their way up and made a way for the azi. Azi
swarmed over, togging and pulling at her to help her after,
climbing over their naked and sweating bodies. She made it.
The chain undid itself. The last Warrior came over, a
stilt-limbed prodigy of balance and strength, pulled by its
fellows.
They were pleased with the operation. Mandibles
scissored with rapid excitement. Suddenly they broke and
raced like a black flood in the dark, majat and azi, moving
with incredible rapidity.
More red-hivers. Bodies tangled on the lawn, roiled; the
wave-front blunted itself, knotted in places of resistance.
There were crashings in the shrubbery, the booming alarm of
Warriors, flares of weapons. Raen froze in shadow,
panic-stricken, everything she had planned slipping
control, Then she adjusted her grip on her gun, swallowed
sir and ran, to do what she had come to do.
A Warrior appeared by her, and another, half a dozen
more, and some of the azi. She raced for the main door, for
an area visibly guarded by red-hive. Fire laced about them,
and from them. Warriors beside her fell, twitching,
uttering squeals from their resonance chambers. In sanity,
she would have panicked. There was nothing to do now but
keep running for the door . . . too far now to retreat. She
reached the door and Warriors tangled in combat about her.
She burned the mechanism, and struggled with the door; azi
and then a Warrior used their strength to move it. Azi and
Warriors flooded behind her as she raced into Kethiuy's
halls.
"Exits all covered," Warrior breathed beside
her; and then she realised where all the others had
gone-majat strategy, efficient and sudden. The main
corridor of the central dome lay vacant before her . . .
what had been home. Rage hammered in her in time to her
pulse.
Suddenly, far off down the wings, there was crashing and
shrilling of alarms, from every point of the budding: blue.
hivers were in. A domestic azi darted from cover,
terrified, darted back again, up the stairs-and screamed
and fell under a rush of majat down them.
Red-hivers. Raen whipped the gun to target and fired,
breaking up their formation, even while blue-hive swarmed
after them.
There were human cries. Doors broke open from west-wing:
Ruils burst from that cover with a handful of blues on
their heels. Raen left majat to majat, steadied her pistol
on new targets and fired, careful shots as ever in
practice, at the weapon's limits of speed. Her eyes
stayed clear. Time slowed They fell, one after the other,
young and old, perhaps not believing what they saw. Their
faces were set in horror and hers in a rigid grin.
Then a baritone piping assailed her ears and the blues
in all parts of the corridor signalled each other in
booming panic, regrouping to signals she could not read.
From east-wing came others, reds, golds, a horde of armed
azi.
Raen stood and fired, coldly desperate, not seeing how
to retreat. Some of the Kethiuy azi and the surviving blues
attempted to rally to her, but fire cut them down and a
rush of majat came over them.
Warrior fell almost at her feet, decapitated. The limbs
continued to struggle, nearly taking her off her feet.
Naked azi sprawled dead about her. She spun then, catching
her balance, and tried to run, for there was no other hope.
The blues, such as survived, were in full flight.
Something crashed down on her, crushing weight.
viii
A second time Raen lay quietly and waited to live or
die; but this time the walls were stark white and chrome,
and the frightened azi who tended her kept their eyes down
and said nothing.
That was well enough. There was nothing she particularly
wanted to hear. She was not in Kethiuy. That told her
something. Drugs hazed her senses, keeping her from wishing
anything very strongly.
This continued for what seemed days. There were meals.
She was fed, being unable to feed herself. She was moved,
bothered for this and the other necessity. She said nothing
in all this time, and from the azi there was no word.
But finally the drugs were gone, and she waked with a
majat guard in the room.
Red-hive. She recognised the badges, the marks they wore
for humans, who could not see their colours. Red-hive
Warrior.
She knew then that she had lost, lost more than
Kethiuy.
The majat gave her clothing, grey, without Colour. She
put it on, and found the close feeling of it utterly
strange. She sat afterward with her hands in her tap, on
the edge of the bed, staring at the wall. The majat guard
did not move and would not move while she did not.
There was shock attendant on regaining the human world;
there were realisations of what she had lost and what she
had become. She was very thin. Her limbs still hurt,
although she bore scars only on her side. She held her
right hand clenched in her left. feeling the beaded surface
of the chitin which was her identity: Raen, Sul-sept,
Meth-maren, Kontrin. They gave her grey to wear, and not
her Colour. There was no way to remove the other
distinction save by massive scarring. A scale lost would
re-grow. She had heard of Kontrin deprived of identity,
mutilated by assassins, or by Council order. That prospect
frightened her, more than she was willing to show. It was
all she had left to lose. She was fifteen, going on
sixteen. She was mortally afraid.
It was a very long time before the call she anticipated
came.
She went with the azi guards, unresisting.
ix
They were the authority of the Family, the available
heads of the twenty-seven holdings and the fifty-odd
subgrants, with their outworld branches. They wore the
Colours of House and sept, and glittered with chitinous
armour . . . ornament, little protection, for most was for
right-arm only; and weapons in Council were outlawed. Old
men and old women inside, although the faces did not make
it evident . . . Raen scanned the half-circular array, the
amphitheatre of Council, herself in the low center, and
realised with mixed feelings that no one present wore
Kethiuy blue. She saw Kahn, once the youngest in Council;
at seventy-two, senior of assassin-ravaged Beln sept of the
Ilit; he looked thirty. There was Moth, who showed her age
most, incredibly wrinkled and fragile . . . going soon, the
Family surmised. She was beyond her six hundredth year and
her hair was completely silver and thinning. And Lian,
Eldest of Family . . . to him Raen looked with a sudden
access of hope; Lian still alive, uncle Lian, who at seven
hundred had been immune from assassination perhaps because
the Family grew curious how long a Kontrin could live and
remain sane. Lean was one of the originals, old as the
establishment of humans on Cardin, first in Council.
And he had had friendship with Grandfather. Raen had
known him from her infancy, a guest in her home, who had
noticed her at Grandfather's feet. She tried
desperately now to meet his eyes, hoping that about him
still gathered some power to help her; but she could not.
He nodded away in his own thoughts, placid, seeming
elsewhere, and simply old, as betas grew old. She stared
past him at the others then, altogether out of hope.
There were Eron Thel and Yls Ren-barant, allies, some of
Ruil's friends. Sul had detested them. And there were
others of that ilk. She had deepstudied the whole Council
and all the Houses of greatest import to Sul Meth-maren, so
that she knew every name and face and the manners and
history of them: but the faces she should have seen were
not there, and others wore their Colours. There were new
representatives for Yalt and Then, young faces. Her skin
went cold as she reckoned what must have happened
throughout the Family-many, many Kethiuys, in so short a
time. New men had come into power everywhere, on Cerdin and
elsewhere, a new party in power, and from it only Ruil
Meth-maren was missing.
Eton Thel rose, touched his microphone to activate it,
looked at Council in general, sweeping the banks of
seats.
"Matter before the Council," he said,
"the custody of the minor child Raen a Sul
Meth-maren."
"I am my own keeper," Raen shouted, and Eron
turned slowly to stare at her, in the silence, the consent
of all the others. Of a sudden she realised in whose
keeping she was intended to be, and what that keeping might
be. The thought closed on her throat, making words
impossible.
"That you tried to be," Eron Thai said, his
voice echoing from the speakers. "You succeeded in
wiping out Ruil-sept. All perished, down to the youngest,
by your action. Child may be a misnomer in your case; some
have argued to that effect. If you held the Meth-maren
House, you would have to answer for its actions; and I
don't think you'd want that, would you? Council
means to consider your age. You'd be wise to remember
that."
"I am the Meth-maren," she shouted
back at him.
Eron looked elsewhere, signalled. Lights dimmed. Screens
central to the room leapt into life. There was Kethiuy.
Raen's heart beat painfully, foreknowing in this
prepared show something meant to hurt her. I shall
not, she kept thinking, I shall not please
them.
There was the garden, by the labs. Bodies lay in neat
rows. The scene came closer, and she recognised them for
the azi of Kethiuy, most merely workers, inoffensive and
innocent of threat to any, face after face, all of them
slaughtered and laid out for inspection, one body upon
another. The line went on and on, hundreds of them, most
strange to her, for she had not known all who worked the
fields; but there was Lia, there were others, and those
faces suddenly appearing struck at her heart. She feared
they would show her the bodies of her kin next, but they
should have been long cremated and beyond such indignities.
She hoped that this was so.
The scene shifted to the hills. Majat swarmed
everywhere, reds, greens, golds. She saw blue-hivers dead.
The lens approached the very vestibule of blue-hive. There
were white objects cast about the entry, eggs, their
fragile wrappings torn, half-formed majat exposed to the
air. Blue-hive bodies were stacked in a tangle of stilt
limbs, Workers as well as warriors, and naked human limbs
among them, dead azi.
Then Kethiuy again. Fire went up from it. Walls crumbled
to great heat. Candletrees went up in spurts of flame.
The screen dimmed; the lights of the room brightened
Raen stood still. Her face was dry, cold as the centre of
her.
"You can see," said Eton,
"Meth-maren's holding is abolished. It has no
adult membership, no property, no vote."
Raen shrugged, jaw set, not trusting her voice. This was
something in which her protests meant nothing. She was
Kontrin, well-versed in the techniques of assassination and
the exigencies of politics; and reckoned well her probable
future in the hands of an enemy House. She had deepstudied
the history of the Family. She knew the adjustments that
necessarily followed a purge, knew that even elders of
sensitive conscience would raise no objection now, not for
so slight a cause as herself, who could not repay. She
continued to focus on the empty screen, wishing a weapon in
hand, one last chance, perceiving her enemies more than
Ruil alone.
There was another stirring, from a quarter she had not
expected. She did look. It was old Moth, who had been an
ornament in Council for years, representative of little
Eft-sept of the Tern, silent whatever happened, siding with
any majority, sleeping through many a session.
"There has been no vote," Moth said.
"But there was," said Eron. "Moth, you
must have been napping." There was laughter, obedient,
from all Eron's partisans, and it had many voices.
Suddenly Eldest rose, Lian, leaning on the rail. He was
not the joke that Moth was. There was quiet. "There
was no vote;' he repeated. No one laughed.
"Evidently, Thel, you have counted your numbers and
decided a vote of the full Council would be
superfluous." Lian looked toward Raen, blear-eyed, his
face working to focus. "Raen a Sul hant Meth-maren. My
apologies and condolences, from the Family."
"Sit down, Eldest," said Eron.
The old man briefly pressed Moth's hand, and Moth
left her place and descended the steps toward the center
where Raen stood. She had difficulty with her robes and the
steps, and tottered as she walked. There was displeasure
voiced, but no one moved to help or to stop her.
"Procedures," Moth said over the speakers,
when she had gained the floor and faced them. "There
are procedures. You have not followed them."
"I will tell you something," said Eldest from
his place above. He activated his microphone.
"It's a dangerous precedent, this destruction of a
House, this . . . assumption of consent. I've lived
since the fast ship came into the Reach, and I'll tell
you this: I saw early that men couldn't live here
without being corrupted."
"Sit down," someone shouted at him.
"The hives," Eldest said, "had a wealth
to be taken; but humanity and the hive-mind weren't
compatible. A probe came down on Cerdin; it came into
red-hive possession, the crew held captive, such of them as
survived. Celia probe. The hives gained knowledge.
There was Delia, then, that got through. Back in
human space there was talk about sterilising Cerdin before
the plague could spread. But suddenly the hives changed
their attitude. They wanted trade, wanted us, wanted-one
ship, they said: one hive for humans, and the Reach set
aside for themselves."
There was sullen silence. Moth touched Raen's
sleeve, pressed her wrist with a soft-fleshed band. Someone
else started to his feet, a Delt; Yls Ren-barant stopped
him. The silence continued, deadly. Lian looked about him,
uncertainly, and pursed his lips.
"We tricked them." Lian's voice,
quavering, resumed. "We brought in human eggs and the
equipment to handle them. Half a billion eggs, all ready to
grow. And we set up where this building stands, and we set
up our labs and we started breeding while our one ship made
its trade runs and the others of us who had skill at
communication developed agreements with the hives."
His voice grew stronger. "Now do you suppose, fellow
Councillors, that the hives didn't know by then what we
were about? Of course they saw. But the human animal is a
mystery to them, and we kept it that way. They saw a
hive-structure. They saw an increasing number of young and
a growing social order which well-agreed with their own
pattern. We planned it that way. They still had no idea
what a non-collective intelligence was, or what it could
do. Just one large hive, this of ours, all one mind. They
knew better, perhaps, in theory. But the pattern of their
own thinking wouldn't let them interpret what they
saw.
"When they began to learn, we frightened them with
our differences. Frightened them most with the concept of
dying. They looked into our chemistry and understood the
process, worked out a cure for old age. They had finally
gained the dimmest notion, you see, of what our
individuality is. The hives are millions of years
old. Do you reckon why the majat were worried about our
dying? Because among majat, there are only four persons . .
. red, green, gold, and blue. Those are their units of
individuality. These persons have worked out how
to deal with each other over millions of years. They're
accustomed to stability, to memory, to eternity. How could
they deal with a series of short-lived humans? So they
cured death . . . for some of us, for those of us fortunate
enough to be born Kontrin. The beta generations, the
product of our cargo of eggs . . . they go on dying at the
human rate, but we live forever. Economic ruin, if there
were many of us. So even we Kontrin kill each other off
from time to time. The majat used to find that
shocking.
"But now things will change, won't they?
You've gotten red-hive Warriors to kill Kontrin;
blue-hive has admitted a human. Things change. Now the
majat have taken another vast leap of understanding. And
one of the four entities which has lived on Cerdin for
millions of years-is on the verge of extinction. Not beyond
recall: majat have more respect for life than we do, after
their fashion. But you persuaded them to kill an immortal
intelligence, knowingly. Several of them. And one day you
may live to see the reward of that. Thanks to majat
science, some of you may live to see it.
"Seven hundred years we've thrived here and
across the Reach. The lot of you have all you could
possibly need. The betas take care of the labour and the
trade; and the betas, the betas, dear friends, discovered
the best thing of all, discovered what the hives really
prize: they trade in humanity, altered humanity,
gene-tampered humanity, humanity that can't reproduce
itself, that self-destructs at forty, for economic
convenience. So even the betas don't have to do
physical labour; they just breed azi and balance supply and
demand. And the barrier to the Outside holds firm, so that
the whole Reach and all it produces is ours-including the
betas and the azi. None of us tries the barrier.
"Ever been out that far, to the edge? I have. In
seven hundred years a man has time to do everything of
interest. Ugly worlds. Nothing like Cerdin. But we've
established hives that far out, extensions of our four
entities here . . . or whole new personalities. Has anyone
ever asked them? We've entered into a strange new
relationship with our alien hosts; we've become
intimately involved in their reproductive process . . .
indispensable to them. Without metals, majat could never
have left Cerdin. They have no eyes to see the stars, just
their own sun, their own sun-warmed earth. But we've
changed that. Even majat don't have to work much, not
the way they used to seven hundred years ago. But they
thrive. And their numbers increase. And back here at Alpha,
this Council, this wise . . . expert Council . . . makes
ultimate decisions about population levels, and how many of
us can be born, and where; and how many betas; and where
betas can be licensed to produce azi, and when ad levels
have to be reduced. Humanity's brain, are we not, doing
for our kind what the queens do for the hives? And in that
process, we've grown different, my young
friends.
"I was here. I was here from the beginning, and
I've watched the change. I'm from Outside. I
remember. You . . . you've studied this in your tapes,
you young ones of a century or so, you Council newcomers.
I'm an old man and I'm delaying things. You think
you know it all, having been born here, in the Reach, in a
new age you think an old Outsider can't understand. But
I'm going to go on telling you, because you need to
remember it. Because the majat will tell you that a hive
that has lost its memory, that has . . . unMinded itself .
. . is headed for extinction.
"Do you know that no ship from Outside has ever
tried to reach Cerdin? Ever, since Delia?
We're quarantined. They're all around us, Outside.
Human space. These few little stars . . . are an island in
a human sea. But you don't see them trying to come in.
Ever wonder why?
"They don't want the majat my friends. They
want what the majat produce, the chitin-jewels, the
biotics, the softwares. Humans from Outside meet the betas
and the azi at Istra station, and they will pay for those
goods, pay whatever they must. They cost us little and
Outsiders value them beyond price. But they don't want
the majat. They don't want hives in their space.
"And above all, they don't want us. Alpha
Hydri, the Serpent's Eye. Offlimits by treaty. And no
one wants in. No one wants in."
"Get to the point," Eton said.
Slowly Lian turned, and stared at Eron. There was quiet,
anticipation. And suddenly outcries erupted, people
throwing themselves from seats. A bolt flew from Moth's
hand to Eton, and the man fell. Raen flung herself to the
back wall, expecting more fire, eyes scanning wildly for
weapons on the other side.
"When you practice assassination," Lian said,
while Moth held the weapon on Eton's friend Yls,
"recall that Moth and I are oldest."
Yls died. Men and women screamed and tried to bolt their
seats. Moth continued to fire. There were bodies
everywhere, on the floor, draped over seats, over the rail,
in the aisles. At last she stopped, and the half of the
Council that remained alive huddled against the door.
"Resume your seats," Lian said
Slowly, cowed, they did so. Moth still had her weapon in
hand.
"Now," said Lian, "the matter of a
vote."
Someone was sick. The stench of burning was in the hall.
Raen clenched her arms about her and shivered.
"Raen a Sul hant Meth-maren," Lian said.
"Sir."
"You may go. I think that it would be advisable to
leave Cerdin and seek some House in obscurity. You have
outlived all your enemies. Count that fortune enough for a
lifetime. I don't think it wise that you shelter with
another House on Cerdin; you could too easily become a
cause, and the Family has seen enough of that."
"Sir," she began to protest.
"There's no reason to detain you for
proceedings. The vote is only a formality. Kethiuy, is
gone; that is a fact over which Council has no control. You
broke the Pact and involved majat. The ones principally
involved are dead; their influence is ended. Your own
judgement in what you've done was that of a child, and
under compulsion. You refuse guardianship; I daresay you
are competent to survive without it. So I charge you this,
Raen a Sul: avoid insist hereafter. You are given all the
privileges of majority, and if you cross Council's
notice again, it will be under those conditions. You are
free to go, with that understanding. I suggest Meron.
Council liaison there wall be sympathetic. I have an old
estate there that you can use. You won't be without
friends or advice."
"I don't need it."
It was out of bitterness she said it. She saw Lian's
mouth go to a taut line, and reckoned that she should not
have refused; but it was not in her nature to bend. She
looked on Moth, looked on Eldest, and turned, walked, with
difficulty, to the door and her freedom.
She did not stop, nor look back, nor shed the tears that
urged at her. They dried quickly. She knew the passages
from the Old Hall at Alpha to the beta City. She carried
nothing, but the clothes she had been given and the
identity on her hand.
Leave Cerdin: she would, for there was nothing on Cerdin
she wanted.
x
The betas of the City were shocked, alarmed that a
Kontrin appeared alone among them, with bodyguards. Perhaps
they had some apprehension of trouble, having heard of the
decimation of Kontrin Houses, and of blue-hive, and
therefore feared to involve themselves in her affairs; but
they had no means to refuge.
She bought medical care, and drugs for the pain; she
slept a time in a public lodging, and recovered herself.
She bought clothing and weapons, and engaged a shuttle up
to station, where she hired a ship with the credit of the
Family-the most extravagant she could find. She was moody
and the beta crew avoided her.
That was the first journey.
It brought her to Meron. She did not take Eldest's
offer, but bought a house and lived there on the endless
credit which the chitin-pattern of her right hand
signified. There were Halds onworld: her interest pricked
at that . . . Pol and Morn; she stirred to care again.
Plotting their assassinations and guarding against her own
occupied her time . . . until Pol and Morn turned up boldly
on her doorstep, and Pol swept her a mocking curtsy.
Pol Hald. She had passed her sixteenth birthday; he was
unchanged, whatever age he really was. He stared her up and
down and she looked at him, and at Morn, who stood at his
shoulder; and she realised with a chill that her gun was on
safety in its belt-clip; she could not possibly be quick
enough.
"Your operation is entirely too elaborate,"
Pol said, grinning at her. "But well-thought, little
Meth-maren. I applaud your zeal . . . and your precocious
cleverness. Please call them off."
She fairly shook with rage, but fear chilled her mind to
clarity. Of a sudden she saw the reaction to take with this
man, and grinned. "I shall," she said.
"Thank you for the courtesy, Pol Hald."
"What self-possession you have,
Meth-maren."
"Shall I leave Meron?"
"Stay," he said, and laughed, with a flourish
of his chitined hand. "You have what Ruil never had: a
sense of balance. I know neither of us would be safe under
those terms. There'd be a new plot by
suppertime."
She regarded them through slit lids. "'Then you
leave Meron."
He laughed outright, brushed past her, into her home.
Morn followed.
She thumbed the safety of her gun and stared at them,
watching their hands. Pol folded his arms and nodded a
gesture to his cousin. "Go on," he said,
"Morn. You've no interests here."
Morn surveyed her up and down, his gaunt face untouched
by any emotion. Without a word he strode to the door and
closed it behind him.
And Pol settled in the nearest chair and folded his
arms, extended his long legs before him. His
death's-head face quirked into an engaging smile.
He ate the dinner she served him; they sat across the
table from one another: he made a proposal which she
declined, and laughed rather regretfully when she did so.
Pol's humour was infamous, and infectious; and he
hazarded his life on it now. She refrained from poisoning
him; he refrained from using whatever weapons he surely
carried on his person. They laughed at each other, and she
bade him good night.
He and she turned up at the same social events
thereafter, in the busy winter season of Kontrin society on
Meron. They smiled at each other with the warmth of old
friends, amused at the comment that caused. But they never
met in private.
And eventually there was an attempt on her life.
It happened on Meron, a year after Pol and Morn had
taken themselves elsewhere, in separate directions, Morn to
Cerdin and Pol to Andra. It happened in the night, on an.
other Kontrin's estate, a Delt, Col a Helim, who was
her current, but not exclusive interest. She was
twenty-one. Col died. She did not. None came back from that
attempt, but they were azi who had done it, and their past
was wiped, their tattoos burned away. She swore off Delts,
suspecting something local and involving a rival, and moved
and engaged a small estate on Silak.
Word reached her there that Lian had died . . .
assassination, and no one knew now how long he would have
lived, so the longest human life in the Reach reached no
natural conclusion and Kontrin everywhere had been
frustrated. The attempted coup was a failure, and the
assassins all died miserably, the penalty of failure and
the revenge of Kontrin who had considered Lian's long
life a talisman of luck, an example of their own
immortality.
Moth held Eldest's place, first in Council. The
Council thus remained much as it had been, and Raen took no
interest in its affairs . . . took no interest in the
present for anything political. There was no more Kethiuy,
although the nightmares lingered. She was mildly amused in
one respect, for she reckoned at last that the attempt on
her had been connected to Lian's impending fall; but
that had faded, the conspirators (Thel and some lesser
Houses) decimated, and matters were settled again. The
Family knew where she was at all times, and if she had been
of continuing importance to any cause, someone would have
attempted to enlist her or to assassinate her in the fear
that she belonged to some other cause. Neither happened.
The remnant of the House of Thon on Cerdin established
itself as the new liaison with the hives. Raen settled
again on Meron and, when she heard how Thon had usurped the
post with the hives, she pursued vices in considerable
variety and nuance and gained a name in Meron society. She
was twenty-four.
She had her privileges: those never failed; and she had
no lack of anything money could buy. She amused herself,
sometimes within Kontrin society and sometimes in moody
withdrawal from all contact. She looked on betas and azi
with the disdain of her birth, which was natural, and her
tedious lifespan, which was (since Lian's
assassination) indefinite, and her power, which was among
betas as fearsome as it was negligible where she would have
desired to apply it.
She had as her current interest Hal a Norn hant Ilit, a
remote and seldom-social member of the House most involved
in Meron's banking; she reckoned he might be a direct
relative, and tried to jog his memory which of his kinsmen
Morel a Sul Meth-maren had had for a lover, but he avowed
it was several, and she went frustrated. He was frustrating
in other ways, but he was a useful shelter, and they had
some common interests; few could argue comp theory with
him, or for that matter, cared to: she did, and for all the
vast disparity in their ages (he was in his third century)
and in outlook, he avowed himself increasingly
infatuated.
She found herself increasingly uncomfortable, and began
as gently as possible, to break that entanglement, coming
out of her isolation into the society he hated; a part of
that society was his grandnephew Gen.
In all of this, there was a certain leisure.
The order which Moth maintained in Council and in the
Reach was a calm one, and a prosperous one, and no one on
Cerdin or off seemed energetic enough to seek Moth's
life: it seemed superfluous, for no one expected that life
to extend much longer. What enemies Moth had were evidently
determined to outwait her, and that meant a surface peace,
what ever built up beneath. Raen reckoned with Moth in
power she might even have gone home to Cerdin, had she
asked. She simply declined to make the request, which
required on the one hand a humility toward Council she had
never acquired; and on the other, faith that Moth would
survive long enough for her to entrench herself among
friends: she dies not think so. And more than all other
reasons, she simply refused to face the ruin at Kethiuy;
there was nothing there for her.
On Meron, there was.
Then strife erupted among majat on Meron, reds and
greens and blues at odds. Golds took shelter and stayed out
of sight. Reds strayed into the passages of the City on
Meron, terrifying betas and occasioning several deaths in
panicked crowds. A Kontrin estate or two suffered minor
damage.
Raen quitted Meron then, having lost the four azi who
had served her the last several years.
The four azi, dying in their sleep, did not suffer. Raen
did, of biter anger. It gave her temporary motivation,
settling with the erstwhile Ilit lover who had let
red-hivers into the estate; but that was arranged with
disappointing lack of difficulty; and afterward she was
tormented with doubt, whether Hal Ilit had had choice in
the matter. Blue-hive, she heard, skirmished with the
others and retreated, sealed into its hill again, while
reds came and went where they would: Thons came from Cerdin
to try to persuade them back into quiet.
There was similar disturbance on Andra, and Raen was
there, . . . attempted last of all to contact blue-hive
directly, but it evaded her, and sealed itself in, while
other hives walked Andran streets with impunity.
She was thirty-four. It had been nineteen years since
Kethiuy, since Cerdin.
She began, obsessively, to practice certain skills she
had let fall in recent years. She withdrew entirely unto
herself, and ceased to mourn for the past.
Even for Kethiuy, which was the last thing she had
loved.
She was utterly Kontrin, as Moth was, as Lian had been,
as all her elders were. She had come of age.
"She's on Kalind," Pol said.
Moth regarded him and his two kinsmen with placid
eyes.
"She can be removed," Morn said
Moth shook her head. "Not yet."
"Eldest-" Tand leaned on her desk, facing her
with a lack of respect not uncommon in HaIds, not uncommon
in his generation. "Blue-hive has been astir on Meron;
she was there; and on Andra; she was there; and on Kalind;
she is there now. The indications are that she's
directly involved, contrary to all conditions and advice.
She's broken with all her old contacts."
"She's learned good taste," said Pol. He
smiled lazily, leaned back in his chair, folded his slim
hands on his belly. "And about time."
Morn fixed him with a burning look. Pol shrugged, made a
loose gesture, rose and bowed an ironic goodbye. The door
closed behind him.
"She's involved," Tand said.
Moth failed to be excited. Tand finally took the point
and stood back, folded his hands behind him, silent as
Morn.
"You are trying to urge me to something," Moth
said.
"We had thought in your good interests, in those of
the Family-there was some urgency."
"You are called here simply to inform me, Tand
Hald. Your advice is occasionally of great value. I do
listen."
Tand bowed his head, courtesy.
Bastard, she thought. Eager for advancement
however It comes fastest and safest. You hate my guts. And,
Morn-yours too.
"Other observations?" she asked.
"We're waiting;" Mom said, "for
instructions in the case."
Moth shrugged. "Simply observe. That's all I
want."
"Why so much patience with this one?"
Moth shrugged a second time. "She's the last of
a House; the daughter of an old, old friend. Maybe it's
sentiment."
Mom took that for the irony it was and stopped asking
questions.
"Simply watch," she said. "And,
Tand-don't provoke anything. Don't create a
situation."
Tand took his leave, quietly. Mom followed.
Moth settled in her chair, hands folded, dreaming into
the coloured lights that flowed in the table surface.
BOOK THREE
i
There was, in the salon of the Andra's
Jewel, an unaccustomed silence. Normally the first
main-evening of a voyage would have seen the salon crowded
with wealthy beta passengers, each smartly turned out in
expensive innerworld fashions, tongues soon loosened with
drink and the nervousness with which these folk, the
wealthy of several worlds, greeted their departure from
Kalind station. There were corporation executives and
higher supervisors, and a scattering of professionals of
various fields dressed to mingle with the rich and idle,
estate-holders, of whom there were several.
This night there were drinks poured: azi servants passed
busily from table to table, the only movement made. The
fashionable people sat fixed in their places, venturing
furtive glances across the salon.
They were the elite, the powers and movers of beta
society, these folk. But they found themselves suddenly in
the regard of another aristocracy altogether.
She was Kontrin. The aquiline face was the type of all
the inbred line, male or female, in one of its infinite
variations. Her grey cloak and bodysuit and boots were for
the street, not the society of the salon, elegant as they
were. It was possible that they masked armour . . . more
than possible that they concealed weapons. The chitinous
implants which covered the back of her right hand were
identification beyond any doubt, and the pattern held
unlimited credit in intercomp, in any system of the Reach .
. . unlimited credit: the money for which wealthy betas
strove was only a shadow of such entitlement.
She smiled at them across the room, a cold and cynical
gesture, and the elite of the salon of Andra's
Jewel tried to look elsewhere, tried to pursue their
important conversations in low voices and to ignore the
reality which sat in that corner of empty tables. Suddenly
they were uncomfortable even with the azi servants who
passed among them bearing drinks . . . cloned men,
decorative creations of their own labs, as they themselves
had been spawned wholesale out of the Kontrin's, seven
hundred years past. Proximity to the azi became suddenly .
. . comparison.
The party died early. Couples and groups drifted out,
which movement became a general and hasty flow toward the
doors.
Kont' Raen a Sul watched them go, and in cynical
humour, turned and met the eyes of the azi servant who
stood nearest. Slowly all movement of the azi in the salon
ceased. The servant stood, held in that gaze.
"Do you play Sej?" she asked.
The azi nodded fearfully. Sej was an amusement common
throughout the Reach, in lower and rougher places. It was a
dicing game, half chance and some part skill.
"Find the pieces."
The azi, pale of face, went among his companions and
found one who had the set. He activated the gaming function
of the table for score-keeping, and laid the three wands
and the pair of dice on the table.
"Sit down," said Font' Raen.
He did so, sweating. He was young, several years
advanced into the service for which he existed. He had been
engineered for pleasing appearance and for intelligence, to
serve the passengers. He had no education beyond that duty,
save what rumour fed him and what he observed of the betas
who passed through the salon. The smooth courtesy which he
had deepstudied in his training gave him now the means to
function. Other azi stood about, stricken by his
misfortune, morbidly curious.
"What's your name?" she asked.
"Jim," he said. It was the one choice of his
life, the one thing he had personally decided, out of a
range of names which belonged to azi. Only azi used it, and
a few of the crew. He was vastly disturbed at his loss of
anonymity.
"What stakes?" she asked, gathering up the
wands.
He stared at her. He had nothing, being property of the
line, but his name and his existence.
She looked down and rolled the wands between her hands,
the one glittering with chitin, and infinite power.
"It will be a long voyage. I shall be bored. Suppose
that we make wager not on one game, but on the tally of
games." She laid the wands down under her right hand.
"If you win, I'll buy you free of Andra Lines and
give you ten thousand credits for every game you've
won. Ten rounds an evening, as many evenings as there are
in my voyage. But you must wine the series to collect:
it's only on the total of games, our wager."
He blinked, the sweat running into his eyes. Freedom and
wealth: he could live out his life unthreatened, even in
idleness. It was a prize beyond calculation, and not the
sort of luck any azi had. He swallowed hard and reckoned
what kind of wager he might have to return.
"But if I win," she continued, "I shall
buy your contract for myself." She smiled suddenly, a
bleak and dead smile. "Play to win, Jim."
She offered him first cast. He took up the wands. The
azi in the salon settled silently, watching.
He lost the first evening, four to six.
ii
A small, tense company gathered in the stateroom of the
ASPAK Corporation executive. There were other such
gatherings, private parties. The salon was still under
occupation on this third evening. No one ventured there any
longer save during the day. There remained available of
course the lower deck lounge, where the second-class
passengers gathered; but they were not willing to descend
to that society, not under the circumstances. Their
collective pride had suffered enough.
"Maybe she's going to Andra," someone
suggested. "A short trip . . . perhaps some bizarre
humour . . ."
The Andran executive looked distressed at that idea.
Kontrin never travelled commercial; they engaged ships of
their own, a class of luxury unimaginable to the society of
Andra`s Jewel, and separate. Impatience, near
destination . . . even the possibility of assassins and the
need to get offworld by the first available ship: the
surmise made sense. But Andran affairs did not want a
Kontrin feud: there was trouble enough without that. This
one . . . this Kontrin, did things no Kontrin had ever
done, and might do others as unpredictable. Worse, the name
Raen a Sul stirred at some vague memory, seldom as names
were ever exchanged between Kontrin and men . . . Men . . .
Beta was not a term men used of themselves.
This one had been on Andra, and might be returning.
Majat were where they ought not to be, and suddenly Kontrin
were among them. Until lately it had been possible to
ignore Kontrin doings entirely; a man could live years and
not so much as see one; and now one came into their
midst.
"There's a rumour-" someone else said, and
cleared her throat, "there's a rumour there's
a majat aboard."
Another swore, and there was a moment's silence,
nervous glances. It was possible. Majat travelled, rarely,
but they travelled. If it were so, it would be somewhere
isolate, sinking into dormancy for the duration of the
flight. Majat parted from the hive became disoriented,
dangerous: this one would have awakened long enough to have
performed its mission, whatever it was, and to secure
passage home-function assigned it by the hive. So long, it
might remain sane, having clear purpose and a goal in
sight. Thereafter, it must sleep, awakening only in
proximity to its hive.
There were horror tales of majat awakening prematurely
on a ship; and majat horror tales were current on Andra, on
Kalind, on Meron, unreasoning actions, killings of humans.
But the commercial lines could no more refuse a majat than
they could have refused the Kontrin. It was a question of
ownership, of the origins of power in the Reach, and some
questions it was not good to raise.
Silence rested heavily on the gathering, which sat
uncomfortably on thinly padded furniture in an anteroom
designed for smaller companies. Ice rattled in glasses. The
executive cleared his throat.
"Kontrin don't travel alone," he said.
"There are always bodyguards. Where are
they?"
"Maybe they're . . . some of us," a
Kalinder suggested. "I'd be careful what I
said."
No one moved. No one looked at anyone else. No Kontrin
had ever done such a thing as this one had done: they
feared assassination obsessively, guarding the immortality
which distinguished their class as surely as did the
chitin-patterns. That was another cause by which men found
it difficult to accept the presence of a Kontrin, for her
lifespan was to theirs far longer than theirs was to that
of the azi they created. Men were likewise designated for
mortality, as surely as the Kontrin had engineered
themselves otherwise, and kept that gift from others. It
was the calculated economy of the Reach. Only the owners
continued. Men were to the Kontrin . . . a renewable
resource.
Someone proposed more drinks, They played loud music and
talked in whispers, only to those they knew well, and
eventually this party too died.
There were other gatherings in days after, in small
number, by twos and by threes. Some stayed entirely in
their staterooms, fearing the nameless threat of meetings
in the corridors, unnerved by what was happening on worlds
throughout the Reach. If there was a majat aboard, no one
wanted to find it.
The game continued in the salon. Jim's luck
improved. He was winning, thirty-seven to thirty-three. The
other azi's eyes followed the fall of the wands and the
dice as if their own fortunes were hazarded there.
The next evening the balance tilted again, forty to
forty.
iii
Andra's Jewel jumped and made slow proms to
Andra station. Ten grateful first-class passengers
disembarked and the Kontrin did not. The majority of
lower-deck passengers left; more arrived, short-termers,
for Jim, and three first-class, bound for Meron. The game
in the salon stood at eighty-four and eighty-six.
The Jewel crept outward in real-space, for Jim;
again for Sitan and the barrenness of Orthan's moons;
made jump, for glittering Meron. Such passengers who
remained, initiates of the original company, were dismayed
that the Kontrin did not leave at Meron: there had even
been wagers on it. The occupation of the salon continued
uninterrupted.
The score stood at two hundred forty-two to two hundred
forty-eight.
"Do you want to retire?" Kont' Raen asked
when the game stood even. "I've had my enjoyment
of this. I give you the chance:"
Jim shook big head. He had fought his way this far. Hope
existed in him; he had never held much hope, until now.
Kont' Raen laughed and won tine next hand.
"You should have taken it," an azi said to Jim
that night. "Kontrin don't sell their azi when
they're done with them. They terminate them, whatever
their age. It's their law."
Jim shrugged. He had heard so already. Everyone had had,
to tell him so. He worked the dice in his clenched hand.
and sat down on the matting of the azi quarters. He cast
them again and again obsessively, trying the combinations
as if some magic could change them. He no longer had duties
on the ship. The Kontrin had marked his fatigue and bought
him free of duties. He was no longer subject to ration: if
he wanted more than his meals, he did not have to rely on
tips to buy that extra He seldom chose to go beyond ration,
all the same, gave once or twice when he had been far ahead
and his appetite improved. He cast the dice now, against
some vague superstition formed of these empty days. He
played himself, to test his run of luck.
He could not have quit, the game unfinished, could not
go back to the others, to being one of them, and exist
without knowing what he had given up. He would always think
that he might have been free and rich. That would always
torment him. The Kontrin had sensed this, and therefore she
had laughed. Even he could understand the irony.
iv
Andra's Jewel reached Silak and, docked.
Ship will continue to lstra, the message flashed
to the three passengers who should have disembarked there
with the others, to seek connections further. So grand a
ship as Andra's Jewel did not make out-planet
roans with her staterooms empty. But the passengers who had
packed, unpacked, with the desperate fear that they would
do better to disembark anyway and seek other
transportation, however long they had to wait. A few more
passengers boarded. The Jewel voyaged out, ghostly
in her emptiness.
"It's the Kontrin," the ITAK envoy
whispered to his wife. "She's going to
Istra."
The woman, his partner-in-office, said nothing, but
glanced anxiously at the intercom and its blank screen, as
if this might be carried to other ears.
"What other answer?" The Istran shaped the
words with his lips, soundlessly. "And why would they
come in person? In person, after all?"
The woman regarded him in dread. Their mission to Meron,
dismal failure, had been calamity enough. It was their
misfortune that they had chosen the Jewel for
their intermediate link to Silak-tempted by the one brief
extravagance of their lives, compensation for their
humiliation on Meron.
They were executives in a world corporation; they had
attempted to travel a few days in the grand style of their
innerworld counterparts, once, once, to enjoy such
things, foreseeing ruin awaiting them on Istra. "We
should have gotten off this ship at Silak," she said,
"while we had the chance. There's only Pedra now,
and no regular lines from there. We should have gotten off.
Now it's impossible she wouldn't take notice of it.
She surely knows we're Istran."
"I don't see," he said, "how she
could be involved with us. I don't. She's from
before Meron. Unless-while we were stalled on
Meron-some message went through to Cerdin. I asked the azi
where she boarded. They said Kalind. That's only one
jump from Cerdin."
"You shouldn't have asked the azi."
"It was a casual question."
"It was dangerous."
"It was-"
"Hush! not so loud."
They both looked at the intercom, uncomfortable in its
cyclopsic presence. "It's not live," he
said.
"I think she owns this ship," the woman said.
"That's why there aren't any guards visible.
The whole crew, the azi-"
"That's insane."
"What else, then? What else makes sense?"
He shook his head, Nothing did.
v
They reached barren Pedra, and took on a straggle of
lower-deck passengers, who gaped in awe at the splendour of
the accommodations. Nothing the size of the Jewel
had ever docked at Pedra. There were no upper-deck
passengers: one departed here, but none boarded.
The game stood at four hundred eighteen to four hundred
twelve. Bets had spread among the free crew. Some of them
came and watched as the azi's lead increased to
thirteen. It was the widest the game had ever been
spread.
"Your luck is incredible," the Kontrin said.
"Do you want to quit?"
"I can't," Jim said.
The Kontrin nodded slowly, and ordered drinks for them
both.
Andra's Jewel made out from sunless Pedra
and jumped again. They were in Istran space, beta Hydri
two, snake's-tail, the Outside's contact point with
the Reach.
There were, after the disorientation of jump, a handful
of days remaining.
The game stood at four hundred fifty-nine to four
hundred fifty-one. Midway through the evening it was four
hundred sixty-two to four hundred fifty-three, and there
was still a deep frown on the face of Kont' Raen. She
cast the wands governing aspect of the dice. They turned up
star, star, and black. The aspects were marginally
favourable. With black involved, she could have declined
the hand and cancelled it, passing the wands to Jim for a
new throw. She simply declined the first cast of the dice.
The azi threw six and she threw twelve: she won the star
and it took next star automatically. twenty-four. The azi
declined first throw on the deadly black. She threw four;
the azi threw twelve. The azi had won black, cancelling his
points in the game. A low breath hissed from the
gallery.
"Do you concede?" Kent' Raen asked.
Jim shook his head. He was tired; his position in this
game was all but hopeless: her score was ninety-eight; his
was zero . . . but it was his option, and he never conceded
any game, no matter how long and wearing. Neither did she.
She inclined her head in respect to his tenacity and
yielded him the wands. His control of the hand, should
black turn up, afforded him a marginal chance of breaking
her score.
And suddenly there was a disturbance at the door.
Two passengers stood there, male and female, betas. The
azi of the salon, so long without visitors to serve of
evenings, took an instant to react. Then they hurried about
preparing chairs and a table for the pair, taking their
order for drinks.
The game continued. Jim threw two ships and a star. He
won the ships and had twenty; Raen won the star and took
game.
"Your hundred fifty-four," she said quietly,
"to your four hundred fifty-two."
Jim nodded.
"Take first throw."
He shook his head; one could refuse a courtesy. She
gathered up the wands.
A chair moved. One of the passengers was coming over to
them. Raen hesitated in her cast and then looked aside in
annoyance, the wands still in her hand.
"I am ser Merek Eln," the man said, and
gestured back to the woman who had also risen. "Sera
Parn Kest my wife."
Raen inclined her head as if this were of great moment
to her. The betas seemed to miss the irony. "Kont'
Raen a Sul," And with cold courtesy. "Grace to
you both."
"Are you . . . bound for Istra?"
Raen smiled, though coldly. "Is there anything more
remote?"
Merek Eln blinked and swallowed. "The ship must
surely start its return there. Istra is the edge of the
Reach."
"Then that must be where I am bound."
"We . . . are in ITAK, Istran Trade . . ."
". . . Association, Kontrin-licensed. Yes. I'm
familiar with the registered corporations."
"We offer our assistance,
our-hospitality."
Raen looked him up and down, and sera Kest also. She let
the silence continue. "How kind," she said at
last. "I've never had such an offer. Perhaps
I'll take advantage of it. I don't believe there
are other Kontrin on Istra."
"No," Eln said faintly. "Kontrin, if you
would care to discuss the matter which brings you
here-"
"I don't."
"We might . . . assist you."
"You aren't listening, ser Merek Eln. I assure
you, I have no interests in ITAK matters."
"Yet you chose Istra."
"Not I."
The man blinked, confused.
"I didn't divert the ship," Raen said.
"If we can be of service-"
You've offered me your hospitality. I've said
that I shall consider it. For the moment, as you see,
I'm engaged. I have four games yet to go this evening.
Perhaps you'll care to watch." She turned her back
on ser Merek Eln and sera Kest, looked at Jim, who waited
quietly. Azi were accustomed to immobility when not
pursuing orders. "What do you know of Istra?" she
asked him.
"It's a hive world. A contact point with
Outside. Their sun is beta Hydri."
"The contact point. I don't recall any
Kontrin going there recently. I knew one who did, once. But
surely there are some amusements to be had there."
"I, don't know," Jim said very faintly,
quieter in the presence of the Istrans than he had been
since the beginning. "I belong to Andra Lines. My
knowledge doesn't extend beyond the range of my
ship."
"Do these folk make you nervous? I'll ask them
to leave if you like."
"Please, no," Jim said hoarsely. Raen shrugged
and made the cast.
It came up three stars. She took first throw. Twelve.
Jim made his: two. Raen gathered thirty-six points. Jim
took up the wands as if they were venomed, threw three
whites. Raen won the dicing and automatically took
game.
"Your luck has bit a sudden downward turn,"
Raen said, gathering up the three wands. She passed them to
him. "But there's still margin. We're at four
hundred fifty-five to your four hundred
sixty-two."
He lost all but the last game, setting the tally at four
hundred sixty-three to four hundred fifty-seven. His margin
was down to six.
He was sweating profusely. Raen ordered a drink for them
each, and Jim took a great swallow of his, all the while
staring at a blank comer of the room, meeting no one's
eyed.
"These folk do make you uncomfortable," she
said. "But if you win-why, then you'll be out
among them, free and very wealthy. Perhaps wealthier than
they. Do you think of that?"
He took yet another drink and gave no answer. Sweat
broke and ran at his temple.
"How many games yet remain?" she asked.
"We dock three days from now."
"With time in the evening for a set?"
He shook his head. This was to his advantage. He still
had his lead.
"Twenty games, then." She glanced at the
Istrans, gestured them to seats on opposite sides of her
table, between him and her. Their faces blanched. There was
rage there, and offence. They came, and sat down. "Do
you want to play a round for amusement?" she asked
Jim.
"I would rather not," he said. "I'm
superstitious."
Azi served them, all four. Jim stared at the area of the
table between his hands.
"It's been a long voyage," Kont' Raen
said. "Yet the society in the salon has been pleasant.
What brings you out from Istra and back, Seri?"
"Trade," Kest said
"Ah. "
"Kontrin-" Merek Eln said. She looked at him.
He moistened his lips and shifted his weight in big chair.
"Kontrin, there's been some disturbance on Istra.
Matters are still in a state of flux. Doubtless-doubtless
you've had some report of these affairs."
She shrugged. "I've kept much to myself of
late. So trade took you off Istra."
There was a hesitation, a decision. Merek Eln went pale,
wiped at his face. "The need for funds," he
confided. His voice was hardly more than a hoarse whisper.
"There has been hardship on Istra. There's been
fighting in some places. Sabotage. One has to be careful
about associations. If you've brought forces-"
"You expect too much of me," Kont' Raen
said "I'm here on holiday. That is my
profession."
This was irony even they understood as such.
They said nothing. Kont' Raen sipped at her drink
and finished it. Then she rose and left the table, end Jim
excused himself hastily and withdrew among the azi who
served.
The thought occurred to him, not for the first time,
that Kont' Raen was simply insane.
He thought that if she gave him the chance now to
withdraw from the wager, he would take it, serve the ship
to the end of his days, content in his fate.
He lost two points off his margin the next evening. The
tally stood at four hundred sixty-seven to four hundred
sixty-three.
There was no sleep that-night. Tomorrow evening was the
last round. No one in the azi quarters offered to speak to
him. The others sat apart, as if he had a contagion. It was
the same when one approached termination. If he won, they
would hate him; if he lost, he would only confirm what they
believed, the luck that made them what they were. He
crouched on his mat in a corner of the compartment, tucked
big knees up to his chin and bowed his head, counting the
interminable moments of the final hours.
vi
Jim was at the table early as usual, waiting with the
wands and the dice. The Istrans arrived. Other azi served
them, while even beta crew arrived in the salon to watch
the last games. The whole ship was shut down to skeleton
crew, and those necessary posts were linked in by
monitor.
Jim looked at the table surface rather than face the
stares of free men who owned his contract, who had come to
watch the show. They would not own it after this night, one
way or the other.
There were light steps in the corridor, toward the door.
He looked up, saw Kont' Raen coming toward him. He
rose, of respect, the same ritual as every evening. Azi set
drinks on the table, as every evening.
She was seated, and he resumed his chair.
What others did in the room now he neither knew nor
cared. She cast the dice for the first throw; he did, and
won the right to begin.
He won the first game. She won the next. The sigh of
breath was audible all about the salon.
The third game was hers, and the fourth and fifth.
"Rest?" she asked. He wiped at the sweat that
gathered on his upper lip and shook his head. He won the
sixth and lost the seventh and eighth.
"Four sixty-nine to four sixty-nine," she
said, Her eyes glittered with excitement. She ordered ice,
and paused for a drink of water. Jim drained his glass and
wiped his face with his chilled hand. The cooling did not
seem enough in the salon. People were crowded all about
them. He asked for another drink, sipped it.
"Your stakes are greater," she said. "I
cede first throw."
He accepted the wands. Suddenly he trusted nothing, no
generosity of hers. He trusted none present. Of all the
bets which had been made on the azi deck, he was sure now
how they had been laid. The looks as the Kontrin tore away
his lead let that be known . . . who had bet on him, and
who against. Some of those against, he had believed liked
him.
He cast. Nothing showed but black and white; he declined
and she cast: the same. It was a slow game, careful. At
twenty-four he threw a black . . . chose to play the throw
against her thirty-six, and won not only the pair of ships,
but also the black, wiping out his score. His bands began
to sweat He played more conservatively then, built up his
score and declined the next black, dreading black in her
hand, which did not show. He reached eighty-eight. She held
seventy-two, and swept up a trio of stars to take the ninth
game.
It stood at four hundred sixty-nine to four hundred
seventy, her favour.
"What do you propose if we tie?" she
asked.
"An eleventh game," he said hoarsely. Only
then did it occur to him that he might have proposed
cancellation of bets. She nodded, accepting him at his
word. He must win tenth to force an eleventh.
She gathered up the wands. The living chitin on the back
of her hand shone like jewels. The wands spilled across the
table, white, white, white.
Game, for the winner.
She offered him the dice. She led; the courtesy was
mandated by the custom of the game. His hand was sweating;
he wiped it on his chest, took the dice again, and cast:
six.
She took up the cubes for her own turn, threw.
Seven.
"Game," she said.
There was silence. Then those in the room cheered . . .
save the azi, who faded back, reminded that escape was not
for their kind. Jim blinked, and fought for breath. He
began to shiver and could not stop.
Kont' Raen gathered up the wands and, one by one,
broke them. Then she leaned back in her chair and slowly
finished her drink. Quiet was restored in the room.
Officers and azi remembered that they had duties elsewhere.
Only the Istran couple remained.
"Out," she said.
The couple hesitated, indignant, determined for a moment
to stand their ground. Then they thought better of it and
left. The door closed. Jim stared at the table. An azi
never looked directly at anyone.
There was a long silence.
"Finish your drink," she said. He did so; he
had wanted it, and had not known whether he dared. "I
thank you," she said quietly. "You have relieved
my boredom, and few have ever done that."
He looked up at her, suicidal in his mood. He had been
pushed far. The same desperation which had kept him from
withdrawing from the game still possessed him.
"You could have dropped out," she reminded
him.
"I could have won."
"Of course."
He took a last swallow from his glass, mostly icemelt,
and set it down. The thought occurred to him again that the
Kontrin was quite, quite mad, and that out of whim she
might order his termination when they docked. She evidently
travelled alone. Perhaps she preferred it that way. He was
lost in the motivations of Kontrin. He had been created to
serve the ships of Andra Lines. He knew nothing else.
She walked over and took the bottle from the
Istrans' table, examined the label critically and
poured again, for him and for her. The incongruity of the
action made him sure that she was mad. There should have
been fresh glasses, no ice. He winced inwardly, and
realised that such concerns now were ridiculous. He drank;
she did, in bizarre celebration.
"None of them," she said, with a shrug at all
the empty tables and chairs, the memories of departed
passengers, "none of them could dice with a Kontrin.
Not one." She grinned and laughed, and the grin faded
to a solemn expression. She lifted the glass to him, ironic
salute. "Your contract is already purchased. Ever
borne arms?"
He shook his head, appalled. He had never touched a
weapon, seldom even seen one.
She laughed and set the glass down.
And rose.
"Come," she said.
Later, high in the upper decks and the luxury of the
Kontrin's staterooms, it came to what he thought it
might.
BOOK FOUR
i
"Commercial," Moth muttered, and steepled her
wrinkled hands, staring at them to the exclusion of the
several heads of Houses who surrounded her. She laughed
softly, contemplating the reports of chaos strewn in a line
across the Reach.
"I fear," said Cen Moran, "I lack your
perception of humour in the matter. This involves Istra,
and the hives, and the surviving Meth-maren. I see nothing
whatsoever of humour affordable in the
combination."
"Kill her," said Ros Hald.
Moth turned a chill stare on him, and he fell silent.
"Why? For trespass? I don't recall that visiting
Istra is grounds for such extreme measures."
"It's a sensitive area, Istra."
"Yes. Isn't it."
The Hald broke eye contact. Moth did not miss that fact,
but glanced instead at Moran and the others, raised
querulous brows. "I think some Kontrin presence there
might be salutary, provided it's discreet and sensible.
The Meth-maren's presence is usually quiet toward
non-Kontrin."
"A hive-world, said Moran, "another
hive-world, and critical."
"The only hive-world," said Moth,
"without Kontrin permanently resident. We've
barred ourselves from that . . . sensitive . . . contact
point, at least by custom. Depressing as Istra is reputed
to be, I suspect we simply lack enthusiasm for the
necessary privations. But majat don't seem to mind
being there, do they? In my long memory, only Lian had the
interest to visit the place after the beta City was set
down there-and that was very long ago. Maybe we should
reconsider. Maybe we've created a blind spot in our
intelligence. Reports from Istra are scant. Perhaps a
Kontrin should be there. It surely couldn't hurt their
economy."
"But," said Kahn a Belo, "this
Kontrin, Eldest? There's been trouble across the Reach.
And the Meth-maren, of the hive-masters-of that
House-the simplest prediction would tell us. . .
."
"We will let her alone," Moth said.
"If it were put to a vote," said Moran,
"that sentiment would not carry. Than would be the
logical choice, trustworthy. The Meth-maren, no."
Moth looked at him steadily. A measure would have to be
written up formally: some one of them would have to put his
name on it as proponent. Someone would have to risk his
personal influence and the well-being of his agents. She
did not estimate that Moran quite meant it as an ultimatum:
he was simply kin to the ineffectual Thons. There were more
meaningful, more inflammatory issues on which opposition
could rise. When challenge came, if it came in the Council
at all, it would not be like this, on a directive for
assassination; such things did not make good rallying
points. Assassinations were usually managed by House or
executive order, quietly and without embarrassments.
"Let her alone," Moth said, "for
now."
There was a small and sullen silence at the table. Talk
began quietly, drifted to other matters. There were excuses
made early, departures in small groups. Moth watched them,
and noted who left with whom, and reckoned that not a few
of them were plotting her demise.
And after me, she thought with a taut, hateful
smile, let it come.
She spread upon the table the reports which had occupied
the committee, all the various problems with which the
Council had to deal: over-breeding of azi, population
stresses and economic distress among underemployed betas,
turmoil in the hives, killings of greens and the
lately-recovered blues by reds and golds on Cerdin. The
Thon House, hive-liaisons in the place of Meth-marens,
proved ineffectual: the reports skirted that fact and
covered truth with verbiage.
And, persistently, reports that reds sought out Kontrin
and made gifts, trespassed boundaries, turned up in beta
areas.
There was a proposal put forward by the House of Ilit
and the econbureau that this surplus be consumed by the
modest ship-building industry of Pedra. It gathered
support; it was very possible that it would pass. It would
alleviate conditions that created discontent on several
worlds.
Moth studied it, frowning-remembered to push a button,
to summon the young man waiting-and sat leaning her mouth
against her curled hand and staring moodishly at the
persuasive statistics on the graphs. The Hald entered; she
was still pursuing her train of thought, and let him stand,
the while she read and gnawed at her finger.
At last she shifted the reports into three stacks and
then into one, and put atop it a dry monograph entitled
Breeding Patterns among the Hives.
"Commercial," she chuckled again, to the
listening walls, and looked up sharply at young Tand Hald.
'Kill her, you would say too. I've heard that Hald
point of view until my ears ache. You're nothing if not
consistent. Where's Morn?"
Tand Hald shrugged, stared at her quite directly.
"I'm sure I don't know, Eldest."
"Pol with him?"
"I'm sure I don't know that either. Not
when I left him."
"Where did you part with them?"
"Meron." He failed to flinch. The eyes
remained steady. "Pol involved himself with amusements
there. Morn went his own way; I went mine. No one controls
them."
She gazed at him steadily, broke contact after a moment.
"You want her taken out"
"I give the best advice I have."
"Why are you so apprehensive of this one subject?
Personal grudge?"
"No. Surely your agent who watches your other
agents would have turned up any personal bias in
this."
She laughed softly at the impertinence. The youngest
Hald had been with her too long, too closely. She was not
diverted. "But why then? What interference has she
ever attempted in Family business? She's never made an
economic ripple; she only-travels, from time to
time."
"Is she your agent?" Tand asked, a question
which had taken him live years to ask.
"No," Moth said very softly. "But I
protect her as if she were. She is, after a remote fashion.
Why do you fear her so, Tand?"
"Because she's atypical. And random. And a
survivor. She ought to have grudges. She never exercises
them . . . save once, but that was direct retaliation. She
never pursues the old ones."
"Ah."
"Now she's chosen a place where there's
potential for serious harm. There are Outsiders directly
available; there are hives, and no one to watch her, only
betas. Her going there has purpose."
"Do you think so? She always seems to proceed by
indirection."
"I believe there is reason."
"Perhaps there is. Yet in all these years,
she's never reached back to Cerdin."
"It was a mistake to have let her live in the first
place."
"The Family has searched for cause against her ever
since she left Cerdin. We've found none; she's
given none."
"So she's intelligent, and dangerous."
Moth laughed again, and the laughter died and she sorted
absently through the reports, shifting them into disorder.
"How long do majat live?"
"Eighteen years for the average individual."
Tand seemed vaguely annoyed by this extraneity.
"Longer for queens."
"No. How long do majat live?"
"The hives are immortal."
"That is the correct answer. How long is
that?"
"They calculate-millions of years."
"How long have we been watching them,
Tand?"
The young man shifted his weight and his eyes went to
the floor and the walls and elsewhere in his impatience.
"About-six, seven hundred years."
"How long would a cycle take-in the lifespan of an
immortal organism?"
"What kind of cycle? Eldest, I'm afraid I
don't see what you're aiming at."
"Yea. We don't, do we? We lose our memories
with death. Individually. Our records record . . . only
what we once perceived as important, at a given hour, under
given circumstances. The Drones remember . . .
everything."
Tand shook his head. A sweat had broken out on his face.
"I wish you would be clear, Eldest."
"I wish I had a long enough record at hand.
Don't you see that things have changed? No, of course
not. You're only a third of a century old yourself.
I'm only six hundred and a half. And what is that? What
is that experience worth? The Pact used to keep the hives
out of human affairs. Now reds and golds . . . mingle with
us, even with betas. Hives are at war . . . on Cerdin,
Meron, Andra, Kalind . . . On Kalind, it's blues and
greens against red. On Andra, and Cerdin, it's blues
and greens against red and gold. On Meron, it's blues
against reds and greens, and gold is in hiding."
"And Istra-"
"One can't predict, can one?"
"I don't understand what you're trying to
say, Eldest."
"Until you do-spread the word among the Houses that
Moth still has her faculties. That killing me would be very
unwise."
"The matter," Tand said tentatively, "the
matter is Raen a Sul, Eldest."
"Yes, it is isn't it?" Moth shook her
head. Blinked. At nigh seven hundred, the brain grew
unreliable, too full of information. There were syntheses
which verged on prophecy, cross-connections too full of
subtle intervening data. Her hands shook uncontrollably
with the effort of tracing down these interloping items.
Self-analysis. Of all processes, that was hardest, to know
why the data interconnected. Her eyes hurt. Her hands could
not feel the papers they handled. She became aware that
Tand had been speaking further.
"Go away," she said abruptly.
He went.
She watched him go, without doubt now: her death was
planned.
ii
The azi had settled finally, his world redefined. He
slept as if the luxury of the upper deck staterooms were no
novelty at all. Raen gathered herself up quietly, slipped
past the safety web which shrouded the wide bed, and
stretched, beginning now to think of departure, of the
disposition of personal items scattered through the suite
during the months of voyaging.
Now there was the azi . . . help or burden: she had not
yet decided which. She had second thoughts of her mad
venture, almost changed her mind even on this morning, as
often of mornings she had had doubts.
She put it from her mind, refused to think of more than
the present day; that was her solution to such thoughts, at
least for the hour, at least to pass that tedious time of
waiting and solitude. The voyage itself had promised to be
unendurable; and it was done; there had even been moments
of highest enjoyment, moments worth living, too rare to let
finality turn them sour. She refused to let it
happen-yawned and stretched in deliberate self-controlled
luxury-went blindly to the console and keyed a double
breakfast into the foodservice channel.
A red light blinked back at her at once, Security
advisement. Her pulse jolted; she keyed three, which was
the channel reserved for ship's emergencies and
notices.
MAJAT PASSENGER HAS AWAKENED. PLEASE VACATE VICINITY OF
SECTOR #31.
On schedule-alarm to the ship, none to her. She punched
in communications. "This is 512. I advise you take
extraordinary care in emergency in 31. This is not a
Worker. Please acknowledge."
They did so. She cut them off, rubbed her eyes and
sought the shower, her social duty fulfilled.
The touch of warm water and the smell of soap: some
things even tile prospect of eternity could not diminish.
Water slid over a body which bore only faint scars for all
that was past, spare of flesh despite all her public
self-indulgences. She endured heat enough to make her heart
speed, generating a cloud of comfortable steam within the
cabinet, combed her hair and punched the dry circulation
into operation.
Dry, combed, composed, she hauled a sheet out of
storage, wound into it and ventured the chill air of the
outer rooms, back to the console with a new object in
mind.
Jim's papers were on the desk. She flicked through
them, keyed in ship's store with a few requests for
display. Samples in simulacrum flashed onto the screen,
accurate representation of his body-type with one and
another suit. She indicated approval for several and put
them on her account, selected a travelling case from the
same source, along with an assortment of necessary personal
items and a few of jewellery.
Doing so amused her. She anticipated his delight. But
after the screens went dark and the only pleasant necessity
of the morning had been cared for, she sat still on the
bench and faced the prospect of Istra itself, of other
things, in a sudden dark mood which had some origin in a
morning headache.
Perhaps it was overmuch of drink the night before. She
had certainly overindulged.
Perhaps it was the azi, who had a melancholy about him
which touched strongly at her own.
She bestirred herself finally and dressed . . . plain,
beige garments, close-fitting. And, which she had not done
on the ship, she put on the sleeve-armour, which was simple
ostentation. Light, jewel-toned chitin strung on the
lightest of filaments, it ran from the living jewels of her
right hand to her collar: the beauty of it pleased her, and
the day wanted some ceremony, after such long voyaging.
She laughed bitterly, staring back at the replacement of
her fortunes, who slept, still oblivious, and thought her
all-powerful. Where it regarded a ship like Andra's
Jewel, this was surely so.
There were several cloaks among her belongings. She took
out the beige one, and intended to put it on, to hide the
sleeve armour, as it would hide the weapons she carried
constantly when she left the stateroom. But it went back
into the locker, the beige cloak; she fingered another,
that was blue, white-bordered, forbidden.
Even to have it was defiance of the Family. In almost
two decades no one had worn that Colour.
She did now, in the consciousness of isolation-quiet,
furtive defiance; let some beta make inquiry, let some
description and name be sent back to Council: at least let
it be accurate, so that had they had missed all other
signals, they might read this one, clear beyond all doubt.
She shrugged it on, fastened it, looked back again at the
azi.
Jim had worked himself into the farthest corner of the
large bed, into the angle of the two walls, limbs tucked,
foetal position. He had done it before, also in sleep. It
was somewhat disconcerting, that defensive tactic; she had
thought he had relaxed beyond it.
"Wake up:" she called sharply. "Jim. Wake
up."
He moved, disorganised for the moment; then untucked and
sat up within the webbing. He rubbed at his eyes, wincing
at what was likely a headache to match hers. He looked
strangely lost, as if he had misplaced something essential
this morning, perhaps himself.
He wanted time, she decided. She paid him no further
attention, reckoning that the best thing. He stirred out
after a moment, gathered up his clothes from the floor and
went to the bath. There was long running of water, then the
hum of the shower fans.
Cleanly, Raen thought with approval. She keyed
in the Operations channel and sank into a comfortable chair
to wait, feet propped, listening to chatter, watching the
screen with the mild interest of one who had been herself
many times at the controls of a ship on station approach.
The meticulous procedures and precautions of the big
commercial liner were typically beta, fussy and
over-cautious . . . but neither was putting a ship of this
size into station berth a process forgiving of little
errors. They would spend an amazing amount of time working
in, nothing left to visual estimation.
Channel five afforded view of their destination: this
was what she had been looking to see. There was the faint
dot of the station, due to grow rapidly larger over the
next few hours . . . and Istra, a bluish disc as yet
without definition. On the upper quarter screen, filtered,
was beta Hydri itself, the Serpent's Tail, a malevolent
brilliance which forecast less than paradise on Istra's
surface.
Two major continents, two ports onworld, a great deal of
desert covering those two continents. The weather patterns
of Istra bestowed rain in a serpentine belt, low on one
continent and coastally on the other, storms breaking on an
incredible mountain ridge which created wetlands coastward,
and one of the most regrettable desolations of the Reach on
the far side. The rainfall patterns never varied, not
during all human occupancy. Such life as Istra supported
before humans and majat came had never ascended to sapience
. . . and such as dimly knew better had retreated from the
vicinity of majat and humans both.
She had deepstudied Istra, and knew it with what
information the tapes had to give. It was not populous. The
onworld industry was agriculture, and that was sufficient
for self-support: the Family had never thought it wise to
turn its most prosperous face to the Outside, The world was
merely support for the station, that was the real Istra:
the agglomeration of docks and warehouses swinging in orbit
about Istra was the largest man-made structure in the
Reach, the channel for all trade which passed in and
out
It was a sight worth seeing if one were out this far.
She meant to do so. But it was also true that facilities at
this famous station were primitive and that ships other
than freighters did not come here. It was actually possible
to strand oneself in such a place, if she let the
Jewel go.
She went bleakly sober, staring at the screen with
greater and greater conviction that she should stay aboard
the Jewel, ride her home again to the heart of the
Reach, where a Kontrin belonged. Other acts of irritation
she had committed, but this was something of quite
different aspect. She had accomplished part of her purpose
simply by coming this far.
The Family knew by now where she was; it was impossible
that they had not noticed.
An infinite lifespan, and enforced idleness, enforced
uselessness, enforced solitude: it was a torment in which
any variance was momentous, in which the prospect of change
was paralysing. It might have taken her. The Family had
planned that it should, that finally, it would take
her.
Her lips tautened in a hateful smile. She was still
sane, a marginal sanity, she reckoned. That she was here-at
the Edge-was a triumph of will.
The blue light began to blink in the overhead: room
service. She rose and started for the door, remembered that
she had not yet clipped her gun to her belt and paused to
do so.
It was, after all, only two of the azi, bringing
breakfast and the purchases from the store. She admitted
them, and stood by the open door while they set breakfast
on the table and laid the packages on the bench, a
considerable stack of them.
To take such a breakfast, from uncontrolled sources . .
. was a calculated risk, a roll of the dice with
advantageous odds here in-the Jewel's closed
environment; but stakes all the same greater than she had
hazarded in the salon. Accepting the packages was such a
risk. The voyage, unguarded, among strangers, was a
monumental one. Or taking an azi such as Jim: the tiny
triangle tattooed under his eye was real, the serial number
tattooed on his shoulder was likewise, and both faded with
age as they should be; that eliminated one possibility . .
. but not the chance that someone could have corrupted him
with programs involving murder. Such risks provided daily
diversion-necessary chances; one regarded them as that or
went insane from the stress. One gambled. She smiled as the
two bowed, their duties done; and overtipped them
extravagantly-another self-indulgence: the delight in their
faces gave her vicarious pleasure. She was excited with the
purchases she had made for Jim, anxious for his reaction.
His melancholy was a challenge . . . simpler, perhaps, and
more accessible than her own.
"Jim," she called, "come out
here."
He came, half-dressed in his own uniform, his hair a
little disordered, his skin still flushed from the heat of
the shower. She offered the packages to him, and he was
somewhat overwhelmed, it seemed, with the abundance of
things.
He sat down and looked through the smaller packages,
fingered the plastic-wrapped clothing and the fine suede
boots, the travelling case. One small box held a watch, a
very expensive one. He touched the face of it, closed the
box again and set it aside. No smile touched his face, no
hint of pleasure, but rather blankness . . .
bewilderment.
"They ought to fit," she said, when he failed
of the happiness she had hoped for. She shrugged, defeated,
finding him a greater challenge than she had thought.
"Breakfast is cooling. Hurry up."
He came to the table then, stood waiting for her to sit
down. His precise courtesy irritated her, for it was
mechanical; but she said nothing, and took her place, let
him adjust her chair. He sat down after, gathered up his
fork after she had picked up hers, and took his first bite
only after she did. He ate without once looking at her.
Still, she persuaded herself, he was remarkably
adaptable. Limited sensitivity, the betas insisted of the
azi they created, what might otherwise have seemed abuses.
She had not understood that when she was a child: there had
been Lia, who had loved her; and she had loved Lia. But it
was true that azi did not react to things in the way of
born-men, and that there were, among them, no more Lias,
never one that she had found.
Genetically determined insensitivity? she wondered,
staring at Jim. She refused to believe it. Kontrin
geneticists had never worked in terms so ill-defined as the
ego and the emotions: and, Meth-maren, she knew the labs
better than most. No, there had to be specific biological
changes, unless betas knew something Kontrin did not, and
she refused to believe that: there had to be something,
some single, simple alteration, unaided by majat.
Less sensitivity to physical pain? She could conceive
how that might be done, and it would have psychological
consequences . . . advantageous, within limits. The
biological self-destruct in-built in azi evidenced some
beta expertise with gene-tampering.
Jim intrigued her suddenly, in that monomaniac way that
she filled her days, even important ones, with
distractions. She found herself thinking of home, and of
comforts, and of Lies human warmth; and ordinarily she
would have stopped herself at this point, dead-stopped, but
that there was a distance possible this day, in this place,
and she felt, suddenly, that life owed her something of
comfort, some last self-indulgence, some . . .
And there the thoughts did stop. She turned
them cold, and made the question merely intellectual, and
useful, the matter of gaining knowledge. Jim was a puzzle,
one fit for the time-not easy. She had the strange
realisation that they were a puzzle she had never wondered
about, the azi-a presence too useful and ordinary to
question; as she wore clothing, and never perceived the
technical skills involved in its making, until she had
chanced to desire a cloak made, and had stirred herself to
visit a place that might manage it. She had discovered by
that, a marvellous workshop of threads and colours and
machines, and an old beta who handmade things for the joy
of them, who found pleasure in the chance to work with rare
major silk. There was behind the production of the cloth an
entire chain of ancient arts, which had quite awed her-at
distance: there were gifts and gifts, and hers was not
creative.
It was that manner of insight with the azi, had been so
from the first night of the game, although it was only now
she realised why the game had mattered: she had filled her
time with it, and gained occupation-anesthetic for the
mind, such occupations, a near-at-hand focus, a work of art
to analyse and understand.
The highest one, perhaps. Weaving, sculpting, the
composing of poetry-what more than this, that Kontrin left
betas to practice? They made men.
His face was surely not unique: there would be others
identical to him, at various ages, scattered across the
vicinity of Andra. They would be high types, as he was:
technicians, house-officers, supervisors, foremen, guards,
entertainers-the latter a euphemism on jaded Meron, where
anything could be done; a great many of his doubles were
likely majat azi, for majat prized cleverness. That he was
also pleasant decoration to an establishment would not
occur to the majat, whose eyes could not determine that,
but it obviously occurred to Andra Lines. All the
serving-azi were of that very expensive class, although no
two of them were alike. Obviously they were to please the
passengers in capacities outside the salon, and Jim seemed
to have had some experience of such duties. It was
wasteful, as the elaborate decor of the ship was wasteful
and extravagant, to settle the most sensitive and capable
of azi to tasks far beneath their mental capacity. But that
was typical of beta-ish ostentation: if one could pay, one
bought and displayed, even if it was completely
senseless.
Jim finished his breakfast and sat, staring at the plate
between his hands, probably unsure what to do next, but
looking distressingly like a machine out of program.
Many, many azi were machinelike, incapable of
even basic function when diverted from their precise series
of duties, or taken from the specific house or factory to
which they belonged. A few even went catatonic and had to
be terminated if they could not be shocked out of it and
retrained. But Jim, had he won the wager, could have passed
for beta . . . save for the tattoo; he was capable of
living on his own: he was of that order, as mentally alert
as any born-man.
Lia had been such.
Jim looked up finally, perhaps conscious of her
concentration on him. There was again that sadness . . .
the same that she had met in the night, a deep and
unreachable melancholy, the same that had faced her
mirror-wise across the gaming table: suspicion, perhaps,
that some games were not for winning, even if they had to
be played out.
"You don't ask questions," she said.
He still did not.
"We're going to Istra," she said.
"I'll leave with you, then."
That sounded like a question. She realised the drift of
his previous thoughts, and leaned back, still studying him.
"Yes. You should be well-accustomed to travelling,
oughtn't you? Haven't you ever wanted to go
downworld? I should think you might have had some curiosity
about the ports this ship touches."
He nodded, with an infinitesimal brightening of the
eyes.
"You can buy," she said, "whatever you
like. My resources ceased to amuse me . . . long ago. I
pass the curse on to you: anything you want, any
extravagance. There would have been a limit to your funds
had you won. But with me, there's none. There are
hazards to my company; there are compensations too. If
there's anything on this ship you've ever wanted to
have, you're free to buy it."
That only seemed to confuse him. He had seen betas come
and go, richly dressed, ordering fine food and indulging in
ship-board pleasures: the limit of his experience in
avarice, no doubt. Any beta so invited could have imagined
something at once.
"Why don't you go change again?" she
suggested. "You don't belong in ship's uniform
any longer. See how the clothes suit you. Then you might
think about packing. We'll be docked by noon. I have
some business to attend, but when it's done, then
we'll amuse ourselves, have a look at the world, commit
a few extravagances, see if there's not some society to
disarrange. Go on, go on with you."
He looked no less confused, but he rose from table and
turned to the bench to sort through the packaged clothing.
He spilled a stack onto the floor, gathered it up again,
only to spill another, clumsiness that was not like him. He
knelt and collected everything into groups, hesitating in
his movements, finally made his selections and restored
order. The sight disturbed her, hit her like a blow to the
stomach. Azi. Motor confusion, brought on by too much
strangeness, too many changes at once. She held her tongue.
A sticking-point in the clockwork: it was like that.
Intervention would make it worse.
She thought of Lia, and pushed Lia out of her mind.
He went off with his armful of packages, into the
bedroom.
She became aware of subdued chatter from the viewer, and
rose to cut it off. Depression returned the more
forcefully, the more she tried to ignore it.
I could apply to Cerdin, she thought. I
could beg Moth and Council for shelter. I could go on
living, among Kontrin, home again. All I have to do is bow
to Council.
That was always, she reckoned, all it required. And she
would not, not now.
She started about her own packing, opening lockers and
chests in search of forgotten items.
The room lights flared red suddenly, the whole suite
bathed in the warning glow.
"Sera?" Jim was out of the bath in an instant,
his voice plaintive with alarm.
Raen crossed the room in four strides and punched in the
emergency channel, foreknowing.
MAJAT PASSENGER, the screen read, NOW MOVING. SECTION 50
PLEASE SECURE YOUR DOORS AND REMAIN INSIDE. PLEASE CALL
STATION 3 IF YOU FEEL YOU NEED ASSISTANCE.
She punched 3. "Security, this is 512. I've
noticed your alarm. Would you kindly key us out? Thank
You."
Room light went normal white again. Jim still hovered in
the doorway, looking frightened.
She checked the gun, clipped it again to her belt
beneath her cloak. "Majat hibernate in flight,"
she told him. "They shed when they wake. The
skin's still soft. Instinct-inevitably drives them for
daylight when they've shed; the gravitational
arrangement on this ship, you see, the upper decks . . . no
attack, just natural behaviour. Best just to let it wander.
It's slightly deaf in this state; the auditory palps
are soft . . . eyes none too keen either. Not to be trifled
with. I'm going out to see to it. You can stay here if
you like. Not many folk care to be around them."
"Do you want me to come?"
It was not enthusiasm, but willingness. She detected no
panic, and nodded. "If you'll make no move without
advice, The hazard is minor."
"You and the majat-are together?"
"A hazard of my company. I warned you. Their
vicinity affects some people. I hope you're
immune."
She opened the door and went out into the corridor,
where the lights were still red.
Jim followed before the door shut. "Lock it,"
she said, pleased that he had come. "Always lock
things behind me."
The sweat of fear was already glistening on his face,
but he punched the lock into operation and stayed with her
as she headed down the corridor.
iii
Corridor 50 was next the lifts and the emergency shafts.
Raen reckoned well enough how a blind majat could have
arrived on fifth level: tunnels were natural for it.
And it was there, huddled against a section-door at the
farther end of the corridor, a tall hulk of folded limbs
and fantastical chitinous protuberances. It glistened in
the red light, slick with new skin, bewildered by the
barriers that had closed before it.
"Quite blind to most of its surroundings," she
said to Jim, and the majat's palps were not all that
soft. It caught sound and turned, mandibles moving in great
agitation. It was a Warrior, hatchling-naked and
weaponless.
"Stand here by the corner," Raen said to Jim.
"Step round it if it turns ugly. Never try a long run:
no human can outrace a Warrior. Its vision, you see, is
entirely thermal, and dependent on contrasts of heat; put
something cold and solid between yourself and it, and
it's lost you. It doesn't see this corridor in
anything like our vision: it sees us, maybe . . . or places
where metal is warmed by underlying machinery, or by the
touch of a band. Never touch a wall or a surface with your
bare skin if you're trying to elude one. And they not
only detect scent: they read it."
The auditory palps still moved, perceiving sound, but at
this range, perhaps, unable to distinguish it. Seated, it
suddenly heaved itself up on two leathery legs, towering
against the overhead. It boomed a warning note.
Raen walked forward slowly, flung back her cloak, held
up both her hands, backs outward.
Air sucked in, an audible gust.
"Kontrin, " it said in deep harmonies.
"Blue-hive Kontrin."
"Blue-hive Warrior." She spoke distinctly, a
little loudly, for its sake.
"Yes," it sighed, blowing air from its
chambers. "Yess." Auditory palps swept decisively
forward, like a human relaxing to listen. It lowered its
erect body, forelimbs tucked, the whole eloquent of vast
relief, trust. There was pathos in the action,
sense-deprived as the Warrior was. Something welled up in
her, a feeling she had pursued from world to world and not
captured until now.
"I knew that a blue had taken this ship;" she
said. "I came."
It started forward in evident intent to touch, stopped
abruptly. Air pulsed in and out, thumping with the force of
its expulsion. The sound became words. "Other. Other.
Other."
She realised the fix of its dimmed vision and looked
back, where Jim waited by the corner.
"Only an azi, Warrior. Mine, my-hive. Don't be
concerned for it."
It hesitated, then stalked up to her, bowed itself,
seeking touch. She lifted both her hands to its
scent-patches. It absorbed this. Then it bowed further, and
in a gesture very like a human kiss, opened its mandibles
wide and touched the false chelae to her lips. The venomed
spike was very close, the jaws gaping on either side. The
wrong taste would snap them shut on reflex, and unlike
another Warrior, she had no chitinous defense but the
sleeve-armour. Yet the taste was sweet; it gently received
taste from her.
"No resolution," it said. "From?
From?"
"Cerdin," she said. "Once."
"Queen." The analysis proceeded in its body,
and it drew back, mandibles clashing in distress. "I
taste familiarity. I taste danger."
"I am Raen a Sul. Raen a Sul hant
Meth-maren."
It went rigid. Even the mandibles ceased to move. A
Warrior alone, it comprehended only Warrior-memories
whatever the complexities its body night carry for others
to read.
"Danger," it concluded helplessly. Auditory
pales swung forward and back. "Recently waked."
It gave warning of its own disorganisation, still trusting,
but it retreated. The mandibles began to work again in
visible distress.
"Warrior, you have reached Istra. Is this not the
place for which blue-hive intended you?"
"Yesss." It scuttled farther back from her,
into the corner next the door. "Forbidden. Forbidden.
Forbidden."
She stayed where she was. Warriors were often laconic
and disjointed in conversation, but this one seemed
mortally confused. It crouched down, limbs tucked; and
cornered, it might spring at the least advance.
"Warrior," she said, "I have helped you. If
I were not aboard, this ship might have been-stopped. An
accident might have happened to you-unit in your sleep.
This was not the case. Before you were hatched, I was in
blue-hive Cerdin, within the hive. You are Kalind blue, but
is there no memory in Kalind, of Meth-marens? Before you
left Cerdin, you knew us, Meth-maren-hive, hive-friends.
There was a hill, a lake by a place called Kethiuy. We
spoke-for all human hives."
"Warrior," it reminded her; it could not be
expected to Remember. But the auditory pains were strained
forward, and the mandibles worked rapidly. "Meth-maren
hive. Meth-maren. Meth-maren. Kethiuy. Hive-friends.
First-humans, Meth-marens. Yessss. Warrior-memory holds
Meth-marens."
"Yes," she said. She held out her hands,
offering touch, should it accept. There was no queen to
advise Warrior., no Drones to Remember for it: she had it
snared, almost, almost, and tried not to betray the anxiety
in her. It had no means to know how other blues had eluded
bar. It was going to Istra, as blues had attempted other
worlds; but this one, this sending would get through.
She saw to it, though blue-hive elsewhere had
fleet her and met disaster, had voyaged and never wakened,
or perished in ambush. This one lived, at the one world
where she had a chance of protecting it.
As the one world where there was no one of the Family to
stop her or forbid her access to the hives.
"Warrior. You were sent to Istra, True?"
"True."
"Our purposes coincide, it may be. Tell me. Why
have you come here? What message do you carry?"
It held its silence, thinking, perhaps. It was a new
generation, this Warrior; eighteen years was the time of a
new generation for its kind . . . all across the Reach, a
new generation of blue-hive, quiet within its separate
hills-blues withdrawn, while greens came to the labs
managed by Thons, performed as always, abided by the Pact
under Thon direction.
Until last year.
"Why have you come?" Raen asked.
It eased forward again, wary. The fix of her head was
not toward her, but beyond. It turned the head then,
rotating it on its circular joints. "Azi. Meth-maren
azi."
It wanted touch. Majat called it Grouping, the need to
be emotionally sure of others. Jim remained where she had
left him, red-dyed in the light. "My azi," Raen
confirmed, her heart beating rapidly. "Jim. Jim, come
to me, slowly."
He could break and run. She stood in Warrior's way,
and perhaps, only perhaps she could restrain Warrior from
the kill if Jim set him off. But Jim left his corner and
came, stopped at yet a little distance, as if suddenly
paralysed. Warrior shifted forward, the matter of three
strides that Raen could not match, and leaned over him.
Jim had simply shut his eyes in panic. Raen reached him,
caught his arm, shocked him out of it. "Touch,"
she told him. "You must touch it." And when he
did not move with propriety, reaching instead to the
thorax, Raen took his right hand in hers, guided it between
the jaws to Warrior's offered scent-patches. The huge
Warrior, only minimally sane, bent lower, jaws wide,
touched false chelae to Jim's lips, taking taste as
well as scent. Jim's face broke out in sweat: this too
warrior tasted, sweeping it from his brow with the delicate
bristles of the false chelae.
'Trust it," Raen whispered into his ear, yet
gripping his arm. "Stand still, stand still; blues
will never harm you once this Warrior has reported on
Istra. It can't recognise faces, but it knows the taste
now. Maybe it can even distinguish you from your
duplicates; I'd imagine it can."
She let go. Warrior had perceptibly calmed. It touched
at Jim, touched her.
"Blue-hive," it murmured, deep baritone. And
then with a distressed waving of its palps:
"Danger."
"There is danger everywhere for blues:' Raen
offered her right hand to its mandibles, willful hazard,
comforting gesture. "Hive-friend. Do you also bear
taste of reds? Of Kethiuy? Of killing?"
Mandibles clashed as her hand withdrew; jaws smoked,
strongly enough to decapitate human or majat.
"Killing," it moaned from its chambers, deep
harmony. "Red-hive, killings, yess."
"I was there, on Cerdin, when reds killed blues.
Does Kalind blue remember that? Messengers went out from
Cerdin then. Surely some got through. Some must have
lived."
"Not-clear. Drone-function."
"But you know Cerdin."
"Cerdin." It sucked air and expelled it
softly. "Yess. Cerdin. First-hive. This-unit does not
make full understanding. This-unit will report. Blue queen
of Istra will interpret. Queen will understand."
"Surely she will."
"This-unit will not see Kalind again. This-unit is
cut off. I can carry this message no farther than the
Istran queen. Then I musk unMind."
"Perhaps the Istran queen will take you instead,
Warrior, and change that instruction."
"This-unit hopes."
"This-unit also hopes, Warrior."
Palps caressed her face with great tenderness. Truly
neuter, Warrior had no concept of any function but duty;
yet majat units could feel some sentiment on their own, and
Warriors were-very slightly-egocentric.
She laid her hand on its forelimb. "What brings you
here? What message, Warrior? Answer me."
The great armoured head rotated in that gesture that had
so many nuances to majat vision. "This-unit does not
know; I taste of revenge, Kethiuy-queen."
It was complex, then, locked within its body-chemistry;
it gave her Warrior-reading only, and the Warrior-mind
conceived it as revenge. A chill ran over her skin, an echo
of things past.
"I have known you before, Warrior."
"Warrior memory," it confirmed, and touched at
her, touched at them both. "Meth-maren. Yesss. Not all
Kontrin are friends. Trust you. Trust you,
Kethiuy-queen."
A message had gotten through, eighteen, nineteen years
ago. Warrior was with her. She touched it, her hand
trembling.
"We will be docking soon, Warrior. You must secure
yourself for your own protection, and not trouble these
beta humans. They are no harm, no harm to you."
"Yes," it agreed. It reared up and looked
about, head rotating half this way and half that.
"Lost," it complained. "Human-hive.
Lost."
"Come," she bade it, and brought it to a
security panel, took its right chela and touched it to the
emergency grip. It clenched it, secure then as a human
safely belted. "You must stay here, Warrior. Let your
skin dry. You've come high enough. Hold and wait, and
harm no human who doesn't threaten you. I'll come
for you when it's time."
"Lost. This-unit must find Istra blue."
She stroked the sensitive side-pales, reckoning what a
complex and fearful task Warrior faced, with no sun
overhead, encased in one cold metal structure after another
on its way. Majat did not easily comprehend that it was not
all one sun and all one world. It had entrusted itself to
betas for hire, hoping it was given right directions, set
on the right ship; and blue messengers faced other
obstacles, for Kontrin discouraged their travelling, and
accidents befell one after the other. "I will guide
you," she told it. "Stay. Wait for me."
"Blue-hive," it breathed, bowed under the
pleasurable caress. Jaws clashed. "I wait.
Yesss."
"My-chamber is twelfth door beyond the
turning-left, as you face."
"This-unit guards."
"Yes," she agreed, touched the pulps and drew
back. The halls were cold; its processes were slow: it was
all too willing now to sink down and rest. She thought of
bidding it instead to her own suite, but there was Jim, who
stood against the wall in a seeming state of shock. She
soothed it a last time with her hand, turned away and took
Jim with her, trusting it would be safe; indeed, no one
would likely venture that ball, and if someone would have
harmed it, of those aboard, that would have been done while
it slept, helpless-not now.
This messenger would get through.
Is this the best action? the Mother of Cerdin
had asked. Among majat there were no children, only eggs,
and adults. Mother had asked a human for advice, and a
child had answered: Mother had not known.
It was wise that humans had been forbidden the hive,
direct access to queens, to Drones, to the Mind. She
abhorred now what she was doing, imprinting Warrior, while
it was unadvised by any queen.
That imprint would enter Istran blues, as truth, as true
as Warrior's legitimate message.
It was her key to the hives.
iv
Jim exited the bath, whiter than he had been. He had
lost the breakfast, and decided on another prolonged bath.
Now, wrapped in a bathsheet, he flung himself belly-down on
the wide bed and showed no disposition to move.
Raen bent over him, touched his damp shoulders.
"You're sure you're all right? You didn't
let it scratch you, did you?"
"All right," he echoed indistinctly. She
decided that he was, and that the kindest thing she could
do at the moment was to let him lie. He was shill
overheated from the water. She pulled a corner of the
bedclothes loose and flung over him, shrugged and walked
back to her own business.
She packed, settling everything with precision into bar
several cases-scuffed and battered from much use, that
luggage-but it contained so well the things she would not
give up, from world to world. Most that she had bought on
the ship she thought of leaving; and then she decided
otherwise and simply jammed things in the more tightly:
Istra did not promise their equal.
To all of it she added the fifth and sixth cases, the
deep. study apparatus and her precious tapes; she never
trusted a strange apparatus, and the tapes-the tapes she
kept much beyond their usefulness for casual knowledge,
some for pleasure, some for sentiment, a few for reference.
And there were half a dozen that Council would be aghast to
know existed in duplicate; but Hal Ilit had admitted her
within his security, and never seen beyond his own
self-indulgence, his own vanity, not even in dying. She
counted the tapes through, making sure everything was in
its slot, nothing lost, nothing left to assumption.
And she would have taken the refuge deepstudy offered
for an hour now, having finished all else: it was the best
antidote for unpleasantness. But Jim was there, and she did
not mean to make the hit's mistake: under deepstudy,
one was utterly helpless, and she would not, would never
accept sinking into that state in another's presence,
even an azi's. She paced the suite in boredom, and
finally, sure beyond doubt that there remained nothing to
do, she sat down and keyed in the viewer, one of the
entertainment channels.
Beta dramas, trivial and depressing . . . worse, when
one knew the deliberate psych-sets which had gone into
training their lab-born ancestors: work to succeed, succeed
to be idle, consume, consume, consume, consumption is
status. It worked, economically: on it, the entire economy
of the Reach thrived; but it made excruciatingly boring
drama. She keyed in docking operations, and found more
interest simply in watching the station spin nearer, the
abstract shift of light and shadow across its planes.
She heard a sound from the other room. Jim was up and
about. She listened for him to head for the bath again in
distress, but he did not, and she decided that he had
recovered. She heard a great deal of walking back and
forth, the crumbling of plastics, and finally the click of
a suitcase closing. She looked round the side of the chair
and saw him, dressed in conservative street clothes,
setting his case beside her several.
He could indeed have been beta, or even Kontrin: he was
tall. But he was a little too fair; and there was the
minute tattoo beneath the right eye.
"You look very fine, Jim."
He glanced down, seeming embarrassed. "I thank you,
sera."
"Formalities are hardly appropriate in
private." She spun the chair about from the viewer and
looked up at him. "You're all right,
then."
He nodded. "I'm sorry," he said almost
inaudibly.
"You didn't panic; you stood your ground. Sit
down."
He did so, on the bench against the wall, still slightly
pale.
"Meth-maren," she said, "is not a
well-loved name among Kontrin. And sooner or later someone
will make an attempt on my life." She opened her right
hand, palm down. 'The chitin grafted there is
blue-hive; blue-hive and the Meth-marens met a common
misfortune two decades ago. Warrior and I have something in
common, you see. And listen to me: I once had a few azi in
my employ. Somehow a gate was left unlocked and red-hive
majat got in. I sleep lightly. The azi didn't. The room
was no pretty sight, I may tell you. But an azi who would
walk with me out there into the hall . . . might have been
of some use to me that night."
"On the ship-" He always spoke in a hushed
voice, and the more so now. "We have security
procedures. I understand them."
"Do they teach you about self-defense?"
A slight shake of the bead.
"They just tell you about locks and accesses and
fire procedures."
A diffident nod.
"Well, that's far better than nothing. Hear
this: you must guard my belongings and things that I'll
use and places that I'll come back to, with far more
care than you use guarding me. I take care of myself, you
see, and most of my enemies wouldn't go for a head-on
attack on me if there were an easier way, no, they'd go
for something I'd use, or for an unlocked door. You
understand what I'm talking about."
"Yes, sera."
"We're docking in an hour or so. You could save
confusion by getting a baggage cart up here. I really
don't think azi are going to be safe coming up here,
not past Warrior out there. But it wouldn't hurt you,
not if you let it touch you and identify, you understand.
No more than it would me. You have the nerve for
it?"
He nodded.
"Jim, perhaps we may stay together a long
time."
He stood up, stopped. "Nineteen years," he
said. And when she gave him a puzzled frown: "I'm
twenty-one," he said, with the faintest quirk of a
smile.
Azi humour. He would live to forty. A feeling came on
her the like of which only the blues had stirred in many
years. She recalled Us, and the gentle azi of her
childhood: their dead faces returned with a shock; and the
slaughter, and the burning . . . She flinched from it.
"I value loyalty," she said, turning away.
He was gone for a considerable time. She began to pace
the room, realised that she was doing it and stopped,
thought of going after him, hated to show her anxiety among
betas.
At last the blue light winked in the overhead and she
hurried to open the door, stood back to admit him and the
cart.
"No trouble?" she asked him. Jim shook his
head with a little touch of self-satisfaction and began at
once putting the baggage on.
He finished, and settled, lacking anything else to do;
she sat, watching their approach to station. Their berth
was in sight; the station was by now a seemingly stationary
sprawl extending off the screen on both sides, an amazing
structure, as vast as rumour promised.
And ships, ships of remarkable design, linked to their
berths-freighters, as bizarre in shape as they needed to
be, never landing, only needing the capability to link to
station umbilicals and grapples; the only standard of
construction was the docking mechanism, the same dimensions
from the tiniest personal craft to the most massive
liner.
A ship was easing out as they came in, slowly, slowly,
an aged freighter. The symbols it bore were unlike any
sigil or company emblem in Ram's memory; and then she
realised it for the round Sol emblem. A thrill went through
her.
An Outsider ship.
A visitor from beyond the Reach. It drifted like a dream
image, passed them, vanished into the Jewel's
own shadow.
"Outsider," she said aloud. "Jim, look,
look-a third one at berth is the same design."
Jim said nothing, but he regarded the image intently,
with awe on his face.
"The Edge," Raen said. "We've reached
the Edge."
v
Merek Eln's hands trembled. He folded his arms and
paced, and looked from time to time at Pam Kest.
"We'd better call in," he said.
"There's time enough."
"With a majat involved-' she objected. "A
majat! How long can the thing have been aboard."
"It's with her. Has to be." He
looked toward the door with an inward shudder, thinking of
the majat stalking the corridors at liberty, half-sane from
its dormancy. The Kontrin had at least calmed the creature:
the emergency channel had said so, and thanked her, whether
or not the Kontrin cared for anyone's gratitude. But
worse could go wrong than had. They had been long away from
Istra, half a year removed from the situation there, long
removed from the last message.
He stepped suddenly to the console.
"Merek," Parn said, rising, and caught his
arm. Sweat stood on her face; it did on his. Her hand fell
away. She said nothing. Their cover no longer served to
protect them. There was no more guarantee of safety, even
in coming home.
He sat down at the console and keyed in the
communications channel. Communications was fully occupied
with the flow of docking instructions; a message would have
to go Priority, at high cost.
Communications wanted financial information beyond
ordinary credit; it accepted a string of numbers and codes
to bounce back through worldbank, and finally a chain of
numbers which was the destination of the message, ITAK
company representative on-station.
GO, it flashed.
Merek keyed response. NOTIFY MAIN OFFICE MERON MISSION
INBOUND. URGENT ITAK ON STATION MEET US AT GATE WITH
SECURITY. AWAIT REPLY WITH DEEP DISTRESS.
There was the necessary long delay.
"You shouldn't have mentioned Meron," Pare
said at his shoulder. "You shouldn't have. Not on
a public channel."
"Do you want to do this?"
"I wouldn't have called."
"And there wouldn't have been anyone to meet us
but maybe-maybe some of the office staff; and maybe things
have changed on the station. I want our own security out
there."
He mopped at his face, recalling codes. DEEP: that was
trouble; and DISTRESS at the end of any message meant
majat. He dared not talk of Kontrin. One had no idea where
their agents might be placed.
ITAK REPRESENTATIVE WILL BE AT GATE, the re, ply flashed
back. DEEP DISTRESS UNDERSTOOD. OUR APOLOGIES.
It was the right code, neatly delivered. Merek bit at
his lip and keyed receipt of the message.
ITAK took care of its people, if ITAK had the chance to
move first. And if other messages had been sent, from the
Kontrin or another agency, surely it was best to have
broken cover and asked for help.
Parn took his hand in hers, put her arm about his
shoulders. He was not sure that he had done the right
thing; Pare herself had disagreed. But if some message had
gone ahead, if the ship had even done something so innocent
as flash its tiny passenger list ahead, then it was
necessary to be sure that among those gathered to meet the
Jewel, ITAK would be chiefest.
vi
"Warrior," Raen called softly.
It stirred, let go its hold on the emergency grip.
"Warrior, we are docked now. It's Raen
Meth-maren." She came and touched it, and it must
touch in return, and examine Jim as well, swift
gestures.
"Yes," it said, having Grouped.
"Jim." Raen gestured at the nearby lift. Jim
manoeuvred the baggage cart in, pressed himself against the
inside wall as Warrior eased in, and Raen followed.
The doors sealed, and the lift moved. The air grew very
close very quickly with the sealed system and the big
majat's breathing. Warrior smelled of something dry and
strange, like old paper. The chitin, still wet-looking from
shedding, was dry now; where Warrior had broken his old
shell, the ship's crew might find a treasure-trove . .
. none of the Drone-jewels, of course, but material which
still had value in ornament: so the hive paid a bonus on
its passage. Warrior regarded them both, mildly distressed
as the lift reoriented itself; the great head rotated
quizzically: compound eyes made moiré patterns under
the light, shifting bands of colour buried in jewel-shard
armour.
It was beautiful. Raen stroked fits palps to soothe it,
and softly it sang for her, warrior-song.
"Hear it?" Raen asked, looking at Jim.
"The hives are full of such sound. Humans rarely hear
it."
Again the lift shifted itself to a new alignment, hissed
to a stop. The doors opened for them. Azi on duty fled
back, giving them and their tall companion whatever room
they wanted.
There was the hatch, and a wafting of the cold, strange
air of Istra station, dark spaces and glaring lights. Crew
waited to bid them farewell, a changeless formality: so
they had surely wished every passenger departing over the
long voyage; but there was the strained look of dementia in
their eyes and behind their smiles. Andra's
Jewel could go home now, to safe and friendly space,
to ordinary passengers, and her staterooms would fill again
with beta-folk, who never thought of Kontrin or majat save
at distance.
Raen lingered to shake hands with each, and laughed.
Their hands were moist and cold, and their fingers
avoided the chitin on her hand where they could.
"Safe voyage," she wished them one and
all.
"Safe voyage," Warrior breathed, incapable of
humour.
No one offered to help them down the ramp. Jim managed
the baggage, struggling with the cart which they had
tacitly appropriated. They boarded the conveyer and rode it
down.
There at the bottom of the ramp stood the Istran pair,
inside the security barriers, with a clutch of business
types and three other: who might be azi, but not domestics:
guards. Raen moved her hand within her cloak, rested it by
her gun, calculating which she might remove first if she
had to . . . simple reflex. Her hand rested comfortably
there.
The moving ramp delivered them down, and there was view
of a drab, businesslike vastness, none of the chrome and
glitter of Meron, none of the growing plants of Kalind, or
the cosmopolitan grandeur of Cerdin station. This station
wasted nothing on display, no expensive shielded viewports.
It was all dark machinery and automata, bare joinings and
cables and every service-point in sight and reach of hands.
It was a trade-station, not for the delight of tourists,
but for the businesslike reception of freight. Conveyers
laced overhead; transport chutes and dark corridors led
away into narrow confinements; azi moved here and there,
drab, grey-clad men, unsmiling in their fixation on
duty.
Raen inhaled the grimness of it and looked leftward,
third berth down, hoping for exotic sights of Outsiders,
but all docks looked alike, vast ramps, dwarfing humans,
places shrouded in tangles of lines and obscured by
machinery. A few human figures moved there, too far to
distinguish, tantalising in their possibilities. And she
could not delay to investigate them.
"Lost," Warrior complained, touching nervously
at her. The air was cold, almost cold enough to make breath
frost. Warrior was almost blind in such a place, and would
grow rapidly sluggish.
And the Istrans came forward, further distressing it.
Raen reached left-handed to comfort it, and gave Merek Eln
a forbidding stare.
"I'd keep my distance," she said.
Ser Merek Eln did stop, with all his companions. His
face was ashen. He looked at the tall majat and at her, and
swallowed thickly.
"My party is here," he said. "We have a
shuttle engaged would you consider joining us on our trip
down, Kont' Raen? I . . . would still like to talk with
you."
She was frankly amazed. This little man, this beta, came
offering favours, and had the courage to approach a majat
doing it. "My companions would make that rather
crowded, ser."
"We have accommodation enough, if you would
"Beta," warrior intoned. "Beta
human." It moved forward in one stride, to touch the
strange human who offered it favours, and Raen put up her
hand at once, touched a sensitive auditory palp,
restraining warrior. It endured this indignity,
fretting.
Merek Eln had not fled. It was possibly the worst moment
of his life, but he stood still. Her respect for him
markedly increased.
"Ser," she said, "our presence here must
be very important to you personally."
"Please," he said in a low voice.
"Please. Now. The station is not a secure place to be
standing in the open. ITAK can offer you security. We can
talk on the way down. It's urgent."
All her instincts rebelled at this: it was dangerous,
ridiculously dangerous, to accept local entanglements
without looking into all sides of the matter.
But she nodded, and walked with them. Jim followed.
Warrior stalked beside, statuary in slow motion, trying to
hold to human pace.
Their course took them along the dock, nearer and nearer
the Outsider berth.
Raen tried not even to glance much that way: it
distracted her from the general survey of the area, which
her eyes made constantly, nervously. But there were
Outsiders; she knew they must be such, by their strange
clothing and their business near that berth.
"Are such onworld too?" she asked. "Do
they come downworld?"
"There's a ground-based trade mission,"
Kest said.
That cheered her. She could bear it no longer, and
stopped and stared at a group of men near them on the dock
. . . plainly dressed, doing azi-work. She wondered whether
they were true men or what they were. They stopped their
work and stood upright and gaped . . . more at the majat,
surely, than at her.
From Outside. From the wide, free outside, where men
existed such as Kontrin had once been. Until now, Outsiders
had seen only the shadows of Kontrin; she wondered if they
knew-what betas were, or if they had the least
comprehension of Kontrin, or realised what she was.
"Sera," Eln said anxiously. "Please.
Please."
She turned from the strangers, reckoning the open places
about them, the chance of ambush. Warrior touched her
anxiously, seeking reassurance. She followed the Eln-Kests
at what pace they wanted to set, uncertain whether they
were evading possible assassins or walking among them.
BOOK FIVE
i
"The old woman has something in mind," Tand
said. "I don't like it."
The elder Hald walked a space with his grandnephew,
paused to pull a dead bloom from the nightflower.
Neighbouring leaves shrank at the touch and remained furled
a moment, then relaxed. "Something concrete?"
"Hive-reports. Stacks of them. Statistics. She may
be aiming something at Thon. I don't know. I can't
determine."
The elder looked about at Tand, his heart labouring with
the heavy persistence of dread. Tand was outside the
informed circles of the movement. There were many things of
which Tand remained ignorant: must. Where Tand stood, it
was not good that he know . . . near as he was to the old
woman's hand. If the blow fell, all that he knew could
be in Moth's hands in hours. "What kind of
statistics? Involving azi?"
"Among others. She's asking for more data on
Istra. She's . . . amused by the Meth-maren. So she
gives out. But here's the matter: she muttered
something after the committee left. About the Meth-maren
serving her interests . . . conscious or unconscious on the
Meth-maren's part, I don't know. I asked her flatly
was the Meth-maren her agent. She denied it and then hedged
with that."
The Hald dropped the dry petals, his pulse no calmer.
"The Meth-maren is becoming a persistent
Irritant."
"Another attempt on her-might be
advisable."
The Hald pulled off a frond. Others furled tightly,
remained so, twice offended. He began to strip the soft
part off the skeleton of the veins. It left a sharp smell
in the air. "Tand, go back to the Old Hall. You
shouldn't stay here tonight"
"Now?"
"Now."
One of Tand's virtues was his adaptability. The Hald
pulled another frond and stripped it, trusting that there
would not be the least hesitation in Tand, from the garden
walk to the front gate to the City. He heard him walk away,
a door close.
His steps would be covered, cloaked in innocence . . . a
supposed venture in the City; and back to Alpha, and Old
Hall. There were those who would readily lie for him.
The Hald wiped his hand and walked the other path, up to
other levels of the Held residence at Ehlvillon, to
east-wing, to other resources.
A pattern was shaping.
On Istra . . . things had long been safe from Council
inspection. Communications had been carefully channelled
through Meron, screened thoroughly before transmission
farther.
He walked the balls of panelling and stone, into the
shielded area of the house comp, leaned above it and sent a
message that consisted of banalities. There was no
acknowledgement at the other end.
But three hours later, a little late for callers, an
aircraft see down on the Hald grounds, ruffling the waters
of the ornamental pond.
The Hald went out to meet it, and walked arm in arm with
the man who had come in, paused by the pool in the dark,
fed the sleepy old mudsnake which denned there. It gulped
down bits of bread, being the omnivore it was, its
doublehinged jaws opening and clamping again into a fat
sullenness,
"Nigh as old as the house," the Hald said of
it.
Arl Ren-barant stood with folded arms. The Hald stood up
and the mudsnake snapped, then levered itself off the bank
and eased into the black waters, making a little wake as it
curled away.
"Some old business," said the Hald, "has
surfaced again. I'm beginning to think it never left at
all. We've been very careless in yielding to
Eldest's wishes in this ease. I'm less and less
convinced it's a matter of whim with her."
"The Meth-maren?" Ren-barant frowned and shook
his head. "Not so easy to do it now. She's
completely random, a nuisance. If it were really worth the
risk-"
The Hald looked at him sharply. "Random. So what
happened on Meron?"
"A personal quarrel, left over from the first
attempt. Gen and Hal have become a cause with the Ilits. It
was unfortunate."
"And on Kalind."
"Hive-matter, but she wasn't in it. Blues have
settled again. Reds seem to be content enough."
"Yes. The Meth-maren's gone. Meron's
damaged and Kalind isn't unscathed. Attention rests
where it doesn't suit us. The old hive-master's
talent . . . Arl, we have an enemy. A very dangerous
one."
"She hardly made a secret of her going to Istra.
Why make so much commotion of it, if she's not as mad
as we've reckoned? A private ship could have reached
there in a direct jump. She could have had time to work . .
."
"The whole Council noticed, didn't they? It was
bizarre enough that it caught the curiosity of the whole
Council. Attention focused where we don't need it
focused at all."
Ren-barant's face was stark, his arms tightly
clenched. "Cold sane, you think."
"As you and I are. As Moth is. I have news, Art.
There was a majat on that liner when it left Kalind. We
haven't discovered yet how far it went, whether all the
way with her or whether it got off earlier."
"Blue messenger?"
"We don't know yet. Blue or green is a good
bet."
Ren-barant swore. "Thon was supposed to have that
cut off."
"Majat paid the passage," the Hald said.
"Betas can't tell them apart. The Meth-maren
boarded at the last moment . . . special shuttle, a great
deal of noise about it. We knew about her very quickly. Use
of her credit was obvious, at least the size of the
transaction and the recipient, which was Andra Lines,
through one of their sub-agents. But the majat paid in
jewels, cash transaction, freighted up dormant and
inconspicuous . . . a special payment to someone, I'll
warrant. Cash. No direct record to our banks. No tracing.
We still can't be sure how much was actually paid:
probably a great deal went into the left hand while the
right was making records; but the Meth-maren was right
there, using vast amounts of credit, very visible. We
didn't find out about the majat until our agents
started asking questions among departing passengers. Betas
won't volunteer that kind of gossip. But the whole
operation, that a hive could bypass our surveillance and do
it so completely, so long-"
"The Thons do nothing. Maybe we'd better ask
some questions about the quality of that support."
"She's Meth-maren; the Then hive-masters have
no influence with the blues. And Council can vote Thon the
post; they can't make them competent in it. Anyone can
handle reds. The test is whether Thon can control the
blues. I think Thon is beyond the level of their
competency, for all their assurances to us. The
Meth-maren's running escort for majat; she outwitted
Thou, and she's made Council look toward Istra. The old
woman, Arl, the old woman is collecting statistics;
she's taking interest again; there's a chance
she's taken interest for longer than we've
known."
The Ren-barant hissed softly between his teeth.
"There's more," the Hald said. "The
old woman dropped a word about the Meth-maren
being-useful. Useful. And that with her sudden
preoccupation with statistics. Istran statistics, The Pedra
bill is coming up. We'd better be ready, before the old
woman hits us with a public surprise. Istra's
vulnerable."
"Someone had better get out there, then."
"I've moved on that days ago." And at the
Ren-barant's sudden, apprehensive stare.
"That matter is on its way to being solved.
It's not the Meth-maren I'm talking
about."
"Yes," the Ren-barant said after a moment.
"I can see that"
"Tand's next to her. He stays, no breath of
doubt near him. The organisation has to be firmed up, made
ready on the instant. You know the program. You know the
contacts. I put it on you. I daren't. I've gone as
far as I can."
The Ren-barant nodded grimly. They began to part
company. Suddenly the Ren-barant stopped in his tracks and
looked back. "There's more than one way for Moth
to use the Meth-maren. To provoke enemies into following
the wrong lead."
Ros Hald stared at him, finally nodded. It was the kind
of convolution of which Moth had long proved capable.
"We've counted on time to take care of our
problems. That's been a very serious mistake. Both of
them have to be cared for-simultaneously."
The mudsnake surfaced again, hopeful. The Hald tossed it
the rest of the morsel: sullen jaws snapped. It waited for
more. None came. It slipped away again under the black
waters and rippled away.
ii
The Istran shuttle was an appalling relic. There was
little enough concession to comfort in the station, but
there was less in the tight confines of the vessel which
would take them down to surface. Only the upholstery was
new, a token attempt at renovation. Raen surveyed the
machinery with some curiosity, glanced critically into the
cockpit, where pilot and co-pilot were checking charts and
bickering.
The Istrans had settled in, all nine of them, Merek Eln
and Pam Kest, the several business types and their azi
guard. Warrior had taken up position in the rear of the
aisle, the only space sufficient for its comfort and that
of the betas. It closed both chelae about tire braces of
the rearmost seats, quite secure, and froze into the
statue-like patience of its kind.
Jim came up the ramp, and after some little perplexity,
secured the whole carrier into storage behind the
Eln-Kest's modest luggage, . . . forced tire door
closed. Raen let him take his seat first, next the sealed
viewport, then settled in after, opposite Merck Eln, and
fastened the belts. Her pulse raced, considering the
company they kept and the museum-piece in which they were
about to hurtle into atmosphere.
"This is quite remarkable," she said to Jim,
thinking that Meron in all its decadent and hazardous
entertainments had never offered anything quite like Istran
transport.
Jim looked less elated with the experience, but his eyes
flickered with interest over all the strangeness, . . . not
fear, but a feverish intensity, as if he were attempting to
absorb everything at once and deal with it. His hands
trembled so when he adjusted his belts that be had trouble
joining them.
The co-pilot stopped the argument with the pilot long
enough to come back and check the door seal, went forward
again. The pilot gave warning. The vessel disengaged from
its lock and went through the stomach-wrenching sequence of
intermittent weightlessness and reorientation under power
as they threaded their way out of their berth. The noise,
unbaffled was incredible.
"Kontrin," Merek Eln shouted, leaning in his
seat.
"Explanations?" Raen asked.
"We are very grateful-"
"Please. Just the explanation."
Merek Eln swallowed heavily. They were in complete
weightlessness, their slight wallowing swiftly corrected.
The noise died away save for the circulation fans. Istra
showed crescent-shaped on the forward screen, more than
filling it; the station showed on the aft screen. They were
falling into the world's night side, as Raen judged
it.
"We are very glad you decided to accept transport
with us," Eln said. "We are quite concerned for
your safety at Istra, onstation and onworld. There's
been some difficulty, some disturbance. Perhaps you have
heard."
Raen shrugged. There were rumours of unrest, here and
elsewhere, of crises; of things more serious . . . she
earnestly wished she knew.
"You were," Merek On said, "perhaps sent
here for that reason."
She made a slight gesture of the eves back toward
Warrior. "You might ask it concerning its
motives."
That struck a moment of silence.
"Kontrin," said sera Kest, leaning forward
from the seat behind. "For whatever reasons you've
come here-you must realise there's a hazard. The
station is too wide, too difficult to monitor. In Newhope,
on Istra, at least we can provide you security."
"Sera-are we being abducted?"
The faces about her were suddenly stark with
apprehension.
"Kontrin," said Merek Eln, "you are being
humorous; we wish we could persuade you to consider
seriously what hazards are possible here."
"Ser, sera, so long as you persist in trying to
tell me only fragments of the situation, I see no reason to
take a serious tone with you. You've been out to Meron.
You're coming home. Your domestic problems are
evidently serious and violent, but your manner indicates to
me that you would much rather I were not here."
There was a considerable space of silence. Fear was
thick in the air.
"There has been some violence," said one of
the others. "The station is particularly vulnerable to
sabotage and such acts. We fear it. We have sent appeals.
None were answered."
"The Family ignored them. Is that your
meaning?"
"Yes," said another after a moment.
"That is remarkable, seri. And what agency do you
suspect to be the source of your difficulty?"
No one answered.
"Dare I guess," said Raen, "that you
suspect that the source of your troubles is the
Family?"
There was yet no answer, only the evidence of
perspiration on beta faces.
"Or the hives?"
No one moved. Not an eye blinked.
"You would not be advised to take any action
against me, seri. The Family is not monolithic. Quite the
contrary. Be reassured: I am ignorant; you can try to
deceive me. What brought the two of you to Meron?"
"We-have loans outstanding from MIMAK there. We
hoped for some material assistance . . ."
"We hoped," Parn Kest interrupted brusquely,
"to establish innerworlds contacts-to help us past
this wall of silence. We need relief . . . in taxes, in
trade; we were ignored, appeal after appeal. And we hoped
to work out a temporary agreement with MIMAK, against the
hope of some relief. Grain. Grain and food.
Kontrin-we're supporting farms and estates which
can't possibly make profit. We're at a crisis. We
were given license for increase in population, our own and
azi, and the figures doubled our own. We thought future
adjustment would take care of that. But the crisis is on
us, and no one listens. Majat absorb some of the excess.
That market is all that keeps us from economic collapse.
But food . . . food for all that population . . . And the
day we can't feed the hives . Kont' Raen,
agriculture and azi are our livelihood. Newhope and Newport
and the station . . . and the majat . . . derive their food
from the estates; but it's consumed by the azi who work
them. There are workers enough to cover the estates'
needs four times over. There's panic out there. The
estates are armed camps."
"We were told when we came in," Eln said in a
faint voice, "that ITAK has been able to confiscate
azi of some of the smaller estates. But there's no way
to take them by force from the larger. We can't legally
dispose of those contracts, by sale or by termination.
There has to be Kontrin-"
"-license for transfer or adjustment," Raen
finished. "Or for termination without medical cause. I
know our policies rather thoroughly, ser Eln."
"And therefore you can't export and you
can't terminate."
"Or feed them indefinitely, Kontrin. Or feed them.
The economics of the farms insist on a certain number of
azi to the allotted land area. Someone . . .
erred."
Eln's lips trembled, having said so. It was for a
beta, great daring.
"And the occasion for violence against the
station?"
"It hasn't happened yet," one of the
others said.
"But you fear that it will. Why?"
"The corporations are blamed for the situation on
the estates. Estate-owners are hardly able to comprehend
any other-at fault."
There was another silence, deep and long.
"You'll be glad to know, seri, that there are
means to get a message off this world, one that would be
heard on Cerdin. I might do it. But there are solutions
shoat of that. Perhaps better ones." She thought then
of Jim, and laid a hand on his knee, leaning toward him.
"You are hearing things which aren't for retelling
. . . to anyone."
"I will not," he said, and she believed him,
for he looked as if he earnestly wanted to be deaf to this.
She turned back to Eln and Kest.
"What measures," she asked them,
"have the corporations taken?"
No one wanted to meet her eyes, not those two, nor their
companions.
"Is there starvation?" she asked.
"We are importing," one of the others said at
last, a small, flat voice.
Raen looked at him, slowly took his meaning.
"Standard channels of trade?"
"All according to license. Foodstuffs are one of
the permitted-"
"I know the regulations. You're getting your
grain from Outside trade. Outsiders."
"We've held off rationing. We've kept the
peace. We're able to feed everyone."
"We've tried to find other alternatives."
Merek Eln said. "We can't find surplus anywhere
within the Reach. We can't get it from Inside.
We've tried, Kont' Raen."
"Your trip to Meron."
"Part of it, yes. That. A failure."
"Ser Eln, there's one obvious question. If
you're buying Outsider grain . . . what do you use to
pay for it?"
It was a question perhaps rash to ask, on a beta vessel,
surrounded by them, in descent to a wholly beta world.
"Majat," one of the others said hoarsely, with
a nervous shift of the eyes in Warrior's direction.
"Majat jewels. Softwares."
"Kontrin-directed?"
"We-pad out what the Cerdin labs send. Add to the
shipments."
"Kontrin-directed?"
"Our own doing," the man beside him said.
"Kontrin, it's not forbidden. Other hive-worlds do
it."
"I know it's legal; don't cite me
regulations."
"We appealed for help. We still abide by the law.
We would do nothing that's not according to the
law."
According to the law . . . and disruptive of the entire
trade balance if done on a large scale: the value of the
jewels and the other majat goods was upheld by deliberate
scarcity.
"You're giving majat goods to Outsiders to feed
a world," Raen said softly. "And what do majat
get? Grain? Azi? You have that arrangement with
them?"
"Our population," sera Kest said faintly,
"even now is not large-compared to inner
worlds. It's only large for our capacity to produce.
Our trade is azi. We hope for Kontrin understanding. For
licenses to export."
"And the hives assist you in this crisis-sufficient
to feed all the excess of your own population, and the
excess of azi, and themselves. Your prices to the majat for
grain and azi must be exorbitant, sera Kest."
"They-need the grain. They don't
object.''
"Do you know," Raen said, ever so softly,
"I somehow believe you, sera Kest."
There was a sudden stomach-wrenching shift as the
shuttle powered into entry alignment. They were downward
bound now, and the majat moved, boomed a protest at this
unaccustomed sensation; then it froze again, to the relief
of the betas and the guard azi.
"We're doing an unusual entry," Raen
observed, feeling the angle.
"We don't cross the High Range. Fad
weather."
She looked at the beta who had said that, and for that
moment her pulse quickened-a sense that, indeed, she had to
accept their truths for the time. She said nothing more,
scanning faces.
They were coating in still nightside, at a steeper angle
than was going to be comfortable for any reason. There
might be quite a bit of buffeting. Jim, unaccustomed to
landings even of the best kind, was already looking grey.
So were the Eln-Kests.
Two corporations: ITAK onworld and ISPAK, the station
and power corporation overhead. ISPAK was a Kontrin agency,
that should be in direct link with Cerdin. So were all
stations. They were too sensitive, holding all a
world's licensed defense; and in any situation of
contest, ISPAK could shut Istra down, depriving it of
power. With any choice for a base of operations, ITAK
onworld was not the best one, not unless the stakes were
about to go very high indeed.
No licenses, no answer to appeals: the fink to Cerdin
should have had an answer through their own station. No
relief from taxes; other worlds had such adjustments, in
the presence of Kontrin. Universal credit was skimmed
directly off the tax; majat were covered after the same
fashion as Kontrin when they dealt through Kontrin credit;
but they could, because they were producers of goods, trade
directly in cash, which Kontrin in effect could not.
Throughout the system, through the network of stations and
intercomp, the constant-transmission arteries which linked
all the Reach, there were complex-formulae of adjustment
and licensing, the whole system held in exact and delicate
balance. A world could not function without that continual
flow of information through station, to Cerdin.
Only Istra was supporting a burden it could not bear,
while inner worlds as well were swollen with increased
populations, with no agricultural surpluses anywhere to be
had. Council turned a deaf ear to protests, after
readjusting population on a world where arable land was
scarce.
And the azi-cycle from lab to contract was eighteen
years, less for majat-sale.
Nineteen years, and Council had closed its eyes,
deafened itself to protests, talked vaguely about new
industry. Population pressure was allowed to build, after
seven hundred years of licensed precision, every force in
meticulous balance.
She watched the screen for a time, the back of her right
hand to her lips, the chitin rough against them.
Blue-hive, blue-hive messenger, hives in direct trade
with betas-and a world drowning in azi, as all the Reach
was beginning to feel tire pressure-a forecast for other
worlds, while Council turned a deaf ear to cries for
help.
Moth still ruled. That had to be true, that Moth still
dominated Council. The Reach would have quaked at
Moth's demise.
What ARE you doing? she wondered toward
Moth.
And put on a smile like putting on a new garment . . .
and looked toward set On and sera Kest, enjoying their
unease at that shift of mood. "I seem to recall that
you invited me to be your guest. Suppose that I
accept."
"You are welcome," Kest said hoarsely.
"I shall take the spirit of your hospitality . . .
but not as a free gift. My tastes can be very extravagant.
I shall pay my own charges. I should expect no private
person to bear with me, no private person nor even ITAK.
Please permit this."
"You are very kind," said ser Eln, looking
vastly relieved. They began to feel their descent. The
shuttle, in atmosphere, rode like something wounded, and
the engines struggled to slow them, cutting in with jolting
bursts. Eventually they reached a reasonable airspeed, and
the port shields went back. It was pitch black outside, and
lightning flared. They bit turbulence which dampened even
Raen's enthusiasm for the uncommon, and dropped
through, amazingly close to the ground.
A landing-field glowed, blue-lit, and abruptly they were
on it, jolting down to a halt on great blasts of the
engines.
They were down, undamaged, moving ponderously up to the
terminal, a long on-ground process. Raen looked at Jim, who
slowly unclenched his fingers from the armrests and drew an
extended breath. She grinned at him, and he looked happier,
the while the shuttle rocked over the uneven surface.
"Luggage," she said softly. "You might as
well see to it. And when we're among others, don't
for the life of you let some. one at it
unwatched."
He nodded and scrambled up past her, while one of the
guard azi began to see to the Eln-Kests' baggage.
The shuttle pulled finally up to their land berth, and
met the exit tube. The pilot and co-pilot, their dispute
evidently resolved, left controls and unlatched the
exit.
Raen arose, finding the others waiting for her, and
glanced back at Warrior, who remained immobile. Cold air
flooded in from the exit, and Warrior turned its head
hopefully.
"Go first," Raen bade the Istran seri and
their azi. They did so in some haste; and Jim pulled the
luggage carrier out after the ITAK azi. Raen lifted her
right hand and beckoned Warrior to follow her out; the
shin's officers scrambled back into the cockpit and
hastily closed their door.
The party began to sort themselves into order in the
exit tube, the ITAK folk and their armed azi keeping
ahead.
Raen walked with Jim and Warrior, whose strides were
apparent slow motion beside those of humans.
Customs officials were waiting at the end: incredibly,
they only stared stupidly at Warrior still coming and
proceeded to hold up the ITAK men, stopping the whole
party, with Warrior fretting and humming distress. The
Eln-Kests and the others began at once producing cards for
the agents, who bore ISPAK badges.
It was bizarre. Raen stared at the uniformed officials
for the space of a breath, then thrust her way to them,
motioned for the Eln-Kests to move on. There were stunned
looks from the officials, even outrage. She made a fist of
her right hand and held that in their view.
There was no recognition for an instant: a Kontrin
wearing House Colour, and a majat Warrior, and these betas
simply stared. Of a sudden they began to yield, melted
aside, vying for obscurity, "Move!" Raen said to
the others, ordering azi, betas and majat with equal
rudeness; her nerves were taut-strung; public places were
never to her liking, and the dullness of these folk
bewildered her.
They entered the concourse, a place surprisingly
trafficked . . . AIRPORT, a sign advised, pointing
elsewhere, which might explain some of the traffic; a, sign
advised of a scheduled flight to Newport weekly, and a
beard displayed scheduled flights to Upcoast, but few
walkers had any luggage. It was the stores, Raen decided,
the shopping facilities, which sight be the major ones for
the beta City here. Everywhere the ITAK emblem was
prominently displayed, the letters encircled;
under-corporations advertising goods and, services and
setting from small sample-shops all bore the ITAK symbol
somewhere on their signs. she faint -aroma from
restaurants, their busy tables, gave no hint of a world on
the brink of rationing and starvation. The goods were on a
par with Andra, and nothing indicated scarcity.
Betas, crowds of betas, and nowhere did panic start in
that horde. Adults and rare children stared at them and at
Warrior . . . stared long and hard, it might be, but there
was no panic at such presence. It was insane, that on this
world a majat Warrior could be so ignored; or a Kontrin,
evident by Colour.
They were not sure, she thought suddenly. Downworlders.
No one of them had seen a Kontrin. They perhaps
suspected, but they did not expect, and they were not in a
position, these short-lived betas, to recognise a Colour
banned in inner-worlds for two decades. It was even
possible that they did not know the Houses by name; they
had no reason to: no beta of Istra had to deal with
them.
But a majat needed no recognition. Betas elsewhere had
died in panic, trampling each other . . . until majat in
the streets became ordinary. She had heard that this had
happened in places she had left.
Her nape-hairs prickled with an uncommon sense of a
whole world amiss. She scanned the displays they passed,
the garish advertising that denied economic doom, but most
of all she regarded the crowds, free-walking and those
standing by counters who turned to look at them.
The hands, the hands: that was her continual worry. And
she could not see behind her.
"I read blue-hive," Warrior intoned suddenly.
"I must contact."
"Where?" Raen asked. "Explain. Where are
you looking? Is there a heat-sign?"
It stopped, froze. Mandibles suddenly worked with
frenzied rapidity, and auditory palps swept back, deafening
it, like a human stopping his ears. Raen whirled to the fix
of its gaze, heard a solitary human shriek taken up by
others.
Warriors.
They poured forward out of an intersecting corridor, a
dozen of them, almost on them, and the sound they shrilled
entered human range, agony to the cars. Blue Warrior moved,
scuttled for a counter, and the attackers pursued with
blinding speed, more pouring out from another hall,
overturning displays of clothing. Men screamed, dashed to
the floor by the rash, trying to escape the shop.
Raen had her gun in hand . . . did not even recall
drawing; and put a shot where it counted, into the neural
complex of the leading Warrior, whirled and took another.
She stumbled in her retreat, hit a solid wall, stood there
braced and firing.
Reds. Hate improved her aim. Her mind was utterly cold.
Three went down, and others swarmed the counter where betas
and Warrior scattered in panic. She fired into the
attackers and swung left, following Warrior's darting
form, into several reds. She took out one, another. Warrior
leaped on the third and rolled with it in a tangle of
limbs, a squalling of resonance chambers. Raen caught
movement out of the tail of her eye and whirled and fired,
no longer alone: the azi guards had decided to back her.
Betas had lifted no hand against majat, dared not, by their
psych-set; but humans were dead out on the floor. One body
was almost decapitated by insist jaws. Blood slicked the
polished flooring in great smears where insist feet had
slipped. Other humans were bitten.
Surviving reds tried to Group; her fire prevented it.
She saw other insist crowded in the corner down at the
turning, Grouped and thinking. Not reds; they would have
come into it. The reds which survived were confused. Azi
fire crippled them; Raen sighted with better knowledge of
anatomy and finished the job. Blue Warrior was up,
excited.
Then came the flare of a weapon from the farther group,
several of them. Warrior went down, limbs threshing, air
droning from resonance chambers.
"Stop them!" Raen shouted at the azi. The
insist charged, ran into their concentrated fire: five,
six, seven of them downed One scuttled off, slipping on the
floor, a limb damaged. Two shielded that retreat with their
own bodies. They were the sacrifices. Raen took one. The
azi butchered the other with their fire.
They were alone, then. Humans lay tangled with dead
majat. She looked about her, at majat still convulsing in
deaththroes: those would go on for some minutes . . . there
was no intelligence behind it. Merek Eln and Parn Kest were
down, along with their companions from ITAK, and one of the
guard azi. Bystanders were dead. A siren began to sound. It
was already too late for the victims of bite: they had long
since stopped breathing.
Blue Warrior still moved. She left the wall and the two
living azi guards and went out into the center of the
bloody floor, where Warrior lay, in a seeping of clear
majat fluids. She held out her hand and it knew her.
Air sucked into the chambers. Auditory palps extended,
trembling.
"Taste," it begged of her.
"Reds didn't get it," she said. "We
took them all."
"Yesss."
Someone cried out, down the corridor. More tall shapes
had entered, moving in haste: she flung up her hand,
forbidding the azi to fire.
"Blues have come," she said. Warrior attempted
to rise, but had no control of its limbs. She gave it room,
and the blues scattered human medical personnel and what
security forces had arrived. They crossed the last interval
cautiously, stiff and sidling, until Raen showed her right
hand, and they recognised her for blue-hive Kontrin.
Then they came in a rush. Some went at once to the
fallen reds, taking taste, booming to each other in majat
language, and two bent over Warrior.
Taste passed, long and complex, the mandibles of living
and dying locked. Then the first Warrior drew back, seeming
disoriented. The second took taste, in that strange
semblance of a kiss. Other blues came. Somewhere a human
wept, audibly. Medical personnel tried quietly to drag
victims away from the area. Raen stood still. A third, a
fourth Warrior bent over the fallen Kalind blue. The
message was being distributed as far as Warrior's
fluids could suffice.
The fifth one breathed something in majat language;
Warrior sighed an answer. Then the Istran blue's jaws
closed, and Warrior's head rolled free.
"Kontrin," another intoned, facing her.
"I am Raen Meth-maren. Tell your Mother so,
Warrior. This-unit was from Kalind. Mother will know. Can
you reach your hill safely from here?"
"Yesss. Must go now. Haste."
It turned away. Separate Warriors gathered up the head
and body of Warrior, lest other hives read any portion of
its message. Grouped, they turned and scuttled out.
Two remained.
One came forward, Istran blue, auditory palps extended
in sign of peaceful approach. It bowed itself and opened
its mandibles. It was Istra's gift, the fifth Warrior,
the one who had tasted and killed. In a sense, it
was Warrior: the thread continued.
Raen touched its scent-patches, accepted and gave taste
in the insist kiss. It backed, disturbed as Warrior had
been disturbed; but it had Warrior's knowledge of her,
and Grouped, with a delicate touch of the chelae.
"Meth-maren," it breathed. Its fellow came
forward, and likewise desired taste; Raen gave it, and saw
distress in the working of mandibles and the flutter of
palps. It resolved its conflict after a moment, touched at
her.
They were hers. They followed, as she crossed the
littered floor. The two guard azi were still standing
against the wall; no one had claimed them, and they seemed
in a state of shock. They had lost their employers. They
had failed. Merek Eln and Parn Kest were dead, both bitten.
One of the businessmen was decapitated; the others had been
bitten. So had the third guard azi, and a number of
bystanders.
The luggage carrier had been thrust back into a recess
beyond the counter. Raen walked that way, and found Jim,
jammed within that recess, sitting with his knees tucked up
and both hands clutching a gun set upon them. His face was
white; his teeth chattered; he had the gun braced and
stable.
Guarding the luggage, as she had told him.
For an instant she hesitated, not knowing what he might
do; but he did not fire . . . likely could not fire. She
approached him quietly and disengaged the gun from his
hands, realised Warrior's presence at her shoulder and
bade it and its companion stay back. She knelt, put her
hand on Jim's rigid arm.
"We need to get out of here. Come on,
Jim."
He nodded. Out of near-catatonia, it was a wonder that
he could do that much. She patted his shoulder and waited,
and he wiped at his face and began to make small movements
toward rising, shaking convulsively.
She thought then of the other two azi, who had been in
the shuttle with them, who had heard what was said. She
flung herself to her feet and pushed past Warrior, past the
counter.
The two azi stared at her; they had not moved. But by
now Security police, betas ITAK-badged, had arrived on the
scene, and some of them started gingerly forward
"You," she said, rounding on-the two azi,
"belong to me. Is that clear? I'm transferring
your contract. The formalities will be taken care of. You
say nothing . . . nothing, hear me? I'm buying
you out only because I don't like terminating
azi."
The two seemed to believe her. She turned then and faced
the police, who had hesitated at a safe distance-the majat
were still near her-and now started forward again.
"There's been enough commotion," she said,
turning toward them her hand, that, with her cloak, was
identification enough. "This was a hive-matter and
that's enough said. It's settled." She walked
to Merek Eln's body, bent and took from his pocket the
identity card she had seen at customs. There was, as she
had expected, an address. It seemed to be in an ITAK
executive district. "I want some manner of transport
for myself, three azi, our baggage and two Warriors at
once; and an armed officer or two for escort, thank
you."
Possibly they thought that this had to go through
channels; they stood still a moment. But then the senior
gave orders to one of the officers, who left, running.
"Chances are," Raen said, "that the
matter is confined to the hives; but you'll kindly call
and put this number under immediate surveillance. And you
can escort us to that vehicle."
The officer looked at the ID, made a call on his belt
unit, . . . would have retained the card, but that Raen
held out her hand and insisted. She turned, pocketing it,
and gestured to the two guard azi to take charge of the
baggage. Jim was leaning on the counter, seeming to have
recovered himself, although he was still shaken. She
returned the gun to him and he hastily put it in his
pocket, missing the opening several times in his agitation.
He walked well enough. Warrior and companion stalked along
with them, and the shop personnel and the terminal
employees and others who had reason to be in the cordoned
area stared at them uneasily as they sought the door.
"The car will be there," the senior officer
said. "There's an executive from the Hoard coming
out to meet you, Kontrin; we're profoundly
embarrassed-"
"My sincere regrets for the next of kin. I want a
list of the names and citizen numbers and relatives of
those killed. There will be compensation and burial
expenses. Relay the information to that address. As for the
executive, I'm more interested in settling myself at
the moment. There's another call I want you to make. I
understand there's an Outsider trade mission in the
City. I want someone from that mission . . . I don't
care who . . . at that address as quickly as
possible."
"Sera-"
"I wouldn't advise you to consult with ITAK on
it. Or to fail to do it."
Outer doors opened. She heard the officer behind her
speaking urgently on the matter through his belt unit; it
would be relayed. An ITAK police personnel transport waited
outside, armoured officers with rifles ringed about it.
Raen kept her hand near her own weapon, trusting no
one.
It took time to load baggage in, to have the azi and the
two majat settled in the available space in the rear of the
transport. "We can find a car," an officer said;
Raen shook her head. She did not trust being separated from
her belongings. She still feared majat, a solving shot;
their vision could hardly tell one human from another, but
they were stirred enough not to care for such niceties.
The majat must go in last. Warrior fretted, nervous at
so many humans it must not touch. Raen touched the
sensitive palps, held it attentive an instant. "You
must not touch the azi in the vehicle, Warrior. Must not
frighten them. Trust. Be very still. You-unit tell the
other Warrior so."
It boomed answer, protest, perhaps; but it boarded, its
partner with it. The officer slammed the door. Raen hurried
round and flung herself in beside the driver. A man slammed
the door. She set her drawn gun comfortably on her knee in
plain sight as they moved out, watching the shadows of the
pillars as they whipped past the terminal entry for the
exit ramp.
They were clear. She gave the officer driving the
address she wanted and relaxed slightly, trying not to
think of Warrior and its companion and the azi in the rear,
behind the partition, and what misery they were severally
undergoing, two Warriors forbidden to touch and three azi
pent up with majat in near darkness.
Night-time city whisked past, lines of domes marching
out into dark interstices of wild land, asterisk-city,
mostly sealed or underground. The flavour of the air was
coppery and unpleasant. The stormclouds boiled above them,
frequent with lightnings, and a spattering of rain hit the
windshields and windows, fragmenting the lights. Then they
were underground again, locked into the subway track,
whisking in behind a big public carrier. Raen hated these
systems, this projectile-fashion passage through public
areas; but it was, perhaps, the safest means of travel this
night.
Majat hives did not have communication equipment-no
links with station-but majat had been ready for them: red.
hive, with ambush prepared. Humans had participated in it
almost certainly.
And more than Warrior had died: two beta envoys were
gone two who had been in prolonged contact with a Kontrin,
who had perhaps talked too much.
She was not about to trust ITAK, She doubted, at least,
that they would move against her openly: it might be-if
they knew she was alone, that there was not behind her an
entire Kontrin sept and House-
But one bluffed. It was all, in fact, that Kontrin had
ever been able to do among betas, in one sense-for the
armed ships that rested solely in Kontrin hands were
inevitably far away when one might need them; but the ships
did exist. So did the intimate knowledge of the psych-sets
with which the original beta culture had been created. So
did the power to license and embargo, to adjust birth
quotas, to readjust any economic fact of a beta's
existence, individually or by class.
The beta beside her did not attempt friendliness, did
not speak, did not acknowledge her: stark fear. She had
seen the reaction elsewhere. She remembered the port, the
salon of the ship . . . reckoned what her coming might mean
to Istra, which had not seen Kontrin onworld in centuries,
many beta lifespans; the veil jerked rudely aside, a whole
world subjected to what she had done to the folk of
Andra's Jewel.
In her present mood, her band clenched and sweating on
the grip of the gun, with the reaction of the ambush
finally overtaking her, she little cared.
iii
The car disengaged from the tube-system and nosed up the
ramp into a residential circle. It was an area of lighted
paving, with space for greenery-or something similar-in the
centre. A high wall encircled them, gates 41, 42, 43 . . .
the rain-spattered windshield showed the glare of more
lights, vehicles clustered at the area of 47. A guard let
them through the open gate; they eased up the curved drive.
Floodlights from the cars had the grounds in garish
clarity: twisted tree-forms, dappled trunks and tufts of
tiny leaves. The garden was all rocks and spiky plantings,
and the house was a white, tiered structure, contiguous
with the neighbouring houses, so that the whole would form
a cantilevered ring, like one vast apartment, each
groundlevel with its own walled garden. The driver wove
past two obstructing vehicles and stopped the car before a
well-lit entry, a portico with uniformed officers aswarm
about the door.
Raen opened the door and stepped out, spattered by
raindrops, whipped in under the portico, and waited while
the driver and another officer opened the rear doors. They
retreated in haste, and Warrior one and Warrior two climbed
out, grooming themselves in evident distaste. Jim followed,
and the two guard azi . . . unharmed, Raen was glad to
see.
"Jim," she said. "You two. Get the
luggage out and put it inside the house." She looked
then to the officers on the porch and those with her.
"Are there occupants?"
"The house has been shut for half a year,
Kontrin." A man in civilian clothes edged forward
among the others . . . dark-haired, overweight, balding.
There was a woman with him, likewise civilian, matched in
age, and in corpulence. "Hela Dain," she said.
"My husband Elan Prosserty, vice. presidents on the
board."
"ITAK is vastly sorry," the man said,
"for this reception. Our profound apologies. If we had
known you were without sufficient guard . . . You're
not injured, Kontrin."
"No." She recalled the gun and slipped it back
into its place beneath the cloak. "I'm a guest of
the Eln-Kests. Posthumously. I regret the circumstances,
but I'll take the hospitality nonetheless. if one of
your security people will lodge himself at the front gate .
. . outside, if you will . . . to discourage the most
obvious intruders, I'll take care of the rest. Kindly
come inside. I requested another presence here; have they
arrived?"
The Dain-Prossertys made shift to follow her in the wake
she cut through the crowd of police and armoured guards,
into the house, with its stale air and mustiness. Agents
were inside likewise, and another group, conspicuous for
their white faces and their bizarre dress, four of
them.
Outsiders, indeed.
"Kontrin," Hela Dain said with careful
deference. "The senior of the trade organisation, ser
Ab Tallen, and his escort."
Armed. She did not miss that. Tallen was gray-haired,
thin, aging. There was one of his young men of strange
type, a physiognomy exotic in the Reach. She put out her
hand, and Tallen took it without flinching-smiling, his
eyes unreadable, cold . . . real. No Kontrin had devised
the psych-set behind that face.
"Kont' Raen a Sul hant Meth-maren," she
said. "The Meth-maren. A social courtesy, ser Tallen.
How kind of you to come."
Tallen did not flinch, though she reckoned the summons
as delivered by the police had had no option in it.
"An opportunity," he said, "which we were
not about to refuse. The fabled Kontrin company."
"The Family, ser. The company has set its mark on
things, but those days are past." The Outsider's
ignorance dazed her; she was pricked by curiosity, but it
was not the time or place not with betas at her elbow. She
turned away, made a nod of courtesy toward the ITAK
executives, "How kind of you all to come. I trust the
little difficulty has settled itself and that it will stay
settled. Would you kindly rid me of this commotion of
police, seri? Extend them my thanks. I trust my
communication lines are free of devices and such. I trust
they have been making sure of that. I shall trust that this
is the case. I don't have to tell you how distressed I
would be to discover something had slipped their notice.
Then I would have to carry on some very high
inquiries, seri. But I am sure that no one would let such a
thing happen."
Fear was stark in their faces. "No," Dain
assured her at once. "No," her husband
echoed.
"Of course not;" she said very softly, put a
hand on each of their arms as she turned them for the hall,
dismissing them. "I thank you very much . . . very
much for disarranging yourselves to come out here on
such a night. Convey to the board my thanks for their
concern, my sorrow for the Eln-Kests and for the damage at
the port. And if one of you will contact me tomorrow, I
will be very pleased to make that gratitude more
substantial; you've done very kindly by me tonight.
Such attention to duty should be rewarded. You personally,
seri. Would you be very sure of the guards you set at the
gate, of their dependability? I always like to know who is
accountable. I shall be through with these folk in very
short order. Merely a courtesy. I do thank you."
They let themselves be put into the hall; Raen turned
back then, hearing them quietly ordering police out. There
was a sudden disturbance; she looked back: the majat were
in, stalking back through the house, on their own security
check.
She regarded the man Ab Tallen, gave a deprecating
shrug. "I shall be staying, ser. I wanted to be sure
your mission was informed of that fact. And I shall welcome
the chance to talk with you at leisure, as soon as matters
are stable here."
"You're of the government, Kont'
Raen-"
"Kont' Raen is sufficient address, ser. Kontrin
are the government, and the population. And is
your mission permanent here?"
"We understood that our presence onworld had
official-"
"Of course it does. ITAK is competent to extend
such an invitation. I have no plans to interfere with that.
In fact, I'm quite pleased by it." It was truth,
and she let a bright smile to the surface, a conscious
weapon. "If I had not asked to see you, you would have
had to wonder whether I knew of your presence and how I
regarded it. I've told you both beyond possibility of
misunderstanding. Now we can both rest tranquil tonight.
I'm extremely tired. It's been a very long flight.
Will you favour me with a call tomorrow?"
This man was not so easily confused as the
Dain-Prossertys. He gave a self-possessed and slight nod of
the head, smiled his official smile. "Gladly,
Kont' Raen"
She offered her hand "How many Outsiders are on
Istra?"
His hand had grasped hers. There was a very alight
reaction at that question. "A varying number." He
withdrew the hand in smooth courtesy. "About
twenty-two today. Four went up to station at the first of
the week. We do come and go with some frequency: our
usefulness as trade liaison depends on that
freedom."
"I would expect that, ser Tallen. I assure you
I've no plans to interfere. Do make the call
tomorrow."
''Without fail."
"Ser." She gave a nod of courtesy, dismissal.
Tallen read it, returned it with the same thoughtfulness,
gathered his small company, and left; the others not
without paying their courtesy likewise . . . not
guard-types, then. She stared after them with some
curiosity as to precisely how authority was ordered among
Outsiders, and what strange worlds had sent them, and how
much they truly understood.
The police had vacated; there was the sound of cars
pulling away outside. The Dain-Prossertys had disappeared.
She walked into the hall, the door open on the rain on one
side, Jim and the two guard-azi with the baggage on the
other. The majat stalked up behind her from another
doorway, and stopped, sat down, waiting.
She drew a breath and looked about her, at the house and
the azi. It was a comfortable place: execrable taste in
furnishings . . . it gave her a little pang of regret for
the Eln-Kests, for in its beta-ish way it had a certain
warmth, less beauty than Kontrin style, but a feeling of
habitation, all the same.
"Stay now, Kontrin-queen?"
She looked at the Warrior who had spoken, the smaller of
the two. "Yes. My-hive, this place." She looked
at Jim, at the new azi. "You have names, you
two?"
"Max," one volunteered; "Merry," the
other. They were not doubles. Max was dark-haired and Merry
was pale blond, Max brown-eyed and Merry blue. But the
heavy-bodied build was the same, the stature the same, the
square-jawed faces of the same expression. The eyes told
most of them . . . calm, cold, stolid now that their
existence was re-ordered. They could recognise threats;
they were likely compulsive about locks and security; they
would fight with great passion once the holder of their
contracts identified the enemy.
"You two will take direction from Jim as well as
from me," she told them. "And identify yourselves
to the majat: Jim, show them. Warrior, be careful with
these azi."
The two Warriors shifted forward in slow-motion, met
Jim; auditory palps flicked forward in interest at his
taste, Kalind blue's memory. Max and Merry had to be
shown, but they bore the close touch of mandibles with more
fortitude than betas would have shown: perhaps the ride
enclosed with the majat had frightened all the fear out of
them.
"That's well done," she said.
"There's not a majat won't know you hereafter;
you understand that. -Luggage goes upstairs, mine does; the
other can go to some room at the back: Jim, see to it. You
two help him; and then check out the place and make sure
doors are locked and systems aren't rigged in any
way." She wiped a finger through the dust on a ball
table, rubbed it away. "Seals aren't very
efficient. Be thorough. And mind, Kontrin azi have license
to fire on any threat: any threat, even Kontrin.
Go on, go on with you."
They went. She looked at the two majat, who alone
remained.
"You remember me," she said.
"Kethiuy-queen," said the larger, inclining
its head to her.
That was Warrior's mind.
"Hive-friend," she said. "I brought you
Kalind blue, brought Kalind hive's message. Can you
read it?"
"Revenge."
"I am blue-hive," she said. "Meth-maren
of Cerdin, first-hive. What is the state of things here,
Warrior-mind? How did reds know us?"
"Many reds, redsss, redsss. Go here, go there.
Redss. Goldss. I kill."
"How did reds know us?"
"Men tell them. Redss pushhh. Much push. I defend,
defend. The betas give us grain, azi, much. Grow."
"How did you know to come to the port,
Warrior?"
"Mother sendss. I killed red; red tastes of
mission, seeks blue, seeks port-direction. I reported and
mother sent me, quick, quick, too late."
It was the collective I. I could be
any number of individuals.
"But," she said, "you received Kalind
blue's message."
"Yesss."
"This-unit," said the other, "is
Kethiuy-queen's messenger. Send now. Send."
"Thank Mother," she told it. "Yes.
Go."
It scuttled doorward with disturbing rapidity, a rattle
of spurred feet on the tiles-was gone, into the dark.
"This-unit," intoned the other, the larger,
"guards."
"This-hive is grateful." Raen touched the
offered head, stroked the sensitive palps, elicited a
humming of pleasure from Warrior. She ceased; it edged
away, then stalked out into the rain-no inconvenience for
Warrior, rather pleasure: it would walk the grounds
tirelessly, needing no sleep, a security system of
excellent sensitivity.
She closed and locked the front door, let go a breath of
relief. The baggage had disappeared; she heard Jim's
voice upstairs, giving orders.
The temperature was uncomfortably high. She wandered
through the reception room and the dining room and located
the house comp, found it already activated. That was likely
the doing of the police, but the potential hazard worried
her. With proper staff she would. have insisted on a
checkout; as it was, she stripped off her cloak and set to
work herself, searching for the most likely forms of
tampering, first visually and then otherwise. At last she
keyed in the air-conditioning.
Failing immediate catastrophe, feeling the waft of cold
air from the ducts, she sat down, assured that she could
see the door in the reflection of the screen, and ran
through the standard house programs from the list
conveniently posted by the terminal . . . called up a floor
plan, found the usual security system, passive alarm,
nothing of personal hazard: betas would not dare.
Then she keyed in citycomp, pulled Merek Eln's ID
from her belt and started inquiries. The deaths were
already recorded: someone's extreme efficiency. The
property reverted to ITAK; the EIn-Kests had not used their
license-for-one-child, and while Pam Kest had living
relatives, they were not entitled: the house had been in
Eln's name. A keyed request purchased the property
entire, on her credit.
Human officials, she reflected, might be mildly
surprised when citycomp and ITAK records turned that up in
the morning. And Parn Kest's effects . . . Merek
Eln's too . . . could be shipped to the relatives as
soon as it was certain there was no information to be had
from them It was the least courtesy due.
Max and Merry came noisily downstairs, rambled about the
lower floor and the garage looking for security faults,
finally reported negative.
She turned and looked at them. They seemed tired-might
be hungry as well. "Inventory shows canned goods in
the kitchen stores. Azi quarters are out across the garden,
kitchen out there too. Does that suit you?"
They nodded placidly. She sent them away, and began
reckoning time-changes. She and Jim had missed lunch and;
she figured, supper, by several hours.
That accounted for some of the tremor in her muscles,
she decided, and wandered off to join Max and Merry in
their search of kitchen storage. Warrior could make do with
sugared water, a treat it would actually relish; Warrior
would also, with its peculiar capacities, assure that they
were not poisoned.
iv
Jim ate, sparingly and in silence, and showed some
relief. It was the first meal he had kept down all day. She
noted a shadow about his eyes and a distracted look, much
as the crew of the Jewel had had at the last.
Notwithstanding, he would have cleared the dishes after
. . . his own notion or unbreakable habit, she was not
certain. "Leave it," she said. He would not have
come upstairs with her, but she stopped and told him
to.
Second door to the right atop the stairs, the main
bedroom: Jim had set everything there, a delightful room
even to a Kontrin's eye, airy furniture, all white and
pale green. There was a huge skylight, a bubble
rain-spotted and showing the lightnings overhead.
"Dangerous," she said, and not because of the
lightnings.
"There are shields," he offered, indicating a
switch.
"Leave it. We wouldn't be safe from a Kontrin
assassin, but we probably will from the talent Istra could
summon on short notice. Let's only hope none of the
Family has been energetic enough to precede me here.
Where's your luggage?"
"Hall," he said faintly.
"Well, bring it in."
He did so, and set about unpacking his own things with a
general air of distress. She recalled him in the terminal,
frozen, with the gun locked in his hands. The remarkable
thing was that he had had the inclination to seize it in
the first place . . . the dead guard, she reckoned, and
opportunity and sheer desperation.
He finished, put his case in the closet and stood there
by the door, facing her.
"Are you all right?" she asked. "
Warrior's outside. Nothing will get past it. No reason
to worry on that account."
He nodded slowly, in that. perplexed manner he had when
he was out of his depth.
"That skylight-doesn't bother you, does
it?" The thought struck her that it might, for he was
not accustomed to worlds and weather.
He shook his head in the same fashion.
She put her hand on his shoulder, a gesture of comfort
as much as other feeling; he touched her in return, and she
looked into his face this time cold sober, in stark light.
The tattoo was evident. The eyes . . . remained distracted,
perplexed. The expression was lacking.
His hand fell when she did not respond, and even then
the expression did not vary. He was capable of physical
pleasure-more than capable. He felt-at least approval or
the lack of it. He suffered shocks . . . and tried to go on
responding, as now, when a beta or Kontrin would have
acknowledged distress.
"You did well," she said deliberately, watched
the response, a little touch of relief.
Limited sensitivity. Suspicion washed over her, answers
she did not want. He made appropriate responses, human
responses, answered to affection. Some azi could not;
likely Max and Merry were too dull for it. But even Jim,
she thought suddenly, did not react to stress as a born-man
might. She touched him; he touched her. But the responses
might as easily be simple tropisms, like turning the face
to sunlight, or extending cold hands to warmth. To be
approved was better than to be disapproved.
Lia too. Even Lia. Not love, but programs. Psych-sets,
less skilfully done than the betas' own.
Beta revenge, she thought, sick to the heart of
her. A grand joke, that we roll learn to love them when
we're children.
She hated, for that moment, thoroughly, and touched
Jim's face and did not let it show.
And when she was lying with the azi's warmth against
her, in Merek Eln's huge bed, she found him-all
illusions laid aside-simply a comfortable presence. He was
more at case with her than he had been the first night, an
incredible single night ago, on the Jewel; he
persisted in seeking closeness to her, even deep in sleep,
and the fact touched her. Perhaps, whatever he felt, she
was his security; and whatever his limitations, he was
there, alive-full of, if not genuine humanity, at least
comfortable tropisms . . . someone to talk to, a mind off
which her thoughts could reflect, a solidity in the
dark.
It stopped here; everything stopped here, at the Edge.
She lay on her back staring up, her arm intertwined with
Jim's. The storm had passed and the stars were clear in
the skylight: Achernar's burning eye and all, all the
other little lights. The loneliness of the Reach oppressed
her as it never had. The day crowded in on her, the
Outsider ship ghosting past them in the morning, the
presence of them in the house.
What's out there, she wondered, where
men never changed? Or do we all . . . change?
Perspective shifted treacherously, as if the sky were
downward, and she jerked. Jim half-wakened, stirred.
"Hush," she said. "Sleep." And he did
so, head against her, seeking warmth.
Tropism.
We created the betas, built all their beliefs, but
they refused to live us we made them; they had to have azi.
They created them, they cripple them, to make themselves
whole by comparison. Of what did we rob the betas?
Of what they take from the azi?
She rubbed at Jim's shoulder and wakened him
deliberately. He blinked at her in the starlight.
"Jim, was there another azi on the Jewel,
more than one, perhaps, that you would have liked to have
here with you?"
He blinked rapidly, perplexed. "No."
"Are you trying to protect them?"
"No."
"There was none, no friend, no-companion, male or
female?"
"No."
She considered that desolation a moment, that was as
great as her own. "Enemy?"
"No."
"You were, what, four years on that ship, and never
had either friend or enemy?"
"No." A placid no, a calm and quiet no, a
little puzzled.
She took it for truth, and smoothed his hair aside as
Lia had done with her when she was a child, in Kethiuy.
She at least . . . had enemies left.
Jim-had nothing. He and the majat azi, the naked
creatures moving with will-o'-the-wisp lights through
the tunnels of the hive-were full brothers, no more nor
less human.
"I am blue-hive," she whispered to him, moved
to things she had never said to any human. "Of the
four selves of majat . . . the gentlest, but majat for all
that. Sul sept is dead; Meth-maren House is dead.
Assassins. I'm blue-hive. That's what I have
left.
"There was an old man . . . seven hundred years
old. He'd seen Istra, seen the Edge, where Kontrin
won't go. Majat came here to live, long ago, but
Kontrin wouldn't, only he. And I." She traced the
line of his arm, pleased by its angularity, mentally
elsewhere. "Nineteen years ago some limits were
readjusted; and do you know, they've never been redone.
Someone's taken great care that all that not be
redone.
"Nineteen years. I've lived on every hive-world
of the Reach. I've caused the Family a minimum of
difficulty. Not from love, not from love, you understand.
Ah, no. There's an old woman in Council. Her name is
Moth. She's not dictator in name, but she is. And she
doesn't trouble me. She does the nothing she always
preferred. And the things let loose nineteen years ago-have
all come of age.
"The Houses are waiting. Waiting all this time.
Moth will die, one of these days. Then the scramble for
power, as the Reach has never seen it."
"Sera-"
"Dangerous listening, yes. Don't call me that.
And you have sense enough to keep quiet, don't you? The
azi down in the azi quarters . . . are not to be . Never
confide in them. Even Warriors knows the difference,
knowing you were with me before they were. No, trust
Warrior if ever you must trust anything; it can't tell
your face from that of any other human, but hail it
blue-hive and give it taste or touch, it or any blue.
I'll show you tomorrow, show you how to tell the
hive-markings apart. You must learn that and show Max and
Merry. And if there's ever any doubt of a majat kill
it. I mean it. Death is a minor thing to them.
Warrior-always comes back. Only humans don't "
"Why-" From Jim, question was a rarity. "
Why did they attack us at the port?"
"I don't know. I think they wanted
Warrior."
"Why?"
"Two questions in sequence. Delightful. You're
recovering your balance."
"Sera?"
"Raen." She struck him lightly with her fist,
an excess of hope. "My name is Raen; call me Raen. You
can manage that. You were entirely wasted on the
Jewel. Handling of arms: everything that pair
downstairs can do; and anything else, anything else. You
can learn it. You're not incapable of learning. Go back
to sleep."
He did not, but lay to this side and that, and finally
settled again when she rested her head against his
shoulder.
Security.
That, she reckoned, was somewhat mutual.
BOOK SIX
i
The Mother of Istra blue took taste, and heaved herself
back, mandibles working. Drones soothed Her, singing in
their high voices. She ceased, for a moment, to produce new
lives.
"Other-hive." She breathed, and the walls of
the Chamber vibrated with the low sound. "Blue-hive.
Blue-hive Kontrin. Meth-maren of Cerdin. Kethiuy."
The Drones moved closer, touched. She bowed and offered
taste to the foremost, and it to the next, while She gave
to a third. Like the motion of wind through grass it
passed, and the song grew in its wake. An impulse
extraordinarily powerful went out from them; and all
through the Hill, activity slowed. Workers and Warriors
turned wherever they were, oriented themselves to the
Chamber.
In the egg-chamber, frightened Workers, sensing vague
alarm, began building a seal for the shafts. Theirs was the
only activity. Mother lowered Her head and reached out for
the reporting Warrior yet again; and Warrior, knowing fear
of Mother for the first time in its existence, locked a
second time into Mother's chemistry, suffering the
reactions of Her body as the messages swirled through Her
fluids.
Others crowded close, seeking understanding.
They could not interpret fully. Each understood after
its own kind.
There was impression of a flow of chemistry which had
begun many cycles ago, a tiny taste of Cerdin, homeworld.
The Mind Remembered. There had been a small hill. The
memory went back before there were humans, salt-tasting,
quick-perishing; before the little lake had filled; before
the hill itself had stood. There were ages, and depths. The
Mind reeled in ecstasy, the reinforcement of this ancient
memory. There were partings, queens born of eggs ship-sent,
hives hurled out to the unseen stars, over distances the
Mind comprehended only when majat eyes beheld a new heat
source in the heavens, different in pattern and timing and
intensity, only when majat calculations reckoned angles and
distances and an impression of complexities beyond the
comprehension of the Mind, mysticism alien to majat
processes.
Vastness, and dark, and cold.
Where the Mind was not.
Death.
At last the Mind had something by which to comprehend
death, and finitude of worlds, and time before and after
itself. It staggered in such comprehensions, and embraced
abstracts.
Finite time, as humans measured it, suddenly acquired
meaning.
The Mind understood.
Kalind-mind. There was dazzling taste of it, which had
tasted of Andra, and of Meron, which had tasted of Cerdin,
a wave starting at Cerdin and rippling outward: violence,
and enmity. Destruction. Cerdin. Destruction.
The motion in the hive utterly ceased. Even the
egg-tenders froze, paralysed in the enormity of the
vision.
Growth since. Growth, denying death.
Mind reached outward, where there was no contact, for
the distances were too far, and synthesis was impossible.
There was only the longing, a stirring in the chemistries
®f the hive.
"Hazard," a Warrior complained, having tasted
Kontrin presence, and the slaughter of blues, the murders
of messengers.
It could comprehend nothing more; but the hive closed
the more tightly.
"She-" Mother began, interpreting across the
barriers of type, which was queen-function, while
chemistries meshed on other levels, "she is Meth-maren
hive. She is the hive. She is Kethiuy. Her Workers
are late-come, gathered from strange hives. Azi. She tastes
of danger, yess. Great hazard, but not hostile to blues.
She preserved us the messenger of Kalind. She was on Meron,
and Andra; her taste is in those memories. She was
within the Hill on Cerdin. She has patterned with
Warriors, against majat, against humans. Istra reds . . .
taste of hate of her. Cerdin-taste runs in red-memory,
taste of humans and death of blues. Great slaughter. Yess.
But the entity Raen Meth-maren is blue-hive Kontrin. She
has been part of the Mind of Cerdin."
"Queen-threat," a Warrior ventured.
The Drones sang otherwise, Remembering. The Mother of
Cerdin blue-hive lived in Kalind blue's message. There
was a song that was Kethiuy, and death, abundant death, the
beginning of changes, premature.
"Meth-maren," Mother recalled, feeding into
the Mind. "First-human. Hive-friend."
Then the message possessed Her, and She poured into the
Drones a deep and abiding anger. The Mind reached. Its
parts were far-flung, scattered across the invisible gulfs
of stars, of time, which had never been of significance.
The space existed. Time existed. There was no synthesis
possible.
The Drones moved, laved Mother with their palps,
increasingly disturbed. They rotated leftward, and Mother
also moved, drawing from Warriors and Foragers far-ranging
on the surface-orienting to the rising sun, not alpha, but
beta Hydri, beholding this in the darkness of the Hill.
The Drones searched Memory, rotated farther, seeking
resolution. Full circle they came, locked again on the
Istran sun. Workers reoriented; Warriors moved.
The circling began again, slow and ponderous. Seldom did
Mother move at all. Now twice more the entire hive shifted
prime direction, and settled.
A Warrior felt Mother's summons and sought touch. It
lacked into Mother's chemistry and quivered its entire
length, in the strength of the message it felt. It turned
and ran, breaking froth the Dance.
A Worker approached, received taste, and likewise fled,
frantically contacting others as it went.
The Dance fragmented. Workers and Warriors scattered in
a frenzy in all directions.
The Drones continued to sing, a broken song, and
dissonant. Mother produced no egg. A strange fluid poured
from Her mandibles, and the Workers gathered it and passed
to the egg-tenders, who sang together in consternation.
ii
The house-comp's memory held a flood of messages:
those from the Dain-Prossertys, who had lost no time;
anxious inquiries from the ITAK board in general; from
ISPAK, a courteous erecting and regrets that she had not
stayed in the station: from the police, a requested list of
casualties and next of kin; from forward ITAK businesses,
offers of services and gifts.
Raen dealt with some of them: a formal message of
condolences to the next-of-kin, with authorisation for
funeral expenses and the sum of ten thousand credits to
each bereaved, to be handled through ITAK; to the board,
general salutations; to the Dain-Prossertys a suggestion
that any particular license they desired might be
favourably considered, and suggesting discretion in the
matter.
She ordered printout of further messages and ignored
what might be incoming for the time, choosing a leisurely
breakfast with Jim, the while Max and Merry ate in the azi
quarters, and Warrior enjoyed a liquid delicacy in the
garden-barely visible, Warrior's post, a shady nook
amongst the rocks and spiky plants, a surprise for any
intruders.
A little time she reckoned she might spend in resting;
but postponing meetings with ITAK had hazard, for these
folk might act irrationally if they grew too nervous.
There was also the chance that elements of the Family
had agents here: more than possible, even that there could
have been someone to precede her. In the
Jewel's slow voyage there was time for
that.
She toyed with the idea of sending Council a salutation
from Istra, after two decades of silence and obedience. The
hubris of it struck her humour.
But Moth needed no straws added to the weight under
which she already tottered. Raen found it not in her
present interest to add anything to the instabilities, to
aggravate the little tremors which were beginning to ran
through the Reach. Kontrin could act against her on Istra;
but they would not like to, would shudder at the idea of
pursuing a feud in the witness of betas, and very much more
so here at the window on Outside. No, she thought, there
would be for her only the delicate matter of assassination
. . . and Moth, as every would act on the side of inaction,
entropy personified.
No such message would go, she decided, finishing her
morning tea. Let them discover the extent of their problem.
For herself-she had them; and they had yet to discover it .
. . had a place whereon to stand, and, she thought to
herself, a curiosity colder and more remote than all her
enemies' ambition: to comprehend this little hall of
yam the while she pulled it apart.
To know the betas and the azi and all the shadows the
Kontrin cast on the walls of their confinement.
Jim had finished his breakfast, and sat, hands on the
table, staring between them at the empty plate. The azi
invisibility mode. If he did not move, his calculation
seemed to be, then she would cease to notice him and he
could not possibly bother her. The amazing thing was that
it so often worked. She had seen azi do such things all her
life, that purposeful melting into the furnishings of a
room, and she had never noticed, until she persisted in
sitting at table with one, until she relied on one for
company, and conversation, and more than that.
It is something, she thought, to begin to
see.
She pushed back from the table without a word, seeking
her own invisibility, and went off to the computer.
The printout had grown very long during breakfast. She
tore it off and scanned it, found overtures from some of
the great agricultural co-operatives within ITAK-suggesting
urgent and private consultations. Word had indeed spread.
Some messages were from ITAK on the other continent,
imaginatively called West: that was the Newport operation;
simple courtesies, those. Another had come from ISPAK,
inviting her up for what it called an urgent conference. A
message from ITAK on East acknowledged with gratitude the
one she had sent before breakfast and urged her to
entertain a board meeting at some convenient time; the
signature was one ser Dain, president, and of a sudden she
smiled, recalling sera Dain and her husband . . . betas
too; had their Family, and she reckoned well how the
connections might run in ITAK. Small benefit, then, from
corrupting Prosserty: Dain was the name to watch.
And finally there was the one she had hoped for, a
courteous greeting from ser Tallen of the trade mission,
recalling the night's summons and leaving a number
where he might be reached: the address was that of a city
guest house . . . considering Newhope, probably the only
guest house.
She keyed the same message to all but Tallen. NOTED. I
AM PRESENTLY ARRANGING MY SCHEDULE. THANK YOU.
R.S.M.-m.
To Tallen: AT TWO, MY RESIDENCE, A BRIEF MEETING. RAEN A
SUL.
She cleared that with the police at the gate, lest there
be misunderstandings; and reckoned that it would be relayed
to ITAK proper.
And a brief call to ITAK registry, bypassing automatic
processes: Max and Merry were legally transferred, even
offered as a company courtesy; she declined the latter, and
paid the modest valuation of the contracts.
Supply: she arranged that, through several local
companies . . . ordered items from groceries to hardware in
prodigious
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quantity, notwithstanding borderline shortages. Fruit,
grain, and sugar were in unusual proportion on that list .
. . distressing, to any curious ITAK agent who
investigated.
To the nine neighbours of Executive Circle 4, the same
message, sent under the serpent-sigil of the Family: TO MY
NEIGHBOURS: WITH EXTREME REGRET I MUST STATE THAT AN
ATTEMPT ON MY LIFE MAKES NECESSARY CERTAIN DEFENSIVE
MEASURES. THIS CIRCLE MAY BE SUBJECT TO HAZARDOUS VISITORS
AND ACTIONS ON THE PART OF MY AGENTS MAY NECESSITATE SUDDEN
INCURSIONS INTO NEIGHBOURING RESIDENCES. I REFUSE
RESPONSIBILITY FOR LIVES AND PROPERTY UNDER THESE
CIRCUMSTANCES. IF, HOWEVER, YOU WISH TO RELOCATE FOR THE
DURATION OF MY STAY ON ISTRA, I SHALL BE HAPPY EITHER TO
PURCHASE YOUR RESIDENCE OR TO RENT IT, WITH OR WITHOUT
FURNISHINGS. I SHALL MEET ANY REASONABLE PRICE OR RENT
WITHOUT ARGUMENT AND OFFER TO BEAR ALL EXPENSES OF
TEMPORARY OR PERMANENT RELOCATION IN A COMPARABLE CIRCLE,
PLUS 5,000 CREDITS GENERAL COMPENSATION FOR THE
INCONVENIENCE. KONT' RAEN A SUL HANT METH-MAREN, AT 47.
POISE EXPECTED.
Then she settled back, shut her eyes and rested for a
few moments . . . set herself forward then, having begun
the sequences in her mind.
Kontrin-codes. Kontrin had set up worldcomp and
intercomp, and maintained both. There were beta accesses,
in a hierarchy of authorisations; there were many more
reserved to Kontrin, and some restricted to specific
Houses, to those who worked directly with specific aspects
of the central computers at Alpha-with the trade banks or
the labs or the other separate agencies, which met in
Council: the democracy of the Family, the secrecy that kept
certain functions for certain Houses, making Council
necessary. Meth-marens had had somewhat to do with
establishing Alphacomp in the very beginning-in matters of
abstract theory and majat logic, the mathematics of the
partitioned hive-mind: translation capacity, biocomp, and
the dull mechanics of warehousing and hive-trade; but Ilit
had had the abstract interest in economics.
Merely to enter worldcomp or even intercomp, and to
touch information of beta's private lives . . . any
Kontrin could do that. Trade information was hardly more
difficult, for any who knew the very simple codes:
locations of foodstuffs, ships in port, licenses and
applications for license. It was all very statistical and
dull and few Kontrin without direct responsibility for a
House's affairs would bestir themselves to care what
volume of grain went into a city.
She did. Hal Ilit had realised, perhaps, the extent of
her theft from him; perhaps this shame as much as the other
had prompted him to turn on her. Certainly it was shame
that had prompted hire to try to deal with her on his own,
a man never experienced in violence.
He had been in most regards, an excellent teacher.
And the Eln-Kests, according to the statistics on
record, had not been lying:
There was a periodic clatter in the next room, the
rattle of dishes. Jim was probably at the height of
happiness, doing what his training prepared him to do. It
irritated her. She ordinarily carried on some operations in
her mind, and could not to her usual extent, whether
through preoccupation or because of the extraneous noise:
she posted them to the auxiliary screens and checked them
visually.
The rattle of dishes stopped. There was silence for a
time. Then it began again, this time the moving of chairs
and objects, a great deal of pacing about between.
She threw down the stylus, swore, rose and stalked back
to the main rooms. Jim was there, replacing a bit of
sculpture on the reception hall table.
"The noise," she said, "is bothering me.
I'm trying to work."
He waved a hand at the rooms about him, which were, she
saw now, clean, dusted, well-ordered. Approve, his
look asked, and killed all her anger. It was his whole
reason for existence on the Jewel.
It was his whole reason for existence anywhere.
She let go her breath and shook her head.
"I beg pardon," he said, in that
always-subdued voice.
"Take a few hours off, will you?"
"Yes, sera."
He made no move to go; he expected her to walk away, she
realised, being the one with a place to go. She thought of
him at breakfast, absolutely still, mental null . . .
agony, she thought. It was what the Family had tried to do
with her. She could not bear watching it.
"I've a deepstudy unit upstairs," she
said. "You know how to use it?"
"Yes, sera."
"If you can't remember, I'm going to make a
tape that says nothing but Raen. Come on. Come
upstairs. I'll see whether you know what you're
doing with it."
She led the way; he followed. In the bedroom she
gestured at the closet where her baggage was stored, and he
pulled the unit out, while she located the 'bin bottle
in her cosmetics kit and shook out a single capsule.
He set it up properly, although he seemed puzzled by
some of the details of it: units varied. She watched him
attach the several leads, and those were right. She gave
him the pill, and he swallowed it without water.
"Recreation," she said, and sorted through the
second, the brown case, that held the tapes.
"You're always free to use the unit. I wish you
would, in fact. Any white tape is perfectly all right for
you." She looked at him, who sat waiting, looking at
her, and reckoned that no azi was capable of going beyond
instructions: she had never known one to, not even Lia.
Psych-set. They simply could not. "You don't touch
the black ones. Understood? If I hand you a black one,
that's one thing, but not on your own. You follow
that?"
"Yes," he said.
They were black ones that she chose, Kontrin-made. The
longest was an artistic piece, participant-drama: a little
cultural improvement would not be amiss, she thought. And
the short one was Istra. She put them in the slot.
"You know this machine, do you? You understand the
hazards? Make sure the repeat-function never adds up to
more than two hours"
He nodded. His eyes were beginning to dilate with the
drug. He was not ht for conversation-fumbled after the
switch, in token of this. She pushed it for him.
There was delay enough for him to compose himself. He
settled back, folded his arms across his belly, eyes
glassy. Then the machine began to activate, and it was as
if every nerve in his body were severed: the whole body
went limp. It was time to leave; the machine was a nuisance
without the drug, and she never liked to look at someone
undergoing the process-it was not a particularly pretty
sight, mouth slack, muscles occasionally twitching to
suggestion. She double-checked the timer to be sure: there
was a retreat function, that could be turned to
suicide-dehydration, a slow death as pleasant or as
terrible as the tape in question; it was not engaged, and
she turned her back on him and left, closed the door on the
unit and its human appendage.
Every tape she had had since she was fifteen was in that
box, and some she had recovered in duplicate for
sentiment's sake. If he knew them all, she
thought wistfully, he might be me. And then she
laughed, to think of things that were not in the tapes, the
ugly things, the bitter things.
The laugh died. She leaned against the rail of the
stairs and reckoned another thing, that she should not have
meddled at all, that she should ravel at other knots that
had importance, and let this one alone.
No more than the hives, she thought, and went
downstairs.
iii
Ab Tallen brought a different pair with him . . . an
older woman named Mara Chung and a middle-aged man named
Ben Orrin. Warrior was nervous with their presence: what
Warrior could not touch made it entirely nervous, and the
police had liked Warrior no better, having the duty of
escorting the Outsiders to the safety of the house.
Max served drinks: Jim was still upstairs, and Raen was
content with that, for Max managed well enough, playing
house-azi. She sipped at hers and watched the
Outsiders' eyes, what things drew them, what things
seemed of interest.
Max himself was, it seemed. Ser Orrin was injudicious
enough to stare at him directly, glanced abruptly at some
point on the glass he held when he realised it.
Raen smiled, caught Max's eyes and with a flick of
hers, dismissed him to neutrality somewhere behind her. She
looked at her guests. "Seri," she murmured, with
a gesture of the glass. "Your welcome. Your profound
welcome. Be at ease. I plan no traps. I know what
you've been doing on Istra. It's of no moment to
me. Probably others of the Family find it temporarily
convenient. A measure which has prevented difficulties
here. How could the Reach complain of that?"
"If you would be clear, Kont' Raen-what
interests you do serve, forgive me-we might be on firmer
footing."
"Ser Tallen, I am not being subtle at the moment. I
am here. I don't choose to see anything of the
transactions you've made with Istra. Pursuing that
would be of no profit to me, and a great deal of
inconvenience. Some interests in the Family would be
pleased with what you're doing; others would be
outraged; Council would debate it and the outcome would be
uncertain, but perhaps unfavourable. Myself, I don't
care. The hives are fed. That's a great benefit. Azi
aren't starved. That's another. It makes Istra
liveable, and I'm living on Istra. Plain?"
There was long silence. Tallen took a drink and stared
at her, long and directly. "Do you represent
someone?"
"I'm Meth-maren. Some used to call-us
hive-masters; it's a term we've always disliked,
but it's descriptive. That's what I represent,
though some dispute it."
"You control the majat?"
She shook her head. "No one-controls the
majat. Anyone who tells you he does . . . lies. I'm an
intermediary. An interpreter."
" 'Though some dispute it,' you
said."
"There are factions in the Family, seri, as
aforesaid. You might hear others disputing everything I
say. You'll have to make up your own mind, weighing
your own risks. I've called you here, for one thing,
simply to lay all things out in open question, so that you
don't have to ask ITAK questions that are much easier
to ask of me directly. You had to wonder how much secrecy
you needed use with certain items of trade; you could have
wasted a great deal of energy attempting to conceal a fact
which is of no importance to me. I consider it courtesy to
tell you."
"Your manners are very direct, Kont' Raen. And
yet you don't say a word of why you've
come."
"No, ser. I don't intend to." She lowered
her eyes and took a drink, diminishing the harshness of
that refusal, glanced up again. "I confess to a lively
curiosity about you-about the Outside. How many worlds are
there?"
"Above fifty around the human stars."
"Fifty . . . and non-human? Have you found other
such?"
Tallen's eyes broke contact, and disappointed her,
even, it seemed, with regret to do so. "A restricted
matter, Kont' Raen."
She inclined her head, turned the glass in her hand, let
the melting ice continue spinning, frowned-thinking on
Outside, and on the ship at station, Outbound.
"We are concerned," Tallen said, "that
the Reach remain stable."
"I do not doubt" She regarded him and his
companions, male and female. "I doubt that I can
answer your questions either."
"Do you invite them?" And when she shrugged:
"Who governs? Who decides policies? Do majat or humans
dominate here?"
"Moth governs; the Council decides; majat and
humans are separate by nature."
"Yet you interpret."
"I interpret."
"And remain separate?"
"That, ser," she answered, having lost her
self-possession for the second time, "remains a
question." She frowned. "But there remains one
more matter, seri, for which I asked you here. And I shall
ask it and hope for the plain truth: among the bargains
that you have made with concerns inside the Reach-is there
any breach of quarantine? You're not-providing exit for
any citizens of the Reach? You've not agreed to do so
in future?"
They were disturbed by this, as they might be.
"No," Tallen said.
"Again, my personal position is one of complete
disregard. No. Not complete. I would," she said with a
shrug and a smile, "be personally interested. I would
be very interested to see what's over the Edge. But
this is not the case. There is no exit."
"None. It would not be tolerated, Kont' Raen,
much as it is regrettable."
"I am satisfied, then. That was the one item which
troubled me. You've answered me. I think that I believe
you. All our business for my part is done. Perhaps a social
meeting when there's leisure for it."
"It would be a pleasure, Kont' Raen."
She inclined her head, set her glass aside, giving them
the excuse to do the same.
There were formalities, shaking of hands, parting
courtesies: she went personally to the door and made sure
that Warrior did not approach them as they entered their
car and closed the doors.
"Max," she said, "see to the gate out
there. Make sure our security is intact."
He was over-zealous; he went without more than his
sunvisor, and she frowned over it, for Istra's sun was
no kinder than Cerdin's. New azi. Anxious and
over-anxious to please. It was worse in its way than
dealing with housecomp.
The car reached the gate and exited; Max saw to the
closing and walked back, Warrior gliding along at a little
distance, keeping a critical majat eye on all that
passed.
Max entered, sought more instruction. "Just protect
yourself when you go out, after this," she said
peevishly, and dismissed him. She was depressed by the
encounter, had hoped otherwise, and logically could not say
why.
She closed and sealed the door, blinking somewhat from
the change of light, from the portico to the inner
hall-looked up, for Jim was on the stairs, watching
her.
He looked yet a little abstracted; deepstudy did that to
one. And he had been upstairs longer than the tape had run
. . . asleep, perhaps. It was a common reaction.
"You didn't repeat it, did you?" she
asked, thinking of Max's excessive zeal, concerned for
that.
"I listened aloud for several times."
"You were supposed to enjoy it."
"I thought I was supposed to learn it." He
shrugged from the stare she gave him for that, glanced down
briefly, a flinching. "Is there something I can do
now?"
She shook her head, and went back to her work.
The supplies arrived: Jim went out with Max and Merry to
fend off Warrior while they were unloaded; it evidently was
managed without incident, for she heard nothing of it. Six
of the neighbours called, advising that they were indeed
seeking shelter elsewhere; three were silent, and calls to
them raised no human answer, only housecomp. There were
several more calls from various sources, including ITAK and
ISPAK.
For the most part there was no sound in the house at
all, not a stirring from Jim, wherever he was and whatever
he did to pass the time. He appeared at last, prepared
supper, shared it with her in silence and vanished again.
She would have spoken with him at dinner, but she was
preoccupied with the recollection of her work with the comp
net, and with the hazard of dipping as she did into
intercomp; it was nothing to touch lightly, a taut-strung
web which could radiate alarms if jostled too severely. She
did not need abstract discussion with an azi to unhinge her
thought.
He was there after midnight, when she came to bed, and
even then she was not in a mood for conversation; he sensed
this, evidently, and did not attempt it. But the work was
almost done, and she could, for a time, let it go.
She did so; he obliged, cheerfully, and seemed
content.
iv
She went down alone in the morning, letting Jim sleep
while he would; and the fear that some urgent message, some
calamity, some profound change in circumstances might be
waiting in the housecomp's memory, sent her stumbling
down to check on it before her eyes were fully open.
Only the same sort of message that had been coming in
during the last day and night. She scanned the
message-function a second time, refusing to believe in her
continued safety, and finally accepted that this was
so-pushed her hair out of her eyes and wandered off to the
kitchen to make a cup of coffee: Outsider-luxuries, cheaper
here than in innerworlds, for all the threat of famine.
Istra was not backward where it regarded what was obtained
from Outsider trade.
She drank her breakfast standing up, staring glaze-eyed
at the en through the kitchen's long slit window,
thinking even then that the house had far too many windows,
too many saes, and that the walls were a good deal too low
to serve even against human intruders: they masked what
went on outside and close to them, and were no defense,
only a delay.
The rising of beta Hydri gave a wan light at this
hour-wan by reason of the shaded glass. The light rimmed
the walls, the edge of the azi-quarters which showed a
gleam of interior light, and over the wall, far distant,
showed a vague impression of the domes of another arm of
the City, with brush and grassland intervening: another
hazard. Within the walls was deep shadow. The light frosted
edges of rocks, of hastate-leaved plants, of the
garden's few trees, which were gnarled and twisted and
looked dead until one realised that the limp strings which
hung along the limbs were leaves. A vine which ran among
the rocks like a brown snarl of old cable by day had
miraculously spread leaves for the dawn. Other things
likewise had leafed out or bloomed, for the one brief
period of moderate light and coolness. By day the garden
reverted to reality. It was much like Cerdin. The Eln-Kests
had had an eye for gardens, for Istran beauty, declining to
import showy exotics from Kalind, which would have died,
neglected: these thrived. It was a quality of subtle taste
unsuspected in folk whose front room decor was as it was.
Raen thought of the green-and-white bedroom, and the
subtlety of that, and reckoned that the same mind must have
planned both, a character unlike what she knew of
betas.
A large shadow appeared in the window, stopping her
heart; it was Warrior-at least majat, wanting in. She
opened the door, hand on the gun she had in her pocket, but
it was in truth only Warrior, who sat down on the floor and
preened itself of dew.
A little sugar-water more than satisfied it; it sang for
her while it drank, and she stroked the auditory palps very
softly in thanks for this.
"Others come," it said then.
"Other blues? How do you know so,
Warrior?"
It boomed a note of majat language. "Mind," it
translated, probably approximating.
"Is blue-hive not far, then?"
It shifted, never ceasing to drink, into a new
orientation. "There."
It faced down-arm from residence circle 4.
"Come that way," it informed her, then
reoriented half about. "Blue-hive there,
our-hill."
They would come an eighth of the way round the
asterisk-city and up the wild interstice to the garden
wall. And majat runners could cover that ground very
quickly.
"When?"
It stopped drinking and measured with its body the
future angle of the sun, a profound bow toward the far
evening. Late, then. Twilight.
"This-hive hopes you remain with us,
Warrior."
It began drinking again. "This-unit likes sweet.
Good, Kethiuy-queen."
She laughed soundlessly. "Good, Warrior." She
touched it, eliciting a hum of pleasure, and went about her
business. Warrior would of course do what the hive
determined, immune to bribery, but Warrior would at least
give its little unit of resistance to being removed, as
valid a unit of the Mind as any other.
And the hive was reacting. She went about her work,
schooling herself to concentration, but burning with an
inner fire all the same: the hive . . . had heard her,
regarded her. The approach through Kalind Warrior had had
its imprint.
It was there again, the contact which she had lost.
Nearly twenty years, and many attempts, and this one had
taken: she had allies, the power of the hives.
All possibilities shifted hereafter. Being here, at the
Edge, was no longer a protracted act of suicide, a high
refuge, a place where enemies could not so easily follow:
the circular character of events struck her suddenly and
amazed her with her own predictability. She had run, a
second time, for the hive.
It was time to attack.
v
House records had indicated a vehicle in the garage:
systems in it seemed up and operable. Max and Merry both,
by their papers, had some skill in that regard. "Go
out," she said, "and check it out by eye; I'm
not inclined to trust housecomp's word on it."
They went. Citybank provided an atlas in printout. A
sorrowfully thin atlas it proved to be, only a few pages
thick, for an entire inhabited world. Newhope and Newport
were the two cities, Newport seeming a very small
place indeed; and the town of Upcoast was the other major
concentration of population, only an administrative and
warehousing area for the northern estates. The rest of the
population was dotted all over the map, in the rain belts,
on farms and pumping stations and farms which served as
depots on the lacery of unpaved roads. Over most of the
land surface of Istra was nothing but blankness, designated
Uninhabited. There was the spectacular upsurge of the High
Range on East; and an extremely wide expanse of marsh
southward on West, marked Hazard, which given the habit of
Istran nomenclature, might be the name of the place as well
as its character. Small numbers were written beside the
dots that were farms . . . 2, 6, 7, and those in black; and
by depots and by the cities, like-wise, but ranging up to
15,896 at Newhope.
Population, she realised. A world so sparse that they
must give population in the outback by twos and threes.
In the several pages of the atlas, three were city-maps,
and they were all of the pattern of Newhope. The city was
simplicity itself: an eight-armed star with business and
residential circles dotted along its arms and with wedges
between wistfully titled Park . . . Park doubtless being
the ambition. Reality was outside, over the garden wall, a
sun-baked tangle of weeds and native trees which could not
have known human attention in centuries. Newhope must have
had ambitions once, in the days of its birth . . .
ambition, but no Kontrin presence to aid it: no relief from
taxes, no Kontrin funds feeding back into its economy, for
beautification, luxury, art.
Most of the building-circles were warehouses: the two
arms of the city nearest the Port were entirely that. There
were local factories, mostly locally consumed equipment for
agriculture, light arms, clothing, food processing. There
were services and their administrations; worker-apartments
for the ordinary run of betas; mid-class apartments and
some residential circles for the mid-class well-to-do; and
one arm was all elite residence-circles, like circle 4,
which this house occupied. The highest ITAK officials
lodged in circle 1, the lowest in 10. And the guest house
was second circle of the eighth arm: the
Outsider-mission's residency, while ITAK officers were
dead centre, zero-circle.
Useful to know.
There was a closing of doors upstairs. She heard
footfalls, soft, wandering here and there. She punched
time: the morning was well along.
The reflection in the dead screen showed her Jim
standing in the doorway, and she pushed with her foot,
turned the chair nearly full about.
"You certainly had your sleep this morning,"
she said cheerfully.
"No, sera."
She let go her breath, let pass the sera.
"What, then? You weren't meddling with the tapes,
were you?"
"I didn't remember them well. I tried them
again."
"For enjoyment. I thought you would enjoy them.
Maybe learn something."
"I'm trying to learn them, sera."
She shook her head. "Don't try beyond
convenience. I only meant to give you something to fill
your time."
"What will you want for lunch, sera?"
"Raen I don't care. Make something. I've a
little more to do here. I'll be through in half an
hour. We should have staff here. You shouldn't have to
serve as cook."
"I helped in galley sometimes," he said.
She, did not answer that Jim strayed out again. Warrior
met him: she saw the encounter reflected when she had
turned about again, and almost turned back to intervene.
But to her gratification she saw Jim touch Warrior of his
own accord and suffer no distress of it. Warrior sang
softly, hive-song, that was strange in the human rooms; it
trailed after Jim as he went kitchenward.
"Sugar-water," she heard from the kitchen, a
deep harmony of majat tones, and afterward a contented
humming.
The car functioned, with no problems. Raen watched the
short street flow past the tinted windows and settled back
with a deep breath. Merry drove, seeming happy with the
opportunity. Max and Warrior, minutely instructed regarding
each other as well as intruders, were guarding the house
and grounds; but Jim she would not leave behind, to the
mercy of chance and Max's skill at defense. Jim sat in
the back seat of the Eln-Kests' fine vehicle, watching
the scenery she saw when she looked back, with a look of
complete absorption.
Doing very well with this much strangeness about
him, she reckoned of him. Doing very well,
considering. She smiled at him slightly, then gave her
attention forward, for the car dipped suddenly for the
downramp to the subway and Merry needed an address.
"D-branch circle 5," she said, the while Merry
took them smoothly onto the track for Center.
The program went in. The car gathered speed, entering
the central track.
Something wrong whipped past the window on Max's
side. Raen twisted in the seat, saw an impression of
stilt-limbed walkers along the transparent-walled footpath
that ran beside the tracks.
Tunnels. Natural to majat, easy as the wildland
interstices. But there were beta walkers too, and no sign
of panic.
"Merry. So majat have free access here? Do they
just come and go as they please?"
"Yes," he said.
She thought of calling the house and warning Max; but
Max and Warrior had already been stringently warned. There
was no good adding a piece of information that Max would
already know. The danger was always there, had been. She
settled forward again, arms folded, scanning the broad
tube, the lights of which flicked past them faster and
faster.
"Majat make free of all Newhope, then, and betas
just bear with it, do they?"
"Yes, sera."
"They work directly for betas?" She found
amazement, even resentment, that majat would do so.
"Some places they do. Factories, mostly."
"So no one-at the Port found a Warrior's
presence unusual. Everyone's gotten used to it. How
long, Merry, how long has this been going on?"
The azi kept his eyes on the tracks ahead, his squarish
face taut, as if the subject was an intensely uncomfortable
one. "Half a year. . . . There was panic at first. No
more. Hives don't bother people. Humans walk one side,
majat the other, down the walkways. There are
heat-signs."
Redsss, redsss, Warrior had tried to tell her.
Go here, go there. Redss pushhh.
"What hive, Merry? One more than others?"
"I don't know, sera. I never understood there
was a difference to be seen, until you showed me. I'll
watch." His brow was creased with worry. Not so
slow-wilted, this azi. "Humans don't like them in
the city, but they come anyway."
Raen bit at her lip, braced as the car went through a
manoeuvre, scanned other majat on the walkway. They whipped
into the great hub of Central and changed tracks at a
leisurely pace. There were human walkers here, swathed in
cloaks and anonymous in the sunsuits which Istra's
bright outdoors made advisable; and by twos, there were
armoured police . . . ITAK security: everything here was
ITAK.
They whipped out again on another tangent. D, the signs
read.
More majat walkers.
Majat, casually coming and going in a daily contact with
betas . . . with minds-who-died. Once majat had fled such
contact, unable to bear it, even for the contacts which
gave them azi, insisting to work only through Kontrin.
Death had once worried majat-azi-deaths, no, as majat
deaths were nothing-but betas they had always perceived as
individual intelligences, and they had fled beta presence
in horror, unable to manage the concepts which disrupted
all majat understanding.
Now they walked familiarly with minds-who-died,
unaffrighted.
And that sent a shiver over her skin, a suspicion of
understanding.
D-track carried them along at increasing velocity; they
took the through-track until the lights blurred past in a
stream.
And suddenly they whisked over to slow-track, braking,
gliding for the D circle 5 ramp. Merry took over manual as
they disengaged, delivered them up into a shaded circle
free of traffic and pedestrians, a vast area ringed by a
pillared overhang of many stories-which must outwardly seem
one of those enormous domes. The summit was a tinted shield
which admitted light enough to glare down into the centre
of the well of pillars.
They drove deep beneath the overhand, and to the main
entry, where transparent doors and white walls lent a cold
austerity to the offices. LABOUR REGISTRY, the neat letters
proclaimed, 50-D, ITAK.
It was the beginning of understandings, at least. Raen
contemplated it with apprehensions, reckoned whether she
wanted to leave the azi both in the car or not, and decided
against.
"Merry, I don't think well be bothered here.
It's going to be hot; I'm sorry, but stay in the
car and keep the doors locked and the windows sealed.
Don't create trouble, but if it happens, shoot if you
have to: I want this car here when I come out. You call Max
every ten minutes and make sure things are all right at the
house, but no conversation, understand?"
"Yes."
She climbed out and beckoned to Jim, who joined her on
the walk and lagged a decorous half-pace behind as she
started for the doors. She dropped a step and he caught up,
walked with her into the foyer.
The offices were unnaturally still, desks vacant, halls
empty. The air-conditioning was excessive, and the air held
a strange taint, a combination of office-smells and
antiseptic.
"Is this place going to bother you?" she asked
of Jim, worried for that, but she reckoned hazards even of
leaving him here at the door.
He shook his head very faintly. She looked about, saw a
light on in an office down the corridor from the reception
area. She walked that way, slowly, her footsteps and
Jim's loud in the deserted building.
A man occupied the office-had heard their coming
evidently and risen. It was modern, but untidy; the desk
was stacked high with work. DIRECTOR, the sign by the door
declared.
"Ser," Raen said. He surveyed them both,
blinked, all at once seemed to take the full situation into
account, for his face went from ruddy to pale; a Kontrin in
Colour, a man in impeccable innerworlds dress and with an
azi-mark on his cheek.
"Sera."
"I understand," Raen said, "that there
are numerous personnel to be contracted."
"We have available contracts, yes, sera."
"Numerous contracts. I'd like a full tour,
ser-"
"Itavvy," he breathed.
"Itavvy. A tour of the whole facility,
ser."
The smallish beta, greying, balding . . . looked utterly
distressed. "The office-I've
responsibility-"
"It really doesn't look as if you're
overwhelmed with visitors. The whole facility, ser, floor
by floor, the whole process, so long as it amuses
me."
Itavvy nodded, reached for the communications switch on
the desk. Raen stepped across the interval and put out her
chitined hand, shook her head slowly. "No. You can
guide us, I'm sure. Softly. Quietly. With minimum
disturbance to the ordinary routine of the building. Do you
object, ser?"
vi
The Labour Registry was a maze of curving corridors, all
white, all the same. Lifts designated sub-basements down to
the fifth level; Raen recalled as many as twenty stories
above ground, although the lifts in this area only went to
the seventh: she recalled the overhang. They passed row on
row of halls, a great deal of seemingly pointless walking
with ser Itavvy in the lead. There were doors, neat
letters: LIBRARY: COMP I: LEVEL I: RED CARDS ONLY.
She made no sense of it, had no idea in fact what she
was seeking, save that in this building was what should
have been a thriving industry, and in the front of it were
empty desks and silent halls.
Itavvy paused at last at a lift and showed them in, took
them to third level, into other identical halls, places at
least populated. Grey-suited techs stared at the intrusion
of such visitors and stopped dead in their tracks, staring.
White-suited azi, distinguishable by their tattoos, stepped
from their path and then resumed their cleaning and their
pushing of carts.
Itavvy led them farther.
"I'm tired of walking aimlessly," Raen
said. "What do you propose to show us on this level?
More doors?"
"The available contracts, sera."
Raen walked along in silence, scanning doors and labels,
searching for something of information. Periodically
corridors branched of from theirs, always on the right.
Inevitably those corridors ended at the same interval,
closed off by heavy security doors. RED CARD ONLY, the
signs said.
She stopped, gestured toward the latest of them.
"What's there, ser Itavvy?"
"General retention," Itavvy said, looking
uncomfortable. "If sera will, please, there are more
comfortable areas-"
"Unlock this one. I'd like to see."
Itavvy unhappily preceded them down the short corridor,
produced his card and unlocked the door.
A second door lay beyond, similarly locked: they three
stood within the narrow intervening space as the outer door
boomed and sealed with a resounding noise of locks. Then
Itavvy used his card on the second, and a wave of tainted
air met them, a vastness of glaring lights and grey
concrete; a web of catwalks.
The scent was again that of antiseptic, compounded this
time with something else. Itavvy would too obviously have
been glad to close the door with that brief look, but Raen
walked stubbornly ahead, moving Itavvy out before her-no
beta would have the chance to slam a door at her back-and
looked about her.
Concrete, damp with antiseptic, and the stench of
humanity and sewage.
Pits. Brightly lit doorless pits, a bit of matting and
one human in each, like larvae bestowed in chambered comb.
Five paces by five, if that; no doors, no halls between the
cells . . . only the grid of catwalks above, with machinery
to move them, with an extended process of ladders which
could, only if lowered, afford the occupants exit, and that
only a few at a time.
The whole stretched out of view around the curve of the
building and far, far, across before them. Their steps
echoed fearsomely on the steel grids. Faces looked up at
them, only mildly curious.
Raen looked the full sweep of it, sickened, deliberately
inhaled the stench.
"Are contracts on these available?"
"For onworld use, sera."
"No export license."
"No, sera."
"I understand that a great number of azi have been
confiscated from estates. But the contracts on those azi
would be entangled. Where are they housed? Among
these?"
"There are facilities in the country."
"As elaborate as these?"
Itavvy said nothing. Raen calculated for herself what
manner of facilities could be constructed in the sparsely
populated countryside, in haste, by a pressured
corporation-government. These facilities must be luxurious
by comparison.
"Yet all of these," she said, "are
warehoused. Is that the right word?"
"Essentially," Itavvy whispered.
"Are you still producing azi at the same
rate?"
"Sera, if only you would inquire with ITAK
Central-I'm sure I don't know the reasons of
things."
"You're quite satisfactory, ser Itavvy. Answer
the question. I assure you of your safety to do
so."
"I don't know of any authorisation for change.
I'm not over Embryonics. That's another
administration, round the other side, 51. Labour
doesn't get them until the sixth year. We haven't
had any less of that age coming in. I don't think . . .
I don't think there can be any change. The order was to
produce."
"Origin of that order?"
"Kontrin licensing, sera." The answer was a
hoarse whisper. "Originally-we appealed for a moderate
increase. The order came back quadrupled."
"In spite of the fact that there existed no Kontrin
license to dispose of them when they reached eighteen. The
export quota wasn't changed"
"We . . . trusted, sera, that the license would be
granted when the time came. We've applied, sera.
We've even applied for permission to terminate. We
can't do that either. The estates-were all crowded
above their limits. They're supposed to turn them back
after a year, for training. But now-now they're running
their operations primarily to feed their own workers . . .
and they're panicked, refusing to give them up, the
permanent workers and the temporaries." Itavvy wiped
at his face. "They divert food-to maintain the work
force and it doesn't get to the depots. Our food. The
station's food. ISPAK has threatened a power cutoff if
the estates go on holding out, but ITAK has-reasoned with
ISPAK. It wouldn't stop the estate-holders. They have
their own collectors, their own power. And they won't
give up the azi."
"Are the holders organised?"
The beta shook his head. "They're just
outbackers. Blind, hardheaded outbackers. They hold the azi
because they're manpower; and they're a means to
hold out by human labour if ISPAK follows through with its
threat. Always . . . always the farms were a part of the
process; azi went out there in the finishing of their
training and shifted back again, those that would be
contracted for specialised work-good for the azi, good for
the farms. But now, sera, the estates have been threatening
to break out of the corporation."
"Hardly sounds as if these holders are blind, ser
Itavvy . . . if it comes to a fight, they've the
manpower."
"Azi."
"You don't think they'd fight."
Beta deference robbed her of an honest answer. Itavvy
swallowed whatever he would have said; but he looked as if
he would have disputed it.
"It hardly sounds as if they're without
communication on the issue,"' Raen said,
"since they're all doing alike. Aren't
they?"
"I wouldn't know, sera."
"Only on East, or is West also afflicted?"
Itavvy moistened his lips. "I think it's
general."
"Without organisation. Without a plan to keep
themselves from starving."
"There's already been work toward new
irrigation. The river . . . that supplies Newhope . . . is
threatened. They expand-"
"Unlicensed."
"Unlicensed, sera. ITAK protests, but again-we can
do nothing. They feud among themselves. They fight for land
and water. There are-" He mopped at the back of his
neck. "Maybe two and three holders get together. And
azi . . . muddle up out there. They're trading, these
holders."
"Trading?"
"With each other. Goods. Azi. Moving them from
place to place"
"You know so?"
"Police say so. Azi-are more on some farms than we
put there."
Raen looked over all the cells, as far as the eye could
see. "Weapons?"
"Holders-have always had them."
She walked forward, slowly, the little boxes shifting
past. The ceiling weighed upon the senses. There was only
grey and black and the white glare of light, no colour but
the shades of humanity, all grey-clothed.
"Why," she asked suddenly, "are they
walled off one from the other? Security?"
"Each is specifically trained. Contact at random
would make it more difficult to assure
specificity."
"And you get them at six years? Is it different
from this, the young ones?"
The beta did not answer. At last he gave a vague
shrug.
"Show me," Raen said.
Itavvy started walking, around the curve. New vistas of
cells presented themselves. The complex seemed endless. No
walls were discernible, no limits, save a core where many
catwalks converged, a vast concrete darkness against the
floodlights.
"Do they ever leave this place?" Raen asked as
they walked above the cells, provoking occasional curious
stares from those below. "Don't they want for
exercise?"
"There are facilities," the beta said,
"by shifts."
"And factories. They work in the city
factories?"
"Those trained for it." Perhaps Itavvy
detected an edge to her voice. His grew defensive.
"Six hours in the factories, two at exercise, two at
deepstudy, then rest. We do the best we can under crowded
circumstances, sera."
"And the infants?"
"Azi care for them:"
"By shifts. Six hours on, two of
exercise?"
"Yes, sera."
Their steps measured the metal catwalk another length.
"But you're not sending these out to the estates
anymore. You're more and more crowded week by week, and
you're not able to move them."
"We do what we can, sera."
They reached the core, and the lift. Itavvy used his
card to open the door, and they stepped in. SEVEN, Itavvy
pushed and the lift shot up with heart-dragging rapidity,
set them out on that level with a crashing of locks and
doors, echoes in vastness.
It was otherwise silent.
All these levels, she began to understand, all these
levels were the same, endless cubicles, floor after floor,
the same. Seven above ground. Five below. And there was
silence. All that space, all those cells, all that
humanity, and there was nowhere a voice, nowhere an
outcry.
Itavvy led the way out onto the catwalk. Raen looked
down. These were all small children, six, seven years. The
faces upturned held mild curiosity, no more. There were no
games, no occupations. They sat or lay on their mats. Same
grey coveralls, same shaven heads, same grave faces. At
this age, one could not even tell their sex.
None cried, none laughed.
"God," she breathed, gripping the rail. Itavvy
had stopped. She suddenly wanted out. She looked back. Jim
stood at the rail, looking down. She wanted him out- of
this place, now, quickly.
"Is there a door out on this level?" she
asked, perfectly controlled. Itavvy indicated the way ahead
with a gesture. Raen walked at his unhurried pace, hearing
Jim following.
"What's the average contract price?" she
asked.
"Two thousand."
"You can't produce them for anything near that
cost."
"No," said Itavvy. "We
can't."
It was a long walk. There was nothing to fill the
silence. She would not hurry, would not betray her
reaction, disturbing betas whose interests were involved in
this operation, stirring apprehensions. Nor would she turn
and look at Jim. She did not want to.
They reached a door like the one on third-passed that
and its mate into sterile halls and light and clean air.
She breathed, breathed deeply. "I've seen what I
came to see," she said. "Thank you, ser Itavvy.
Suppose now we go back to your office."
He hesitated, as if he thought of asking a question; and
did not. They rode the lift to main, and walked the long
distance back to the front offices, all in silence. Itavvy
had the air of a worried man. Raen let him fret.
And when they three stood once again in the beta's
office, with the door closed: "I have an estate,"
Raen said, "ridiculously understaffed. And a security
problem, which affords me no amusement at all. How many
contracts are available here?"
Itavvy's face underwent a series of changes.
"Surely enough to fill all your needs,
Kontrin."
"The corporation does reward its people according
to the profits their divisions show, doesn't it? All
these empty desks . . this isn't a local holiday, is
it?"
"No, sera."
Raen settled into a chair and Itavvy seated himself at
his desk. Raen gestured to Jim, and he took the one beside
her.
"So," she said. "And the number of
contracts available for guard personnel, azi
only?"
The beta consulted the computer. "Sufficient,
sera."
"The exact number, please."
"Two thousand forty-eight, sera, nineteen hundred
nine hundred eighty-two males, rest females; nineteen
hundred four under thirty years, rest above."
"Counting confiscated azi, or are these on the
premises?"
"On the premises."
"A very large number."
"Not proportionately, sera."
"Who usually absorbed them?"
"Corporation offices. Estate-holders . . . it's
wild land out there."
"So a great number of those tangled contracts in
custody in the country . . . would be guard-trained,
wouldn't they?"
"A certain number, yes, sera."
Itavvy's eyes were feverish; his lips trembled. He
murmured his words. Raen reckoned the man, at last
nodded.
"I'll buy," she said, "all two
thousand forty-eight. I also want sunsuits and sidearms. I
trust an establishment which sends out guards sends them
out equipped to work."
He moistened his lips. "Yes, sera, although some
buyers have their own uniforms or equipment."
"You'll manage." She rose, walked about
the office, to Itavvy's extreme nervousness, the while
she looked at the manuals on the counter by the comp unit.
She looked up a number, memorised it, turned and smiled
faintly. "I'll take the others as fast as you can
train them. Those tangled contracts . . . if you'll
check tomorrow, you'll find the matter cleared and the
contracts saleable. I trust you can quietly transfer azi
from there to here as spaces become available."
"Sera-"
"The children, ser Itavvy. However do you
substitute for-human contact? Do tapes supply it
all?"
Itavvy wiped at his lips. "At every minute stage of
development . . . deepstudy tapes, yes, sera. The number of
individuals, the economics . . . it would be virtually
impossible for a private individual to have the time, the
access to thousands of programs developed over centuries to
accomplish this-"
"Eighteen years to maturity. No way to speed that
process, is there?"
"For some purposes-they leave before
eighteen."
"Majat azi."
"Yes."
"And moving them out without programming-as they
are-"
"Chaos. Severe personality derangements."
She said nothing to that, only looked at him, at Jim,
back again. "And more than the two thousand
forty-eight . . . how long does it take for training? On
what scale can it be done?"
"Minimally . . a few days." Itavvy shuffled
the papers spread across his desk, an action which gave him
excuse to look elsewhere. "All channels could be
turned to the same tapestudy-easier than doing it
otherwise. But the legalities-the questions that would be
raised on this world-they'd have to be moved, shipped,
and ISPAK-"
"You know, ser Itavvy, that your loyalty is to
ITAK. But ITAK is a Kontrin creation. You are aware then of
a-higher morality. If I were to give you a certain-favour,
if I were to ask your-silence in return for that, and
certain further co-operations, you would realise that this
was not disloyalty to ITAK, but loyalty to the source of
ITAK's very license to function."
The beta wiped at his face and nodded, the papers
forgotten, his eyes fever-bright. He looked at her now.
There was no possibility of divided attention.
"I'm creating an establishment," she said
very softly, "a permanent Kontrin presence, do you
see? And such an establishment needs personnel. When this
process is complete, when the training is accomplished as I
wish, then I shall still need reliable personnel at other
levels."
"Yes, sera," he breathed.
"The great estates, you see, these powers with
their massed forces of azi-this thing which you so
earnestly insist has no organisation-could be handled
without bloodshed, by superior force. Peace would come to
Istra. You see what a cause you serve. A solution, a
solution, ser, which would well serve ITAK. You realise
that I have power to license, being in fact the total
Kontrin presence: I can authorise export on the levels you
need. I'm prepared to do so, to rescue this whole
operation, if I receive the necessary co-operation from
certain key individuals."
The man was trembling, visibly. He could not control his
hands. "I am not, then, to contact my
superiors."
She shook her head slowly. "Not if you plan to
enjoy your life, ser. I am extremely cautious about
security."
"You have my utmost co-operation."
She smiled bleakly, having found again the measure of
betas. "Indeed, ser, thank you. Now, there's an
old farm on B-branch, just outside the city, registered to
a new owner, one ser Isan Tel. You'll manage to find
some azi of managerial function, the best: its housecomp
has instructions for them. Can you find such azi?"
Itavvy nodded.
"Excellent. All you can spare of them, and all of
the guard-azi but two hundred males that I want transferred
to my own estate . . . go to the establishment of Isan Tel.
Provisioned and equipped. Can you do it?"
"We-can, yes."
She shook her hears. "No plural. You. You
will tend every detail personally. The rumour, if it
escapes, will tell me precisely who let it escape; and if
there is fault in the training-I need not say how I would
react to that, ser. You would be quite, quite dead. On the
other hand, you can become a very wealthy man . . . wealthy
and secure. In addition to the other contracts, I want half
a dozen domestics to my address; and ser Tel's estate
will need a good thirty to care for the guard-azi.
Possible?"
Itavvy nodded.
"Ser Itavvy, after today, an identity will be
established, one ser Merek Sed. He will be a very wealthy
man, with properties on several worlds, with trade license,
and an account in intercomp, a number I shall give you. You
will be that individual. He will be a creator. of art. I
shall purchase art for the decoration of my house . . . and
so will ser Isan Tel. Be discreet at first, ser Itavvy. Too
ostentatious a display of your new wealth would raise fatal
questions. But if you are clever-Merek Sed can retire in
great comfort. You have family, ser Itavvy?"
He nodded again, breathing with difficulty. "Wife.
A daughter."
"They also can be built into Merek Sed's
identity. Untraceable. Only you and I know how he was born.
Once off Istra, utterly safe. I will put your wife and
daughter into those records too, and give you their new
citizen numbers . . . at a price."
"What-price?"
"Loyalty. To me. Discretion. Absolute." She
tore off a sheet from a notepad and picked up a pen, wrote
three numbers. "The first is a number by which you can
contact me. Do so tomorrow. The second is the citizen
number of ser Merek Sed. The third is an account number
which will provide you an earnest of things to come. Use
only cash-machines, no credit purchases . . . don't
patronise the same store repeatedly. Create no patterns and
don't let others know how much your fortunes have
improved. Recall that if you're suspected, the
consequences to me are mere annoyance; to you . . . rather
more serious. For your family also. I can defend myself
from my annoyances. But I fear that they would devour
others, ser Itavvy." She held up the paper.
He took it.
"The delivery," she said, "of the guards
for my house . . . today?"
"Yes."
"And all equipage with them?"
"Yes. That can be arranged. We have warehouse
access."
"And the transfer of the azi to the Tel
estate?"
"Will begin today, sera. I could suggest an
abbreviated training, if only the use of arms is required,
and not specialised security-"
"Hastening the program?"
"Hastening it by half, Kontrin."
"Acceptable."
"If the authorisations to clear the papers on the
others could be given-"
"Not from this terminal, ser, but if you'll
check after your delivery' to my house, number 47A, if
you'll kindly make a note of that, you may find that
certain problems have vanished. And the Tel estate access
is South Road 3. You have all that?"
"Yes, sera."
She smiled. "Thank you, ser Itavvy. Payment will
clear at delivery. And a further matter: should you ever
notice on your housecomp a call from ser Tel in person . .
. check the Sed account at once. There'll be passage
for Sed and family, to ISPAK and elsewhere. It would be
wise at that point to use it. I do take care of my agents,
ser, if it's ever necessary."
"Sera," he breathed.
"We're agreed, then." She rose, offered
her chitin-sheathed hand with deliberation, knowing how
betas hated contact with it. Itavvy took it with gingerly
pleasure, rising.
"Jim," she said softly then, drew him with
her, out of the office.
And in the foyer she looked back. Itavvy had not come
out of his office . . . would not perhaps, for a small
space. She took Jim's arm. "All right?" she
asked.
Jim nodded. Upset, she thought, how not? But he shored
no signs of worse disturbance. She pressed his arm, let it
go, led the way to the door.
The car still waited. She looked right and left, walked
out into the heat. The filtered light coming down the huge
well to the pavement was not screened enough: the
ventilation was insufficient. When they reached the car,
Merry opened the door with a look of vast relief and
started the air-conditioning at once. He was drenched with
sweat, his blond hair plastered about his face.
"Everything all right?" she asked, letting Jim
in.
"At the house . . . quiet. No trouble."
Raen closed the door, looked back yet again at Jim. He
looked none the worse for the experience, even here, where
he might have given way in private. He seemed quite
composed, quite-she thought with disturbance-as composed as
the faces which had looked up at them from the cells,
silent, incapable of tears.
"Centre," she directed Merry, settling forward
in her seat again and folding her arms about her.
"We're going to pay another call. ITAK's due
one."
vii
It was very like the Labour Registry, the circle which
was the heart of ITAK: it was only wider, taller, and
perhaps deeper underground.
The Centre drew a great deal of traffic, cars prowling
the circle-drive . . . probably every car in East, every
car on the continent resorted here regularly, in a city
where everyone but the higher ITAK officials must rely on
public transport. A space was available in front of the
main doors, probably vacant because it was restricted; Raen
directed and Merry eased into it, parked, let them out and
locked the doors.
She and Jim were actually well into the building before
the reaction set in among the betas. It began with shocked
stares. Word apparently flashed then throughout the
building, for by the time she reached the main hall, with
its central glass sculpture, there was a delegation to meet
her, minor executives anxious to escort her upstairs where,
she was assured, the Board was hastily assembling to meet
her.
She cast a glance at the sculpture, which ascended in a
complex shaft to a light-well all its own, and took
advantage of beta Hydri's glare to illumine colours and
forms all the way down. "Lovely," she murmured,
and looked at the betas. "Local, Seri?"
Heads nodded. Anxious gestures tried to urge her
elsewhere, hallward. She shrugged and went with them, Jim
treading softly in her wake, playing at invisibility. No
one spoke to him, no one acknowledged his presence: the
tattoo let them know what he was despite his dress.
Bodyguard, they would think him, not knowing his
harmlessness, and therefore he served the function well.
Betas crowded about them, one babbling on about the
glass-artist, an Upcoast factor's son.
They entered the lift, rode it to the uppermost floors,
entered directly from it a suite of offices the splendour
of which equalled many an establishment on Andra, and a
second crowd waited to greet the visitor: division heads,
secretaries, minor officials, a chattering succession of
introductions.
Raen smiled perfunctorily, reckoning those who might be
worth recalling, met the Dain-Prossertys again, and ser
Dain himself, the president, and two more Dains high on the
staff. The inner office was opened, revealing chairs
arranged about a vast hollow table, and the ITAK emblem
blazoned on the wall like the Kontrin symbol in
Council.
Illusions, illusions. She smiled to herself,
and brought Jim in with her, offered him a seat at the
table beside her, offending them all. Azi women appeared,
to take requests for drinks. She ordered for herself and
Jim, the same that he had ordered on-ship, and leaned back,
waiting, while betas took their seats and made their orders
and hissing whispers tried to solve the problem of a
disturbed seating arrangement. A chair was brought in. The
first drinks arrived: Raen's, Jim's, President
Dain's and the Dain-Prossertys'.
Raen sipped at hers and studied them all, who had to
wait on theirs. The serving-azi hastened breathlessly . . .
decorative, Raen thought, eyeing the young women with a
critic's cold eyes, reckoning whether they were
homebred or foreign, and whether they were equally to the
taste of the beta women on the board.
Foreign, she decided. Mixed as populations were in the
Reach, seven hundred years had brought some definition
among azi, whose generations were short and subject to
brief fads. These had the look of Meron's carnival
decadence, elegant, sloe-eyed.
The last drinks appeared; the azi took themselves hence
very quickly. Raen still mused the question of beta
psych-sets, looked at Dain, who was murmuring some courtesy
to her, and nudged herself out of her analysis to look on
him as a man, plump, nearly bald, eyes full of anxiety. She
kept seeing labs, and the Registry's grey honeycomb of
cells.
"Ser Enis Dain," she said. "I recall your
message." She smiled and regarded the others.
"It's very kind of you to disarrange your
schedules. I'll take very little of your
time."
"Kont' Raen Meth-maren, we're very honoured
by your visit."
She nodded. "Thank you. Your people have been very
co-operative. I've appreciated that. I know that my
presence is a disturbance. And you're doubtless wanting
to ask me questions; let me save you time and effort.
You'd like to know if my coming is going to disturb
your operations here, and most of all whether the seri
Eln-Kest, personally lamented, had anything to do with
bringing me here."
There was disturbance in their faces. They were not
apparently accustomed to such directness. She sipped at her
drink and three others did so by reflex.
"I know your difficulties here," she said.
"And I know other details, and I shall not confide in
any until I am sure what other agency arranged that
reception of my party at the port, thank you."
"Sera," said Dain senior, "Kontrin-the
hives-the hives are beyond our influence, beyond our power
to restrain. We apologise profoundly for the incidence, but
it was a hive matter."
She frowned darkly. This casting back of the
Kontrin's eternal answer for majat intrusions had, on
the lips of a beta, suspicion of irony. For a moment she
readjusted her estimate of ser Dain's craft, and then,
staring at his chin, which wobbled with anxiety, dismissed
her suspicions of subtlety. "A hive matter. If so,
ser, majat have come into possession of communications
equipment-modified for their handling. Or how else would
they have informed themselves? Tell me that, seri. How did
they know we were coming?"
Dain made a helpless gesture. "The information was
widespread."
"Public broadcast?" The notion appalled
her.
"ITAK general channels," Dain answered
faintly.
She waved her hand in disgust, dismissing the matter.
"Trust that I shall find my own way and provide my own
security. If you have any policy of allowing majat to walk
freely in and out of ITAK agencies . . . revise
it."
"We have protested-"
"If majat object to being evicted, mention my name
and invoke the Pact. If you can't move them . . . Well,
but you've let matters go too far, haven't you?
They're all over the city "
"They've done no harm. They-"
"If you will believe me, seri, hive matters and
Kontrin affairs are better avoided. And while I remind
myself of it . . . since you're unaccustomed to the
protocols of Kontrin presence . . . a bit of advice in
self-protection. Houses have their differences. We all do.
And if another Kontrin arrives here, your safest action is
to inform me at once and stay neutral. Such a visitor would
correctly assume that I have agents among you and that I
have personal interests in protecting the world of Istra. A
friend would of course treat you well-an enemy . . . if I
were removed . . . could be very disruptive in his search
for my agents, who would disrupt in their turn . . . You do
see your hazard, seri. I don't think Istra could easily
bear that sort of thing.
"As for the benefits of my presence, you'll see
them very soon. You want licenses; I understand that some
Kontrin somewhere has blocked all your appeals. I shall
expect, in fact, that any opposition who turns up here will
probably be that agency, do you see, Seri? I can grant
those licenses. I've already begun to purchase . . .
extravagantly . . items which will permit me to live in
comfort and safety, of course to the aid of your tax
balance and the security and prosperity of the company.
Council on Cerdin hasn't received your appeals;
you've been cut off deliberately; and if it goes on,
your economy will collapse. I shall take immediate steps to
improve matters. And I do imagine that that action will
turn up enemies-mutual enemies-very quickly."
"Kontrin," said ser Dain, hard-breathing.
"In no wise was the attack on your person of our
doing. There is no one in ITAK who would desire-"
"You can only speak of your hopes, ser Dain, not
certainties. I'll look to myself. Simply afford me your
co-operation."
"Our utmost co-operation."
She gave them her almost-best smile. "Then I thank
you, seri. I've found possibilities in Istra, a change
from the ordinary. I'd like to travel a bit: An
aircraft-'
"Your safety-"
"Trust me. An aircraft would be very useful. Armed,
if you feel it necessary."
"We'll provide it," Dain said; the man at
his left confirmed his uncertain look with a nod.
"I'll furnish my own security about my
property; I'd appreciate ITAK security temporarily
about the aircraft allotted to my use. All these things of
course are not gifts: they'll be credited against
ITAK's taxes. Kontrin presence is never financially
disadvantageous, seri."
"We are enormously concerned-" This was sera
Ren Milin, head of Agriculture, "enormously concerned
for your personal safety. Dissidents and saboteurs are
presently confined to attacks on depots, but one more
deranged than the rest."
"I do appreciate your concern. You have heavy arms
. . . for onworld security . . . surely. I'd appreciate
it if a goodly number were delivered to my estate, say,
sufficient for a thousand men."
Faces went uniformly stark with shock.
"Precaution, you see, against dissidents,
saboteurs, and deranged persons. If it's generally
known that we're armed, ITAK being so inclined to
general broadcast channels, there will be less temptation.
I certainly hope not to use them. But you wouldn't like
the consequences of a Kontrin killed here . . . by your own
locals. No. You'd be surprised how even Houses at odds
with mine would look on that: the Family . . . would be
forced to make a very strong answer to that. The facts of
policy. Kindly see that the arms arrive. They're quite
safe in my hands. My security, after all, is yours. And
enough, enough unpleasantness. I'm quite delighted by
your courtesy. I'll extend you my own hospitality as
soon as I'm decently settled and housed. If there's
entertainment to be had, I'd appreciate knowing. I
suffer from boredom. I do hope there's some society
here."
The pallor did not entirely depart. They murmured
courtesies, professed themselves honoured and delighted by
the prospect of her company socially. She laughed
softly.
"And Outsiders!" she exclaimed ingenuously.
"Seri, I saw an Outsider ship at station . . . an
ordinary sight for you, surely, but profoundly exciting for
one from innerworlds. I've met these folk, had some
chance to talk with them. Do you include them in your
society?"
That brought silence, a moment of awkwardness.
"It could be arranged," sera Dain said.
"Excellent " Raen finished her drink and set
it aside.
"We'll be pleased to provide what we can in all
respects," ser Dain managed to say. "Would you
care for another drink, Kont' Raen?"
"No, thank you." She gathered herself up and
waited for Jim, deliberately slipped her hand within his
arm. "I'm quite content with your courtesy. Very
pleased. Thank you so much. And don't worry about what
I shall uncover. I know that you've been driven to
unusual methods, unusual sources. I give you warning that I
know . . . and I shall refrain from seeing what perhaps
shades your license. The maintenance of order here under
trying circumstances is a tribute to your ingenuity. I
don't find fault, seri. And do forgive me. My next call
will be entirely social, I assure you."
Men moved to reach the door, to open it for her. She
smiled at them one and all and walked out, with Jim beside
her, in a crowd of security agents who made turmoil in the
outer offices.
The agents, armoured police, and Dain senior himself
insisted on staying with them, in the lift and out into the
foyer. She lingered there an instant, with the crowd
milling about, looking up to the glass sculpture.
"Find me the artist's address," she said
to Dain. "Send it to me this evening. Would you do
that?"
"Honoured," he said. "Honoured to do
so."
She walked on. The crowds broke and closed.
"You would find interest, perhaps," ser Dain
rambled on, while the police in advance of them pushed folk
from before the doors to clear passage, "in an example
I have in my own house, if you would do me the honour
to-"
Shadows moved beyond the tinted-glass doors, out beneath
the pillars, about the car . . . too-tall shadows,
fantastical.
"Sera," Jim protested.
Under her cloak she drew her gun, but ser Dain put out
his hand, not touching-offering caution. "The police
will move them. Please, sera!"
Raen paid him no heed, stayed with the rush of the
agents and the police as they burst outside.
Greens. Warriors. They swarmed about the entrance, about
the car. "Away!" a policeman shouted at them.
"Move away!"
Auditory palps flicked out, back, refusal to listen. The
majat did move back somewhat, averaging a line, a
group.
"Green-hive!" Raen shouted at them, seeing the
beginning formation. She brought her hand out into the
open, gun and all. Auditory palps came forward, half. At
her right was the car; Merry surely still had the doors
locked. "Jim," she said. "Jim, get in the
car. Get in."
"Blue," green leader intoned. "Blue-hive
Kontrin."
"I'm Raen Meth-maren. What are greens doing in
a beta City?"
"Hive-massster." There was more than one voice
to that, and an ominous clicking from the others. They
began to shift position, edging to the sides.
"Watch out!" Raen yelled; and fired as the
greens skittered this way and that. Green leader went down
squalling. Some leapt. She whirled and fired, careless of
bystanders, took others. Police and security began firing
with Dain screaming orders, his voice drowned in
bystanders' panic.
Then the greens broke and ran, with blinding rapidity,
across the pavings, down into the subway ramp, down into
tunnels, elsewhere.
Dying majat scraped frenetically on the concrete, limbs
twitching. Humans babbled and sobbed. Raen looked back and
saw Jim by the car, on his feet and all right; Dain,
surrounded by security personnel, looked ill.
"Better find out if the rest of the building is
secure," Raen said to one of the police. Another,
armor-protected, was being dragged from the body of a dead
majat; safe, he lay convulsing in shock. Someone was
leaning over against the side of a column, vomiting. Two
victims were decapitated. Raen looked away, fixed Dain with
a stare. "This comes of trifling with the hives, ser.
You see the consequences."
"Not our choosing. They come. They come, and we
can't put them out. They-"
"They feed this world. They buy the grain.
Don't they"
"We can't put them out of the city."
Dain's face poured sweat; his hands fluttered as he
sought a handkerchief, and mopped at his pallid skin. For
an instant Raen thought the aging beta might die on the
spot, and so, evidently, did the guards, who moved to
support him.
"I believe you, ser Dain," Raen assured him,
moved to pity. "Leave them to me. Lock them out of
your buildings; use locks, everywhere, ser Dain. Install
security doors. Bars on windows. I can't stress
strongly enough your danger. I know them. Believe me in
this."
Dain answered nothing. His plump face was stark with
terror.
Merry had the oar doors open. She waved an angry gesture
at Jim, who scrambled in and flung himself into the back
seat. She settled into the front, clipped her gun to her
belt, slammed the door. "Home," she told Merry.
And then with a sharp look at the azi: "Can
you?"
Merry was white with shock. She imagined what it must
have been for him, with majat swarming all about the car,
only glass between him and majat jaws. He managed to get
the car down the ramp and engaged to the track, keyed in
the com-unit. "Max," he said hoarsely, "Max,
it's all right. we're clear of them now."
She heard Max answer, reporting all secure
elsewhere.
She looked back then. Jim was sitting in the back seat
with his hands clasped before his mouth, eyes distracted.
"I had my gun," he said. "I had it in my
pocket. I had it in my pocket."
"Practice on still targets first," she said.
"Not majat."
He drew a more stable breath, composed himself,
azi-calm. The car lurched slightly, having found the
home-track, gathered speed.
Out the back window she saw a group of majat along the
walkway . . . the same or others; there was no knowing.
She faced forward again, wiped at her lips. She found
herself sweating, shaken. The car whipped along too fast
now for hazard: no passers-by could define them at their
speed. The lights became a flickering blur.
No majat troubled the A4 ramp. And at the house there
was no evidence of difficulty. Raen relaxed in her seat,
glad, for once, of the sight of the beta police on guard at
the gate. There was a truck at a neighbour's: the
furnishings were being removed. She regarded that bleakly,
turned her head again as their own gate opened for
them.
Merry took the car slowly up the drive, stopped under
the portico and let them out, drove on to put the car in
the garage, round the drive and under.
Warrior arrived around the corner of the house, through
the narrow front-back access, Raen squinted in the light,
anxious about any majat at the moment.
And Max opened the front door, let them both into the
shade and coolness of the inner hall. "You're all
right, sera?"
"All right," she confirmed. "Don't
worry about it. Merry will tell you how it was."
Warrior stalked in, palps twitching.
"Do you scent greens?" Raen asked.
"Greens attacked us. We killed some. They killed
humans."
"Greensss." Warrior touched her nervously,
calmed as she put her hand to its scent-patches, informing
it. "Greenss make shift. Reds-golds-greens now.
Weakest, greens. Easy to kill. Listen to
red-Mind."
"Who listens, Warrior?"
"Always there. Warrior-Mind, redsss. I am apart. I
am Warrior blue. Good you killed greens. Run away greens?
Report?"
"Yes"
"Good?"
"They know I'm here now. Let them tell that to
their hive."
"Good," Warrior concluded. "Good they
taste this, Kethiuy-queen. Yess."
And it touched and stalked back outside.
Jim was standing over against the wall, his face
strained. Raen touched his arm. "Go rest," she
said.
And when he had wandered off to his own devices, she
drew a deep breath, heard Merry coming in the side
door-looked at Max. "No trouble at all while I was
gone?"
He shook his head.
"A cold drink, would you?" She walked into the
other room, on into the back of the house, toward the comp
center.
Messages. The bank was full of them. The screen was
flashing, as it would with an urgency.
She keyed in. The screen flipped half a dozen into her
vision in rapid sequence. URGENT, most said. CALL DAIN.
One was different. I AM HERE, it said simply. P.R.H.
Pol.
She sat down, stricken.
BOOK SEVEN
i
More reports. Chaos multiplied, even on Cerdin.
Moth regarded the stacks of printouts with a shiver, and
then smiled, a faint and febrile smile.
She looked up at Tand.
"Have you made any progress toward the Istran
statistics?"
"They're there, Eldest. Third stack."
She reached for them, suffered a fluttering of her hand
which scattered them across the table: too little sleep,
too little rest lately. She drew a few slow breaths,
reached again to bring the papers closer. Tand gathered
them and stacked them, laid them directly before her. It
embarrassed and angered her.
"Doubtless," she said, "there are
observations in some quarters that the old woman is
failing."
From Tand there was silence.
She brushed through the papers, picked up the cup on the
table deliberately to demonstrate the steadiness of her
right hand . . . managed not to spill it, took a drink, set
it down again firmly, her heart beating hard. "Get
out," she said to Tand, having achieved the tiny
triumph.
Tand started to go. She heard him hesitate.
"Eldest," he said, and came back.
Near her.
"Eldest-"
'I'm not in want of anything."
"I hear rumours, Eldest." Tand sank on his
knee at the arm of her chair; her heart lurched, so near he
was. He looked up into her face, with an earnestness
surprising in this man . . . excellent miming. "Listen
to me, Eldest. Perhaps . . . perhaps there comes a time
that one ought to quit, that one could let go, let things
pass quietly. Always there was Lian or Lian's kin; and
now there's you; and is it necessary that things pass
this time by your death?"
Bewilderment fell on her at this bizarre manoeuvre of
Tand Hald; and within her robes, her left hand held a gun a
span's remove from his chest. Perhaps he knew; but his
expression was innocent and desperately earnest. "And
always," she whispered in her age-broken voice,
"always I have survived the purges, Tand. Is it now?
Do you bring me warning?"
The last question was irony. Her finger almost pulled
the trigger, but he showed no apprehension of it.
"Resign from Council," he urged her.
"Eldest, resign. Now. Pass it on. You're feeling
your years; you're tired; I see it . . . so tired. But
you could step aside and enjoy years yet, in quiet, in
peace. Haven't you earned that?"
She breathed a laugh, for this was indeed a strange turn
from a Hald. "But we're immortal," she
whispered. "Tand, perhaps I shall cheat them and not
die . . . ever."
"Only if you resign."
The urgency in his voice was plain warning. Perhaps,
perhaps, she thought, the young Hald had actually conceived
some softheartedness toward her. Perhaps all these years
together had meant something.
Resign Council; and let the records fall under more
critical eyes. Resign Council; and let one of their choice
have his hand to things.
No.
She gave a thin sigh, staring into Tand's dark and
earnest eyes. "It's a long time since Council
functioned without someone's direction. Who would take
Eldest's place? The Lind? He's not the man for this
age. It would all come undone. He'd not last the month.
Who'd follow him? The Brin? She'd be no
better."
"You can't hold on forever."
She bit at her dry lips, and even yet the gun was on its
target. "Perhaps," she said, allowing a tremor to
her voice, "perhaps I should take some thought in that
direction. I was so long, so many, many years at Lian's
side before he passed; I think that I've managed rather
well, have I not, Tand?"
"Yes, Eldest . . . very well."
"And power passed smoothly at Lian's death
because I had been so long at his side. My hands were at
the controls of things as often as his; and even his
assassination couldn't wrench things out of order . . .
because I was there. Because I knew all his systems and
where all the necessary matters were stored. Resign . . .
no. No. That would create chaos. And there are things I
know-" Her voice sank to the faintest of whispers,
"things I know that are life and death to the Family.
My death by violence-or by accident-would be calamity. But
perhaps it's time I began to let things go. Maybe
you're right. I should take a partner, a
co-regent."
Tand's eyes flickered with startlement.
"As I was with Lian . . . toward the last. I shall
take a co-regent, whoever presents the strongest face and
the most solid backing. I shall let Council
choose."
She watched the confusion mount, and kept a smile from
her face.
"Young Tand," she whispered, "that is
what I shall do." She waved her right hand, dismissing
him; he seemed never to have realised where her left one
was, or if he did, he had good nerves. He rose, grey and
grim as iron now, all his polish gone. "I shall send
out a message," she said, "convoking Council for
tomorrow. You must carry it You'll be my
courier."
"Shall I tell the elders why?"
"No," she said, knowing that she would be
disobeyed. "I'll present them the idea myself.
Then they can have their time to choose. The transition of
power," she said, boring with sudden concentration
into Tand's dark eyes, "is always a problem in
empires. Those which learn how to make the transfer
smoothly . . . live. In general chaos who knows
who might die?"
Tand stood still a moment. Moth gave him time to
consider the matter. Then she waved her hand a second time,
dismissing him. His departure was as deliberate and
graceful as usual, although she reckoned what disturbance
she had created in him.
And, alone, Moth bowed her head against her hands,
trembling. The trembling became a laugh, and she leaned
back in her chair in a sprawl, hands clasped across her
middle.
Not many rulers had been privileged to be entertained by
the wars of their own successions, she reckoned; and the
humour of seeing the Hald and their minions blinking in the
light with their cover ripped away, publicly
invited to contend for power, while she still
lived . . . That was worth laughter.
Her assassination had been prepared, imminent.
Tand's action was puzzling . . . some strange
affliction of sentiment, perhaps, or even an offer relayed
from the others; and with straight-faced humour she had
returned the offer doubled. Of course they would kill her
as soon as their choice was well-entrenched in power . . .
but time . . . time was the important thing.
She grinned to herself, and the grin faded as she
gathered up the falsified Istran reports, stacked them with
the others.
The Meth-maren would have need of time.
To leave this place, Cerdin and Council and all of them,
and have such a place as the old Houses had been, old
friends, dead friends-that was the only retirement for
which Moth yearned, to find again what had died long ago,
those who had built-instead of those who used.
But one of the folders was the Meth-maren's, and
Moth opened the record, stared morosely at the woman the
child had become.
The data was random and the cross-connections
inexplicable, and her old age grew toward mysticism, the
only sanity . . . too much knowledge, too wide a
pattern.
Lian also must have seen. He had complained of visions,
toward the last, weakness which had encouraged assassins,
and hastened his death.
He had died riveted in one of those visions, trembling
and frothing, a horror that left no laughter at all in
Moth.
She had had to do it.
"Eggs," Lian had cried in his dying,
"eggs . . . eggs . . . eggs . . . eggs," as if
recalling the beta children, the poor orphaned creatures,
the parentless generation the thousands growing up too
soon, cared for en masse, assembly lined into adulthood,
men and women at ten, to care for others, and others . . .
to bear natural children at permission, as they slid all
things at permission, forever. Give them luxury,
Lian had said once. Corrupt them, and we shall always
control them. Teach them about work and rewards, and reward
them with idleness and ambition. So we will always manage
them.
So betas, seeking idleness, created azi.
Eggs . . . eggs . . . eggs . . . eggs.
Eggs of eggs.
Moth shuddered, reliving the fissioning generations who
had spawned all reality in the Reach.
Seven hundred years. From one world to many worlds, a
rate of growth no longer controlled.
Eggs.
Potential.
I am the last, Moth thought, who was once
human. The last with humanity as it once was. Even the
Meth-maren is not that.
Least of all . . . that.
Eggs making eggs.
Family, she thought, and thought of an old
saying about absolute power, and absolute corruption.
Only the azi, she thought, lack
power.
The azi are the only innocents.
ii
Pol Hald sat down, propped his slim legs on a table,
folded his hands and looked about him with a shrug of
amusement.
Raen took the drink that Jim served her and leaned back,
stared balefully as Pol accepted his and looked Jim up and
down, drawing the obvious conclusions. Jim glanced down, an
azi-reaction to such attention.
"Thank you, Jim," Raen said softly. For a very
little she would have asked Jim to sit down and stay, but
Pol was another matter than the ITAK board . . . cruel when
he wished to be; and he often wished to be.
Jim vanished silently into the next room. Warrior did
not. The majat sat in the corner next to the curio table,
rigidly motionless as a piece of furniture.
"Beta-ish," Pol observed of the decor, of the
whole house in general, a flourish of his hand.
"You've a bizarre taste, Meth-maren. But the azi
shows some discrimination."
"What are you doing here?"
Pol laughed, a deep and appealing chuckle.
"It's been eighteen years since we shared a
supper, Meth-maren. I had a mad impulse for another
invitation."
"A far trip for little reward. Does Ros Hald's
table not suffice?"
He had pricked at her. She flicked it back doubled, won
a slight annoyance of him. That gaunt face had not changed
with the years; he had reached that long stage where he
would not. She added up numbers and reckoned at least over
seventy. Experience. The gap was narrowed, but not by
much.
"I've followed you for years," he said.
"You're the only Meth-maren who ever amused
me"
"You've done so very quietly, then. Did the
Hald send you?"
"I came." He grinned. "You have a
marvellous sense of humour. But your style of travel gave
me ample time to catch up with you." He drank deeply
and looked up again, set the glass down. "You know
you've set things astir."
She shrugged.
"They'll kill you," Pol said.
"They?"
"Not I, Meth-maren."
"So why are you here?" she asked, mouth
twisted in sarcasm. "To stand in the way?"
He made a loose gesture, looked at her from half-lidded
eyes. "Meth-maren, I am jealous. You outdid me."
He laughed outright. "I've studied to annoy
Council for years, but I'll swear you've surpassed
me, and so young, too. You know what you're doing
here?"
She said nothing.
"I think you do," he said. "But it's
time to call it off."
"Take yourself back to Cerdin, Pol Hald."
"I didn't come from Cerdin. I heard. I was
willing to come out here. You're my personal
superstition, you see. I don't want to see you go
under. Get out of here. Now. To the other side of the
Reach. They'll understand the gesture."
She rose. "Warrior," she said.
Warrior came to life, mandibles clashing, and reared up
to its full height. Pol froze, looking at it.
"Warrior, tell me, of what hive is this
Kontrin?"
"Green-hive," Warrior said, and boomed a note
of majat language. "Green-hive Kontrin."
Pol moved his chitined right hand, a flippant gesture
that was a satire of himself. "Am I to blame for the
choice of hive? It's Meth-maren labs that set the
patterns, that reserved blue for chosen friends . . . of
which we were not."
"Indeed you were not."
Pol rose, walked to the window, walked back again,
within reach of Warrior, deliberate bravado.
"You're far beyond the limits. Do you know . . .
do you understand what deep water you're
into?"
"That my House died for others' ambitions? That
something was set up two decades ago and no one has stopped
it? How are they keeping it from Moth? Or are
they?"
Pol's dark eyes flicked aside to Warrior, back to
her. "I grow nervous when you become specific. I hope
you'll consider carefully before you make any
irrevocable moves."
"I learned, Hald. You taught me a lesson once.
I've always held a remote affection for you on that
account. No rancour. We said once we amused each other.
Will you answer me now?"
He made a shrug of both hands. "I'm not in good
favour among Halds. How could I know the answers you
want?"
"But what you know you won't tell me."
"Moth has not long to live. That I know. For the
rest of what I know: the Halds are your enemies . . .
nothing personal, understand. The Halds want what Thel
reached for."
"And no one has undone what Eron Thel
did."
Pol made a gesture of helplessness. "I don't
know; I don't know. I protest: I am not in their
confidence."
It was possibly true. Raen kept watching the hands and
the eyes, lest a weapon materialise. "I appreciate
your concern, Pol."
"If you'd take my advice, get out of here . . .
clear over to the far side, they would understand, Raen a
Sul. They'd read that as a clear signal. Capitulation.
Who cares? You'll outlive them if you guard your life.
Running now is your only protection. My ship is onworld.
I'd take you there. The Family wouldn't harm you.
The Halds may not take me into their intimate confidence,
but neither will they come at me."
She started to laugh, and saw Pol's face different
from how she had ever known it, drawn and tense . . . no
laughter, for one of a few times in his irreverent
life.
"Go away," she said very softly. "Get
yourself to that safety, Pol Hald. You'll
survive."
He said nothing for a moment, looked doubtful.
"What is it you have in mind?"
She did laugh. "I wonder, Pol Hald, if you
don't surpass me after all. Maybe they did send
you."
"I think you'll hear from the Family soon
enough."
"Will I? Where's Morn, Pol?"
He shrugged. "I don't know. Cerdin, maybe. Or
near these regions. It could be Morn. Or Tand. Or one of
the Ren-barants. Or maybe none of them. When Moth falls,
they'll pull your privileges, and then you'll be
deaf, dumb and blind, grounded on Istra."
"Moth's on my side, is she?"
"She has been. I don't know who it will be.
Truth. I started from innerworlds when I was sure where
you'd gone . . . when I knew for certain it wasn't
a cover. Morn headed the other way. Tand moved inworlds,
even earlier than that. He's likely with Moth. I'm
handing you things that would break the Reach wide open if
you called Moth."
"You're challenging me to do that?"
Again a shrug, a hint of mockery. "I'm betting
the old woman knows a good part of it already."
"Or that it's already too late? It would take
eight days for the shockwave to reach us."
"Possible," he said. "But not my
reason."
"Men you believe I don't want the break right
now. You could be mistaken."
Pol said nothing.
"You don't plan," Raen said in a bard
voice, "to be setting up on Istra"
"I've a problem," Pol said. "If I go
back, I'll be called in; and if I run alone . . .
they'll know I heard something here that made it
advisable. I've put myself in difficulty on your
account, Meth-maren."
"If I believed any of it"
Pol made another of his elaborate gestures of offence.
"I protest. I shall go back to my ship and wait until
you think things over in a clearer mind. Someone else will
come, mark me."
"Ah, I don't doubt that much. And help would be
convenient. But likewise I remember the front porch at
Kethiuy. You knew. You knew when you were talking to me.
Didn't you?"
A profound sobriety came on Pol's face. He lowered
his eyes, raised them steadily. "I knew, yes. And I
left, with the rest of the Halds, before the attack.
Revenge, Meth-maren, involving another generation. It had
nothing to do with you."
"Now it does."
He had no answer for that. Neither did he flinch.
"This one's mine," she said. "I
always had profound respect for your intelligence, Pol
Hald. You were in Hald councils before I was born. You were
alive when the Meth-marens split, Sul from Ruil. You have
contacts I don't. You've access to Cerdin.
You've been staying alive and embarrassing Council
twice my whole lifespan. You knew, back in Kethiuy.
You're telling me now that you don't figure
precisely what's in others' minds?"
Pol drew a long breath, nodded slowly, looking down.
"The plan was, you understand, to break out of the
Reach. That was Thel's idea. To build. To breed. And
it's all here on Istra, isn't it? You've put it
together for yourself."
"Enough to take it apart."
"They'll kill you for sure. They'll drag
Moth down and kill you before they let you expose their
operation."
"Their."
"Their. I'm not in favour. I go my own way. As
you do. I'll run when the time comes. I'll stay,
while the mood takes me. Only you won't have that
luxury. Is it worth this much, your vendetta?"
"It's beyond argument."
He looked at Warrior, stared into the faceted eyes,
glanced back with a faint touch of revulsion.
"Hive-masters. It's that, isn't it? Ruil
Meth-maren tried to use the hives. And Thel wanted to use
them. Look where that took us."
"No one," she said, "uses the
hives. Hive-master was a Ruil word. Sul never used it And
Thon's still playing that dangerous game. Are
red-hivers out again on Cerdin?'
"They make gifts to all the old contacts."
Warrior's palps flicked nervously. "Pact,"
it said
Pol glanced that way in apprehension.
"Do you not understand the danger?" Raen asked
hint "The hives don't have anything to gain . . .
nothing Hald could want out of the exchange."
"Azi," Pol said. "They ask for more azi.
For more land. More grain."
"Hives grow," said Warrior. "Hives
here-grow."
Raen looked on Warrior. Truth. It was clear truth. It
fit with all the knowledge elsewhere gathered.
"Don't you understand?" she appealed to
Pol. Doesn't Council? Who talked first of this
expansion? Thel, Ruil . . . or red-hive?"
"Thel claimed unique partnership, claimed that even
Drones could be brought into partnership with
humans."
Her heart beat very fast. She laid her hand on one of
Warrior's auditory palps, stroked it gently, gently.
"O Pol. Don't they realise? Drones are the Memory.
Humans can't touch that."
Pol shrugged, and yet his dark eyes were quick with
worry. "The Meth-marens are dead. The hive-masters are
dead, all but you. And Council doesn't have access to
you, does it? Moth's kept saying that you were
important"
"I'm flattered," she said hoarsely.
"Hive-masters. Ruil deluded themselves. They were
never hive-masters. They listened to the hives. Get out of
here. Take your ship. Tell them they're all mad.
I'll give you reasons enough to tell them."
He shook his head. "I wouldn't live to get
there. And they wouldn't listen. Can't. It's
gone too far. Moth will be dead by the time I could get
there. Eight days, message-time or shiptime, at quickest. I
couldn't-couldn't get there in time. "
"And someone's on his way here."
"There's no way not."
Pol was talking clear sense. She continued to soothe
Warrior, aware it was recording, aware of the nervous
tremor of the palp against her hand. She felt it calm at
last. There are extensions of ITAK on the other continent.
Are there blues with the other city, Warrior?"
"Yess. All hives, red, gold, green, blue.
New-port"
"Same-Mind, Warrior?"
"Same-Mind."
"No queen."
"Warriorss. Workerss. From this-Hill."
She looked at Pol. "Suppose that I trusted you.
Suppose that I asked you to do me a small favour. Have you
your own staff?"
"Twelve azi. The ship is mine. My entire estate.
I'm mobile. In these times it seems wise."
"I haven't an establishment on the other
continent."
"You plan to take me out of the way."
"You can take West and be sure of the situation
there in the matter of a day or two."
"You may not have that much time. They'll stop
you. I mean that"
"Then it's wise that I cultivate you,
isn't it? If they pull my authorisations you'll
still have yours, won't you, Pol Hald?"
"You have a dazzling mutability. You'd rely on
me?"
"One does what one must.''
"You'd have my neck in the jaws with no
compunction, wouldn't you?"
"I'm figuring you started from innerworlds
first and farthest out. So there's a little time yet.
You can do me that small service and still have time to
run. And I'd run far, Pol. I would, in your
place."
All posing fell aside. He stared at her. "I've
told you something. I wish I understood the extent of
it."
"The Halds should have asked my help. Or Moth
should have. If they'd asked, I might have come."
She gave Warrior's auditory palp a light brush, and
Warrior turned its head, reacted in slight pleasure.
"It's good to see you, Pol. I'd not say that
of any of the rest of the Family, I assure you. My old
acquaintances no longer interest me. The Family . . . no
longer interests me. I've found here what you've
been searching for all your life."
"And what do you take that to be, Raen a
Sul?"
"The Edge. That which limits us"
"You don't have Ros Hald's
ambitions."
She laughed, which was no laughter. "Mine are
yours. To push until it gives. Here's the
stopping-place. Beware red-hive. You understand
me?"
"You have disquieted me."
"You never liked peace"
"What shall I look for in West?'
"Guard-azi. Buy up those you can. Ship them to
East, to the Labour Registry. Arms as well."
"You're planning civil war."
She smiled again. "Tell the estate-holders in West
. . . and ITAK there . . . to prepare for storm."
"How can I, when I don't know what you have in
mind?"
"It's your choice. Go or stay"
"I know my choices, youngster."
"You'd better get yourself clear of this house,
in any case. There'll be blue-hive thick about here in
a little while, and that hand of yours is no guarantee of
friendship. Get out of Newhope, in either direction you
choose."
He put on a long face. "I'd thought of dinner,
alas; and more things after."
"Later, Pol Hald. I confess you tempt me."
A twinkle danced in his eye, a favourite pose.
"Then I'm not without hope. Alas, you've your
azi for consolation, and I'm not without my own. Sad,
is it not?"
"The time will come."
He bowed his head.
"You know my call number. It never
changes."
"You know mine."
"Betas on Istra," she said, "have played
the same dangerous game as Hald and Thon. Red-hive gives
them gifts. I'll warrant red-hive walks where it will
in West."
"I've no skill with majat."
"Keep it that way. Refuse to be approached. Shoot
on the least excuse."
"Hazard," Warrior broke in, coming to life
again. "Green-hive Drone, take care: danger. Red-hive
kills humans, many, many, many. You are not green-hive
Mind. No synthesis. None."
"What's it saying?" Pol asked. "I can
never make sense of them."
"Perfect sense. It knows you're naive of majat,
and it warns you that without hive-friendship, green-hive
chitin is no protection to you, even from greens. Red-hive
and even greens have learned to kill intelligences.
Red-hive has learned to make agreements with
minds-that-die, and no longer has trouble with death.
What's more . . . they've learned to lie. Consider
the hive-Mind, Pol; consider that those who lie to majat
have to be unMinded. But they can lie to humans without it
. . . a profound discovery. Red-hive has gone as far from
morality as majat can go. Hald and Thel and Thon helped . .
. or otherwise. Get. out of here. You've not much time.
Be careful at the port. Are you armed?"
He moved his hands delicately. "Of
course."
She offered her hand, warily; he took it, with a wry
smile.
"I'll give you West," he said, letting go
her hand. "Is that all you want?"
She grinned. "I'll be content with that."
And soberly: "Keep within reach of your ship, Pol.
It's life."
He took his leave, let himself out. In a moment she
heard a car start and ease down the drive. She went to
housecomp to open the gate, did so, picked him up briefly
on remote. He cleared the gate and she closed it.
Warrior came, hovered at her shoulder. "This-unit
heard things of other hives. Redsss. Trouble."
"This-unit is concerned, Warrior. This-unit begins
to think that the hives know more than you've told
me."
It drew back, jaws clicking. "Red-hive. Red-hive
is-" It gave a booming and shrill of majat language.
"No human word, Kontrin-queen. Long, long this
red-hive, gold-hive-" Again the combination of sound,
discord. "Red-hive is full of human-words:
push-push-eggs-more-more."
"Expansion. They want expansion. Growth."
Warrior tried to assimilate that. It surely knew the
words; they did not satisfy it.
"Synthesis," it said finally. "Red-hive
messengers come. "Many, many. Red-hive-easy, easy that
messengers come. Kontrin permit Goldss, yes. Greens,
sometimes. Many, many, no blues."
"I know. But Kalind blue reached you. What did it
tell you?"
"Kethiuy-queen . . . many, many, many messengers,
reds, golds, greens. No blues. Blues have rested, not part
of push-push-push. No synthesis. Now blue messenger. We
taste Cerdin-Mind."
"Warrior. What was the message?"
"Revenge," Warrior said, which was the essence
of Kalind blue. And suddenly auditory palps flicked left.
"Hear. Others."
She shook her head. "I can't hear, Warrior.
Human range is small."
It was listening. "Blues, they say. Blues. They are
coming. Many-many. Goodbye, Kethiuy-queen."
And it fled.
iii
The sun was almost below the horizon; it was no longer
necessary to wear cloaks or sunsuits or to fear for the
eyes. And the garden was alive with majat.
Raen kept Jim by her, constantly, and Max and Merry as
well, not trusting the nervous Warriors. She walked the
garden, making sure that Warriors saw their presence
clearly, to realise that they justly belonged there.
And suddenly others were there, rag-muffled figures,
swarming over the back garden wall among the Warriors; and
other majat accompanied them, smaller, with smaller jaws:
Workers, a horde of them.
Ragged human figures came to her and sought touch with
febrile hands and eyes visored even at dusk, and their
movements were strange, nervous. One and several others
unmasked, sought mouth-touch with Jim and Max and Merry end
danced away from their vicinity when Raen bade them go.
"What are they?" Jim asked, horror in his
voice.
"Don't worry for them," Raen said.
"They belong to the majat. They have majat
habits." And seeing how all three azi reacted to their
majat counterparts: "Blue-hive azi, go in, go inside
the building, seek low-level and settle there."
"Yes," they said together, song-toned, and
with that mad-blind fix of hive-azi stares. They scampered
off, to seek the basement of the house, the dark places
where they would be most at home.
Workers set to work without asking, began to pry up
stones with their jaws, began to dig, through the pavings,
into the moist earth.
And suddenly there was a buzz from the front gate.
Raen swore, waded off through the crowd of Warriors,
beckoning Jim and Max and Merry to come with her.
"Warrior," she shouted at the nearest. "Keep
all majat out of sight behind the house. No enemies. No
danger. Just stay here." And to Max and Merry:
"Get down by the gate. I imagine that's the new
azi coming in. You're in charge of them. See they
don't wander loose. Get them in strict order and check
them off against the invoice, by numbers,
visually."
They hurried off at a run. She went inside with Jim as
her shadow, unsealed the gate from the comp center when she
saw the trucks by remote: they bore the Labour Registry
designation. She kept watching, while the trucks disgorged
azi and supplies, while Merry and Max called off numbers
and ranged the men in groups of ten. The men stood; the
boxes formed a square in the front garden. As each truck
emptied, it pulled out, and when the last vehicle cleared
the gate, Raen closed it and set the alarm again.
"They'll not like the majat at all," Raen
said. "Jim, go find one of the quieter Warriors and
ask it to come to the front of the house with you-alone.
Better they see one before they see all of them"
He nodded and went. Raen put the outside lights on and
went out the front door, walked out into the midst of the
orderly groups, two hundred six men, by tens.
Max and Merry were checking numbers as she had said, a
process the brighter lights made easier. Each was read, not
by the stencil on the coveralls, but by the tattoo on the
shoulder; and each man passed was directed into military
order over by the portico. Neat, precise, the team of Max
and Merry; and the two hundred were minds precisely like
theirs . . . all too precisely, having come from the same
tapes.
Every figure stiffened, looked houseward. Raen glanced
and saw Jim with his unlikely shadow slow-stepping along in
close company. "There are many such here," Raen
said before panic could take hold. "I hold
your contracts. I tell you that you're very safe with
these particular majat. They'll help you in your
duties, which are to protect this house.
Understood?"
Each head inclined, the fix of their eyes now on her.
Two hundred men. In the group were many who were
duplicates, twin, triplet, quadruplet sets, alike even to
age. There were two more Maxes and another Merry. They
could accept.
They would accept her and the majat as they would accept
anything which held their contracts. It was their
psych-set. Like Max and Merry, they fought only when they
were directed, only when their contract-holder identified
an enemy. But for their own lives, they would scarcely put
up resistance. Did not. Until things were clear to them,
they were docile. Warrior exercised curiosity about them,
stalked down near them. They bore this: their
contract-holder was present to instruct them if
instructions were to be given.
Guard-function.
Specificity, Itavvy had called it.
"Warrior," she said, "come." And
when it had joined her, with Jim shadowing it, she soothed
it with a touch and kept it by her, an act of mercy.
The process continued. But by one man both Max and Merry
delayed, looked closely at the mark, disputed.
"Sera," Max called.
The man bolted. Warrior moved. "No!" Raen
yelled, but Warrior was deaf to that, auditory palps laid
back, a blur of motion. Azi scattered
But it was Max and Merry who had the fugitive; Raen
raced through the chaotic midst, calmed the anxious
Warrior. Jim stayed with her. Other azi stayed about,
sober-faced, stunned, perhaps, that one of their number had
done violence.
The azi in Maws grip stopped fighting, gazed past
Raen's shoulder and surely understood what he had
narrowly escaped. He was a man like the others,
shave-headed, grey clad, a number stencilled on his
coverall; but Merry pulled back the cloth from his shoulder
and showed the tattoo as if there were something amiss.
"It's too dark, sera," Merry said.
"Papers say twenty-nine, but the mark's
bright."
The man's eyes shifted back to Raen, a face rigid
with terror.
Such things had been done . . . a beta highly bribed,
Promised protection. "I'd believe a fluke of the
dye," Raen said softly. "But not an azi who'd
break and run. Who sent you?"
He gave no answer, but wrenched to free himself.
"Not an assassin," Raen said, though the hate
in that face gave her pause to think so. "Betas
don't go for that. Or-" she added, for the
expression was nigh to madness, "maybe not beta at
all. Are you?"
"He's little," Merry said, "for
guard-type."
That was so too.
A smile took her, sudden surety. "Outsider. One of
Tallen's folk."
It hit to the mark. The pale eyes shifted from hers.
"O man," she said softly. "To go to that
extent . . . or did you know what you were getting into
when you set that mark on yourself?"
There was no more resistance, none. In that moment she
felt a touch of pity, seeing the young Outsider's
desperation. Twenty-nine. He did not look that.
"What's your name?" she asked him.
"Tom Mundy."
"You are Tallen's. Easier with him,
Max. I doubt he's here to do murder. I rather well
think he realises he's made a mistake. And I wonder if
we haven't swept up something utterly by chance.
Haven't we, Tom Mundy?"
"Let me go."
"Let him go, Max. But," she added at once as
the young Outsider braced himself for escape,
"you'll not make it across the City like that, Tom
Mundy."
He looked as if he were on the brink of madness. Some
shred of sense held him to listen.
"I'll send you to Tallen," she
said, "without asking you a thing. But if you'd
like a drink and a place to sit down, while my people
finish checking things out, it would be more convenient for
us."
"Outsider-human," Warrior murmured in mingled
tones.
The Outsider began to weep, tears running down his face;
and would have sat down where he was, but that Jim and
Merry took him in hand and led him up to the porch, to the
door.
iv
There was at least for the time, quiet in the
house-stirrings in the back, noises in the basement, but
nothing visible in the main room.
And the azi who had been Tom Mundy sat on the couch
clutching a drink in his hands and staring at the
floor.
"I would like," Raen said softly, "one
simple question answered, if you would." Jim was by
her, and she indicated a place by her; Jim sat down,
settled back with a disapproving look.
Mundy slowly lifted his head, apprehension on his
face.
"How," Raen asked, "did you find yourself
in such circumstances? Did you come to spy on me? Or did
someone put you there?"
He said nothing.
"All right," she said. "I won't
insist. But I'm guessing it looked like a means for
information. And you made a mistake. A real azi number,
real papers, guard-status: a spy could pick up a great deal
of information that way, and no one would shut an azi away
from communications equipment. I'd guess you make
regular reports to Tallen, because no one would suspect
you'd do such a thing. But it went wrong, I'm
guessing."
He swallowed heavily. "You said that I could
go."
"The car's being brought. Max and one of the
others will deliver you to Tallen's doorstep-a surprise
to him, perhaps. How long were you in those pits?"
"I don't know," he said hoarsely. "I
don't know."
"You didn't plan coming here, then." She
read the man's apprehensions and leaned back, shrugged
off the question. "You'll get to Tallen alive,
don't fear that. You'll come to no harm. How long
have you been working on this world?"
Again an avoidance of her eyes.
"There are more of you," she said.
"Aren't there?"
She obtained a distraught stare.
"Probably," she said, "I've bought
more than one of you and haven't detected it. I own
every guard-azi contract available on this continent.
I'd sort you out if I could. You've been standing
guard in ITAK establishments, gathering information,
passing it along to Tallen. Of no possible concern to me.
Actually I favor the enterprise. That's why I'm
making a present of you to him. I'd advise you, though,
if you know of others in that group, you tell me. There are
others, aren't there?"
He took a drink, said nothing.
"Did you know what you were getting into?"
He wiped at his face and leaned his head on his hand,
answer enough.
"Tell Tallen," she said, "I'll pull
his men out if he'll give me the necessary numbers. I
doubt you know them."
"I don't," he said.
"How did you end up in the Registry?"
"Took-took the place of an azi the majat killed.
Tattoo . . . papers . . . a transport guard. Then the
depots shut down. Company stopped operating. Been
there-been there-"
"A long time."
He nodded.
A born-man, subjected to tapes and isolation. She
regarded him pityingly. "And of course Tallen
couldn't buy you out. An Outsider couldn't. Even
knowing the numbers, he couldn't retrieve you. Did
anyone think of that, before you let that number be
tattooed on?"
"It was thought of."
"Do you fear us that much?" she asked softly.
He avoided her eyes. "You do well to," she said,
answering her own question. "And you know us.
You've seen. You've been there. Bear your report,
Tom Mundy. You'll do well never to appear again in the
Reach. If not for the strict quotas of export, you might
have been-"
Her heart skipped a beat. She laughed aloud, and Tom
Mundy looked at her in terror.
"Azi," she laughed. "Istra's primary
export. Shipped everywhere." And then with
apprehension, she looked on Jim.
"I am azi," Jim said, his own calm slightly
ruffled. "Sera, I am azi."
She laid a hand on his arm. "There's no doubt.
There's no doubt, Jim." There was the sound of a
motor at the door. "That will be the car. Come along,
ser Mundy."
Tom Mundy put the drink aside, preceded her to the door
in evident anxiety. She followed out under the portico,
where Max had the car waiting, Max standing by it.
"Max, seize him," Raen said.
Mundy sprang to escape; Max was as quick as the order,
and fetched him up against the car, rolled with him to the
pavement. Majat were at hand, Warriors. Jim himself made to
interfere, but Raen put out a hand, restraining him.
Mundy struggled and cursed. Max shouted for human help,
and several more azi arrived on the run.
It needed a struggle. "Don't harm him,"
Raen called out, when it began to look as if that would be
the case; Mundy fought like a man demented, and it took a
number of azi to put him down. Cords were searched up, all
with a great deal of confusion. A shooting, Raen decided,
watching the process, would have been far simpler; as it
was the police at the gate wanted to intrude: she saw their
lights down the drive, but the gate would keep them out,
and she reckoned they would fret, but they would not dare
climb a wall to investigate.
Mundy was held, finally, hands bound. He cursed and
screamed until he was breathless, and lay heaving on the
pavement. Max and another gathered him to his feet, and
Raen stepped back as he spat at her.
"I'll keep my word," she said,
"eventually. Don't try me, Tom Mundy. The worst
thing I could do is send you back. Isn't it?"
He stopped fighting then.
"How long have you been infiltrating?" she
asked. "How many years?"
"I don't know. Would it make sense I'd
know? I don't."
"Keep him under guard, Max. Don't take your
eyes off him. one of the basement storerooms ought to be
adequate. He won't want loose down there.
Constant watch. See to it."
They drew him into the house, and through it. Raen
lingered, looked at the disturbed Warriors, whose mandibles
clicked with nervousness. "Wrong-hive," she
explained in terms they would understand. "Not enemy,
not friend, wrong hive. We will isolate that unit. Pass
this information. Warrior must guard that-unit."
They spent a moment analysing those concepts, which were
alien to the hive. A stranger should be ejected, not
detained.
"That-unit will report if it escapes. We will let
it go when it's good that it report."
"Yesss," they said together, comprehending,
and themselves filed into the house, nightmare shapes in
the Eln-Kests' hallway.
She started to go in, realised Jim was not with her, and
turned back, saw him standing by the car, saw the blank
horror on his face. She came back, took his hand. From
inside the house came a scream of hysteria. She slipped her
hand up to Jim's elbow; decided to walk round the long
way, beneath the portico, past the corner, within the
walkway to the back, where there was quiet.
"I am azi," Jim said.
She pressed his arm the more tightly. "I know so. I
know so, Jim. Don't distress yourself. It's been a
long, hard day."
She felt the tremor, wordless upset.
"The fall of the dice," she said, "was a
fortunate thing for me. But what a place you've come
to."
"I am azi."
"You do very well at it."
She walked with him out the arch into the back garden,
into chaos, where guard-azi tried to set their supplies in
order, where nervous Warriors stalked among humans and
touched one and the other. It was pitiful that the azi did
not object, that they simply stopped and endured, as no
betas would have done, although they were surely afraid.
Raen moved among them, sorted Warriors away from humans,
nodded to Merry, who began hastily to motion his men into
the shelter of the azi quarters. There was no hesitation
among them.
The doors closed. Thereafter majat ruled in the garden,
and majat azi scampered out the back door, naked, having
shed their sun-protections, with their mad eyes and their
cheerful grins, their ready acceptance of the touches of
Workers and Warriors. They had come to help, and plunged
quite happily into the excavations underway in the
garden.
"They'll want feeding," Raen said.
"They're our responsibility. Jim, go locate the
domestics. Have them cook up enough for the whole lot. The
majat azi will prefer boiled grain. There look to be about
fifty of them."
Jim murmured agreement, and went, tired and shaken as he
was. She watched him at the azi quarters gather up the six
in question, watched him shepherd them across to the house,
fending away the persistent majat azi. He managed. He
managed well. She was able, for a moment, to relax . . .
lingered, gazing on the shadow-forms of majat, the blue
lights of the azi winking eerily in the shadowed places of
the garden, where the tunnel was deepening.
"Worker," she said when one passed near her,
"how far will the tunnel go?"
"Blue-hive," it said, which was answer, not
inanity. A chill went over her skin. She surmised suddenly
that there were tunnels begun elsewhere, an arm of the hive
reached out into the city.
Mother accepted; Mother had ordered. The hive reached
out to embrace them and protect. She wrapped her arms about
her, found the lights shimmering in her vision.
There was a freshness in the air, of moisture and
evening. A little drop fell on her arm and she looked up,
at a sky mostly clouded. There was another rain coming. It
would hardly trouble the majat, or their azi.
She wandered inside finally, as domestic azi came out,
bearing foodstuffs, hastening for fear of the majat, to the
kitchens in the azi quarters.
One remained in the house kitchen, under Jim's
direction, preparing a different meal. "Thank
you," Raen said to them both; she could have eaten azi
porridge without compunction, so tired she was; but she was
glad when a good dinner was set before her and Jim took his
place at the end of the table.
The hive was about her. The song began. She could hear
it in the house, illusory and soft as the rainfall, as old
dreams.
Then she thought of the basement, and the cup hesitated
at her lips; she drank, and began reckoning of other
things.
Of Itavvy, and promises; of Pol Hald; of Tallen.
Of the Family.
There were messages upon messages. Comp spat them out in
inane profusion; and she sat and searched them, the while
thunder rumbled overhead.
One was ser Dain. MY HUMBLEST APOLOGIES. THE ARTIST IS
SER TOL ERRIN, 1028D UPCOAST. There was more, mostly
babble. She rubbed her eyes, took a sip of coffee, and
entered worldcomp to pull a citizen number, to link it with
another program.
One was Pol Hald. NEWPORT IS DISMAL. MY SUFFERING IS
EXTREME. REJOICE.
She drank more coffee, sinking into the rhythms of the
majat song which ran through the house, nerved herself for
intercomp. The dataflow never stopped, world to station,
station to station, station to world, jumping information
like ships from point to point. Data launched could not be
recalled.
She called up the prepared program regarding contracts,
and export quotas, the oft-denied permits.
GRANTED, she entered, to all of them.
In an hour the board would be jammed with queries,
chaos, the deadlock broken. Cerdin would not know it for
eight days.
She called up the city guest house, and drew a sleepy
outsider out of bed. "Call Tallen," she said,
using her own image and direct voice, which she had not
used on Istra.
Tallen appeared quickly, his person disordered, his face
flushed. "Kont' Raen," he said.
"I've an azi," she said, "who knows
you. His name is Tom Mundy."
Tallen started to speak, changed his mind. Whatever of
sleep there was about him vanished.
"He's not harmed," she said.
"Won't be. But I want to know how long this has
been going on, ser Tallen. I want an answer. How much and
how many and how far?"
"I'll meet with you."
She shook her head. "Just a plain answer, ser.
Monitored or not. How far has the net spread
itself?"
"I have no desire to discuss this
long-distance."
"Shall I ask Mundy?"
Tallen's face went stark. "You'll do as you
please, I imagine. The trade mission-"
"Is under Reach law, Kontrin law. I do as I please,
yes. He's safe for the moment. I'll give him back
to you, so you needn't do anything rash. I merely
advise you that you've done a very unwise thing, ser.
Give me those numbers and I'll do what I can to sort
things out for you; you understand me. I can act where you
can't. I'm willing to do so . . . a matter of
humanity. Give me the numbers"
Tallen broke contact.
She had feared so. She shook her head, swallowed down a
stricture in her throat with a mouthful of cooling coffee,
finally turned housecomp over to automatic.
She drank the rest of the coffee, grimacing at the
taste, followed it with half a measure of liquor, and sat
listening to the thunder.
"Sera," Jim said, startling her. She glanced
at the doorway.
"Go to bed," she told him. "What about
the azi downstairs? Settled?"
He nodded.
"Go on," she said. "Go rest. You've
done what you can."
He was not willing to leave; he did so, and she listened
as his footsteps went upstairs. She sat still a moment,
listening to the hive-song, then rose and went downstairs,
into the dark territory of the basement.
Majat-azi gathered about her. She bade them away,
suffered with more patience the touch of Workers and
Warriors. There was a door guarded by Warriors. She. opened
it, and two guard-azi rose to their feet, from the chairs
inside. The third huddled in the corner, on a mat of
blankets.
"I've spoken with Tallen," she said.
"He's very upset. Is there anything I can get for
your comfort?"
A jerk of the head, refusal. He would not look at her
face.
They had taken the cords off him. There was the double
guard to restrain him.
"You were a transport guard. Were you sensible
enough to understand that what you're seeing on this
world is not the usual, that things have gone vastly
amiss?"
Still he would say nothing, which in his place, was the
wiser course.
She sank down, rested her arms across her knees, stared
at him. "I'll hazard a guess, ser 113-489-6798,
that all you've done has been a failure: that Tallen
would have known me had it succeeded. You've
scattered azi off this world, if at all, only to have the
embargo stall them, if not here, on Pedra, on Jin. And do
you know where they'll be? In cases similar to your
own. You entered that faculty when the depots were closed .
. . about half a year ago. What do you think will become of
those stalled there for years, as some are-two years
already, for some? What do you think will come out of that?
You think they'll be sane? I doubt it. And how many azi
have a to transmission of messages via intercomp? None,
ser. You've thrown men away. Like yourself."
Eyes fixed on hers, hollow, in a shaven skull. Thin
hands clasped knees against his chest. Ire would never, she
thought, be the man he would have been. Youth, cast away in
such a venture. More than one of them. He might break. Most
would, if majat asked the questions. But she much doubted
that he knew anything beyond himself.
"Majat," she said, "killed the azi you
replaced. Was that a hazard, running the depots?"
"They're all over," he said hoarsely.
"Farms-armed camps for fear of them."
Cold settled on her at that. She nodded. "Ever see
them in the open?"
"Once. Far across the fields. We drove out of it,
fast as we could."
"What do you suppose they would do?"
"There'd been trucks lost. They'd find the
trucks. Nothing else."
She nodded slowly. "It fits, ser Mundy. It does
fit. Thank You. Rest now. Get some sleep. You'll not be
bothered. And I'll get you back to Tallen in one piece
if you'll stay in this room. Please don't try my
guards. A scratch from a majat is deadly as a bite. But
they won't come into this room."
She rose, left, walked out among the Warriors. The door
closed behind her. She singled out one of the larger ones,
touched it, soothed it. "Warrior, many azi, many, in
blue. hive? Weapons?"
"Yes."
The hives have taken azi, taken food?"
There was a working of mandibles, a little disturbance
at this question. "Take, yesss. Red-hive takes, goldss
take, greens take, blue-hive, yessss. Store much, much.
Mother says take, keep, prevent
other-hives."
"Warrior, has blue-hive killed humans?"
"No. Take azi. Keep."
"Many azi."
"Many," Warrior agreed.
v
Jim sat on the bed, massaged his temples, tried to still
the pounding in his skull. Never panic; never panic.
Stop. Think. Thinking Is good service. It is good to serve
well.
He seldom recalled the tapes verbatim. The thoughts were
simply there, inwoven. This night he remembered, and
struggled to remember. He was unbearably tired. Strange
sights, everything strange-he trembled with the burden of
it.
The other Kontrin had gone, that at least, away around
the world; but the majat would not go, nor this flood of
azi. He remained unique: he sensed this, clung to it.
He had here, and the others did not. He had
this room, this place he shared with her, and the others
did not.
He rose finally, and went through all the appropriate
actions, born-man motions, for although the Jewel
had rigid rules about cleanliness, there had been no
facilities such as these, even in upper decks. He showered,
coated himself liberally with soap, once, twice, three
times . . . in sheer enjoyment of the fragrance, so unlike
the bitter detergent that had come automatically through
the azi-deck system, stinging eyes and noses. He worked
very hard at his personal appearance: he understood it for
duty to her, to match all these fine things she
had, the use of which she gave him; and she was
the measure of all the wide world through which she drew
him. He had seen rich men, powerful men, in absolute terror
of her; and majat who feared her and majat who obeyed her;
and another Kontrin who treated her carefully; and he
himself was closest to her, an importance as heady as wine.
On the ship he had been terrified by the reaction of others
to her; he had not known how it would be to live on the
other side of it, shielded within it.
He was in the house, and others were not. He
had seen new things, the details of which were still a
muddle to him, most even without words to call them or
recall them, without comparisons to which to join them,
only some that her tapes had given him. He had been with
her in places far more important than even those powerful
rich men had been, that society which drifted through the
salon of the Jewel, offering snippets of their
lives to his confused inspection, a stream dark before and
dark after. He had gone out, into that unimaginable width
in which born-men lived, and she was there, so
that he was never lost.
He had stood back over the pens, which he had
half-forgotten, as all that time before the Jewel
was confused in his memory, hard to touch from the present,
for it had been go empty, so void of detail. Today he had
looked down, as he had looked down in earlier times, and
known that he was not on his way back from exercise, to
return again to the pens and the half-world of the tapes
breathing through his mind. This time he had come to look,
and to walk away again, at her back, until the
stink purged itself into clean air and light. There was no
fear of that place again, forever.
She prevented.
She was there, in the night, in the dark, when his
dreams were of being alone, within the wall, and only the
white glare of spotlights above the tangled webs of metal,
the catwalks . . . when one huddled in the corner, because
the walls were at least some touch, somewhere to put
one's back and feel comforted. On the azi-deck everyone
slept close, trying to gain this feeling, and the worst
thing was being Out, and no one willing to touch. Being Out
had been the most terrible part of the long voyage here,
when he had borne the Kontrin like a mark on him, and no
one had dared come near him. But she did . . . and more
than that, more even than the few passengers who had
engaged him for a night or even a short voyage, several
with impulses to generosity and one that he tried never to
remember . . . she stayed. The rich folk had let him touch,
had shown him impressions of experiences and luxury and
other things forever beyond an azi's reach; each time
he would believe for a while in the existence of such
things, in comfort beyond the blind nestlings-together on
the azi-deck. Love, they would say; but then the
rich folk would go their way, and his contract rested with
the ship forever, where the only lasting warmth was that of
all azi, whatever one could gain by doing one's work
and going to the mats at night In with everyone, nestled
close.
Then there was Raen. There was Raen, who was all these
things, and who had his contract, and who was therefore
forever.
Warm from the shower he lay down between the cool
sheets, and thought of her, and stared at the clouds which
flickered lightnings over the dome, at rain, that spotted
the dome and fractured the lightnings in runnels.
He had no liking for thunder. He had never had, from the
first that he had worked his year in Andra's fields,
before the Jewel. He liked it no better now.
Nonsense ran through his head, fragments of deepstudy. He
recited them silently, shuddering at the lightnings.
To some eyes, colors are invisible;
To others, the invisible has many colors.
And both are true. And both are not.
And one is false. And neither is.
He squeezed shut his eyes, and saw majat; and the horrid
naked azi, the bearers of blue fights; and an azi who was
no azi, but a born-man who had gone mad in the pens,
listening to azi-tapes. The lights above the pens had never
flickered; sounds were rare, and all meaningful.
The lightning flung everything stark white; the thunder
followed, deafening. He jumped, and lay still again, his
heart pounding. Again it happened. He was ready this time,
and did not flinch overmuch. He would not have her to know
that he was afraid.
She delayed coming. That disturbed him more than the
thunder.
He slept finally, of sheer exhaustion.
He wakened at a noise in the room, that was above the
faint humming of the majat. Raen was there; and she did not
go to the bath as she had on the nights before, but moved
about fully dressed, gathering things quietly together.
"I'm awake," he said, go that she would
not think she had to be quiet.
She came to the bed and sat down, reached for his hand
as he sat up, held it. The jewels on the back of hers
glittered cold and colourless in the almost-dark. Rain
still spattered the dome, gently now, and the lightnings
only rarely flickered.
"I'm leaving the house," she said softly.
"A short trip, and back again. You're safest here
on this one."
"No," he protested at once, and his heart beat
painfully, for no was not a permitted word. He
would have made haste to disengage himself from the sheets,
to gather his own be. longings as she was gathering
hers.
She held his arm firmly and shook her head. "I need
you here. You've skills necessary to run this house.
What would Max do without you to tell him what to do? What
would the others do who depend on his orders? You're
not afraid of the majat. You can manage them, better than
some Kontrin."
He was enormously flattered by this, however much he was
shaking at the thought. He knew that it was truth, for she
said it.
"Where are you going?" he asked.
"A question? You amaze me, Jim."
"Sera?"
"And you must spoil it in the same breath."
She smoothed his hair from his face, which was a touch
infinitely kind, taking away the sting of her
disappointment in him. "I daren't answer your
question, understand? But call the Tel estate if you must
contact me. Ask comp for Isan Tel. Can you do
that?"
He nodded.
"But you do that only in extreme emergency,"
she said. "You understand that?"
He nodded. "I'll help you pack," he
offered.
She did not forbid him that. He gathered himself out of
bed, reached for a robe against the chill of the
air-conditioning. She turned the lights on, and he wrapped
the robe about himself, pushed the hair out of his eyes and
sought the single brown case she asked for.
In truth she did not pack much; and that encouraged him,
that most of her belongings would remain here, and she
would come back for them, for him. He was shivering
violently, neatly rearranging the things she threw in
haphazardly.
"There's no reason to. be upset," she said
sharply. "There's no cause. You can manage the
house. You can trust Max to keep order outside, and you can
manage the inside."
"Who's going with you?" he asked, thinking
of that suddenly, chilled to think of her alone with new
azi, strange azi.
"Merry and a good number of the new guards.
They'll serve. We're taking Mundy, too. You
won't have to worry about him. We'll be back before
anything can develop."
He did not like it. He could not say so. He watched her
take another, heavier cloak from the closet. She left her
blue one. "These azi," he said,
"these-strange azi-"
"Majat azi."
"How can I talk to them?" he exclaimed, choked
with revulsion at the thought of them.
"They speak. They understand words. They'll
stay with the majat. They are majat, after a
fashion. They'll fight well if they must. Let the majat
deal with their own azi; tell Warrior what you want them to
do."
"I can't recognise which is which."
"No matter with majat. Any Warrior is Warrior. Give
it taste and talk to it; it'll respond. You're not
going to freeze on me, are you? You won't do
that."
He shook his head emphatically.
She clicked her case shut. "The car's ready
downstairs. Go back to bed. I'm sorry. I know you want
to go. But it's as I said: you're more useful
here."
She darted away.
"Raen." He forced the word. Hid face
flushed with the effort.
She looked back. He was ashamed of himself. His face was
hot and he had no control of his lips and he was sick at
his stomach for reasons he could not clearly analyse, only
that one felt so when one went against Right.
"A wonder," she murmured, and came back and
kissed him on the mouth. He hardly felt it, the sickness
was so great. Then she left, hurrying down the stairs,
carrying her own luggage because he had not thought in time
to offer. He went after her, down the stairs barefoot . . .
stood useless in the downstairs hall as she hastened out
into the rainy dark with a scattering of other azi.
Majat were there, hovering near the car with a great
deal of booming and humming to each other. Max was there;
Merry was driving. There were vehicles that did not belong
to the house, trucks which the other azi boarded, carrying
their rifles. Merry turned the car for the gate and the
trucks followed.
Max looked at him. He thrust his hands into the pockets
of his bathrobe and looked nervously about.
"Everything goes on as usual," he told Max.
"Guard the house." And he went inside then,
closed the door after him, . . . saw huge shapes deep in
the shadows, the far reaches of the hall, heard sounds
below.
He was alone with them. He crossed the hall toward the
stairs and one stirred, that could have been a piece of
furniture. It clicked at him.
"Be still," he told it, shuddering. "Keep
away!"
It withdrew from him, and he fled up the stairs, darted
into the safety of the bedroom.
One had gotten in. He saw the moving shadow, froze as it
skittered near him, touched him. "Out!" he cried
at it. "Go out!"
It left, clicking nervously. He felt after the light
switch, trembling, fearing the dark, the emptiness. The
room leapt into stark white and green. He closed the door
on the dark of the hall, locked it. There were noises
downstairs, scrapings of furniture, and deeper still, at
the foundations. He did not want to know what happened
there, in that dark, in that place where the strange azi
were lodged.
He was human, and they were not.
And yet the same labs had produced them. The tapes . . .
were the difference. He had heard the man Itavvy say so:
that in only a matter of days an azi could be diverted from
one function to another. A born man put in the pens had
come out shattered by the experience.
I am not real, he thought suddenly, as he had
never thought in his life. l am only those
tapes.
And then he wiped at his eyes, for tears blinded him,
and he went into the bath and was sick, protractedly,
weeping and vomiting in alternation until he had thrown up
all his supper and was too weak to gather himself off the
floor.
When he could, when he regained control of his limbs, he
bathed repeatedly in disgust, and finally, wrapped in
towels, tucked up in a knot in the empty bed, shivering his
way through what remained of the night.
vi
The freight-shuttle bulked large on the apron, a dismal
half-ovoid on spider legs, glistening with the rain, that
puddled and pocked the ill-repaired field and reflected
back the floodlights.
There were guards, a station just inside the fence. Raen
ordered the car to the very barrier and received the
expected challenge. "Open," she radioed back,
curt and sharp. "Kontrin authorisation. And hurry
about it."
She had her apprehensions. There could be delays; there
could be complications; ITAK could prove recalcitrant at
this point. The azi with her were untried, all but Merry.
As for Mundy, in the truck behind . . . she reckoned well
what he would do if he could.
The gates swung open. "Go," she told
Merry.
Her own aircraft, guarded by ITAK, was at the other end
of the port. She ignored it, as she had always intended to
ignore it, simply giving ITAK a convenient target for
sabotage if they wished one.
It was the shuttle she wanted. Beta police and a handful
of guard-azi were not sufficient to stop her, if her own
azi kept their wits about them.
Shuttle-struts loomed up in the windshield. Merry braked
and half-turned, and the truck did go too, hard beside
them. Raen contacted the station again. "Have the
shuttle drop the lift," she ordered. There were guards
pelting across the apron toward them, but her own azi were
out of the truck, forming a hedge of rifles, and that
advance slowed abruptly.
Evidently the call went through. The shuttle's
freight lift lowered with a groaning of hydraulics that
drowned other sound, a vast column with an open side,
lighted within.
"Crew is not aboard," she heard over the
radio. "Only ground watch. We can't take off.
We're not licensed-"
"Merry," she said, ignoring the rest of it.
"Get a squad aboard and take controls. Have them call
crew and ground service to get this thing off, and take no
argument about it. Shoot as last resort . . . . move! My
azi," she said into the microphone, "will board.
No resistance and there'll be no damage."
Merry had bailed out of the car and gathered the nearest
squad. She opened the door, the gun in one hand, microphone
in the other. Other figures exited the truck, dragging one
who resisted: Mundy; stilt-limbed ones followed. The police
line disordered itself, steadied.
"Kontrin," a voice said over the radio,
"please. We are willing to co-operate."
Rain blew in the open door of the car, drenched her,
slanted down across the floodlights, hazing the stalemated
lines. Mundy fought and cursed, disturbing the momentary
silence: nuisance, nothing more. Police would not move for
so slight a cause, not against a Kontrin; policy would work
on higher levels.
There was a sound of machinery inside the open cargo
lift: the lights were extinguished . . . Merry's
orders. They would make no targets.
Shadows passed the car: the three Warriors skittered
over the wet pavement and into the lift, following their
own sight, that cared nothing for darkness.
No one moved. An inestimable time later she heard
Merry's voice over the radio advising her they had the
ship.
She left the car. "By squads," she shouted.
"Board!"
She went with the first, that drew Mundy along with
them-reached the dark security of the lift. Mundy screamed
at the police, a voice swiftly muffled again. The next ten
started their retreat.
"Be still," she said, annoyed by continued
struggles from the outsider. "They'll do nothing
for you. Don't try my patience."
The last squad was coming in, rifles still directed at
the police. Her attention was fixed on that. And suddenly
there was another truck coming. She expelled a long breath
of tension, held it again as the truck scattered bewildered
police, as it came straight for the cargo lift and jolted
up within, rain-wet and loud, the azi with her dodging it.
More of her men poured from it, dragging prisoners.
Tallen. They had got him, and all his folk. She found
her heart able to beat stably again, and shouted orders as
the truck backed out again. It almost clipped the hatch,
missed. The azi driver bailed out while it was still moving
and raced for the hatch, pelted aboard.
She hit the close-switch, and the lift jolted up, taking
them up, while the ITAK police gazed at the diminishing
view of them. Just at total dark, she hit the lights, and
looked over the azi and the Warriors and the shaken
prisoners.
"Ser Tallen," she said, and nodded toward Tom
Mundy, who had no joy to see his own people. Pity took her,
for Mundy turned his face away as far as he could, and when
she bade Tallen released to see to him, Mundy wanted only
to turn away, a shaven ghost in grey.
"You're going home." she said to Tallen.
She had no time for other things. She gave brief orders to
an older azi, setting him in charge, and set herself in the
personnel lift, rode it up to more immediate problems.
A nervous pointing of weapons welcomed her above; she
waved them aside and looked past Merry to the watch crew,
who huddled under the threat of guns, way from controls, in
the small passenger compartment.
"Kontrin," the officer-in-charge said, and
rose: the azi let him. He was, she noted, ISPAK, not ITAK.
"We've done everything requested."
"Thank you. Come forward, ser, and run me some
instrument checks; I suppose that you can do that, until
the crew shows."
The ISPAK beta wiped at his face and came with her,
well-guarded, showed her the functioning of the board; it
was exceedingly simple, lacking a number of convenient
automations. Outside, there was the ministration of
ground-service. That, she reflected, simply had to be
trusted: one simply minimised the chances.
She settled into the nearest of the cushions, folded her
arms and closed her eyes as the first touch of dawn began
to show, for she was robbed of sleep this night, and she
reckoned that this frightened beta would hardly risk
anything with so many armed azi at her back.
Then crew arrived, with a flurry of distressed calls to
the bridge; they were no more relaxed by the time they had
negotiated the personnel lift, past the azi below and the
Warriors with them, and into the upper level to the welcome
of Merry's armed squad.
"Just do your job," Raen advised them. They
settled in, speaking only in fragments and that when they
must. "We're not scheduled," was the
captain's only protest. "We may not have a berth
up there."
"We'll get one," Raen said. She reached
for the com switch herself, requested lift clearance,
obtained it, priority. If traffic was in the way, it would
be diverted or aborted. The shuttle's engines were in
function; it settled earthward as its stilts drew in, and
engaged its moving-gear, trundled ponderously out toward
the lifting area.
"Merry," she asked of the passenger area.
"All right back there?"
"Yes, sera."
"Have Tallen up after lift. Strict security on the
rest."
They were entering position, wings extruding, gathering
speed. Then wings locked, and they made their run.
"Use the handholds," she remembered to snap at
the azi still standing, and they left the ground, under
heart-dragging acceleration.
Pol, she thought in that vulnerable moment, Pol was on
world, ship-based-could down a shuttle if he would, if she
had guessed wrong; and there was ISPAK to contend with. She
doubted then, whether she should not have gone back to
ISPAK at once, taken it first, instead of delaying
on-world.
But there was also blue-hive. Principally, there was
blue-hive.
They passed the worst of lift, launched on an angled
ascent that would carry them at last to intercept with
station. The deck would slant for the duration.
"Rest," she bade the standing azi, lest they
tire, "half at a time. Sit down." They settled,
by their own way of choosing, but all kept weapons ready,
and held to the safety grips, for the sensation of flight
was new to them.
The lift had activated: she saw the indication on the
board, and left her cushion, negotiated her way back to
it.
Tallen. An armed azi escorted the man, and waited while
he caught the handhold and exited the lift . . . no
pleasant sensation, the personnel lift during flight, and
the man was old-not as Kontrin aged, Raen thought
sorrowfully, but as betas did. It was sad to
understand.
"Apologies, ser," she welcomed him. "Are
your folk all right?"
"Our rooms raided, ourselves handled as we
were-"
"Apologies," she said in a cold voice.
"But no regrets. You're off Istra. You're
alive. Be grateful, ser."
"What's going on?"
"There are very private affairs of the Reach
involved here, ser Outsider." She gestured him into
the corner by the passenger compartment, where they could
stand more comfortably, and waited until he had braced
himself. "Listen to me: you were not well-advised to
have cut off my warning. You've Mundy back; you've
information, for. what it's worth. But you've
killed the others. You understand that. It's too late
for them. Listen to me now, and save something. Your spies
have not been effective, have they?"
"I don't know what you're talking
about.
"You do, ser. You do. And the only protection you
have is myself, ser. The betas surely can't offer you
any, whatever their assurances to the contrary."
"Betas."
"Betas. Beta generation. The children of the labs,
ser. The plastic civilisation."
"The eggs." Comprehension came to his eyes.
"The children of the eggs."
"They're set up to obey. We've conditioned
them to that. Do you understand the pattern you see now?
Your spies haven't helped you. You've dropped them
into the vast dark, ser, and they're gone, swallowed up
in the Reach."
"These-" he looked about him at the guards.
"These creatures-"
"Don't," she said, offended.
"Don't misname them. The azi are quite as human as
the betas, ser. And unlike the betas, they're quite
aware they're programmed. They've no illusion, but
they deserve respect."
"And you go on creating them. You've pushed a
world to the breaking point. Why?"
"I think you suspect, ser Tallen; and yet you go on
feeding them. No more. No more."
"Be clear, Kont' Raen."
"You've understood. You've been gathering
all the majat goods we and the betas can sell you,
swallowing them up, shipping them out. Warehousing
them-against a time of shortage, if you've been wise,
taking what you could get while you could get it. But to do
that, you've been doing the worst thing you could have
done. You've been feeding the force that means to
expand out of the Reach. And worse, ser, much
worse-you've been feeding the hives. This generation
for industrialisation, the next for the real move. And
you've fed it."
He turned a shade yet paler than he had been. "What
do you propose, Kont' Raen?"
"Shut down. Shut down trade for a few years. Now.
The Reach can't support these numbers. The movement
will collapse under its own weight"
"What's your profit in telling us?"
"Call it internal politics."
"It's mad. How do we know what authority you
have to do this?"
She lifted a hand toward the azi. "You see it. I
could have handled this otherwise. I could have pulled
licenses. But that wouldn't have told you why. I am
telling you now. I mean what I say, ser: that your
continued trade is supplying a force that will try to break
out of the Reach. That a few years of deprivation will
destroy that hope and make a point to them. We're not
without our vulnerabilities. Yours is the need for what we
alone supply. But you've been oversupplied in these
last few years. You can survive a time of shut-down. I
assure you, you can't come in and take these
things: trying to take them would destroy the source of
them . . . or worse things . . ." She looked directly
into his eyes. "You would stand where we do, and be
what we are."
"How can I carry a report to my authorities based
on one person's word? There's another of your
people in Istra. We've heard. This could be an attempt
to prevent our contacting-"
"Ah, he'd tell you differently, perhaps. Or
perhaps he'd shrug and say do as pleased you.
His reasons you'd not understand at
all."
"You play games with us. Or maybe you have other
motives."
"Invade us. Come in with your ships. Fire on betas
and innocent azi, break through to Cerdin and take all that
we have. Then where will you be? The hives won't deal
with minds-that-die; no, they'll lead you in directions
you don't anticipate. I give you a hive-master's
advice, ser, that I've withheld from others. Is it not
so, that your desperation is because you need us? Your
technology relies on what we produce? And do we not serve
well? You're safe, because we know well what we do. Now
a hive-master says: stop, wait, danger, and you take it for
deception."
"Get my agents out."
She shook her head. "It's too late. I've
given you warning. A decade or two, ser. An azi generation.
A time of silence. Believe me now. We'll get you to
your ships. A chance to run, to get out of here with what
lives I can give you."
He stared at her. The ship was already coming into
release from Istra's gravity, and there was a feeling
of instability. She beckoned him toward the lift.
"Believe me," she said. "It's the
only gift I can give. And whatever you do, you'd best
get down to your people, ser Tallen. They'll wonder.
They'll need your advice. See it's the right
advice. My men will let you free, and you'll do what
you please on that dock."
Tallen gave her a hard and long look, and sought the
lift; the guard went with him.
Raen hand-over-handed her way back to the cushion,
scanned instruments, looked at the crew. "Put us next
the Outsider ships. If we need to clear a berth, we'll
do that"
The captain nodded, and she settled, arms folded, with
station communications beginning to hurl frantic questions
at them.
vii
"It's settled," the Ren-barant said.
The Hald looked about him in the swirl of brightly clad
heads of septs and Houses, and at the Thel, the Delt, the
Hit and others of the inner circle. Here were the key
votes, the heads of various factions. They went armed into
Council, remembering Moth, remembering another day. Ros
Hald felt more than a touch of fear.
"I don't trust the old woman," the Ilit
said. "I won't feel easy until this is past."
His eyes darted left and right, his voice lowered.
"This could as easily be a way to identify us,
eliminate the opposition. We could go the way the others
did, even yet."
"No," Ros Hald said fiercely. "No.
Easiest of all if she gives over the keys we need.
She'll do that. She's buying living time and she
knows it."
"When she knows other things too," said the
Delt.
Hald thought of that, as he had thought of it a hundred
times, and saw no other course. The others were filing into
the Council chamber. He nodded to his companions and
went.
The seats were filled, one by one, with nervous men and
women, heirs of the last purge.
Doubtless there were many weapons concealed now, within
robes of Colour of House and sept.
But when Moth entered, and all those present rose in
respect-even the Hald and his faction rose, because respect
cost nothing-she had Tand for her support and seemed
incredibly frail. Before now, she had doddered somewhat;
now she had difficulty even lifting her head to speak
before Council.
"I don't trust this," the Ren-barant
whispered, fell silent at the press of the Hald's
hand.
"I have come to a difficult decision," Moth
began, and rambled on about the weight of empire and the
changes in the Council, which had cast more and more weight
on First Seat, which had made of her the dictator she
avowed she would not be, that none of them had meant to
be.
Her voice faltered and faded often. The Council listened
with rare patience, though none of this was at all
surprising, for Tand and rumour had spread her intent
throughout the Family, even into factions which would not
have been powerful enough to have their own spies. There
could not be a representative present that did not know the
meaning of this meeting.
She spoke of the hives, ramblings of which they were
even yet patient.
And suddenly she began to laugh, so that more than one
hand in the hall felt after a weapon and her life hung on a
thread; but her own two hands were in sight, and one had to
wonder who her agents were and where they might be
positioned.
"The hives, my friends, my cousins-the hives have
come asking and offering now, have they? And the
hive-masters divided on the question, and now they're
gone. I'm tired. I am tired, cousins. I see what you
don't see, what no one else is old enough to see, and
no one cares to see." She looked about, blinking in
the glare of lights, and Ros Hald tensed, wondering about
weapons. "Vote," she said. "You've come
here ready, have you not, already prepared, not waiting on
me? Not waiting for long debate? You've been ready for
years. So vote. I'm going to my chambers. Tell me which
of you will share responsibility for the Family. I'll
accept your choice."
There was a murmur, and silence; she looked about at
them, perhaps surprised by that silence, that was a touch
of awe. And in that silence, Moth turned off the
microphone, and walked up the steps among them, slowly, on
Tand's arm, in profound stillness.
Ros Hald rose. So did Ren-barant, and Ilit, and Serat
and Dessen and all the many, many others. For a moment, at
the top of the stairs, Moth stopped, seeming to realise the
gesture, and yet did not turn to see. She walked out, and
the door closed. The standing heads of House and sept sank
down again into seats. The silence continued a moment.
Next-eldest rose and declared the matter at hand, the
nomination of one to stand by Moth, successor to Moth's
knowledge and position. The dictatorship which had become
fact without acknowledgement under Lian's last years,
became acknowledged fact now, with Moth's request for a
legal heir.
Ren-barant rose to put forward the name of Ros Hald.
There was no name put in opposition. A few frowned,
huddled together. Ros Hald marked there with his eyes, the
next group that would try for power in the Family, the next
that needed watching. Four Colours were not represented
today; four Houses were in mourning. The opposition had no
leaders.
"The vote," next-eldest asked.
The signs flashed to the board. No opposition, seven
abstentions, four absent.
It was fact.
A cheer went up from Council, raucous and harsh after
the long silence.
viii
The shuttle docked, jolted into lock next to one of the
Outsider vessels. The azi caught at support, and one
fell-shame-faced, recovered his footing. "All right,
all right," Raen comforted him, touching his shoulder,
never taking her eyes from the crew. "Squad two, stay
with this ship and keep your guns aimed at the crew. They
may try to trick you; you're quite innocent of some
manoeuvres, fresh as you are from Registry. Don't
reason. Just shoot if they touch anything on that control
panel."
"Yes, sera," said the squad leader, who had
seen service before. The crew stayed frozen. She gathered
up Merry and squad one and rode the overcrowded lift down
to the lock, where the other squads and the Warriors stood
guard over the Outsiders.
They were free of restraint, Tallen and his folk,
huddled in a corner with the guns of eighty-odd azi to
advise them against rashness. Raen beckoned them to her and
they came, cautiously, across the dark cavern of the hold.
One of their own men had Mundy in hand, had him calmed, had
restored him to a fragile human dignity, and Mundy glared
at her with hate: no matter to her. He was neither help nor
harm.
"We're going out," she said to Tallen.
"Ser, there's one of your ships beside us and its
hatch is open. We've warned them. When you're
aboard, take my advice and pull all Outsider ships from
station as quickly as you can undock. Run for it."
Tallen's seamed face betrayed disturbance, as it
betrayed little. "That far, is it?"
"I've risked considerable to get you here.
I've given you free what you spent men to learn.
Believe me, ser, because from the agents the Reach
has swallowed you'll never hear. If it's clear
they're not azi, they'll perish as assassins, one
by one. It's our natural assumption. I'll give you
as much time as I can to get clear of station. But
don't expect too much, ser."
Merry was by the switch. She signalled. He opened up to
the ramp.
It was as she remembered the dock, vast and shadowy and
cold, an ugly place. Security agents and armoured ISPAK
police ringed the area. She walked out, her own azi about
her, rifles slung hip-level from the shoulder. She wore no
Colour, but plain beige, no sleeve-armour. It was likely
that they knew with whom they had to deal, all the same,
for all the terseness of the messages she had returned
their anxious inquiries.
Next to them, the Outsider ship waited. "Go,"
she told Tallen, whose group followed. "Get over
there, before something breaks loose here."
He delayed. She saw in surprise that he offered his
hand, publicly. "Kont' Raen," he said,
"can we help you?"
"No," she said, shaken by the realisation of
finality. Her eyes went to the Outsider's ramp, the
lighted interior.
To go with them, to see, to know-
Their duty forbade. And so did something she vaguely
conceived as her own. She found tears starting from her
eyes, that were utterly unaccustomed.
"Just get out of here," she said, breaking the
grip. "And believe me."
He apparently did, for he walked away quickly then, and
his people with him, as quickly as could not be called a
run. They leached the ramp, rode it up. The hatch sealed
after.
Raen folded her arms within her cloak, the one hand
still holding her gun, and stared at the ISPAK security
force, which her own azi faced with lowered weapons. Breath
frosted in the icy air.
"Sera," one called to her. "ISPAK board
has asked to see you. Please. We will escort you."
"I will see them here," she said, "on the
dock."
There was consternation among them. Several in civilian
dress consulted with each other and one made a call on his
belt unit. Raen stood still, shivering with the chill and
the lack of sleep, while they proposed debate.
She was too tired. She could not bear the standing any
longer. Her legs were shaking under her. "Stand your
ground," she bade the azi. "Fire only if fired
upon. Tell them I'll come down when the board arrives.
Watch them carefully."
And quietly she withdrew, leaving Merry in charge on the
dock, trusting his sense and experience. In the new azi she
had little confidence; they would not break, perhaps, if it
came to a fire fight, but they would die in their tracks
quite as uselessly.
She touched the Warriors who hovered in the hatchway,
calming them. "We wait," she said, and went on to
the lift, to the bridge, to the security of the unit which
guarded the crew and the comfort of a place to sit.
Likely, she thought, they'll arrive at
the dock now, now that I've come call this way
up.
They did not. She reached past the frozen crew and
punched in station operations, listened to the chatter,
that at the moment was frantic. Outsider ships were
disengaging from dock one after the other, necessitating
adjustments, three, four of them, five, six. She grinned,
and listened further, watched them on the screens as they
came within view, every Outsider in the Reach kiting
outward in a developing formation.
Going home.
A new note intruded, another accent in station chatter.
She detected agitation in beta voices.
She pirated their long-scan, and froze, heart pounding
as she saw the speed of the incoming dot, and its
bearing.
She keyed outside broadcast. "Merry! Withdraw.
Withdraw everyone into the ship at once."
The dot advanced steadily, ominous by its speed near a
station, cutting across approach lanes.
They would not have sent any common ship, not if it were
in their power to liberate a warship for the purpose. Swift
and deadly, one of the never-seen Family warships: Istra
station was in panic.
And the Outsider ships were freighters, likely
unarmed.
"Sera!" Merry's voice came over the
intercom. "We're aboard!"
A light indicated hatch-operation.
"Back off," Raen said to the beta captain.
"Undock us and get us out of here."
He stared into the aperture of her handgun and hastened
about it, giving low-voiced orders to his men.
"Drop us into station-shadow," Raen said.
"And get us down, fast."
The captain kept an eye to the incoming ship, that had
not yet decreased speed. Station chatter came,
one-sided-ISPAK informing the incoming pilot the cluster
formation was Outsider, that no one understood why.
For the first time there was deviation in the
invader's course, a veering toward the freighters.
The shuttle drifted free now, powering out of a sudden,
in shadow.
"Put us in his view," Raen ordered. The
captain turned them and did so, crossing lanes, but nothing
around the station was moving, only themselves, the
freighters, and the incomer.
Raen took deep breaths, wondering whether she should
have gambled everything, a mad assault on station central,
to seize ISPAK . . . trusting the warship would not
fire.
It fired now. Outsiders must not have heeded orders to
stop. She picked it up visually, swore under her breath;
the Outsiders returned fire: one of that helpless flock had
some kind of weapon. It was a mistake. The next shot was
real.
She punched in numbers, snatched a microphone.
"Kontrin ship! This is the Meth-maren. You're
forbidden station."
The invader fired no more shots. He was, perhaps, aware
of another mote on his screens; he changed course, leaving
pursuit of Outsiders.
"It's coming for us!'' a beta
hissed.
Raen scanned positions, theirs, the warship's, the
station's, the world. In her ear another channel
babbled converse with the invader. Shuttle . . .
she heard. One onworld . . . one aloft .
. . Plead with you . . .
"Sera," the captain moaned.
"It can't land," she said. "Head us
for Istra."
They applied thrust and tumbled, applied a stabilising
burst and started their run.
"Shadow!" Raen ordered, and they veered into
it, shielded by station's body, at least for the
instant.
"We can't do it," someone said.
"Sera, please-"
"Do what it can't do," she said.
"Dive for it." Her elbow was on the rest; she
leaned her hand against her lips, found it cold and
shaking. There was nothing to do but ride it through. The
calculation had been marginal, an unfamiliar ship, a
wallowing mote of a shuttle, diving nearly headlong for
Istra's deep.
Metal sang; instruments jumped and lights on the board
flicked red, then green again. "That was fire,"
Raen commented, swallowing heavily. A voice in her ear was
pleading with the invader. The shuttle's approach-curve
graph was flashing panic.
They hit atmosphere. Warning telltales began flashing; a
siren began a scream and someone killed it.
"We're not going to make it," the captain
said between his teeth. He was working desperately, trying
to engage a failed system. "Wings won't
extend." The co-pilot took over the effort with
admirable coolness, trying again to reset the fouled
system.
"Pull in and try again," Raen paid. The beta
hit retract, waited, lips moving, hit the sequence again.
Of a sudden the lights greened, the recalcitrant wings
began to spread, and the betas cried aloud with joy.
"Get us down, blast you!" Raen shouted at
them, and the ship angled, heart-dragging stress, every
board flashing panic.
They hit a roughness of air, rumbling as if they were
rolling over stone, but the lights started winking again to
green.
"Shall we die?" an azi asked of his squad
leader.
"It seems not yet," squad-leader answered.
Raen fought laughter, that was hysteria, and she knew
it. She clung to the armrest and listened to the static
that filled her ear, stared with mad fixation on the hands
of the terrified betas and on the screens.
Pol, she kept thinking, Pol, Pol, Pol,
blast you, another lesson.
Or it was for him also, too late.
ix
"So it's you," Moth said, leaned back in
her chair, wrapped in her robes. She stared up at Ros Hald,
with Tand; and the Ren-barant, the Ilit. "It's
Halds, is it?"
"Council's choice," Ros Hald said.
Moth gave a twisted smile. She had seen the four vacant
seats, action taken before she had even announced her
intent. "Of course you are," she said, and did
not let much of the sarcasm through. "You're
welcome, very welcome beside me, Ros Hald. Tand, go find
some of the staff. We should offer hospitality to my
partner-in-rule."
Tand went. Ros Hald kept watching her nervously. That
amused her. "What," she asked, "do you
imagine I've let you be chosen . . . to arrange your
assassination, to behead the opposition?"
Of course it occurred to him, to all of them. They would
all be armed.
"But I was sincere," she said. "I shall
be turning more and more affairs into your hands."
"Access," he said, "to all
records."
You've managed that all along, she thought,
smiling. Bastard!
"And," he said, "to all levels of
command, all the codes."
She swept a hand at the room, the control panels, the
records. The hand shook. She was perpetually amazed by her
own body. She had been young-so very long; but flesh in
this last age turned traitor, caused hands to shake, voice
to tremble, joints to stiffen. She could not make a firm
gesture, even now. "There," she said.
And fired.
The Hald fell, the Ilit; the Ren-barant fired and burned
her arm, and she burned him, to the heart. Tand appeared in
the doorway, hung there, mouth open.
And died.
"Stupid," she muttered, beginning then to feel
the pain. The stench was terrible. She felt of her own arm,
feeling damage; but the right one had not been the strong
one, not for a long time.
Azi servants crept in finally. "Clear this
out," she said. Her jaw trembled. She closed the door
when they had gone, and locked it. There was food secreted
about, an old woman's senile habit; there was wine,
bottles of it; there was the comp centre.
She sat, rocking with the pain of her wound, smiling to
herself without mirth.
x
The ground was coming up fast and the sir was full of
burning. They broke through haze and came in over bleak
land, desert. It was not what the display showed on the
screen; the ship's computer was fouled. The sweating
betas laboured over the board, retaining control over the
ship, jolting them with bursts of the braking engines.
There was no knowing where they were; cloud and panic had
obscured that. They might yet land.
And all at once a mountain wall loomed up in front of
them, vast beyond reason.
"Blast!" Raen shouted. "Altitude, will
you?"
"That's the High Range," one of the betas
said. "The winds-the winds-the shuttle's not built
for it, Kontrin."
"We're on the way home, we're over East,
blast you: take us up and get over it!"
The deck slanted. They were launching themselves for
what altitude they could gain for that sky-reaching ridge.
A beta cursed softly, and wept. The High Range loomed
up,
snow-crowned. Jagged peaks thrust up above the clouds
which wreathed them. The mad thought came to Raen that if
one must die, this was at least a thing worth seeing-that
such a glorious thing existed, uncultivated by Kontrin, who
hungered after new things: hers.
Istra, the High Range, the desert-all explored, all
possessed, in this mad instant of ripping across the
world.
The azi were silent, frozen in their places. The crew
worked frantically, sighted their slot in that oncoming
wall and aimed for it, the lowest way, between two
peaks.
"No!" Raen cried, reckoning the winds that
must howl down that funnel. She hit the captain's arm
and pointed, a place where needle-spires thrust against the
sky-cursed and insisted, having flown more worlds than
earthbound betas knew. He veered, tried it, through
turbulence that jolted them. Needles reared up in the
screens. Someone screamed.
They went over, whipped over that needled ridge and
sucked down a slope that wrung outcries from born-men and
azi, downdrafted, hurtling down a vast rock face and
outward. She saw spires in the slot they had not taken,
reckoned with a wrench at the stomach what they had
narrowly done.
"Controls aren't responding," the captain
muttered. "Something's jammed up."
"Take what you can," Raen said.
The man asked help; the co-pilot lent a hand, muttered
something about hydraulics. Raen set her lips and stayed
still the while the frantic crew tried their strength and
their wits. The rocks flew under them, tamed to gold and
Grey-green, and ahead, the white-hot flare that was water
under beta Hydri's light, serpentine, the River, and
horizon-wide, the Sea.
Poor chance they had if they were carried out into
that maelstrom of Istran storms, of endless water,
and glare.
The captain made the right decision: retros jolted them,
and they began losing airspeed with such abruptness it felt
as if they were halting mid-air. "Hold on," she
shouted at the azi, trying not to think of belowdecks, nigh
a hundred men without safety harness. The engines continued
to slam at them in short bursts, until they were lumbering
along at a wallowing pace and dropping by sickening
lurches.
Beyond recall now, with the controls locked up.
"Merry," Raen called to below, "brace up
hard down there; we're going to belly in if we're
lucky."
Another lurch downward, with alternate trees and
grassland before them, with sometime bursts of the engines
to give them more glide, and wrestlings by manual at the
attitude controls.
Hills sprang up in their path. We'll not make
it, Raen thought, for the betas were at the end of
their resources; and then the jolt of braking engines nigh
took the breath out of them and they lumbered into a tilt,
feathered with the attitude jets.
She braced then, for they were committed beyond recall,
and the valley walls were right in front of them. The
engines jolted, one and then the other, compensating for a
damaged wing.
The nose kept up. Raen watched the land hurtle toward
them, waiting for the contact; it hit, slewed-the straps
cut in. Then the nose flew up, slammed down, and somebody
hurtled past Raen on his way to the control panel. Another
hit her in the back. A gun discharged.
And she remained conscious through impact, with azi
bodies before her and about her, while sirens screamed and
the shriek of metal testified what was happening below. She
cursed through it, watching horrified as the azi in front
of her bled his life out on the control panel and the betas
screamed. The worse horror was that the azi did not.
And when the ship was still-when it was evident that the
feared fire had not taken place, and the shriek of metal
had died-there was still no outcry from the azi. Two of the
betas were unconscious, a half dozen of the azi so. Raen
gathered herself up on the sloping deck and looked about
her. Azi faces surrounded her, calm, bewildered. The betas
cursed and wept.
"We can manual this lock," Merry's voice
came over the intercom. "Sera? Sera?"
She answered, looked at the betas, who had begun working
at the emergency chute. Hot air and glare flooded the
opened hatchway. Merry, down below, was attempting his own
solution. Fire still remained a possibility.
"Get supplies," she said. "All the
emergency kits." They were not going to be adequate
for so many men. She opened a locker and found at least a
reserve of sunsuits, lingered to put one on the while azi
clambered out, and slid down her own men, she thanked her
foresight, with such clothing, and with weapons. Her own
suit was in her luggage, and one of the azi had brought it,
but at the moment she had no idea where it was . . . cared
nothing.
Injured azi moved themselves; the betas she left to
betas, and made the slide to safety, into the arms of her
azi below, steadied herself and looked about: the hold
chute was deployed, and men were exiting there. She
staggered across the grass, angry that her knees so
betrayed her, found Merry, whose battered face wept blood
along a scraped cheek. "The hold-many dead?"
"Six. Some bad, sera."
So few hours, from the null of the pens, and to die,
after eighteen years of preparing. She drew a deep breath
and forced it out again. "Get them all out." She
sat down on the grass where she was, head bowed against her
knees, pulled up the sunsuit hood, adjusted her gloves,
small, weary movements. They had to get clear of the ship.
The ship was a target. They had to move. She shut her eyes
a moment and oriented herself, slipped the visor to a more
comfortable place on her nose, adjusted up the cloth about
her lower face, as anonymous as the azi.
Warriors living-chained down from the hatch, hale and
whole. She called to them and rose, bared a hand to
identify herself. They came, humming and booming in
distress at their experience, offered touch.
"Life-fluids," they kept saying, alarmed by the
deaths.
"Watch," she said, gesturing at all that empty
horizon of fields, thinking of raided depots and murdered
azi. "Let no majat come on us."
"Yess," they agreed, and hovered never far
away.
An azi brought her luggage, her battered brown case, and
she laughed with the touch of hysteria for that, extracted
her kit of lotions and medicines and jammed those in her
side pocket, cast the rest away.
The azi were all out, she reckoned. She walked among
them, saw that Merry had taken her at her word, for the
dead lay in a group, half a dozen not counting the one
above, on the bridge; and a little apart from them were
four with disabling injuries; and apart from them was a
large group of wounded; and a group which bore virtually
none. She looked back that course again, suddenly
understanding how they were grouped, that the wounded,
huddled together, simply waited, knotted up as she had seen
Jim do when he was disturbed.
Waiting termination.
She cast about in distress, reckoned what would be the
lot of any left in beta care. "We carry those that
can't walk," she told Merry, and cursed the luck,
and her softness, and turned it to curses at the hale ones,
ordering the emergency litters, ordering packs made, until
men were hurrying about like a disturbed hive.
And the beta captain limped to her . . . she recognised
the greying brows through the mask. "Stay with the
ship," he urged her.
"Stay yourself." Her head throbbed and the sun
beat through the cloth; she forced herself to gentle
language. "Take your chances here, ser. Kontrin feud.
Stay out of it."
And seeing her own folk ready, she shouted hoarse orders
and bade them move.
North.
Toward Newhope, toward any place with a computer
link.
xi
Morn Hald paced the office of the ISPAK station command,
waited, settled again at the console.
Such resources as the Family had at its command he
called into use; a code number summoned what vessels waited
at Meron, and long as it would take for the message to run
via intercomp, as long as it would take those ships to
reach Istra-they were as good as on their way.
He relied on the Hald for that.
The Meth-maren had provided the overt provocation the
Movement needed, the chaos she had wrought at station, that
elevated the matter above a feud of Houses. Panicked
Outsiders were running, refusing all appeals to return-had
fired on a Kontrin vessel. Morn's thin hands
were emphatic on the keys, violent with rage.
His witness, under his witness the
Meth-maren had managed such a thing; and he was stung in
his pride. Outsiders were involved. He had hesitated
between destroying them and not; and the thought of
embroiling himself with that while the Meth-maren found
herself escape and weapons-for that he had pulled away, to
his prime target, to the dangerous one. There was no
knowing in what she had her hand, where her agents were
placed by now.
Revenge: she had never sought it, in all the long years,
had wended her insouciant way from dissipation to
withdrawal, and retaliated for only present injuries. The
Family had tolerated her occasional provocations, which
were mild, and seldom; and her life, which crossed none;
and her style, which was palest imitation of Pol's.
Morn read the comp records and cursed, realising the
extent of what she had wrought in so few days: the azi
programs disrupted, export authorisations granted, winning
the allegiance of ITAK, which was therefore no longer
reliable-she knew, she knew, and Outsiders,
perhaps not the first to do so, were scattering for safety
in their own space. News of that belonged in the hands of
the Movement before it reached Council: he sent it, via
Meron, under Istran-code, which would be intercepted.
So she might have launched instructions to Meron, to
Andra, to whatever places an agent might have become
established over two decades. They had worked to prevent
it, had found no agent of the Meth-maren in all the years
of their observation; and that, considering what she had
done on Istra, disturbed all his confidence.
Betas hovered distressedly in the background of the
command centre, as yet simply dazed by the passage of
events-betas who had learned to avoid his anger. But any of
them-any of them-could be hers. His own azi stood among
them, armoured and armed, discouraging rashness.
To disentangle a Kontrin from a world was no easy
matter. It was one which he did not, in any fashion,
relish. His own style was more subtle, and quieter.
He put in a second call to Pol, waited the reasonable
time for it to have relayed wherever he was lodged, and for
Pol to have responded. He kept at it, sat with his chitined
hand pressed against his lips, staring balefully at the
flickering screen.
SALUTATIONS, the answer came back.
He punched in vocal, his own face instead of the Kontrin
serpent that masked his other communications; Polls came
through on his screen, mirror-wise, but Polls was
smiling.
"Don't be light with me, cousin," Morn
said "Where are you?"
"Newport."
"She's been here," Morn said. "Was
here to meet me, as you were not."
Polls face went sober. He quirked a brow, looked
offended. "I confess myself surprised. A meeting,
then, not productive."
"Where is she based?"
"Newhope. You've not been clear. What
happened?"
"She cleared in a shuttle and station picks up
nothing."
"Careless, Morn."
Morn gave a cold stare to the set's eye, suffered
Polls humour as he had suffered it patiently for years.
"I'm holding station, cousin, and I'll explain
in detail later why you should have taken that precaution.
It may not please you to learn. Get after her. I'd
trade posts with you, but I trust you haven't been idle
in your hours here."
He had sobered Pol somewhat "Yes," Pol said.
"I'll find her. Enough?"
"Enough," Morn said.
BOOK EIGHT
i
Jim went about the day's routines, trying to find in
them reason for activity. He had washed, dressed
immaculately, seen to a general cleaning for what rooms of
the house were free of majat. But the sound of them filled
the house, and what jobs could occupy the mind were goon
done, and the day was empty. One frightened domestic azi
held command of the kitchen, and together they prepared the
day's meals on schedule, two useless creatures, for Jim
found himself with no appetite and likely the other azi did
not either, only that it was routine, and maintenance of
their health was dutiful, so that they both ate.
There was supper, finally, with no cessation of the
frenetic hurryings in the garden, the movements at the
foundations. Night would come. He did not want to think on
that.
"Meth-maren."
A Warrior invaded the doorway, and the domestic
scrambled from the table over against the wall, throwing a
dish to the floor in his panic. "Be still," Jim
said harshly, rising. "Your contract is here and the
majat won't hurt you."
And when it came farther, seeking taste and touch, he
gave it. "Meth-maren azi," it identified him.
"Jimmm. This-unit seeks Meth-maren queen."
"She's not here," he told it, forcing
himself to steadiness for the touch of the chelae, the
second brush at his lips, between the great jaws. He
shuddered in spite of himself, but the conviction that it
would not, after all, harm him, made it bearable-more than
that, for she was gone, and the majat at least were
something connected with her. He touched Warrior as he had
seen her do, and calmed it.
"Need Meth-maren," it insisted. "Need.
Need. Urgent."
"I don't know where she is," he said.
"She left She said she would come back soon. I
don't know."
It rushed away, through the door to the garden, damaging
the doorframe in its haste. Jim followed it past the
demoralised house-azi, looked out into the ravaged back
garden where a deepening pit delved into the earth, where
the neighbour's wall had been undermined. Guard-azi
stood their posts faithfully, but as close to the azi
quarters door as they might. He went out past the
excavation, past the guards-sought Max, and having located
him in the azi quarters, told him of Warrior's request,
not knowing what he ought to have answered.
"We must stay here as we were told," Max
concluded, his squarish face grimly set, and there was in
his eyes a hint of disapproval for the azi who suggested a
violation of those instructions. Jim caught it and bit off
an answer, turned and hesitated in the door, irresolution
gnawing at him with a persistence that made his belly hurt.
The hive wanted: Raen would have been disturbed at an
urgent message from the hive. She needed to know.
And he was charged simply to keep the house in
order.
That was not, now, what she needed. The look that had
been in her eyes when she left him had been one of worry,
anxiousness, he thought wretchedly, because she must leave
him in charge, him who could not understand the
half of what he ought.
He looked back, shivering. "Max," he said.
The big guard-azi waited. "Orders?" Max asked,
that being the way Raen had arranged things.
"I'm going upstairs. You're in charge down
here."
"She said you were to work."
"She said I was to take care of things. I'm
going upstairs. I have something to do for her. You're
in charge down here. That's the order I'm giving
you. I'm responsible. I'll admit to it."
Max inclined his head, accepting, and Jim strode back
the way he had come, across the devastation of the garden,
past the domestic azi in the kitchen, who was mopping up
the broken dish-past the comp centre, the screens of which
flashed with messages which waited on Raen. The walls
vibrated with song. Warriors hulked here and there in the
dark places of the hall. A majat-azi scampered out of the
farther doors, female, naked, bearing a blue light that
glowed feebly in the shadow. She grinned and traded fingers
across his shoulder as she passed, and he shuddered at the
madness in that laughing face. A male followed, younger
than left the pens to any other service, and the same
wildness was in his eyes. A whole stream of them began to
pour up from the basement with a Worker behind them,
fluting orders for haste.
He fled in horror, lest he be swept up with them by
accident, herded with them into the dark pit outside. He
ran the stairs, hurled himself into the bedroom, Saw it
safely vacant and locked the doors.
It was a moment before he could unknot his clenched
hands and arms and straighten. One part of him did not want
to go farther . . . would rather seek the corner of the
room and tuck up there and cease.
Like the lower azi, when they reached the limit of their
functions.
Raen needed more than that. This tall, gaunt Kontrin had
come, and talked with her, and she had been distressed: the
strange born-man azi had distressed her further. He
under-stood that there were connections he could not
comprehend, that perhaps she was somewhere with
him, who was of her kind-and that in hazardous
things an azi of his training was useless.
Keep the house in order.
It was far from what she needed, but it was the limit of
his function. He had seen betas, who could make up what to
do: Kontrin, whose function he could not conceive, but who
simply knew. He had seen the pens and knew
himself.
Dimly he realised that if Raen were lost, he would be
terminated: someone had told him that they did not pass on
their azi; but he failed to take alarm at that. He thought
should that happen, he would simply sit down and wait for
termination, out of interest in other things, without
further use. There was an unfamiliar tightness in his
throat that had bided there most of the day, a tenseness
that would not go away.
Be calm, old tapes echoed in his mind. Calm
is always good. When you cannot be calm, you are useless. A
useless azi is nothing. Turn of all disturbance.
Instruction will come. You are blameless if you are calm
and waiting for instruction.
Next came the punishment, if he let the emotion well up,
the inbuilt nausea. He was shaking, torn between the
tightness in his throat and the sickness which heaved at
his stomach, and knew that if he let the one go, the other
would follow. He had no time for this. He fought down the
hysteria with a simple exercise of self-distraction,
refusing to think in the direction of his feelings.
Calm, calm, calm is good. Good is happy. Happy is
useful. Good azi are always useful.
He busied himself at once, taking the deepstudy unit out
of the closet, opening the case with the tapes. Calm,
calm, calm, he insisted to himself, for his hand shook
as he deliberately chose the tapes with the black cases,
the forbidden ones. The disobedience increased the pain in
his stomach. For her, he kept telling himself; and,
Good azi are always useful, playing one tape
against the other. If he had what was in her tapes he would
know what she knew; if he knew what she knew, he would
understand what to do.
He propped up a divider from the case, contrived a way
to brace the stack which he made in the play-slot, for they
were far more than the machine was designed to hold. Focus
the mind, concentrate only on the physical action: that was
the means to keep calm in crisis. Never mind where the
action was tending; it was only necessary to do, until all
was done.
He prepared the machine. He prepared the chair, throwing
over it a blanket for padding; last of all he prepared
himself, stripped completely, smoothed the blanket so that
there would be not the least wrinkle to crease his skin
during the long collapse, and found the pill bottle where
he had left it last, in the bath. He sat down then, with
the pill clenched in his teeth, attached the leads. Last of
all he drew the edges of the blanket over himself and
swallowed the pill, waiting for the numbness to begin.
I shall change, he thought, and panic rose in
him, for he had always liked the individual he was, and
this was self-murder.
He felt the haziness begin, bade himself goodbye, and
threw the switch-composed his arms loosely to his sides and
leaned back, waiting.
The machine cycled in.
He was not unconscious; he was hyperconscious, but not
of things around him-gripped and shaken by the alienness
that poured in.
Attitudes. Information. Contradictions. The minds of
immortals, the creators of the Reach. He absorbed until
body began to scream out distantly to mind that there was
hazard, and went on absorbing.
He could not want to stop, save in the small pauses
where instruction ceased. Then he would try to scream for
help. But he was not truly conscious, and body would not
respond at all. The stream began again, and volition
ceased.
ii
"Meth-maren," Mother intoned, distraught.
"Find, find this queen." Workers soothed Her;
Drones sang their dismay. There was/had been impression of
separation, the hive-consciousness that had been
established for a time stretched thin, soaring as in
flight.
Then disaster.
Workers laboured, frantically. The hive reached out and
sought Meth-maren hive, one with it. Workers died in the
stress, jaws worn away, bodies exhausted, and the husks
were caught up and carried away as the work boiled forward.
Azi fell beneath their burdens and drank and rested and
staggered back to their work, to die there.
There was in the hive the frightened taste of a green
scout, who had fallen to Warriors. Disorientation was in
its hive also, the memory of Meth-marens of ages past,
before the sun had risen at such an angle and the world had
changed colours.
And it in turn had tasted the minds of golds, who tasted
of reds, whose fierceness now had a taint of hesitancy,
less push and more of fear.
"Kill," the Warrior portion of blue-Mind
urged. "Restore health. Kill the unhealthy."
Drones sang of memory, and the balance of the hive
shifted toward Warrior-thoughts and shifted back again to
Mother, as She wrenched it to Herself, fierceness greater
than theirs, for it embraced eggs, survival.
BUILD, the command went out, and the Workers
hastened in frenzy.
iii
They huddled, an exhausted group, in the shade of a
hedge. Raen slipped fingers under her visor and wiped sweat
from her eyes, withdrew them, adjusted the rim to a new
place and grimaced it back to the old. The hood of her
sun-suit was back, the gloves off, the sleeves unfastened
to the elbow; toward evening as it was, still the heat
lingered as the residue of a furnace. The suits that saved
from burn, ventilated as they were by majat-silk insets,
left the skin sticky with perspiration, clung with every
movement. A dead azi's rifle was on her knees, weight
on sore muscles; she had food and a canteen from the
emergency stores and would not drink, tormenting herself
with the thought of it-supplies meant for ten, and a
cluster of thirsty men about her: neither did others drink,
being azi, and waiting. The wounded bore their wounds, and
the insects, without a sound: it was only surprise could
get an outcry from them, and there was none of that. They
knew what the situation was. They were the lighter by two
they had started with, the worst-wounded; the bearers had
been glad, and she did not delude herself otherwise. In
that day she had reconsidered her mercy, and gazed at two
others as had, and at the grasslands endless about them,
and she had almost turned the gun on them. Instead she had
given them a sip of water, that compounded the idiocy, and
the same to the bearers: for herself and the others there
was only the chance to moisten mouths and spit it back, and
no one defied instructions.
She was, however long ago, of Cerdin, and Cerdin's
sun was no kinder; she was, for the rest, accustomed to
exercise, and most of these were not. She had Merry by her,
poor Merry, his lips as cracked as hers felt, his face
bruised as well as scraped; she trusted him more than the
others, these babes new from the pens. Merry helped, used
his wits; the others obeyed.
There was a stirring, a shrilling; they snatched rifles
up nervously, but it was one Warrior, their own, that bore
a white rag tied on a forelimb so that the azi could tell
it. It ran low, scuttled up waving its palps and seeking
scent.
"Here," Raen said, turning her hand to it. It
came, offered taste, the sweet fluids of its own body, and
it was welcome. She touched the scent-patches, soothed it,
for it had been moving hard, and air pulsed from the
chambers so it had difficulty with human speech.
"Mennn. Humanasss. Human-hive."
She gave a great breath of relief. Every face was turned
toward it, faces suddenly touched with hope. She caressed
the quivering palps. "Warrior, good, very good. Where
are other Warriors?"
"Watching men."
"Far?"
It quivered slowly. Not far, then. "We leave the
wounded and five to help them," she said.
"We'll come back for you injured when we've
gotten transport. I say so. Understood?"
Heads inclined, all together.
"Come on," she told Merry. "Choose those
to stay and let's move."
Warrior moved ahead of their concealment, a black shape
in the starlight. Likely Warrior was screaming orders;
human ears could not pick it up. In a moment all three came
back to the hedgerow, clicking with excitement.
"Guardss," Warrior said, with two neat bows in
the appropriate directions: majat vision in the cool of
night could hardly miss a human.
"No majat?" Raen asked.
"Humanss. Human-hive."
Fifty men were, in the last twos, grouping behind her.
Lights showed ahead, floodlights about the fields, the
farmyard. An azi barracks showed light from the windows;
the farmhouse had the same, windows barred, proof against
majat.
"Door's nothing," she said to Merry.
"A burn will take it. Azi won't fight if we can
get the betas first."
'Take the guards out," Merry said. "Three
men each, no mistakes. I'll take one."
She shook her head: "Stay by me at the door.
I'll get it, ten men with me take the house, twenty
round the side door. You get down by that porch and take
any charge starts out the door of the barracks."
"Understood," Merry said, and orders passed,
quick and terse, by unit.
"No firing unless fired on," Raen said, and
took the nearest Warrior by the forelimb. "Warrior:
you three stay here. Guard this-place until I
call."
"Warrior-function: come," it lamented.
"I order, Meth-maren, hive-friend.
Necessary."
"Mess," it sighed.
"I go first," she said, to the distress of
Merry and the others, but they said no word of objection.
She stood up, gripped her rifle by its body, and started
out into the road, dejected, limping. Her eyes, her head
still downcast, flicked nervously from one to the other of
the guardposts she knew were there, in the hedges.
"Stop!" someone shouted at her.
She did so, looked fecklessly in that direction, with no
move of her rifle. "Accident," she said.
"Aircraft went down-" and pointed back. The azi
came from their concealment, both of them, naive that they
were. "I need help," she said. "I need to
call help."
One of them determined. to walk with her. The other
stayed. She limped on toward the house, toward the door,
studying the lay of the place, the situation of windows;
the barracks was at her back, the porch before.
And the azi with her went up the steps ahead of her,
rang at the door, pressed- the housecom button.
"Ser?"
Someone passed a window to the door.
"Ser, there's a woman here-"
"Istra shuttle went down," She cried past him.
"Survivors. I need to call for help."
The door unlocked, opened. A greying beta stood in it.
She slipped inside, leaned against the wall, whipped the
rifle up.
"Don't touch the switch, ser. Don't
move."
The beta froze, mouth open. The guard-azi did likewise,
and in that instant a rush of men pelted across the yard.
The guard whirled, found targets, fired in confusion, and
the rush that hit the door threw him over, swept the beta
against the wall, ringing him with weapons. Her azi kept
going, and elsewhere in the house were shots and outcries.
"No killing!" she shouted. "Secure the
house! Go, I've got him." She held her rifle on
the man, and the azi swept after their comrades.
It was a matter of moments then, the frightened family
herded together into their own living room, the azi
servants, one injured, along with them.
Merry held the front porch. The first shot into the azi
barracks had convinced the others. Her men regrouped,
meditating that problem.
"Ser," Raen said to the householder,
"protect your azi. Call them out unarmed. No one will
be hurt."
He did so, standing on the porch with enough rifles
about to assure he made no errors. In the house, the family
waited, holding to one another, the wife and a young couple
that was likely related in some way, with an infant. The
baby cried, and they tried to hush it.
And fearfully the farm's azi came out as they were
told; she bade Merry and some of the men search the
barracks and the azi themselves for weapons.
But most of all was water, food. She gave them
permission as quickly as she could, and they drank their
fill-brought her a cup, which she received gratefully, and
a grimy fistful of dried fruit. She chewed at it and kept
the rifle slung hiplevel, pocketed some, drank at the
water. The householder was allowed to rejoin his family on
the chairs in the livingroom. "Ser," Raen said,
"apologies. I told the truth: we've injured among
us. I need food, water, transport, and your silence.
You're in the midst of a Kontrin matter-Kont' Raen,
seri, with profound apologies. We'll not damage
anything if we can help it."
A cluster of beta faces stared back at her, grey with
terror, whether for their attack or for what she told them,
she was not sure.
"Take what you want," the man said.
The baby started crying. Raen gave the child a glance
and the woman gathered it to her; the injured azi touched
it and tried to soothe it. Raen took a deep breath for
patience and looked at the lot of them. "You've a
truck here, some sort of transport?"
Heads nodded.
She went off to the center of the house, hunting comp,
located it, a sorry little machine pasted with grocery
notices and unexplained call-numbers. She keyed in, called
the house in Newhope, the number she had arranged for
emergency.
"Jim?" she called. And again:
"Jim!"
There was no response.
Her hand began to shake on the board. She clenched it
and leaned her mouth against it, considering in her
desperation how far she could trust Itavvy or Dain or
anyone else in ITAK. "Jim," she said, pleading,
and swore.
There was still no response. JIM, she keyed through, to
leave a written message, STAND BY. EMERGENCY.
She put the next one through to Isan Tel's estate,
where a few managerial azi kept the fiction of a working
estate, unsupervised azi and a horde of guard. STAND BY.
EMERGENCY. EMERGENCY.
And a third one to the Labour Registry. EMERGENCY, TEL
CONTRACT. PLEASE STAND BY.
None used her name. She dared not. She rose and took two
of the men with her, walked out past Merry's unit to
the road, and up it to the place where they had left the
Warriors. They were there, fretting and anxious. "All
safe," she told them. To each she gave two pieces of
the dried fruit, which they greatly relished. "I need
one-unit to stay with me, two for a message," she
said.
"Yess," they agreed, speaking together.
"Just tell Mother what's happened. Tell her
I'm coming to Newhope, but I'm slow. I need help,
blue-hive azi, weapons. Fast."
There was an exchange of tones. "Good," one
said. "Go now?"
"Go," she said; and two darted off with
eye-blurring speed, lost at once in the night and the
hedges. The other remained, shadowed her with slow-motion
steps as she and her guards returned to the house.
"Merry," she said, when she had come to his
group, where they huddled on the porch, tired men with
rifles braced on knees toward the azi barracks. Merry
gathered himself up, haggard, the light from the door
showing darkly on his wounded cheek, his blond hair
plastered with sweat and dust. "One of the two of
us," she said hoarsely, "has to get the truck
back after those men. You've land-sense. Can you do it?
Are you able to? I need you back; I rely on you too
much."
Pride shone in the azi's eyes. "I'll get
back," he said; she had never imagined such a look of
intensity from stolid Merry. It approached passion. Such
expression, she saw suddenly, rested not alone in his face,
but in those of others. She did not understand it. It had
something to do with the tapes, she thought, and yet it was
no less real, and disturbed her.
"Truck ought to be in the equipment shed. Watch
yourselves, walking around out here. We think we've
accounted for everyone. I haven't had time to check
comp thoroughly."
"I need three men."
She nodded; Merry singled out his men and left for the
side of the house. She stationed Warrior by the side of the
porch by the other azi and left them so, limped up the
steps and into the house, giving only a glance to the
captive betas. Her legs shook under her, adrenaline drained
away. She sank down and wiped her face with her hand.
"Get a water-container," she told one of the
azi. And to the beta, "ser, is there a key for that
vehicle?"
"By the door."
She looked and saw it hanging. "Take that to
Merry," she told the azi. "Take a bit of that
dried fruit too. There'll be at least some can
appreciate it."
The azi gathered up the items and left, came back again;
distantly there was a moaning of an engine, that turned off
where the road would be: Merry was on his way.
"True that the shuttle crashed?" the beta
woman asked.
Raen nodded. "Broken limbs in plenty, sera. And
dead. We had a hundred men aboard that ship."
The betas' faces reflected compassion for that.
"I'm sorry," Raen said, "for breaking
in. It's necessary. your names, seri? I'd rate you
compensation if it were safe. It's not, at the
moment."
"Ny," the man said, nodded at his wife.
"Berden. My son and his wife. Grandchild. Kontrin, you
can have anything, only so you leave us all
right."
"There's majat," the young man said.
"We've got to have our defenses whole. Have to,
Kontrin."
"I've heard how that is. I've heard how the
farms won't give up their azi."
"All the protection we have," Ny said.
Raen looked at them, at the house, recalling the
situation of buildings and the fields. "But you could
rather well survive in such a place, could you
not-producing your own food and power? And ITAK and ISPAK
both know it. You don't have to yield up your grain;
and they know that too."
"Need it," Ny said. "We need the azi;
azi've no desire at all to go back to the pens either.
They've lived loose here, lived well, here. We
don't turn them back, no, Kontrin. We
don't."
It was a bold speech for a beta. It did not offend her.
"Indeed," she said, "you've a secure and
enviable land here. I'd a notion to destroy your comp
at least; but you're not ITAK folk nor ISPAK, are you?
You have a map of the area?"
"Comp room," Berden said. "Drawer under
the machine."
"I thank you," she said quietly, rose on
aching limbs and limped off to the cluttered little
room.
"The map was there. She sat down before the unit
and studied it, found their location conveniently marked, a
rough two hundred kilometres south of a major tributary of
the River, nearly a thousand from Newhope.
She hesitated a moment, then coded in one of her several
male personas, keyed in a purchase of passage; the program
under that name was already get. One sped to the persona of
Merek Sed and family, a matter of honour. One sped to the
real person of one ser Tol Errin 1028D Upcoast, a worker in
glass, with his family, with offer of an immediate
commission on Meron, freighter-passage.
A mad gesture. A whim. Some things were worth
saving.
It took an instant of time. She nerved herself again and
keyed Newhope, again on emergency. "Jim!" she
snapped, and gave instructions in case any other azi was in
hearing, to answer her.
There was nothing. She broke connection quickly.
She sat then with her hand pressed against her mouth,
staring at the board distressedly and trying to reckon now
what to do.
She looked about her. There had gathered a quiet ring of
surplus azi, exhausted, sitting on the floor and all about,
young faces looking toward her with anxious eyes.
They all had Merry's look.
iv
There were dreams, horrid dreams, and one of them was a
shadow, tall and gaunt, leaning across the light.
It seized and shook, and Jim tore his arm free and cried
out, clawing at the leads which were no longer there,
trying to free himself of the nightmare. He had no
strength. The grip closed on him and held him still, and
for a time there was only his pulse for reality, a
throbbing in his ears and a dull wash of rose across his
eyes.
"Wait outside," a voice said above him.
"Dying." The tones were song, deep and
sorrowful.
"Wait outside." Harsher now.
"Go."
"Stranger," the song mourned. "Stranger,
stranger, green-hive."
But it retreated, as far as the door. He could hear it
clicking.
Hands caught his face between. "Azi," the male
voice said. "Azi, come back, come back, wake up.
Quietly now. Was it suicide? Did she order you to
this?"
The words made sense and then did not. Senses greyed out
again, his whole body numb and heavy. Then there was sharp
pain, and he came back, feeling it, but unable to reckon
where the pain was centred.
"He's coming out of it," the voice said.
"Stay back. Let him be."
"Green-hive," the other fretted, retreated
again, muttering deep notes of distress. He turned his
head, opened his mouth to cry to it for help.
"No." A hand covered his mouth, hard. He
struggled at that, vision clearing. He knew the face that
leaned above him: not simply recognised, but
knew-
Knew the Halds, and the man Pol, who was dangerous,
whose House and sept had clear reason to hate the
Meth-marens. He fought the muffling hand, and had no
strength in his limbs or his hands, scarcely even the power
to lift them.
"Be very still." Pol leaned close, his breath
fanning his cheek. "I've talked my way in here,
you see. The majat is watching . . . such moves as they
have eyes to see. Do you hear me, azi?"
He tried to nod against the hand. He could scarcely
breathe; words passed out of sense again.
"I told you to stay downstairs."
"Let him go." Max's voice. Jim struggled
back toward the sound, toward understanding. "I
shouldn't have let you in."
"But you have. Get the Warrior out of here. Guard
the door if you like. Leave me with him."
Max, Jim wanted to say. He murmured something.
Max did not answer.
"Get downstairs,." Pol Hald said. "Hear
me?"
The crack of authority was in his voice. Jim winced at
it. Max went. The door closed. Pol Hald rose and locked it,
and Jim rolled onto his side, holding the chair arm,
fighting to move at all. Pol returned, caught his arms,
jerked at him. His head snapped back with a crack: muscle
control was gone. He could not even lift it.
"Shuttle's down," Pol said, "but not
in either port. Where is she? Come out of it and answer
me."
He could not. He tried to shake his head to protest the
fact. Pol flung him down, let him alone; steps retreated,
came back-he was roughly lifted and a cup held to his
lips.
"Drink it, hear? If there's a mind left in you.
Was it her order you did this?"
He drank. The water eased his throat. Pol let him back
then, and touched wet fingers to his temples. He shut his
eyes and drifted, came back again to a faint rattling of
plastic.
"Kontrin tapes," Pol muttered. "History.
Law. Comp theory-blast! where did she get that one?"
He thought that it was safe to rest while the voice railed
elsewhere, but suddenly the hands fastened into his
toneless limbs again and pressed to the bone. "Why,
azi?"
He lay still, looking at Pol, and Pol at him.
"You know me," Pol said. "Don't
you? You know me."
He blinked, no more than that. It was truth. Pol
understood it.
And slowly Pol sank down beside the chair, gripped his
arm quite gently. "You're sane. Don't think
you can pretend it undid you. I've seen suicides by
deepstudy. You're not gone. You're lying there with
your teeth shut on everything, but I understand, you ear?
You've studied what you ought not. I'm not dealing
with an azi, am I? You're something else. How long have
you been delving into those particular tapes?"
He answered nothing, and there was knowledge in his
mind, memory of the Family, what he could expect of
Halds.
"She ordered this? She set you to
suicide?"
"Not suicide." The accusation that touched
her, stung him. "No. I. My choice. To
learn."
"And what have you learned, azi?"
"My name is Jim."
"You have, haven't you?"
He thought that Pol would kill him. He expected so, but
there was nothing he could do about it; he tried to move,
and Pol helped instead of hindering, hauled him forward to
sit on the edge, put a glass into his hand. He expected
water and got juice, gagged on it. "Drink it,"
Pol snapped at him, and when he had done so, dragged him
bodily into the bath and into the shower, turned the water
on him. He sank down, too weak to stand, and leaned against
the glass.
It was Max who pulled him from it. Max's strong
hands lifted him, half-carried him to the bed.
"Pol," he objected. "Where is
he?"
"Downstairs." The guard-azi looked at him in
anguish. "He came to the gate outside-said
she's in trouble. What do we do? What
orders?"
Max was asking him. He stared at the azi. Nothing made
sense. There was only the single word. She.
He snatched at his abandoned clothing, looked up
suddenly at a move in the open doorway. Pol stood there, a
shape among shadows.
"The mind's working now, isn't it? More
than these that could be argued into letting the likes of
me into the house."
It was. Jim looked reproach at Max, and suddenly
realised a gulf between. He did not know what he should and
knew more than gave him comfort. His knees went out from
under him and he had to lean, caught wildly at the
chair.
"You've thrown yourself into shock," Pol
said "The body won't stand that kind of insult;
throws metabolism into erratic patterns. Help him,
azi."
Max did so, caught him and set him down, grasped his
arms. "What do we do?" Max asked of him.
"He's not armed. We saw to that." Max tugged
and pulled the clothes onto him, shook at his arms.
"Warriors are all about. He can't do any
damage. Can he, Jim? He talks about her, about some
trouble. What are we supposed to do? You're to give the
orders. What?"
He fought nausea, looked up at the Hald. "The first
thing is not to trust him. He's older and wiser than
we."
Pol grinned. "You've studied Raen's tapes.
Her mind-set. You reckon that, azi? That you are
her mind-set?"
"The second thing," Jim said, resisting the
soft voice that unravelled him, "is to make doubly
sure that he isn't armed."
Pol solemnly spread open his hands. "I
swear."
"And never believe him." He was shaking,
violently. He sat still, conserving the energy he had in
him, tried to think past the pains in his joints and the
contractions of his stomach. Blood pressure, a
forgotten tidbit of information surfaced, explaining the
intense feeling that his head was bursting. "You think
you can take this house. You won't."
The Family would kill him, he thought If Raen were lost,
he would die. If Raen survived, it was possible that she
would kill him for what he had done. Neither was important
at the moment. The necessity was not to let the Hald get
control of the staff.
"Search him again, Max," he said.
Pol bristled. Max approached him with deference-evidence
of how little thorough that first search had been; but Pol
submitted, and it was done, with great care.
"I'm not alone now," Pol said, the while
Max proceeded. "There's another of the Family
here. I have to contact the Meth-maren. You understand me.
The time has come. He'll be here. He'll not be
subtle; he'll not need to be. The whole house is
vulnerable."
"Who?" Jim asked.
"Morn. Morn a Ren hant Hald."
That name too he knew. First cousin to Pol. Travelling
companion. Experienced in assassination.
"You often appear together," Jim said.
"You make jokes. He kills."
Pol's face reacted, to Max's searching or to an
azi's presumption. He frowned and nodded slowly.
"Morn is nothing to trifle with. You understand that
at least. I'll get her out of here. You listen to me,
azi."
"Jim."
"I can get her off this world. Elsewhere. Out of
the Family's hands. I have a ship waiting at the port.
I have to reach her in time."
Jim shook his head slowly.
"You know," Pol said, as Max finished; he
brushed distastefully at his clothing. "You know where
she is."
"No, ser. You know well she wouldn't tell
me."
"She would have established other contacts. Other
points. Numbers, records. Names."
"She wouldn't have confided them to
me."
'There had to be records."
"Max!" Jim said. "Have Warrior keep a
guard about the comp centre. Now. Do it! Warrior!"
Max moved, drew his gun: Pol's instant move was
stopped cold. The Hald stepped back, then.
And there was a shadow in the door, that filled it,
moiré eyes that swept them. "This-unit
guardsss," it said.
"This stranger," Jim said, "must not go
near the comp"
"Understandss. Comp centre: many-machine.
Sssafe."
Pol's eyes hooded. "You've killed us all.
Morn won't hesitate at wiping out this whole house. Do
you understand that?"
"I understand it very well. We're only
azi."
Perhaps Pol caught that sarcasm. He gave him a long and
penetrating look. "It's Raen's mind-set,"
he said. "Male, she's no different."
Jim swallowed at the sickness in his throat. Calm,
calm, an old tape kept insisting somewhere. And:
Distraction is argument that needs no logic,
another advised him, Kontrin. Pol was skilled in the
tactic. Jim painted a smile on his face and tucked a corner
of the blanket about him against a tendency to chill,
reckoning that what happened would at least be quick,
unless Pol or Morn directly laid hands on him. "The
staff," he said, "will make you comfortable, ser.
But you'll stay away from the computer."
"You realise a direct strike could wipe this house
out That with the stakes I fear she's playing-the
Family may not care that betas or a Kontrin die in the
process." Pol's mouth twisted as though the words
choked him. "I don't care for a few betas or a
houseful of azi and majat But she's another
matter with me. You hear me. I'll not be taken down by
a houseful of azi."
"There are majat."
The Kontrin went stone-faced.
"The staff," Jim repeated, "will make you
comfortable in this room. But you'll not leave
it."
Pol folded big arms.
"She'll come back," Jim said.
Pol shook his head. "I doubt that she can, azi. The
shuttle was never meant for landing elsewhere. She'll
die, if she's not dead already."
It undermined his confidence of things. He could not
keep that from his face.
"You know," Pol said reasonably, "that
she admitted me here herself. She'd never have let an
enemy that close to her. You have her mind. You know that
better than anyone would. She wouldn't have let me in
the door to see the lay of things, if she didn't know
that I wasn't the enemy."
"I don't try to think as she does." Jim
hugged the blanket about him, stared bleakly at the Hald.
"I don't know enough. I only know what she told
me, which was to stay and hold this house. You can say what
you wish, ser. It may entertain you. It won't make any
difference."
Pol cursed him, and Warrior stirred in the doorway.
"Green-hive," Warrior moaned.
"That is another reason," Jim said. "We
simply wait for her. Maybe she'll tell me then that I
was wrong."
"She's never going to have the
chance."
Jim shrugged, tucked his feet up, cross-legged on the
bed. "How shall we pass the time, ser? I am passably
skilled at Sej."
v
The queasiness of docking upset the child. Wes Itavvy
hugged her against him, looked at his wife, mute, full of
things he should have said. They held Meris between them,
clasping her hands, saying nothing. The shuttle made this
run nearly empty: they three, a family of five from
Upcoast, whose faces were no less worried. The port had
been a-bristle with police. ID's were checked, and
Itavvy had endured that in terror, expecting at any moment
there would be someone who knew his face, who could detect
the false numbers, the lies behind the precious
tickets.
They had gone through. They had taken almost nothing in
baggage, in their haste. There was disaster at their backs.
It was palpable, throughout the city, through the subways,
where armoured police patrolled, with rifles levelled, in
shops closed, in newslines censored, broadcasts
cancelled.
They had made it through. Station let them dock. The
procedure completed itself and the crew unsealed the
hatches.
"Come on," he said, feeling his pocket for the
authorisations. There was a freighter . . . the tickets
advised so . . . it was the best place to go now, no
lingering on station. They carried their own baggage off,
jostling the Upcoast family in their haste.
Police.
And not police. Armoured men with a serpent for an
emblem, levelling rifles at them.
"Papers," one said.
Itavvy produced them. For a brief, agonising moment he
thought that they would then be waved on; but the man kept
them, checked those likewise of the Upcoast group.
"Both for the Phoenix," he said into
his com-unit.
"Faces check?" a voice came back.
"No likeness."
Itavvy reached, to have the papers. The faceless man
held them, and the others, motioned at them with the rifle.
"Waiting room," he said.
"We'll miss our boarding," a youth from
Upcoast protested.
"Nothing's leaving," the armoured man
said.
Azi, Itavvy realised in indignation. No
Kontrin, but an azi force was holding them. He opened his
mouth to protest: the rifles gestured, and he closed it.
Meris started to cry; his wife gathered her up, and he took
the burden from her, went after the Upcoasters into the
designated waiting area.
DOCK 6, BERTH 9, he could see on the signs outside the
clear doors as they were ushered through. Berth 11 was
their ship, safety.
From here, past azi guns, there was no reaching it. He
looked at the Upcoasters, at his wife, hugged Meris to him.
A guard deposited their baggage inside the door and
unmasked to search through it, disarranging one and
proceeding to the next, putting nothing back.
vi
"Nothing," the azi reported, and Morn scowled,
folded his arms.
"No more flights," he said, looking at the
ISPAK president. "Nothing moves out, no more come
up."
"Kont' Morn," the beta breathed,
appalled.
He cared little for that. He had no trust at all for
ITAK, and believed in ISPAK's loyalty only while guns
were on them and in the command centre.
And from Pol there was yet no word. Pol was down in
Newhope; that much was certain; his ship pulsed out a
steady flow of status information, but there were only azi
aboard.
The Meth-maren had weapons enough at her disposal if she
had linked into ITAK. She had still the resources of the
Family with which to buy beta loyalties. And to take those
privileges needed Council.
Except by one procedure.
"She's dead," Morn said suddenly,
bewildering the beta. "I'll enter in the banks
that the Meth-maren's dead. And ISPAK will witness it.
Then it'll be true, by the law-do you agree,
ser?"
"Yes, Kont' Morn," the man said; as it had
been yes, Kont' Pol, and Kont' Rean before
that.
"All Kontrin and a world's corporations are
sufficient witness." He glared at the beta to see the
reaction to this, and the beta simply looked frightened. He
motioned to the console. "Get ITAK in link. Use your
persuasion."
The man sat down and keyed a message through, the while
Morn leaned above him, one hand on his chair, one on the
panel's rim; and often the man's hands trembled
over a letter, but he made no errors. ITAK protested; NO
CHOICE, the ISPAK beta returned. It was untidy; it fed into
intercomp, to be examined and made permanent record. Morn
scowled and let it. The records were only as dangerous as
Council chose to regard them, and Council-was as Council
went. Risks had to be taken.
ITAK complied, under threat, registering protest.
Brave little betas, Morn thought, with respect for
the Meth-maren's hold on them. It amused him. He
watched the ISPAK beta trembling with psych-set guilt and
that amused him the more.
"Move over," he said, thrust the man out of
the way, glared until the man moved far away, by the door.
Then he set his own fingers to the keys, with both ITAK and
ISPAK signatories, coded in his own number . . . and
Pol's: for that he had gained long ago, committed it to
memory: he had taken that precaution, as he tolerated
nothing near him he could not control-save Pol. All a
world's Kontrin and the corporations: the latter,
K-codes could forge; but only on Istra did it come down to
so small a body of the Family.
Worldcomp accepted it; it leaped to intercomp. Morn
smiled, which he did rarely.
Officially dead, so far as Istra was concerned;
universally dead in the eight to sixteen days it would take
for the message to reach homeworld and fan out again in
intercomp. She could not use her codes or her credit: they
were wiped.
He pushed back from the console, rose, turned to the azi
who waited. "Get the shuttle ready," he said.
"My own."
One left. He turned to the ISPAK beta.
And suddenly the comp screens began to flash with
alarm.
He was at the panel in an instant, keyed through a
query.
No answer returned to him. He sat down and plied the
keys, obtained only idiocy. Panic flashed into him. With
all the speed he could manage he K-coded intercomp out-of
link, separating it from the deadness that was Istra.
The cold reached his stomach. Worldbank was wiped. All
records, all finance, null.
The Meth-maren's death-notice.
It was keyed to that, and he had done it.
"Kill the power!" he shouted, rounding on the
ISPAK beta. "Kill all the power on Istra. Dead, you
understand me?"
There was silence. Nothing of the sort had ever been
done before, the threat never carried out, the withdrawal
of station power from a world
"Yes, Kontrin," the beta stammered hoarsely.
"But how long, how long are we talking
about?"
"Until you hear from me to restore it. Shut it
down." He turned to the board, keyed a message to his
ship, ordering more azi to the command centre.
"I'm going down," he said to the azi present,
to Leo, who was chief of them. The azi looked troubled at
that, no more. "There's no more time to spend with
this. You know procedures."
Leo nodded. Twenty years Leo had been in his service,
the last five as senior. Efficiency and intelligence. There
was no beta would get past him, no one who would get near
controls.
Azi lined the room, thirty of them, armed and armoured,
impersonal as the majat, and that resemblance was no
chance. Beta psych-set was terrified by it. There was no
one of them about to make a move under those guns.
He looked about him, saw the screens which monitored the
collectors, saw the incredible sight of vanes turning, all
at the same time, averting into shadow.
"We must have power," the ISPAK beta
objected.
"Without dispute," he said. The beta looked
abjectly grateful.
Morn ignored him and, gathering two of the azi to
accompany him, left the centre.
There was a Kontrin ship onworld, Pol's; and Pol
remained silent, leaving only azi to report.
It was the first law, in the Family, to trust no
one.
vii
Figures rippled across the comp screen. Raen saw the
sudden dissolution of information and sprang back from it
with a curse.
Dead. They had gotten to that, then, to pull her
privileges.
And all Kontrin onworld had to agree to it.
Pol, she thought. You bastard!
She swore volubly and kept working, fed in the Newhope
call number. "Jim," she said. "Jim. Any
staff, punch five and answer."
There was no answer.
JIM, she sent, BEWARE POL HALD.
She suddenly found chaos in the machine, nonsense, and
finally only house-functions.
"Power's down in the main banks," she
said, turning to look at one of the older azi, who attended
her shadow wise, armed, wherever she went in the house. She
cut the unit off and walked back into the doorway of the
living room, where the Ny-Berdens and their family remained
with the house-azi. "Worldcomp's undone," she
said, and at their blankly incredulous stares:
"Power's going to go soon, I'd imagine. Very
soon. You've some collectors here. Is that enough to
keep your house running?"
They only stared.
"I hope for your sakes that such is the case,"
she said, looking about her at the smallish rooms, the
hand-done touches, the rough and unstylish furnishings. She
turned again and raised her voice to them. "You
understand, don't you? Istra's been cut off. Power
will be cut. Worldcomp's been dissolved-wiped. No
records, no communications, nothing exists any
longer."
The ser and sera gathered their son and daughter-in-law
and grandchild close about them and continued to stare at
her. Your doing, their eyes said. She did not
argue with them. It was so. Her azi sat still, waiting. The
azi belonging to the estate sat outside, ranged in orderly
rows in the shade of the azi-quarters, under the guns of
her own. There had been need to feed them, to give them at
least a little relief from the confinement. Silence
prevailed everywhere about the house and grounds.
"Is your local power," Raen asked yet again,
"enough for you?"
"If nothing's damaged," ser Ny answered at
last, and faintly.
"Confound it, I'm not proposing to harm you.
I'd not do that. We'll leave you your cells and
your farm machinery. I'm worried about your survival.
You understand that?"
They seemed perhaps a little reassured. The child
whimpered. The young mother hugged and soothed her.
"Thank you," ser Ny said tautly.
An azi came up beside her, offered a cup of juice,
bowed. Blast, what triggered that impulse? she
wondered, concerned for the azi's stability, for she
had not ordered it. She sipped it gratefully all the same.
The air-conditioning might not last, not unless the farm
collectors could carry it. More than likely it would have
to be sacrificed for the farm's more essential
machinery, the pumps to irrigate, refrigeration for stored
goods.
Distantly there was the sound of an engine.
"Sera!" an azi shouted from the porch.
"The truck's back!"
Everyone started to his feet, save the Ny-Berdens and
their family: the azi guarding them did not let the guns
turn aside. The truck groaned and rumbled its way to the
porch. Raen put on her sun visor and took her rifle in
hand, walked out to meet it.
It was a wretched sight, the covered vehicle laden with
injured, with men bleeding through their bandages or, deep
in shock, trying to protect unset bones. Warrior danced
about anxiously, scenting life-fluids: "Go, out of the
way," Raen bade it. Merry climbed down, and the three
he had taken to help him climbed out of the back, exhausted
and staggering themselves from the heat. Raen ordered cold
water for them, ordered the others to work while Merry and
his companions slumped in the shade of the truck.
Willing hands off-loaded the injured into the
air-conditioned house, to the bedrooms, the carpeted
floors, everywhere there was room. They gave them water,
and what medicines they could find in the house. Some were
likely dying. All were in great pain, quiet as azi were
always quiet, so long as they retained any consciousness of
what they were doing. Some moaned, beyond that
awareness.
Raen walked back into the living room, where her sunsuit
lay over the back of a chair. She looked at the kitchen
door, where Merry stood, shadow-eyed and bruised and
bloody. "There's no taking them farther," she
said hoarsely. "It's too cruel. Some, maybe.
Some." She looked at Ny and Berden. "You tell me,
seri. What would happen to those men here, in your care? I
can terminate the worst or I can leave them-but not for you
to do it. You tell me."
"We can manage for them," Ny said. "Want
to." He pressed Berden's hand. "Never killed
anybody. Don't want anybody killed in this
house."
She believed that, by means having nothing to do with
logic.
"Are you," Berden asked, "leaving us our
own azi?"
She had intended otherwise until that moment. She looked
at the beta woman and nodded. "Keep them. Likely
you'll need their help yourselves, and probably
they're no use in a fight."
The youth stood up, provoking a nervous reaction of his
wife and of the armed azi. "I'm coming with,"
he said. "You're going to the City; you're
going to fight. I'm coming with. There's others
too. From other farms."
She was bewildered by that, saw his parents and wife
almost protest, and not; saw ser Ny nod his head in slow
agreement.
"I have the place to hold," Ny said
sorrowfully. "But Nes'd go if he wants. Take some
of the guard-azi with him, ours. We can spare. Settle with
those citymen, and 'bove-worlders."
"You don't understand," Raen protested.
"You can't help. It's not ISPAK; it's not
ITAK either."
"What, then?" asked the younger Ny, his brow
wrinkling. "What are you going to fight,
Kontrin?"
It was a good question, better than he might know. Raen
looked about her at their refuge, the farm, that might
survive the chaos to come . . . looked back at him and
shrugged. "Hive-matter. Things that have wanted
settling for a long time."
"There's men would go," the young beta
insisted. "Farms like ours and big estates too,
belly-full with the way ITAK's run us. There's men
all over would go to settle this once for all, would go
with you, Kontrin."
"No."
"Sera," Merry objected. `This is sense he
offers."
"This is the tapes," she said, looked about at
all their faces, azi and beta. "Tapes . . .
you understand that? You owe me nothing. We taped it into
your ancestors seven hundred years ago. All your loyalty,
all your fear of us, your desire to obey. It's ail
psych-set. Your azi know where their ideas come from.
I'm telling you about yours. You're following a
program. Stop, before it ruins you."
There was silence, stark silence, and the young man s
stricken and the young woman held her child close.
"Be free," Raen said. "You've your
farm. Let the cities go. I doubt there'll be more azi.
These are the last. They'll go at their forty-year.
Have children. Never mind the quotas. Have children, and be
done with azi and with us."
"It's treason," the older Ny said.
"We created you; is that a reason to die with us?
Outsiders have left the Reach, for a time long in
your terms. The old woman who rules on Cerdin will
fall soon, if not already; that they've come for me
openly says something of that; and there'll be chaos
after. Save what you can. Depend on no one."
"You stay, then," said Berden. "You stay
with us, sera."
She looked at the beta in affront, and the gentleness in
that woman's face and voice minded her of old Lia; it
hurt. "Tapes," she said. "Come on, Merry.
Load the truck." She glanced again at the Ny-Berdens.
"I'm sorry about taking from you; all I can give
you in return is advice. You've the lifetime of these
azi to prepare yourselves for years without them, for a
time when there'll only be your children to farm the
land. And never-never meddle with the
hives."
The azi gathered themselves, packed up food and water,
headed for the waiting truck. Raen turned her back on the
betas, pulled on the sunsuit, took up her rifle again, went
out down the steps. Warrior hovered there, clicking with
anxiety.
Merry was tying on containers of extra fuel, a can and a
half. "All we have?" she asked; Merry shrugged.
"All, sera. I drained it."
Already the azi were boarding, all who could come and
many who should not, insisting they were guard-azi and not
farmers.
For them she felt most grief, for men who could imagine
nothing more than to come with her. Even some of the farm
azi rose and started forward, as if they thought that they
were supposed to come, but she ordered them back, and they
did not.
Then Merry climbed aboard, waiting on her. She saw two
more waiting . . . long-faced, and the back of the truck
was jammed; she motioned them into the cab, two more that
they could manage, for in the back, men sat three deep,
rifles leaned where they could; or stood, leaning on the
frame. Heat went up from the ground and the truck in
waves.
She squeezed herself in with Merry and the two others,
pulled the door shut: no air-conditioning . . . they needed
the fuel. There was a last scurrying and scrabbling atop
the truck. Warrior was minded to ride for a space, boarded
even as Merry put the vehicle in motion and it laboured
out, swaying and groaning, toward the dirt road.
"Left," Raen said when they reached the
branching, directing them toward the River, and abandoned
depots and the City.
She had the map, on her knee, and the hope that the
vehicle would hold together long enough. She looked at
Merry, past the two azi who shared the cab with them.
Merry's face was solid and- stolid as ever, no sign of
dread for what they faced.
How could there be, she wondered, for the likes of them,
who knew their own limits, that they were designed and bred
for what they did, and did it well?
They had not even the luxury of doubt.
We are outmoded, they and I, she thought,
closing her hands about the smooth stock of the rifle.
Appropriate, that we go together.
BOOK NINE
i
There was a presence at the door, beyond the sealed
steel. Moth did not let it hasten her, carefully poured
wine into the crystal with a steady left hand. The right
hung useless. It throbbed, and the fingers were too swollen
to bend. She did not look at it. The bandages sufficed; the
robes covered it; and she deliberately forced herself to
move about, ignoring it.
Something hissed at the door. She caught a flicker from
the consoles about the room, a sudden shriek of alarm
after. She set the wine down quickly and keyed broadcast to
the hall outside.
"Stop it," she snapped. "If you want
these systems intact, don't try it."
"She's alive," she heard in the
background.
"Eldest," an old voice overrode it, a familiar
voice. She tried through the haze of pain to place it.
Thon. That was Nel Thon. "Eldest, only your friends
are here. Open the doors. Please open the doors."
She said nothing to that.
"Crazy," someone said farther away. "Her
mind has gone." Someone hissed that voice to
silence.
"No," she answered it. "Quite sane. That
you, Nel?"
"Eldest!" the voice overflowed with relief.
"Please, open the doors. It's settled, over with.
The forces loyal to you have won. Use the intercomp
channels and confirm it for yourself."
"Loyal to me?" Pain made her voice
harsh and she fought to make it even again. "Go back
to the hives, Thon. Tell them your
loyalty."
"Everything is stable, Eldest. Unlock the
doors."
"Go your way, Nel Thon. Lord it in Council without
me. Try your own terminals to intercomp. They'll work .
. . so far." She drew a deep breath and cared little
now how her voice sounded. "That door opens from the
inside, cousins. Force it and you'll trigger a
wipe."
There was a burst of voices from outside. She could not
distinguish words.
"Please," said Nel Thon. "Is there some
condition you want? Is there any assurance you
want?"
"The same goes," she continued, "for
trying to gain access to the banks, dear cousins. My key is
fed in with a destruct order. When I go, it goes. Figure
your way around that, cousins."
There was profound silence outside.
In time a whispering of anguished voices retreated from
the area. She left the set on broadcast and settled back
again, picked up the goblet and drank, sipped at it slowly,
for the wine had to last.
ii
The ship was there, on the field, a sleek, familiar
shape too graceful for the ground. Morn took time for a
glance, attended to the necessary business of landing: the
shuttle was not made for fine manoeuvres.
Touchdown. He ignored the field patterns; tower was
dead, and there were no lights to relieve the evening haze.
He used the moving gear to take the shuttle up to the rear
of the star. ship, out of the track of its armament.
"They answer," the azi at com told him
quietly. "They're Hald azi and they're
upset."
"Time they responded," Morn said. He began
shutdown, closed off systems. "Standard
procedures." He looked back through the ship, to the
dozen who were with him, armoured and armed. Chatter
crackled in his left ear: no port control, but the Istra
shuttle coming in with thirty more of his men, hard behind
him. "Ask where Pol is."
"They say," the com-azi reported back slowly,
"that he's gone into the City some time ago,
hunting the Meth-maren face to face. They weren't told
how he's proceeding, or where."
"Is Sam with him?" Morn asked, for that one of
Pol's azi was his most reliable.
"No. It's Sam I'm talking to."
"Tell him to open that ship" Morn rose,
ducking the overhead, felt for his gun and gathered up his
sun-kit and his rifle. One-unit readied itself to accompany
him.
"Sam says," the com-azi called after him,
"that he doesn't want to open. He says he's
not sure he should."
Morn looked at the com-azi, his breath shortened by
temper. "Tell Sam he has no choice," he said, and
opened the hatch.
There was a thunder of engines outside, the Istra
shuttle coming in. "Have them form up beside this
ship," he directed two-unit leader, and rode the
extending ladder down: one. unit was quickly at his
heels.
He had a prickling at his nape, being in the open, near
the terminal building. Betas might occupy that point, that
flat roof, ITAK betas, who were likely hers to a
man, and dangerous. He darted glances to all likely points
for snipers, and half-ran the space to Pol's sleek
Moriah, careless of dignity. Sam was capitulating,
lowering the ramp, having come to his senses.
He climbed it with half hid escort, stood inside,
breathing the cold air of the hatchway. Pol's whole
staff gathered there, Sam prominent among them, a
sandy-haired azi with a scar at his brow.
"Out of my way," Morn said, and elbowed Sam
aside; the others moved, pushed aside by his armoured
escort. He walked into controls with Sam anxiously
struggling his way through after-sat down and read through
what there was to read.
There was nothing. He turned around, a frown gathered on
his face. "Sam. What kind of operation has he out
there? What force is with him?"
The azi ducked his head in distress. "Alone, ser.
He went alone."
Morn drew in his breath, eyes flicking over the staff of
Moriah, finding them far too many: it was likely
truth. Guard-azi. Dark-haired Hana, a female azi who was
Pol's eccentricity, not even particularly beautiful.
Tim, like Sam, Pol's accustomed shadow.
"Where," Morn asked, "is the Meth-maren
based? City? ITAK Central?"
"We don't know."
It was truth. Sam was distressed; the whole staff was
distraught.
"Stay and hold this ship," Morn directed his
own men. "If Pol shows up, tell him to stay
here."
A stiffing feeling of things wrong assailed him. He
thrust his way past them, out, down the ramp again where
the other half of one-unit waited. The second shuttle had
disgorged its occupants. Thirty more men waited orders.
A long partnership, his with Pol: forty years. They had
shared much, had hunted together-and not only in sport. He
tolerated Pol's humour and Pol supported his grimmer
amusements.
Pol's humour. He looked a `bout him, at dead
buildings, at a sky void of traffic, the only sound that of
the wind tugging at cloth and the popping of cooling metal.
It was not a time or place for an exercise of whim, not
even Pol's.
He had sent Pol, in advance of the order which sent him:
Pol's humour, to ask this of him.
Pol . . . who avoided Cerdin of late; who avoided many
old connections, and the hold at Ehlvillon-and, avowing her
tedious, . . . Moth.
He paused, hard-breathing, looking back at
Moriah, Pol avowed he had no sense of humour. Pol
contrived, finally, to disturb his self-possession.
He shouted an order to the azi, stalked off toward the
buildings of the terminal. Azi hastened to cluster
themselves about him, shielding him with their armour and
their bodies; he took this for granted, it being their
function, and himself conspicuous for the Colour that he
wore.
Sun's glare still reflected off windows, but there
was more than one window missing, betokening more than a
quiet power shutdown here. That drew him, promising some
insight into what had happened in the City.
And in the terminal, scattered over the polished floors,
there were dead, male and female, young and old.
With live majat.
"Don't fire!" Morn snapped. One stepped
lightly toward them, in the doorway. He saw the badges on
it: it was a red, that had never been trouble for Hald.
"Kontrin," it moaned, when he held up his
fist. "Green-hive."
"Held. Morn a Ren hant Hald."
Palps swept forward. "Hhhhald. Friend.
Giffftss."
The tone of that chilled the flesh. But one took allies
where one could, when family faded. "I'll settle
with the Meth-maren for you. I need to locate her base.
Her-hive. Understand?"
"Yes. Understand." It shifted forward, and the
azi flinched, torn between terror and duty. It extended a
forelimb, touched at his chest, and he suffered it,
concealing his loathing, reckoning he might have to accept
worse than this. "Red-hive knows Meth-maren hive, yes.
Blues guard. This-unit will call othersss, many, many, many
Warriors, reds, golds, greens, all move. Come kill,
yess."
"Yes," he confirmed-did not touch it; that
risk was one he did not choose to run, and the Warrior did
not offer.
Others moved, to a shrilling command only partially in
human hearing. They gathered, out of all the recesses of
the terminal, a living sea of chitinous bodies.
"Tunnels," the Warrior said. "Tunnels for
beta-machines. Ssubwayss."
iii
The house stirred and hummed with activity. One could
hear it, even in the upper floors, the stir of many feet,
the singing of majat voices. Jim sat still in the semi-dark
beneath the dome, on the bed, hands loose over his crossed
legs, watching the Kontrin who slumped angrily in the chair
opposite. They were at a silence, and Jim found that
profound relief, for Pol Hald reasoned well, and wounded
accurately when he wanted to.
The power was gone, had been for hours; he believed now
that it would not return.
There's no more comp, Pol had advised him.
Nothing. If you'd listened earlier, something might
have been done. Something still might. Listen to
me.
Jim gave no answers. He could not argue with such a
fluency: he could only steadfastly refuse. Max, downstairs,
gave him the means to refuse. Warrior, standing faithfully
outside, was a guard against which even Pol Hald's
reasoning could not prevail.
Newhope's dead, Pol had said.
There's nothing here for her. Only trouble.
He's here. Morn's here. He'll be coming, and
she'll know that.
He could not listen to such logic. It made sense.
Below, the majat swarmed and stirred and tugged at
foundations.
And in the dome above, the stars began to show in a
darkening sky, the majat song to swell louder.
"Does it never stop?" Pol demanded.
Jim shook his head. "Rarely."
Pol hurled himself suddenly to his feet. Jim rose,
alarmed. "Relax," Pol said. "I'm tired
of sitting."
"Sit down," Jim said, received of Pol a cold
and sarcastic look. There was a certain incongruity in the
situation.
And abruptly the song fragmented to a shrilling
note.
Outside, Warrior dived for the stairs, scuttled away.
"Come back!" Jim shouted at it, and jerked from
his pocket the gun which he had for his protection, an azi
against a Kontrin. Pol saw it, raised both hands and turned
his face aside, miming peace.
Jim held the gun in both hands to steady it.
"Max!" he shouted, panic hammering in him.
"Please," Pol said fervently. "I'd
not be shot by mistake."
Steps tramped up the stairs, not human ones, but spurred
feet which caught on the carpet fiber, with the hollow gasp
of majat breathing. Warrior loomed up in the doorway
again.
"Many, many," it announced.
"Trouble."
Jim did not take his eyes off Pol-motioned nervously
with the gun, indicated the chair. Pol subsided, his gaunt
face anxious.
"Where's Max?" Jim asked of Warrior.
"Down. All down in outside. Warrior-azi, yess. Much
danger. Reds, golds, greens are grouping. Blues are here,
Jim-unit. Kill this green, take taste to Mother,
yesss."
Pol looked for once sober, his hands held in plain
sight. "Argue with it, azi."
"Stay still!" Jim tried to control his
breathing, tried to reason. "I hold this place,"
he said. "No, Warrior. This is Raen's. She'll
understand it when she comes."
"Queen." Warrior seemed to accept that logic.
"Where? Where is Meth-maren queen, Jim?"
"I don't know."
Warrior clicked to itself, edged forward. "Mother
wants. Mother sends Warriors out, seek, seek, find. I
guard. This-chamber is no good, too high. Come, this-unit
guides, down, down, where safety is, good places,
deep."
"No," Pol advised softly, alarm in his
voice.
"I trust Warrior more. Up, ser. Up. We're going
downstairs."
Pol made a gesture of exasperation and rose, and this
sudden lack of seriousness in him, Jim watched with the
greatest apprehension. Pol sauntered out, past him, and
Warrior led them downstairs, Jim last and with the gun at
Pol's back.
The center of the house, windowless, was plunged in
darkness, blue lights bobbing and flaring on the walls and
making strange shadows of their bearers. Majat-azi skipped
about them, touching them, Pol as well. The Kontrin cursed
them from him, and they laughed and scampered off, taking
the light with them.
Other azi remained, in the blackness. "Jim,"
Max's voice said. "They urged us to come in. Was
it right to do? I thought maybe we shouldn't, but they
pushed us and kept pushing."
"You did right," Jim said, although in his
mind was the horrible possibility of being swept up with
the majat-azi, herded deep below. "The Hald is with
us. Watch him."
"Tape-fed obstinance," Pol's voice came,
outraged, for they laid hands on him. "If you would
listen-"
"I won't."
"At least check comp."
Jim hesitated. It ceased to be an attempt to unsettle
him, began to seem plain advice. He felt his way aside,
into the comp centre, shuddered as a majat-azi brushed his
shoulder. He caught a slim female arm. "Stay,
come," he asked of her, for the light's sake, and
took her with him, into the face of the dead machinery, the
dark screens.
But paper had fed out, printout, in the machine's
dying.
He was stricken, suddenly, with the realisation Pol had
been urging him to what he should have done. He drew the
majat-azi to the machine, tore off the print and laid it on
the counter. "Light," he said, "light,"
and she lent it, leaning on his shoulder with her arm about
him. He ignored her and ran through the messages as rapidly
as he could read the dim print in azi-light. Most were of
no meaning to him; he had known so. Pol might understand,
and he knew that Pol would urge him to show them to him:
but he dared not, would not. It was useless; the key to
these was not in the tapes he had stolen.
JIM, one said plainly. STAND BY. EMERGENCY.
It was not signed. But only one who knew his name could
have used a comp board.
Sent before her trouble, perhaps; the possibility hit
his stomach like a blow, that she had needed him, and he
had been upstairs, unhearing.
"Stay!" he begged of the azi, who had tired of
what she did not understand. He caught at her wrist and
held her light still upon the paper, ran his eye over the
other messages.
JIM, the last said, BEWARE POL HALD.
He thought to check the time of transmission; it was not
on this one, but on the one before . . . an ITAK message .
. . One in the night and one in the morning.
He looked up, at a commotion in the doorway, where
dancing azi-lights cast Pol Hald and Max and others into a
flickering blue visibility.
Alive, his heart beat in him. Alive, alive,
alive.
And they had let Pol in.
"Is it from her?" Pol asked. "Is it
from her?"
"Max, get him down to the basement."
Pol resisted; there were azi enough to hold him, though
they had trouble moving him. "Please;" Jim said
sharply, rolling up the precious message, and the struggle
ceased. He felt the insistent hands of the majat-azi
touching him, wanting something of him. He ignored her, for
she was mad. "Please go," he asked of the
Kontrin. "Her orders, yes. This house is still
hers."
Pol went then, led by the guard-azi. Jim stood still in
the dark, conscious of others who remained, majat shapes.
All through the house bodies moved, and round about it, a
never-ceasing stream.
"Warrior," Jim asked, "Warrior?
Raen's alive. She sent a message through the comp
before it died. Do you understand?"
"Yess." A shadow scuttled forward.
"Kethiuy-queen. Where?"
"I don't know. I don't know that But
she'll come." He looked about him at the shapes in
the dark, that flowed steadily toward the front doors.
"Where are they going?"
"Tunnels," Warrior answered. "Human-hive
tunnels. Reds are moving to attack; golds, greens, all
move, seek here, seek Kethiuy-queen. We fight in
tunnels."
"They're coming up the subway," Jim
breathed.
"Yes. From port. Kontrin leads, green-hive: we
taste this presence in reds. This-hive and blue-hive now
touch; tunnel is finished. All come. Fight." It sucked
air, reached for him, touched nervously and uncertainly he
sought to calm it, but Warrior would have none of it. It
clicked its jaws and moved on, joining the dark stream of
others that flowed toward the doors.
Azi went, majat-azi, bearing blue lights in one hand and
weapons in the other, naked and wild. Warriors hastened
them on. Jim tried to pass them, almost gathered up in
their number, but that he ducked and went the other way,
down the hall and down the stairs.
Blue azi-lights were there, hanging from majat fibre,
and a draft breathed out of an earth-rimmed pit, the floor
much trampled with muddy feet. Max and the other azi were
there in a recess by the stairs. and Pol Hald among
them.
Pol rose to his feet, looking up at him on the stairs.
Azi surrounded him with weapons. "There's
nothing," Pol said, "so dangerous as one who
thinks he knows what he's doing. If you had checked
comp while it was still alive-when I told you to-you could
have contacted her and been of some use."
That was true, and it struck home. "Yes," he
admitted freely.
"Still," Pol said, "I could help
her."
He shook his head. "No, ser. I won't
listen." He sank down where he stood, on the steps. At
the bottom a majat-azi huddled, a wretched thing, female,
whose hands were torn and bleeding and whose tangled hair
and naked body were equally muddied. It was uncommon: never
had he seen one so undone. The azi's sides heaved. She
seemed ill. Perhaps her termination was on her, for she was
not young.
"See to her," he told one of the guard-azi.
The man tried; others slid, and the woman would take a
little water, but sank down again.
And suddenly it occurred to him that it was much quieter
than it had been, the house silent; that of all the Workers
which had laboured hereabouts-not one remained.
The tunnel breathed at them, a breath neither warm nor
cold, but damp. And from deep within it, came a humming
that was very far and strange.
"Max," Jim said hoarsely. "They've
gone for the subways of the city. A red force is coming
this way."
Pol sank down with a shake of his head and a deep-voiced
curse.
Jim tucked his arms about his knees and wished to go to
that null place that had always been there, that he saw
some of the guard-azi attain, waiting orders. He could not
find it now. Tape-thoughts ran and cycled endlessly,
questions open and without neat answers.
He stared at Max and at the Kontrin, at the Kontrin most
of all, for in those dark and angry eyes was a mutual
understanding. It became quieter finally, that glance, as
if some recognition passed between them.
"If you've her mind-set," Pol said,
"use it. We're sitting in the most dangerous place
in the city."
He looked into the dark and answered out of that
mindset, consciously. "The hive," he said,
"is safety."
Pol's retort was short and bitter.
iv
Itavvy rose and walked to the door, walked back again
and looked at his wife Velin as the infant squirmed and
fretted in her arms, taxing her strength. One of the
Upcoast women offered a diversion, an attempt to distract
the child from her tears. Meris screamed in exhausted
misery . . . hunger. The azi outside the glass, with their
guns, their faceless sameness, maintained their watch.
"I'll ask again," Itavvy said
"Don't," Velin pleaded.
"They don't have anger. It isn't in them.
There are ways to reason past them. I've dealt-"
He stopped, remembered his identity as Merck Sod, who knew
little of azi, swallowed convulsively.
"Let me." The gangling young Upcoaster who had
spent his time in the corner, sketch-pad on his knee, left
his work lying and went to the door, rapped on it.
The azi ignored it. The young artist pushed the door
open; rifles immediately lowered at him. "The
child's sick," the youth said. "She needs
milk. Food. Something."
The azi stood with their guns aimed at him . . .
confused, Itavvy thought, in an access of tension.
Presented with crisis. Well-done.
"If you'd call the kitchens," the artist
said, "someone would bring food up."
Meris kept crying. The azi hesitated. unnerved, swung
the rifle in that direction. Itavvy's heart jumped.
Azi can't understand, he realised. No
children. No tears.
He edged between, facing the rifle. "Please,"
he said to the masked face. "She'll be quiet if
she's fed."
The azi moved, lifted the rifle, closed the door
forcefully. Itavvy shut his eyes, swallowed hard at nausea.
The young artist turned, seta hand on his shoulder.
"Sit down," the youth said. "Sit down,
ser. Try to quiet her."
He did so. Meris exhausted herself, fell whimpering into
sleep. Velin lifted bruised eyes and held her fast.
Then, finally, an azi in ISPAK uniform brought a tray to
the door, handed it in, under guard.
Drink, sandwiches, dried fruit. Meris fretted and
ceased, given the comfort of a full belly. Itavvy sat and
ate because it was something to do.
The identity of Merek Sed would collapse. They were
being detained because someone was running checks. Perhaps
it had already been proven false. They would die.
Meris too. The azi had no feeling of difference.
He dropped his head into his hands and wept.
v
The truck laboured, ground up the slope from the
riverbed, picking up dry road in the headlights. Raen threw
it to idle at the crest, let what men had gotten off climb
on again, the truck pinking on its suspension as it
accepted its burden. She read the fuel gauge and the
odometer, cast a look at Merry, who opened the door to look
out on his side. "They're all aboard," he
said.
"Then go back to sleep." She said it for him
and the two azi crowded in between them, and eased the
truck forward, walking it over ruts that jolted it insanely
and wrenched at her sore arms. A thousand kilometres. That
was one thing on the map, and quite another as Istrans
built roads. The track was only as wide as the truck. The
headlights showed ruts and stones, man-high grass on either
side of the road, obscuring all view.
A nightmare shape danced. into the lights before them,
left again: Warrior stayed with them, but the jolting on
this stretch was such that it chose to go on its own
feet.
By the map, this was the only road. They were on the
last of their fuel, that which they had brought in
containers, having used .the stored power and both main and
reserve tanks. They might nurse a kilometre back out of
batteries after the fuel ran out. Cab light went on. Merry
was checking the map again, counting with his fingers and
making obvious conclusions.
"It's six hundred to go," Raen said,
"and it pulls too much. We're loaded way beyond
limits and we're not going to do it."
"Map shows good road past the depot."
"Easier walking, then." Raen looked to the
side as a black body hit the door, scraped and scrambled
its way to the roof of the truck. Warrior had decided to
ride again. Six hundred kilometres more: easy on a good
road with an unburdened truck. As exhausted men would walk
it . . . days.
"Could be fuel there," Merry offered.
"One hopes. If we get that far."
"I'll drive again, sera."
"We'll change over at the depot.
Rest."
Merry turned the light out. He did not seem to sleep,
but he said nothing, and in him, in the two with
them-likely in all those men in the rear-there was evident
that familiar blankness. They lost themselves in that, and
perhaps found refuge.
She had no such. There was a stitch in her back which
had been growing worse over the hours, and fighting the
steering aggravated it; the right shoulder ached, until
finally she chose to let the right hand rest in her lap,
however much that tired the left. The jolt of the crash,
she reckoned. Pain was something she had long since learned
to ignore. A stoppered bottle sat beside her; she moved the
right hand to it, flipped the cap with her thumb, took a
drink of water, capped it again. It helped keep her awake.
She worked a bit of dried fruit from her pocket, bit off a
little and sucked at that: the sugar helped too.
The road worsened again, after a little smoothness; she
applied both hands for the while, relaxed again when it
passed. Imagination constructed a picture of the men in the
back, jammed in so that some must constantly stand, or lie
on others, whose muscles must cramp and joints stiffen, all
jolted cruelly with every hole she could not avoid and
every lean and lurch of the turns.
Figures flicked past on the odometer, a red pulse far
too slow. The fuel registered lower and lower, most gone
now out of the last filling.
Then the road smoothed out on a fiat high enough to see
no flooding. She kicked them up to a better pace, and Merry
came out of his trance and shifted position, causing the
other two men to do the same.
"Should be coming up on the depot," she
said
Merry leaned to take a look at the fuel and said
nothing.
There was a scraping overhead. A spiny limb extended
itself over the windshield. Warrior slid partially down,
and Raen swore at that, for they had no margin for delays.
It gaped at the glass, insisting on her attention, and at
the realisation it was urgent her heart began to beat the
faster.
She let off the accelerator, coasted, rolled down the
window left-handed. Warrior scrambled off when they slowed
enough, paced them, the while the headlights picked out
only dusty ruts and high weeds.
"Others," Warrior breathed. "Hear?
Hear?"
She could not. She braked, threw the engine to idle,
quieter.
"Many," Warrior said. "All around
us."
"The depot," Merry said hoarsely.
"They've got it." Raen nodded, a sinking
feeling in her stomach.
"Get the men out," she said. "They'd
better limber up, be ready for it, be ready to dive back in
on an instant. Third thorax ring, centre; or top
collar-ring, if they don't know. Make sure they
understand where it counts."
Merry bailed out, staggering, felt his way around to the
back. Warrior was dancing in impatience beside the truck.
The two men in the cab edged out and followed Merry.
"How far?" Raen asked. Warrior quivered very
rapidly. Near, then. She felt the truck lighten of its
load, eased off the brake and set it in gear, not to waste
precious fuel. Merry's door was open. She left it so;
he might need it in a hurry. "Warrior-hear me: you
must not fight. You're a messenger.
Understand?"
"Yess." It accepted this. It was majat
strategy. No heroism, she thought suddenly, not among
majat: only function and common sense, expediency to the
limit. Warrior was very dangerous at the moment, excited.
It paced the slow-moving truck as the men did. "Give
message."
"Not yet. I don't want you to go yet"
The road curved, took a small decline, rose again. Then
blockish shapes hove up in the starlight, among the
distinctive structures of collectors.
The depot. The road went through it, that cluster of
buildings that likely spelled ambush. Raen kept the truck
rolling, watched the fuel that was registering just
slightly: enough to carry them through-maybe.
Then the shrilling of Warriors erupted from the left of
the road. She began to feel the jolting of the truck, men
climbing aboard in haste. She kept it slow.
"Warrior," she said, "don't answer
them."
"Yes," it agreed. "I am very quiet,
Kethiuy-queen."
"Can you-" The wheels jerked into a rut and
she wrenched it over again. "Can you tell their
hive?"
"Goldsss."
That made sense. Golds even on Cerdin had chosen the
open places, the fields, avoiding men. Once reds had done
so too.
The headlights picked out girders, the frame of a
collector, the wall of a weathered building, with barred
and broken windows. The light flashed back off jagged
glass.
Objects lay in the road, where it widened to include the
buildings. Corpses, she realised, avoiding one. Human
forms, desiccated by heat and sun, scattered in a pattern
of flight from the central building. Another shape hove up,
brown metal-the rear of a truck, with open doors.
Merry darted past, running to it, a group of men with
him. Her eyes picked out something better: pumps, a fuel
delivery in the shadow of the truck, a spidery tantalus
with lines intact.
She pulled in, braked, bailed out and ran round to the
side; Merry was before her, the nozzle in.
"It needs a pump," he said, anguished; and
then flicked a glance up, at the collectors. She had the
same thought. "Go," she said to the man nearest.
"Should be a switch in the building. It ought to
work."
The azi ran. All about them now, the shrilling was
ominously louder.
"Golds," Warrior boomed. "Here, here,
watch out!" It moved, swiftly, dancing in its anxiety.
Fire spat in the building.
"Watch it!" Raen cried, ran for the door of
it; Merry was in the same stride with her.
A Warrior sprang out at them; she fired from the hip and
crippled it, as Warrior pounced. Two others were on them:
azi-fire raked past and took them. Raen clutched the rifle
and kicked the door wider, on a dark room and an azi
convulsing on the floor, majat-bitten. There were no
others; Warrior shouldered past her, and she was sure by
that. Merry found the comp, called out, and she punched
POWER-ON. Lights came on, inside and out, blinding. . . .
local reserve, from the collectors.
"Works!" she heard an azi call from outside.
"Works!"
And the shrilling was moving in on them.
"We could use that other truck," Merry
said.
"Don't be greedy."
"Less load, better time."
"Try it," Raen said. "Hurry."
He left, running. She walked out after. They were no
clearer to majat eyes in the lights than in the dark; but
the heat of the lights themselves was an advertisement. The
golds knew beyond doubt now, perhaps delayed in the process
of Grouping.
Warrior had darted out again; it rose from the corpse of
a gold, mandibles clicking. "Other blues," it
translated for her. "Both dead. Gold-hive killed blue
messengers. Lost. Message in gold-hive now. Bad,
Kethiuy-queen, bad thing. This-unit goes now."
"Wait," she said. It would not get through,
not with golds ringing them. She bit her lips and kept
scanning beyond the lights, reckoning how blind they were
to the land outside the circle of them.
And the majat were cut off by the cluster of buildings;
that was why there was no rush as yet. Majat sought them
visually, and the buildings were between. The group-mind
had to be informed, to make nexus.
Quickly now she passed among the azi still outside,
touched shoulders, ordered them into the truck with the
tank most full. Warrior danced about in her wake, quivering
with anxiety, wanting instruction. "You too," she
told it. "Get inside, inside the front of the truck,
this side, understand? Merry, we may have to give up on the
second."
"First is full." Merry snatched the nozzle
from the first truck and passed it to another man, who
swung the tantalus over to the second. Ire put the cap on.
"We can make it, sera. And if one should break down on
the road-"
"I'm putting most of the men in my truck.
We'll sort things out if we both get out of
here."
"Good, sera. Leave me two men, that's
all."
"Get up there and be sure this thing starts,"
she yelled at him, over a rising in the majat-sound. She
hastened then, saw that Warrior had contrived to work its
unyielding body into the cab. She slammed the door on it,
raced round the back, giving last orders to the men jammed
inside, vulnerable with the rear of the truck open to the
air. "Get the tanks when we're clear," she
shouted at them. "Pick your time and do it."
"Sera!" several cried suddenly.
She looked over her shoulder. A glittering tide swept
under the lights and the girders, with speed almost too
great for the eye to comprehend.
"Merry!" she screamed, and ran, flung herself
into her seat, slammed the door, rolled the window up as
she started the motor. It took. She slung the truck back
and around, screening Merry for the instant, saw him and
his partners dive for the cab and get the doors closed. The
truck rocked, and all at once majat were all over them,
tearing at the metal and battering at the glass. Some had
weapons, and sought targets for their vision.
Merry's truck started moving, lurched forward at
full; she hit the accelerator hard behind him. The tantalus
ripped loose and raked the majat clinging to the front;
Warrior, tucked beside her, squirmed and shrilled in its
own language, deafening, itself blind by reason of the
glass about it. "Sit still," Raen shouted at it,
trying to rake majat against the corner of a building.
Suddenly everything flared with light.
The tanks. One of the men had gotten them. Majat dropped
from the truck; rear-mirrors showed an inferno and majat
scattering across the face of it, blinded in that maelstrom
of heat. Red fire laced in their wake, and open road and
grass showed before them, the whole area alight with that
burning. Buildings caught, and blazed red.
She sucked in a breath, fought the wheel to keep in
Merry's wake, down the road, her own vehicle overladen,
but free. A sound pierced her ears, Warrior's shrill
voice, passing down into human range. "Kill,"
Warrior said, seeming satisfied.
The road smoothed out. They began to make time, blind as
they were in Merry's dust cloud.
And when the light was out of sight over several hills
she punched in the com and raised Merry. "Good work.
Are you all right up there?"
"All right," he confirmed.
"Pull off and leave the motor running."
He did so, easing to a comfortable stop. She pulled in
behind and ran round the front to open the door for Warrior
before it panicked. It disentangled itself, climbed down,
grooming itself in distaste, muttering of gold-scent.
"Life-fluids," it said. "Kill
many."
"Go now," she bade it. "Tell all you know
to Mother. And tell Mother these azi and I are coming to
blue-hive's Hill, to the new human-hive nearest it. Let
Warriors meet us there."
"Know this place," Warrior confirmed.
"Strange azi."
"Tell Mother these things. Go as quickly as you
can."
"Yess," it agreed, bowed for taste, that for
its kind was the essence of message. She gave it, that
gesture very like a kiss, and the majat drew back.
"Kethiuy-queen," it said. And strangely:
"Sug-ar-water."
It fled then, quickly.
"Sera." Merry came running up behind her; she
turned, saw him, saw his partners sorting men from truck to
truck.
"We have casualties?"
"Eight dead, no injured."
She grimaced and shook her head. "Leave them,"
she said, and walked back to supervise, put several men on
watch, one to each point, , for the headlights showed only
grass about, and that not far. The glow was still bright
over the hills.
The dead were laid out by the road, neatly: their only
ceremony. Units organised themselves, all with
dispatch.
"Sera!" a lookout hissed, pointed.
There were lights, blue, floating off across the
grass.
"Hive-azi," she exclaimed. "We're
near something. Hurry, Merry!"
Everyone ran; men flung themselves into one truck or the
other, and Raen dived behind the wheel of her own, slammed
the door, passed Merry in moving out: she had the map. The
truck, relieved of half its weight, moved with a new
freedom.
And suddenly there was the promised paving, where the
depot road joined the Great South. Raen slammed on the
brakes for the jolt, climbed onto it, spun the wheel over
and took to it with a surge of hope.
Behind them, reflected in the mirrors, the fire reached
the fields.
vi
The sound of hammering resounded through the halls of
TEAK upstairs. Metal sheeting was going into place,
barriers to the outside. The hammer-blows echoed even into
the nether floors, the levels below. In the absence of
air-conditioning and lights, the lower levels assumed a
strange character, the luxury of upstairs furnishings
crowded into what had been lower offices, fine liquor
poured by the lighting of hand-torches.
Enis Dain lifted his glass, example to the others, his
board members, their families, and the officials, whoever
had been entitled to shelter here. There was still, from
above, through the doors still open, the sound of
hammering.
Some had fled for the port. Unwise. There was a Kontrin
reported there, the Enemy that the Meth-maren had warned
them would come. Likely they had met with him, to their
sorrow. Dain drank; all drank, the board members, his
daughter, who sat by Prosserty-a useless man, Prosserty,
Dain had never liked him.
"It's close in here," Prosserty
complained. Dain only stared at him, and, remembering the
batteries, cut off the handtorch, leaving them only the one
set atop the table. He began calculating how long a night
it would be.
"About sixteen days of it," he said.
"About time for Council to get a message from the
Meth-maren. We can last that long. They'll do
something. Until then, we last it out. We've comfort
enough to do that."
The hammering stopped upstairs.
"They're through up there," Hela Dain
said. "They'll be sealing us in now."
Then glass splintered, far above.
And someone screamed.
The lights were out. 117-789-5457 sat tucked in the
corner on her mat, mental null. The lights had been out
what subjectively seemed long, and the temperature was up.
Sounds reached her, but none were ordinary. She knew a
little unease at this, wondering if food would come soon,
and water, for water no longer came from the tap, and it
always had, whatever cubicle she had occupied.
Always the lights had been above, and the air had been
tolerable.
But now there was nothing.
Sounds. Sounds without meaning. The quick patter of soft
feet. 117-789-5457 untucked and looked up. There was a
strange glow in the blackness, blue lights, that wove and
bobbed above, not on the catwalks, but on the very rims of
the cells. Faces, blue-lighted; naked bodies; wild unkempt
hair; these folk squatted on the rim of her own cell,
stared down, grinning.
Hands beckoned. Eyes danced in the lights.
"Come," they said, voices overlapping.
"Come. We help. Come, azi."
She rose, for they reached hands to her, and one leaned
down very far, helped by the others, caught her hands and
drew her, by all their efforts, up.
117-789-5457 looked about her, balancing on the wall,
held by strong, thin hands. Lights wove and bobbed
everywhere. Laughter echoed in the silent place. Out of all
the cells, azi were drawn.
"Take all azi, young, old, yess," one laughed,
and danced away. "Come, come, come, come."
117-789-5457 followed, along the walls, for she had
never refused an order. She smiled, for that seemed the way
to please these who ordered her.
"There's fire in the city," the voice from
downworld continued thinly, azi-calm, and Leo K14-756-4806
listened without looking, taking deeply to heart his
instructions, which placed him in charge of station
command. Morn depended on him. He listened, and did not
waver, although he was distressed for what he heard.
Regarding his own men he could not tell: they kept their
masks, that being Morn's general instruction; and he
could not read their reactions to the voice from the
shuttle, that brought them ill news. But there was wavering
certainly in the ranks of the captive betas, and of the
guard-azi who belonged to the station, who stood under
levelled rifles, along with the betas.
"We must restore power," the head beta
appealed to him. "The city must have it."
"The fires are in every quarter," the
impartial voice continued. "We've had no contact
with Morn since he entered the terminal. What shall we do,
Leo?"
"Wait for orders," Leo looked about the
centre, at betas and station azi. No one moved. The betas
did not dare and the station azi would not, lacking
instruction.
"This is Moriah," another azi voice
broke in. "We're getting nothing from city
communications any longer. Everything's in complete
chaos."
"Just stand by your posts," Leo said. There
was nothing else to say. He paced back across the command
centre, arms folded, looked constantly at the betas,
challenging them to advance any more ideas of their
own.
They did not.
Warriors were back, great bodies shifting through all
the rooms of the house, shrilling and booming signals that
hurt the ears. Jim ventured the stairs to the turning, met
some coming down and flung himself aside, for the Warriors
were in haste, and had no inclination to speak. Pol's
oath erupted out of the blue-lit depths.
'They're running," the Kontrin said.
"Max," Jim pleaded, at the edge of panic.
"Max-"
Max came; all the azi followed, bringing Pol, scrambling
up the stairs against the spiny flood of majat down them.
Furniture crashed throughout the house, the press of too
many bodies. The house boiled with them; the dark rooms
hummed with distress and anger.
And the glow of fires shone through the back windows,
distant ruddy smoke billowing up.
'They're blind in fire," Pol said.
"Some betas have figured one way to fight
them."
"Windows," Max said. "Stations."
Azi moved, each rifleman to a window.
"Your blues are beaten," Pol said above the
hum of majat-voices. "I'd suggest we get out-of
here."
Jim shook his head fiercely, strode up the hall to look
out the open door, where dark shapes Scurried about. the
front garden. "They're not running, not all of
them. They're still going to hold this place."
Max cast a look too, and at him. "I'd suggest
we get out there, work ourselves into cover in the rocks.
Harder to dislodge us that way."
"I can't say." Jim swallowed heavily.
"Do it. I don't think walls can stop
them."
"Want advice?"
Jim looked about, back to the wall, at Pol Hald. The
gaunt Kontrin stood between his guards, without threat.
"I've some interest in the management of
this," Pol said. 'The man's right; but occupy
those windows with vantage, front and back for screening
fire if you need it. And get your own Warriors behind you;
your men can't tell blues from reds in the
dark."
"It's sense," Max said.
A sound began . . . started with the feeling of pressure
in the ears, so that many pressed their hands to them; and
then became pain, a shrilling that grated in the bones.
It was all around them. The Warriors in the house
retreated into a knot, grouping, booming to each other in
panic.
"Warrior!" Jim cried. "Stay!"
They clicked and shrilled in reply, flicking palps this
way and that, and majat-azi who had come with them
scampered from their vicinity, faces stark with fright. Jim
started forward.
"No," Pol exclaimed, reached out to grip his
arm. "No, blast it, you're not Meth-maren. Stay
back from them."
That too was good advice. He retreated outside with Max,
settled in the. rocks with a Kontrin of Hald beside them,
and shook his head to clear his ears, pressure that would
not go away.
We're going to die, he thought, and
panicked entirely, for it was a born-man thought, a
born-man fear: the tapes had done it to him, prepared him
only for this, this sick dread. Max's face was calm.
The Kontrin gave him a twisted smile, as if he had read his
mind, and mocked him in the fear they shared.
Sound rose about them, madness.
vii
The truck jolted, badly. Raen caught at the door, rubbed
her blurred eyes, looked askance at the azi who, however
indifferent a driver, kept the pace, tailing Merry.
"How's the fuel holding?" she asked,
leaning to see. It was reserve tank, half full. They were
still all right.
And the odometer: ten kilometres from their goal. The
lights of the city should have been visible, but she
expected none. She folded her arms and sat regarding the
sweep of the horizon, finding yet no sight of their goal,
nothing in the faint glimmering of dawn, which began to
fade the stars.
But there were no stars northward.
She sat up, her heart beating hard against her ribs. She
had slept. There was no drowsiness in her now.
"Merry," she said into the com. "Merry.
Are you awake up
"Sera?"
"Smoke. Smoke over .the city."
"Yes. I see it, sera."
"We're going to pass. Turn's coming up.
Stand by. Go round him, Will. We've a little space
yet."
Five kilometres. The truck accelerated; Merry dropped
back. Four. She started watching on the right, closely,
wondering in agony about the accuracy of the maps.
The kilometres ticked off. "Slow down," she
said. The driver eased down. There was a stake with an
illegible number, a spur, a mere eroded place off the paved
road, but trucks had passed it: crushed weeds showed in the
dawning.
"Take it," she said. The driver did so, eased
them onto it, carefully, while the truck swayed and lurched
and weeds whispered against the doors.
They were blind in this place. She would have given much
then for Warrior's sight and hearing. Turn after turn
took them out of sight of the road, and the only comfort
was Merry's vehicle showing in the mirror by her
window.
A turning, a descent of the road, a brief climb around
the curve of a hill: a weathered cluster of buildings
showed before them, a desolate place . . . but someone had
been cutting weeds.
Itavvy, she thought, prosperity on your
house.
Doors opened; men came out, sunsuited, rifles levelled,
to meet the trucks. Beside her, Will reached for his own
rifle. She gathered up hers, opened the door.
"Isan Tel," she said. "Come code
579-4645-687."
One man nodded to the others, his rifle lifted out of
the line of fire; other weapons were turned away. Sunmasks
and visors came off. There were several among them female;
several of more clerical look than guard-type, some
unarmed.
"I'm your contract," she said. "I
can't clear it on comp; you know that. Ask your
azi-in-charge: did you not find orders in comp to keep to
these buildings and fight only majat that attacked
you?"
"That's truth," a man said, quiet voice,
quiet manner, minding her of Jim. Faces all about took on a
look of great relief, as if their entire world had suddenly
settled into order: it had asked much of them until now,
that azi alone hold the place. She saw their eyes fixed on
her, with that deep calm that did not belong in the
situation: contract-loyalty.
"The hives are moving," she said. "Have
you had trouble here?"
The manager-azi lifted an arm toward the south, the open
fields. "Majat came in. We took a few. They went back
again."
She indicated the north-east. "Nothing from that
direction."
"No, sera."
She nodded. "You're on blue-hive's
doorstep; but they're not human-killers. The others
were golds, more than likely. You've already done your
proper service, sitting here, guarding blue-hive. I have
your contract. We go further now, but only azi that
won't freeze or panic."
Their calm was disturbed by talk of blue-hive. She saw
the ripple of dismay, turned and waved at Merry. "Out!
We're going afoot from here. Any who'll come, any
who are able."
Her own azi climbed out, none hesitating, with rifles
and what gear they had; weary as they were, she looked on
them with some hope. "We're going to fight
for a hive," she said. "For blue-hive,
our own, back in the city. We have to go among them; into
it, if we can. Stay, if that's too much for
you."
She started walking . . . knew Merry, at least, would
join her. He was there, at once, and hardly slower, the
others, filthy, sorry-looking men; she looked back, and not
one had stayed. The Tel estate azi were on their heels,
plain by their clean clothing and their energy. In the
rear, the managers and the domestics trailed along, perhaps
reckoning now they were safer not to be left in the
deserted buildings.
They climbed, pushing aside the high weeds, finding
trails overgrown and forgotten in the hills. "Majat
trails," she said to Merry. "Abandoned
ones."
"Blue-hive?"
"Better be."
Something urged at her hearing. She kept her eyes to the
high rocks, the folds of the land.
A majat warning boomed out. She spun left; rifles jerked
about, hovered unfired on the person of a Warrior,
testament to azi discipline. She turned her fist to it,
that stood against the sky.
"Meth-maren," it intoned.
"Warrior, you're too far for my eyes. Come
closer."
It shifted forward, a blue beyond doubt. Others appeared
out of the rocks, jaws clicking with excitement.
"Here are azi of my-hive," she said.
"They've held the valley till now; now they'll
fight where needed."
It lowered itself, offered touch and taste, and she took
and gave it, moving carefully lest some new azi take alarm.
"Good, good," it pronounced then. "Mother
sends. Come, come quick, Kethiuy-queen. Bring, bring,
bring."
She looked back; none who followed had fled; none
offered to go back now. Warrior danced with impatience and
she touched Merry's arm and started after it, following
the devious ways it led, over stone and through brush.
Suddenly the hive gaped before them, a dark pit, seeming
void of defense; but Warriors materialised out of the
weeds, the stones of the hills, boiled out from the
darkness. She hesitated not at all, hearing their guide
boom a response to them; and one Warrior touched her-by
that move, one who knew her personally.
"Warrior?" she asked it.
"This-unit guides. Come. Come, bring azi."
Blue lights bobbed in the pit. She went without question
toward them, Merry beside her, others close at her heels.
The darkness enveloped them, and majat-azi scampered just
ahead, wretched creatures who no longer laughed, but
stumbled and faltered with exhaustion. Blue light ran
chaotically over the walls, showing them the way.
Warrior-song shrilled in the dark.
And the majat-azi touched her, urged her on,
breathlessly, faster and faster. "Mother," they
cried, "Mother, Mother, Mother."
Raen gasped for air and kept moving, stumbling on the
uneven floor, catching herself against the rough walls.
All at once the blue lights were not sufficient. Vast
darkness breathed about them, and they streamed along the
midst of it. A great pale form loomed ahead, that dragged
itself painfully before them, huge, filling all the
tunnel.
It was Mother, who moved.
Who heaved Herself along the tunnel prepared for Her
vast bulk. The walls echoed with Her breathing. About Her
were small majat who glittered with jewels; and before Her
moved a dark heaving flood of bodies, dotted with
azi-lights.
Majat-language boomed and shrilled in the tunnel,
deafening. And, terrible in its volume, came Her voice,
which vibrated in the earth.
Raen gathered herself and passed beside that great body,
moving faster than ever Mother could. There was room,
barely, that she and the men with her could avoid the sweep
of Mother's limbs, that struggled with even thrusts to
drive Her vast body along, at every rumbling intake of Her
breath.
"I am here!" Raen cried
"Kethiuy-queen," She answered. The great head
did not turn, could not; Mother remained fixed upon Her
goal
"Am I welcome, Mother? Where are you
going?"
"I go," Mother said simply, and the earth
quivered with the moving of Her. Air sucked in-again.
"I go. Haste. Haste, young queen."
Anxiety overwhelmed her. She increased her pace, moving
now among the Drones, whose chittering voices hurt her
ears.
Then the Workers, all that vast horde, azi scattered
among them; and the strange-jawed egg-tenders, leaving
their work, precious eggs abandoned.
She looked back. Mother had almost vanished in the
shadows. She saw Merry's bruised face in the faint blue
glow, felt the touch of his hand.
"We're going north," she said,
comprehension suddenly coming on her, the Workers who had
plied the basement, the preparation of a way.
"To fight for them?" Merry asked hoarsely, and
glanced back himself, for there were men who still
followed. Perhaps they all did; strung out through the
tunnel, it was no longer possible to see. Perhaps some
collapsed in withdrawal, gone mad from fear; or perhaps
training held, and they had no sensible dread.
"I belong," she said, "where this
merges."
"Where, sera?"
"Home," she said.
viii
A horde of steps approached the steel doors, a surge of
panicked voices. Moth stirred, lifted her head, although to
do so took more strength than she had left to spend on
them, who troubled her sleeping and merged with dreams.
"Moth!" A voice came out of the turmoil. She
knew this one too, old Moran, and fear trembled in that
sound. "Moth! Thon is gone-gone. The
hive-masters couldn't hold them. They're in the
City. Everywhere-"
She touched her microphone, braced before her on the
console, beside the wine bottle and her gun. "Then
lock your own doors, Moran. Follow my example."
"We need the codes. Moth, do something."
She grinned, her head bobbing slightly with weakness.
"But haven't you figured it out yet, Moran? I
am."
"The city's in wreckage," the voice from
Moriah said. "Leo, Leo, we've still had
no contact with him. There were majat here. Even
they've left, moved elsewhere. He should have been in
contact by now."
"Hold the ships," Leo repeated, and looked up
at the other azi, his own and the station's. They were
exhausted. There had been no food, no off-shift. He thought
that he ought to send for something to eat. He was not sure
that he had appetite for it.
The betas sat in a knot over to the side of the door.
One of them had become ill, holding his heart. He was an
older beta. They fed him medicines and he seemed to have
recovered somewhat; this was of no concern, for he was not
a necessary beta. None were, individually.
"Call the galley," Leo said to one of the
others. "Have food brought up here."
The beta rose, came, moved very carefully while he was
at the corn board. He spoke precisely the request and
retreated again among his fellows. Leo stood watching
them.
Moriah and the shuttle called again, on the
quarter hour; and again.
Then a light flashed at the door, and a cart arrived
from the galleys, redolent with food and drink. Azi brought
it, unloaded it, bent to unload the lower tray.
Suddenly a gun was in one azi hand and a bolt flew for
comp, raked it. Leo fired, and the azi spun back against
the doorway, slid down. Others froze in dismay, died
so.
Lights flickered. Sirens started sounding, lights all
over the board flaring red.
"He's a plant," one said, bending over the
azi who had fired. He wiped with his thumb at the
too-bright tattoo. "A ringer."
The sirens multiplied. The betas rushed to the boards
and worked at them frantically, and Leo hesitated from one
threat to the other, null-mind pressing at him. "Get
away!" he shouted at the betas. One of his men fired,
and a beta died at the main board, slumped over it.
A sign began flashing in the overhead. DISENGAGE ALL
SHIPS, it ordered.
The ship. Sanity returned with that
responsibility. Leo fired, taking out the betas who would
not obey his shouted orders, and leaned over com, punched
it wide-broadcast. "Eros crew." His voice fed
from the corridors outside and throughout the station.
"This is Leo. Return to the ship at once. Return to
the ship at once."
It was necessary to hold that, above all else. Morn
would expect it. "Go," he shouted at the others
with him.
And then because it occurred to him that he dared not
leave betas near controls, he killed them, every one.
"They're running," the young Upcoaster
said, leaning against the glass and pressed to it, staring
up the outside con course.
"Don't!" another cried, when he pushed the
door open.
There were no shots, only a breath of cold air of the
docks.
"Come on!" Itavvy cried at his wife, snatched
Meris from her arms; and the Upcoasters sprang for the
doors too, all of them starting to run, baggage left,
everything left.
The floodlights on the vast docks were flickering, red
lights gashing warnings, sirens braying. Itavvy sucked a
lungful of the thin cold air and pelted after the artist,
cast a look over his shoulder to see that Velin followed.
Tears blurred the lights when he looked round again, a
flickering that spelled out Phoenix. The ramp was
ahead of them, through a tangle of lines. Someone fell
behind him, scrambled up again. The artist took the ramp;
Itavvy did, Meris wailing in his ear, and for that, for
her he did not fall, although he felt pain in his
side and his chest. They ran the frozen ramp, over the
plates that should have moved to help them.
And the hatch was shut.
"Let us in!" he screamed at it.
Others caught up with him, hammered at the metal with their
fists. Itavvy wept, tears streaming his face, and Velin
flung her arms about them both, him and Meris.
It was the oldest Upcoaster who found the intercom
recessed in the ramp housing. He shouted into it.
"Shut up!" he yelled back at them when they added
their voices; and from the intercom: "Stand
by."
The hatch hummed, parted. Azi crewmen, their faces sober
and unamazed, stood waiting to help them aboard.
They stood inside, with trembling hands proffered
tickets, evidence of passage.
The hatch sealed behind them.
"Brace where you are," a voice grated from the
intercom overhead. "We're disengaging and getting
out of here."
ix
The shrilling was louder, front walls, back walls, on
all sides of them, and what had begun in the dark of night
refused to go away by day, when light streamed over the
garden. It should dispel the nightmare. It instead made it
real, picking out the shapes of poised Warriors, the husks
and bodies of the dead piled in the corner of the garden,
and the cracks in the outer wall where assault had already
been made and repulsed.
Jim wiped at his face, crouching by Max's side among
the rocks. Pol was by him: they spared one young azi to
keep a gun in Pol's ribs constantly, for whatever the
Kontrin was, he was a born-man and old in such
manoeuvrings, able to forewarn them what the hives might do
. . . most of all what the human mind among them might
do.
He's there, Pol had said, when the last
assault had nearly carried to them, when cracks had
appeared in the wall and fire from the gate had distracted
them. That's Morn behind that. The next thing is to
watch our backs.
And that proved true.
"He's delayed over-long," Pol said after a
time. "I'm surprised. He should have tried by now.
That means he and his allies are up to something that takes
a little time."
Jim looked at him. The Kontrin's accustomed manner
was mockery; Pol used little of that in recent hours. His
gaunt face was yet more hollowed, his eyes shadowed with
the exhaustion which sat on them all. The high heat would
come by mid-morning; they wore sunsuits, but neither masks
nor visors in place, and the sleeves were all unfastened
for comfort. Azi rested in their places, slumped against
rocks or walls, seeking what sleep could be gotten, for
they had had little in the night. Pol leaned his head back
against the rock that sheltered them, eyes shut.
"What would take time?" Max wondered
aloud.
'Tunnels," Jim said, the thought leaping
unwanted into his mind. He swallowed heavily and tried to
reason around it. "But Warriors don't dig and
Workers don't fight."
Pol lifted his head. "Azi do both," he said,
and shifted around to face forward. "Look at the
cracks in that wall. They're wider."
It was so. Jim bit at his lips, rose and went aside,
where one of the Warriors crouched . . . touched its
offered scentpatches.
"Jim. Yess."
'Warrior, the wall's cracking over there. Pol
Hald thinks there could be digging."
The great head rotated, body shifted, directed toward
the wall. "Human eyess . . . certain, Jim?"
"I can see it, Warrior. A crack in the shape of a
tree, spreading and branching. It gets wider."
Chelae brushed him; palps flicked over his cheek.
"Good, good," Warrior approved, and scuttled off.
It sought and locked jaws with the next, and that one moved
off into the house, while Warrior continued, touching jaws
with each of the Warriors nearest, who spread in turn to
pass the message further.
Jim slid back into position next Max and Pol.
"It's disturbed about it," he panted. He
shivered despite the warmth, suddenly realising that he was
terrified. They had fought in the night; he had never fired
his gun. Now at the prospect of their shelter breached by
daylight he sat trembling.
"Easy," Pol said, put out a thin hand and
closed it on his leg until it hurt. The pain focused
things. He looked at the Kontrin, suddenly aware of a vast
silence, that the shrilling which had surrounded them had
fallen away.
"You're always with Morn," Jim said
hoarsely, for it did not make sense, the tapes with the
behaviour of Pol Hald. "You're out of his house.
You wouldn't go against him."
"A long partnership." The hand did not move,
though it was gentler. "In the Family, such are
rare."
Treachery, what he had learned warned him. He
stared at the Kontrin, paralysed by the touch he should
never have allowed.
"Strange," Pol said, "that at times you
have even her look about you."
The shrilling erupted again; and a portion of the garden
sank away, gaping darkness aboil with earth and majat
bodies. Blues sprang, engaged; shots streaked from azi
weapons.
The wall went down, collapsed in a cloud of dust:
through it came a horde of majat, azi among them.
Jim braced the gun and sighted, tried to pull the
trigger. Beside him a body collapsed, limp.
It was Max. A shot had gone through his brain. Jim
stared down at him, numb with horror.
The azi on the other side cried warning, sprawled back
unconscious. Pol had Max's rifle and whipped it from a
backward blow at his guard to aim it up, putting shots into
the majat horde, dropping azi and majat with no
distinction.
Jim sighted amid them and pulled the trigger, firing
into the oncoming mass, unsure what damage he did, his eyes
blurred so that it was impossible to see anything
clearly.
The sound swelled in his ears, a horrid chirring that
ascended out of range. Majat poured from the house behind
them, more Warriors than he had known were there. Majat
swarmed from the pit before them and through the breached
wall; and came on them like a living wave. Pol fired
indiscriminately; he did; more came to replace the fallen,
as a wider portion of the wall collapsed, exposing their
flank.
"Move back!" Pol shouted at him. "Get
your men back!" The Kontrin sprang up low and took a
new position.
Jim shouted a half-coherent order and scrambled after,
slid in at Pol's side and started firing again.
Then eerie figures appeared among the majat, like majat
in the mold of men, bearing each an insignia on the
shoulder.
And one was among them that was clearly a man, in Hald
Colour.
"Morn," Pol said, and stopped firing.
Jim sighted for that target, missed; and fire came back,
grazed his arm. Pol seized him, pulled him over as a lacery
of fire cut overhead.
Majat voices boomed, and stone cracked. One of the
portico pillars came down in the sudden rush of majat from
the house, a sea of bodies; and among them ran naked
majat-azi and azi in sunsuits brown with mud and blood.
Fire cut both ways. Majat and azi fell dying and were
trampled by those behind. And one there was slighter than
most, with black hair flying and a gun in a chitined fist.
The azi by her died, rolled sprawling.
Jim fought to loose himself, flung himself over and saw
Morn in the centre of the yard. Raen was blind to him.
"Look out!" he screamed.
"Morn!" Pol yelled, hurled himself to his feet
and fired.
Morn crumpled, the look of startlement still on his
face. And startlement was on Raen's face too, horror as
she averted the gun. Pol sank to one knee, swore, and Jim
seized at him, but Pol stood without his help, braced,
fired a flurry of shots into the armored invaders, who
stood as if paralysed.
Raen did the same, and majat swept past the lines of her
men, who hurled accurate fire into the opposing tide, majat
meeting body to body, waves that collided and broke upon
each other, with shrilling and booming. Heads rolled.
Bodies thrashed in convulsions. More of the wall collapsed,
and again they were flanked. Jim turned fire in that
direction, and saw to his horror the majat sweeping down on
them.
Pol's accurate fire cut into them, shots pelting one
after the other, precisely timed.
A body slid in from their rear: Merry, putting shots
where they counted; and Raen next, whose fire was, like
Pol's, accurate. The shrilling died away; majat rushed
from their rear, narrowly missing them in their blinding
rush, and they dropped, tucked for protection.
But Pol did not go on firing. He laid his head against
the rock, staring blankly before him. Raen touched him,
bent, pressed a gentle touch of her lips to his brow.
"That's once," Pol said faintly, and the
face lost its life; a shudder went through his limbs, and
ceased.
Raen averted her face, looked instead at the wave of
majat that was breaking, flooding back toward the
walls.
And with a curse she sprang up and ran; Merry followed,
and other azi. Jim slipped his hand from Pol's shoulder
and snatched at his rifle to follow, past the cover of the
rocks.
A dark body hurtled into him, spurs ripping. He
sprawled, went under, body upon body rushing over him,
until pain stopped.
x
Agony . . . Mother existed in it, in each powerful drive
of Her legs that drove Her vast weight another half-length.
Drones moved, themselves unaccustomed to such exertions,
their breathing harsh pipings. Workers danced back and
forth, offering nourishment from their jaws, the depleted
fluids of their own bodies, feeding Her and the Drones.
Their colours grew strange, the blue mottled light and
dark, with here and there a blackness. The sight disturbed
Her, and She moaned as She thrust Her way along, following
the new tunnel, the making of the Workers.
Mother, the Workers sang, Mother,
Mother.
And She led them.
I have made the way, the Warrior-mind reported,
one of its units touching at Her. Enemies are
retreating. Need of Workers now to move the
stones.
Well done, She said, tasting of life fluids and
of victory.
Warrior scurried away, staggering in its exhaustion and
its haste. Follow this-unit, Warrior gave taste to
Workers. Follow, follow me.
xi
"Sera?"
Raen caught herself, caught her breath between the wall
and Merry's solid body. An azi-light swung from her
wrist. She blinked clear the subway, the vacant tracks
coursed by majat. One of the men offered her a flask. She
drank a mouthful; it went the round among them, forlorn
humans huddled at the side of the arching tunnel. They
panted for breath, lost in the strange sounds, the rush of
chitined bodies, of spurred feet. One of them, hurt,
slumped in a knot against the wall. Raen reached and
touched him, obtained a lifting of the head, an attempt to
focus. Another gave him a drink.
They were twelve, only twelve, out of all of them. She
swallowed heavily and rested her hand on Merry's
shoulder, breathing in slower and slower gasps.
"City central's up there," she said.
"Blues have A branch. The reds are probably in E, that
goes to the port. Greens . . . I don't know. Golds . .
. likely C, due south. They'll mass in central, under
ITAK headquarters"
"Three hives against them," Merry said
faintly. "Sera, the blues can't do it."
She slid her hand down, pressed his arm. "I
don't think so either, but there's no stopping
them. We've kept them alive this long. Merry, take the
men, go back. Go back from here. I'll not throw the
rest of you away."
"Sera-send them back, not me."
Other voices protested, faces anxious in the blue
glow.
"Any of you who wants to stay back, stay," she
said, and rose up and started to walk again, slung the
burden of the riflestrap to her shoulder.
They came. Perhaps it was fear of the majat without
her.
She thought that it might be. She suspected something
else, that she was too rational to believe. She wiped at
her face, struck the tears away with no realisation of hurt
or grief, only that she was very tired and her eyes
watered. The tunnel smelled of majat, like musty paper; and
they passed strange sights as they walked, found vehicles
frozen on the tracks, wherever they had been when power
failed; and terrible sights, the sweet-sour reek of death,
where betas had died, some sprawled on the tracks, some in
vehicles the glass of which had shattered, dead of majat
bite or terror-brushed constantly now by the steady rush of
Warriors.
But now there appeared. other types amid the press . . .
blue-hive azi, staggering with exhaustion and mindless with
haste; and after them, Workers, fluting shrill, plaintive
cries.
"They're all going," Merry breathed beside
her. "Even the queen will follow. Sera, is it wise to
be here at all?"
"No," she said plainly, "it's
not."
But she did not stop walking, or hesitate. The
Worker-cries became song, that filled her ears, ran through
her nerves, and banished thought.
Daylight shafted down ahead, where bodies milled, that
vast terminal that was central, zero, with day falling down
from skylights. Song came up from that heaving mass, and
Warriors within it surged this way and that. Workers added
themselves, climbing over the bodies of others.
More, Raen thought, far more than blue-hive alone: all,
ail hives, met there.
And majat died there, of weakness and wounds, crushed
down. The song numbed. Merry held his ears and cried out
soundlessly in the chaos; and Raen pressed hands to her
own, all of them seeking the retreat of the walls, any
place aside from that flood of bodies which kept
coming.
The ground shook, the walls quivered.
A faint far glimmering in jewels and azi-lights, Mother
came, struggling forward.
Mother drew breath, heaved forward, breathed again,
dazed with pain. Her own limbs, reaching out and shifting
again out of view, were mottled now, bright blue and dark.
About Her moved insanity, Warriors whose colours had gone
mad, whose bodies glowed blue and extremities red, whose
midlimbs gold, all mottled with green.
Queens were at hand: She heard Them, others,
other-hives.
Desperation possessed Her, the instinct certain now of
direction. There was nothing else.
She saw Them, in a seething mass of colours, among
Warriors and Workers and Drones who had gone mad. One of
the queens was red, with darker mottlings: She, fiercest;
one gold, tinged with red; one green, with shadings of
blue, incipient chaos.
Red queen shifted forward, ominous, and went for green,
for the tainted and nearest one, breathing out hate.
Red was the killer, the Warrior-fragment, as green was
the Worker-mind.
Mother hesitated, trembling, and saw green die,
life-fluids drunk.
Blue, red queen breathed, and the Warriors
quivered aide, pressing themselves out of the way in
terror.
A second queen was dead. Raen shuddered, the hard grip
of her azi about her, putting their own bodies between her
and the press, a small knot of humanity, blue-lit. Other
azi sheltered with them, naked creatures male and female,
trembling and holding their ears against the battering
sound. Lighter majat clambered over them, Drones,
glittering with living jewels, perhaps adding their own
screams to the thunder of the queens.
Merry shivered against her. Raen caught his hand and
held it, that crushed bone against bone in hers: likely he
had no wit left to know; she had none to care.
The battle raged in ponderous slow-motion, hazy shafts
of sunlight enveloping the queens atop the living hill,
reflecting jewel-colours. Strength held against strength:
then came a darting move.
The third queen died, head severed.
The hill of bodies came undone about the survivor,
sweeping over and about Her. Drones streamed through, to
gather with other Drones; and Workers with Workers; and
Warriors with Warriors, ringed about the living queen. The
dead were hauled away. The living circles widened, spread
throughout the terminal.
The queen moved, shifted position; so did all the
others. She breathed out a note that made the walls shake,
and after that was quiet.
A human wept, audible, soft sobs.
Raen leaned against Merry a moment, then gathered
herself from him, from all the azi, and rose-walked among
the still shapes of majat, Warriors, Workers, with the
badges of blue-hive, red-hive, green and gold comingled.
The rifle was stiff slung from her shoulder. She realised
it, and dropped it echoing to the pavement, for there was
no way out but to kill a queen, the last Mother of a world,
and that she would not do.
She walked within reach of Her, without weapons in hand,
and gazed up into the great jewelled face, the moiré
eyes, heard the sough of Her breathing.
It was a gold. The pattern was on Her, for those who
could read it.
"Mother," she said, "I'm Raen a Sul,
Meth-maren."
Air sucked in. "Meth-maren," She sighed, and
the huge head lowered, sought taste.
Raen kissed Her, touched the scent-patches, waited for
the vast jaws to close; and they did not.
"Meth-maren," Mother said.
"Kethiuy-queen."
It was blue queen's memory.
xii
The sun was unbearable. Jim felt the burn of it before
he felt anything more, and struggled to shade his face from
it. He was held, and had to think which way to turn; and
that meant consciousness.
His hands met spines and hair and chitin. He focused at
that, and shoved in horror at the stiffening limbs that lay
over him, the intertwined corpses of a majat and an
azi.
All about him were corpses, shimmering and running in
the tears the sun brought to his eyes. He struggled to pull
the visor which hung about his neck up to his eyes, to
see-and found nothing living anywhere.
The house was ruined, gaping rubble; and bodies lay
thickly over the garden, save in one vast track which led
to the broken walls . . . bodies majat and human, naked and
clothed. Insects flitted about him as they settled on the
dead; he batted at them, fought with fingers stiffening
with sunburn to fasten the sunsuit.
Rock moved, a shifting outside the wall. He gathered up
a rifle, staggered in that direction, his senses wavering
in and out of focus.
He climbed over the rubble, blinked, saw a shadow on the
ground and whirled, whipped the rifle up, but the
majat's leap was faster. The gun went off, torn from
his hands. Another was on him, pulling from the other side.
Chelae gripped his arm, cutting flesh.
Red: he saw the badge and tried to pull from it; the
badge of the second was green. It lowered its head, jaws
wide, and the palps brushed his lips, his face.
And it drew back. "Jim," it intoned.
He lived. The fact numbed him. He ceased to struggle,
understanding nothing any longer.
"Meth-maren sendss," red Warrior said.
"Let me go," he asked then, his heart lurching
a beat. "Let me go, Warrior; I'll come with
you."
It released him. He clutched his injured arm and
followed it, trailed by the green, down into the circle of
the street, into the dark entry of the subway, into the
deep places of the city, where no lights shone at all. At
times he stumbled, blind, and his hands met bodies,
yielding ones of majat-azi or the spiny hardness of majat.
Chelae urged at him, hastening him, lifting him each time
he fell.
Blue lights drifted toward him. At first he shrank from
meeting them, not wanting delay, not wanting to be left:
but he saw her bearing one of those lights, and he
thrust his way free of the Warriors and ran, stumbling,
toward her.
She met him, held him off at arm's length to look at
him. "You're all right," she said, a question
in her impatient manner; but her voice trembled. There was
Merry by her, and other faces that he knew.
She hugged him then, and he nearly wept for joy; but she
did not know, he thought, the things that he must admit,
the knowledge that he had stolen, the thing he had made of
himself.
He tried to tell her. "I used all the tapes,"
he said, "even the black ones. I didn't know what
else to do." She touched his face and told him to be
quiet, with a shift of her eyes toward Merry and the
others.
"It's ruined back there," he said then.
"Everything's ruined. Where will we go
now?"
"In, for a time. Till the cycle completes
itself." Her hand entwined with his: he felt the
jewels rough and warm beneath his fingers. She gestured,
walked with assurance the way from which she had come.
Warriors walked about them; armed majat-azi followed.
"It's going to be a while before I think of
outside, a long while, perhaps. Majat-time."
"I've nineteen years," he said,
anticipating all of them, and well-content.
Her fingers tightened on his.
Soft singing filled the air, the peaceful sound of
Workers, with the stirrings and movings of many bodies in
the tunnels.
"Hive-song," she said. "They've long
lives. A turning of nature, a pulse of the cycle, to merge
all colors, to divide again. This-sun, they say
now. Home-hive. Against those cycles, my own life
is nothing at all. Wait with me."
There was a ship, he thought, recalling Pol. There were
betas who might live, who might serve her. He objected to.
these things one by one, and she shook her head,
silent.
He asked no more.
xiii
Moth, the voices shouted, Moth,
Moth!
Eggs, she thought back at them, and mocked them
for what they were.
A different sound came through the speaker, the
shrilling of majat voices, the crash of metal and wood.
From the vents came a curious paper-scent. Human voices
had ceased long ago.
Moth poured the last of the wine, drank it.
And pushed the button.
BOOK TEN
i
The hatch opened, let in the flood of evening air, the
gentle light of the setting sun.
"Stay put," Tallen heard,
"Sir, we're picking up movement out
there."
"Wouldn't do to run," he said into the com
unit. "Whatever happens-no response, hear
me?"
"Be careful."
Majat. He heard the ominous chirring, and walked
forward, very slowly.
Newhope had stood here. Weeds had taken the ruins. At
centre rose a hill, monstrous, where no hill had been. He
had seen the pictures smuggled out, heard the reports and
memorised them, along with family tales.
And in the long passage of years, in the fading of the
Wars, this waited, where no Outsider dared
trespass, until now.
We were wrong, the one side argued, ever to have relied
on them.
But governments rose and fell and rose again, and
rumours persisted . . . that life stirred in the forbidden
Reach, that the wealth which had made the Alliance what it
had been was there to be had, if any power could contrive
to obtain it.
And the hives refused contact.
There were human folk on Istra, farmers, who lived out
across the wide plains, who told wild tales and traded
occasional jewels and rolls of majat-silk.
Tallen had met with them, these sullen, furtive men,
suspicious of any ship that called; and there was warning
here, for there were no few ships resting derelict in
Istran fields.
Sixty years the contact had lapsed: collapse, chaos, war
. . . worlds breaking from the Alliance in panic, warships
forcing them in again, all for the scarcity of certain
goods and the widespread rumours of majat breakout.
It was told in Tallen's family that men and majat
had coexisted here, had walked together in city streets,
had co-operated one with the other.
It was told somewhere in Alliance files that this was
so.
He heard the sound nearer now, and walked warily,
stopped at last as a glittering creature rose out of the
rocks and brush.
A trembling came on him, a loss of will.
Natural, he thought, recalling the tales his
grandfather had told, who claimed to have stood close to
them. Humans react to them out of deep instinct. One
has to overcome that.
They see differently: that too, from old
Tallen, and from reports deep in the archives. He spread
his hands wide from his sides, making clear to it that he
had no weapons.
It came closer. He shut his eyes, for he quite lost big
courage to look at it near at hand. He heard its loud
breathing, felt the bristly touch of its forelimbs. A
shadow fell on his closed eyes; something touched his
mouth-he shuddered convulsively at that, and the touch and
the shadow drew back.
"Stranger," it said, a harmony of sounds that
joined into a word.
"Friend," he said, and opened his eyes.
It was still near, the moiré eyes shifted through
the spectrum at each minute turn of the head. "Beta
human?" it asked him.
ii
A stirring ran through the hive. Raen lifted her head,
read it in the voices, the shift of bodies, needing no
vision in the dark.
Stranger-human, the message came to her, and
that pricked at curiosity, for betas would never come this
far: they did their grain-trading far out on the riverside,
where they brought their sick, such as majat could
heal.
And the azi had gone long ago.
She missed them sorely. The hives did, likewise,
mourning them in Drone-songs.
Merry had gone, neither first nor last, a sudden seizure
of the heart. And she had wept for that, though Merry would
hardly have understood it. l am azi, he had said
once, refusing to be otherwise. I would not want to
outlive my time. And so, one by one, the others had
chosen.
It was strange, now, that a beta would have ventured
into majat land, under the great Hill.
"Jim," she said.
"I hear." He found her hand, needing sight no
more than she, as he was in other ways skilled with her
skills.
Of all of them, Jim remained, a costly gift of Worker
lives, and of his own will, more than Merry had had, who
had wanted things his own way, in old patterns, in terms he
understood.
For a long time she had cared for nothing beyond that,
to know that there was one human to share the dark with
her.
Now Warrior came, immortal as she, as he, in one of its
many persons. "Outsider," it said, troubled,
perhaps, in the perception of changes. "Unit called
Tallen."
iii
Tallen blinked in the twilight, watching them come . . .
two, woman and man, robed in gauzy majat-silk. They wore it
as if it were nothing, priceless though it was, as if their
own will were cloak enough.
They stopped near to him, and Tallen shivered in their
regard, that strange coolness and lack of fear. There was a
mark on the man, beneath the eye and on the shoulder:
azi. The old Tallen had reported such, but not
such as he, whose gaze he could not bear. The mark on the
woman was of jewels; of her kind too there were
remembrances.
"Ab Tallen," she said, strangely accented,
"would be an old, old man."
"Dead," Tallen answered. "I'm his
grandson. Your people remember him?"
Her eyes flickered, seemed possessive of secrets. She
held out her right hand and he took it; hesitating at the
strange warmth of the jewels that covered it.
"Raen Meth-maren," she said. "Yes,
there's memory of him. Kind memory."
"Your name is hers, that he mentioned."
She smiled faintly, and questions of kinship went
uninvited. She nodded to the man beside her.
"Jim," she said, and that was all.
Tallen took the other offered hand, regarded them both
anxiously, for majat hovered about, escort, guards,
soldiery-there was no knowing what.
"You delayed longer than you should," she
said.
"We had our years of trouble. I'm afraid there
may have been landings here of a sort we'd not have
allowed. Our apologies, for such intrusions."
She shrugged. "Most have learned, have they
not?"
That was truth, and chilling in her manner.
"We've come here twice-peacefully, hunting some
contact."
"Now," she said, "we're pleased to
answer you. Is it trade you want?"
He nodded, all his careful speeches destroyed, forgotten
in that direct stare.
"I'm Meth-maren. Hive friend. Intermediary. I
can arrange what you want." She looked about her, and
at him. "I speak and translate."
"We need lab-goods, more than the jewels the
farmers have been trading."
"Then give us computers. You'll get your lab
products."
"And some sort of licensing for regular
trade."
She nodded toward the plains, the beta-holds.
"There are those who will deal with you as we
arrange."
"There's no station any longer. It's
gone."
"Crashed. We saw it, Jim and I. It fell into the
sea, a long time ago. But stations can be
rebuilt."
"Come aboard my ship," he invited her.
"We'll talk specifics."
She shook her head, smiled faintly. "No, ser. Take
your ship from the vicinity of the hive tonight, within the
hour. Go to riverside. I'll find you there with no
trouble. But don't linger near the hive."
And she walked away, leaving him standing. The majat
remained, and the man, who looked at him with remotely
curious eyes and then walked away.
"All things end," she said. "Does the
Outside frighten you, Jim?"
"No," he said. She thought it truth. Their
minds were much alike.
"There's Moriah." She nodded in
the direction of the port, where the only whole buildings
in Newhope remained.
"There's the Reach or Outside. We're human.
There's a time to remember that." He looked at
her, saying nothing. She linked her fingers in his,
chitined hand in human one. "It begins again,"
she said.
RULES FOR SEJ
Pieces: one pair six-sided dice; trio of four-sided
wands: first wand face black, second blue with ship symbol;
third white; fourth orange with star symbol.
Object: first player to accumulate 100 points wins. To
start play: high roll of dice determines starting player.
The Starting Player throws the wands, and play proceeds. To
score: The. players roll dice for possession of the points
represented by the wands. The casting of wands proceeds in
alternation, one player and the next. The wand-thrower has
the option of the first cast of dice; the dice then proceed
in alternation during the Hand (this particular casting of
the wands). High roll takes the wand or wands in
contention, and points are recorded as follows. Value of
wands: stars are 12 points each; ships are ten; white and
white with black are 5 points for the white pair combined,
but the black is played separately and with its own value;
white assumes the value of any wand-of-colour, always the
highest in the Hand . . . and assumes the value of black
only if both other wands in the Hand are black; black
cancer all points in the possession of whichever player
"wins" the black wand, but cancellation of points
is limited to the Game itself. Play always proceeds from
ships to stars to black: that is, in a Hand, the dice must
be rolled first for possession of the ships, then for the
stars, and last of all for possession of the black. If a
tie occurs in the roll of the dice, the dice are rolled
again. If the wands come up doubled or tripled stars or
ships or white, the winner of the first of the double or
triple set automatically takes the others of that colour;
for this purpose also, white matches the highest wand of
the Hand. Should triple white show, the winner
automatically takes Game. Should triple black show, the
winner automatically loses Game.
Passing: In this matter rests the skill of the game,
judging when to pass and when to risk play. A Hand
containing a single black wand or any number of black wands
may be declined by the thrower of wands, thus entirely
voiding the Hand. the dice will not be rolled; the wands
pass into the hand of the next player, who will cast again,
with all privileges of the wand-thrower. Further, a player
with the option to throw either wands or dice may
voluntarily pass that option to the next player, who is
not, however, obliged to accept: the player who has passed
will receive the wands or dice again in alternation. The
latter is a matter of courtesy and custom of the game:
highest or decisive points are played last.
SERPENT'S REACH
SERPENT'S REACH
Suddenly, far off down the wings, there was crashing and
shrilling of alarms, from every point of the building:
blue-hivers were in. A domestic azi darted from cover,
terrified, darted back again, up the stairs - and screamed
and fell under a rush of majat down them.
Red-hivers. Raen whipped the gun to target and fired,
breaking up their formation, even while blue-hive swarmed
after them.
There were human cries. Doors broke open from west-wing:
Ruils burst from that cover with a handful of blues on
their heels. Raen left majat to majat, steadied her pistol
on new targets and fired, careful shots as ever in
practice, at the weapon's limits of speed. Her eyes
stayed clear. Time slowed. They fell, one after the other,
young and old, perhaps not believing what they saw. Their
faces were set in horror and hers in a rigid grin.
Then a baritone piping assailed her ears and the blues
in all parts of the corridor signalled each other in
booming panic, regrouping to signals she could not read.
From east-wing came others, reds, golds, a horde of armed
azi.
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"HYDRI REACH: QUARANTINED. Approach permitted
only along approved lanes. SEE. Istra."
-Nav. Man.
"HYDRI REACH: CLASSIFIED: Apply XenBureau for
Information."
-Encyclopaedia Zenologica
"HYDRI STARS: quarantined region. For
applicable regulations, consult Cor. Jur. Hum. XXXVII 91.2.
Native species of alpha Hydri III include at least one
sapient species, majat, first contacted by probe Celia in
2223. Successful contact with mafat was not made until
Delia probe followed in 2229, and mafat space was
eventually opened to very limited contact under terms of
the Hydri Treaty of 2235, with a single designated trade
point at the station of beta Hydri II, locally called
Lora.
"The entire region Is under internal
regulation, assumed to be a majat-human cooperation, and It
is thus excluded from Alliance law. Alliance citizens are
cautioned that treaties do not extend to protection of
Alliance citizens or property in violation of quarantined
space, and that Alliance law prohibits the passage of any
ship, or person, alien or human, from said zone of
quarantine into Alliance space, with the exception of
licensed commerce up to the permitted contact point at
Istra, by carefully monitored lanes. The Alliance will use
extreme force to prevent any such intrusion into or out of
quarantine. For specific regulations of import and export,
consult ATR 189.9 and supplements. The nature of the
internal government is entirely a matter of speculation,
but it is supposed on some evidence that the seat of
government is alpha Hydri III, locally called Cerdin, and
that this government has remained relatively stable during
the several centuries of its establishment . . .
"Majat are reported to have rejected
emphatically all human contact except the trading company
initially introduced by Delia probe. The Kontrin company is
currently assumed to he the government of the human
inhabitants. Population of the mission was originally
augmented by importation of human ova, and external
observation indicates that colonization has been effected
on several worlds other than Cerdin and Istra within the
quarantine zone.
"Principal exports are: biocomp softwares,
medical preparations, fibers, and the substance known as
lifejewels, all of which are unique to the zone and of moat
manufacture; principal imports are metals, luxury
foodstuffs, construction machinery, electronics, art
objects."
-XenBureau Eph. Xen. 2301
"MAJAT: all information
classified."
-XenDureau Eph. Xen. 2301
"The fact is . . . we've become dependent.
We can't get the materials elsewhere. We can't
duplicate them."
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BOOK ONE
i
If it was anywhere possible to be a child in the Family,
it was possible at Kethiuy, on Cerdin. There were few
visitors, no imminent hazards. The estate sat not so very
far from the City and from Alpha's old hall, but its
hills and its unique occupation kept it isolated from most
of Family politics. It had its lake and its fields, its
garden of candletrees that rose like feathery spires among
its fourteen domes; and round about its valley sat the
hives, which sent their members to and from Kethiuy. All
majat who would deal with Men dealt through Kethiuy, which
fended one hive from another and kept peace, the peculiar
talent of the Meth-marens, that sept and House of the
Family which held the land. Fields extended in one
direction, both human-owned and majat-owned; labs rambled
off in the other; warehouses in yet a third, where azi,
cloned men, gathered and tallied the wealth of hive trade
and the products of the lab and the computers, which were
the greatest part of that trade. Kethiuy was town as much
as House; it was self-contained and tranquil, almost
changeless in the terms of its owners, for Kontrin measured
their lives in decades more than years, and the rare
children licensed tore. place the dead had no doubt what
they must be and what the order of the world was.
Raen amused herself, clipping leaves from the dayvine
with short, neat shots; the wind blew and made it more
difficult, and she gauged her fire meticulously,
needle-beamed She was fifteen; she had carried the little
gun clipped to her belt since she had turned twelve. Being
Kontrin, and potentially immortal, she had still come into
this world because a certain close kinsman had died of
carelessness; she wished her own replacement to be long in
coming. She was a skilled marksman; one of the amusements
available to her was gambling, and she currently had a bet
with a third cousin involving the target range.
Marksmanship, gambling, running the hedges into the
field to watch the azi at work, or back again in Kethiuy,
sunk it the oblivion of deepstudy or studying the lab comps
until she could make the machines yield her up
communication with the alien majat . . . such things filled
her days, one very like the other. She did not play; there
were years ahead for that, when the prospect of immortality
began to pall and the years needed amusements to speed them
past. Her present business was to learn, to gather skills
that would protect that long life. The elaborate pleasures
with which her elders amused themselves were not yet for
her, although she looked on such with a stirring of
interest. She sat on her hillside and picked an
extraordinary succession of leaves off the waving vine with
quick, fine shots, and reckoned that she would put in her
required time at the comp board and be through by dinner,
leaving the evening free for boating on Kethiuy's lake
. . . too hot during the day: the water cast back the
white-hot sky with such glare one could not even look on it
unvisored; but by night what lived in it came up from the
bottom, and boats skimmed the black surface like firebugs,
trolling for the fish that offered rare treat for
Kethiuy's tables. Other valleys had game, and even
domestic herds, but no creature but man stayed in Kethiuy,
between the hives. None could.
Raen a Sul hant Meth-maren. She was a long-boned and
rangy fifteen, having likely all her height. Ilit blood
mixed with Meth-maren had contributed that length of limb;
and Meth-maren blood, her aquiline features. She bore a
pattern on her right hand, chitinous and glittering, living
in her flesh: her identity, her pledge to the hives, such
as all Kontrin bore. This sign a majat could read, whose
eyes could read nothing of human features. Betas went
unmarked. Azi bore a tiny tattoo. The Kontrin brand was in
living jewels, and she bore it for the distinction it
was.
The tendril fell last, burned through. She clipped the
gun to her belt and smoothly rose, pulled up the hood of
her sunsuit and adjusted the visor to protect her eyes
before leaving the shade. She took the long way, at the
fringe of the woods, being in no particular haste: it was
cooler and less steep, and nothing awaited her but
studies.
A droning intruded on her attention. She looked about,
and up. Aircraft passing were not unusual: Kethiuy lake was
a convenient marker for anyone sight-navigating to the
northern estates.
But these were low, two of them, and coming in.
Visitors. Her spirits soared. No comp this afternoon.
She veered from the lab-ward course and strode off down the
slope with its rocks and thread-bushes, tacking from one to
the other point of the steep face with reckless abandon,
reckoning of entertainments and a general cancellation of
lessons.
Something skittered back in the hedge. She came to an
instant halt and set her hand on her pistol: no fear of
beasts, but of men, of anything that would skulk and
hide.
Majat.
She picked out the shadowed form in the slatted leaves,
perplexed to find it there. It was motionless in its
guardstance, half again as tall as she; faceted eyes
flickered with the slightest of turns of its head. Almost
she called to it, reckoning it some Worker strayed from the
labs down below: sometimes their eyes betrayed them and,
muddled with lab-chemicals, they lost their direction. But
it should not have strayed this far.
The head turned farther, squaring to her: no Worker . .
. she saw that clearly. The jaws were massive, the head
armoured.
She could not see its emblems, to what hive it belonged,
and human eyes could not see its colour. It hunched down,
an assemblage of projecting points and leathery limbs, in
the latticed play of sun and shade . . . a Warrior, and not
to be approached. Sometimes Warriors came, to look down on
Kethiuy for whatever their blind eyes could perceive, and
then departed, keeping their own secrets. She wished she
could see the badges: it might be any of the four hives,
while it was only gentle blues and greens who dealt with
Kethiuy-the trade of reds and golds channelled through
greens. A red or gold was enormously dangerous.
Nor was it alone. Others rose up, slowly, slowly, three,
four. Fear knotted in her belly-which was irrational, she
insisted to herself: in all Kethiuy's history, no majat
had harmed any within the valley.
"You're on Kethiuy land," she said,
lifting the hand that identified her to their eyes.
"Go back. Go back."
It stared a moment, then backed: badgeless, she saw in
her amazement. It lowered its body in token of agreement;
she hoped that was its intent. She stood her ground, alert
for any shift, any diversion. Her heart was pounding. Never
in the labs had she been alone with them, and the sight of
this huge Warrior and its fellows moving to her order was
incredible to her.
"Hive-master," it hissed, and sidled off
through the brush with sudden and blinding speed. Its
companions joined it in retreat.
Hive-master. The bitterness penetrated even
majat voice.
Hive-friends, the majat in the labs were always
wont to say, touching with delicacy, bowing with seeming
sincerity.
Down the hill a beating of engines announced a landing;
Raen still waited, scanning the hedges all about before she
started away. Never turn your back on one; she had
heard it all her life, even from those who worked closest
with the hives: majat moved too quickly, and a scratch even
from a Worker was dangerous.
She edged backward, judged it finally safe to look away
and to start to run . . . but she looked now and again over
her shoulder.
And the aircraft were on the ground, the circular washes
of air flattening the grasses near the gates, next the
lakeshore.
A bell rang, advising all the House that strangers had
come. Raen cast a last look back, funding the majat had
fled entirely, and jogged along toward the landing
spot.
The colours on the aircraft were red striped with green,
which were the colours of the House of Then, friends of
Sul-sept of the Meth-marens. Men and women were
disembarking as the engines died down; the gates were open
and Meth-marens were coming out to meet the visitors, most
without sunsuits, so abrupt was this arrival and so welcome
were any of Then.
The cloaks on the foremost were Thon; and there was the
white and yellow of Yalt among them, likewise welcome. But
then from the aircraft came visitors in the red-circled
black of Hald; and Meth-maren blue, with black border, not
Sul-sept white.
Ruil-sept of the Meth-marens, with Hald beside them.
Raen stopped dead. So did others. The welcome lost all its
warmth. Save under friendly Thon colours, neither Ruil nor
Hald would have dared set foot here.
But after some delay, her kinsmen stepped aside and let
them pass the gates. The aircraft disgorged more, Thon and
Yalt, but there were now no welcomes at all; and something
else they produced-a score of azi, sunsuited and visored
and anonymous.
Armed azi. Raen stared at them in disbelief, nervously
skirting round the area of the landing; she sought the
gates with several backward glances, angry to the depth of
her small experience of Ruil, the Meth-marens'
left-hand line. Ruil had come for trouble; and the
guard-azi were Ruil's arrogant show, she was sure of
it. Then would have no reason.
She put on a certain arrogance as she walked in the
gates.
Sul-sept azi closed them securely after her, leaving the
intruder-azi outside in the heat. She wished sunstroke on
them, and sullenly made her way into the House, the whole
day spoiled.
ii
It was a lasting strangeness to see Ruil-sept's
black among the white-bordered Sul cloaks-and as much so to
see Hald red-and-black; and incredible to find them
admitted to the dining hall, where House councils and
dinners took place simultaneously.
Raen sat next her mother and found security in
her-Morel, her mother, who had gotten her of an Ilit who
himself was bloodkin to Thon; she wondered if any of these
present were distant relatives. If it were so, her mother,
who would know, said nothing, and deepstudy had given her
no clues.
Grandfather headed the table . . . more than
grandfather, but that was shortest, eldest of Meth-marens,
the Meth-maren, who was grey-haired and bent with
the decades that he had lived, five hundred passes of
Cerdin about its suns eldest of all Sul-sept, of Ruil too,
so that they had to respect him. Raen regarded him with
awe, seldom now as he came out of his seclusion in
west-wing, rarely to venture into domestic concerns, more
often to Council down at Alpha, where he wielded the power
of a considerable bloc of votes. Meth-marens, unlike other
Houses whose members were scattered from world to world
across the Reach, stayed close to home, to Kethiuy. Of the
twenty-seven Houses and fifty-eight septs within those
Houses that composed the Family, Meth-maren Sul was the
only one whose duties rarely took him elsewhere, away from
Cerdin and the hives. The Family's post was here,
between the hives and Men, while Meth-maren Ruil hovered
about the area of Alpha and guested where they could,
Houseless since the split.
Hald remembered that day, that Meth-maren and Meth-maren
had fought. Hald had bled for it, sheltering Red assassins;
and it was a powerful persuasion that brought Halds and
both septs of Meth-maren again under the same roof.
It had taken all the influence of Thon and Yalt together
to persuade Grandfather to accept this gathering, Halds and
the divided Meth-marens at the same dinner table, carefully
separated by Thong and Yalts. It needed a certain bravado
on the part of Halds and Ruils to eat and drink what Sul
gave them.
Raen herself felt her stomach unsettled, and she
declined when the serving-azi brought the neat elaborate
dish "Coffee," she said, and the azi Mev
whispered the order at once to one of his fellows: it
arrived instantly, for she was eldest's
great-granddaughter's daughter in direct descent, and
there was in the House a hierarchy of inheritance. She was
to a certain extent pampered, and to another, burdened, for
the sake of that birthright It mandated her presence at
table tonight in the fast place, and made it necessary to
mix with her elders, most of whom had resentment for the
fact. She tried to bear herself with her mother's
studied disdain for the proceedings, but there was a Ruil
across the table, cousin Bron, and she avoided his eyes
when possible: they were hot and insolent.
"We hope for a reconciliation," the Thon elder
was saying, at the other end of the table. He had risen, to
begin what he had come to say. "Meth-maren, will you
let Ruil speak here? Or would you prefer intermediaries
still?"
"You're going to say," Grandfather intoned
in his reedy voice, "that we should take in this
left-hand branch of ours. It diverged of its own accord.
It's not welcome in Kethiuy. It's trouble to us,
and the hives avoid it. Ruil-sept alienated them, and that
wasn't our doing. This is hive territory. Those who
can't live under those terms can't live
here."
"Our talents," said Tel Ruil Meth-maren,
"lie with other hives, the ones Sul can't
manage."
"Reds and golds." Grandfather's chin
wobbled with his anger. "You deceive yourself, Tel a
Ruil. They've no love of humankind, least of all of
Ruil. I know you've had red contacts. It's
rumoured. I know what you're up to and why you've
gone to the trouble of drawing non and Yalt into this. Your
plans to build on Kethiuy take are unacceptable."
"You're head of House," Tel said. He had
an unfortunate voice, nasal and whining. "You ought to
be impartial to sept, eldest. But you carry on feuds from
before any of the rest of us were born. Maybe Sul sept
feels some jealousy-that Ruil can handle the two hives Sul
can't touch. They've come to us, not we to them.
They preferred us. Thon saw; non will witness it. All
within the pact. Red-hive has promised us its co-operation
if we can secure that holding near its lands, on the lake.
We've come asking, eldest. That's all.
Asking."
"We support the request," the Thon said.
"Yalt agrees," said the other eldest.
"It's good sense, Meth-maren, to end this quarrel,
and to get some good out of it."
"And does Hald ask the same?"
There was silence. Raen sat still, her heart
pounding.
The Hald eldest rose. "We have a certain
involvement here, Meth-maren. The old feud has gone on
beyond its usefulness. If it's settled now, then we
have to be involved, or the Meth-marens will have peace and
we'll have none. We're walling to forget the past.
Understand that."
"You're here to stand up with Ruil."
"Obligation, Meth-maren."
They did not say friendship. Raen herself did not miss
that implication, and there was a space of silence while
Run glowered.
"We have opportunities," the Hald said
further, "that ought not to be neglected."
"At least talk on the matter," said Yalt.
"We ask you to do that."
"No," some of the House muttered. But Eldest
did not refuse. His old eyes wandered over them all, and
finally he nodded.
Raen's mother swore softly. "Leave," she
said to Raen. And when Raen looked at her in offense:
"Go on."
Others, even adult and senior, were being dismissed from
what was becoming elder council. There was no objection
possible. She kissed her mother's cheek, pressed her
hand, and sullenly made her retreat among the others,
younger folk under thirty and third and fourth-rank elders,
inconsiderable in council.
There was a muttering gathering in the hall just
outside, her cousins no happier than she with what was
toward.
No peace, she heard. Not with
Ruil.
And: Reds and golds, she beard, reminding her
of the hillside and the meeting which had diverted her. She
had told no one of that. She was too arrogant to contribute
that meaningless fragment to the general turmoil in the
hall. She skirted the vicinities of her chattering cousins,
male and female, and brushed off the attentions of an azi,
walked the corridor in a fit of irritation-both at being
cast out and at reckoning what Ruil-sept proposed. Kethiuy
lake belonged to Sul-sept, beautiful and pristine. Sul had
cared to keep the shores as they were, had laboured to make
the boat-launches as inconspicuous as possible, to keep all
evidence of man out of view. Ruil wanted a site which would
obtrude into their sight, to plant themselves right where
Sul must constantly look at them and reckon with them. This
business of reds and golds: this was surely something Ruil
had concocted to obtain backing from other Houses. There
was no possibility that they could do what they claimed,
interceding with the wild hives.
Lies. Outright lies.
She shrugged past the azi at the door and sought the
cool, clean sir of the porch. She filled her lungs with it,
looking out into the dark where the candletrees framed
Kethiuy lake; and the ugly aircraft sat in her view,
gleaming with lights.
Armed azi, as if this were some frontier holding. She
was indignant at their presence, and no little uneasy by
reason of it.
A step sounded by her. She saw three men, the one
nearest in Hald's dark Colour. She froze, recalling
herself unarmed, having come from the table. Childish pride
held her from the flight prudence dictated.
It was a tall man who faced her. She stared up at him
with her back to the door and the light from the slit
windows giving her a better look at him: mid-thirties,
beta-reckoning; on a Kontrin, that could be anywhere
between thirty and three hundred. The face was gaunt and
grim: Pal Hald, she recognised him suddenly, with the
déjà vu of deepstudy. The two with
him, she did not know.
And Pol was trouble. He hod. lost kin to Meth-marens.
Tie was also reputed frivolous, a libertine, a jester, a
player of pranks. She could not connect that report with
that gaunt face until quite suddenly he grinned at her and
shed half a dozen apparent years.
"Good evening, little Meth-maren."
"Good evening yourself, Pol Hald."
"What, could I know your name?"
She lifted her head a degree higher. "I'm not
in your studytapes yet, ser Hald. My name is
Raen."
"Tand and Morn," he said with a shrug at the
kinsmen at his back, the one young and boyish, the other
lean-faced and much like himself, like enough for full kin.
Isis grin did not fade. He reached out with complete
affrontery and touch her under the chin. "Raen.
I'll remember that."
She took a step backward, feeling a rush of blood to her
face. She had no experience to deal with such a move, and
the embarrassment became rage. "And who sent you out
here, Skulking round the windows?"
"We're set to watch the aircraft, little
Meth-maren. To be sure Meth-maren hospitality is what it
should be."
She did not like the sound of that, and turned abruptly,
seized the door handle, afraid for the instant that they
would stop her; but they made no move to do so, and she
delayed to glower resentment at them, determined to make it
clear she was not being chased off her own doorstep.
"I seem to have left my gun inside," she said.
"I usually carry it for pests."
Pol's gaunt face went serious then, quite, quite
sober.
"Good evening, Meth-maren," he said.
She opened the door and went in, into the safe light,
among her own kin.
iii
There was the drone of an engine toward dawn. Aircraft
taking off, Raen thought, turning in her bed and burrowing
into the pillows. The talk down in the dining hall had gone
on and on, sometimes loudly enough to be heard outside the
doors, generally not. The gathering in the hall outside had
drifted off at last toward duties or pleasures: there was a
certain lack of law in the House, younger men and lesser
elders piqued by their exclusion, seeking to make clear
their displeasure. A few became drunk. A few turned to
bizarre amusements, and the azi maid who had bedded herself
down in Raen's room had fled here in panic.
Lia had taken her in, Lia her own azi, a female nearing
her fatal fortieth year. Raen blinked and looked at Lia,
who had fallen asleep in a chair by the door, while the
fugitive maid had curled up on a pallet in the corner . . .
dear old Lia was upset by the commotion in the House, and
had surely taken that uncomfortable post out of worry for
her security.
Love. That was Lia, whose ample arms had sheltered her
all her fifteen years. Her mother was authority, was
beauty, was affection and safety, but Lia was love,
lab-bred for motherhood, sterile though azi were.
And she could not slip past such a guard. She tried to
rise and dress in silence enough, but Lia wakened and began
to fuss over her, choosing her clothes with care, wakening
the sleeping maid to draw a bath and make the bed,
supervising every detail. Raen bore this, for impatient as
she was to learn how things stood downstairs, she had
infinite patience with Lia, who could be hurt by refusal.
Lia was thirty-nine. There remained only this last year,
before whatever defect was bred into her, killed her. Raen
knew this with great regret, though she was not sure that
Lia knew her own age. She would on no account make a day of
Lia's life unhappy; and on no account would she let Lia
know the reason of her attitude.
It's part of growing up, her mother had
told her. The price of Immortality. Azi and betas come
and go, the azi quickest of all. We all love them when
we're young. When one loses one's nurse, one begins
to learn what we are, and what they are; and that's a
valuable lesson, Raen. Learn to enjoy, and to say
goodbye.
Lia offered her the cloak of Colour, and she decided it
was proper to wear it; she fastened it and let Lia adjust
it, then walked to the window, where the first light of
dawn showed the landing.
One aircraft still remained. It was not over.
She went out into the corridor and down, past the
council room where a few of her elder cousins and relations
lounged disconsolately. They were not in the mood to brief
a fifteen year old, be she heir-line or not; she sensed
that and listened, heard voices still talking inside.
She shook her head in disgust and walked on, thinking of
breakfast, though she rarely ate that meal. Lessons, at
least, were still suspended, but she would have traded a
week of holidays to have Ruff and their friends out of
Sal's vicinity. She recalled the three Halds and
wondered whether they were still occupying the porch.
They were not. She stood on the porch with her hands on
her hips and breathed deeply. The area was clear and the
azi were heading out to fields as they did every morning. A
golden light touched the candletrees and the hedges at this
most beautiful hour, before alpha Hydri showed its true
face and scorched the heavens.
There was only the single aircraft befouling the
landscape.
And then she saw movement at the corner of the
house.
An azi, sunsuited at this hour.
"What are you doing there?" she shouted at
him. And then she saw shadows skittering in a living wave
across the lawn, tall, stiltlike forms moving with
eye-blurring speed.
She whirled, face to face with an armed azi, and cried
out.
BOOK TWO
i
Raen stumbled, skidded, came to a halt against a
projecting rock. Pain shot through her side. The cloth
clung there. The bum had broken open; moisture soaked her
clothing. She felt of it and brought away reddened fingers,
wiped a smear on the rock which had stopped her, fingers
trembling. She kept climbing.
She looked back from time to time, on the lowlands, the
forest, the lake, on all the deceptive peace of
Kethiuy's valley, while her breath came short and
balance nigh failed her on the rocks. They were all dead
down there, all her kin: all, all dead-Ruil-sept held
Kethiuy for its own, and Sul-sept bodies were everywhere.
Only her own was missing from the tally, and that from no
act of wit, nothing of credit: burned, she had fallen, and
the bushes by the porch had sheltered her.
They were all dead, and she was dying.
There was no relief from the sun up here; it burned in a
sky white with heat, blistered exposed skin, threatened
blindness despite her cloak that she had wrapped about her
face. Stones burned her hands and heated the thin soles of
her boots. Her eyes streamed tears, seared by the dryness
and the glare. Her chance for shelter was long past, at the
beginning of the climb. If Ruil sought her, they would find
her. She left a trail for any groundsearch they might care
to make, smeared on the rocks from her hands and her side.
And from the air, Ruil might well manage heat-sensors for
night tracking. There was no hope of shaking them if they
wanted her.
She kept running, climbing, all the same, because there
was no going back, because it was less her Ruil cousins she
feared than red-hive, the living wave that had poured over
her into Kethiuy, spurred feet trampling her among the
bushes, deadly jaws clashing. There were deaths and deaths,
and she had seen them in plenty in recent hours, but those
dealt by majat were cruellest, and majat trackers were
those she most feared, swift beyond any hope of escape.
A second fall; this time she sprawled full length, and
from this impact she was slow in rising. Her hands shook
now as in ague, and there was skin gone from her palms and
her knees and elbows, cloth torn. Thirst and the blinding
heat of the rocks were more painful than the abrasions, but
even those miseries were devoured by the pain that stitched
her side. She drew breath with difficulty, reaching for
support to hold her on her feet.
She was running again. She could not remember how, but
she faced a climb, and her mind was forced to work again.
She used hands as well as feet, and managed it, slowly,
tottering on the brink, slipping, gaining another
body's length. There had been other refuges, the woods,
the road toward the City. She had chosen wrong. Her mother,
her uncles-they would have done otherwise, would have tried
for the City. She had made a panic choice, the hills,
hide-and-seek in the rocks, the high places, hard ground
for their vehicles. But most of all the hills were
blue-hive territory, old neighbours. Red-hive would not
readily venture their borders, not for all
Ruil's urging.
Panic choice. There was no help up here, nothing human,
no way down, no way back. She knew what she had done to
herself, and the tears that ran down her face were of rage
as well as the heat.
There was another gap in her memory, and then a bald
hill swam in her sight. Here was the boundary, the
point-pas-which-not for any human. Majat trails ran through
the gap, converging here. Raen caught her breath and felt
her way along the rocks and down, into the shadows, set her
feet on that well-worn track and looked about her, at
tilted, tumbled rocks, flinching from the white sky.
Here was the refuge. No one would come here rashly; no
one would likely take the trouble and the risk. It was a
private place, for the private business of dying, and she
knew it finally, that dying was what she had left to do.
She had only to sit down and rest a while, while the blood
kept leaking from her side and the sun baked her brain. Of
pain there could be no more to endure. It had reached the
top of the curve, and lessened even from standing still;
there was only the need to wait. Her mother, eldest, her
kinsmen and her azi . . . there was no grieving for them:
their pain was done. Hers was not.
Balance failed her. She moved to save herself, fearing
the fall, and that move led to the next step and the next.
Her vision went out for a moment, and panic and failing
balance drove her stumbling and reaching for the rocks
which she remembered ahead. She hit them hip-high, braced
herself, recovered a blurred vision of daylight and kept
moving downhill. It was a little death, that dark, that
blindness; the real one was coming, deeper and larger, and
already the heat of the sun seemed less. She fled it,
fighting each dark space that sent her staggering and
reeling from point to point.
Thorns ripped her arm and her clothing. She recoiled and
fought past the edge of the obstacle, blinked her eyes
clear. She knew the meaning of the hedge, knew that here
was the place she must stop, must. Her frightened body kept
moving with its own logic, heedless of dangers; her mind
observed from a distance, carried along helplessly,
confused . . . and suddenly, in grim rage, found a
focus.
The pact of Family had failed; it was murdered, with her
mother, Grandfather, her kin . . . slaughtered by Ruil and
Hald.
There was an older Pact, that which was grafted into the
very flesh of her wounded hand, chitinous and part of her,
living jewels.
She was Kontrin, of the Family which ruled the Hydri
stars, which hid won of majat the rights of settlement and
trade, the serpent-emblemed Family, which lived where other
humans would not; she was Meth-maren, hive-friend.
A great many fears diminished in her. There was a place
to go, a thing to do, a means to make Ruil suffer.
Her mother smiled grimly in her mind, encouraging her:
Revenge is next only to winning. Razes mouth set
in a rictus between gasp and grin, seeking air, a little
more life, and someone else's death.
The blacknesses came more frequently now, and she hurled
herself from rock to rock, tumbling from one winding turn
to the next, fending off thorns with her chitin-shielded
right hand . . . majat barriers, these ancient hedges.
"I'm from Kethiuy!" she shouted at the
greyness which hazed her senses, the cold that numbed the
pain and threatened her with losing. "Blue-hive!
I'm Raen Meth-maren! Kethiuy!"
The black edges closed on her sight.
She thrust herself toward the next hedge, and heard
rocks shift and rattle above her, stones which she had not
stirred.
They were all about her, tall leathery shapes, hazy
shadows, shimmering with jewels in the blinding sun.
"Go back," one said, a baritone harmony of
pipes. "Go back!"
She saw the dark opening in the earth, and held her
bleeding side, flinging herself into a last, frantic
effort. She could not feel her legs under her. There was no
more heat nor cold, nor up nor down nor color. Her body hit
stone. Her wounded hand slicked wetly across it and the
gray itself went out.
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Workers tugged and arranged to satisfaction, careful not
to further damage the fragile structure, delicate as new
eggs. Worker palps busily gnawed away the ruined clothing,
laved off the foul outsider smells and cleaned the spilled
life fluids from body and limbs. Warriors still milled
about the vestibule, disturbed by the invasion, seeking
directions. Confusion reigned throughout the sector.
A Worker took the essence of the problem and circled its
companions, squealed a short burst of orders to clear the
traffic away, and scurried off. Worker was already in
contact with Mother, after that subliminal fashion which
pervaded the hive, but that kind of communication was not
sufficient for details. There was need of direct
report.
Other Workers delayed it briefly, chance encounters in
the dark corridors. Human-in-hive, they scented,
among other things of life-fluids and injury. Alarm spread.
Warriors would be moving; Workers would be throwing up
barricades, sealing tunnels. Worker kept travelling,
original and most accurate carrier, and obsessed with
urgency. Its personal alarm was chiefly distress for the
untidiness, a vague sense of higher things out of control
and therefore threatening the whole hive: chaos was already
loosed and worse might follow.
Dim glow of fungi and the sweet scent of Mother pervaded
the inmost balls, near the Chamber. Worker passed others,
Egg-bearers-touched, smelled, conveyed the alarm which sent
them hastening away. A Warrior shouldered past, bluff and
hasty, returning from its own inquiry. Its message was of
sense to Warriors. Worker rejected it, although it bore
upon its own, and scurried on, forelimbs tucked, into the
Presence.
Mother sat in a heaving mass of Drones and attendants.
The smell was magnetic, delirious. Worker came to Her in
ecstasy, opened its palps and offered taste and scent,
receiving in tom.
Mother thought. The shifts of chemistry swirled
dazzlingly through worker's senses. She spoke at the
same time, sound which occasionally ascended to the timbre
of human names. Communication wove constantly between the
two levels, intricate interplay of sound and taste.
Heal it, the decision came, complex with the
chemicals necessary to the performance of this task.
Feed it. This is of Kethiuy hive, the young queen Raen.
Workers of blue-hive have encountered her before. l taste
injury, abundant lifefluids. Warriors report red-hive
intrusion in the Kethiuy area. Accept this
intruder.
Queen. The scent touched off reactions in the
chemistry of Worker, terrifying changes-communicated also
to the Drones, who shifted uneasily and sought touch. The
hive mind was one. Worker was one complex unit of it.
Mother was a master-unit, the key, which made sense of all
the gatherings. Others moved closer, compelled by the
intimation of understandings, workers and Drones and
Foragers and warriors, each sharing this intelligence and
feeding into it in its own way.
Kethiuy. That was a Drone, who Remembered,
which was a function of Drones. Images followed, of the
land before and after the human hive called Kethiuy had
been built . . . domes, one at first, and then others, and
trees growing up among them. Blue-hive's memory was as
long as its members were brief: a billion years the
memories went back, and the specific memory of Kethiuy saw
the hills rise and the lake form and drain several times,
and form again. Drone-memory extended even back into hives
older than Kethiuy's hills, into days of dimmer and
dimmer intelligence; but these memories were not at issue:
humans were brief upon the earth, only the last several
hundreds of years. The hive sorted, comprehended, knew
Sul-sept of Meth-maren hive and all its issue, its bitter
rivalry with Ruil and Ruil's allies. Human thought:
intelligence served by peculiar senses, a few more than the
hives possessed, a few less, and contained by single
bodies. The concept still troubled the hive, the idea that
individual death could extinguish an intelligence. it was
still only dimly grasped. Mother in particular put it
forward, the impending death of an irreplaceable
intelligence.
Queen, worker insisted, perturbed.
Dying, another Worker added, with an implication
of untidiness.
No rival, Mother reassured the hive, but
distress persisted strongly in her taste, permeating all
consciousness. We perceive that red-hive is massing in
the vicinity of Kethiuy; golds are stirring; and now there
is a human injured, perhaps others as well. We have not
enough information. Red-hive is involved where red-hive
does not belong. Red-hive has a taste of hostilities, of
strange contacts, human contacts. The Pact is at issue.
Feed Kethiuy's young queen. Heal her. She is no threat
to me. She is important to the hive. She contains
information. She is an intelligence and contains memory.
Tend. Heal.
Worker departed, one part of the Mind, bent on action.
Others raced off on their own missions, impelled by their
own understandings of what Mother had said, reactions
peculiar to their own chemistries and functions.
Then the Mind did a very difficult thing, and lied to
itself.
Mother directed certain three Warriors, who rushed from
the Chamber and from the hive and out into the heat of the
day. Beyond the thorn-hedges, beyond the safe boundary of
the hills, they stopped, and began purposely to alter their
internal chemistry, breaking down all the orderly complex
of their knowledge, past and present.
The hive lost them, for they were then mad.
They died, wandering inevitably into red-hive ambush in
the valley, and red-hive could only believe the lie which
it read in the chemistry of the slaughtered blues, that
blue-hive had tasted the death of the young queen of
Kethiuy hive, that no such survivor existed.
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"What is this?" Lian mutter, looking about him
at the Council, the many-Coloured representatives who
settled into place beneath the serpent emblem of the
Kontrin. Suddenly there were new faces, new arrangements of
seating. His blurred vision sought friends, sought old
allies. The eldest Hald was gone; a younger man sat in his
place. There was of the blue of Meth-maren . . . the
black-bordered cloak of a Ruil; of several of the oldest
septs and Houses . . . no sign, or younger strangers
wearing their Colours. Lian, Eldest of the Family and first
in Council, looked about him, hands trembling; and, having
almost risen-he sank down again.
He began to count, and took reckoning what manner of
change had come on the Family in these chaotic days. Some
of the House eldests looked at him across the room, glances
carrying question and appeal: he had always opened the
sessions . . . seven hundred years in the Council of Humans
on Cerdin, the assembly of the twenty-seven Houses of the
Family.
"Uncle," said Terent of Welz-Kaen.
"Eldest?"
Lian turned his face away, hating the cowardice which
must now be the better part of common dense. Assassins had
been planted. A purge had been carried out with extreme
efficiency, not at one point, but at many. One had no idea
where matters stood now, or what the count of votes would
be on a challenge. There was something. new shaped or
shaping, dangerous to all who stood too tall in the Family.
One did well now to wait and hear others'
decisions.
Lian felt his age, an incredible weight on him, memory
which confused one with too many alternatives, too much of
wisdom, experience heaped on experience, which always
counselled . . . wait and learn.
"Eldest!" the Malind elder called aloud, dared
rise from her seat, marking herself among dissenters.
"You will open the session?"
The whole hall was waiting. He declined with a gesture,
hand trembling uncontrollably. There was a sudden murmur of
surmise in the hall, dismay from many. He looked last on
Moth, aged Moth, seeming older than he in her face and her
brittle movements, but she was half a century younger. Her
pale eyes met his, shrouded in wrinkles.
She bowed her head, having taken count as well as he;
her hands occupied themselves with some minute adjustment
in the trim of her robes.
Of those who had come first into the Reach, first humans
among majat, there had been few survivors. Even immortality
did not stand well against ambition.
This morning, in Council, there were fewer survivors
still; and new powers had risen, who had waited a century
in patience.
The new Held rose, bowed ironically, and began to speak,
setting forth the changes that were already made.
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Raen lived.
She discovered this fact slowly, in great pain, and on
the verge of madness.
That she was Meth-maren, and therefore no stranger to
majat at close quarters . . . this saved her sanity. She
was naked. She was blind, in absolute darkness, and
disoriented She suffered the constant touches of the
Workers the length of her body, wetness which worked
ceaselessly on her raw wounds, and over all her skin and
hair; an endless trickle of moisture and food was delivered
from their mandibles to her mouth. Their bodies shifted
above and about her, invisible in the dark, with touch of
bristles and grip of chelae or mandibles. They hovered,
never stepping on her, and their ceaseless humming numbed
her ears as the dark numbed her eyes.
She was within the hive. No Kontrin had ever gone within
a hive, not since the first days. The Pact forbade. But the
blues, the peaceful blues, so long Kethiuy's good
neighbours-had not cast her out. Tears squeezed from her
eyes. A Worker sipped them instantly, caressing her face
with feather-touches of its palps. She moved, and the
humming at once grew louder, ominous. They would not permit
her to stir. Raw touches on her wounds were constant. She
flinched and cried out in agony, and they hovered yet
closer, never putting full weight on her, but hindering
each movement. The struggle, the needed co-ordination, grew
too much. She hurt, and surrendered to it, finding a
constant level for the pain, which finally merged with the
sound and the sense of touch. There was neither past nor
future; grief and fear were swallowed up in the moment,
which stretched endlessly, circular.
She was aware of Mother. There was a Presence within the
hive which sent Workers scurrying on this mission and that,
to touch her and depart again in haste. In her delirium she
imagined that she sensed the touches of this mind, that she
was aware of things unseen, the movements in countless
blind passages, the logic of the hive. She was cared for.
The dark was endless, the touches at her body ceaseless,
the sound only slowly varying, which was like deafness, and
the touches became numbness. It was, for a long time, too
difficult to think and too hard to struggle.
But from the latest sleep she wakened with a sense of
desperation.
"Worker," she said into the numbing sound, on
a delicate balance of returning strength and diminishing
sanity. "Help. Help me." Her voice was unused,
her ears so long assaulted by majat-song that human words
sounded alien in her hearing. "Worker. tell Mother
that I want to speak with her. Take me to her.
Now."
"No," said the Worker. It sucked up more air
and expelled it through chambers, creating the illusion, if
not the intonations of human voice. Other sound fell away,
Workers pausing to listen. Worker harmonised with itself as
it spoke, the chambers all working in intricate
combination. "Unnecessary. Mother knows your
condition, knows all necessary things."
"Mother doesn't know what I intend."
"Tell. Tell this-unit"
"Revenge."
Palps swept her face, her mouth, her body, picking up
scent. Worker could not comprehend. Majat individually had
their limits. A Worker was not the proper channel for an
emotional message and Raen knew it, manipulated the Worker
with confusion. She had been cautioned against it from
infancy, Workers going in and out of the labs, near at
hand: never play games with them. Again and again
she had beard the dangers of disoriented majat. It might
call Warriors.
It drew back abruptly: she suddenly missed that
particular touch. Others filled the gap, constantly feeling
at limbs and body.
"It's gone for Mother?"
"Yes," one said. "Mother."
She stared at the blind dark, hard-breathing, euphoric
with her success. She moved her hand with difficulty past
the hindering limbs and palps of Workers, felt of her
wounds, which were slick with jelly . . . tested her
strength, moving her limbs.
"Are there," she asked, "azi within
call?"
"Mother must call azi."
"I shall stand," she declared, rationally,
firmly, and began to do so.
Workers assisted. Palps and chelae caressed her naked
limbs and urged her, perhaps sensing new steadiness,
conscious direction of her movements. Leathery bodies,
Chitin-studded, pushed at her. She trusted them, despite
the possibility of pain. Their knowledge of balance and
leverage was instinctive, none truer. With their support
she stood, dizzied, and felt about her in the featureless
dark. The floor of the chamber was uneven. Up and down
seemed confused in the blackness. Her ears were still
numbed by their voices; bet hands met jointed palps and the
hard spines of chelae. The Workers moved with her, never
overbalancing her, supporting her with unfailing delicacy
as she sought a few steps.
"Take me to Mother," she said.
The song grew harsh and ominous.
"Queen-threat," one translated. Others took up
the words.
They feared for Mother. That was understandable: she was
female, and of females, the hive held only one. They
continued to groom her, wishing to feed her, to placate
her. She turned from their offerings, distressing them
further. She was in pain and her legs trembled under her.
The burn on her side had opened in the exertion of rising.
They tended this, keeping it moist, and she could not fend
them from it. The touches on raw flesh were familiar agony.
She had time to reckon what might come of an intruding
female, that there would be no welcome: she refused to
think it. Mother must control all that happened here.
Mother had tolerated her this far.
Then Worker must have returned; she reckoned so from the
commotion that had broken out in the direction of the
principal draft. "Bring," a voice fluted, human
language, of courtesy. "Mother permits."
Raen went toward the voice, guided by delicate touches
of bristling forelimbs, feeling to one side and the other
in the blackness, following the currents of moving air. The
tunnels were wide and high . . . must be, to afford passage
to the tall Warriors. And once, when the right-hand wall
vanished suddenly at a steep climb, she fell, in great
pain, her body abraded by the hard earth. Workers chittered
alarm and lifted her at once, steadied her more carefully
as she climbed. The air began to be close and warm. Sweat
ran on her bare skin, and distressed the Workers, who tried
frantically both to walk and to remove the untidy
moisture.
The tunnel seemed all at once defined, the first light
her unused eyes had perceived in uncounted days. It was the
only proof she had had that she was not blind, and yet it
was so very faint she doubted that she perceived it at all
. . . circle patterns, oblong and irregular patterns. She
realised with a surge of joy that she was seeing, realised
the shapes for apertures, opening onto a faint greenish
phosphorescence, in which majat shadows stalked, bipedal,
deceptively human in some poses, like men in ornate armour.
Raen hastened, misjudged, almost lost her senses in the
warmth and closeness of this place. She gained her balance
again, aided and supported into the Presence.
She filled the Chamber. Raen hung in the grip of the
Workers, awed by the sight of Her, whose presence dominated
the hive, whose mind was the centre of the Mind. She was
the one, if there was any single individual in the hive,
with whom they of Kethiuy had so long dealt . . . the
legends of all her childhood, living and surrounded by the
seething mass of Her Drones, a scene of fever-dreams, males
glittering with the chitinous wealth of the hive.
Air stirred audibly, intaken.
"You are so small," Mother said. Raen
flinched, for the timbre of it made the very walls quiver,
and vibrated in Race's bones.
"You are beautiful," Raen answered, and felt
it. Tears started from her eyes . . . awe, and pain at
once.
It pleased Mother. The auditory palps swept forward,
Mother inclined Her great head and sought touch. The chelae
drew her close. Mother tasted her team with a brush, of the
palps.
"Salt," said Mother,
"You are healed."
"I will be, soon."
The huge head rotated a few degrees on its circular
jointing. "Scouts report Kethiuy closed to them. This
has never happened since the hills have stood. We have
killed a red-hive Worker on Kethiuy's borders. Young
queen, majat Workers do not enter an area until Warriors
have secured it. We tasted it in traces of greens, of
golds, recent in red-hive memory. Of humans. Of life
fluids. Greens deal with golds and avoid us. Why?"
Raen shook her head, terrified. Her mind began to
function in human terms. Majat were still in the valley,
when the Pact dictated restrictions. Red-hive. Ruil's
allies. The whole Family might have risen against Ruil; it
had not; it had agreed, and red-hive remained. She forgot
the other questions, ignored logic. Reason could not be on
her side. "I'll take Kethiuy back again," she
said, knowing that it was mad. "I'll get it
back."
"Revenge," Mother said.
"Yes. Revenge. Yes."
More air sighed into Mother's reservoirs.
"Since before humans were known, blue-hive has held
this hill. Humans came, We majat killed the first. Then we
understood. We under. stood stars and machines and humans.
One Family at last we permitted, all, all, red-hive, blue,
green, gold . . . one human ship to come among us, one
human hive. One ship, which brought the eggs of other
humans. We were deceived so. Yet we accepted this. We
permit Kontrin-hive to trade and breed and build, instead
of all other humans. We permit Kontrin. hive to keep order,
and to keep all other humans out. So we have grown, majat
hives and Kontrin. We have gained metals, and azi, and
consciousness of things invisible; we have enlarged our
hives and sent out new queens beneath other suns. Azi work
for us with their human eyes and their human hands, and
trade gives us food, much food. We can support more numbers
than was so in many cycles. We have ridden Kontrin ships to
Meron and to Andra and Kalind and Istra, making new
extensions of the Mind. We have been pleased in this
exchange. We have gained awareness far surpassing times
before humans. Your hives have multiplied and prospered,
and increased nourishment for ours. But suddenly you
fragment yourselves, and now you fragment us. Suddenly
there is division. Suddenly there is nest-war among humans;
this has been before: we have seen. But now there is
nest-war threatened among majat as it has not been since
times before humans. We are confused. We reach out to
gather the Mind and we have grown too wide; the worlds are
too far and the ships are too slow to help us. We do not
gain synthesis. We failed to foresee, and now we are blind.
Aid me, Kethiuy-hive. Why are these things happening? What
will happen now?"
Drones sang, and moved, a tide of life about Mother. The
Drone voices shrilled, much of the song too high for human
ears; sound drowned words, drowned thought, grated through
bone.
"Mother!" Raen cried. "I don't know.
I don't know. But whatever is going on in the Family,
we can stop them, blue-hive could stop them!"
Air sighed. Mother heaved Herself lower, and breathed a
bass note that made silence. "Kethiuy-queen,
Kethiuy-queen-is it possible that our two species have
overbred? What is the proper density of your population,
young queen? Have you reached some critical level, which
humans did not foresee? Or perhaps the equation for both
our species is altered by some complex factors of our
association. This should not have happened yet. We reach
for synthesis and do not obtain it. Where is human
synthesis? Have you the answer?"
"No." Raen shivered in the battering sound of
Mother's voice, conscious of her own inexperience . . .
of that of all men with majat. She reached in the utmost
irreverence and touched the scent-patches below the
compound eyes, imprinting herself as her kinsman would do
with majat Workers, establishing friendship. Mother
suffered this without anger, though the jaws might have
closed at any instant, though the Drones were disturbed and
disturbance ran through all the others. "Mother,
Mother, listen to me. Kethiuy was blue-hive's friend,
we always were, and I need help. They've
killed-everyone. Everyone but me. They think they've
won. Ruil-sept has brought red-hive in with them. And do
you think that Ruil will ever send them away again, or even
that they know how? No, they're not going away. Ever.
Red-hive will always be in Kethiuy, in spur valley, and the
Family isn't going to stop them or they would have done
something by now."
"This seems an accurate estimation."
"I can take it back. If blue-hive helped me, I
could take it back again."
Mother lifted up Her head, mandibles clashing. While She
considered, She brought half a dozen new lives into the
world. Workers snatched these up and carried them away.
Drones groomed Her, uttering soft, distressed pipings, that
shrilled away into higher ranges.
"It is very dangerous;" Mother said.
"Intervention violates the Pact. It adds confusions.
And you have no translation computers. Without precise
instruction, Warriors and humans cannot
co-operate."
"I can show them. They can work that way.
I can guide them. Some know Kethiuy, don't they?
They've been there. And the others can follow
them."
Mother hesitated. Again the head rotated slightly.
"You are tight, young queen, but I suspect you are
right for the wrong reasons. All, all Warriors know
Kethiuy. We do not fully understand how your thoughts
proceed. But you can serve as nexus. Yes. Possible. Great
risk, but possible."
"I can't yet. A few days, a few days, and then
I'll be able to try. I'll need a gun, azi,
Warriors. Then we can take Kethiuy back. Kethiuy's azi
will join the fight when they have orders. Revenge, Mother!
And blue-hive can come and go is Kethiuy when they
please."
There was again long thought. Air sucked in, gusted out,
sucked in again, and the songs of the attendants rose and
fell, "I breed Warriors," She said. "This
aspect of the hive is needful in these circumstances."
While She spoke, She produced several eggs more. "I
cannot breed azi. The azi will be irrevocable losses. There
can be only one attempt on Kethiuy. Blue-hive has deceived
red-hive concerning your presence here. Your death was
reported. Warriors went out unMinded in this cause. But
Warriors who go with you into Kethiuy cannot go unMinded;
they could not then remember their mission or focus
properly. There are reds full-circle of Kethiuy. Once you
meet them and once blue-hive Warriors have fallen, you
cannot retreat here. Taste will betray your existence here
to red-hive and they will come here very quickly, for we
have admitted a human to the inner hive, and there is
strong sentiment against this practice. Therefore we will
be fighting both here and there, which will require all our
Warriors engaged at once. If we lose many Warriors in this
action, we will face further attack from red-hive and
others without sufficient time for new to hatch. Tell me,
Kethiuy. queen, is this the best action? Perhaps you could
find Drones and re-establish elsewhere with better
prospect. You could produce Warriors of your own, young
queen. You could buy azi. You could make a new
hive."
Raen looked up into the great moiré-patterned
eyes, in which she existed only as a pattern of warmth.
"Red-hive is breeding Warriors too, won't that be
so? If they've been expecting to attack Kethiuy, then
they'll have been breeding toward it for a long time.
Years. What when they come farther than they have? You need
Kethiuy in Sul-sept control. If you wait . . . if you wait,
you won't have time to breed enough Warriors, and
red-hive-" She caught her breath, for she suddenly
sensed what key to use, the essentially honest character of
the blues. "Red-hive killed humans, killed
Meth-marens, against the Pact. Ruil may have led them to
it, but red-hive did it, they chose to do it. Do you want
them for neighbours forever, Mother? And your Warriors-do
they know the ways into Kethiuy that they can't see? I
do. I can get them inside, now. I can get Warriors inside.
It doesn't matter how many reds are guarding the doors
if blues once get in. And I know I can get you that
far."
There was silence.
"Yes," Mother said finally.
"Yes."
A haze flooded over Raen's eyes, blurring greenish
radiance and majat shadows, and the glitter of the Drones.
She thought that she would fall, and she must not, must not
show weakness before Mother, throwing all she had won in
doubt. She touched the chelae, drew back, not knowing what
rituals the majat observed with Her. None hindered her
going. None seemed offended. She sought the tunnel out of
the Chamber. The fungus-glow was like the retinal memory of
light, and in this direction lay the dark, circles, holes
in the light, into which she entered, losing suddenly all
use of her eyes. The air hummed with Worker songs, the
deeper songs of Warriors and the high voices of the Drones.
She met bristly touches in the dark.
Workers swarmed and circled her, guided, caressed,
sought her lips, to know' her mind, though human
chemistry was chaos to them. Perhaps the scent of Mother
lingered. She did not flinch, but touched them in turn,
delirious with triumph. They were the substance of her
dreams and her nightmares, the majat, the power
under-earth, native here where men were newcomers. She had
touched the Mother who had lived under the hill since
before she was born, and Mother had permitted it. She was
Kontrin, of the Family, and the pattern grafted to her
right hand was the power of the hives, which Kethiuy had
always understood, more than all others of the
Family-hive-friends. She laughed, bewildering the Workers,
even while her senses began to fail.
v
Chairs moved; the group settled. A female azi,
engineered for functions which had nothing to do with
household labour, passed round the long table setting out
drinks and beaming dutifully at each.
Eron Thel patted her leg, whispered a dismissal-she was
his, as was the summer house in the Altrin highlands-and
ignored her familiar charms as she left, although more than
one of the men regarded her retreat. He was pleased by
this, pleased by the obvious attention of the others to
their surroundings. The objects which decorated the meeting
room were unique, gathered from worlds even outside the
Reach, and met with gratifying admiration . . . nothing of
awe; the envy of kinsmen in the Family was difficult to
rouse, but they looked, and approved.
Awe: that was for what entered the room now, the majat
Warrior who took up guard by the door. That was power. Yls
Ren-barant, Del Hald, certain others . . . they were
accustomed to the near presence of majat; so was Tel a
Ruil, well accustomed-but familiarity did not remove the
dread of such a creature, the sense that with it,
invisible, were count less others, the awareness of the
hive.
"Are you sure of the majat?" the Hold asked.
"It remembers, even if it can't
understand."
"It carries messages only to its hive," Eron
said, "and its hive has some necessary part in this
meeting, cousin, a very central part, as it happens."
He beckoned to it, gave a low whistle, and it came, sank
down beside the table, towering among them, incapable of
the chairs. It was a living recorder; it received messages;
it contained one. "Red-hive," Eron explained,
"is standing guard at a number of critical posts, on
these grounds and elsewhere. Incorruptible guards. Far
better than ordinary security. Their desires are . . . not
in rivalry with ours. Quite the contrary." He opened
the plastic-bound agenda before him, and the others
anxiously did the same, They were a mixed group, his own
comrades, and soma of the older representatives, selected
ones . . . thankful to have been exempted from the general
purge . . . grateful-Eron laughed inwardly, while gazing
solemnly at the page before him-to have been admitted to
this private meeting, the place of power where Council
decisions were to be prearranged. He folded both hands on
the agenda, smiled and leaned forward with a confidential
warmth: it was a skill of his, to persuade. He practised it
consciously, foreknowing agreement. He was handsome, with
the inbred good looks of all the Kontrin; he looked thirty:
the real answer was two centuries above that, and that was
true of most present, save a few of the Halds. He had
grace, a matter most Kontrin neglected, content with power;
he knew the use of it, and by it moved others. He was
spokesman for the inner circle, for Hald and Ren-barant and
Ruil Meth-maren. He meant to be more than that.
"Item one: widening the access permitted by the
Pact. There has been too severe a restriction between
ourselves and the hives." He reached, horrifying some
of the older representatives, and laid a hand on the
Warrior's thorax. It suffered this placidly, in waiting
pose. "We have learned things earlier generations
didn't know. The old restrictions have served their
purpose. They were protective; they prevented
misunderstandings. But-both majat and humans have adjusted
to close contact. New realities are upon us. New
co-operations are possible. Red-hive in particular has been
responsive to this feeling. They are interested in much
closer co-operation. So are golds, through their
medium."
"Azi." The deep baritone harmonies of the
Warrior vibrated even through the table surface. The elder
faces at the end of the table were stark with dread. Eron
watched them and not the Warrior, reckoning their every
reaction. "We widen the hives," the Warrior said
"We protect human hives, for payment in goods. We need
more fields, irrigation, more food, more azi. You can give
these things. Red-hive and Kontrin-" More air hissed
into the chambers. "-are compatible. We group
now without the translation computers. We have found
understanding, identification, synthesis. We taste
. . mutual desire."
That was awe. Eton saw it and smiled, a grim,
taut smile, that melted into a friendlier one. "The
power of the hives. Kontrin power, cousins. Human space
shuts us out. Kontrin policy has limited our
growth, limited our numbers, limited beta generation
growth, limited the breeding of their azi. Colonised worlds
throughout the Reach are fixed at the level of population
reached four centuries ago, Our whole philosophy has been
containment within the Reach. We have all
acquiesced in a situation which was arranged for us . . .
in the theory that humans and majat can't co-operate.
But we can. We don't have to exist within these limits.
We don't have to go on living under these restrictions.
Item number one in the program before you is essential:
widening access permitted by the Pact Your affirmative vote
is vastly important. Majat will be willing to assist us on
more than the Worker level. We already have Warriors
accessible to our direction, at this moment; and possibly,
possibly, my dear cousins-Drones. The key to the biologic
computer that is the hive. That kind of
co-operation, humans working directly with what has made
the hives unaided by machines . . . capable of the most
complex order of operations. That kind of power,
joined to our own: majat holistic comprehension, joined to
human senses, human imagination, human insights. A new
order. We aren't talking now about remaining bound by
old limits. We don't have to settle for
containment any longer."
No one moved. Eyes were fixed on him, naked, full of
speculations.
No, more than speculation: it was fact; they had made it
fact. This, here, in this room, was the reality of the
Council Decisions were being shaped here, and no one
objected-no one, staring into the glittering eyes of the
red Warrior-objected. At this end of the long table, in the
hands of the Thels, the Meth-marens, the Ren-barants and
the Halds . . . rested authority; and the others would go
into the Council hall and vote as they were told, fearing
for themselves what had been wrought elsewhere.
And perhaps . . . perhaps conceiving ambitions of their
own. The old order had been stagnant, centuries without
change; change confronted them. Possibilities
confronted them. Some would want a share of that.
"Second item," Eton said, not needing to look
down. "A proposal for expansion of the azi breeding
programs. The farms on Istra . . . have applied for
expansion of their industry, repeatedly denied under the
old regime. The proposal before Council grants that license
. . . with compensations for past denials. The facilities
on Istra and elsewhere can be quadrupled, an eighteen-year
program of expansion easily correlated with the majat's
eighteen-year cycle of increase. The hives can be paid . .
. in azi; and the population of the Reach can be
readjusted.
"Third item, cousins: authorisation to beta
governments for a ten percent increase in birth permits.
The supervisory levels of industry and agriculture must
increase in proportion to other increases.
"Fourth: licensing of Kontrin births pegged to the
same ten percent. There has already been attrition; there
may be more.
"Fifth: formal dissolution of certain septs and
allotment of their Colours and privileges to other septs
within those Houses. This merely regularises certain
changes already made."
There was laughter from the left side of the room,
against the wall, where some of the younger generation sat.
Eton looked, as many did. It was Pol Hald who extended big
long legs and smirked to himself, ignoring his
great-uncle's scowl.
"Questions?" Eton asked, trying to recapture
the attention of those at the table.
"Debate?"
There was none offered.
"We trust," Tel a Ruil said, "in your
votes. Votes will be remembered."
Meth-maren arrogance. Eton scanned faces for reactions,
as vexed in Ruil's bald threat as he had been in
Pol's mistimed laughter. The elders took both in
silence.
Glass smashed, rattled across the tiled floor. Eron
looked rage at Pol Hald, who was poised in the careful act,
hand open, his drink streamered across the floor. Eron
started to his feet, thought better of it, and was grateful
for the timely band of Yls Ren-barant, urging him
otherwise; and for Del Hald, who heaved his own bulk about
from the table to rebuke his grandnephew.
Meth-marens and Raids: that hate was old and deep, and
lately aggravated. Pol's act was that of a clown, a
mime, pricking at Family pomposities, more actor than the
azi-performers. The poised hand flourished a retraction,
buried itself beneath a folded arm. Sorry, the
lips shaped, elaborate mockery.
Tel a Ruil was hard-breathing, face flushed. Ren-barant
calmed him too, a slight touch, a warning. Tand Hald and
Pol's cousin Mom both looked aside, embarrassed and
wishing to disassociate themselves. Eron scanned the lot of
them, smiled in his best manner, leaned back. Tel a Ruil
relaxed with a similar effort. The small knot of oldest
Houses at the end of the table was a skittish group, apt to
bolt; those faces did not relax.
Eron relaxed entirely, and kept smiling, all cordiality.
"We've begun a smooth transition. That has its
difficulties, to be sere, but the advantages of keeping to
a quiet schedule are obvious. There is the absolute
necessity of keeping a calm face toward the betas and
toward the Outside. You understand that. You understand
what benefits there are for all of us. We have energies
that are only grief to us, so long as we're pent within
these outmoded limits. Those talents can be of service. Is
there any debate on agenda issues?
"Are we agreed without it, then?"
Heads nodded, even those at the end of the table.
"Why don't we," Eron suggested then,
"move on into the bar, and handle this in a more . . .
informal atmosphere. Take your drinks with you if you like.
We'll talk there . . . about issues."
There was a relieved muttering, ready agreement. The air
held a slightly easier feeling, and chairs went back, men
and women moving out in twos and threes, talking in low
voices-avoiding the majat Warrior, whose head rotated
slightly, betraying life.
Eron cast an urgent scowl at Del Hald, and a grimmer one
at Pol and his two companions, who tarried in the seats
against the wall, no more anxious to quit the room than
their elders. Ros Hald and his several daughters delayed
too, the whole clutch of Halds banded for defense.
But Del wilted under Eton's steady gaze, turned to
Pol as he rose and caught at Pol's arm. Pal evaded his
hand, cast his great-uncle a mocking look . . . son of a
third niece to Del and Ros, was Pol: orphan from early
years, Del's fosterling, and willing enough to put Del
in command of Hald-but Del could not control him, had never
controlled him. Pol was an irritant the Family bore and
generally laughed at, for his irritation was to the Halds
as often as any . . . and others enjoyed that.
Pol rose, with his cousins.
"The essence of humour," said Eron coldly,
"is subtlety."
"Why, then, you are very serious, cousin." And
seizing young Tand by the arm, Pol left for the bar,
self-pleased, laughing. Morn followed in their wake, his
grim face once turned back to Eton with no pleasure at
all.
Eron expelled a short breath and looked on Del. The
eldest Hald's lips were set in a thin line.
"He's a hazard," Eton said "Someone has
to make sure of him. He can do us hurt."
"He should go somewhere," Yls said softly to
Del, "where be can find full occupation for his
humour. Meron, perhaps. Wouldn't that satisfy
him?"
"He goes," the Hald said in a thin voice.
"Morn goes with him. I understand you."
"A temporary matter," Eron said, and clapped
his hand to the Hald's shoulder, pressed it as they
walked toward the bar, Ros and his daughters trailing them.
"My affection for the fel. Row. You understand. I
don't want trouble right now. We can't afford it.
Older heads have to manage this."
And when matters were more settled, Eron thought, Pal
might come to some distant and inconspicuous end. Pol's
wit was not all turned to humour . . . a child of the last
great purge, Pol a Ren hant Hald, and participant in a more
recent one, when Meth-marens had done some little damage,
Pol Hald and Morn: Pol whose jokes were infamous, and Morn
who never laughed-they were both quite apt to
treacheries.
Eron thought this, and smiled his engaging smile, among
others who held their drinks and smiled most earnestly . .
anxious folk, appropriately grateful to be invited here,
admited to the society of power.
With the Halds and the Meth-marens, the Ren-barants and
other key elders here, with Thou and Yalt decimated, and
their bloc decimated . . . this gathering and the blocs
they represented constituted the majority, not only of raw
power on Cerdin, but of votes to sway all the Reach.
vi
"Night," said a Worker.
Raen had sensed it. She had learned the movements and
rhythms of the hive which said that this was so: the
increase of the traffic coming in, the subtle shifts of
air-currents, the different songs. Inside the hive, the
blackness was always the same. She had wished a piece of
the fungus to provide light, and Workers had brought it,
establishing it on the wall of the chamber that was hers.
By this she proved to herself that her eyes still
functioned, and gave them limits against which to work. But
that was only for comfort. She had learned to see with
touch, with the variations of the constant song of the
hive; and to understand majat vision. Beautiful,
beautiful, they called her, entranced with the colours
of her warmth. You are the colours of all the
hives, the attendants told her, blue and green and
gold and red, ever-changing; but your limb is always
blue-hive.
Her hand, covered with blue-hive chitin: they were
endlessly fascinated by that, which was a secret toward
which majat had contributed. Kontrin genetic science and
majat biochemistry . . . the two in complement had spawned
all the life of the Reach. Majat were capable of analyses
and syntheses of enormous range and sensitivity, capable of
sampling and altering substances as naturally as humans
flexed limbs, a partnership invaluable to Kontrin labs. But
the hive, she realised, the hive had never directly
participated. The majat Workers who came into the labs to
stay were always isolated from Workers of the hive, lest
their chemical muddle impress the hive and disturb it. They
never returned, but clung forlornly to human company and
direction, dependent on it, patterned to the few humans who
dared touch them: seldom resting, sleepless, they would
work until their energy burned them out. Afterward, humans
must dispose of the corpses: no majat would.
My being here is a danger to the Mind, she
thought suddenly, with a deep pang of conscience. Maybe
my coming here has done what they've always feared,
shifted their chemistry and affected them. Perhaps I've
trapped them.
There were azi, human Workers . . . the majat lived
closely with those, unaffected by chemical disturbance.
Are they? she wondered; and then, more
terrifyingly: Am I?
The song deafened, quivered in the marrow of the bones.
Mother began it, and the Workers carried it, and the
Warriors added their own baritone counterpoint, alien to
their own species, the killer portion of the partitioned
hive-mind Drones sang but rarely . . . or perhaps, like
much of majat language, the Drone songs were seldom in
human range.
Raen rose, walked, tested the strength of her limbs.
They had given her cloth of majat spinning, gossamer, the
pale web of egg-sheaths:, She did not wear it, for it
disturbed them that she muted her colours, and nakedness no
longer disturbed her. But she considered it now.
"I am ready," she decided. Workers touched her
and scurried off, bearing that message.
A Warrior arrived. She informed it directly of her
plans, and it hurried off.
Soon came the azi . . . humans, marginally so, though
majat did not reckon them as such. Lab-bred, sterile,
though with the outward attributes of gender, they served
the hives as the Workers did, with hands more agile and
wits more suited to dealing with humans, the new
appurtenances the hives had taken on when they began to
associate with humans, a new and necessary fragment of the
hive-mind. Betas made them, and sold them to other betas .
. . and to Kontrin, who sold them to the hives, short-lived
clones of beta cells.
They came, bearing blue lights hardly brighter than the
illusory fungus, and gathered about her, perhaps bewildered
by the chitin on her hand, the realisation that she was
Kontrin, though naked as they, and within the hive. They
were not bred fighters, these particular azi, but they were
clever and quick, bright-eyed and anxious to serve. They
were much prized by majat and must know their worth in the
hive, but they were a little mad. Azi who dwelled among
majat tended to be.
"We're going outside," Raen told them.
"You'll carry weapons and take my
orders."
"Yes," they said, voices overlapping,
song-toned, inflectionless as those of the majat. There was
a certain horror in these strangest of the azi. They came
here younger than azi were generally sold; they acquired
majat habits. They touched her, confirming her in their
minds. She returned the touches, and gathered up the
clothing she had been given. She wrapped it round and tied
it here and there. It had a strange feel, light as it was,
the reminder of a world and a life outside.
A Warrior came then, sat down, glittering in the
azi-lights, chitinous head and powerful jaws a fantasy of
jewel-shards. It offered her a pistol. It carried weapons
of its own, besides the array nature had provided it: these
items too majat prized, status for Warriors. . . empty
symbols: humans had believed so. Raen took up the offered
gun, found it shaped to a human hand. The cold, heavy
object quickly warmed to her grip, and she took keen
pleasure in the solidity of it: power, power to make Ruil
pay.
"Azi-weapon," Warrior said. "Shall we arm
azi?"
"Yes." She thrust her free hand against its
scent-patches, reaching between the huge jaws. "Are
you ready?"
A song hummed from Warrior. Others appeared, shifting
from unseen tunnels into the meagre light. They bore
weapons, some belted to their leathery bodies; others went
to the azi. The azi's human eyes were intense with
something other than humanity. They grinned, filled with
excitement.
"Come," she bade them.
Her word had Mother's authority behind it, the
consensus of the hive. They moved, all of them, down the
tunnels. Other Warriors joined them, a great following of
bodies strangely silent now, songs stilled. They went in
total blackness, azi-lights left behind.
Then they reached the cool air of the vestibule, and
poured out under the night sky. Raen shivered in the wind
and blinked, awed to find the stars again, to realise the
brilliance of the night.
Warriors gathered silently about her, touching, seeking
motive and direction. She was nexus, binding-unit for this
portion of the Mind. She started away, barefoot and agile
among the rocks.
vii
Starlight glistened on the lake, and bright artificial
lights; danced wetly at the farther shore, where Sul had
never put lights. Raen stopped on the last rocky shelf
above the woods' and snatched a look at sights to which
majat eyes were all but blind. For the first time her
wounds hurt, her breath came short.
Kethiuy-by-the-waters.
Home.
She felt more grief than she had yet felt. She had been
out of human reference; and now the deaths became real to
her again. Mother, cousins, friends . . . all ashes by now.
Ruil would have spared no one, least of all eldest, so that
there would be no possibility of challenge to their claim.
Even yet the Family had made no move to intervene: Ruil
still held here, or the hive would have known, would have
told her, Red-hive remained here: of that they were
sure.
Bile rose in her throat, bitter hate. She swallowed at
it, and wiped her eyes with the back of her left hand, the
gun clenched in her chinned right.
"Meth-maren," Warrior urged her. She scrambled
down, reckless on the rocks, half-blind. Her limbs trembled
with the strain, but Warrior caught her, its stilt-limbs
strong and sure, a single downward stride spanning several
of hers, joints bracing easily at extensions impossible for
human limbs: its muscles attached to endo- and
exoskeletons. Azi too swarmed back up the rocks and took
her arms, helping her, handing her down to other Warriors,
who urged her on in their turn Worker-fashion: most
adaptable of majat, the Warriors, capable of independent
judgement and generalised functions.
"This way," she bade them, choosing her way
through the forest, along paths she knew. They went with
hardly a crack of brush, walking as fast as she could
run.
Red Warrior. It started from cover in the thickets and
misjudged its capacity for flight. Blues sped after it,
brought it down and bit it. The group of combatants locked
into statue like quiet for a few moments, blue bowed over
their enemy, mandibles locked with majat patience. Then the
head came free, and blue Warriors came to life and stalked
ahead, some on the trail and some off, passing taste in
weaving contacts, one to the other.
"Strong red force," Warrior said to Raen, and
nervously touched palps to her mouth as they walked, a
curious backward dance in the act. It interpreted aloud
what taste should have told her, a mere breathing of
resonances. "Roil humans. No sense of alarm. They do
not expect attack."
The blue Warriors were elated; their movements were
exaggerated, full of excess energy. Some darted back,
urging on those who lagged; a dark flood of bodies in their
wake tumbled down the rocks and through the trees. The azi,
touching each other and ° g with joy, would have loped
ahead. Raen distrusted their good sense and hissed at them
to hold back. She was hurrying as much as she could. Her
side hurt anew. Her bare feet were torn by the rocks and
the thorns. She ignored the pain; she had felt worse. An
increasing fear gripped her stomach.
I'm too slow, she thought in one moment of
panic. I'm holding them back too long. And in
another: There are grown men down there, used to
killing; There are guard-azi, bred for fighting. What
am I doing here? But they were not expecting attack:
the blues read so; and they would not be expecting majat.
She looked about her at her companions, at creatures whose
very instincts were specialised toward killing, and drank
in their enthusiasm, that was madness.
They were nearing the end of the woods, where there were
only thickets and thorn-hedges. "Hurry," Warrior
urged her, seizing her painfully by the arm. Majat were not
like men, who respected a leader: hive-mind was one. She
pressed a hand to her throbbing side and started to run,
spending the strength she had saved.
There were ways she knew, paths she had run in other
days, shortcuts azi workers took to the fields, places
where the hedges were thin. She ran them, dodging this way
and that with agility that only tine azi matched in this
tangle. A wall loomed up, the barrier to the inner gardens
by the labs, no obstacle to the Warriors, who
living-chained their way up and made a way for the azi. Azi
swarmed over, togging and pulling at her to help her after,
climbing over their naked and sweating bodies. She made it.
The chain undid itself. The last Warrior came over, a
stilt-limbed prodigy of balance and strength, pulled by its
fellows.
They were pleased with the operation. Mandibles
scissored with rapid excitement. Suddenly they broke and
raced like a black flood in the dark, majat and azi, moving
with incredible rapidity.
More red-hivers. Bodies tangled on the lawn, roiled; the
wave-front blunted itself, knotted in places of resistance.
There were crashings in the shrubbery, the booming alarm of
Warriors, flares of weapons. Raen froze in shadow,
panic-stricken, everything she had planned slipping
control, Then she adjusted her grip on her gun, swallowed
sir and ran, to do what she had come to do.
A Warrior appeared by her, and another, half a dozen
more, and some of the azi. She raced for the main door, for
an area visibly guarded by red-hive. Fire laced about them,
and from them. Warriors beside her fell, twitching,
uttering squeals from their resonance chambers. In sanity,
she would have panicked. There was nothing to do now but
keep running for the door . . . too far now to retreat. She
reached the door and Warriors tangled in combat about her.
She burned the mechanism, and struggled with the door; azi
and then a Warrior used their strength to move it. Azi and
Warriors flooded behind her as she raced into Kethiuy's
halls.
"Exits all covered," Warrior breathed beside
her; and then she realised where all the others had
gone-majat strategy, efficient and sudden. The main
corridor of the central dome lay vacant before her . . .
what had been home. Rage hammered in her in time to her
pulse.
Suddenly, far off down the wings, there was crashing and
shrilling of alarms, from every point of the budding: blue.
hivers were in. A domestic azi darted from cover,
terrified, darted back again, up the stairs-and screamed
and fell under a rush of majat down them.
Red-hivers. Raen whipped the gun to target and fired,
breaking up their formation, even while blue-hive swarmed
after them.
There were human cries. Doors broke open from west-wing:
Ruils burst from that cover with a handful of blues on
their heels. Raen left majat to majat, steadied her pistol
on new targets and fired, careful shots as ever in
practice, at the weapon's limits of speed. Her eyes
stayed clear. Time slowed They fell, one after the other,
young and old, perhaps not believing what they saw. Their
faces were set in horror and hers in a rigid grin.
Then a baritone piping assailed her ears and the blues
in all parts of the corridor signalled each other in
booming panic, regrouping to signals she could not read.
From east-wing came others, reds, golds, a horde of armed
azi.
Raen stood and fired, coldly desperate, not seeing how
to retreat. Some of the Kethiuy azi and the surviving blues
attempted to rally to her, but fire cut them down and a
rush of majat came over them.
Warrior fell almost at her feet, decapitated. The limbs
continued to struggle, nearly taking her off her feet.
Naked azi sprawled dead about her. She spun then, catching
her balance, and tried to run, for there was no other hope.
The blues, such as survived, were in full flight.
Something crashed down on her, crushing weight.
viii
A second time Raen lay quietly and waited to live or
die; but this time the walls were stark white and chrome,
and the frightened azi who tended her kept their eyes down
and said nothing.
That was well enough. There was nothing she particularly
wanted to hear. She was not in Kethiuy. That told her
something. Drugs hazed her senses, keeping her from wishing
anything very strongly.
This continued for what seemed days. There were meals.
She was fed, being unable to feed herself. She was moved,
bothered for this and the other necessity. She said nothing
in all this time, and from the azi there was no word.
But finally the drugs were gone, and she waked with a
majat guard in the room.
Red-hive. She recognised the badges, the marks they wore
for humans, who could not see their colours. Red-hive
Warrior.
She knew then that she had lost, lost more than
Kethiuy.
The majat gave her clothing, grey, without Colour. She
put it on, and found the close feeling of it utterly
strange. She sat afterward with her hands in her tap, on
the edge of the bed, staring at the wall. The majat guard
did not move and would not move while she did not.
There was shock attendant on regaining the human world;
there were realisations of what she had lost and what she
had become. She was very thin. Her limbs still hurt,
although she bore scars only on her side. She held her
right hand clenched in her left. feeling the beaded surface
of the chitin which was her identity: Raen, Sul-sept,
Meth-maren, Kontrin. They gave her grey to wear, and not
her Colour. There was no way to remove the other
distinction save by massive scarring. A scale lost would
re-grow. She had heard of Kontrin deprived of identity,
mutilated by assassins, or by Council order. That prospect
frightened her, more than she was willing to show. It was
all she had left to lose. She was fifteen, going on
sixteen. She was mortally afraid.
It was a very long time before the call she anticipated
came.
She went with the azi guards, unresisting.
ix
They were the authority of the Family, the available
heads of the twenty-seven holdings and the fifty-odd
subgrants, with their outworld branches. They wore the
Colours of House and sept, and glittered with chitinous
armour . . . ornament, little protection, for most was for
right-arm only; and weapons in Council were outlawed. Old
men and old women inside, although the faces did not make
it evident . . . Raen scanned the half-circular array, the
amphitheatre of Council, herself in the low center, and
realised with mixed feelings that no one present wore
Kethiuy blue. She saw Kahn, once the youngest in Council;
at seventy-two, senior of assassin-ravaged Beln sept of the
Ilit; he looked thirty. There was Moth, who showed her age
most, incredibly wrinkled and fragile . . . going soon, the
Family surmised. She was beyond her six hundredth year and
her hair was completely silver and thinning. And Lian,
Eldest of Family . . . to him Raen looked with a sudden
access of hope; Lian still alive, uncle Lian, who at seven
hundred had been immune from assassination perhaps because
the Family grew curious how long a Kontrin could live and
remain sane. Lean was one of the originals, old as the
establishment of humans on Cardin, first in Council.
And he had had friendship with Grandfather. Raen had
known him from her infancy, a guest in her home, who had
noticed her at Grandfather's feet. She tried
desperately now to meet his eyes, hoping that about him
still gathered some power to help her; but she could not.
He nodded away in his own thoughts, placid, seeming
elsewhere, and simply old, as betas grew old. She stared
past him at the others then, altogether out of hope.
There were Eron Thel and Yls Ren-barant, allies, some of
Ruil's friends. Sul had detested them. And there were
others of that ilk. She had deepstudied the whole Council
and all the Houses of greatest import to Sul Meth-maren, so
that she knew every name and face and the manners and
history of them: but the faces she should have seen were
not there, and others wore their Colours. There were new
representatives for Yalt and Then, young faces. Her skin
went cold as she reckoned what must have happened
throughout the Family-many, many Kethiuys, in so short a
time. New men had come into power everywhere, on Cerdin and
elsewhere, a new party in power, and from it only Ruil
Meth-maren was missing.
Eton Thel rose, touched his microphone to activate it,
looked at Council in general, sweeping the banks of
seats.
"Matter before the Council," he said,
"the custody of the minor child Raen a Sul
Meth-maren."
"I am my own keeper," Raen shouted, and Eron
turned slowly to stare at her, in the silence, the consent
of all the others. Of a sudden she realised in whose
keeping she was intended to be, and what that keeping might
be. The thought closed on her throat, making words
impossible.
"That you tried to be," Eron Thai said, his
voice echoing from the speakers. "You succeeded in
wiping out Ruil-sept. All perished, down to the youngest,
by your action. Child may be a misnomer in your case; some
have argued to that effect. If you held the Meth-maren
House, you would have to answer for its actions; and I
don't think you'd want that, would you? Council
means to consider your age. You'd be wise to remember
that."
"I am the Meth-maren," she shouted
back at him.
Eron looked elsewhere, signalled. Lights dimmed. Screens
central to the room leapt into life. There was Kethiuy.
Raen's heart beat painfully, foreknowing in this
prepared show something meant to hurt her. I shall
not, she kept thinking, I shall not please
them.
There was the garden, by the labs. Bodies lay in neat
rows. The scene came closer, and she recognised them for
the azi of Kethiuy, most merely workers, inoffensive and
innocent of threat to any, face after face, all of them
slaughtered and laid out for inspection, one body upon
another. The line went on and on, hundreds of them, most
strange to her, for she had not known all who worked the
fields; but there was Lia, there were others, and those
faces suddenly appearing struck at her heart. She feared
they would show her the bodies of her kin next, but they
should have been long cremated and beyond such indignities.
She hoped that this was so.
The scene shifted to the hills. Majat swarmed
everywhere, reds, greens, golds. She saw blue-hivers dead.
The lens approached the very vestibule of blue-hive. There
were white objects cast about the entry, eggs, their
fragile wrappings torn, half-formed majat exposed to the
air. Blue-hive bodies were stacked in a tangle of stilt
limbs, Workers as well as warriors, and naked human limbs
among them, dead azi.
Then Kethiuy again. Fire went up from it. Walls crumbled
to great heat. Candletrees went up in spurts of flame.
The screen dimmed; the lights of the room brightened
Raen stood still. Her face was dry, cold as the centre of
her.
"You can see," said Eton,
"Meth-maren's holding is abolished. It has no
adult membership, no property, no vote."
Raen shrugged, jaw set, not trusting her voice. This was
something in which her protests meant nothing. She was
Kontrin, well-versed in the techniques of assassination and
the exigencies of politics; and reckoned well her probable
future in the hands of an enemy House. She had deepstudied
the history of the Family. She knew the adjustments that
necessarily followed a purge, knew that even elders of
sensitive conscience would raise no objection now, not for
so slight a cause as herself, who could not repay. She
continued to focus on the empty screen, wishing a weapon in
hand, one last chance, perceiving her enemies more than
Ruil alone.
There was another stirring, from a quarter she had not
expected. She did look. It was old Moth, who had been an
ornament in Council for years, representative of little
Eft-sept of the Tern, silent whatever happened, siding with
any majority, sleeping through many a session.
"There has been no vote," Moth said.
"But there was," said Eron. "Moth, you
must have been napping." There was laughter, obedient,
from all Eron's partisans, and it had many voices.
Suddenly Eldest rose, Lian, leaning on the rail. He was
not the joke that Moth was. There was quiet. "There
was no vote;' he repeated. No one laughed.
"Evidently, Thel, you have counted your numbers and
decided a vote of the full Council would be
superfluous." Lian looked toward Raen, blear-eyed, his
face working to focus. "Raen a Sul hant Meth-maren. My
apologies and condolences, from the Family."
"Sit down, Eldest," said Eron.
The old man briefly pressed Moth's hand, and Moth
left her place and descended the steps toward the center
where Raen stood. She had difficulty with her robes and the
steps, and tottered as she walked. There was displeasure
voiced, but no one moved to help or to stop her.
"Procedures," Moth said over the speakers,
when she had gained the floor and faced them. "There
are procedures. You have not followed them."
"I will tell you something," said Eldest from
his place above. He activated his microphone.
"It's a dangerous precedent, this destruction of a
House, this . . . assumption of consent. I've lived
since the fast ship came into the Reach, and I'll tell
you this: I saw early that men couldn't live here
without being corrupted."
"Sit down," someone shouted at him.
"The hives," Eldest said, "had a wealth
to be taken; but humanity and the hive-mind weren't
compatible. A probe came down on Cerdin; it came into
red-hive possession, the crew held captive, such of them as
survived. Celia probe. The hives gained knowledge.
There was Delia, then, that got through. Back in
human space there was talk about sterilising Cerdin before
the plague could spread. But suddenly the hives changed
their attitude. They wanted trade, wanted us, wanted-one
ship, they said: one hive for humans, and the Reach set
aside for themselves."
There was sullen silence. Moth touched Raen's
sleeve, pressed her wrist with a soft-fleshed band. Someone
else started to his feet, a Delt; Yls Ren-barant stopped
him. The silence continued, deadly. Lian looked about him,
uncertainly, and pursed his lips.
"We tricked them." Lian's voice,
quavering, resumed. "We brought in human eggs and the
equipment to handle them. Half a billion eggs, all ready to
grow. And we set up where this building stands, and we set
up our labs and we started breeding while our one ship made
its trade runs and the others of us who had skill at
communication developed agreements with the hives."
His voice grew stronger. "Now do you suppose, fellow
Councillors, that the hives didn't know by then what we
were about? Of course they saw. But the human animal is a
mystery to them, and we kept it that way. They saw a
hive-structure. They saw an increasing number of young and
a growing social order which well-agreed with their own
pattern. We planned it that way. They still had no idea
what a non-collective intelligence was, or what it could
do. Just one large hive, this of ours, all one mind. They
knew better, perhaps, in theory. But the pattern of their
own thinking wouldn't let them interpret what they
saw.
"When they began to learn, we frightened them with
our differences. Frightened them most with the concept of
dying. They looked into our chemistry and understood the
process, worked out a cure for old age. They had finally
gained the dimmest notion, you see, of what our
individuality is. The hives are millions of years
old. Do you reckon why the majat were worried about our
dying? Because among majat, there are only four persons . .
. red, green, gold, and blue. Those are their units of
individuality. These persons have worked out how
to deal with each other over millions of years. They're
accustomed to stability, to memory, to eternity. How could
they deal with a series of short-lived humans? So they
cured death . . . for some of us, for those of us fortunate
enough to be born Kontrin. The beta generations, the
product of our cargo of eggs . . . they go on dying at the
human rate, but we live forever. Economic ruin, if there
were many of us. So even we Kontrin kill each other off
from time to time. The majat used to find that
shocking.
"But now things will change, won't they?
You've gotten red-hive Warriors to kill Kontrin;
blue-hive has admitted a human. Things change. Now the
majat have taken another vast leap of understanding. And
one of the four entities which has lived on Cerdin for
millions of years-is on the verge of extinction. Not beyond
recall: majat have more respect for life than we do, after
their fashion. But you persuaded them to kill an immortal
intelligence, knowingly. Several of them. And one day you
may live to see the reward of that. Thanks to majat
science, some of you may live to see it.
"Seven hundred years we've thrived here and
across the Reach. The lot of you have all you could
possibly need. The betas take care of the labour and the
trade; and the betas, the betas, dear friends, discovered
the best thing of all, discovered what the hives really
prize: they trade in humanity, altered humanity,
gene-tampered humanity, humanity that can't reproduce
itself, that self-destructs at forty, for economic
convenience. So even the betas don't have to do
physical labour; they just breed azi and balance supply and
demand. And the barrier to the Outside holds firm, so that
the whole Reach and all it produces is ours-including the
betas and the azi. None of us tries the barrier.
"Ever been out that far, to the edge? I have. In
seven hundred years a man has time to do everything of
interest. Ugly worlds. Nothing like Cerdin. But we've
established hives that far out, extensions of our four
entities here . . . or whole new personalities. Has anyone
ever asked them? We've entered into a strange new
relationship with our alien hosts; we've become
intimately involved in their reproductive process . . .
indispensable to them. Without metals, majat could never
have left Cerdin. They have no eyes to see the stars, just
their own sun, their own sun-warmed earth. But we've
changed that. Even majat don't have to work much, not
the way they used to seven hundred years ago. But they
thrive. And their numbers increase. And back here at Alpha,
this Council, this wise . . . expert Council . . . makes
ultimate decisions about population levels, and how many of
us can be born, and where; and how many betas; and where
betas can be licensed to produce azi, and when ad levels
have to be reduced. Humanity's brain, are we not, doing
for our kind what the queens do for the hives? And in that
process, we've grown different, my young
friends.
"I was here. I was here from the beginning, and
I've watched the change. I'm from Outside. I
remember. You . . . you've studied this in your tapes,
you young ones of a century or so, you Council newcomers.
I'm an old man and I'm delaying things. You think
you know it all, having been born here, in the Reach, in a
new age you think an old Outsider can't understand. But
I'm going to go on telling you, because you need to
remember it. Because the majat will tell you that a hive
that has lost its memory, that has . . . unMinded itself .
. . is headed for extinction.
"Do you know that no ship from Outside has ever
tried to reach Cerdin? Ever, since Delia?
We're quarantined. They're all around us, Outside.
Human space. These few little stars . . . are an island in
a human sea. But you don't see them trying to come in.
Ever wonder why?
"They don't want the majat my friends. They
want what the majat produce, the chitin-jewels, the
biotics, the softwares. Humans from Outside meet the betas
and the azi at Istra station, and they will pay for those
goods, pay whatever they must. They cost us little and
Outsiders value them beyond price. But they don't want
the majat. They don't want hives in their space.
"And above all, they don't want us. Alpha
Hydri, the Serpent's Eye. Offlimits by treaty. And no
one wants in. No one wants in."
"Get to the point," Eton said.
Slowly Lian turned, and stared at Eron. There was quiet,
anticipation. And suddenly outcries erupted, people
throwing themselves from seats. A bolt flew from Moth's
hand to Eton, and the man fell. Raen flung herself to the
back wall, expecting more fire, eyes scanning wildly for
weapons on the other side.
"When you practice assassination," Lian said,
while Moth held the weapon on Eton's friend Yls,
"recall that Moth and I are oldest."
Yls died. Men and women screamed and tried to bolt their
seats. Moth continued to fire. There were bodies
everywhere, on the floor, draped over seats, over the rail,
in the aisles. At last she stopped, and the half of the
Council that remained alive huddled against the door.
"Resume your seats," Lian said
Slowly, cowed, they did so. Moth still had her weapon in
hand.
"Now," said Lian, "the matter of a
vote."
Someone was sick. The stench of burning was in the hall.
Raen clenched her arms about her and shivered.
"Raen a Sul hant Meth-maren," Lian said.
"Sir."
"You may go. I think that it would be advisable to
leave Cerdin and seek some House in obscurity. You have
outlived all your enemies. Count that fortune enough for a
lifetime. I don't think it wise that you shelter with
another House on Cerdin; you could too easily become a
cause, and the Family has seen enough of that."
"Sir," she began to protest.
"There's no reason to detain you for
proceedings. The vote is only a formality. Kethiuy, is
gone; that is a fact over which Council has no control. You
broke the Pact and involved majat. The ones principally
involved are dead; their influence is ended. Your own
judgement in what you've done was that of a child, and
under compulsion. You refuse guardianship; I daresay you
are competent to survive without it. So I charge you this,
Raen a Sul: avoid insist hereafter. You are given all the
privileges of majority, and if you cross Council's
notice again, it will be under those conditions. You are
free to go, with that understanding. I suggest Meron.
Council liaison there wall be sympathetic. I have an old
estate there that you can use. You won't be without
friends or advice."
"I don't need it."
It was out of bitterness she said it. She saw Lian's
mouth go to a taut line, and reckoned that she should not
have refused; but it was not in her nature to bend. She
looked on Moth, looked on Eldest, and turned, walked, with
difficulty, to the door and her freedom.
She did not stop, nor look back, nor shed the tears that
urged at her. They dried quickly. She knew the passages
from the Old Hall at Alpha to the beta City. She carried
nothing, but the clothes she had been given and the
identity on her hand.
Leave Cerdin: she would, for there was nothing on Cerdin
she wanted.
x
The betas of the City were shocked, alarmed that a
Kontrin appeared alone among them, with bodyguards. Perhaps
they had some apprehension of trouble, having heard of the
decimation of Kontrin Houses, and of blue-hive, and
therefore feared to involve themselves in her affairs; but
they had no means to refuge.
She bought medical care, and drugs for the pain; she
slept a time in a public lodging, and recovered herself.
She bought clothing and weapons, and engaged a shuttle up
to station, where she hired a ship with the credit of the
Family-the most extravagant she could find. She was moody
and the beta crew avoided her.
That was the first journey.
It brought her to Meron. She did not take Eldest's
offer, but bought a house and lived there on the endless
credit which the chitin-pattern of her right hand
signified. There were Halds onworld: her interest pricked
at that . . . Pol and Morn; she stirred to care again.
Plotting their assassinations and guarding against her own
occupied her time . . . until Pol and Morn turned up boldly
on her doorstep, and Pol swept her a mocking curtsy.
Pol Hald. She had passed her sixteenth birthday; he was
unchanged, whatever age he really was. He stared her up and
down and she looked at him, and at Morn, who stood at his
shoulder; and she realised with a chill that her gun was on
safety in its belt-clip; she could not possibly be quick
enough.
"Your operation is entirely too elaborate,"
Pol said, grinning at her. "But well-thought, little
Meth-maren. I applaud your zeal . . . and your precocious
cleverness. Please call them off."
She fairly shook with rage, but fear chilled her mind to
clarity. Of a sudden she saw the reaction to take with this
man, and grinned. "I shall," she said.
"Thank you for the courtesy, Pol Hald."
"What self-possession you have,
Meth-maren."
"Shall I leave Meron?"
"Stay," he said, and laughed, with a flourish
of his chitined hand. "You have what Ruil never had: a
sense of balance. I know neither of us would be safe under
those terms. There'd be a new plot by
suppertime."
She regarded them through slit lids. "'Then you
leave Meron."
He laughed outright, brushed past her, into her home.
Morn followed.
She thumbed the safety of her gun and stared at them,
watching their hands. Pol folded his arms and nodded a
gesture to his cousin. "Go on," he said,
"Morn. You've no interests here."
Morn surveyed her up and down, his gaunt face untouched
by any emotion. Without a word he strode to the door and
closed it behind him.
And Pol settled in the nearest chair and folded his
arms, extended his long legs before him. His
death's-head face quirked into an engaging smile.
He ate the dinner she served him; they sat across the
table from one another: he made a proposal which she
declined, and laughed rather regretfully when she did so.
Pol's humour was infamous, and infectious; and he
hazarded his life on it now. She refrained from poisoning
him; he refrained from using whatever weapons he surely
carried on his person. They laughed at each other, and she
bade him good night.
He and she turned up at the same social events
thereafter, in the busy winter season of Kontrin society on
Meron. They smiled at each other with the warmth of old
friends, amused at the comment that caused. But they never
met in private.
And eventually there was an attempt on her life.
It happened on Meron, a year after Pol and Morn had
taken themselves elsewhere, in separate directions, Morn to
Cerdin and Pol to Andra. It happened in the night, on an.
other Kontrin's estate, a Delt, Col a Helim, who was
her current, but not exclusive interest. She was
twenty-one. Col died. She did not. None came back from that
attempt, but they were azi who had done it, and their past
was wiped, their tattoos burned away. She swore off Delts,
suspecting something local and involving a rival, and moved
and engaged a small estate on Silak.
Word reached her there that Lian had died . . .
assassination, and no one knew now how long he would have
lived, so the longest human life in the Reach reached no
natural conclusion and Kontrin everywhere had been
frustrated. The attempted coup was a failure, and the
assassins all died miserably, the penalty of failure and
the revenge of Kontrin who had considered Lian's long
life a talisman of luck, an example of their own
immortality.
Moth held Eldest's place, first in Council. The
Council thus remained much as it had been, and Raen took no
interest in its affairs . . . took no interest in the
present for anything political. There was no more Kethiuy,
although the nightmares lingered. She was mildly amused in
one respect, for she reckoned at last that the attempt on
her had been connected to Lian's impending fall; but
that had faded, the conspirators (Thel and some lesser
Houses) decimated, and matters were settled again. The
Family knew where she was at all times, and if she had been
of continuing importance to any cause, someone would have
attempted to enlist her or to assassinate her in the fear
that she belonged to some other cause. Neither happened.
The remnant of the House of Thon on Cerdin established
itself as the new liaison with the hives. Raen settled
again on Meron and, when she heard how Thon had usurped the
post with the hives, she pursued vices in considerable
variety and nuance and gained a name in Meron society. She
was twenty-four.
She had her privileges: those never failed; and she had
no lack of anything money could buy. She amused herself,
sometimes within Kontrin society and sometimes in moody
withdrawal from all contact. She looked on betas and azi
with the disdain of her birth, which was natural, and her
tedious lifespan, which was (since Lian's
assassination) indefinite, and her power, which was among
betas as fearsome as it was negligible where she would have
desired to apply it.
She had as her current interest Hal a Norn hant Ilit, a
remote and seldom-social member of the House most involved
in Meron's banking; she reckoned he might be a direct
relative, and tried to jog his memory which of his kinsmen
Morel a Sul Meth-maren had had for a lover, but he avowed
it was several, and she went frustrated. He was frustrating
in other ways, but he was a useful shelter, and they had
some common interests; few could argue comp theory with
him, or for that matter, cared to: she did, and for all the
vast disparity in their ages (he was in his third century)
and in outlook, he avowed himself increasingly
infatuated.
She found herself increasingly uncomfortable, and began
as gently as possible, to break that entanglement, coming
out of her isolation into the society he hated; a part of
that society was his grandnephew Gen.
In all of this, there was a certain leisure.
The order which Moth maintained in Council and in the
Reach was a calm one, and a prosperous one, and no one on
Cerdin or off seemed energetic enough to seek Moth's
life: it seemed superfluous, for no one expected that life
to extend much longer. What enemies Moth had were evidently
determined to outwait her, and that meant a surface peace,
what ever built up beneath. Raen reckoned with Moth in
power she might even have gone home to Cerdin, had she
asked. She simply declined to make the request, which
required on the one hand a humility toward Council she had
never acquired; and on the other, faith that Moth would
survive long enough for her to entrench herself among
friends: she dies not think so. And more than all other
reasons, she simply refused to face the ruin at Kethiuy;
there was nothing there for her.
On Meron, there was.
Then strife erupted among majat on Meron, reds and
greens and blues at odds. Golds took shelter and stayed out
of sight. Reds strayed into the passages of the City on
Meron, terrifying betas and occasioning several deaths in
panicked crowds. A Kontrin estate or two suffered minor
damage.
Raen quitted Meron then, having lost the four azi who
had served her the last several years.
The four azi, dying in their sleep, did not suffer. Raen
did, of biter anger. It gave her temporary motivation,
settling with the erstwhile Ilit lover who had let
red-hivers into the estate; but that was arranged with
disappointing lack of difficulty; and afterward she was
tormented with doubt, whether Hal Ilit had had choice in
the matter. Blue-hive, she heard, skirmished with the
others and retreated, sealed into its hill again, while
reds came and went where they would: Thons came from Cerdin
to try to persuade them back into quiet.
There was similar disturbance on Andra, and Raen was
there, . . . attempted last of all to contact blue-hive
directly, but it evaded her, and sealed itself in, while
other hives walked Andran streets with impunity.
She was thirty-four. It had been nineteen years since
Kethiuy, since Cerdin.
She began, obsessively, to practice certain skills she
had let fall in recent years. She withdrew entirely unto
herself, and ceased to mourn for the past.
Even for Kethiuy, which was the last thing she had
loved.
She was utterly Kontrin, as Moth was, as Lian had been,
as all her elders were. She had come of age.
"She's on Kalind," Pol said.
Moth regarded him and his two kinsmen with placid
eyes.
"She can be removed," Morn said
Moth shook her head. "Not yet."
"Eldest-" Tand leaned on her desk, facing her
with a lack of respect not uncommon in HaIds, not uncommon
in his generation. "Blue-hive has been astir on Meron;
she was there; and on Andra; she was there; and on Kalind;
she is there now. The indications are that she's
directly involved, contrary to all conditions and advice.
She's broken with all her old contacts."
"She's learned good taste," said Pol. He
smiled lazily, leaned back in his chair, folded his slim
hands on his belly. "And about time."
Morn fixed him with a burning look. Pol shrugged, made a
loose gesture, rose and bowed an ironic goodbye. The door
closed behind him.
"She's involved," Tand said.
Moth failed to be excited. Tand finally took the point
and stood back, folded his hands behind him, silent as
Morn.
"You are trying to urge me to something," Moth
said.
"We had thought in your good interests, in those of
the Family-there was some urgency."
"You are called here simply to inform me, Tand
Hald. Your advice is occasionally of great value. I do
listen."
Tand bowed his head, courtesy.
Bastard, she thought. Eager for advancement
however It comes fastest and safest. You hate my guts. And,
Morn-yours too.
"Other observations?" she asked.
"We're waiting;" Mom said, "for
instructions in the case."
Moth shrugged. "Simply observe. That's all I
want."
"Why so much patience with this one?"
Moth shrugged a second time. "She's the last of
a House; the daughter of an old, old friend. Maybe it's
sentiment."
Mom took that for the irony it was and stopped asking
questions.
"Simply watch," she said. "And,
Tand-don't provoke anything. Don't create a
situation."
Tand took his leave, quietly. Mom followed.
Moth settled in her chair, hands folded, dreaming into
the coloured lights that flowed in the table surface.
BOOK THREE
i
There was, in the salon of the Andra's
Jewel, an unaccustomed silence. Normally the first
main-evening of a voyage would have seen the salon crowded
with wealthy beta passengers, each smartly turned out in
expensive innerworld fashions, tongues soon loosened with
drink and the nervousness with which these folk, the
wealthy of several worlds, greeted their departure from
Kalind station. There were corporation executives and
higher supervisors, and a scattering of professionals of
various fields dressed to mingle with the rich and idle,
estate-holders, of whom there were several.
This night there were drinks poured: azi servants passed
busily from table to table, the only movement made. The
fashionable people sat fixed in their places, venturing
furtive glances across the salon.
They were the elite, the powers and movers of beta
society, these folk. But they found themselves suddenly in
the regard of another aristocracy altogether.
She was Kontrin. The aquiline face was the type of all
the inbred line, male or female, in one of its infinite
variations. Her grey cloak and bodysuit and boots were for
the street, not the society of the salon, elegant as they
were. It was possible that they masked armour . . . more
than possible that they concealed weapons. The chitinous
implants which covered the back of her right hand were
identification beyond any doubt, and the pattern held
unlimited credit in intercomp, in any system of the Reach .
. . unlimited credit: the money for which wealthy betas
strove was only a shadow of such entitlement.
She smiled at them across the room, a cold and cynical
gesture, and the elite of the salon of Andra's
Jewel tried to look elsewhere, tried to pursue their
important conversations in low voices and to ignore the
reality which sat in that corner of empty tables. Suddenly
they were uncomfortable even with the azi servants who
passed among them bearing drinks . . . cloned men,
decorative creations of their own labs, as they themselves
had been spawned wholesale out of the Kontrin's, seven
hundred years past. Proximity to the azi became suddenly .
. . comparison.
The party died early. Couples and groups drifted out,
which movement became a general and hasty flow toward the
doors.
Kont' Raen a Sul watched them go, and in cynical
humour, turned and met the eyes of the azi servant who
stood nearest. Slowly all movement of the azi in the salon
ceased. The servant stood, held in that gaze.
"Do you play Sej?" she asked.
The azi nodded fearfully. Sej was an amusement common
throughout the Reach, in lower and rougher places. It was a
dicing game, half chance and some part skill.
"Find the pieces."
The azi, pale of face, went among his companions and
found one who had the set. He activated the gaming function
of the table for score-keeping, and laid the three wands
and the pair of dice on the table.
"Sit down," said Font' Raen.
He did so, sweating. He was young, several years
advanced into the service for which he existed. He had been
engineered for pleasing appearance and for intelligence, to
serve the passengers. He had no education beyond that duty,
save what rumour fed him and what he observed of the betas
who passed through the salon. The smooth courtesy which he
had deepstudied in his training gave him now the means to
function. Other azi stood about, stricken by his
misfortune, morbidly curious.
"What's your name?" she asked.
"Jim," he said. It was the one choice of his
life, the one thing he had personally decided, out of a
range of names which belonged to azi. Only azi used it, and
a few of the crew. He was vastly disturbed at his loss of
anonymity.
"What stakes?" she asked, gathering up the
wands.
He stared at her. He had nothing, being property of the
line, but his name and his existence.
She looked down and rolled the wands between her hands,
the one glittering with chitin, and infinite power.
"It will be a long voyage. I shall be bored. Suppose
that we make wager not on one game, but on the tally of
games." She laid the wands down under her right hand.
"If you win, I'll buy you free of Andra Lines and
give you ten thousand credits for every game you've
won. Ten rounds an evening, as many evenings as there are
in my voyage. But you must wine the series to collect:
it's only on the total of games, our wager."
He blinked, the sweat running into his eyes. Freedom and
wealth: he could live out his life unthreatened, even in
idleness. It was a prize beyond calculation, and not the
sort of luck any azi had. He swallowed hard and reckoned
what kind of wager he might have to return.
"But if I win," she continued, "I shall
buy your contract for myself." She smiled suddenly, a
bleak and dead smile. "Play to win, Jim."
She offered him first cast. He took up the wands. The
azi in the salon settled silently, watching.
He lost the first evening, four to six.
ii
A small, tense company gathered in the stateroom of the
ASPAK Corporation executive. There were other such
gatherings, private parties. The salon was still under
occupation on this third evening. No one ventured there any
longer save during the day. There remained available of
course the lower deck lounge, where the second-class
passengers gathered; but they were not willing to descend
to that society, not under the circumstances. Their
collective pride had suffered enough.
"Maybe she's going to Andra," someone
suggested. "A short trip . . . perhaps some bizarre
humour . . ."
The Andran executive looked distressed at that idea.
Kontrin never travelled commercial; they engaged ships of
their own, a class of luxury unimaginable to the society of
Andra`s Jewel, and separate. Impatience, near
destination . . . even the possibility of assassins and the
need to get offworld by the first available ship: the
surmise made sense. But Andran affairs did not want a
Kontrin feud: there was trouble enough without that. This
one . . . this Kontrin, did things no Kontrin had ever
done, and might do others as unpredictable. Worse, the name
Raen a Sul stirred at some vague memory, seldom as names
were ever exchanged between Kontrin and men . . . Men . . .
Beta was not a term men used of themselves.
This one had been on Andra, and might be returning.
Majat were where they ought not to be, and suddenly Kontrin
were among them. Until lately it had been possible to
ignore Kontrin doings entirely; a man could live years and
not so much as see one; and now one came into their
midst.
"There's a rumour-" someone else said, and
cleared her throat, "there's a rumour there's
a majat aboard."
Another swore, and there was a moment's silence,
nervous glances. It was possible. Majat travelled, rarely,
but they travelled. If it were so, it would be somewhere
isolate, sinking into dormancy for the duration of the
flight. Majat parted from the hive became disoriented,
dangerous: this one would have awakened long enough to have
performed its mission, whatever it was, and to secure
passage home-function assigned it by the hive. So long, it
might remain sane, having clear purpose and a goal in
sight. Thereafter, it must sleep, awakening only in
proximity to its hive.
There were horror tales of majat awakening prematurely
on a ship; and majat horror tales were current on Andra, on
Kalind, on Meron, unreasoning actions, killings of humans.
But the commercial lines could no more refuse a majat than
they could have refused the Kontrin. It was a question of
ownership, of the origins of power in the Reach, and some
questions it was not good to raise.
Silence rested heavily on the gathering, which sat
uncomfortably on thinly padded furniture in an anteroom
designed for smaller companies. Ice rattled in glasses. The
executive cleared his throat.
"Kontrin don't travel alone," he said.
"There are always bodyguards. Where are
they?"
"Maybe they're . . . some of us," a
Kalinder suggested. "I'd be careful what I
said."
No one moved. No one looked at anyone else. No Kontrin
had ever done such a thing as this one had done: they
feared assassination obsessively, guarding the immortality
which distinguished their class as surely as did the
chitin-patterns. That was another cause by which men found
it difficult to accept the presence of a Kontrin, for her
lifespan was to theirs far longer than theirs was to that
of the azi they created. Men were likewise designated for
mortality, as surely as the Kontrin had engineered
themselves otherwise, and kept that gift from others. It
was the calculated economy of the Reach. Only the owners
continued. Men were to the Kontrin . . . a renewable
resource.
Someone proposed more drinks, They played loud music and
talked in whispers, only to those they knew well, and
eventually this party too died.
There were other gatherings in days after, in small
number, by twos and by threes. Some stayed entirely in
their staterooms, fearing the nameless threat of meetings
in the corridors, unnerved by what was happening on worlds
throughout the Reach. If there was a majat aboard, no one
wanted to find it.
The game continued in the salon. Jim's luck
improved. He was winning, thirty-seven to thirty-three. The
other azi's eyes followed the fall of the wands and the
dice as if their own fortunes were hazarded there.
The next evening the balance tilted again, forty to
forty.
iii
Andra's Jewel jumped and made slow proms to
Andra station. Ten grateful first-class passengers
disembarked and the Kontrin did not. The majority of
lower-deck passengers left; more arrived, short-termers,
for Jim, and three first-class, bound for Meron. The game
in the salon stood at eighty-four and eighty-six.
The Jewel crept outward in real-space, for Jim;
again for Sitan and the barrenness of Orthan's moons;
made jump, for glittering Meron. Such passengers who
remained, initiates of the original company, were dismayed
that the Kontrin did not leave at Meron: there had even
been wagers on it. The occupation of the salon continued
uninterrupted.
The score stood at two hundred forty-two to two hundred
forty-eight.
"Do you want to retire?" Kont' Raen asked
when the game stood even. "I've had my enjoyment
of this. I give you the chance:"
Jim shook big head. He had fought his way this far. Hope
existed in him; he had never held much hope, until now.
Kont' Raen laughed and won tine next hand.
"You should have taken it," an azi said to Jim
that night. "Kontrin don't sell their azi when
they're done with them. They terminate them, whatever
their age. It's their law."
Jim shrugged. He had heard so already. Everyone had had,
to tell him so. He worked the dice in his clenched hand.
and sat down on the matting of the azi quarters. He cast
them again and again obsessively, trying the combinations
as if some magic could change them. He no longer had duties
on the ship. The Kontrin had marked his fatigue and bought
him free of duties. He was no longer subject to ration: if
he wanted more than his meals, he did not have to rely on
tips to buy that extra He seldom chose to go beyond ration,
all the same, gave once or twice when he had been far ahead
and his appetite improved. He cast the dice now, against
some vague superstition formed of these empty days. He
played himself, to test his run of luck.
He could not have quit, the game unfinished, could not
go back to the others, to being one of them, and exist
without knowing what he had given up. He would always think
that he might have been free and rich. That would always
torment him. The Kontrin had sensed this, and therefore she
had laughed. Even he could understand the irony.
iv
Andra's Jewel reached Silak and, docked.
Ship will continue to lstra, the message flashed
to the three passengers who should have disembarked there
with the others, to seek connections further. So grand a
ship as Andra's Jewel did not make out-planet
roans with her staterooms empty. But the passengers who had
packed, unpacked, with the desperate fear that they would
do better to disembark anyway and seek other
transportation, however long they had to wait. A few more
passengers boarded. The Jewel voyaged out, ghostly
in her emptiness.
"It's the Kontrin," the ITAK envoy
whispered to his wife. "She's going to
Istra."
The woman, his partner-in-office, said nothing, but
glanced anxiously at the intercom and its blank screen, as
if this might be carried to other ears.
"What other answer?" The Istran shaped the
words with his lips, soundlessly. "And why would they
come in person? In person, after all?"
The woman regarded him in dread. Their mission to Meron,
dismal failure, had been calamity enough. It was their
misfortune that they had chosen the Jewel for
their intermediate link to Silak-tempted by the one brief
extravagance of their lives, compensation for their
humiliation on Meron.
They were executives in a world corporation; they had
attempted to travel a few days in the grand style of their
innerworld counterparts, once, once, to enjoy such
things, foreseeing ruin awaiting them on Istra. "We
should have gotten off this ship at Silak," she said,
"while we had the chance. There's only Pedra now,
and no regular lines from there. We should have gotten off.
Now it's impossible she wouldn't take notice of it.
She surely knows we're Istran."
"I don't see," he said, "how she
could be involved with us. I don't. She's from
before Meron. Unless-while we were stalled on
Meron-some message went through to Cerdin. I asked the azi
where she boarded. They said Kalind. That's only one
jump from Cerdin."
"You shouldn't have asked the azi."
"It was a casual question."
"It was dangerous."
"It was-"
"Hush! not so loud."
They both looked at the intercom, uncomfortable in its
cyclopsic presence. "It's not live," he
said.
"I think she owns this ship," the woman said.
"That's why there aren't any guards visible.
The whole crew, the azi-"
"That's insane."
"What else, then? What else makes sense?"
He shook his head, Nothing did.
v
They reached barren Pedra, and took on a straggle of
lower-deck passengers, who gaped in awe at the splendour of
the accommodations. Nothing the size of the Jewel
had ever docked at Pedra. There were no upper-deck
passengers: one departed here, but none boarded.
The game stood at four hundred eighteen to four hundred
twelve. Bets had spread among the free crew. Some of them
came and watched as the azi's lead increased to
thirteen. It was the widest the game had ever been
spread.
"Your luck is incredible," the Kontrin said.
"Do you want to quit?"
"I can't," Jim said.
The Kontrin nodded slowly, and ordered drinks for them
both.
Andra's Jewel made out from sunless Pedra
and jumped again. They were in Istran space, beta Hydri
two, snake's-tail, the Outside's contact point with
the Reach.
There were, after the disorientation of jump, a handful
of days remaining.
The game stood at four hundred fifty-nine to four
hundred fifty-one. Midway through the evening it was four
hundred sixty-two to four hundred fifty-three, and there
was still a deep frown on the face of Kont' Raen. She
cast the wands governing aspect of the dice. They turned up
star, star, and black. The aspects were marginally
favourable. With black involved, she could have declined
the hand and cancelled it, passing the wands to Jim for a
new throw. She simply declined the first cast of the dice.
The azi threw six and she threw twelve: she won the star
and it took next star automatically. twenty-four. The azi
declined first throw on the deadly black. She threw four;
the azi threw twelve. The azi had won black, cancelling his
points in the game. A low breath hissed from the
gallery.
"Do you concede?" Kent' Raen asked.
Jim shook his head. He was tired; his position in this
game was all but hopeless: her score was ninety-eight; his
was zero . . . but it was his option, and he never conceded
any game, no matter how long and wearing. Neither did she.
She inclined her head in respect to his tenacity and
yielded him the wands. His control of the hand, should
black turn up, afforded him a marginal chance of breaking
her score.
And suddenly there was a disturbance at the door.
Two passengers stood there, male and female, betas. The
azi of the salon, so long without visitors to serve of
evenings, took an instant to react. Then they hurried about
preparing chairs and a table for the pair, taking their
order for drinks.
The game continued. Jim threw two ships and a star. He
won the ships and had twenty; Raen won the star and took
game.
"Your hundred fifty-four," she said quietly,
"to your four hundred fifty-two."
Jim nodded.
"Take first throw."
He shook his head; one could refuse a courtesy. She
gathered up the wands.
A chair moved. One of the passengers was coming over to
them. Raen hesitated in her cast and then looked aside in
annoyance, the wands still in her hand.
"I am ser Merek Eln," the man said, and
gestured back to the woman who had also risen. "Sera
Parn Kest my wife."
Raen inclined her head as if this were of great moment
to her. The betas seemed to miss the irony. "Kont'
Raen a Sul," And with cold courtesy. "Grace to
you both."
"Are you . . . bound for Istra?"
Raen smiled, though coldly. "Is there anything more
remote?"
Merek Eln blinked and swallowed. "The ship must
surely start its return there. Istra is the edge of the
Reach."
"Then that must be where I am bound."
"We . . . are in ITAK, Istran Trade . . ."
". . . Association, Kontrin-licensed. Yes. I'm
familiar with the registered corporations."
"We offer our assistance,
our-hospitality."
Raen looked him up and down, and sera Kest also. She let
the silence continue. "How kind," she said at
last. "I've never had such an offer. Perhaps
I'll take advantage of it. I don't believe there
are other Kontrin on Istra."
"No," Eln said faintly. "Kontrin, if you
would care to discuss the matter which brings you
here-"
"I don't."
"We might . . . assist you."
"You aren't listening, ser Merek Eln. I assure
you, I have no interests in ITAK matters."
"Yet you chose Istra."
"Not I."
The man blinked, confused.
"I didn't divert the ship," Raen said.
"If we can be of service-"
You've offered me your hospitality. I've said
that I shall consider it. For the moment, as you see,
I'm engaged. I have four games yet to go this evening.
Perhaps you'll care to watch." She turned her back
on ser Merek Eln and sera Kest, looked at Jim, who waited
quietly. Azi were accustomed to immobility when not
pursuing orders. "What do you know of Istra?" she
asked him.
"It's a hive world. A contact point with
Outside. Their sun is beta Hydri."
"The contact point. I don't recall any
Kontrin going there recently. I knew one who did, once. But
surely there are some amusements to be had there."
"I, don't know," Jim said very faintly,
quieter in the presence of the Istrans than he had been
since the beginning. "I belong to Andra Lines. My
knowledge doesn't extend beyond the range of my
ship."
"Do these folk make you nervous? I'll ask them
to leave if you like."
"Please, no," Jim said hoarsely. Raen shrugged
and made the cast.
It came up three stars. She took first throw. Twelve.
Jim made his: two. Raen gathered thirty-six points. Jim
took up the wands as if they were venomed, threw three
whites. Raen won the dicing and automatically took
game.
"Your luck has bit a sudden downward turn,"
Raen said, gathering up the three wands. She passed them to
him. "But there's still margin. We're at four
hundred fifty-five to your four hundred
sixty-two."
He lost all but the last game, setting the tally at four
hundred sixty-three to four hundred fifty-seven. His margin
was down to six.
He was sweating profusely. Raen ordered a drink for them
each, and Jim took a great swallow of his, all the while
staring at a blank comer of the room, meeting no one's
eyed.
"These folk do make you uncomfortable," she
said. "But if you win-why, then you'll be out
among them, free and very wealthy. Perhaps wealthier than
they. Do you think of that?"
He took yet another drink and gave no answer. Sweat
broke and ran at his temple.
"How many games yet remain?" she asked.
"We dock three days from now."
"With time in the evening for a set?"
He shook his head. This was to his advantage. He still
had his lead.
"Twenty games, then." She glanced at the
Istrans, gestured them to seats on opposite sides of her
table, between him and her. Their faces blanched. There was
rage there, and offence. They came, and sat down. "Do
you want to play a round for amusement?" she asked
Jim.
"I would rather not," he said. "I'm
superstitious."
Azi served them, all four. Jim stared at the area of the
table between his hands.
"It's been a long voyage," Kont' Raen
said. "Yet the society in the salon has been pleasant.
What brings you out from Istra and back, Seri?"
"Trade," Kest said
"Ah. "
"Kontrin-" Merek Eln said. She looked at him.
He moistened his lips and shifted his weight in big chair.
"Kontrin, there's been some disturbance on Istra.
Matters are still in a state of flux. Doubtless-doubtless
you've had some report of these affairs."
She shrugged. "I've kept much to myself of
late. So trade took you off Istra."
There was a hesitation, a decision. Merek Eln went pale,
wiped at his face. "The need for funds," he
confided. His voice was hardly more than a hoarse whisper.
"There has been hardship on Istra. There's been
fighting in some places. Sabotage. One has to be careful
about associations. If you've brought forces-"
"You expect too much of me," Kont' Raen
said "I'm here on holiday. That is my
profession."
This was irony even they understood as such.
They said nothing. Kont' Raen sipped at her drink
and finished it. Then she rose and left the table, end Jim
excused himself hastily and withdrew among the azi who
served.
The thought occurred to him, not for the first time,
that Kont' Raen was simply insane.
He thought that if she gave him the chance now to
withdraw from the wager, he would take it, serve the ship
to the end of his days, content in his fate.
He lost two points off his margin the next evening. The
tally stood at four hundred sixty-seven to four hundred
sixty-three.
There was no sleep that-night. Tomorrow evening was the
last round. No one in the azi quarters offered to speak to
him. The others sat apart, as if he had a contagion. It was
the same when one approached termination. If he won, they
would hate him; if he lost, he would only confirm what they
believed, the luck that made them what they were. He
crouched on his mat in a corner of the compartment, tucked
big knees up to his chin and bowed his head, counting the
interminable moments of the final hours.
vi
Jim was at the table early as usual, waiting with the
wands and the dice. The Istrans arrived. Other azi served
them, while even beta crew arrived in the salon to watch
the last games. The whole ship was shut down to skeleton
crew, and those necessary posts were linked in by
monitor.
Jim looked at the table surface rather than face the
stares of free men who owned his contract, who had come to
watch the show. They would not own it after this night, one
way or the other.
There were light steps in the corridor, toward the door.
He looked up, saw Kont' Raen coming toward him. He
rose, of respect, the same ritual as every evening. Azi set
drinks on the table, as every evening.
She was seated, and he resumed his chair.
What others did in the room now he neither knew nor
cared. She cast the dice for the first throw; he did, and
won the right to begin.
He won the first game. She won the next. The sigh of
breath was audible all about the salon.
The third game was hers, and the fourth and fifth.
"Rest?" she asked. He wiped at the sweat that
gathered on his upper lip and shook his head. He won the
sixth and lost the seventh and eighth.
"Four sixty-nine to four sixty-nine," she
said, Her eyes glittered with excitement. She ordered ice,
and paused for a drink of water. Jim drained his glass and
wiped his face with his chilled hand. The cooling did not
seem enough in the salon. People were crowded all about
them. He asked for another drink, sipped it.
"Your stakes are greater," she said. "I
cede first throw."
He accepted the wands. Suddenly he trusted nothing, no
generosity of hers. He trusted none present. Of all the
bets which had been made on the azi deck, he was sure now
how they had been laid. The looks as the Kontrin tore away
his lead let that be known . . . who had bet on him, and
who against. Some of those against, he had believed liked
him.
He cast. Nothing showed but black and white; he declined
and she cast: the same. It was a slow game, careful. At
twenty-four he threw a black . . . chose to play the throw
against her thirty-six, and won not only the pair of ships,
but also the black, wiping out his score. His bands began
to sweat He played more conservatively then, built up his
score and declined the next black, dreading black in her
hand, which did not show. He reached eighty-eight. She held
seventy-two, and swept up a trio of stars to take the ninth
game.
It stood at four hundred sixty-nine to four hundred
seventy, her favour.
"What do you propose if we tie?" she
asked.
"An eleventh game," he said hoarsely. Only
then did it occur to him that he might have proposed
cancellation of bets. She nodded, accepting him at his
word. He must win tenth to force an eleventh.
She gathered up the wands. The living chitin on the back
of her hand shone like jewels. The wands spilled across the
table, white, white, white.
Game, for the winner.
She offered him the dice. She led; the courtesy was
mandated by the custom of the game. His hand was sweating;
he wiped it on his chest, took the dice again, and cast:
six.
She took up the cubes for her own turn, threw.
Seven.
"Game," she said.
There was silence. Then those in the room cheered . . .
save the azi, who faded back, reminded that escape was not
for their kind. Jim blinked, and fought for breath. He
began to shiver and could not stop.
Kont' Raen gathered up the wands and, one by one,
broke them. Then she leaned back in her chair and slowly
finished her drink. Quiet was restored in the room.
Officers and azi remembered that they had duties elsewhere.
Only the Istran couple remained.
"Out," she said.
The couple hesitated, indignant, determined for a moment
to stand their ground. Then they thought better of it and
left. The door closed. Jim stared at the table. An azi
never looked directly at anyone.
There was a long silence.
"Finish your drink," she said. He did so; he
had wanted it, and had not known whether he dared. "I
thank you," she said quietly. "You have relieved
my boredom, and few have ever done that."
He looked up at her, suicidal in his mood. He had been
pushed far. The same desperation which had kept him from
withdrawing from the game still possessed him.
"You could have dropped out," she reminded
him.
"I could have won."
"Of course."
He took a last swallow from his glass, mostly icemelt,
and set it down. The thought occurred to him again that the
Kontrin was quite, quite mad, and that out of whim she
might order his termination when they docked. She evidently
travelled alone. Perhaps she preferred it that way. He was
lost in the motivations of Kontrin. He had been created to
serve the ships of Andra Lines. He knew nothing else.
She walked over and took the bottle from the
Istrans' table, examined the label critically and
poured again, for him and for her. The incongruity of the
action made him sure that she was mad. There should have
been fresh glasses, no ice. He winced inwardly, and
realised that such concerns now were ridiculous. He drank;
she did, in bizarre celebration.
"None of them," she said, with a shrug at all
the empty tables and chairs, the memories of departed
passengers, "none of them could dice with a Kontrin.
Not one." She grinned and laughed, and the grin faded
to a solemn expression. She lifted the glass to him, ironic
salute. "Your contract is already purchased. Ever
borne arms?"
He shook his head, appalled. He had never touched a
weapon, seldom even seen one.
She laughed and set the glass down.
And rose.
"Come," she said.
Later, high in the upper decks and the luxury of the
Kontrin's staterooms, it came to what he thought it
might.
BOOK FOUR
i
"Commercial," Moth muttered, and steepled her
wrinkled hands, staring at them to the exclusion of the
several heads of Houses who surrounded her. She laughed
softly, contemplating the reports of chaos strewn in a line
across the Reach.
"I fear," said Cen Moran, "I lack your
perception of humour in the matter. This involves Istra,
and the hives, and the surviving Meth-maren. I see nothing
whatsoever of humour affordable in the
combination."
"Kill her," said Ros Hald.
Moth turned a chill stare on him, and he fell silent.
"Why? For trespass? I don't recall that visiting
Istra is grounds for such extreme measures."
"It's a sensitive area, Istra."
"Yes. Isn't it."
The Hald broke eye contact. Moth did not miss that fact,
but glanced instead at Moran and the others, raised
querulous brows. "I think some Kontrin presence there
might be salutary, provided it's discreet and sensible.
The Meth-maren's presence is usually quiet toward
non-Kontrin."
"A hive-world, said Moran, "another
hive-world, and critical."
"The only hive-world," said Moth,
"without Kontrin permanently resident. We've
barred ourselves from that . . . sensitive . . . contact
point, at least by custom. Depressing as Istra is reputed
to be, I suspect we simply lack enthusiasm for the
necessary privations. But majat don't seem to mind
being there, do they? In my long memory, only Lian had the
interest to visit the place after the beta City was set
down there-and that was very long ago. Maybe we should
reconsider. Maybe we've created a blind spot in our
intelligence. Reports from Istra are scant. Perhaps a
Kontrin should be there. It surely couldn't hurt their
economy."
"But," said Kahn a Belo, "this
Kontrin, Eldest? There's been trouble across the Reach.
And the Meth-maren, of the hive-masters-of that
House-the simplest prediction would tell us. . .
."
"We will let her alone," Moth said.
"If it were put to a vote," said Moran,
"that sentiment would not carry. Than would be the
logical choice, trustworthy. The Meth-maren, no."
Moth looked at him steadily. A measure would have to be
written up formally: some one of them would have to put his
name on it as proponent. Someone would have to risk his
personal influence and the well-being of his agents. She
did not estimate that Moran quite meant it as an ultimatum:
he was simply kin to the ineffectual Thons. There were more
meaningful, more inflammatory issues on which opposition
could rise. When challenge came, if it came in the Council
at all, it would not be like this, on a directive for
assassination; such things did not make good rallying
points. Assassinations were usually managed by House or
executive order, quietly and without embarrassments.
"Let her alone," Moth said, "for
now."
There was a small and sullen silence at the table. Talk
began quietly, drifted to other matters. There were excuses
made early, departures in small groups. Moth watched them,
and noted who left with whom, and reckoned that not a few
of them were plotting her demise.
And after me, she thought with a taut, hateful
smile, let it come.
She spread upon the table the reports which had occupied
the committee, all the various problems with which the
Council had to deal: over-breeding of azi, population
stresses and economic distress among underemployed betas,
turmoil in the hives, killings of greens and the
lately-recovered blues by reds and golds on Cerdin. The
Thon House, hive-liaisons in the place of Meth-marens,
proved ineffectual: the reports skirted that fact and
covered truth with verbiage.
And, persistently, reports that reds sought out Kontrin
and made gifts, trespassed boundaries, turned up in beta
areas.
There was a proposal put forward by the House of Ilit
and the econbureau that this surplus be consumed by the
modest ship-building industry of Pedra. It gathered
support; it was very possible that it would pass. It would
alleviate conditions that created discontent on several
worlds.
Moth studied it, frowning-remembered to push a button,
to summon the young man waiting-and sat leaning her mouth
against her curled hand and staring moodishly at the
persuasive statistics on the graphs. The Hald entered; she
was still pursuing her train of thought, and let him stand,
the while she read and gnawed at her finger.
At last she shifted the reports into three stacks and
then into one, and put atop it a dry monograph entitled
Breeding Patterns among the Hives.
"Commercial," she chuckled again, to the
listening walls, and looked up sharply at young Tand Hald.
'Kill her, you would say too. I've heard that Hald
point of view until my ears ache. You're nothing if not
consistent. Where's Morn?"
Tand Hald shrugged, stared at her quite directly.
"I'm sure I don't know, Eldest."
"Pol with him?"
"I'm sure I don't know that either. Not
when I left him."
"Where did you part with them?"
"Meron." He failed to flinch. The eyes
remained steady. "Pol involved himself with amusements
there. Morn went his own way; I went mine. No one controls
them."
She gazed at him steadily, broke contact after a moment.
"You want her taken out"
"I give the best advice I have."
"Why are you so apprehensive of this one subject?
Personal grudge?"
"No. Surely your agent who watches your other
agents would have turned up any personal bias in
this."
She laughed softly at the impertinence. The youngest
Hald had been with her too long, too closely. She was not
diverted. "But why then? What interference has she
ever attempted in Family business? She's never made an
economic ripple; she only-travels, from time to
time."
"Is she your agent?" Tand asked, a question
which had taken him live years to ask.
"No," Moth said very softly. "But I
protect her as if she were. She is, after a remote fashion.
Why do you fear her so, Tand?"
"Because she's atypical. And random. And a
survivor. She ought to have grudges. She never exercises
them . . . save once, but that was direct retaliation. She
never pursues the old ones."
"Ah."
"Now she's chosen a place where there's
potential for serious harm. There are Outsiders directly
available; there are hives, and no one to watch her, only
betas. Her going there has purpose."
"Do you think so? She always seems to proceed by
indirection."
"I believe there is reason."
"Perhaps there is. Yet in all these years,
she's never reached back to Cerdin."
"It was a mistake to have let her live in the first
place."
"The Family has searched for cause against her ever
since she left Cerdin. We've found none; she's
given none."
"So she's intelligent, and dangerous."
Moth laughed again, and the laughter died and she sorted
absently through the reports, shifting them into disorder.
"How long do majat live?"
"Eighteen years for the average individual."
Tand seemed vaguely annoyed by this extraneity.
"Longer for queens."
"No. How long do majat live?"
"The hives are immortal."
"That is the correct answer. How long is
that?"
"They calculate-millions of years."
"How long have we been watching them,
Tand?"
The young man shifted his weight and his eyes went to
the floor and the walls and elsewhere in his impatience.
"About-six, seven hundred years."
"How long would a cycle take-in the lifespan of an
immortal organism?"
"What kind of cycle? Eldest, I'm afraid I
don't see what you're aiming at."
"Yea. We don't, do we? We lose our memories
with death. Individually. Our records record . . . only
what we once perceived as important, at a given hour, under
given circumstances. The Drones remember . . .
everything."
Tand shook his head. A sweat had broken out on his face.
"I wish you would be clear, Eldest."
"I wish I had a long enough record at hand.
Don't you see that things have changed? No, of course
not. You're only a third of a century old yourself.
I'm only six hundred and a half. And what is that? What
is that experience worth? The Pact used to keep the hives
out of human affairs. Now reds and golds . . . mingle with
us, even with betas. Hives are at war . . . on Cerdin,
Meron, Andra, Kalind . . . On Kalind, it's blues and
greens against red. On Andra, and Cerdin, it's blues
and greens against red and gold. On Meron, it's blues
against reds and greens, and gold is in hiding."
"And Istra-"
"One can't predict, can one?"
"I don't understand what you're trying to
say, Eldest."
"Until you do-spread the word among the Houses that
Moth still has her faculties. That killing me would be very
unwise."
"The matter," Tand said tentatively, "the
matter is Raen a Sul, Eldest."
"Yes, it is isn't it?" Moth shook her
head. Blinked. At nigh seven hundred, the brain grew
unreliable, too full of information. There were syntheses
which verged on prophecy, cross-connections too full of
subtle intervening data. Her hands shook uncontrollably
with the effort of tracing down these interloping items.
Self-analysis. Of all processes, that was hardest, to know
why the data interconnected. Her eyes hurt. Her hands could
not feel the papers they handled. She became aware that
Tand had been speaking further.
"Go away," she said abruptly.
He went.
She watched him go, without doubt now: her death was
planned.
ii
The azi had settled finally, his world redefined. He
slept as if the luxury of the upper deck staterooms were no
novelty at all. Raen gathered herself up quietly, slipped
past the safety web which shrouded the wide bed, and
stretched, beginning now to think of departure, of the
disposition of personal items scattered through the suite
during the months of voyaging.
Now there was the azi . . . help or burden: she had not
yet decided which. She had second thoughts of her mad
venture, almost changed her mind even on this morning, as
often of mornings she had had doubts.
She put it from her mind, refused to think of more than
the present day; that was her solution to such thoughts, at
least for the hour, at least to pass that tedious time of
waiting and solitude. The voyage itself had promised to be
unendurable; and it was done; there had even been moments
of highest enjoyment, moments worth living, too rare to let
finality turn them sour. She refused to let it
happen-yawned and stretched in deliberate self-controlled
luxury-went blindly to the console and keyed a double
breakfast into the foodservice channel.
A red light blinked back at her at once, Security
advisement. Her pulse jolted; she keyed three, which was
the channel reserved for ship's emergencies and
notices.
MAJAT PASSENGER HAS AWAKENED. PLEASE VACATE VICINITY OF
SECTOR #31.
On schedule-alarm to the ship, none to her. She punched
in communications. "This is 512. I advise you take
extraordinary care in emergency in 31. This is not a
Worker. Please acknowledge."
They did so. She cut them off, rubbed her eyes and
sought the shower, her social duty fulfilled.
The touch of warm water and the smell of soap: some
things even tile prospect of eternity could not diminish.
Water slid over a body which bore only faint scars for all
that was past, spare of flesh despite all her public
self-indulgences. She endured heat enough to make her heart
speed, generating a cloud of comfortable steam within the
cabinet, combed her hair and punched the dry circulation
into operation.
Dry, combed, composed, she hauled a sheet out of
storage, wound into it and ventured the chill air of the
outer rooms, back to the console with a new object in
mind.
Jim's papers were on the desk. She flicked through
them, keyed in ship's store with a few requests for
display. Samples in simulacrum flashed onto the screen,
accurate representation of his body-type with one and
another suit. She indicated approval for several and put
them on her account, selected a travelling case from the
same source, along with an assortment of necessary personal
items and a few of jewellery.
Doing so amused her. She anticipated his delight. But
after the screens went dark and the only pleasant necessity
of the morning had been cared for, she sat still on the
bench and faced the prospect of Istra itself, of other
things, in a sudden dark mood which had some origin in a
morning headache.
Perhaps it was overmuch of drink the night before. She
had certainly overindulged.
Perhaps it was the azi, who had a melancholy about him
which touched strongly at her own.
She bestirred herself finally and dressed . . . plain,
beige garments, close-fitting. And, which she had not done
on the ship, she put on the sleeve-armour, which was simple
ostentation. Light, jewel-toned chitin strung on the
lightest of filaments, it ran from the living jewels of her
right hand to her collar: the beauty of it pleased her, and
the day wanted some ceremony, after such long voyaging.
She laughed bitterly, staring back at the replacement of
her fortunes, who slept, still oblivious, and thought her
all-powerful. Where it regarded a ship like Andra's
Jewel, this was surely so.
There were several cloaks among her belongings. She took
out the beige one, and intended to put it on, to hide the
sleeve armour, as it would hide the weapons she carried
constantly when she left the stateroom. But it went back
into the locker, the beige cloak; she fingered another,
that was blue, white-bordered, forbidden.
Even to have it was defiance of the Family. In almost
two decades no one had worn that Colour.
She did now, in the consciousness of isolation-quiet,
furtive defiance; let some beta make inquiry, let some
description and name be sent back to Council: at least let
it be accurate, so that had they had missed all other
signals, they might read this one, clear beyond all doubt.
She shrugged it on, fastened it, looked back again at the
azi.
Jim had worked himself into the farthest corner of the
large bed, into the angle of the two walls, limbs tucked,
foetal position. He had done it before, also in sleep. It
was somewhat disconcerting, that defensive tactic; she had
thought he had relaxed beyond it.
"Wake up:" she called sharply. "Jim. Wake
up."
He moved, disorganised for the moment; then untucked and
sat up within the webbing. He rubbed at his eyes, wincing
at what was likely a headache to match hers. He looked
strangely lost, as if he had misplaced something essential
this morning, perhaps himself.
He wanted time, she decided. She paid him no further
attention, reckoning that the best thing. He stirred out
after a moment, gathered up his clothes from the floor and
went to the bath. There was long running of water, then the
hum of the shower fans.
Cleanly, Raen thought with approval. She keyed
in the Operations channel and sank into a comfortable chair
to wait, feet propped, listening to chatter, watching the
screen with the mild interest of one who had been herself
many times at the controls of a ship on station approach.
The meticulous procedures and precautions of the big
commercial liner were typically beta, fussy and
over-cautious . . . but neither was putting a ship of this
size into station berth a process forgiving of little
errors. They would spend an amazing amount of time working
in, nothing left to visual estimation.
Channel five afforded view of their destination: this
was what she had been looking to see. There was the faint
dot of the station, due to grow rapidly larger over the
next few hours . . . and Istra, a bluish disc as yet
without definition. On the upper quarter screen, filtered,
was beta Hydri itself, the Serpent's Tail, a malevolent
brilliance which forecast less than paradise on Istra's
surface.
Two major continents, two ports onworld, a great deal of
desert covering those two continents. The weather patterns
of Istra bestowed rain in a serpentine belt, low on one
continent and coastally on the other, storms breaking on an
incredible mountain ridge which created wetlands coastward,
and one of the most regrettable desolations of the Reach on
the far side. The rainfall patterns never varied, not
during all human occupancy. Such life as Istra supported
before humans and majat came had never ascended to sapience
. . . and such as dimly knew better had retreated from the
vicinity of majat and humans both.
She had deepstudied Istra, and knew it with what
information the tapes had to give. It was not populous. The
onworld industry was agriculture, and that was sufficient
for self-support: the Family had never thought it wise to
turn its most prosperous face to the Outside, The world was
merely support for the station, that was the real Istra:
the agglomeration of docks and warehouses swinging in orbit
about Istra was the largest man-made structure in the
Reach, the channel for all trade which passed in and
out
It was a sight worth seeing if one were out this far.
She meant to do so. But it was also true that facilities at
this famous station were primitive and that ships other
than freighters did not come here. It was actually possible
to strand oneself in such a place, if she let the
Jewel go.
She went bleakly sober, staring at the screen with
greater and greater conviction that she should stay aboard
the Jewel, ride her home again to the heart of the
Reach, where a Kontrin belonged. Other acts of irritation
she had committed, but this was something of quite
different aspect. She had accomplished part of her purpose
simply by coming this far.
The Family knew by now where she was; it was impossible
that they had not noticed.
An infinite lifespan, and enforced idleness, enforced
uselessness, enforced solitude: it was a torment in which
any variance was momentous, in which the prospect of change
was paralysing. It might have taken her. The Family had
planned that it should, that finally, it would take
her.
Her lips tautened in a hateful smile. She was still
sane, a marginal sanity, she reckoned. That she was here-at
the Edge-was a triumph of will.
The blue light began to blink in the overhead: room
service. She rose and started for the door, remembered that
she had not yet clipped her gun to her belt and paused to
do so.
It was, after all, only two of the azi, bringing
breakfast and the purchases from the store. She admitted
them, and stood by the open door while they set breakfast
on the table and laid the packages on the bench, a
considerable stack of them.
To take such a breakfast, from uncontrolled sources . .
. was a calculated risk, a roll of the dice with
advantageous odds here in-the Jewel's closed
environment; but stakes all the same greater than she had
hazarded in the salon. Accepting the packages was such a
risk. The voyage, unguarded, among strangers, was a
monumental one. Or taking an azi such as Jim: the tiny
triangle tattooed under his eye was real, the serial number
tattooed on his shoulder was likewise, and both faded with
age as they should be; that eliminated one possibility . .
. but not the chance that someone could have corrupted him
with programs involving murder. Such risks provided daily
diversion-necessary chances; one regarded them as that or
went insane from the stress. One gambled. She smiled as the
two bowed, their duties done; and overtipped them
extravagantly-another self-indulgence: the delight in their
faces gave her vicarious pleasure. She was excited with the
purchases she had made for Jim, anxious for his reaction.
His melancholy was a challenge . . . simpler, perhaps, and
more accessible than her own.
"Jim," she called, "come out
here."
He came, half-dressed in his own uniform, his hair a
little disordered, his skin still flushed from the heat of
the shower. She offered the packages to him, and he was
somewhat overwhelmed, it seemed, with the abundance of
things.
He sat down and looked through the smaller packages,
fingered the plastic-wrapped clothing and the fine suede
boots, the travelling case. One small box held a watch, a
very expensive one. He touched the face of it, closed the
box again and set it aside. No smile touched his face, no
hint of pleasure, but rather blankness . . .
bewilderment.
"They ought to fit," she said, when he failed
of the happiness she had hoped for. She shrugged, defeated,
finding him a greater challenge than she had thought.
"Breakfast is cooling. Hurry up."
He came to the table then, stood waiting for her to sit
down. His precise courtesy irritated her, for it was
mechanical; but she said nothing, and took her place, let
him adjust her chair. He sat down after, gathered up his
fork after she had picked up hers, and took his first bite
only after she did. He ate without once looking at her.
Still, she persuaded herself, he was remarkably
adaptable. Limited sensitivity, the betas insisted of the
azi they created, what might otherwise have seemed abuses.
She had not understood that when she was a child: there had
been Lia, who had loved her; and she had loved Lia. But it
was true that azi did not react to things in the way of
born-men, and that there were, among them, no more Lias,
never one that she had found.
Genetically determined insensitivity? she wondered,
staring at Jim. She refused to believe it. Kontrin
geneticists had never worked in terms so ill-defined as the
ego and the emotions: and, Meth-maren, she knew the labs
better than most. No, there had to be specific biological
changes, unless betas knew something Kontrin did not, and
she refused to believe that: there had to be something,
some single, simple alteration, unaided by majat.
Less sensitivity to physical pain? She could conceive
how that might be done, and it would have psychological
consequences . . . advantageous, within limits. The
biological self-destruct in-built in azi evidenced some
beta expertise with gene-tampering.
Jim intrigued her suddenly, in that monomaniac way that
she filled her days, even important ones, with
distractions. She found herself thinking of home, and of
comforts, and of Lies human warmth; and ordinarily she
would have stopped herself at this point, dead-stopped, but
that there was a distance possible this day, in this place,
and she felt, suddenly, that life owed her something of
comfort, some last self-indulgence, some . . .
And there the thoughts did stop. She turned
them cold, and made the question merely intellectual, and
useful, the matter of gaining knowledge. Jim was a puzzle,
one fit for the time-not easy. She had the strange
realisation that they were a puzzle she had never wondered
about, the azi-a presence too useful and ordinary to
question; as she wore clothing, and never perceived the
technical skills involved in its making, until she had
chanced to desire a cloak made, and had stirred herself to
visit a place that might manage it. She had discovered by
that, a marvellous workshop of threads and colours and
machines, and an old beta who handmade things for the joy
of them, who found pleasure in the chance to work with rare
major silk. There was behind the production of the cloth an
entire chain of ancient arts, which had quite awed her-at
distance: there were gifts and gifts, and hers was not
creative.
It was that manner of insight with the azi, had been so
from the first night of the game, although it was only now
she realised why the game had mattered: she had filled her
time with it, and gained occupation-anesthetic for the
mind, such occupations, a near-at-hand focus, a work of art
to analyse and understand.
The highest one, perhaps. Weaving, sculpting, the
composing of poetry-what more than this, that Kontrin left
betas to practice? They made men.
His face was surely not unique: there would be others
identical to him, at various ages, scattered across the
vicinity of Andra. They would be high types, as he was:
technicians, house-officers, supervisors, foremen, guards,
entertainers-the latter a euphemism on jaded Meron, where
anything could be done; a great many of his doubles were
likely majat azi, for majat prized cleverness. That he was
also pleasant decoration to an establishment would not
occur to the majat, whose eyes could not determine that,
but it obviously occurred to Andra Lines. All the
serving-azi were of that very expensive class, although no
two of them were alike. Obviously they were to please the
passengers in capacities outside the salon, and Jim seemed
to have had some experience of such duties. It was
wasteful, as the elaborate decor of the ship was wasteful
and extravagant, to settle the most sensitive and capable
of azi to tasks far beneath their mental capacity. But that
was typical of beta-ish ostentation: if one could pay, one
bought and displayed, even if it was completely
senseless.
Jim finished his breakfast and sat, staring at the plate
between his hands, probably unsure what to do next, but
looking distressingly like a machine out of program.
Many, many azi were machinelike, incapable of
even basic function when diverted from their precise series
of duties, or taken from the specific house or factory to
which they belonged. A few even went catatonic and had to
be terminated if they could not be shocked out of it and
retrained. But Jim, had he won the wager, could have passed
for beta . . . save for the tattoo; he was capable of
living on his own: he was of that order, as mentally alert
as any born-man.
Lia had been such.
Jim looked up finally, perhaps conscious of her
concentration on him. There was again that sadness . . .
the same that she had met in the night, a deep and
unreachable melancholy, the same that had faced her
mirror-wise across the gaming table: suspicion, perhaps,
that some games were not for winning, even if they had to
be played out.
"You don't ask questions," she said.
He still did not.
"We're going to Istra," she said.
"I'll leave with you, then."
That sounded like a question. She realised the drift of
his previous thoughts, and leaned back, still studying him.
"Yes. You should be well-accustomed to travelling,
oughtn't you? Haven't you ever wanted to go
downworld? I should think you might have had some curiosity
about the ports this ship touches."
He nodded, with an infinitesimal brightening of the
eyes.
"You can buy," she said, "whatever you
like. My resources ceased to amuse me . . . long ago. I
pass the curse on to you: anything you want, any
extravagance. There would have been a limit to your funds
had you won. But with me, there's none. There are
hazards to my company; there are compensations too. If
there's anything on this ship you've ever wanted to
have, you're free to buy it."
That only seemed to confuse him. He had seen betas come
and go, richly dressed, ordering fine food and indulging in
ship-board pleasures: the limit of his experience in
avarice, no doubt. Any beta so invited could have imagined
something at once.
"Why don't you go change again?" she
suggested. "You don't belong in ship's uniform
any longer. See how the clothes suit you. Then you might
think about packing. We'll be docked by noon. I have
some business to attend, but when it's done, then
we'll amuse ourselves, have a look at the world, commit
a few extravagances, see if there's not some society to
disarrange. Go on, go on with you."
He looked no less confused, but he rose from table and
turned to the bench to sort through the packaged clothing.
He spilled a stack onto the floor, gathered it up again,
only to spill another, clumsiness that was not like him. He
knelt and collected everything into groups, hesitating in
his movements, finally made his selections and restored
order. The sight disturbed her, hit her like a blow to the
stomach. Azi. Motor confusion, brought on by too much
strangeness, too many changes at once. She held her tongue.
A sticking-point in the clockwork: it was like that.
Intervention would make it worse.
She thought of Lia, and pushed Lia out of her mind.
He went off with his armful of packages, into the
bedroom.
She became aware of subdued chatter from the viewer, and
rose to cut it off. Depression returned the more
forcefully, the more she tried to ignore it.
I could apply to Cerdin, she thought. I
could beg Moth and Council for shelter. I could go on
living, among Kontrin, home again. All I have to do is bow
to Council.
That was always, she reckoned, all it required. And she
would not, not now.
She started about her own packing, opening lockers and
chests in search of forgotten items.
The room lights flared red suddenly, the whole suite
bathed in the warning glow.
"Sera?" Jim was out of the bath in an instant,
his voice plaintive with alarm.
Raen crossed the room in four strides and punched in the
emergency channel, foreknowing.
MAJAT PASSENGER, the screen read, NOW MOVING. SECTION 50
PLEASE SECURE YOUR DOORS AND REMAIN INSIDE. PLEASE CALL
STATION 3 IF YOU FEEL YOU NEED ASSISTANCE.
She punched 3. "Security, this is 512. I've
noticed your alarm. Would you kindly key us out? Thank
You."
Room light went normal white again. Jim still hovered in
the doorway, looking frightened.
She checked the gun, clipped it again to her belt
beneath her cloak. "Majat hibernate in flight,"
she told him. "They shed when they wake. The
skin's still soft. Instinct-inevitably drives them for
daylight when they've shed; the gravitational
arrangement on this ship, you see, the upper decks . . . no
attack, just natural behaviour. Best just to let it wander.
It's slightly deaf in this state; the auditory palps
are soft . . . eyes none too keen either. Not to be trifled
with. I'm going out to see to it. You can stay here if
you like. Not many folk care to be around them."
"Do you want me to come?"
It was not enthusiasm, but willingness. She detected no
panic, and nodded. "If you'll make no move without
advice, The hazard is minor."
"You and the majat-are together?"
"A hazard of my company. I warned you. Their
vicinity affects some people. I hope you're
immune."
She opened the door and went out into the corridor,
where the lights were still red.
Jim followed before the door shut. "Lock it,"
she said, pleased that he had come. "Always lock
things behind me."
The sweat of fear was already glistening on his face,
but he punched the lock into operation and stayed with her
as she headed down the corridor.
iii
Corridor 50 was next the lifts and the emergency shafts.
Raen reckoned well enough how a blind majat could have
arrived on fifth level: tunnels were natural for it.
And it was there, huddled against a section-door at the
farther end of the corridor, a tall hulk of folded limbs
and fantastical chitinous protuberances. It glistened in
the red light, slick with new skin, bewildered by the
barriers that had closed before it.
"Quite blind to most of its surroundings," she
said to Jim, and the majat's palps were not all that
soft. It caught sound and turned, mandibles moving in great
agitation. It was a Warrior, hatchling-naked and
weaponless.
"Stand here by the corner," Raen said to Jim.
"Step round it if it turns ugly. Never try a long run:
no human can outrace a Warrior. Its vision, you see, is
entirely thermal, and dependent on contrasts of heat; put
something cold and solid between yourself and it, and
it's lost you. It doesn't see this corridor in
anything like our vision: it sees us, maybe . . . or places
where metal is warmed by underlying machinery, or by the
touch of a band. Never touch a wall or a surface with your
bare skin if you're trying to elude one. And they not
only detect scent: they read it."
The auditory palps still moved, perceiving sound, but at
this range, perhaps, unable to distinguish it. Seated, it
suddenly heaved itself up on two leathery legs, towering
against the overhead. It boomed a warning note.
Raen walked forward slowly, flung back her cloak, held
up both her hands, backs outward.
Air sucked in, an audible gust.
"Kontrin, " it said in deep harmonies.
"Blue-hive Kontrin."
"Blue-hive Warrior." She spoke distinctly, a
little loudly, for its sake.
"Yes," it sighed, blowing air from its
chambers. "Yess." Auditory palps swept decisively
forward, like a human relaxing to listen. It lowered its
erect body, forelimbs tucked, the whole eloquent of vast
relief, trust. There was pathos in the action,
sense-deprived as the Warrior was. Something welled up in
her, a feeling she had pursued from world to world and not
captured until now.
"I knew that a blue had taken this ship;" she
said. "I came."
It started forward in evident intent to touch, stopped
abruptly. Air pulsed in and out, thumping with the force of
its expulsion. The sound became words. "Other. Other.
Other."
She realised the fix of its dimmed vision and looked
back, where Jim waited by the corner.
"Only an azi, Warrior. Mine, my-hive. Don't be
concerned for it."
It hesitated, then stalked up to her, bowed itself,
seeking touch. She lifted both her hands to its
scent-patches. It absorbed this. Then it bowed further, and
in a gesture very like a human kiss, opened its mandibles
wide and touched the false chelae to her lips. The venomed
spike was very close, the jaws gaping on either side. The
wrong taste would snap them shut on reflex, and unlike
another Warrior, she had no chitinous defense but the
sleeve-armour. Yet the taste was sweet; it gently received
taste from her.
"No resolution," it said. "From?
From?"
"Cerdin," she said. "Once."
"Queen." The analysis proceeded in its body,
and it drew back, mandibles clashing in distress. "I
taste familiarity. I taste danger."
"I am Raen a Sul. Raen a Sul hant
Meth-maren."
It went rigid. Even the mandibles ceased to move. A
Warrior alone, it comprehended only Warrior-memories
whatever the complexities its body night carry for others
to read.
"Danger," it concluded helplessly. Auditory
pales swung forward and back. "Recently waked."
It gave warning of its own disorganisation, still trusting,
but it retreated. The mandibles began to work again in
visible distress.
"Warrior, you have reached Istra. Is this not the
place for which blue-hive intended you?"
"Yesss." It scuttled farther back from her,
into the corner next the door. "Forbidden. Forbidden.
Forbidden."
She stayed where she was. Warriors were often laconic
and disjointed in conversation, but this one seemed
mortally confused. It crouched down, limbs tucked; and
cornered, it might spring at the least advance.
"Warrior," she said, "I have helped you. If
I were not aboard, this ship might have been-stopped. An
accident might have happened to you-unit in your sleep.
This was not the case. Before you were hatched, I was in
blue-hive Cerdin, within the hive. You are Kalind blue, but
is there no memory in Kalind, of Meth-marens? Before you
left Cerdin, you knew us, Meth-maren-hive, hive-friends.
There was a hill, a lake by a place called Kethiuy. We
spoke-for all human hives."
"Warrior," it reminded her; it could not be
expected to Remember. But the auditory pains were strained
forward, and the mandibles worked rapidly. "Meth-maren
hive. Meth-maren. Meth-maren. Kethiuy. Hive-friends.
First-humans, Meth-marens. Yessss. Warrior-memory holds
Meth-marens."
"Yes," she said. She held out her hands,
offering touch, should it accept. There was no queen to
advise Warrior., no Drones to Remember for it: she had it
snared, almost, almost, and tried not to betray the anxiety
in her. It had no means to know how other blues had eluded
bar. It was going to Istra, as blues had attempted other
worlds; but this one, this sending would get through.
She saw to it, though blue-hive elsewhere had
fleet her and met disaster, had voyaged and never wakened,
or perished in ambush. This one lived, at the one world
where she had a chance of protecting it.
As the one world where there was no one of the Family to
stop her or forbid her access to the hives.
"Warrior. You were sent to Istra, True?"
"True."
"Our purposes coincide, it may be. Tell me. Why
have you come here? What message do you carry?"
It held its silence, thinking, perhaps. It was a new
generation, this Warrior; eighteen years was the time of a
new generation for its kind . . . all across the Reach, a
new generation of blue-hive, quiet within its separate
hills-blues withdrawn, while greens came to the labs
managed by Thons, performed as always, abided by the Pact
under Thon direction.
Until last year.
"Why have you come?" Raen asked.
It eased forward again, wary. The fix of her head was
not toward her, but beyond. It turned the head then,
rotating it on its circular joints. "Azi. Meth-maren
azi."
It wanted touch. Majat called it Grouping, the need to
be emotionally sure of others. Jim remained where she had
left him, red-dyed in the light. "My azi," Raen
confirmed, her heart beating rapidly. "Jim. Jim, come
to me, slowly."
He could break and run. She stood in Warrior's way,
and perhaps, only perhaps she could restrain Warrior from
the kill if Jim set him off. But Jim left his corner and
came, stopped at yet a little distance, as if suddenly
paralysed. Warrior shifted forward, the matter of three
strides that Raen could not match, and leaned over him.
Jim had simply shut his eyes in panic. Raen reached him,
caught his arm, shocked him out of it. "Touch,"
she told him. "You must touch it." And when he
did not move with propriety, reaching instead to the
thorax, Raen took his right hand in hers, guided it between
the jaws to Warrior's offered scent-patches. The huge
Warrior, only minimally sane, bent lower, jaws wide,
touched false chelae to Jim's lips, taking taste as
well as scent. Jim's face broke out in sweat: this too
warrior tasted, sweeping it from his brow with the delicate
bristles of the false chelae.
'Trust it," Raen whispered into his ear, yet
gripping his arm. "Stand still, stand still; blues
will never harm you once this Warrior has reported on
Istra. It can't recognise faces, but it knows the taste
now. Maybe it can even distinguish you from your
duplicates; I'd imagine it can."
She let go. Warrior had perceptibly calmed. It touched
at Jim, touched her.
"Blue-hive," it murmured, deep baritone. And
then with a distressed waving of its palps:
"Danger."
"There is danger everywhere for blues:' Raen
offered her right hand to its mandibles, willful hazard,
comforting gesture. "Hive-friend. Do you also bear
taste of reds? Of Kethiuy? Of killing?"
Mandibles clashed as her hand withdrew; jaws smoked,
strongly enough to decapitate human or majat.
"Killing," it moaned from its chambers, deep
harmony. "Red-hive, killings, yess."
"I was there, on Cerdin, when reds killed blues.
Does Kalind blue remember that? Messengers went out from
Cerdin then. Surely some got through. Some must have
lived."
"Not-clear. Drone-function."
"But you know Cerdin."
"Cerdin." It sucked air and expelled it
softly. "Yess. Cerdin. First-hive. This-unit does not
make full understanding. This-unit will report. Blue queen
of Istra will interpret. Queen will understand."
"Surely she will."
"This-unit will not see Kalind again. This-unit is
cut off. I can carry this message no farther than the
Istran queen. Then I musk unMind."
"Perhaps the Istran queen will take you instead,
Warrior, and change that instruction."
"This-unit hopes."
"This-unit also hopes, Warrior."
Palps caressed her face with great tenderness. Truly
neuter, Warrior had no concept of any function but duty;
yet majat units could feel some sentiment on their own, and
Warriors were-very slightly-egocentric.
She laid her hand on its forelimb. "What brings you
here? What message, Warrior? Answer me."
The great armoured head rotated in that gesture that had
so many nuances to majat vision. "This-unit does not
know; I taste of revenge, Kethiuy-queen."
It was complex, then, locked within its body-chemistry;
it gave her Warrior-reading only, and the Warrior-mind
conceived it as revenge. A chill ran over her skin, an echo
of things past.
"I have known you before, Warrior."
"Warrior memory," it confirmed, and touched at
her, touched at them both. "Meth-maren. Yesss. Not all
Kontrin are friends. Trust you. Trust you,
Kethiuy-queen."
A message had gotten through, eighteen, nineteen years
ago. Warrior was with her. She touched it, her hand
trembling.
"We will be docking soon, Warrior. You must secure
yourself for your own protection, and not trouble these
beta humans. They are no harm, no harm to you."
"Yes," it agreed. It reared up and looked
about, head rotating half this way and half that.
"Lost," it complained. "Human-hive.
Lost."
"Come," she bade it, and brought it to a
security panel, took its right chela and touched it to the
emergency grip. It clenched it, secure then as a human
safely belted. "You must stay here, Warrior. Let your
skin dry. You've come high enough. Hold and wait, and
harm no human who doesn't threaten you. I'll come
for you when it's time."
"Lost. This-unit must find Istra blue."
She stroked the sensitive side-pales, reckoning what a
complex and fearful task Warrior faced, with no sun
overhead, encased in one cold metal structure after another
on its way. Majat did not easily comprehend that it was not
all one sun and all one world. It had entrusted itself to
betas for hire, hoping it was given right directions, set
on the right ship; and blue messengers faced other
obstacles, for Kontrin discouraged their travelling, and
accidents befell one after the other. "I will guide
you," she told it. "Stay. Wait for me."
"Blue-hive," it breathed, bowed under the
pleasurable caress. Jaws clashed. "I wait.
Yesss."
"My-chamber is twelfth door beyond the
turning-left, as you face."
"This-unit guards."
"Yes," she agreed, touched the pulps and drew
back. The halls were cold; its processes were slow: it was
all too willing now to sink down and rest. She thought of
bidding it instead to her own suite, but there was Jim, who
stood against the wall in a seeming state of shock. She
soothed it a last time with her hand, turned away and took
Jim with her, trusting it would be safe; indeed, no one
would likely venture that ball, and if someone would have
harmed it, of those aboard, that would have been done while
it slept, helpless-not now.
This messenger would get through.
Is this the best action? the Mother of Cerdin
had asked. Among majat there were no children, only eggs,
and adults. Mother had asked a human for advice, and a
child had answered: Mother had not known.
It was wise that humans had been forbidden the hive,
direct access to queens, to Drones, to the Mind. She
abhorred now what she was doing, imprinting Warrior, while
it was unadvised by any queen.
That imprint would enter Istran blues, as truth, as true
as Warrior's legitimate message.
It was her key to the hives.
iv
Jim exited the bath, whiter than he had been. He had
lost the breakfast, and decided on another prolonged bath.
Now, wrapped in a bathsheet, he flung himself belly-down on
the wide bed and showed no disposition to move.
Raen bent over him, touched his damp shoulders.
"You're sure you're all right? You didn't
let it scratch you, did you?"
"All right," he echoed indistinctly. She
decided that he was, and that the kindest thing she could
do at the moment was to let him lie. He was shill
overheated from the water. She pulled a corner of the
bedclothes loose and flung over him, shrugged and walked
back to her own business.
She packed, settling everything with precision into bar
several cases-scuffed and battered from much use, that
luggage-but it contained so well the things she would not
give up, from world to world. Most that she had bought on
the ship she thought of leaving; and then she decided
otherwise and simply jammed things in the more tightly:
Istra did not promise their equal.
To all of it she added the fifth and sixth cases, the
deep. study apparatus and her precious tapes; she never
trusted a strange apparatus, and the tapes-the tapes she
kept much beyond their usefulness for casual knowledge,
some for pleasure, some for sentiment, a few for reference.
And there were half a dozen that Council would be aghast to
know existed in duplicate; but Hal Ilit had admitted her
within his security, and never seen beyond his own
self-indulgence, his own vanity, not even in dying. She
counted the tapes through, making sure everything was in
its slot, nothing lost, nothing left to assumption.
And she would have taken the refuge deepstudy offered
for an hour now, having finished all else: it was the best
antidote for unpleasantness. But Jim was there, and she did
not mean to make the hit's mistake: under deepstudy,
one was utterly helpless, and she would not, would never
accept sinking into that state in another's presence,
even an azi's. She paced the suite in boredom, and
finally, sure beyond doubt that there remained nothing to
do, she sat down and keyed in the viewer, one of the
entertainment channels.
Beta dramas, trivial and depressing . . . worse, when
one knew the deliberate psych-sets which had gone into
training their lab-born ancestors: work to succeed, succeed
to be idle, consume, consume, consume, consumption is
status. It worked, economically: on it, the entire economy
of the Reach thrived; but it made excruciatingly boring
drama. She keyed in docking operations, and found more
interest simply in watching the station spin nearer, the
abstract shift of light and shadow across its planes.
She heard a sound from the other room. Jim was up and
about. She listened for him to head for the bath again in
distress, but he did not, and she decided that he had
recovered. She heard a great deal of walking back and
forth, the crumbling of plastics, and finally the click of
a suitcase closing. She looked round the side of the chair
and saw him, dressed in conservative street clothes,
setting his case beside her several.
He could indeed have been beta, or even Kontrin: he was
tall. But he was a little too fair; and there was the
minute tattoo beneath the right eye.
"You look very fine, Jim."
He glanced down, seeming embarrassed. "I thank you,
sera."
"Formalities are hardly appropriate in
private." She spun the chair about from the viewer and
looked up at him. "You're all right,
then."
He nodded. "I'm sorry," he said almost
inaudibly.
"You didn't panic; you stood your ground. Sit
down."
He did so, on the bench against the wall, still slightly
pale.
"Meth-maren," she said, "is not a
well-loved name among Kontrin. And sooner or later someone
will make an attempt on my life." She opened her right
hand, palm down. 'The chitin grafted there is
blue-hive; blue-hive and the Meth-marens met a common
misfortune two decades ago. Warrior and I have something in
common, you see. And listen to me: I once had a few azi in
my employ. Somehow a gate was left unlocked and red-hive
majat got in. I sleep lightly. The azi didn't. The room
was no pretty sight, I may tell you. But an azi who would
walk with me out there into the hall . . . might have been
of some use to me that night."
"On the ship-" He always spoke in a hushed
voice, and the more so now. "We have security
procedures. I understand them."
"Do they teach you about self-defense?"
A slight shake of the bead.
"They just tell you about locks and accesses and
fire procedures."
A diffident nod.
"Well, that's far better than nothing. Hear
this: you must guard my belongings and things that I'll
use and places that I'll come back to, with far more
care than you use guarding me. I take care of myself, you
see, and most of my enemies wouldn't go for a head-on
attack on me if there were an easier way, no, they'd go
for something I'd use, or for an unlocked door. You
understand what I'm talking about."
"Yes, sera."
"We're docking in an hour or so. You could save
confusion by getting a baggage cart up here. I really
don't think azi are going to be safe coming up here,
not past Warrior out there. But it wouldn't hurt you,
not if you let it touch you and identify, you understand.
No more than it would me. You have the nerve for
it?"
He nodded.
"Jim, perhaps we may stay together a long
time."
He stood up, stopped. "Nineteen years," he
said. And when she gave him a puzzled frown: "I'm
twenty-one," he said, with the faintest quirk of a
smile.
Azi humour. He would live to forty. A feeling came on
her the like of which only the blues had stirred in many
years. She recalled Us, and the gentle azi of her
childhood: their dead faces returned with a shock; and the
slaughter, and the burning . . . She flinched from it.
"I value loyalty," she said, turning away.
He was gone for a considerable time. She began to pace
the room, realised that she was doing it and stopped,
thought of going after him, hated to show her anxiety among
betas.
At last the blue light winked in the overhead and she
hurried to open the door, stood back to admit him and the
cart.
"No trouble?" she asked him. Jim shook his
head with a little touch of self-satisfaction and began at
once putting the baggage on.
He finished, and settled, lacking anything else to do;
she sat, watching their approach to station. Their berth
was in sight; the station was by now a seemingly stationary
sprawl extending off the screen on both sides, an amazing
structure, as vast as rumour promised.
And ships, ships of remarkable design, linked to their
berths-freighters, as bizarre in shape as they needed to
be, never landing, only needing the capability to link to
station umbilicals and grapples; the only standard of
construction was the docking mechanism, the same dimensions
from the tiniest personal craft to the most massive
liner.
A ship was easing out as they came in, slowly, slowly,
an aged freighter. The symbols it bore were unlike any
sigil or company emblem in Ram's memory; and then she
realised it for the round Sol emblem. A thrill went through
her.
An Outsider ship.
A visitor from beyond the Reach. It drifted like a dream
image, passed them, vanished into the Jewel's
own shadow.
"Outsider," she said aloud. "Jim, look,
look-a third one at berth is the same design."
Jim said nothing, but he regarded the image intently,
with awe on his face.
"The Edge," Raen said. "We've reached
the Edge."
v
Merek Eln's hands trembled. He folded his arms and
paced, and looked from time to time at Pam Kest.
"We'd better call in," he said.
"There's time enough."
"With a majat involved-' she objected. "A
majat! How long can the thing have been aboard."
"It's with her. Has to be." He
looked toward the door with an inward shudder, thinking of
the majat stalking the corridors at liberty, half-sane from
its dormancy. The Kontrin had at least calmed the creature:
the emergency channel had said so, and thanked her, whether
or not the Kontrin cared for anyone's gratitude. But
worse could go wrong than had. They had been long away from
Istra, half a year removed from the situation there, long
removed from the last message.
He stepped suddenly to the console.
"Merek," Parn said, rising, and caught his
arm. Sweat stood on her face; it did on his. Her hand fell
away. She said nothing. Their cover no longer served to
protect them. There was no more guarantee of safety, even
in coming home.
He sat down at the console and keyed in the
communications channel. Communications was fully occupied
with the flow of docking instructions; a message would have
to go Priority, at high cost.
Communications wanted financial information beyond
ordinary credit; it accepted a string of numbers and codes
to bounce back through worldbank, and finally a chain of
numbers which was the destination of the message, ITAK
company representative on-station.
GO, it flashed.
Merek keyed response. NOTIFY MAIN OFFICE MERON MISSION
INBOUND. URGENT ITAK ON STATION MEET US AT GATE WITH
SECURITY. AWAIT REPLY WITH DEEP DISTRESS.
There was the necessary long delay.
"You shouldn't have mentioned Meron," Pare
said at his shoulder. "You shouldn't have. Not on
a public channel."
"Do you want to do this?"
"I wouldn't have called."
"And there wouldn't have been anyone to meet us
but maybe-maybe some of the office staff; and maybe things
have changed on the station. I want our own security out
there."
He mopped at his face, recalling codes. DEEP: that was
trouble; and DISTRESS at the end of any message meant
majat. He dared not talk of Kontrin. One had no idea where
their agents might be placed.
ITAK REPRESENTATIVE WILL BE AT GATE, the re, ply flashed
back. DEEP DISTRESS UNDERSTOOD. OUR APOLOGIES.
It was the right code, neatly delivered. Merek bit at
his lip and keyed receipt of the message.
ITAK took care of its people, if ITAK had the chance to
move first. And if other messages had been sent, from the
Kontrin or another agency, surely it was best to have
broken cover and asked for help.
Parn took his hand in hers, put her arm about his
shoulders. He was not sure that he had done the right
thing; Pare herself had disagreed. But if some message had
gone ahead, if the ship had even done something so innocent
as flash its tiny passenger list ahead, then it was
necessary to be sure that among those gathered to meet the
Jewel, ITAK would be chiefest.
vi
"Warrior," Raen called softly.
It stirred, let go its hold on the emergency grip.
"Warrior, we are docked now. It's Raen
Meth-maren." She came and touched it, and it must
touch in return, and examine Jim as well, swift
gestures.
"Yes," it said, having Grouped.
"Jim." Raen gestured at the nearby lift. Jim
manoeuvred the baggage cart in, pressed himself against the
inside wall as Warrior eased in, and Raen followed.
The doors sealed, and the lift moved. The air grew very
close very quickly with the sealed system and the big
majat's breathing. Warrior smelled of something dry and
strange, like old paper. The chitin, still wet-looking from
shedding, was dry now; where Warrior had broken his old
shell, the ship's crew might find a treasure-trove . .
. none of the Drone-jewels, of course, but material which
still had value in ornament: so the hive paid a bonus on
its passage. Warrior regarded them both, mildly distressed
as the lift reoriented itself; the great head rotated
quizzically: compound eyes made moiré patterns under
the light, shifting bands of colour buried in jewel-shard
armour.
It was beautiful. Raen stroked fits palps to soothe it,
and softly it sang for her, warrior-song.
"Hear it?" Raen asked, looking at Jim.
"The hives are full of such sound. Humans rarely hear
it."
Again the lift shifted itself to a new alignment, hissed
to a stop. The doors opened for them. Azi on duty fled
back, giving them and their tall companion whatever room
they wanted.
There was the hatch, and a wafting of the cold, strange
air of Istra station, dark spaces and glaring lights. Crew
waited to bid them farewell, a changeless formality: so
they had surely wished every passenger departing over the
long voyage; but there was the strained look of dementia in
their eyes and behind their smiles. Andra's
Jewel could go home now, to safe and friendly space,
to ordinary passengers, and her staterooms would fill again
with beta-folk, who never thought of Kontrin or majat save
at distance.
Raen lingered to shake hands with each, and laughed.
Their hands were moist and cold, and their fingers
avoided the chitin on her hand where they could.
"Safe voyage," she wished them one and
all.
"Safe voyage," Warrior breathed, incapable of
humour.
No one offered to help them down the ramp. Jim managed
the baggage, struggling with the cart which they had
tacitly appropriated. They boarded the conveyer and rode it
down.
There at the bottom of the ramp stood the Istran pair,
inside the security barriers, with a clutch of business
types and three other: who might be azi, but not domestics:
guards. Raen moved her hand within her cloak, rested it by
her gun, calculating which she might remove first if she
had to . . . simple reflex. Her hand rested comfortably
there.
The moving ramp delivered them down, and there was view
of a drab, businesslike vastness, none of the chrome and
glitter of Meron, none of the growing plants of Kalind, or
the cosmopolitan grandeur of Cerdin station. This station
wasted nothing on display, no expensive shielded viewports.
It was all dark machinery and automata, bare joinings and
cables and every service-point in sight and reach of hands.
It was a trade-station, not for the delight of tourists,
but for the businesslike reception of freight. Conveyers
laced overhead; transport chutes and dark corridors led
away into narrow confinements; azi moved here and there,
drab, grey-clad men, unsmiling in their fixation on
duty.
Raen inhaled the grimness of it and looked leftward,
third berth down, hoping for exotic sights of Outsiders,
but all docks looked alike, vast ramps, dwarfing humans,
places shrouded in tangles of lines and obscured by
machinery. A few human figures moved there, too far to
distinguish, tantalising in their possibilities. And she
could not delay to investigate them.
"Lost," Warrior complained, touching nervously
at her. The air was cold, almost cold enough to make breath
frost. Warrior was almost blind in such a place, and would
grow rapidly sluggish.
And the Istrans came forward, further distressing it.
Raen reached left-handed to comfort it, and gave Merek Eln
a forbidding stare.
"I'd keep my distance," she said.
Ser Merek Eln did stop, with all his companions. His
face was ashen. He looked at the tall majat and at her, and
swallowed thickly.
"My party is here," he said. "We have a
shuttle engaged would you consider joining us on our trip
down, Kont' Raen? I . . . would still like to talk with
you."
She was frankly amazed. This little man, this beta, came
offering favours, and had the courage to approach a majat
doing it. "My companions would make that rather
crowded, ser."
"We have accommodation enough, if you would
"Beta," warrior intoned. "Beta
human." It moved forward in one stride, to touch the
strange human who offered it favours, and Raen put up her
hand at once, touched a sensitive auditory palp,
restraining warrior. It endured this indignity,
fretting.
Merek Eln had not fled. It was possibly the worst moment
of his life, but he stood still. Her respect for him
markedly increased.
"Ser," she said, "our presence here must
be very important to you personally."
"Please," he said in a low voice.
"Please. Now. The station is not a secure place to be
standing in the open. ITAK can offer you security. We can
talk on the way down. It's urgent."
All her instincts rebelled at this: it was dangerous,
ridiculously dangerous, to accept local entanglements
without looking into all sides of the matter.
But she nodded, and walked with them. Jim followed.
Warrior stalked beside, statuary in slow motion, trying to
hold to human pace.
Their course took them along the dock, nearer and nearer
the Outsider berth.
Raen tried not even to glance much that way: it
distracted her from the general survey of the area, which
her eyes made constantly, nervously. But there were
Outsiders; she knew they must be such, by their strange
clothing and their business near that berth.
"Are such onworld too?" she asked. "Do
they come downworld?"
"There's a ground-based trade mission,"
Kest said.
That cheered her. She could bear it no longer, and
stopped and stared at a group of men near them on the dock
. . . plainly dressed, doing azi-work. She wondered whether
they were true men or what they were. They stopped their
work and stood upright and gaped . . . more at the majat,
surely, than at her.
From Outside. From the wide, free outside, where men
existed such as Kontrin had once been. Until now, Outsiders
had seen only the shadows of Kontrin; she wondered if they
knew-what betas were, or if they had the least
comprehension of Kontrin, or realised what she was.
"Sera," Eln said anxiously. "Please.
Please."
She turned from the strangers, reckoning the open places
about them, the chance of ambush. Warrior touched her
anxiously, seeking reassurance. She followed the Eln-Kests
at what pace they wanted to set, uncertain whether they
were evading possible assassins or walking among them.
BOOK FIVE
i
"The old woman has something in mind," Tand
said. "I don't like it."
The elder Hald walked a space with his grandnephew,
paused to pull a dead bloom from the nightflower.
Neighbouring leaves shrank at the touch and remained furled
a moment, then relaxed. "Something concrete?"
"Hive-reports. Stacks of them. Statistics. She may
be aiming something at Thon. I don't know. I can't
determine."
The elder looked about at Tand, his heart labouring with
the heavy persistence of dread. Tand was outside the
informed circles of the movement. There were many things of
which Tand remained ignorant: must. Where Tand stood, it
was not good that he know . . . near as he was to the old
woman's hand. If the blow fell, all that he knew could
be in Moth's hands in hours. "What kind of
statistics? Involving azi?"
"Among others. She's asking for more data on
Istra. She's . . . amused by the Meth-maren. So she
gives out. But here's the matter: she muttered
something after the committee left. About the Meth-maren
serving her interests . . . conscious or unconscious on the
Meth-maren's part, I don't know. I asked her flatly
was the Meth-maren her agent. She denied it and then hedged
with that."
The Hald dropped the dry petals, his pulse no calmer.
"The Meth-maren is becoming a persistent
Irritant."
"Another attempt on her-might be
advisable."
The Hald pulled off a frond. Others furled tightly,
remained so, twice offended. He began to strip the soft
part off the skeleton of the veins. It left a sharp smell
in the air. "Tand, go back to the Old Hall. You
shouldn't stay here tonight"
"Now?"
"Now."
One of Tand's virtues was his adaptability. The Hald
pulled another frond and stripped it, trusting that there
would not be the least hesitation in Tand, from the garden
walk to the front gate to the City. He heard him walk away,
a door close.
His steps would be covered, cloaked in innocence . . . a
supposed venture in the City; and back to Alpha, and Old
Hall. There were those who would readily lie for him.
The Hald wiped his hand and walked the other path, up to
other levels of the Held residence at Ehlvillon, to
east-wing, to other resources.
A pattern was shaping.
On Istra . . . things had long been safe from Council
inspection. Communications had been carefully channelled
through Meron, screened thoroughly before transmission
farther.
He walked the balls of panelling and stone, into the
shielded area of the house comp, leaned above it and sent a
message that consisted of banalities. There was no
acknowledgement at the other end.
But three hours later, a little late for callers, an
aircraft see down on the Hald grounds, ruffling the waters
of the ornamental pond.
The Hald went out to meet it, and walked arm in arm with
the man who had come in, paused by the pool in the dark,
fed the sleepy old mudsnake which denned there. It gulped
down bits of bread, being the omnivore it was, its
doublehinged jaws opening and clamping again into a fat
sullenness,
"Nigh as old as the house," the Hald said of
it.
Arl Ren-barant stood with folded arms. The Hald stood up
and the mudsnake snapped, then levered itself off the bank
and eased into the black waters, making a little wake as it
curled away.
"Some old business," said the Hald, "has
surfaced again. I'm beginning to think it never left at
all. We've been very careless in yielding to
Eldest's wishes in this ease. I'm less and less
convinced it's a matter of whim with her."
"The Meth-maren?" Ren-barant frowned and shook
his head. "Not so easy to do it now. She's
completely random, a nuisance. If it were really worth the
risk-"
The Hald looked at him sharply. "Random. So what
happened on Meron?"
"A personal quarrel, left over from the first
attempt. Gen and Hal have become a cause with the Ilits. It
was unfortunate."
"And on Kalind."
"Hive-matter, but she wasn't in it. Blues have
settled again. Reds seem to be content enough."
"Yes. The Meth-maren's gone. Meron's
damaged and Kalind isn't unscathed. Attention rests
where it doesn't suit us. The old hive-master's
talent . . . Arl, we have an enemy. A very dangerous
one."
"She hardly made a secret of her going to Istra.
Why make so much commotion of it, if she's not as mad
as we've reckoned? A private ship could have reached
there in a direct jump. She could have had time to work . .
."
"The whole Council noticed, didn't they? It was
bizarre enough that it caught the curiosity of the whole
Council. Attention focused where we don't need it
focused at all."
Ren-barant's face was stark, his arms tightly
clenched. "Cold sane, you think."
"As you and I are. As Moth is. I have news, Art.
There was a majat on that liner when it left Kalind. We
haven't discovered yet how far it went, whether all the
way with her or whether it got off earlier."
"Blue messenger?"
"We don't know yet. Blue or green is a good
bet."
Ren-barant swore. "Thon was supposed to have that
cut off."
"Majat paid the passage," the Hald said.
"Betas can't tell them apart. The Meth-maren
boarded at the last moment . . . special shuttle, a great
deal of noise about it. We knew about her very quickly. Use
of her credit was obvious, at least the size of the
transaction and the recipient, which was Andra Lines,
through one of their sub-agents. But the majat paid in
jewels, cash transaction, freighted up dormant and
inconspicuous . . . a special payment to someone, I'll
warrant. Cash. No direct record to our banks. No tracing.
We still can't be sure how much was actually paid:
probably a great deal went into the left hand while the
right was making records; but the Meth-maren was right
there, using vast amounts of credit, very visible. We
didn't find out about the majat until our agents
started asking questions among departing passengers. Betas
won't volunteer that kind of gossip. But the whole
operation, that a hive could bypass our surveillance and do
it so completely, so long-"
"The Thons do nothing. Maybe we'd better ask
some questions about the quality of that support."
"She's Meth-maren; the Then hive-masters have
no influence with the blues. And Council can vote Thon the
post; they can't make them competent in it. Anyone can
handle reds. The test is whether Thon can control the
blues. I think Thon is beyond the level of their
competency, for all their assurances to us. The
Meth-maren's running escort for majat; she outwitted
Thou, and she's made Council look toward Istra. The old
woman, Arl, the old woman is collecting statistics;
she's taking interest again; there's a chance
she's taken interest for longer than we've
known."
The Ren-barant hissed softly between his teeth.
"There's more," the Hald said. "The
old woman dropped a word about the Meth-maren
being-useful. Useful. And that with her sudden
preoccupation with statistics. Istran statistics, The Pedra
bill is coming up. We'd better be ready, before the old
woman hits us with a public surprise. Istra's
vulnerable."
"Someone had better get out there, then."
"I've moved on that days ago." And at the
Ren-barant's sudden, apprehensive stare.
"That matter is on its way to being solved.
It's not the Meth-maren I'm talking
about."
"Yes," the Ren-barant said after a moment.
"I can see that"
"Tand's next to her. He stays, no breath of
doubt near him. The organisation has to be firmed up, made
ready on the instant. You know the program. You know the
contacts. I put it on you. I daren't. I've gone as
far as I can."
The Ren-barant nodded grimly. They began to part
company. Suddenly the Ren-barant stopped in his tracks and
looked back. "There's more than one way for Moth
to use the Meth-maren. To provoke enemies into following
the wrong lead."
Ros Hald stared at him, finally nodded. It was the kind
of convolution of which Moth had long proved capable.
"We've counted on time to take care of our
problems. That's been a very serious mistake. Both of
them have to be cared for-simultaneously."
The mudsnake surfaced again, hopeful. The Hald tossed it
the rest of the morsel: sullen jaws snapped. It waited for
more. None came. It slipped away again under the black
waters and rippled away.
ii
The Istran shuttle was an appalling relic. There was
little enough concession to comfort in the station, but
there was less in the tight confines of the vessel which
would take them down to surface. Only the upholstery was
new, a token attempt at renovation. Raen surveyed the
machinery with some curiosity, glanced critically into the
cockpit, where pilot and co-pilot were checking charts and
bickering.
The Istrans had settled in, all nine of them, Merek Eln
and Pam Kest, the several business types and their azi
guard. Warrior had taken up position in the rear of the
aisle, the only space sufficient for its comfort and that
of the betas. It closed both chelae about tire braces of
the rearmost seats, quite secure, and froze into the
statue-like patience of its kind.
Jim came up the ramp, and after some little perplexity,
secured the whole carrier into storage behind the
Eln-Kest's modest luggage, . . . forced tire door
closed. Raen let him take his seat first, next the sealed
viewport, then settled in after, opposite Merck Eln, and
fastened the belts. Her pulse raced, considering the
company they kept and the museum-piece in which they were
about to hurtle into atmosphere.
"This is quite remarkable," she said to Jim,
thinking that Meron in all its decadent and hazardous
entertainments had never offered anything quite like Istran
transport.
Jim looked less elated with the experience, but his eyes
flickered with interest over all the strangeness, . . . not
fear, but a feverish intensity, as if he were attempting to
absorb everything at once and deal with it. His hands
trembled so when he adjusted his belts that be had trouble
joining them.
The co-pilot stopped the argument with the pilot long
enough to come back and check the door seal, went forward
again. The pilot gave warning. The vessel disengaged from
its lock and went through the stomach-wrenching sequence of
intermittent weightlessness and reorientation under power
as they threaded their way out of their berth. The noise,
unbaffled was incredible.
"Kontrin," Merek Eln shouted, leaning in his
seat.
"Explanations?" Raen asked.
"We are very grateful-"
"Please. Just the explanation."
Merek Eln swallowed heavily. They were in complete
weightlessness, their slight wallowing swiftly corrected.
The noise died away save for the circulation fans. Istra
showed crescent-shaped on the forward screen, more than
filling it; the station showed on the aft screen. They were
falling into the world's night side, as Raen judged
it.
"We are very glad you decided to accept transport
with us," Eln said. "We are quite concerned for
your safety at Istra, onstation and onworld. There's
been some difficulty, some disturbance. Perhaps you have
heard."
Raen shrugged. There were rumours of unrest, here and
elsewhere, of crises; of things more serious . . . she
earnestly wished she knew.
"You were," Merek On said, "perhaps sent
here for that reason."
She made a slight gesture of the eves back toward
Warrior. "You might ask it concerning its
motives."
That struck a moment of silence.
"Kontrin," said sera Kest, leaning forward
from the seat behind. "For whatever reasons you've
come here-you must realise there's a hazard. The
station is too wide, too difficult to monitor. In Newhope,
on Istra, at least we can provide you security."
"Sera-are we being abducted?"
The faces about her were suddenly stark with
apprehension.
"Kontrin," said Merek Eln, "you are being
humorous; we wish we could persuade you to consider
seriously what hazards are possible here."
"Ser, sera, so long as you persist in trying to
tell me only fragments of the situation, I see no reason to
take a serious tone with you. You've been out to Meron.
You're coming home. Your domestic problems are
evidently serious and violent, but your manner indicates to
me that you would much rather I were not here."
There was a considerable space of silence. Fear was
thick in the air.
"There has been some violence," said one of
the others. "The station is particularly vulnerable to
sabotage and such acts. We fear it. We have sent appeals.
None were answered."
"The Family ignored them. Is that your
meaning?"
"Yes," said another after a moment.
"That is remarkable, seri. And what agency do you
suspect to be the source of your difficulty?"
No one answered.
"Dare I guess," said Raen, "that you
suspect that the source of your troubles is the
Family?"
There was yet no answer, only the evidence of
perspiration on beta faces.
"Or the hives?"
No one moved. Not an eye blinked.
"You would not be advised to take any action
against me, seri. The Family is not monolithic. Quite the
contrary. Be reassured: I am ignorant; you can try to
deceive me. What brought the two of you to Meron?"
"We-have loans outstanding from MIMAK there. We
hoped for some material assistance . . ."
"We hoped," Parn Kest interrupted brusquely,
"to establish innerworlds contacts-to help us past
this wall of silence. We need relief . . . in taxes, in
trade; we were ignored, appeal after appeal. And we hoped
to work out a temporary agreement with MIMAK, against the
hope of some relief. Grain. Grain and food.
Kontrin-we're supporting farms and estates which
can't possibly make profit. We're at a crisis. We
were given license for increase in population, our own and
azi, and the figures doubled our own. We thought future
adjustment would take care of that. But the crisis is on
us, and no one listens. Majat absorb some of the excess.
That market is all that keeps us from economic collapse.
But food . . . food for all that population . . . And the
day we can't feed the hives . Kont' Raen,
agriculture and azi are our livelihood. Newhope and Newport
and the station . . . and the majat . . . derive their food
from the estates; but it's consumed by the azi who work
them. There are workers enough to cover the estates'
needs four times over. There's panic out there. The
estates are armed camps."
"We were told when we came in," Eln said in a
faint voice, "that ITAK has been able to confiscate
azi of some of the smaller estates. But there's no way
to take them by force from the larger. We can't legally
dispose of those contracts, by sale or by termination.
There has to be Kontrin-"
"-license for transfer or adjustment," Raen
finished. "Or for termination without medical cause. I
know our policies rather thoroughly, ser Eln."
"And therefore you can't export and you
can't terminate."
"Or feed them indefinitely, Kontrin. Or feed them.
The economics of the farms insist on a certain number of
azi to the allotted land area. Someone . . .
erred."
Eln's lips trembled, having said so. It was for a
beta, great daring.
"And the occasion for violence against the
station?"
"It hasn't happened yet," one of the
others said.
"But you fear that it will. Why?"
"The corporations are blamed for the situation on
the estates. Estate-owners are hardly able to comprehend
any other-at fault."
There was another silence, deep and long.
"You'll be glad to know, seri, that there are
means to get a message off this world, one that would be
heard on Cerdin. I might do it. But there are solutions
shoat of that. Perhaps better ones." She thought then
of Jim, and laid a hand on his knee, leaning toward him.
"You are hearing things which aren't for retelling
. . . to anyone."
"I will not," he said, and she believed him,
for he looked as if he earnestly wanted to be deaf to this.
She turned back to Eln and Kest.
"What measures," she asked them,
"have the corporations taken?"
No one wanted to meet her eyes, not those two, nor their
companions.
"Is there starvation?" she asked.
"We are importing," one of the others said at
last, a small, flat voice.
Raen looked at him, slowly took his meaning.
"Standard channels of trade?"
"All according to license. Foodstuffs are one of
the permitted-"
"I know the regulations. You're getting your
grain from Outside trade. Outsiders."
"We've held off rationing. We've kept the
peace. We're able to feed everyone."
"We've tried to find other alternatives."
Merek Eln said. "We can't find surplus anywhere
within the Reach. We can't get it from Inside.
We've tried, Kont' Raen."
"Your trip to Meron."
"Part of it, yes. That. A failure."
"Ser Eln, there's one obvious question. If
you're buying Outsider grain . . . what do you use to
pay for it?"
It was a question perhaps rash to ask, on a beta vessel,
surrounded by them, in descent to a wholly beta world.
"Majat," one of the others said hoarsely, with
a nervous shift of the eyes in Warrior's direction.
"Majat jewels. Softwares."
"Kontrin-directed?"
"We-pad out what the Cerdin labs send. Add to the
shipments."
"Kontrin-directed?"
"Our own doing," the man beside him said.
"Kontrin, it's not forbidden. Other hive-worlds do
it."
"I know it's legal; don't cite me
regulations."
"We appealed for help. We still abide by the law.
We would do nothing that's not according to the
law."
According to the law . . . and disruptive of the entire
trade balance if done on a large scale: the value of the
jewels and the other majat goods was upheld by deliberate
scarcity.
"You're giving majat goods to Outsiders to feed
a world," Raen said softly. "And what do majat
get? Grain? Azi? You have that arrangement with
them?"
"Our population," sera Kest said faintly,
"even now is not large-compared to inner
worlds. It's only large for our capacity to produce.
Our trade is azi. We hope for Kontrin understanding. For
licenses to export."
"And the hives assist you in this crisis-sufficient
to feed all the excess of your own population, and the
excess of azi, and themselves. Your prices to the majat for
grain and azi must be exorbitant, sera Kest."
"They-need the grain. They don't
object.''
"Do you know," Raen said, ever so softly,
"I somehow believe you, sera Kest."
There was a sudden stomach-wrenching shift as the
shuttle powered into entry alignment. They were downward
bound now, and the majat moved, boomed a protest at this
unaccustomed sensation; then it froze again, to the relief
of the betas and the guard azi.
"We're doing an unusual entry," Raen
observed, feeling the angle.
"We don't cross the High Range. Fad
weather."
She looked at the beta who had said that, and for that
moment her pulse quickened-a sense that, indeed, she had to
accept their truths for the time. She said nothing more,
scanning faces.
They were coating in still nightside, at a steeper angle
than was going to be comfortable for any reason. There
might be quite a bit of buffeting. Jim, unaccustomed to
landings even of the best kind, was already looking grey.
So were the Eln-Kests.
Two corporations: ITAK onworld and ISPAK, the station
and power corporation overhead. ISPAK was a Kontrin agency,
that should be in direct link with Cerdin. So were all
stations. They were too sensitive, holding all a
world's licensed defense; and in any situation of
contest, ISPAK could shut Istra down, depriving it of
power. With any choice for a base of operations, ITAK
onworld was not the best one, not unless the stakes were
about to go very high indeed.
No licenses, no answer to appeals: the fink to Cerdin
should have had an answer through their own station. No
relief from taxes; other worlds had such adjustments, in
the presence of Kontrin. Universal credit was skimmed
directly off the tax; majat were covered after the same
fashion as Kontrin when they dealt through Kontrin credit;
but they could, because they were producers of goods, trade
directly in cash, which Kontrin in effect could not.
Throughout the system, through the network of stations and
intercomp, the constant-transmission arteries which linked
all the Reach, there were complex-formulae of adjustment
and licensing, the whole system held in exact and delicate
balance. A world could not function without that continual
flow of information through station, to Cerdin.
Only Istra was supporting a burden it could not bear,
while inner worlds as well were swollen with increased
populations, with no agricultural surpluses anywhere to be
had. Council turned a deaf ear to protests, after
readjusting population on a world where arable land was
scarce.
And the azi-cycle from lab to contract was eighteen
years, less for majat-sale.
Nineteen years, and Council had closed its eyes,
deafened itself to protests, talked vaguely about new
industry. Population pressure was allowed to build, after
seven hundred years of licensed precision, every force in
meticulous balance.
She watched the screen for a time, the back of her right
hand to her lips, the chitin rough against them.
Blue-hive, blue-hive messenger, hives in direct trade
with betas-and a world drowning in azi, as all the Reach
was beginning to feel tire pressure-a forecast for other
worlds, while Council turned a deaf ear to cries for
help.
Moth still ruled. That had to be true, that Moth still
dominated Council. The Reach would have quaked at
Moth's demise.
What ARE you doing? she wondered toward
Moth.
And put on a smile like putting on a new garment . . .
and looked toward set On and sera Kest, enjoying their
unease at that shift of mood. "I seem to recall that
you invited me to be your guest. Suppose that I
accept."
"You are welcome," Kest said hoarsely.
"I shall take the spirit of your hospitality . . .
but not as a free gift. My tastes can be very extravagant.
I shall pay my own charges. I should expect no private
person to bear with me, no private person nor even ITAK.
Please permit this."
"You are very kind," said ser Eln, looking
vastly relieved. They began to feel their descent. The
shuttle, in atmosphere, rode like something wounded, and
the engines struggled to slow them, cutting in with jolting
bursts. Eventually they reached a reasonable airspeed, and
the port shields went back. It was pitch black outside, and
lightning flared. They bit turbulence which dampened even
Raen's enthusiasm for the uncommon, and dropped
through, amazingly close to the ground.
A landing-field glowed, blue-lit, and abruptly they were
on it, jolting down to a halt on great blasts of the
engines.
They were down, undamaged, moving ponderously up to the
terminal, a long on-ground process. Raen looked at Jim, who
slowly unclenched his fingers from the armrests and drew an
extended breath. She grinned at him, and he looked happier,
the while the shuttle rocked over the uneven surface.
"Luggage," she said softly. "You might as
well see to it. And when we're among others, don't
for the life of you let some. one at it
unwatched."
He nodded and scrambled up past her, while one of the
guard azi began to see to the Eln-Kests' baggage.
The shuttle pulled finally up to their land berth, and
met the exit tube. The pilot and co-pilot, their dispute
evidently resolved, left controls and unlatched the
exit.
Raen arose, finding the others waiting for her, and
glanced back at Warrior, who remained immobile. Cold air
flooded in from the exit, and Warrior turned its head
hopefully.
"Go first," Raen bade the Istran seri and
their azi. They did so in some haste; and Jim pulled the
luggage carrier out after the ITAK azi. Raen lifted her
right hand and beckoned Warrior to follow her out; the
shin's officers scrambled back into the cockpit and
hastily closed their door.
The party began to sort themselves into order in the
exit tube, the ITAK folk and their armed azi keeping
ahead.
Raen walked with Jim and Warrior, whose strides were
apparent slow motion beside those of humans.
Customs officials were waiting at the end: incredibly,
they only stared stupidly at Warrior still coming and
proceeded to hold up the ITAK men, stopping the whole
party, with Warrior fretting and humming distress. The
Eln-Kests and the others began at once producing cards for
the agents, who bore ISPAK badges.
It was bizarre. Raen stared at the uniformed officials
for the space of a breath, then thrust her way to them,
motioned for the Eln-Kests to move on. There were stunned
looks from the officials, even outrage. She made a fist of
her right hand and held that in their view.
There was no recognition for an instant: a Kontrin
wearing House Colour, and a majat Warrior, and these betas
simply stared. Of a sudden they began to yield, melted
aside, vying for obscurity, "Move!" Raen said to
the others, ordering azi, betas and majat with equal
rudeness; her nerves were taut-strung; public places were
never to her liking, and the dullness of these folk
bewildered her.
They entered the concourse, a place surprisingly
trafficked . . . AIRPORT, a sign advised, pointing
elsewhere, which might explain some of the traffic; a, sign
advised of a scheduled flight to Newport weekly, and a
beard displayed scheduled flights to Upcoast, but few
walkers had any luggage. It was the stores, Raen decided,
the shopping facilities, which sight be the major ones for
the beta City here. Everywhere the ITAK emblem was
prominently displayed, the letters encircled;
under-corporations advertising goods and, services and
setting from small sample-shops all bore the ITAK symbol
somewhere on their signs. she faint -aroma from
restaurants, their busy tables, gave no hint of a world on
the brink of rationing and starvation. The goods were on a
par with Andra, and nothing indicated scarcity.
Betas, crowds of betas, and nowhere did panic start in
that horde. Adults and rare children stared at them and at
Warrior . . . stared long and hard, it might be, but there
was no panic at such presence. It was insane, that on this
world a majat Warrior could be so ignored; or a Kontrin,
evident by Colour.
They were not sure, she thought suddenly. Downworlders.
No one of them had seen a Kontrin. They perhaps
suspected, but they did not expect, and they were not in a
position, these short-lived betas, to recognise a Colour
banned in inner-worlds for two decades. It was even
possible that they did not know the Houses by name; they
had no reason to: no beta of Istra had to deal with
them.
But a majat needed no recognition. Betas elsewhere had
died in panic, trampling each other . . . until majat in
the streets became ordinary. She had heard that this had
happened in places she had left.
Her nape-hairs prickled with an uncommon sense of a
whole world amiss. She scanned the displays they passed,
the garish advertising that denied economic doom, but most
of all she regarded the crowds, free-walking and those
standing by counters who turned to look at them.
The hands, the hands: that was her continual worry. And
she could not see behind her.
"I read blue-hive," Warrior intoned suddenly.
"I must contact."
"Where?" Raen asked. "Explain. Where are
you looking? Is there a heat-sign?"
It stopped, froze. Mandibles suddenly worked with
frenzied rapidity, and auditory palps swept back, deafening
it, like a human stopping his ears. Raen whirled to the fix
of its gaze, heard a solitary human shriek taken up by
others.
Warriors.
They poured forward out of an intersecting corridor, a
dozen of them, almost on them, and the sound they shrilled
entered human range, agony to the cars. Blue Warrior moved,
scuttled for a counter, and the attackers pursued with
blinding speed, more pouring out from another hall,
overturning displays of clothing. Men screamed, dashed to
the floor by the rash, trying to escape the shop.
Raen had her gun in hand . . . did not even recall
drawing; and put a shot where it counted, into the neural
complex of the leading Warrior, whirled and took another.
She stumbled in her retreat, hit a solid wall, stood there
braced and firing.
Reds. Hate improved her aim. Her mind was utterly cold.
Three went down, and others swarmed the counter where betas
and Warrior scattered in panic. She fired into the
attackers and swung left, following Warrior's darting
form, into several reds. She took out one, another. Warrior
leaped on the third and rolled with it in a tangle of
limbs, a squalling of resonance chambers. Raen caught
movement out of the tail of her eye and whirled and fired,
no longer alone: the azi guards had decided to back her.
Betas had lifted no hand against majat, dared not, by their
psych-set; but humans were dead out on the floor. One body
was almost decapitated by insist jaws. Blood slicked the
polished flooring in great smears where insist feet had
slipped. Other humans were bitten.
Surviving reds tried to Group; her fire prevented it.
She saw other insist crowded in the corner down at the
turning, Grouped and thinking. Not reds; they would have
come into it. The reds which survived were confused. Azi
fire crippled them; Raen sighted with better knowledge of
anatomy and finished the job. Blue Warrior was up,
excited.
Then came the flare of a weapon from the farther group,
several of them. Warrior went down, limbs threshing, air
droning from resonance chambers.
"Stop them!" Raen shouted at the azi. The
insist charged, ran into their concentrated fire: five,
six, seven of them downed One scuttled off, slipping on the
floor, a limb damaged. Two shielded that retreat with their
own bodies. They were the sacrifices. Raen took one. The
azi butchered the other with their fire.
They were alone, then. Humans lay tangled with dead
majat. She looked about her, at majat still convulsing in
deaththroes: those would go on for some minutes . . . there
was no intelligence behind it. Merek Eln and Parn Kest were
down, along with their companions from ITAK, and one of the
guard azi. Bystanders were dead. A siren began to sound. It
was already too late for the victims of bite: they had long
since stopped breathing.
Blue Warrior still moved. She left the wall and the two
living azi guards and went out into the center of the
bloody floor, where Warrior lay, in a seeping of clear
majat fluids. She held out her hand and it knew her.
Air sucked into the chambers. Auditory palps extended,
trembling.
"Taste," it begged of her.
"Reds didn't get it," she said. "We
took them all."
"Yesss."
Someone cried out, down the corridor. More tall shapes
had entered, moving in haste: she flung up her hand,
forbidding the azi to fire.
"Blues have come," she said. Warrior attempted
to rise, but had no control of its limbs. She gave it room,
and the blues scattered human medical personnel and what
security forces had arrived. They crossed the last interval
cautiously, stiff and sidling, until Raen showed her right
hand, and they recognised her for blue-hive Kontrin.
Then they came in a rush. Some went at once to the
fallen reds, taking taste, booming to each other in majat
language, and two bent over Warrior.
Taste passed, long and complex, the mandibles of living
and dying locked. Then the first Warrior drew back, seeming
disoriented. The second took taste, in that strange
semblance of a kiss. Other blues came. Somewhere a human
wept, audibly. Medical personnel tried quietly to drag
victims away from the area. Raen stood still. A third, a
fourth Warrior bent over the fallen Kalind blue. The
message was being distributed as far as Warrior's
fluids could suffice.
The fifth one breathed something in majat language;
Warrior sighed an answer. Then the Istran blue's jaws
closed, and Warrior's head rolled free.
"Kontrin," another intoned, facing her.
"I am Raen Meth-maren. Tell your Mother so,
Warrior. This-unit was from Kalind. Mother will know. Can
you reach your hill safely from here?"
"Yesss. Must go now. Haste."
It turned away. Separate Warriors gathered up the head
and body of Warrior, lest other hives read any portion of
its message. Grouped, they turned and scuttled out.
Two remained.
One came forward, Istran blue, auditory palps extended
in sign of peaceful approach. It bowed itself and opened
its mandibles. It was Istra's gift, the fifth Warrior,
the one who had tasted and killed. In a sense, it
was Warrior: the thread continued.
Raen touched its scent-patches, accepted and gave taste
in the insist kiss. It backed, disturbed as Warrior had
been disturbed; but it had Warrior's knowledge of her,
and Grouped, with a delicate touch of the chelae.
"Meth-maren," it breathed. Its fellow came
forward, and likewise desired taste; Raen gave it, and saw
distress in the working of mandibles and the flutter of
palps. It resolved its conflict after a moment, touched at
her.
They were hers. They followed, as she crossed the
littered floor. The two guard azi were still standing
against the wall; no one had claimed them, and they seemed
in a state of shock. They had lost their employers. They
had failed. Merek Eln and Parn Kest were dead, both bitten.
One of the businessmen was decapitated; the others had been
bitten. So had the third guard azi, and a number of
bystanders.
The luggage carrier had been thrust back into a recess
beyond the counter. Raen walked that way, and found Jim,
jammed within that recess, sitting with his knees tucked up
and both hands clutching a gun set upon them. His face was
white; his teeth chattered; he had the gun braced and
stable.
Guarding the luggage, as she had told him.
For an instant she hesitated, not knowing what he might
do; but he did not fire . . . likely could not fire. She
approached him quietly and disengaged the gun from his
hands, realised Warrior's presence at her shoulder and
bade it and its companion stay back. She knelt, put her
hand on Jim's rigid arm.
"We need to get out of here. Come on,
Jim."
He nodded. Out of near-catatonia, it was a wonder that
he could do that much. She patted his shoulder and waited,
and he wiped at his face and began to make small movements
toward rising, shaking convulsively.
She thought then of the other two azi, who had been in
the shuttle with them, who had heard what was said. She
flung herself to her feet and pushed past Warrior, past the
counter.
The two azi stared at her; they had not moved. But by
now Security police, betas ITAK-badged, had arrived on the
scene, and some of them started gingerly forward
"You," she said, rounding on-the two azi,
"belong to me. Is that clear? I'm transferring
your contract. The formalities will be taken care of. You
say nothing . . . nothing, hear me? I'm buying
you out only because I don't like terminating
azi."
The two seemed to believe her. She turned then and faced
the police, who had hesitated at a safe distance-the majat
were still near her-and now started forward again.
"There's been enough commotion," she said,
turning toward them her hand, that, with her cloak, was
identification enough. "This was a hive-matter and
that's enough said. It's settled." She walked
to Merek Eln's body, bent and took from his pocket the
identity card she had seen at customs. There was, as she
had expected, an address. It seemed to be in an ITAK
executive district. "I want some manner of transport
for myself, three azi, our baggage and two Warriors at
once; and an armed officer or two for escort, thank
you."
Possibly they thought that this had to go through
channels; they stood still a moment. But then the senior
gave orders to one of the officers, who left, running.
"Chances are," Raen said, "that the
matter is confined to the hives; but you'll kindly call
and put this number under immediate surveillance. And you
can escort us to that vehicle."
The officer looked at the ID, made a call on his belt
unit, . . . would have retained the card, but that Raen
held out her hand and insisted. She turned, pocketing it,
and gestured to the two guard azi to take charge of the
baggage. Jim was leaning on the counter, seeming to have
recovered himself, although he was still shaken. She
returned the gun to him and he hastily put it in his
pocket, missing the opening several times in his agitation.
He walked well enough. Warrior and companion stalked along
with them, and the shop personnel and the terminal
employees and others who had reason to be in the cordoned
area stared at them uneasily as they sought the door.
"The car will be there," the senior officer
said. "There's an executive from the Hoard coming
out to meet you, Kontrin; we're profoundly
embarrassed-"
"My sincere regrets for the next of kin. I want a
list of the names and citizen numbers and relatives of
those killed. There will be compensation and burial
expenses. Relay the information to that address. As for the
executive, I'm more interested in settling myself at
the moment. There's another call I want you to make. I
understand there's an Outsider trade mission in the
City. I want someone from that mission . . . I don't
care who . . . at that address as quickly as
possible."
"Sera-"
"I wouldn't advise you to consult with ITAK on
it. Or to fail to do it."
Outer doors opened. She heard the officer behind her
speaking urgently on the matter through his belt unit; it
would be relayed. An ITAK police personnel transport waited
outside, armoured officers with rifles ringed about it.
Raen kept her hand near her own weapon, trusting no
one.
It took time to load baggage in, to have the azi and the
two majat settled in the available space in the rear of the
transport. "We can find a car," an officer said;
Raen shook her head. She did not trust being separated from
her belongings. She still feared majat, a solving shot;
their vision could hardly tell one human from another, but
they were stirred enough not to care for such niceties.
The majat must go in last. Warrior fretted, nervous at
so many humans it must not touch. Raen touched the
sensitive palps, held it attentive an instant. "You
must not touch the azi in the vehicle, Warrior. Must not
frighten them. Trust. Be very still. You-unit tell the
other Warrior so."
It boomed answer, protest, perhaps; but it boarded, its
partner with it. The officer slammed the door. Raen hurried
round and flung herself in beside the driver. A man slammed
the door. She set her drawn gun comfortably on her knee in
plain sight as they moved out, watching the shadows of the
pillars as they whipped past the terminal entry for the
exit ramp.
They were clear. She gave the officer driving the
address she wanted and relaxed slightly, trying not to
think of Warrior and its companion and the azi in the rear,
behind the partition, and what misery they were severally
undergoing, two Warriors forbidden to touch and three azi
pent up with majat in near darkness.
Night-time city whisked past, lines of domes marching
out into dark interstices of wild land, asterisk-city,
mostly sealed or underground. The flavour of the air was
coppery and unpleasant. The stormclouds boiled above them,
frequent with lightnings, and a spattering of rain hit the
windshields and windows, fragmenting the lights. Then they
were underground again, locked into the subway track,
whisking in behind a big public carrier. Raen hated these
systems, this projectile-fashion passage through public
areas; but it was, perhaps, the safest means of travel this
night.
Majat hives did not have communication equipment-no
links with station-but majat had been ready for them: red.
hive, with ambush prepared. Humans had participated in it
almost certainly.
And more than Warrior had died: two beta envoys were
gone two who had been in prolonged contact with a Kontrin,
who had perhaps talked too much.
She was not about to trust ITAK, She doubted, at least,
that they would move against her openly: it might be-if
they knew she was alone, that there was not behind her an
entire Kontrin sept and House-
But one bluffed. It was all, in fact, that Kontrin had
ever been able to do among betas, in one sense-for the
armed ships that rested solely in Kontrin hands were
inevitably far away when one might need them; but the ships
did exist. So did the intimate knowledge of the psych-sets
with which the original beta culture had been created. So
did the power to license and embargo, to adjust birth
quotas, to readjust any economic fact of a beta's
existence, individually or by class.
The beta beside her did not attempt friendliness, did
not speak, did not acknowledge her: stark fear. She had
seen the reaction elsewhere. She remembered the port, the
salon of the ship . . . reckoned what her coming might mean
to Istra, which had not seen Kontrin onworld in centuries,
many beta lifespans; the veil jerked rudely aside, a whole
world subjected to what she had done to the folk of
Andra's Jewel.
In her present mood, her band clenched and sweating on
the grip of the gun, with the reaction of the ambush
finally overtaking her, she little cared.
iii
The car disengaged from the tube-system and nosed up the
ramp into a residential circle. It was an area of lighted
paving, with space for greenery-or something similar-in the
centre. A high wall encircled them, gates 41, 42, 43 . . .
the rain-spattered windshield showed the glare of more
lights, vehicles clustered at the area of 47. A guard let
them through the open gate; they eased up the curved drive.
Floodlights from the cars had the grounds in garish
clarity: twisted tree-forms, dappled trunks and tufts of
tiny leaves. The garden was all rocks and spiky plantings,
and the house was a white, tiered structure, contiguous
with the neighbouring houses, so that the whole would form
a cantilevered ring, like one vast apartment, each
groundlevel with its own walled garden. The driver wove
past two obstructing vehicles and stopped the car before a
well-lit entry, a portico with uniformed officers aswarm
about the door.
Raen opened the door and stepped out, spattered by
raindrops, whipped in under the portico, and waited while
the driver and another officer opened the rear doors. They
retreated in haste, and Warrior one and Warrior two climbed
out, grooming themselves in evident distaste. Jim followed,
and the two guard azi . . . unharmed, Raen was glad to
see.
"Jim," she said. "You two. Get the
luggage out and put it inside the house." She looked
then to the officers on the porch and those with her.
"Are there occupants?"
"The house has been shut for half a year,
Kontrin." A man in civilian clothes edged forward
among the others . . . dark-haired, overweight, balding.
There was a woman with him, likewise civilian, matched in
age, and in corpulence. "Hela Dain," she said.
"My husband Elan Prosserty, vice. presidents on the
board."
"ITAK is vastly sorry," the man said,
"for this reception. Our profound apologies. If we had
known you were without sufficient guard . . . You're
not injured, Kontrin."
"No." She recalled the gun and slipped it back
into its place beneath the cloak. "I'm a guest of
the Eln-Kests. Posthumously. I regret the circumstances,
but I'll take the hospitality nonetheless. if one of
your security people will lodge himself at the front gate .
. . outside, if you will . . . to discourage the most
obvious intruders, I'll take care of the rest. Kindly
come inside. I requested another presence here; have they
arrived?"
The Dain-Prossertys made shift to follow her in the wake
she cut through the crowd of police and armoured guards,
into the house, with its stale air and mustiness. Agents
were inside likewise, and another group, conspicuous for
their white faces and their bizarre dress, four of
them.
Outsiders, indeed.
"Kontrin," Hela Dain said with careful
deference. "The senior of the trade organisation, ser
Ab Tallen, and his escort."
Armed. She did not miss that. Tallen was gray-haired,
thin, aging. There was one of his young men of strange
type, a physiognomy exotic in the Reach. She put out her
hand, and Tallen took it without flinching-smiling, his
eyes unreadable, cold . . . real. No Kontrin had devised
the psych-set behind that face.
"Kont' Raen a Sul hant Meth-maren," she
said. "The Meth-maren. A social courtesy, ser Tallen.
How kind of you to come."
Tallen did not flinch, though she reckoned the summons
as delivered by the police had had no option in it.
"An opportunity," he said, "which we were
not about to refuse. The fabled Kontrin company."
"The Family, ser. The company has set its mark on
things, but those days are past." The Outsider's
ignorance dazed her; she was pricked by curiosity, but it
was not the time or place not with betas at her elbow. She
turned away, made a nod of courtesy toward the ITAK
executives, "How kind of you all to come. I trust the
little difficulty has settled itself and that it will stay
settled. Would you kindly rid me of this commotion of
police, seri? Extend them my thanks. I trust my
communication lines are free of devices and such. I trust
they have been making sure of that. I shall trust that this
is the case. I don't have to tell you how distressed I
would be to discover something had slipped their notice.
Then I would have to carry on some very high
inquiries, seri. But I am sure that no one would let such a
thing happen."
Fear was stark in their faces. "No," Dain
assured her at once. "No," her husband
echoed.
"Of course not;" she said very softly, put a
hand on each of their arms as she turned them for the hall,
dismissing them. "I thank you very much . . . very
much for disarranging yourselves to come out here on
such a night. Convey to the board my thanks for their
concern, my sorrow for the Eln-Kests and for the damage at
the port. And if one of you will contact me tomorrow, I
will be very pleased to make that gratitude more
substantial; you've done very kindly by me tonight.
Such attention to duty should be rewarded. You personally,
seri. Would you be very sure of the guards you set at the
gate, of their dependability? I always like to know who is
accountable. I shall be through with these folk in very
short order. Merely a courtesy. I do thank you."
They let themselves be put into the hall; Raen turned
back then, hearing them quietly ordering police out. There
was a sudden disturbance; she looked back: the majat were
in, stalking back through the house, on their own security
check.
She regarded the man Ab Tallen, gave a deprecating
shrug. "I shall be staying, ser. I wanted to be sure
your mission was informed of that fact. And I shall welcome
the chance to talk with you at leisure, as soon as matters
are stable here."
"You're of the government, Kont'
Raen-"
"Kont' Raen is sufficient address, ser. Kontrin
are the government, and the population. And is
your mission permanent here?"
"We understood that our presence onworld had
official-"
"Of course it does. ITAK is competent to extend
such an invitation. I have no plans to interfere with that.
In fact, I'm quite pleased by it." It was truth,
and she let a bright smile to the surface, a conscious
weapon. "If I had not asked to see you, you would have
had to wonder whether I knew of your presence and how I
regarded it. I've told you both beyond possibility of
misunderstanding. Now we can both rest tranquil tonight.
I'm extremely tired. It's been a very long flight.
Will you favour me with a call tomorrow?"
This man was not so easily confused as the
Dain-Prossertys. He gave a self-possessed and slight nod of
the head, smiled his official smile. "Gladly,
Kont' Raen"
She offered her hand "How many Outsiders are on
Istra?"
His hand had grasped hers. There was a very alight
reaction at that question. "A varying number." He
withdrew the hand in smooth courtesy. "About
twenty-two today. Four went up to station at the first of
the week. We do come and go with some frequency: our
usefulness as trade liaison depends on that
freedom."
"I would expect that, ser Tallen. I assure you
I've no plans to interfere. Do make the call
tomorrow."
''Without fail."
"Ser." She gave a nod of courtesy, dismissal.
Tallen read it, returned it with the same thoughtfulness,
gathered his small company, and left; the others not
without paying their courtesy likewise . . . not
guard-types, then. She stared after them with some
curiosity as to precisely how authority was ordered among
Outsiders, and what strange worlds had sent them, and how
much they truly understood.
The police had vacated; there was the sound of cars
pulling away outside. The Dain-Prossertys had disappeared.
She walked into the hall, the door open on the rain on one
side, Jim and the two guard-azi with the baggage on the
other. The majat stalked up behind her from another
doorway, and stopped, sat down, waiting.
She drew a breath and looked about her, at the house and
the azi. It was a comfortable place: execrable taste in
furnishings . . . it gave her a little pang of regret for
the Eln-Kests, for in its beta-ish way it had a certain
warmth, less beauty than Kontrin style, but a feeling of
habitation, all the same.
"Stay now, Kontrin-queen?"
She looked at the Warrior who had spoken, the smaller of
the two. "Yes. My-hive, this place." She looked
at Jim, at the new azi. "You have names, you
two?"
"Max," one volunteered; "Merry," the
other. They were not doubles. Max was dark-haired and Merry
was pale blond, Max brown-eyed and Merry blue. But the
heavy-bodied build was the same, the stature the same, the
square-jawed faces of the same expression. The eyes told
most of them . . . calm, cold, stolid now that their
existence was re-ordered. They could recognise threats;
they were likely compulsive about locks and security; they
would fight with great passion once the holder of their
contracts identified the enemy.
"You two will take direction from Jim as well as
from me," she told them. "And identify yourselves
to the majat: Jim, show them. Warrior, be careful with
these azi."
The two Warriors shifted forward in slow-motion, met
Jim; auditory palps flicked forward in interest at his
taste, Kalind blue's memory. Max and Merry had to be
shown, but they bore the close touch of mandibles with more
fortitude than betas would have shown: perhaps the ride
enclosed with the majat had frightened all the fear out of
them.
"That's well done," she said.
"There's not a majat won't know you hereafter;
you understand that. -Luggage goes upstairs, mine does; the
other can go to some room at the back: Jim, see to it. You
two help him; and then check out the place and make sure
doors are locked and systems aren't rigged in any
way." She wiped a finger through the dust on a ball
table, rubbed it away. "Seals aren't very
efficient. Be thorough. And mind, Kontrin azi have license
to fire on any threat: any threat, even Kontrin.
Go on, go on with you."
They went. She looked at the two majat, who alone
remained.
"You remember me," she said.
"Kethiuy-queen," said the larger, inclining
its head to her.
That was Warrior's mind.
"Hive-friend," she said. "I brought you
Kalind blue, brought Kalind hive's message. Can you
read it?"
"Revenge."
"I am blue-hive," she said. "Meth-maren
of Cerdin, first-hive. What is the state of things here,
Warrior-mind? How did reds know us?"
"Many reds, redsss, redsss. Go here, go there.
Redss. Goldss. I kill."
"How did reds know us?"
"Men tell them. Redss pushhh. Much push. I defend,
defend. The betas give us grain, azi, much. Grow."
"How did you know to come to the port,
Warrior?"
"Mother sendss. I killed red; red tastes of
mission, seeks blue, seeks port-direction. I reported and
mother sent me, quick, quick, too late."
It was the collective I. I could be
any number of individuals.
"But," she said, "you received Kalind
blue's message."
"Yesss."
"This-unit," said the other, "is
Kethiuy-queen's messenger. Send now. Send."
"Thank Mother," she told it. "Yes.
Go."
It scuttled doorward with disturbing rapidity, a rattle
of spurred feet on the tiles-was gone, into the dark.
"This-unit," intoned the other, the larger,
"guards."
"This-hive is grateful." Raen touched the
offered head, stroked the sensitive palps, elicited a
humming of pleasure from Warrior. She ceased; it edged
away, then stalked out into the rain-no inconvenience for
Warrior, rather pleasure: it would walk the grounds
tirelessly, needing no sleep, a security system of
excellent sensitivity.
She closed and locked the front door, let go a breath of
relief. The baggage had disappeared; she heard Jim's
voice upstairs, giving orders.
The temperature was uncomfortably high. She wandered
through the reception room and the dining room and located
the house comp, found it already activated. That was likely
the doing of the police, but the potential hazard worried
her. With proper staff she would. have insisted on a
checkout; as it was, she stripped off her cloak and set to
work herself, searching for the most likely forms of
tampering, first visually and then otherwise. At last she
keyed in the air-conditioning.
Failing immediate catastrophe, feeling the waft of cold
air from the ducts, she sat down, assured that she could
see the door in the reflection of the screen, and ran
through the standard house programs from the list
conveniently posted by the terminal . . . called up a floor
plan, found the usual security system, passive alarm,
nothing of personal hazard: betas would not dare.
Then she keyed in citycomp, pulled Merek Eln's ID
from her belt and started inquiries. The deaths were
already recorded: someone's extreme efficiency. The
property reverted to ITAK; the EIn-Kests had not used their
license-for-one-child, and while Pam Kest had living
relatives, they were not entitled: the house had been in
Eln's name. A keyed request purchased the property
entire, on her credit.
Human officials, she reflected, might be mildly
surprised when citycomp and ITAK records turned that up in
the morning. And Parn Kest's effects . . . Merek
Eln's too . . . could be shipped to the relatives as
soon as it was certain there was no information to be had
from them It was the least courtesy due.
Max and Merry came noisily downstairs, rambled about the
lower floor and the garage looking for security faults,
finally reported negative.
She turned and looked at them. They seemed tired-might
be hungry as well. "Inventory shows canned goods in
the kitchen stores. Azi quarters are out across the garden,
kitchen out there too. Does that suit you?"
They nodded placidly. She sent them away, and began
reckoning time-changes. She and Jim had missed lunch and;
she figured, supper, by several hours.
That accounted for some of the tremor in her muscles,
she decided, and wandered off to join Max and Merry in
their search of kitchen storage. Warrior could make do with
sugared water, a treat it would actually relish; Warrior
would also, with its peculiar capacities, assure that they
were not poisoned.
iv
Jim ate, sparingly and in silence, and showed some
relief. It was the first meal he had kept down all day. She
noted a shadow about his eyes and a distracted look, much
as the crew of the Jewel had had at the last.
Notwithstanding, he would have cleared the dishes after
. . . his own notion or unbreakable habit, she was not
certain. "Leave it," she said. He would not have
come upstairs with her, but she stopped and told him
to.
Second door to the right atop the stairs, the main
bedroom: Jim had set everything there, a delightful room
even to a Kontrin's eye, airy furniture, all white and
pale green. There was a huge skylight, a bubble
rain-spotted and showing the lightnings overhead.
"Dangerous," she said, and not because of the
lightnings.
"There are shields," he offered, indicating a
switch.
"Leave it. We wouldn't be safe from a Kontrin
assassin, but we probably will from the talent Istra could
summon on short notice. Let's only hope none of the
Family has been energetic enough to precede me here.
Where's your luggage?"
"Hall," he said faintly.
"Well, bring it in."
He did so, and set about unpacking his own things with a
general air of distress. She recalled him in the terminal,
frozen, with the gun locked in his hands. The remarkable
thing was that he had had the inclination to seize it in
the first place . . . the dead guard, she reckoned, and
opportunity and sheer desperation.
He finished, put his case in the closet and stood there
by the door, facing her.
"Are you all right?" she asked. "
Warrior's outside. Nothing will get past it. No reason
to worry on that account."
He nodded slowly, in that. perplexed manner he had when
he was out of his depth.
"That skylight-doesn't bother you, does
it?" The thought struck her that it might, for he was
not accustomed to worlds and weather.
He shook his head in the same fashion.
She put her hand on his shoulder, a gesture of comfort
as much as other feeling; he touched her in return, and she
looked into his face this time cold sober, in stark light.
The tattoo was evident. The eyes . . . remained distracted,
perplexed. The expression was lacking.
His hand fell when she did not respond, and even then
the expression did not vary. He was capable of physical
pleasure-more than capable. He felt-at least approval or
the lack of it. He suffered shocks . . . and tried to go on
responding, as now, when a beta or Kontrin would have
acknowledged distress.
"You did well," she said deliberately, watched
the response, a little touch of relief.
Limited sensitivity. Suspicion washed over her, answers
she did not want. He made appropriate responses, human
responses, answered to affection. Some azi could not;
likely Max and Merry were too dull for it. But even Jim,
she thought suddenly, did not react to stress as a born-man
might. She touched him; he touched her. But the responses
might as easily be simple tropisms, like turning the face
to sunlight, or extending cold hands to warmth. To be
approved was better than to be disapproved.
Lia too. Even Lia. Not love, but programs. Psych-sets,
less skilfully done than the betas' own.
Beta revenge, she thought, sick to the heart of
her. A grand joke, that we roll learn to love them when
we're children.
She hated, for that moment, thoroughly, and touched
Jim's face and did not let it show.
And when she was lying with the azi's warmth against
her, in Merek Eln's huge bed, she found him-all
illusions laid aside-simply a comfortable presence. He was
more at case with her than he had been the first night, an
incredible single night ago, on the Jewel; he
persisted in seeking closeness to her, even deep in sleep,
and the fact touched her. Perhaps, whatever he felt, she
was his security; and whatever his limitations, he was
there, alive-full of, if not genuine humanity, at least
comfortable tropisms . . . someone to talk to, a mind off
which her thoughts could reflect, a solidity in the
dark.
It stopped here; everything stopped here, at the Edge.
She lay on her back staring up, her arm intertwined with
Jim's. The storm had passed and the stars were clear in
the skylight: Achernar's burning eye and all, all the
other little lights. The loneliness of the Reach oppressed
her as it never had. The day crowded in on her, the
Outsider ship ghosting past them in the morning, the
presence of them in the house.
What's out there, she wondered, where
men never changed? Or do we all . . . change?
Perspective shifted treacherously, as if the sky were
downward, and she jerked. Jim half-wakened, stirred.
"Hush," she said. "Sleep." And he did
so, head against her, seeking warmth.
Tropism.
We created the betas, built all their beliefs, but
they refused to live us we made them; they had to have azi.
They created them, they cripple them, to make themselves
whole by comparison. Of what did we rob the betas?
Of what they take from the azi?
She rubbed at Jim's shoulder and wakened him
deliberately. He blinked at her in the starlight.
"Jim, was there another azi on the Jewel,
more than one, perhaps, that you would have liked to have
here with you?"
He blinked rapidly, perplexed. "No."
"Are you trying to protect them?"
"No."
"There was none, no friend, no-companion, male or
female?"
"No."
She considered that desolation a moment, that was as
great as her own. "Enemy?"
"No."
"You were, what, four years on that ship, and never
had either friend or enemy?"
"No." A placid no, a calm and quiet no, a
little puzzled.
She took it for truth, and smoothed his hair aside as
Lia had done with her when she was a child, in Kethiuy.
She at least . . . had enemies left.
Jim-had nothing. He and the majat azi, the naked
creatures moving with will-o'-the-wisp lights through
the tunnels of the hive-were full brothers, no more nor
less human.
"I am blue-hive," she whispered to him, moved
to things she had never said to any human. "Of the
four selves of majat . . . the gentlest, but majat for all
that. Sul sept is dead; Meth-maren House is dead.
Assassins. I'm blue-hive. That's what I have
left.
"There was an old man . . . seven hundred years
old. He'd seen Istra, seen the Edge, where Kontrin
won't go. Majat came here to live, long ago, but
Kontrin wouldn't, only he. And I." She traced the
line of his arm, pleased by its angularity, mentally
elsewhere. "Nineteen years ago some limits were
readjusted; and do you know, they've never been redone.
Someone's taken great care that all that not be
redone.
"Nineteen years. I've lived on every hive-world
of the Reach. I've caused the Family a minimum of
difficulty. Not from love, not from love, you understand.
Ah, no. There's an old woman in Council. Her name is
Moth. She's not dictator in name, but she is. And she
doesn't trouble me. She does the nothing she always
preferred. And the things let loose nineteen years ago-have
all come of age.
"The Houses are waiting. Waiting all this time.
Moth will die, one of these days. Then the scramble for
power, as the Reach has never seen it."
"Sera-"
"Dangerous listening, yes. Don't call me that.
And you have sense enough to keep quiet, don't you? The
azi down in the azi quarters . . . are not to be . Never
confide in them. Even Warriors knows the difference,
knowing you were with me before they were. No, trust
Warrior if ever you must trust anything; it can't tell
your face from that of any other human, but hail it
blue-hive and give it taste or touch, it or any blue.
I'll show you tomorrow, show you how to tell the
hive-markings apart. You must learn that and show Max and
Merry. And if there's ever any doubt of a majat kill
it. I mean it. Death is a minor thing to them.
Warrior-always comes back. Only humans don't "
"Why-" From Jim, question was a rarity. "
Why did they attack us at the port?"
"I don't know. I think they wanted
Warrior."
"Why?"
"Two questions in sequence. Delightful. You're
recovering your balance."
"Sera?"
"Raen." She struck him lightly with her fist,
an excess of hope. "My name is Raen; call me Raen. You
can manage that. You were entirely wasted on the
Jewel. Handling of arms: everything that pair
downstairs can do; and anything else, anything else. You
can learn it. You're not incapable of learning. Go back
to sleep."
He did not, but lay to this side and that, and finally
settled again when she rested her head against his
shoulder.
Security.
That, she reckoned, was somewhat mutual.
BOOK SIX
i
The Mother of Istra blue took taste, and heaved herself
back, mandibles working. Drones soothed Her, singing in
their high voices. She ceased, for a moment, to produce new
lives.
"Other-hive." She breathed, and the walls of
the Chamber vibrated with the low sound. "Blue-hive.
Blue-hive Kontrin. Meth-maren of Cerdin. Kethiuy."
The Drones moved closer, touched. She bowed and offered
taste to the foremost, and it to the next, while She gave
to a third. Like the motion of wind through grass it
passed, and the song grew in its wake. An impulse
extraordinarily powerful went out from them; and all
through the Hill, activity slowed. Workers and Warriors
turned wherever they were, oriented themselves to the
Chamber.
In the egg-chamber, frightened Workers, sensing vague
alarm, began building a seal for the shafts. Theirs was the
only activity. Mother lowered Her head and reached out for
the reporting Warrior yet again; and Warrior, knowing fear
of Mother for the first time in its existence, locked a
second time into Mother's chemistry, suffering the
reactions of Her body as the messages swirled through Her
fluids.
Others crowded close, seeking understanding.
They could not interpret fully. Each understood after
its own kind.
There was impression of a flow of chemistry which had
begun many cycles ago, a tiny taste of Cerdin, homeworld.
The Mind Remembered. There had been a small hill. The
memory went back before there were humans, salt-tasting,
quick-perishing; before the little lake had filled; before
the hill itself had stood. There were ages, and depths. The
Mind reeled in ecstasy, the reinforcement of this ancient
memory. There were partings, queens born of eggs ship-sent,
hives hurled out to the unseen stars, over distances the
Mind comprehended only when majat eyes beheld a new heat
source in the heavens, different in pattern and timing and
intensity, only when majat calculations reckoned angles and
distances and an impression of complexities beyond the
comprehension of the Mind, mysticism alien to majat
processes.
Vastness, and dark, and cold.
Where the Mind was not.
Death.
At last the Mind had something by which to comprehend
death, and finitude of worlds, and time before and after
itself. It staggered in such comprehensions, and embraced
abstracts.
Finite time, as humans measured it, suddenly acquired
meaning.
The Mind understood.
Kalind-mind. There was dazzling taste of it, which had
tasted of Andra, and of Meron, which had tasted of Cerdin,
a wave starting at Cerdin and rippling outward: violence,
and enmity. Destruction. Cerdin. Destruction.
The motion in the hive utterly ceased. Even the
egg-tenders froze, paralysed in the enormity of the
vision.
Growth since. Growth, denying death.
Mind reached outward, where there was no contact, for
the distances were too far, and synthesis was impossible.
There was only the longing, a stirring in the chemistries
®f the hive.
"Hazard," a Warrior complained, having tasted
Kontrin presence, and the slaughter of blues, the murders
of messengers.
It could comprehend nothing more; but the hive closed
the more tightly.
"She-" Mother began, interpreting across the
barriers of type, which was queen-function, while
chemistries meshed on other levels, "she is Meth-maren
hive. She is the hive. She is Kethiuy. Her Workers
are late-come, gathered from strange hives. Azi. She tastes
of danger, yess. Great hazard, but not hostile to blues.
She preserved us the messenger of Kalind. She was on Meron,
and Andra; her taste is in those memories. She was
within the Hill on Cerdin. She has patterned with
Warriors, against majat, against humans. Istra reds . . .
taste of hate of her. Cerdin-taste runs in red-memory,
taste of humans and death of blues. Great slaughter. Yess.
But the entity Raen Meth-maren is blue-hive Kontrin. She
has been part of the Mind of Cerdin."
"Queen-threat," a Warrior ventured.
The Drones sang otherwise, Remembering. The Mother of
Cerdin blue-hive lived in Kalind blue's message. There
was a song that was Kethiuy, and death, abundant death, the
beginning of changes, premature.
"Meth-maren," Mother recalled, feeding into
the Mind. "First-human. Hive-friend."
Then the message possessed Her, and She poured into the
Drones a deep and abiding anger. The Mind reached. Its
parts were far-flung, scattered across the invisible gulfs
of stars, of time, which had never been of significance.
The space existed. Time existed. There was no synthesis
possible.
The Drones moved, laved Mother with their palps,
increasingly disturbed. They rotated leftward, and Mother
also moved, drawing from Warriors and Foragers far-ranging
on the surface-orienting to the rising sun, not alpha, but
beta Hydri, beholding this in the darkness of the Hill.
The Drones searched Memory, rotated farther, seeking
resolution. Full circle they came, locked again on the
Istran sun. Workers reoriented; Warriors moved.
The circling began again, slow and ponderous. Seldom did
Mother move at all. Now twice more the entire hive shifted
prime direction, and settled.
A Warrior felt Mother's summons and sought touch. It
lacked into Mother's chemistry and quivered its entire
length, in the strength of the message it felt. It turned
and ran, breaking froth the Dance.
A Worker approached, received taste, and likewise fled,
frantically contacting others as it went.
The Dance fragmented. Workers and Warriors scattered in
a frenzy in all directions.
The Drones continued to sing, a broken song, and
dissonant. Mother produced no egg. A strange fluid poured
from Her mandibles, and the Workers gathered it and passed
to the egg-tenders, who sang together in consternation.
ii
The house-comp's memory held a flood of messages:
those from the Dain-Prossertys, who had lost no time;
anxious inquiries from the ITAK board in general; from
ISPAK, a courteous erecting and regrets that she had not
stayed in the station: from the police, a requested list of
casualties and next of kin; from forward ITAK businesses,
offers of services and gifts.
Raen dealt with some of them: a formal message of
condolences to the next-of-kin, with authorisation for
funeral expenses and the sum of ten thousand credits to
each bereaved, to be handled through ITAK; to the board,
general salutations; to the Dain-Prossertys a suggestion
that any particular license they desired might be
favourably considered, and suggesting discretion in the
matter.
She ordered printout of further messages and ignored
what might be incoming for the time, choosing a leisurely
breakfast with Jim, the while Max and Merry ate in the azi
quarters, and Warrior enjoyed a liquid delicacy in the
garden-barely visible, Warrior's post, a shady nook
amongst the rocks and spiky plants, a surprise for any
intruders.
A little time she reckoned she might spend in resting;
but postponing meetings with ITAK had hazard, for these
folk might act irrationally if they grew too nervous.
There was also the chance that elements of the Family
had agents here: more than possible, even that there could
have been someone to precede her. In the
Jewel's slow voyage there was time for
that.
She toyed with the idea of sending Council a salutation
from Istra, after two decades of silence and obedience. The
hubris of it struck her humour.
But Moth needed no straws added to the weight under
which she already tottered. Raen found it not in her
present interest to add anything to the instabilities, to
aggravate the little tremors which were beginning to ran
through the Reach. Kontrin could act against her on Istra;
but they would not like to, would shudder at the idea of
pursuing a feud in the witness of betas, and very much more
so here at the window on Outside. No, she thought, there
would be for her only the delicate matter of assassination
. . . and Moth, as every would act on the side of inaction,
entropy personified.
No such message would go, she decided, finishing her
morning tea. Let them discover the extent of their problem.
For herself-she had them; and they had yet to discover it .
. . had a place whereon to stand, and, she thought to
herself, a curiosity colder and more remote than all her
enemies' ambition: to comprehend this little hall of
yam the while she pulled it apart.
To know the betas and the azi and all the shadows the
Kontrin cast on the walls of their confinement.
Jim had finished his breakfast, and sat, hands on the
table, staring between them at the empty plate. The azi
invisibility mode. If he did not move, his calculation
seemed to be, then she would cease to notice him and he
could not possibly bother her. The amazing thing was that
it so often worked. She had seen azi do such things all her
life, that purposeful melting into the furnishings of a
room, and she had never noticed, until she persisted in
sitting at table with one, until she relied on one for
company, and conversation, and more than that.
It is something, she thought, to begin to
see.
She pushed back from the table without a word, seeking
her own invisibility, and went off to the computer.
The printout had grown very long during breakfast. She
tore it off and scanned it, found overtures from some of
the great agricultural co-operatives within ITAK-suggesting
urgent and private consultations. Word had indeed spread.
Some messages were from ITAK on the other continent,
imaginatively called West: that was the Newport operation;
simple courtesies, those. Another had come from ISPAK,
inviting her up for what it called an urgent conference. A
message from ITAK on East acknowledged with gratitude the
one she had sent before breakfast and urged her to
entertain a board meeting at some convenient time; the
signature was one ser Dain, president, and of a sudden she
smiled, recalling sera Dain and her husband . . . betas
too; had their Family, and she reckoned well how the
connections might run in ITAK. Small benefit, then, from
corrupting Prosserty: Dain was the name to watch.
And finally there was the one she had hoped for, a
courteous greeting from ser Tallen of the trade mission,
recalling the night's summons and leaving a number
where he might be reached: the address was that of a city
guest house . . . considering Newhope, probably the only
guest house.
She keyed the same message to all but Tallen. NOTED. I
AM PRESENTLY ARRANGING MY SCHEDULE. THANK YOU.
R.S.M.-m.
To Tallen: AT TWO, MY RESIDENCE, A BRIEF MEETING. RAEN A
SUL.
She cleared that with the police at the gate, lest there
be misunderstandings; and reckoned that it would be relayed
to ITAK proper.
And a brief call to ITAK registry, bypassing automatic
processes: Max and Merry were legally transferred, even
offered as a company courtesy; she declined the latter, and
paid the modest valuation of the contracts.
Supply: she arranged that, through several local
companies . . . ordered items from groceries to hardware in
prodigious
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quantity, notwithstanding borderline shortages. Fruit,
grain, and sugar were in unusual proportion on that list .
. . distressing, to any curious ITAK agent who
investigated.
To the nine neighbours of Executive Circle 4, the same
message, sent under the serpent-sigil of the Family: TO MY
NEIGHBOURS: WITH EXTREME REGRET I MUST STATE THAT AN
ATTEMPT ON MY LIFE MAKES NECESSARY CERTAIN DEFENSIVE
MEASURES. THIS CIRCLE MAY BE SUBJECT TO HAZARDOUS VISITORS
AND ACTIONS ON THE PART OF MY AGENTS MAY NECESSITATE SUDDEN
INCURSIONS INTO NEIGHBOURING RESIDENCES. I REFUSE
RESPONSIBILITY FOR LIVES AND PROPERTY UNDER THESE
CIRCUMSTANCES. IF, HOWEVER, YOU WISH TO RELOCATE FOR THE
DURATION OF MY STAY ON ISTRA, I SHALL BE HAPPY EITHER TO
PURCHASE YOUR RESIDENCE OR TO RENT IT, WITH OR WITHOUT
FURNISHINGS. I SHALL MEET ANY REASONABLE PRICE OR RENT
WITHOUT ARGUMENT AND OFFER TO BEAR ALL EXPENSES OF
TEMPORARY OR PERMANENT RELOCATION IN A COMPARABLE CIRCLE,
PLUS 5,000 CREDITS GENERAL COMPENSATION FOR THE
INCONVENIENCE. KONT' RAEN A SUL HANT METH-MAREN, AT 47.
POISE EXPECTED.
Then she settled back, shut her eyes and rested for a
few moments . . . set herself forward then, having begun
the sequences in her mind.
Kontrin-codes. Kontrin had set up worldcomp and
intercomp, and maintained both. There were beta accesses,
in a hierarchy of authorisations; there were many more
reserved to Kontrin, and some restricted to specific
Houses, to those who worked directly with specific aspects
of the central computers at Alpha-with the trade banks or
the labs or the other separate agencies, which met in
Council: the democracy of the Family, the secrecy that kept
certain functions for certain Houses, making Council
necessary. Meth-marens had had somewhat to do with
establishing Alphacomp in the very beginning-in matters of
abstract theory and majat logic, the mathematics of the
partitioned hive-mind: translation capacity, biocomp, and
the dull mechanics of warehousing and hive-trade; but Ilit
had had the abstract interest in economics.
Merely to enter worldcomp or even intercomp, and to
touch information of beta's private lives . . . any
Kontrin could do that. Trade information was hardly more
difficult, for any who knew the very simple codes:
locations of foodstuffs, ships in port, licenses and
applications for license. It was all very statistical and
dull and few Kontrin without direct responsibility for a
House's affairs would bestir themselves to care what
volume of grain went into a city.
She did. Hal Ilit had realised, perhaps, the extent of
her theft from him; perhaps this shame as much as the other
had prompted him to turn on her. Certainly it was shame
that had prompted hire to try to deal with her on his own,
a man never experienced in violence.
He had been in most regards, an excellent teacher.
And the Eln-Kests, according to the statistics on
record, had not been lying:
There was a periodic clatter in the next room, the
rattle of dishes. Jim was probably at the height of
happiness, doing what his training prepared him to do. It
irritated her. She ordinarily carried on some operations in
her mind, and could not to her usual extent, whether
through preoccupation or because of the extraneous noise:
she posted them to the auxiliary screens and checked them
visually.
The rattle of dishes stopped. There was silence for a
time. Then it began again, this time the moving of chairs
and objects, a great deal of pacing about between.
She threw down the stylus, swore, rose and stalked back
to the main rooms. Jim was there, replacing a bit of
sculpture on the reception hall table.
"The noise," she said, "is bothering me.
I'm trying to work."
He waved a hand at the rooms about him, which were, she
saw now, clean, dusted, well-ordered. Approve, his
look asked, and killed all her anger. It was his whole
reason for existence on the Jewel.
It was his whole reason for existence anywhere.
She let go her breath and shook her head.
"I beg pardon," he said, in that
always-subdued voice.
"Take a few hours off, will you?"
"Yes, sera."
He made no move to go; he expected her to walk away, she
realised, being the one with a place to go. She thought of
him at breakfast, absolutely still, mental null . . .
agony, she thought. It was what the Family had tried to do
with her. She could not bear watching it.
"I've a deepstudy unit upstairs," she
said. "You know how to use it?"
"Yes, sera."
"If you can't remember, I'm going to make a
tape that says nothing but Raen. Come on. Come
upstairs. I'll see whether you know what you're
doing with it."
She led the way; he followed. In the bedroom she
gestured at the closet where her baggage was stored, and he
pulled the unit out, while she located the 'bin bottle
in her cosmetics kit and shook out a single capsule.
He set it up properly, although he seemed puzzled by
some of the details of it: units varied. She watched him
attach the several leads, and those were right. She gave
him the pill, and he swallowed it without water.
"Recreation," she said, and sorted through the
second, the brown case, that held the tapes.
"You're always free to use the unit. I wish you
would, in fact. Any white tape is perfectly all right for
you." She looked at him, who sat waiting, looking at
her, and reckoned that no azi was capable of going beyond
instructions: she had never known one to, not even Lia.
Psych-set. They simply could not. "You don't touch
the black ones. Understood? If I hand you a black one,
that's one thing, but not on your own. You follow
that?"
"Yes," he said.
They were black ones that she chose, Kontrin-made. The
longest was an artistic piece, participant-drama: a little
cultural improvement would not be amiss, she thought. And
the short one was Istra. She put them in the slot.
"You know this machine, do you? You understand the
hazards? Make sure the repeat-function never adds up to
more than two hours"
He nodded. His eyes were beginning to dilate with the
drug. He was not ht for conversation-fumbled after the
switch, in token of this. She pushed it for him.
There was delay enough for him to compose himself. He
settled back, folded his arms across his belly, eyes
glassy. Then the machine began to activate, and it was as
if every nerve in his body were severed: the whole body
went limp. It was time to leave; the machine was a nuisance
without the drug, and she never liked to look at someone
undergoing the process-it was not a particularly pretty
sight, mouth slack, muscles occasionally twitching to
suggestion. She double-checked the timer to be sure: there
was a retreat function, that could be turned to
suicide-dehydration, a slow death as pleasant or as
terrible as the tape in question; it was not engaged, and
she turned her back on him and left, closed the door on the
unit and its human appendage.
Every tape she had had since she was fifteen was in that
box, and some she had recovered in duplicate for
sentiment's sake. If he knew them all, she
thought wistfully, he might be me. And then she
laughed, to think of things that were not in the tapes, the
ugly things, the bitter things.
The laugh died. She leaned against the rail of the
stairs and reckoned another thing, that she should not have
meddled at all, that she should ravel at other knots that
had importance, and let this one alone.
No more than the hives, she thought, and went
downstairs.
iii
Ab Tallen brought a different pair with him . . . an
older woman named Mara Chung and a middle-aged man named
Ben Orrin. Warrior was nervous with their presence: what
Warrior could not touch made it entirely nervous, and the
police had liked Warrior no better, having the duty of
escorting the Outsiders to the safety of the house.
Max served drinks: Jim was still upstairs, and Raen was
content with that, for Max managed well enough, playing
house-azi. She sipped at hers and watched the
Outsiders' eyes, what things drew them, what things
seemed of interest.
Max himself was, it seemed. Ser Orrin was injudicious
enough to stare at him directly, glanced abruptly at some
point on the glass he held when he realised it.
Raen smiled, caught Max's eyes and with a flick of
hers, dismissed him to neutrality somewhere behind her. She
looked at her guests. "Seri," she murmured, with
a gesture of the glass. "Your welcome. Your profound
welcome. Be at ease. I plan no traps. I know what
you've been doing on Istra. It's of no moment to
me. Probably others of the Family find it temporarily
convenient. A measure which has prevented difficulties
here. How could the Reach complain of that?"
"If you would be clear, Kont' Raen-what
interests you do serve, forgive me-we might be on firmer
footing."
"Ser Tallen, I am not being subtle at the moment. I
am here. I don't choose to see anything of the
transactions you've made with Istra. Pursuing that
would be of no profit to me, and a great deal of
inconvenience. Some interests in the Family would be
pleased with what you're doing; others would be
outraged; Council would debate it and the outcome would be
uncertain, but perhaps unfavourable. Myself, I don't
care. The hives are fed. That's a great benefit. Azi
aren't starved. That's another. It makes Istra
liveable, and I'm living on Istra. Plain?"
There was long silence. Tallen took a drink and stared
at her, long and directly. "Do you represent
someone?"
"I'm Meth-maren. Some used to call-us
hive-masters; it's a term we've always disliked,
but it's descriptive. That's what I represent,
though some dispute it."
"You control the majat?"
She shook her head. "No one-controls the
majat. Anyone who tells you he does . . . lies. I'm an
intermediary. An interpreter."
" 'Though some dispute it,' you
said."
"There are factions in the Family, seri, as
aforesaid. You might hear others disputing everything I
say. You'll have to make up your own mind, weighing
your own risks. I've called you here, for one thing,
simply to lay all things out in open question, so that you
don't have to ask ITAK questions that are much easier
to ask of me directly. You had to wonder how much secrecy
you needed use with certain items of trade; you could have
wasted a great deal of energy attempting to conceal a fact
which is of no importance to me. I consider it courtesy to
tell you."
"Your manners are very direct, Kont' Raen. And
yet you don't say a word of why you've
come."
"No, ser. I don't intend to." She lowered
her eyes and took a drink, diminishing the harshness of
that refusal, glanced up again. "I confess to a lively
curiosity about you-about the Outside. How many worlds are
there?"
"Above fifty around the human stars."
"Fifty . . . and non-human? Have you found other
such?"
Tallen's eyes broke contact, and disappointed her,
even, it seemed, with regret to do so. "A restricted
matter, Kont' Raen."
She inclined her head, turned the glass in her hand, let
the melting ice continue spinning, frowned-thinking on
Outside, and on the ship at station, Outbound.
"We are concerned," Tallen said, "that
the Reach remain stable."
"I do not doubt" She regarded him and his
companions, male and female. "I doubt that I can
answer your questions either."
"Do you invite them?" And when she shrugged:
"Who governs? Who decides policies? Do majat or humans
dominate here?"
"Moth governs; the Council decides; majat and
humans are separate by nature."
"Yet you interpret."
"I interpret."
"And remain separate?"
"That, ser," she answered, having lost her
self-possession for the second time, "remains a
question." She frowned. "But there remains one
more matter, seri, for which I asked you here. And I shall
ask it and hope for the plain truth: among the bargains
that you have made with concerns inside the Reach-is there
any breach of quarantine? You're not-providing exit for
any citizens of the Reach? You've not agreed to do so
in future?"
They were disturbed by this, as they might be.
"No," Tallen said.
"Again, my personal position is one of complete
disregard. No. Not complete. I would," she said with a
shrug and a smile, "be personally interested. I would
be very interested to see what's over the Edge. But
this is not the case. There is no exit."
"None. It would not be tolerated, Kont' Raen,
much as it is regrettable."
"I am satisfied, then. That was the one item which
troubled me. You've answered me. I think that I believe
you. All our business for my part is done. Perhaps a social
meeting when there's leisure for it."
"It would be a pleasure, Kont' Raen."
She inclined her head, set her glass aside, giving them
the excuse to do the same.
There were formalities, shaking of hands, parting
courtesies: she went personally to the door and made sure
that Warrior did not approach them as they entered their
car and closed the doors.
"Max," she said, "see to the gate out
there. Make sure our security is intact."
He was over-zealous; he went without more than his
sunvisor, and she frowned over it, for Istra's sun was
no kinder than Cerdin's. New azi. Anxious and
over-anxious to please. It was worse in its way than
dealing with housecomp.
The car reached the gate and exited; Max saw to the
closing and walked back, Warrior gliding along at a little
distance, keeping a critical majat eye on all that
passed.
Max entered, sought more instruction. "Just protect
yourself when you go out, after this," she said
peevishly, and dismissed him. She was depressed by the
encounter, had hoped otherwise, and logically could not say
why.
She closed and sealed the door, blinking somewhat from
the change of light, from the portico to the inner
hall-looked up, for Jim was on the stairs, watching
her.
He looked yet a little abstracted; deepstudy did that to
one. And he had been upstairs longer than the tape had run
. . . asleep, perhaps. It was a common reaction.
"You didn't repeat it, did you?" she
asked, thinking of Max's excessive zeal, concerned for
that.
"I listened aloud for several times."
"You were supposed to enjoy it."
"I thought I was supposed to learn it." He
shrugged from the stare she gave him for that, glanced down
briefly, a flinching. "Is there something I can do
now?"
She shook her head, and went back to her work.
The supplies arrived: Jim went out with Max and Merry to
fend off Warrior while they were unloaded; it evidently was
managed without incident, for she heard nothing of it. Six
of the neighbours called, advising that they were indeed
seeking shelter elsewhere; three were silent, and calls to
them raised no human answer, only housecomp. There were
several more calls from various sources, including ITAK and
ISPAK.
For the most part there was no sound in the house at
all, not a stirring from Jim, wherever he was and whatever
he did to pass the time. He appeared at last, prepared
supper, shared it with her in silence and vanished again.
She would have spoken with him at dinner, but she was
preoccupied with the recollection of her work with the comp
net, and with the hazard of dipping as she did into
intercomp; it was nothing to touch lightly, a taut-strung
web which could radiate alarms if jostled too severely. She
did not need abstract discussion with an azi to unhinge her
thought.
He was there after midnight, when she came to bed, and
even then she was not in a mood for conversation; he sensed
this, evidently, and did not attempt it. But the work was
almost done, and she could, for a time, let it go.
She did so; he obliged, cheerfully, and seemed
content.
iv
She went down alone in the morning, letting Jim sleep
while he would; and the fear that some urgent message, some
calamity, some profound change in circumstances might be
waiting in the housecomp's memory, sent her stumbling
down to check on it before her eyes were fully open.
Only the same sort of message that had been coming in
during the last day and night. She scanned the
message-function a second time, refusing to believe in her
continued safety, and finally accepted that this was
so-pushed her hair out of her eyes and wandered off to the
kitchen to make a cup of coffee: Outsider-luxuries, cheaper
here than in innerworlds, for all the threat of famine.
Istra was not backward where it regarded what was obtained
from Outsider trade.
She drank her breakfast standing up, staring glaze-eyed
at the en through the kitchen's long slit window,
thinking even then that the house had far too many windows,
too many saes, and that the walls were a good deal too low
to serve even against human intruders: they masked what
went on outside and close to them, and were no defense,
only a delay.
The rising of beta Hydri gave a wan light at this
hour-wan by reason of the shaded glass. The light rimmed
the walls, the edge of the azi-quarters which showed a
gleam of interior light, and over the wall, far distant,
showed a vague impression of the domes of another arm of
the City, with brush and grassland intervening: another
hazard. Within the walls was deep shadow. The light frosted
edges of rocks, of hastate-leaved plants, of the
garden's few trees, which were gnarled and twisted and
looked dead until one realised that the limp strings which
hung along the limbs were leaves. A vine which ran among
the rocks like a brown snarl of old cable by day had
miraculously spread leaves for the dawn. Other things
likewise had leafed out or bloomed, for the one brief
period of moderate light and coolness. By day the garden
reverted to reality. It was much like Cerdin. The Eln-Kests
had had an eye for gardens, for Istran beauty, declining to
import showy exotics from Kalind, which would have died,
neglected: these thrived. It was a quality of subtle taste
unsuspected in folk whose front room decor was as it was.
Raen thought of the green-and-white bedroom, and the
subtlety of that, and reckoned that the same mind must have
planned both, a character unlike what she knew of
betas.
A large shadow appeared in the window, stopping her
heart; it was Warrior-at least majat, wanting in. She
opened the door, hand on the gun she had in her pocket, but
it was in truth only Warrior, who sat down on the floor and
preened itself of dew.
A little sugar-water more than satisfied it; it sang for
her while it drank, and she stroked the auditory palps very
softly in thanks for this.
"Others come," it said then.
"Other blues? How do you know so,
Warrior?"
It boomed a note of majat language. "Mind," it
translated, probably approximating.
"Is blue-hive not far, then?"
It shifted, never ceasing to drink, into a new
orientation. "There."
It faced down-arm from residence circle 4.
"Come that way," it informed her, then
reoriented half about. "Blue-hive there,
our-hill."
They would come an eighth of the way round the
asterisk-city and up the wild interstice to the garden
wall. And majat runners could cover that ground very
quickly.
"When?"
It stopped drinking and measured with its body the
future angle of the sun, a profound bow toward the far
evening. Late, then. Twilight.
"This-hive hopes you remain with us,
Warrior."
It began drinking again. "This-unit likes sweet.
Good, Kethiuy-queen."
She laughed soundlessly. "Good, Warrior." She
touched it, eliciting a hum of pleasure, and went about her
business. Warrior would of course do what the hive
determined, immune to bribery, but Warrior would at least
give its little unit of resistance to being removed, as
valid a unit of the Mind as any other.
And the hive was reacting. She went about her work,
schooling herself to concentration, but burning with an
inner fire all the same: the hive . . . had heard her,
regarded her. The approach through Kalind Warrior had had
its imprint.
It was there again, the contact which she had lost.
Nearly twenty years, and many attempts, and this one had
taken: she had allies, the power of the hives.
All possibilities shifted hereafter. Being here, at the
Edge, was no longer a protracted act of suicide, a high
refuge, a place where enemies could not so easily follow:
the circular character of events struck her suddenly and
amazed her with her own predictability. She had run, a
second time, for the hive.
It was time to attack.
v
House records had indicated a vehicle in the garage:
systems in it seemed up and operable. Max and Merry both,
by their papers, had some skill in that regard. "Go
out," she said, "and check it out by eye; I'm
not inclined to trust housecomp's word on it."
They went. Citybank provided an atlas in printout. A
sorrowfully thin atlas it proved to be, only a few pages
thick, for an entire inhabited world. Newhope and Newport
were the two cities, Newport seeming a very small
place indeed; and the town of Upcoast was the other major
concentration of population, only an administrative and
warehousing area for the northern estates. The rest of the
population was dotted all over the map, in the rain belts,
on farms and pumping stations and farms which served as
depots on the lacery of unpaved roads. Over most of the
land surface of Istra was nothing but blankness, designated
Uninhabited. There was the spectacular upsurge of the High
Range on East; and an extremely wide expanse of marsh
southward on West, marked Hazard, which given the habit of
Istran nomenclature, might be the name of the place as well
as its character. Small numbers were written beside the
dots that were farms . . . 2, 6, 7, and those in black; and
by depots and by the cities, like-wise, but ranging up to
15,896 at Newhope.
Population, she realised. A world so sparse that they
must give population in the outback by twos and threes.
In the several pages of the atlas, three were city-maps,
and they were all of the pattern of Newhope. The city was
simplicity itself: an eight-armed star with business and
residential circles dotted along its arms and with wedges
between wistfully titled Park . . . Park doubtless being
the ambition. Reality was outside, over the garden wall, a
sun-baked tangle of weeds and native trees which could not
have known human attention in centuries. Newhope must have
had ambitions once, in the days of its birth . . .
ambition, but no Kontrin presence to aid it: no relief from
taxes, no Kontrin funds feeding back into its economy, for
beautification, luxury, art.
Most of the building-circles were warehouses: the two
arms of the city nearest the Port were entirely that. There
were local factories, mostly locally consumed equipment for
agriculture, light arms, clothing, food processing. There
were services and their administrations; worker-apartments
for the ordinary run of betas; mid-class apartments and
some residential circles for the mid-class well-to-do; and
one arm was all elite residence-circles, like circle 4,
which this house occupied. The highest ITAK officials
lodged in circle 1, the lowest in 10. And the guest house
was second circle of the eighth arm: the
Outsider-mission's residency, while ITAK officers were
dead centre, zero-circle.
Useful to know.
There was a closing of doors upstairs. She heard
footfalls, soft, wandering here and there. She punched
time: the morning was well along.
The reflection in the dead screen showed her Jim
standing in the doorway, and she pushed with her foot,
turned the chair nearly full about.
"You certainly had your sleep this morning,"
she said cheerfully.
"No, sera."
She let go her breath, let pass the sera.
"What, then? You weren't meddling with the tapes,
were you?"
"I didn't remember them well. I tried them
again."
"For enjoyment. I thought you would enjoy them.
Maybe learn something."
"I'm trying to learn them, sera."
She shook her head. "Don't try beyond
convenience. I only meant to give you something to fill
your time."
"What will you want for lunch, sera?"
"Raen I don't care. Make something. I've a
little more to do here. I'll be through in half an
hour. We should have staff here. You shouldn't have to
serve as cook."
"I helped in galley sometimes," he said.
She, did not answer that Jim strayed out again. Warrior
met him: she saw the encounter reflected when she had
turned about again, and almost turned back to intervene.
But to her gratification she saw Jim touch Warrior of his
own accord and suffer no distress of it. Warrior sang
softly, hive-song, that was strange in the human rooms; it
trailed after Jim as he went kitchenward.
"Sugar-water," she heard from the kitchen, a
deep harmony of majat tones, and afterward a contented
humming.
The car functioned, with no problems. Raen watched the
short street flow past the tinted windows and settled back
with a deep breath. Merry drove, seeming happy with the
opportunity. Max and Warrior, minutely instructed regarding
each other as well as intruders, were guarding the house
and grounds; but Jim she would not leave behind, to the
mercy of chance and Max's skill at defense. Jim sat in
the back seat of the Eln-Kests' fine vehicle, watching
the scenery she saw when she looked back, with a look of
complete absorption.
Doing very well with this much strangeness about
him, she reckoned of him. Doing very well,
considering. She smiled at him slightly, then gave her
attention forward, for the car dipped suddenly for the
downramp to the subway and Merry needed an address.
"D-branch circle 5," she said, the while Merry
took them smoothly onto the track for Center.
The program went in. The car gathered speed, entering
the central track.
Something wrong whipped past the window on Max's
side. Raen twisted in the seat, saw an impression of
stilt-limbed walkers along the transparent-walled footpath
that ran beside the tracks.
Tunnels. Natural to majat, easy as the wildland
interstices. But there were beta walkers too, and no sign
of panic.
"Merry. So majat have free access here? Do they
just come and go as they please?"
"Yes," he said.
She thought of calling the house and warning Max; but
Max and Warrior had already been stringently warned. There
was no good adding a piece of information that Max would
already know. The danger was always there, had been. She
settled forward again, arms folded, scanning the broad
tube, the lights of which flicked past them faster and
faster.
"Majat make free of all Newhope, then, and betas
just bear with it, do they?"
"Yes, sera."
"They work directly for betas?" She found
amazement, even resentment, that majat would do so.
"Some places they do. Factories, mostly."
"So no one-at the Port found a Warrior's
presence unusual. Everyone's gotten used to it. How
long, Merry, how long has this been going on?"
The azi kept his eyes on the tracks ahead, his squarish
face taut, as if the subject was an intensely uncomfortable
one. "Half a year. . . . There was panic at first. No
more. Hives don't bother people. Humans walk one side,
majat the other, down the walkways. There are
heat-signs."
Redsss, redsss, Warrior had tried to tell her.
Go here, go there. Redss pushhh.
"What hive, Merry? One more than others?"
"I don't know, sera. I never understood there
was a difference to be seen, until you showed me. I'll
watch." His brow was creased with worry. Not so
slow-wilted, this azi. "Humans don't like them in
the city, but they come anyway."
Raen bit at her lip, braced as the car went through a
manoeuvre, scanned other majat on the walkway. They whipped
into the great hub of Central and changed tracks at a
leisurely pace. There were human walkers here, swathed in
cloaks and anonymous in the sunsuits which Istra's
bright outdoors made advisable; and by twos, there were
armoured police . . . ITAK security: everything here was
ITAK.
They whipped out again on another tangent. D, the signs
read.
More majat walkers.
Majat, casually coming and going in a daily contact with
betas . . . with minds-who-died. Once majat had fled such
contact, unable to bear it, even for the contacts which
gave them azi, insisting to work only through Kontrin.
Death had once worried majat-azi-deaths, no, as majat
deaths were nothing-but betas they had always perceived as
individual intelligences, and they had fled beta presence
in horror, unable to manage the concepts which disrupted
all majat understanding.
Now they walked familiarly with minds-who-died,
unaffrighted.
And that sent a shiver over her skin, a suspicion of
understanding.
D-track carried them along at increasing velocity; they
took the through-track until the lights blurred past in a
stream.
And suddenly they whisked over to slow-track, braking,
gliding for the D circle 5 ramp. Merry took over manual as
they disengaged, delivered them up into a shaded circle
free of traffic and pedestrians, a vast area ringed by a
pillared overhang of many stories-which must outwardly seem
one of those enormous domes. The summit was a tinted shield
which admitted light enough to glare down into the centre
of the well of pillars.
They drove deep beneath the overhand, and to the main
entry, where transparent doors and white walls lent a cold
austerity to the offices. LABOUR REGISTRY, the neat letters
proclaimed, 50-D, ITAK.
It was the beginning of understandings, at least. Raen
contemplated it with apprehensions, reckoned whether she
wanted to leave the azi both in the car or not, and decided
against.
"Merry, I don't think well be bothered here.
It's going to be hot; I'm sorry, but stay in the
car and keep the doors locked and the windows sealed.
Don't create trouble, but if it happens, shoot if you
have to: I want this car here when I come out. You call Max
every ten minutes and make sure things are all right at the
house, but no conversation, understand?"
"Yes."
She climbed out and beckoned to Jim, who joined her on
the walk and lagged a decorous half-pace behind as she
started for the doors. She dropped a step and he caught up,
walked with her into the foyer.
The offices were unnaturally still, desks vacant, halls
empty. The air-conditioning was excessive, and the air held
a strange taint, a combination of office-smells and
antiseptic.
"Is this place going to bother you?" she asked
of Jim, worried for that, but she reckoned hazards even of
leaving him here at the door.
He shook his head very faintly. She looked about, saw a
light on in an office down the corridor from the reception
area. She walked that way, slowly, her footsteps and
Jim's loud in the deserted building.
A man occupied the office-had heard their coming
evidently and risen. It was modern, but untidy; the desk
was stacked high with work. DIRECTOR, the sign by the door
declared.
"Ser," Raen said. He surveyed them both,
blinked, all at once seemed to take the full situation into
account, for his face went from ruddy to pale; a Kontrin in
Colour, a man in impeccable innerworlds dress and with an
azi-mark on his cheek.
"Sera."
"I understand," Raen said, "that there
are numerous personnel to be contracted."
"We have available contracts, yes, sera."
"Numerous contracts. I'd like a full tour,
ser-"
"Itavvy," he breathed.
"Itavvy. A tour of the whole facility,
ser."
The smallish beta, greying, balding . . . looked utterly
distressed. "The office-I've
responsibility-"
"It really doesn't look as if you're
overwhelmed with visitors. The whole facility, ser, floor
by floor, the whole process, so long as it amuses
me."
Itavvy nodded, reached for the communications switch on
the desk. Raen stepped across the interval and put out her
chitined hand, shook her head slowly. "No. You can
guide us, I'm sure. Softly. Quietly. With minimum
disturbance to the ordinary routine of the building. Do you
object, ser?"
vi
The Labour Registry was a maze of curving corridors, all
white, all the same. Lifts designated sub-basements down to
the fifth level; Raen recalled as many as twenty stories
above ground, although the lifts in this area only went to
the seventh: she recalled the overhang. They passed row on
row of halls, a great deal of seemingly pointless walking
with ser Itavvy in the lead. There were doors, neat
letters: LIBRARY: COMP I: LEVEL I: RED CARDS ONLY.
She made no sense of it, had no idea in fact what she
was seeking, save that in this building was what should
have been a thriving industry, and in the front of it were
empty desks and silent halls.
Itavvy paused at last at a lift and showed them in, took
them to third level, into other identical halls, places at
least populated. Grey-suited techs stared at the intrusion
of such visitors and stopped dead in their tracks, staring.
White-suited azi, distinguishable by their tattoos, stepped
from their path and then resumed their cleaning and their
pushing of carts.
Itavvy led them farther.
"I'm tired of walking aimlessly," Raen
said. "What do you propose to show us on this level?
More doors?"
"The available contracts, sera."
Raen walked along in silence, scanning doors and labels,
searching for something of information. Periodically
corridors branched of from theirs, always on the right.
Inevitably those corridors ended at the same interval,
closed off by heavy security doors. RED CARD ONLY, the
signs said.
She stopped, gestured toward the latest of them.
"What's there, ser Itavvy?"
"General retention," Itavvy said, looking
uncomfortable. "If sera will, please, there are more
comfortable areas-"
"Unlock this one. I'd like to see."
Itavvy unhappily preceded them down the short corridor,
produced his card and unlocked the door.
A second door lay beyond, similarly locked: they three
stood within the narrow intervening space as the outer door
boomed and sealed with a resounding noise of locks. Then
Itavvy used his card on the second, and a wave of tainted
air met them, a vastness of glaring lights and grey
concrete; a web of catwalks.
The scent was again that of antiseptic, compounded this
time with something else. Itavvy would too obviously have
been glad to close the door with that brief look, but Raen
walked stubbornly ahead, moving Itavvy out before her-no
beta would have the chance to slam a door at her back-and
looked about her.
Concrete, damp with antiseptic, and the stench of
humanity and sewage.
Pits. Brightly lit doorless pits, a bit of matting and
one human in each, like larvae bestowed in chambered comb.
Five paces by five, if that; no doors, no halls between the
cells . . . only the grid of catwalks above, with machinery
to move them, with an extended process of ladders which
could, only if lowered, afford the occupants exit, and that
only a few at a time.
The whole stretched out of view around the curve of the
building and far, far, across before them. Their steps
echoed fearsomely on the steel grids. Faces looked up at
them, only mildly curious.
Raen looked the full sweep of it, sickened, deliberately
inhaled the stench.
"Are contracts on these available?"
"For onworld use, sera."
"No export license."
"No, sera."
"I understand that a great number of azi have been
confiscated from estates. But the contracts on those azi
would be entangled. Where are they housed? Among
these?"
"There are facilities in the country."
"As elaborate as these?"
Itavvy said nothing. Raen calculated for herself what
manner of facilities could be constructed in the sparsely
populated countryside, in haste, by a pressured
corporation-government. These facilities must be luxurious
by comparison.
"Yet all of these," she said, "are
warehoused. Is that the right word?"
"Essentially," Itavvy whispered.
"Are you still producing azi at the same
rate?"
"Sera, if only you would inquire with ITAK
Central-I'm sure I don't know the reasons of
things."
"You're quite satisfactory, ser Itavvy. Answer
the question. I assure you of your safety to do
so."
"I don't know of any authorisation for change.
I'm not over Embryonics. That's another
administration, round the other side, 51. Labour
doesn't get them until the sixth year. We haven't
had any less of that age coming in. I don't think . . .
I don't think there can be any change. The order was to
produce."
"Origin of that order?"
"Kontrin licensing, sera." The answer was a
hoarse whisper. "Originally-we appealed for a moderate
increase. The order came back quadrupled."
"In spite of the fact that there existed no Kontrin
license to dispose of them when they reached eighteen. The
export quota wasn't changed"
"We . . . trusted, sera, that the license would be
granted when the time came. We've applied, sera.
We've even applied for permission to terminate. We
can't do that either. The estates-were all crowded
above their limits. They're supposed to turn them back
after a year, for training. But now-now they're running
their operations primarily to feed their own workers . . .
and they're panicked, refusing to give them up, the
permanent workers and the temporaries." Itavvy wiped
at his face. "They divert food-to maintain the work
force and it doesn't get to the depots. Our food. The
station's food. ISPAK has threatened a power cutoff if
the estates go on holding out, but ITAK has-reasoned with
ISPAK. It wouldn't stop the estate-holders. They have
their own collectors, their own power. And they won't
give up the azi."
"Are the holders organised?"
The beta shook his head. "They're just
outbackers. Blind, hardheaded outbackers. They hold the azi
because they're manpower; and they're a means to
hold out by human labour if ISPAK follows through with its
threat. Always . . . always the farms were a part of the
process; azi went out there in the finishing of their
training and shifted back again, those that would be
contracted for specialised work-good for the azi, good for
the farms. But now, sera, the estates have been threatening
to break out of the corporation."
"Hardly sounds as if these holders are blind, ser
Itavvy . . . if it comes to a fight, they've the
manpower."
"Azi."
"You don't think they'd fight."
Beta deference robbed her of an honest answer. Itavvy
swallowed whatever he would have said; but he looked as if
he would have disputed it.
"It hardly sounds as if they're without
communication on the issue,"' Raen said,
"since they're all doing alike. Aren't
they?"
"I wouldn't know, sera."
"Only on East, or is West also afflicted?"
Itavvy moistened his lips. "I think it's
general."
"Without organisation. Without a plan to keep
themselves from starving."
"There's already been work toward new
irrigation. The river . . . that supplies Newhope . . . is
threatened. They expand-"
"Unlicensed."
"Unlicensed, sera. ITAK protests, but again-we can
do nothing. They feud among themselves. They fight for land
and water. There are-" He mopped at the back of his
neck. "Maybe two and three holders get together. And
azi . . . muddle up out there. They're trading, these
holders."
"Trading?"
"With each other. Goods. Azi. Moving them from
place to place"
"You know so?"
"Police say so. Azi-are more on some farms than we
put there."
Raen looked over all the cells, as far as the eye could
see. "Weapons?"
"Holders-have always had them."
She walked forward, slowly, the little boxes shifting
past. The ceiling weighed upon the senses. There was only
grey and black and the white glare of light, no colour but
the shades of humanity, all grey-clothed.
"Why," she asked suddenly, "are they
walled off one from the other? Security?"
"Each is specifically trained. Contact at random
would make it more difficult to assure
specificity."
"And you get them at six years? Is it different
from this, the young ones?"
The beta did not answer. At last he gave a vague
shrug.
"Show me," Raen said.
Itavvy started walking, around the curve. New vistas of
cells presented themselves. The complex seemed endless. No
walls were discernible, no limits, save a core where many
catwalks converged, a vast concrete darkness against the
floodlights.
"Do they ever leave this place?" Raen asked as
they walked above the cells, provoking occasional curious
stares from those below. "Don't they want for
exercise?"
"There are facilities," the beta said,
"by shifts."
"And factories. They work in the city
factories?"
"Those trained for it." Perhaps Itavvy
detected an edge to her voice. His grew defensive.
"Six hours in the factories, two at exercise, two at
deepstudy, then rest. We do the best we can under crowded
circumstances, sera."
"And the infants?"
"Azi care for them:"
"By shifts. Six hours on, two of
exercise?"
"Yes, sera."
Their steps measured the metal catwalk another length.
"But you're not sending these out to the estates
anymore. You're more and more crowded week by week, and
you're not able to move them."
"We do what we can, sera."
They reached the core, and the lift. Itavvy used his
card to open the door, and they stepped in. SEVEN, Itavvy
pushed and the lift shot up with heart-dragging rapidity,
set them out on that level with a crashing of locks and
doors, echoes in vastness.
It was otherwise silent.
All these levels, she began to understand, all these
levels were the same, endless cubicles, floor after floor,
the same. Seven above ground. Five below. And there was
silence. All that space, all those cells, all that
humanity, and there was nowhere a voice, nowhere an
outcry.
Itavvy led the way out onto the catwalk. Raen looked
down. These were all small children, six, seven years. The
faces upturned held mild curiosity, no more. There were no
games, no occupations. They sat or lay on their mats. Same
grey coveralls, same shaven heads, same grave faces. At
this age, one could not even tell their sex.
None cried, none laughed.
"God," she breathed, gripping the rail. Itavvy
had stopped. She suddenly wanted out. She looked back. Jim
stood at the rail, looking down. She wanted him out- of
this place, now, quickly.
"Is there a door out on this level?" she
asked, perfectly controlled. Itavvy indicated the way ahead
with a gesture. Raen walked at his unhurried pace, hearing
Jim following.
"What's the average contract price?" she
asked.
"Two thousand."
"You can't produce them for anything near that
cost."
"No," said Itavvy. "We
can't."
It was a long walk. There was nothing to fill the
silence. She would not hurry, would not betray her
reaction, disturbing betas whose interests were involved in
this operation, stirring apprehensions. Nor would she turn
and look at Jim. She did not want to.
They reached a door like the one on third-passed that
and its mate into sterile halls and light and clean air.
She breathed, breathed deeply. "I've seen what I
came to see," she said. "Thank you, ser Itavvy.
Suppose now we go back to your office."
He hesitated, as if he thought of asking a question; and
did not. They rode the lift to main, and walked the long
distance back to the front offices, all in silence. Itavvy
had the air of a worried man. Raen let him fret.
And when they three stood once again in the beta's
office, with the door closed: "I have an estate,"
Raen said, "ridiculously understaffed. And a security
problem, which affords me no amusement at all. How many
contracts are available here?"
Itavvy's face underwent a series of changes.
"Surely enough to fill all your needs,
Kontrin."
"The corporation does reward its people according
to the profits their divisions show, doesn't it? All
these empty desks . . this isn't a local holiday, is
it?"
"No, sera."
Raen settled into a chair and Itavvy seated himself at
his desk. Raen gestured to Jim, and he took the one beside
her.
"So," she said. "And the number of
contracts available for guard personnel, azi
only?"
The beta consulted the computer. "Sufficient,
sera."
"The exact number, please."
"Two thousand forty-eight, sera, nineteen hundred
nine hundred eighty-two males, rest females; nineteen
hundred four under thirty years, rest above."
"Counting confiscated azi, or are these on the
premises?"
"On the premises."
"A very large number."
"Not proportionately, sera."
"Who usually absorbed them?"
"Corporation offices. Estate-holders . . . it's
wild land out there."
"So a great number of those tangled contracts in
custody in the country . . . would be guard-trained,
wouldn't they?"
"A certain number, yes, sera."
Itavvy's eyes were feverish; his lips trembled. He
murmured his words. Raen reckoned the man, at last
nodded.
"I'll buy," she said, "all two
thousand forty-eight. I also want sunsuits and sidearms. I
trust an establishment which sends out guards sends them
out equipped to work."
He moistened his lips. "Yes, sera, although some
buyers have their own uniforms or equipment."
"You'll manage." She rose, walked about
the office, to Itavvy's extreme nervousness, the while
she looked at the manuals on the counter by the comp unit.
She looked up a number, memorised it, turned and smiled
faintly. "I'll take the others as fast as you can
train them. Those tangled contracts . . . if you'll
check tomorrow, you'll find the matter cleared and the
contracts saleable. I trust you can quietly transfer azi
from there to here as spaces become available."
"Sera-"
"The children, ser Itavvy. However do you
substitute for-human contact? Do tapes supply it
all?"
Itavvy wiped at his lips. "At every minute stage of
development . . . deepstudy tapes, yes, sera. The number of
individuals, the economics . . . it would be virtually
impossible for a private individual to have the time, the
access to thousands of programs developed over centuries to
accomplish this-"
"Eighteen years to maturity. No way to speed that
process, is there?"
"For some purposes-they leave before
eighteen."
"Majat azi."
"Yes."
"And moving them out without programming-as they
are-"
"Chaos. Severe personality derangements."
She said nothing to that, only looked at him, at Jim,
back again. "And more than the two thousand
forty-eight . . . how long does it take for training? On
what scale can it be done?"
"Minimally . . a few days." Itavvy shuffled
the papers spread across his desk, an action which gave him
excuse to look elsewhere. "All channels could be
turned to the same tapestudy-easier than doing it
otherwise. But the legalities-the questions that would be
raised on this world-they'd have to be moved, shipped,
and ISPAK-"
"You know, ser Itavvy, that your loyalty is to
ITAK. But ITAK is a Kontrin creation. You are aware then of
a-higher morality. If I were to give you a certain-favour,
if I were to ask your-silence in return for that, and
certain further co-operations, you would realise that this
was not disloyalty to ITAK, but loyalty to the source of
ITAK's very license to function."
The beta wiped at his face and nodded, the papers
forgotten, his eyes fever-bright. He looked at her now.
There was no possibility of divided attention.
"I'm creating an establishment," she said
very softly, "a permanent Kontrin presence, do you
see? And such an establishment needs personnel. When this
process is complete, when the training is accomplished as I
wish, then I shall still need reliable personnel at other
levels."
"Yes, sera," he breathed.
"The great estates, you see, these powers with
their massed forces of azi-this thing which you so
earnestly insist has no organisation-could be handled
without bloodshed, by superior force. Peace would come to
Istra. You see what a cause you serve. A solution, a
solution, ser, which would well serve ITAK. You realise
that I have power to license, being in fact the total
Kontrin presence: I can authorise export on the levels you
need. I'm prepared to do so, to rescue this whole
operation, if I receive the necessary co-operation from
certain key individuals."
The man was trembling, visibly. He could not control his
hands. "I am not, then, to contact my
superiors."
She shook her head slowly. "Not if you plan to
enjoy your life, ser. I am extremely cautious about
security."
"You have my utmost co-operation."
She smiled bleakly, having found again the measure of
betas. "Indeed, ser, thank you. Now, there's an
old farm on B-branch, just outside the city, registered to
a new owner, one ser Isan Tel. You'll manage to find
some azi of managerial function, the best: its housecomp
has instructions for them. Can you find such azi?"
Itavvy nodded.
"Excellent. All you can spare of them, and all of
the guard-azi but two hundred males that I want transferred
to my own estate . . . go to the establishment of Isan Tel.
Provisioned and equipped. Can you do it?"
"We-can, yes."
She shook her hears. "No plural. You. You
will tend every detail personally. The rumour, if it
escapes, will tell me precisely who let it escape; and if
there is fault in the training-I need not say how I would
react to that, ser. You would be quite, quite dead. On the
other hand, you can become a very wealthy man . . . wealthy
and secure. In addition to the other contracts, I want half
a dozen domestics to my address; and ser Tel's estate
will need a good thirty to care for the guard-azi.
Possible?"
Itavvy nodded.
"Ser Itavvy, after today, an identity will be
established, one ser Merek Sed. He will be a very wealthy
man, with properties on several worlds, with trade license,
and an account in intercomp, a number I shall give you. You
will be that individual. He will be a creator. of art. I
shall purchase art for the decoration of my house . . . and
so will ser Isan Tel. Be discreet at first, ser Itavvy. Too
ostentatious a display of your new wealth would raise fatal
questions. But if you are clever-Merek Sed can retire in
great comfort. You have family, ser Itavvy?"
He nodded again, breathing with difficulty. "Wife.
A daughter."
"They also can be built into Merek Sed's
identity. Untraceable. Only you and I know how he was born.
Once off Istra, utterly safe. I will put your wife and
daughter into those records too, and give you their new
citizen numbers . . . at a price."
"What-price?"
"Loyalty. To me. Discretion. Absolute." She
tore off a sheet from a notepad and picked up a pen, wrote
three numbers. "The first is a number by which you can
contact me. Do so tomorrow. The second is the citizen
number of ser Merek Sed. The third is an account number
which will provide you an earnest of things to come. Use
only cash-machines, no credit purchases . . . don't
patronise the same store repeatedly. Create no patterns and
don't let others know how much your fortunes have
improved. Recall that if you're suspected, the
consequences to me are mere annoyance; to you . . . rather
more serious. For your family also. I can defend myself
from my annoyances. But I fear that they would devour
others, ser Itavvy." She held up the paper.
He took it.
"The delivery," she said, "of the guards
for my house . . . today?"
"Yes."
"And all equipage with them?"
"Yes. That can be arranged. We have warehouse
access."
"And the transfer of the azi to the Tel
estate?"
"Will begin today, sera. I could suggest an
abbreviated training, if only the use of arms is required,
and not specialised security-"
"Hastening the program?"
"Hastening it by half, Kontrin."
"Acceptable."
"If the authorisations to clear the papers on the
others could be given-"
"Not from this terminal, ser, but if you'll
check after your delivery' to my house, number 47A, if
you'll kindly make a note of that, you may find that
certain problems have vanished. And the Tel estate access
is South Road 3. You have all that?"
"Yes, sera."
She smiled. "Thank you, ser Itavvy. Payment will
clear at delivery. And a further matter: should you ever
notice on your housecomp a call from ser Tel in person . .
. check the Sed account at once. There'll be passage
for Sed and family, to ISPAK and elsewhere. It would be
wise at that point to use it. I do take care of my agents,
ser, if it's ever necessary."
"Sera," he breathed.
"We're agreed, then." She rose, offered
her chitin-sheathed hand with deliberation, knowing how
betas hated contact with it. Itavvy took it with gingerly
pleasure, rising.
"Jim," she said softly then, drew him with
her, out of the office.
And in the foyer she looked back. Itavvy had not come
out of his office . . . would not perhaps, for a small
space. She took Jim's arm. "All right?" she
asked.
Jim nodded. Upset, she thought, how not? But he shored
no signs of worse disturbance. She pressed his arm, let it
go, led the way to the door.
The car still waited. She looked right and left, walked
out into the heat. The filtered light coming down the huge
well to the pavement was not screened enough: the
ventilation was insufficient. When they reached the car,
Merry opened the door with a look of vast relief and
started the air-conditioning at once. He was drenched with
sweat, his blond hair plastered about his face.
"Everything all right?" she asked, letting Jim
in.
"At the house . . . quiet. No trouble."
Raen closed the door, looked back yet again at Jim. He
looked none the worse for the experience, even here, where
he might have given way in private. He seemed quite
composed, quite-she thought with disturbance-as composed as
the faces which had looked up at them from the cells,
silent, incapable of tears.
"Centre," she directed Merry, settling forward
in her seat again and folding her arms about her.
"We're going to pay another call. ITAK's due
one."
vii
It was very like the Labour Registry, the circle which
was the heart of ITAK: it was only wider, taller, and
perhaps deeper underground.
The Centre drew a great deal of traffic, cars prowling
the circle-drive . . . probably every car in East, every
car on the continent resorted here regularly, in a city
where everyone but the higher ITAK officials must rely on
public transport. A space was available in front of the
main doors, probably vacant because it was restricted; Raen
directed and Merry eased into it, parked, let them out and
locked the doors.
She and Jim were actually well into the building before
the reaction set in among the betas. It began with shocked
stares. Word apparently flashed then throughout the
building, for by the time she reached the main hall, with
its central glass sculpture, there was a delegation to meet
her, minor executives anxious to escort her upstairs where,
she was assured, the Board was hastily assembling to meet
her.
She cast a glance at the sculpture, which ascended in a
complex shaft to a light-well all its own, and took
advantage of beta Hydri's glare to illumine colours and
forms all the way down. "Lovely," she murmured,
and looked at the betas. "Local, Seri?"
Heads nodded. Anxious gestures tried to urge her
elsewhere, hallward. She shrugged and went with them, Jim
treading softly in her wake, playing at invisibility. No
one spoke to him, no one acknowledged his presence: the
tattoo let them know what he was despite his dress.
Bodyguard, they would think him, not knowing his
harmlessness, and therefore he served the function well.
Betas crowded about them, one babbling on about the
glass-artist, an Upcoast factor's son.
They entered the lift, rode it to the uppermost floors,
entered directly from it a suite of offices the splendour
of which equalled many an establishment on Andra, and a
second crowd waited to greet the visitor: division heads,
secretaries, minor officials, a chattering succession of
introductions.
Raen smiled perfunctorily, reckoning those who might be
worth recalling, met the Dain-Prossertys again, and ser
Dain himself, the president, and two more Dains high on the
staff. The inner office was opened, revealing chairs
arranged about a vast hollow table, and the ITAK emblem
blazoned on the wall like the Kontrin symbol in
Council.
Illusions, illusions. She smiled to herself,
and brought Jim in with her, offered him a seat at the
table beside her, offending them all. Azi women appeared,
to take requests for drinks. She ordered for herself and
Jim, the same that he had ordered on-ship, and leaned back,
waiting, while betas took their seats and made their orders
and hissing whispers tried to solve the problem of a
disturbed seating arrangement. A chair was brought in. The
first drinks arrived: Raen's, Jim's, President
Dain's and the Dain-Prossertys'.
Raen sipped at hers and studied them all, who had to
wait on theirs. The serving-azi hastened breathlessly . . .
decorative, Raen thought, eyeing the young women with a
critic's cold eyes, reckoning whether they were
homebred or foreign, and whether they were equally to the
taste of the beta women on the board.
Foreign, she decided. Mixed as populations were in the
Reach, seven hundred years had brought some definition
among azi, whose generations were short and subject to
brief fads. These had the look of Meron's carnival
decadence, elegant, sloe-eyed.
The last drinks appeared; the azi took themselves hence
very quickly. Raen still mused the question of beta
psych-sets, looked at Dain, who was murmuring some courtesy
to her, and nudged herself out of her analysis to look on
him as a man, plump, nearly bald, eyes full of anxiety. She
kept seeing labs, and the Registry's grey honeycomb of
cells.
"Ser Enis Dain," she said. "I recall your
message." She smiled and regarded the others.
"It's very kind of you to disarrange your
schedules. I'll take very little of your
time."
"Kont' Raen Meth-maren, we're very honoured
by your visit."
She nodded. "Thank you. Your people have been very
co-operative. I've appreciated that. I know that my
presence is a disturbance. And you're doubtless wanting
to ask me questions; let me save you time and effort.
You'd like to know if my coming is going to disturb
your operations here, and most of all whether the seri
Eln-Kest, personally lamented, had anything to do with
bringing me here."
There was disturbance in their faces. They were not
apparently accustomed to such directness. She sipped at her
drink and three others did so by reflex.
"I know your difficulties here," she said.
"And I know other details, and I shall not confide in
any until I am sure what other agency arranged that
reception of my party at the port, thank you."
"Sera," said Dain senior, "Kontrin-the
hives-the hives are beyond our influence, beyond our power
to restrain. We apologise profoundly for the incidence, but
it was a hive matter."
She frowned darkly. This casting back of the
Kontrin's eternal answer for majat intrusions had, on
the lips of a beta, suspicion of irony. For a moment she
readjusted her estimate of ser Dain's craft, and then,
staring at his chin, which wobbled with anxiety, dismissed
her suspicions of subtlety. "A hive matter. If so,
ser, majat have come into possession of communications
equipment-modified for their handling. Or how else would
they have informed themselves? Tell me that, seri. How did
they know we were coming?"
Dain made a helpless gesture. "The information was
widespread."
"Public broadcast?" The notion appalled
her.
"ITAK general channels," Dain answered
faintly.
She waved her hand in disgust, dismissing the matter.
"Trust that I shall find my own way and provide my own
security. If you have any policy of allowing majat to walk
freely in and out of ITAK agencies . . . revise
it."
"We have protested-"
"If majat object to being evicted, mention my name
and invoke the Pact. If you can't move them . . . Well,
but you've let matters go too far, haven't you?
They're all over the city "
"They've done no harm. They-"
"If you will believe me, seri, hive matters and
Kontrin affairs are better avoided. And while I remind
myself of it . . . since you're unaccustomed to the
protocols of Kontrin presence . . . a bit of advice in
self-protection. Houses have their differences. We all do.
And if another Kontrin arrives here, your safest action is
to inform me at once and stay neutral. Such a visitor would
correctly assume that I have agents among you and that I
have personal interests in protecting the world of Istra. A
friend would of course treat you well-an enemy . . . if I
were removed . . . could be very disruptive in his search
for my agents, who would disrupt in their turn . . . You do
see your hazard, seri. I don't think Istra could easily
bear that sort of thing.
"As for the benefits of my presence, you'll see
them very soon. You want licenses; I understand that some
Kontrin somewhere has blocked all your appeals. I shall
expect, in fact, that any opposition who turns up here will
probably be that agency, do you see, Seri? I can grant
those licenses. I've already begun to purchase . . .
extravagantly . . items which will permit me to live in
comfort and safety, of course to the aid of your tax
balance and the security and prosperity of the company.
Council on Cerdin hasn't received your appeals;
you've been cut off deliberately; and if it goes on,
your economy will collapse. I shall take immediate steps to
improve matters. And I do imagine that that action will
turn up enemies-mutual enemies-very quickly."
"Kontrin," said ser Dain, hard-breathing.
"In no wise was the attack on your person of our
doing. There is no one in ITAK who would desire-"
"You can only speak of your hopes, ser Dain, not
certainties. I'll look to myself. Simply afford me your
co-operation."
"Our utmost co-operation."
She gave them her almost-best smile. "Then I thank
you, seri. I've found possibilities in Istra, a change
from the ordinary. I'd like to travel a bit: An
aircraft-'
"Your safety-"
"Trust me. An aircraft would be very useful. Armed,
if you feel it necessary."
"We'll provide it," Dain said; the man at
his left confirmed his uncertain look with a nod.
"I'll furnish my own security about my
property; I'd appreciate ITAK security temporarily
about the aircraft allotted to my use. All these things of
course are not gifts: they'll be credited against
ITAK's taxes. Kontrin presence is never financially
disadvantageous, seri."
"We are enormously concerned-" This was sera
Ren Milin, head of Agriculture, "enormously concerned
for your personal safety. Dissidents and saboteurs are
presently confined to attacks on depots, but one more
deranged than the rest."
"I do appreciate your concern. You have heavy arms
. . . for onworld security . . . surely. I'd appreciate
it if a goodly number were delivered to my estate, say,
sufficient for a thousand men."
Faces went uniformly stark with shock.
"Precaution, you see, against dissidents,
saboteurs, and deranged persons. If it's generally
known that we're armed, ITAK being so inclined to
general broadcast channels, there will be less temptation.
I certainly hope not to use them. But you wouldn't like
the consequences of a Kontrin killed here . . . by your own
locals. No. You'd be surprised how even Houses at odds
with mine would look on that: the Family . . . would be
forced to make a very strong answer to that. The facts of
policy. Kindly see that the arms arrive. They're quite
safe in my hands. My security, after all, is yours. And
enough, enough unpleasantness. I'm quite delighted by
your courtesy. I'll extend you my own hospitality as
soon as I'm decently settled and housed. If there's
entertainment to be had, I'd appreciate knowing. I
suffer from boredom. I do hope there's some society
here."
The pallor did not entirely depart. They murmured
courtesies, professed themselves honoured and delighted by
the prospect of her company socially. She laughed
softly.
"And Outsiders!" she exclaimed ingenuously.
"Seri, I saw an Outsider ship at station . . . an
ordinary sight for you, surely, but profoundly exciting for
one from innerworlds. I've met these folk, had some
chance to talk with them. Do you include them in your
society?"
That brought silence, a moment of awkwardness.
"It could be arranged," sera Dain said.
"Excellent " Raen finished her drink and set
it aside.
"We'll be pleased to provide what we can in all
respects," ser Dain managed to say. "Would you
care for another drink, Kont' Raen?"
"No, thank you." She gathered herself up and
waited for Jim, deliberately slipped her hand within his
arm. "I'm quite content with your courtesy. Very
pleased. Thank you so much. And don't worry about what
I shall uncover. I know that you've been driven to
unusual methods, unusual sources. I give you warning that I
know . . . and I shall refrain from seeing what perhaps
shades your license. The maintenance of order here under
trying circumstances is a tribute to your ingenuity. I
don't find fault, seri. And do forgive me. My next call
will be entirely social, I assure you."
Men moved to reach the door, to open it for her. She
smiled at them one and all and walked out, with Jim beside
her, in a crowd of security agents who made turmoil in the
outer offices.
The agents, armoured police, and Dain senior himself
insisted on staying with them, in the lift and out into the
foyer. She lingered there an instant, with the crowd
milling about, looking up to the glass sculpture.
"Find me the artist's address," she said
to Dain. "Send it to me this evening. Would you do
that?"
"Honoured," he said. "Honoured to do
so."
She walked on. The crowds broke and closed.
"You would find interest, perhaps," ser Dain
rambled on, while the police in advance of them pushed folk
from before the doors to clear passage, "in an example
I have in my own house, if you would do me the honour
to-"
Shadows moved beyond the tinted-glass doors, out beneath
the pillars, about the car . . . too-tall shadows,
fantastical.
"Sera," Jim protested.
Under her cloak she drew her gun, but ser Dain put out
his hand, not touching-offering caution. "The police
will move them. Please, sera!"
Raen paid him no heed, stayed with the rush of the
agents and the police as they burst outside.
Greens. Warriors. They swarmed about the entrance, about
the car. "Away!" a policeman shouted at them.
"Move away!"
Auditory palps flicked out, back, refusal to listen. The
majat did move back somewhat, averaging a line, a
group.
"Green-hive!" Raen shouted at them, seeing the
beginning formation. She brought her hand out into the
open, gun and all. Auditory palps came forward, half. At
her right was the car; Merry surely still had the doors
locked. "Jim," she said. "Jim, get in the
car. Get in."
"Blue," green leader intoned. "Blue-hive
Kontrin."
"I'm Raen Meth-maren. What are greens doing in
a beta City?"
"Hive-massster." There was more than one voice
to that, and an ominous clicking from the others. They
began to shift position, edging to the sides.
"Watch out!" Raen yelled; and fired as the
greens skittered this way and that. Green leader went down
squalling. Some leapt. She whirled and fired, careless of
bystanders, took others. Police and security began firing
with Dain screaming orders, his voice drowned in
bystanders' panic.
Then the greens broke and ran, with blinding rapidity,
across the pavings, down into the subway ramp, down into
tunnels, elsewhere.
Dying majat scraped frenetically on the concrete, limbs
twitching. Humans babbled and sobbed. Raen looked back and
saw Jim by the car, on his feet and all right; Dain,
surrounded by security personnel, looked ill.
"Better find out if the rest of the building is
secure," Raen said to one of the police. Another,
armor-protected, was being dragged from the body of a dead
majat; safe, he lay convulsing in shock. Someone was
leaning over against the side of a column, vomiting. Two
victims were decapitated. Raen looked away, fixed Dain with
a stare. "This comes of trifling with the hives, ser.
You see the consequences."
"Not our choosing. They come. They come, and we
can't put them out. They-"
"They feed this world. They buy the grain.
Don't they"
"We can't put them out of the city."
Dain's face poured sweat; his hands fluttered as he
sought a handkerchief, and mopped at his pallid skin. For
an instant Raen thought the aging beta might die on the
spot, and so, evidently, did the guards, who moved to
support him.
"I believe you, ser Dain," Raen assured him,
moved to pity. "Leave them to me. Lock them out of
your buildings; use locks, everywhere, ser Dain. Install
security doors. Bars on windows. I can't stress
strongly enough your danger. I know them. Believe me in
this."
Dain answered nothing. His plump face was stark with
terror.
Merry had the oar doors open. She waved an angry gesture
at Jim, who scrambled in and flung himself into the back
seat. She settled into the front, clipped her gun to her
belt, slammed the door. "Home," she told Merry.
And then with a sharp look at the azi: "Can
you?"
Merry was white with shock. She imagined what it must
have been for him, with majat swarming all about the car,
only glass between him and majat jaws. He managed to get
the car down the ramp and engaged to the track, keyed in
the com-unit. "Max," he said hoarsely, "Max,
it's all right. we're clear of them now."
She heard Max answer, reporting all secure
elsewhere.
She looked back then. Jim was sitting in the back seat
with his hands clasped before his mouth, eyes distracted.
"I had my gun," he said. "I had it in my
pocket. I had it in my pocket."
"Practice on still targets first," she said.
"Not majat."
He drew a more stable breath, composed himself,
azi-calm. The car lurched slightly, having found the
home-track, gathered speed.
Out the back window she saw a group of majat along the
walkway . . . the same or others; there was no knowing.
She faced forward again, wiped at her lips. She found
herself sweating, shaken. The car whipped along too fast
now for hazard: no passers-by could define them at their
speed. The lights became a flickering blur.
No majat troubled the A4 ramp. And at the house there
was no evidence of difficulty. Raen relaxed in her seat,
glad, for once, of the sight of the beta police on guard at
the gate. There was a truck at a neighbour's: the
furnishings were being removed. She regarded that bleakly,
turned her head again as their own gate opened for
them.
Merry took the car slowly up the drive, stopped under
the portico and let them out, drove on to put the car in
the garage, round the drive and under.
Warrior arrived around the corner of the house, through
the narrow front-back access, Raen squinted in the light,
anxious about any majat at the moment.
And Max opened the front door, let them both into the
shade and coolness of the inner hall. "You're all
right, sera?"
"All right," she confirmed. "Don't
worry about it. Merry will tell you how it was."
Warrior stalked in, palps twitching.
"Do you scent greens?" Raen asked.
"Greens attacked us. We killed some. They killed
humans."
"Greensss." Warrior touched her nervously,
calmed as she put her hand to its scent-patches, informing
it. "Greenss make shift. Reds-golds-greens now.
Weakest, greens. Easy to kill. Listen to
red-Mind."
"Who listens, Warrior?"
"Always there. Warrior-Mind, redsss. I am apart. I
am Warrior blue. Good you killed greens. Run away greens?
Report?"
"Yes"
"Good?"
"They know I'm here now. Let them tell that to
their hive."
"Good," Warrior concluded. "Good they
taste this, Kethiuy-queen. Yess."
And it touched and stalked back outside.
Jim was standing over against the wall, his face
strained. Raen touched his arm. "Go rest," she
said.
And when he had wandered off to his own devices, she
drew a deep breath, heard Merry coming in the side
door-looked at Max. "No trouble at all while I was
gone?"
He shook his head.
"A cold drink, would you?" She walked into the
other room, on into the back of the house, toward the comp
center.
Messages. The bank was full of them. The screen was
flashing, as it would with an urgency.
She keyed in. The screen flipped half a dozen into her
vision in rapid sequence. URGENT, most said. CALL DAIN.
One was different. I AM HERE, it said simply. P.R.H.
Pol.
She sat down, stricken.
BOOK SEVEN
i
More reports. Chaos multiplied, even on Cerdin.
Moth regarded the stacks of printouts with a shiver, and
then smiled, a faint and febrile smile.
She looked up at Tand.
"Have you made any progress toward the Istran
statistics?"
"They're there, Eldest. Third stack."
She reached for them, suffered a fluttering of her hand
which scattered them across the table: too little sleep,
too little rest lately. She drew a few slow breaths,
reached again to bring the papers closer. Tand gathered
them and stacked them, laid them directly before her. It
embarrassed and angered her.
"Doubtless," she said, "there are
observations in some quarters that the old woman is
failing."
From Tand there was silence.
She brushed through the papers, picked up the cup on the
table deliberately to demonstrate the steadiness of her
right hand . . . managed not to spill it, took a drink, set
it down again firmly, her heart beating hard. "Get
out," she said to Tand, having achieved the tiny
triumph.
Tand started to go. She heard him hesitate.
"Eldest," he said, and came back.
Near her.
"Eldest-"
'I'm not in want of anything."
"I hear rumours, Eldest." Tand sank on his
knee at the arm of her chair; her heart lurched, so near he
was. He looked up into her face, with an earnestness
surprising in this man . . . excellent miming. "Listen
to me, Eldest. Perhaps . . . perhaps there comes a time
that one ought to quit, that one could let go, let things
pass quietly. Always there was Lian or Lian's kin; and
now there's you; and is it necessary that things pass
this time by your death?"
Bewilderment fell on her at this bizarre manoeuvre of
Tand Hald; and within her robes, her left hand held a gun a
span's remove from his chest. Perhaps he knew; but his
expression was innocent and desperately earnest. "And
always," she whispered in her age-broken voice,
"always I have survived the purges, Tand. Is it now?
Do you bring me warning?"
The last question was irony. Her finger almost pulled
the trigger, but he showed no apprehension of it.
"Resign from Council," he urged her.
"Eldest, resign. Now. Pass it on. You're feeling
your years; you're tired; I see it . . . so tired. But
you could step aside and enjoy years yet, in quiet, in
peace. Haven't you earned that?"
She breathed a laugh, for this was indeed a strange turn
from a Hald. "But we're immortal," she
whispered. "Tand, perhaps I shall cheat them and not
die . . . ever."
"Only if you resign."
The urgency in his voice was plain warning. Perhaps,
perhaps, she thought, the young Hald had actually conceived
some softheartedness toward her. Perhaps all these years
together had meant something.
Resign Council; and let the records fall under more
critical eyes. Resign Council; and let one of their choice
have his hand to things.
No.
She gave a thin sigh, staring into Tand's dark and
earnest eyes. "It's a long time since Council
functioned without someone's direction. Who would take
Eldest's place? The Lind? He's not the man for this
age. It would all come undone. He'd not last the month.
Who'd follow him? The Brin? She'd be no
better."
"You can't hold on forever."
She bit at her dry lips, and even yet the gun was on its
target. "Perhaps," she said, allowing a tremor to
her voice, "perhaps I should take some thought in that
direction. I was so long, so many, many years at Lian's
side before he passed; I think that I've managed rather
well, have I not, Tand?"
"Yes, Eldest . . . very well."
"And power passed smoothly at Lian's death
because I had been so long at his side. My hands were at
the controls of things as often as his; and even his
assassination couldn't wrench things out of order . . .
because I was there. Because I knew all his systems and
where all the necessary matters were stored. Resign . . .
no. No. That would create chaos. And there are things I
know-" Her voice sank to the faintest of whispers,
"things I know that are life and death to the Family.
My death by violence-or by accident-would be calamity. But
perhaps it's time I began to let things go. Maybe
you're right. I should take a partner, a
co-regent."
Tand's eyes flickered with startlement.
"As I was with Lian . . . toward the last. I shall
take a co-regent, whoever presents the strongest face and
the most solid backing. I shall let Council
choose."
She watched the confusion mount, and kept a smile from
her face.
"Young Tand," she whispered, "that is
what I shall do." She waved her right hand, dismissing
him; he seemed never to have realised where her left one
was, or if he did, he had good nerves. He rose, grey and
grim as iron now, all his polish gone. "I shall send
out a message," she said, "convoking Council for
tomorrow. You must carry it You'll be my
courier."
"Shall I tell the elders why?"
"No," she said, knowing that she would be
disobeyed. "I'll present them the idea myself.
Then they can have their time to choose. The transition of
power," she said, boring with sudden concentration
into Tand's dark eyes, "is always a problem in
empires. Those which learn how to make the transfer
smoothly . . . live. In general chaos who knows
who might die?"
Tand stood still a moment. Moth gave him time to
consider the matter. Then she waved her hand a second time,
dismissing him. His departure was as deliberate and
graceful as usual, although she reckoned what disturbance
she had created in him.
And, alone, Moth bowed her head against her hands,
trembling. The trembling became a laugh, and she leaned
back in her chair in a sprawl, hands clasped across her
middle.
Not many rulers had been privileged to be entertained by
the wars of their own successions, she reckoned; and the
humour of seeing the Hald and their minions blinking in the
light with their cover ripped away, publicly
invited to contend for power, while she still
lived . . . That was worth laughter.
Her assassination had been prepared, imminent.
Tand's action was puzzling . . . some strange
affliction of sentiment, perhaps, or even an offer relayed
from the others; and with straight-faced humour she had
returned the offer doubled. Of course they would kill her
as soon as their choice was well-entrenched in power . . .
but time . . . time was the important thing.
She grinned to herself, and the grin faded as she
gathered up the falsified Istran reports, stacked them with
the others.
The Meth-maren would have need of time.
To leave this place, Cerdin and Council and all of them,
and have such a place as the old Houses had been, old
friends, dead friends-that was the only retirement for
which Moth yearned, to find again what had died long ago,
those who had built-instead of those who used.
But one of the folders was the Meth-maren's, and
Moth opened the record, stared morosely at the woman the
child had become.
The data was random and the cross-connections
inexplicable, and her old age grew toward mysticism, the
only sanity . . . too much knowledge, too wide a
pattern.
Lian also must have seen. He had complained of visions,
toward the last, weakness which had encouraged assassins,
and hastened his death.
He had died riveted in one of those visions, trembling
and frothing, a horror that left no laughter at all in
Moth.
She had had to do it.
"Eggs," Lian had cried in his dying,
"eggs . . . eggs . . . eggs . . . eggs," as if
recalling the beta children, the poor orphaned creatures,
the parentless generation the thousands growing up too
soon, cared for en masse, assembly lined into adulthood,
men and women at ten, to care for others, and others . . .
to bear natural children at permission, as they slid all
things at permission, forever. Give them luxury,
Lian had said once. Corrupt them, and we shall always
control them. Teach them about work and rewards, and reward
them with idleness and ambition. So we will always manage
them.
So betas, seeking idleness, created azi.
Eggs . . . eggs . . . eggs . . . eggs.
Eggs of eggs.
Moth shuddered, reliving the fissioning generations who
had spawned all reality in the Reach.
Seven hundred years. From one world to many worlds, a
rate of growth no longer controlled.
Eggs.
Potential.
I am the last, Moth thought, who was once
human. The last with humanity as it once was. Even the
Meth-maren is not that.
Least of all . . . that.
Eggs making eggs.
Family, she thought, and thought of an old
saying about absolute power, and absolute corruption.
Only the azi, she thought, lack
power.
The azi are the only innocents.
ii
Pol Hald sat down, propped his slim legs on a table,
folded his hands and looked about him with a shrug of
amusement.
Raen took the drink that Jim served her and leaned back,
stared balefully as Pol accepted his and looked Jim up and
down, drawing the obvious conclusions. Jim glanced down, an
azi-reaction to such attention.
"Thank you, Jim," Raen said softly. For a very
little she would have asked Jim to sit down and stay, but
Pol was another matter than the ITAK board . . . cruel when
he wished to be; and he often wished to be.
Jim vanished silently into the next room. Warrior did
not. The majat sat in the corner next to the curio table,
rigidly motionless as a piece of furniture.
"Beta-ish," Pol observed of the decor, of the
whole house in general, a flourish of his hand.
"You've a bizarre taste, Meth-maren. But the azi
shows some discrimination."
"What are you doing here?"
Pol laughed, a deep and appealing chuckle.
"It's been eighteen years since we shared a
supper, Meth-maren. I had a mad impulse for another
invitation."
"A far trip for little reward. Does Ros Hald's
table not suffice?"
He had pricked at her. She flicked it back doubled, won
a slight annoyance of him. That gaunt face had not changed
with the years; he had reached that long stage where he
would not. She added up numbers and reckoned at least over
seventy. Experience. The gap was narrowed, but not by
much.
"I've followed you for years," he said.
"You're the only Meth-maren who ever amused
me"
"You've done so very quietly, then. Did the
Hald send you?"
"I came." He grinned. "You have a
marvellous sense of humour. But your style of travel gave
me ample time to catch up with you." He drank deeply
and looked up again, set the glass down. "You know
you've set things astir."
She shrugged.
"They'll kill you," Pol said.
"They?"
"Not I, Meth-maren."
"So why are you here?" she asked, mouth
twisted in sarcasm. "To stand in the way?"
He made a loose gesture, looked at her from half-lidded
eyes. "Meth-maren, I am jealous. You outdid me."
He laughed outright. "I've studied to annoy
Council for years, but I'll swear you've surpassed
me, and so young, too. You know what you're doing
here?"
She said nothing.
"I think you do," he said. "But it's
time to call it off."
"Take yourself back to Cerdin, Pol Hald."
"I didn't come from Cerdin. I heard. I was
willing to come out here. You're my personal
superstition, you see. I don't want to see you go
under. Get out of here. Now. To the other side of the
Reach. They'll understand the gesture."
She rose. "Warrior," she said.
Warrior came to life, mandibles clashing, and reared up
to its full height. Pol froze, looking at it.
"Warrior, tell me, of what hive is this
Kontrin?"
"Green-hive," Warrior said, and boomed a note
of majat language. "Green-hive Kontrin."
Pol moved his chitined right hand, a flippant gesture
that was a satire of himself. "Am I to blame for the
choice of hive? It's Meth-maren labs that set the
patterns, that reserved blue for chosen friends . . . of
which we were not."
"Indeed you were not."
Pol rose, walked to the window, walked back again,
within reach of Warrior, deliberate bravado.
"You're far beyond the limits. Do you know . . .
do you understand what deep water you're
into?"
"That my House died for others' ambitions? That
something was set up two decades ago and no one has stopped
it? How are they keeping it from Moth? Or are
they?"
Pol's dark eyes flicked aside to Warrior, back to
her. "I grow nervous when you become specific. I hope
you'll consider carefully before you make any
irrevocable moves."
"I learned, Hald. You taught me a lesson once.
I've always held a remote affection for you on that
account. No rancour. We said once we amused each other.
Will you answer me now?"
He made a shrug of both hands. "I'm not in good
favour among Halds. How could I know the answers you
want?"
"But what you know you won't tell me."
"Moth has not long to live. That I know. For the
rest of what I know: the Halds are your enemies . . .
nothing personal, understand. The Halds want what Thel
reached for."
"And no one has undone what Eron Thel
did."
Pol made a gesture of helplessness. "I don't
know; I don't know. I protest: I am not in their
confidence."
It was possibly true. Raen kept watching the hands and
the eyes, lest a weapon materialise. "I appreciate
your concern, Pol."
"If you'd take my advice, get out of here . . .
clear over to the far side, they would understand, Raen a
Sul. They'd read that as a clear signal. Capitulation.
Who cares? You'll outlive them if you guard your life.
Running now is your only protection. My ship is onworld.
I'd take you there. The Family wouldn't harm you.
The Halds may not take me into their intimate confidence,
but neither will they come at me."
She started to laugh, and saw Pol's face different
from how she had ever known it, drawn and tense . . . no
laughter, for one of a few times in his irreverent
life.
"Go away," she said very softly. "Get
yourself to that safety, Pol Hald. You'll
survive."
He said nothing for a moment, looked doubtful.
"What is it you have in mind?"
She did laugh. "I wonder, Pol Hald, if you
don't surpass me after all. Maybe they did send
you."
"I think you'll hear from the Family soon
enough."
"Will I? Where's Morn, Pol?"
He shrugged. "I don't know. Cerdin, maybe. Or
near these regions. It could be Morn. Or Tand. Or one of
the Ren-barants. Or maybe none of them. When Moth falls,
they'll pull your privileges, and then you'll be
deaf, dumb and blind, grounded on Istra."
"Moth's on my side, is she?"
"She has been. I don't know who it will be.
Truth. I started from innerworlds when I was sure where
you'd gone . . . when I knew for certain it wasn't
a cover. Morn headed the other way. Tand moved inworlds,
even earlier than that. He's likely with Moth. I'm
handing you things that would break the Reach wide open if
you called Moth."
"You're challenging me to do that?"
Again a shrug, a hint of mockery. "I'm betting
the old woman knows a good part of it already."
"Or that it's already too late? It would take
eight days for the shockwave to reach us."
"Possible," he said. "But not my
reason."
"Men you believe I don't want the break right
now. You could be mistaken."
Pol said nothing.
"You don't plan," Raen said in a bard
voice, "to be setting up on Istra"
"I've a problem," Pol said. "If I go
back, I'll be called in; and if I run alone . . .
they'll know I heard something here that made it
advisable. I've put myself in difficulty on your
account, Meth-maren."
"If I believed any of it"
Pol made another of his elaborate gestures of offence.
"I protest. I shall go back to my ship and wait until
you think things over in a clearer mind. Someone else will
come, mark me."
"Ah, I don't doubt that much. And help would be
convenient. But likewise I remember the front porch at
Kethiuy. You knew. You knew when you were talking to me.
Didn't you?"
A profound sobriety came on Pol's face. He lowered
his eyes, raised them steadily. "I knew, yes. And I
left, with the rest of the Halds, before the attack.
Revenge, Meth-maren, involving another generation. It had
nothing to do with you."
"Now it does."
He had no answer for that. Neither did he flinch.
"This one's mine," she said. "I
always had profound respect for your intelligence, Pol
Hald. You were in Hald councils before I was born. You were
alive when the Meth-marens split, Sul from Ruil. You have
contacts I don't. You've access to Cerdin.
You've been staying alive and embarrassing Council
twice my whole lifespan. You knew, back in Kethiuy.
You're telling me now that you don't figure
precisely what's in others' minds?"
Pol drew a long breath, nodded slowly, looking down.
"The plan was, you understand, to break out of the
Reach. That was Thel's idea. To build. To breed. And
it's all here on Istra, isn't it? You've put it
together for yourself."
"Enough to take it apart."
"They'll kill you for sure. They'll drag
Moth down and kill you before they let you expose their
operation."
"Their."
"Their. I'm not in favour. I go my own way. As
you do. I'll run when the time comes. I'll stay,
while the mood takes me. Only you won't have that
luxury. Is it worth this much, your vendetta?"
"It's beyond argument."
He looked at Warrior, stared into the faceted eyes,
glanced back with a faint touch of revulsion.
"Hive-masters. It's that, isn't it? Ruil
Meth-maren tried to use the hives. And Thel wanted to use
them. Look where that took us."
"No one," she said, "uses the
hives. Hive-master was a Ruil word. Sul never used it And
Thon's still playing that dangerous game. Are
red-hivers out again on Cerdin?'
"They make gifts to all the old contacts."
Warrior's palps flicked nervously. "Pact,"
it said
Pol glanced that way in apprehension.
"Do you not understand the danger?" Raen asked
hint "The hives don't have anything to gain . . .
nothing Hald could want out of the exchange."
"Azi," Pol said. "They ask for more azi.
For more land. More grain."
"Hives grow," said Warrior. "Hives
here-grow."
Raen looked on Warrior. Truth. It was clear truth. It
fit with all the knowledge elsewhere gathered.
"Don't you understand?" she appealed to
Pol. Doesn't Council? Who talked first of this
expansion? Thel, Ruil . . . or red-hive?"
"Thel claimed unique partnership, claimed that even
Drones could be brought into partnership with
humans."
Her heart beat very fast. She laid her hand on one of
Warrior's auditory palps, stroked it gently, gently.
"O Pol. Don't they realise? Drones are the Memory.
Humans can't touch that."
Pol shrugged, and yet his dark eyes were quick with
worry. "The Meth-marens are dead. The hive-masters are
dead, all but you. And Council doesn't have access to
you, does it? Moth's kept saying that you were
important"
"I'm flattered," she said hoarsely.
"Hive-masters. Ruil deluded themselves. They were
never hive-masters. They listened to the hives. Get out of
here. Take your ship. Tell them they're all mad.
I'll give you reasons enough to tell them."
He shook his head. "I wouldn't live to get
there. And they wouldn't listen. Can't. It's
gone too far. Moth will be dead by the time I could get
there. Eight days, message-time or shiptime, at quickest. I
couldn't-couldn't get there in time. "
"And someone's on his way here."
"There's no way not."
Pol was talking clear sense. She continued to soothe
Warrior, aware it was recording, aware of the nervous
tremor of the palp against her hand. She felt it calm at
last. There are extensions of ITAK on the other continent.
Are there blues with the other city, Warrior?"
"Yess. All hives, red, gold, green, blue.
New-port"
"Same-Mind, Warrior?"
"Same-Mind."
"No queen."
"Warriorss. Workerss. From this-Hill."
She looked at Pol. "Suppose that I trusted you.
Suppose that I asked you to do me a small favour. Have you
your own staff?"
"Twelve azi. The ship is mine. My entire estate.
I'm mobile. In these times it seems wise."
"I haven't an establishment on the other
continent."
"You plan to take me out of the way."
"You can take West and be sure of the situation
there in the matter of a day or two."
"You may not have that much time. They'll stop
you. I mean that"
"Then it's wise that I cultivate you,
isn't it? If they pull my authorisations you'll
still have yours, won't you, Pol Hald?"
"You have a dazzling mutability. You'd rely on
me?"
"One does what one must.''
"You'd have my neck in the jaws with no
compunction, wouldn't you?"
"I'm figuring you started from innerworlds
first and farthest out. So there's a little time yet.
You can do me that small service and still have time to
run. And I'd run far, Pol. I would, in your
place."
All posing fell aside. He stared at her. "I've
told you something. I wish I understood the extent of
it."
"The Halds should have asked my help. Or Moth
should have. If they'd asked, I might have come."
She gave Warrior's auditory palp a light brush, and
Warrior turned its head, reacted in slight pleasure.
"It's good to see you, Pol. I'd not say that
of any of the rest of the Family, I assure you. My old
acquaintances no longer interest me. The Family . . . no
longer interests me. I've found here what you've
been searching for all your life."
"And what do you take that to be, Raen a
Sul?"
"The Edge. That which limits us"
"You don't have Ros Hald's
ambitions."
She laughed, which was no laughter. "Mine are
yours. To push until it gives. Here's the
stopping-place. Beware red-hive. You understand
me?"
"You have disquieted me."
"You never liked peace"
"What shall I look for in West?'
"Guard-azi. Buy up those you can. Ship them to
East, to the Labour Registry. Arms as well."
"You're planning civil war."
She smiled again. "Tell the estate-holders in West
. . . and ITAK there . . . to prepare for storm."
"How can I, when I don't know what you have in
mind?"
"It's your choice. Go or stay"
"I know my choices, youngster."
"You'd better get yourself clear of this house,
in any case. There'll be blue-hive thick about here in
a little while, and that hand of yours is no guarantee of
friendship. Get out of Newhope, in either direction you
choose."
He put on a long face. "I'd thought of dinner,
alas; and more things after."
"Later, Pol Hald. I confess you tempt me."
A twinkle danced in his eye, a favourite pose.
"Then I'm not without hope. Alas, you've your
azi for consolation, and I'm not without my own. Sad,
is it not?"
"The time will come."
He bowed his head.
"You know my call number. It never
changes."
"You know mine."
"Betas on Istra," she said, "have played
the same dangerous game as Hald and Thon. Red-hive gives
them gifts. I'll warrant red-hive walks where it will
in West."
"I've no skill with majat."
"Keep it that way. Refuse to be approached. Shoot
on the least excuse."
"Hazard," Warrior broke in, coming to life
again. "Green-hive Drone, take care: danger. Red-hive
kills humans, many, many, many. You are not green-hive
Mind. No synthesis. None."
"What's it saying?" Pol asked. "I can
never make sense of them."
"Perfect sense. It knows you're naive of majat,
and it warns you that without hive-friendship, green-hive
chitin is no protection to you, even from greens. Red-hive
and even greens have learned to kill intelligences.
Red-hive has learned to make agreements with
minds-that-die, and no longer has trouble with death.
What's more . . . they've learned to lie. Consider
the hive-Mind, Pol; consider that those who lie to majat
have to be unMinded. But they can lie to humans without it
. . . a profound discovery. Red-hive has gone as far from
morality as majat can go. Hald and Thel and Thon helped . .
. or otherwise. Get. out of here. You've not much time.
Be careful at the port. Are you armed?"
He moved his hands delicately. "Of
course."
She offered her hand, warily; he took it, with a wry
smile.
"I'll give you West," he said, letting go
her hand. "Is that all you want?"
She grinned. "I'll be content with that."
And soberly: "Keep within reach of your ship, Pol.
It's life."
He took his leave, let himself out. In a moment she
heard a car start and ease down the drive. She went to
housecomp to open the gate, did so, picked him up briefly
on remote. He cleared the gate and she closed it.
Warrior came, hovered at her shoulder. "This-unit
heard things of other hives. Redsss. Trouble."
"This-unit is concerned, Warrior. This-unit begins
to think that the hives know more than you've told
me."
It drew back, jaws clicking. "Red-hive. Red-hive
is-" It gave a booming and shrill of majat language.
"No human word, Kontrin-queen. Long, long this
red-hive, gold-hive-" Again the combination of sound,
discord. "Red-hive is full of human-words:
push-push-eggs-more-more."
"Expansion. They want expansion. Growth."
Warrior tried to assimilate that. It surely knew the
words; they did not satisfy it.
"Synthesis," it said finally. "Red-hive
messengers come. "Many, many. Red-hive-easy, easy that
messengers come. Kontrin permit Goldss, yes. Greens,
sometimes. Many, many, no blues."
"I know. But Kalind blue reached you. What did it
tell you?"
"Kethiuy-queen . . . many, many, many messengers,
reds, golds, greens. No blues. Blues have rested, not part
of push-push-push. No synthesis. Now blue messenger. We
taste Cerdin-Mind."
"Warrior. What was the message?"
"Revenge," Warrior said, which was the essence
of Kalind blue. And suddenly auditory palps flicked left.
"Hear. Others."
She shook her head. "I can't hear, Warrior.
Human range is small."
It was listening. "Blues, they say. Blues. They are
coming. Many-many. Goodbye, Kethiuy-queen."
And it fled.
iii
The sun was almost below the horizon; it was no longer
necessary to wear cloaks or sunsuits or to fear for the
eyes. And the garden was alive with majat.
Raen kept Jim by her, constantly, and Max and Merry as
well, not trusting the nervous Warriors. She walked the
garden, making sure that Warriors saw their presence
clearly, to realise that they justly belonged there.
And suddenly others were there, rag-muffled figures,
swarming over the back garden wall among the Warriors; and
other majat accompanied them, smaller, with smaller jaws:
Workers, a horde of them.
Ragged human figures came to her and sought touch with
febrile hands and eyes visored even at dusk, and their
movements were strange, nervous. One and several others
unmasked, sought mouth-touch with Jim and Max and Merry end
danced away from their vicinity when Raen bade them go.
"What are they?" Jim asked, horror in his
voice.
"Don't worry for them," Raen said.
"They belong to the majat. They have majat
habits." And seeing how all three azi reacted to their
majat counterparts: "Blue-hive azi, go in, go inside
the building, seek low-level and settle there."
"Yes," they said together, song-toned, and
with that mad-blind fix of hive-azi stares. They scampered
off, to seek the basement of the house, the dark places
where they would be most at home.
Workers set to work without asking, began to pry up
stones with their jaws, began to dig, through the pavings,
into the moist earth.
And suddenly there was a buzz from the front gate.
Raen swore, waded off through the crowd of Warriors,
beckoning Jim and Max and Merry to come with her.
"Warrior," she shouted at the nearest. "Keep
all majat out of sight behind the house. No enemies. No
danger. Just stay here." And to Max and Merry:
"Get down by the gate. I imagine that's the new
azi coming in. You're in charge of them. See they
don't wander loose. Get them in strict order and check
them off against the invoice, by numbers,
visually."
They hurried off at a run. She went inside with Jim as
her shadow, unsealed the gate from the comp center when she
saw the trucks by remote: they bore the Labour Registry
designation. She kept watching, while the trucks disgorged
azi and supplies, while Merry and Max called off numbers
and ranged the men in groups of ten. The men stood; the
boxes formed a square in the front garden. As each truck
emptied, it pulled out, and when the last vehicle cleared
the gate, Raen closed it and set the alarm again.
"They'll not like the majat at all," Raen
said. "Jim, go find one of the quieter Warriors and
ask it to come to the front of the house with you-alone.
Better they see one before they see all of them"
He nodded and went. Raen put the outside lights on and
went out the front door, walked out into the midst of the
orderly groups, two hundred six men, by tens.
Max and Merry were checking numbers as she had said, a
process the brighter lights made easier. Each was read, not
by the stencil on the coveralls, but by the tattoo on the
shoulder; and each man passed was directed into military
order over by the portico. Neat, precise, the team of Max
and Merry; and the two hundred were minds precisely like
theirs . . . all too precisely, having come from the same
tapes.
Every figure stiffened, looked houseward. Raen glanced
and saw Jim with his unlikely shadow slow-stepping along in
close company. "There are many such here," Raen
said before panic could take hold. "I hold
your contracts. I tell you that you're very safe with
these particular majat. They'll help you in your
duties, which are to protect this house.
Understood?"
Each head inclined, the fix of their eyes now on her.
Two hundred men. In the group were many who were
duplicates, twin, triplet, quadruplet sets, alike even to
age. There were two more Maxes and another Merry. They
could accept.
They would accept her and the majat as they would accept
anything which held their contracts. It was their
psych-set. Like Max and Merry, they fought only when they
were directed, only when their contract-holder identified
an enemy. But for their own lives, they would scarcely put
up resistance. Did not. Until things were clear to them,
they were docile. Warrior exercised curiosity about them,
stalked down near them. They bore this: their
contract-holder was present to instruct them if
instructions were to be given.
Guard-function.
Specificity, Itavvy had called it.
"Warrior," she said, "come." And
when it had joined her, with Jim shadowing it, she soothed
it with a touch and kept it by her, an act of mercy.
The process continued. But by one man both Max and Merry
delayed, looked closely at the mark, disputed.
"Sera," Max called.
The man bolted. Warrior moved. "No!" Raen
yelled, but Warrior was deaf to that, auditory palps laid
back, a blur of motion. Azi scattered
But it was Max and Merry who had the fugitive; Raen
raced through the chaotic midst, calmed the anxious
Warrior. Jim stayed with her. Other azi stayed about,
sober-faced, stunned, perhaps, that one of their number had
done violence.
The azi in Maws grip stopped fighting, gazed past
Raen's shoulder and surely understood what he had
narrowly escaped. He was a man like the others,
shave-headed, grey clad, a number stencilled on his
coverall; but Merry pulled back the cloth from his shoulder
and showed the tattoo as if there were something amiss.
"It's too dark, sera," Merry said.
"Papers say twenty-nine, but the mark's
bright."
The man's eyes shifted back to Raen, a face rigid
with terror.
Such things had been done . . . a beta highly bribed,
Promised protection. "I'd believe a fluke of the
dye," Raen said softly. "But not an azi who'd
break and run. Who sent you?"
He gave no answer, but wrenched to free himself.
"Not an assassin," Raen said, though the hate
in that face gave her pause to think so. "Betas
don't go for that. Or-" she added, for the
expression was nigh to madness, "maybe not beta at
all. Are you?"
"He's little," Merry said, "for
guard-type."
That was so too.
A smile took her, sudden surety. "Outsider. One of
Tallen's folk."
It hit to the mark. The pale eyes shifted from hers.
"O man," she said softly. "To go to that
extent . . . or did you know what you were getting into
when you set that mark on yourself?"
There was no more resistance, none. In that moment she
felt a touch of pity, seeing the young Outsider's
desperation. Twenty-nine. He did not look that.
"What's your name?" she asked him.
"Tom Mundy."
"You are Tallen's. Easier with him,
Max. I doubt he's here to do murder. I rather well
think he realises he's made a mistake. And I wonder if
we haven't swept up something utterly by chance.
Haven't we, Tom Mundy?"
"Let me go."
"Let him go, Max. But," she added at once as
the young Outsider braced himself for escape,
"you'll not make it across the City like that, Tom
Mundy."
He looked as if he were on the brink of madness. Some
shred of sense held him to listen.
"I'll send you to Tallen," she
said, "without asking you a thing. But if you'd
like a drink and a place to sit down, while my people
finish checking things out, it would be more convenient for
us."
"Outsider-human," Warrior murmured in mingled
tones.
The Outsider began to weep, tears running down his face;
and would have sat down where he was, but that Jim and
Merry took him in hand and led him up to the porch, to the
door.
iv
There was at least for the time, quiet in the
house-stirrings in the back, noises in the basement, but
nothing visible in the main room.
And the azi who had been Tom Mundy sat on the couch
clutching a drink in his hands and staring at the
floor.
"I would like," Raen said softly, "one
simple question answered, if you would." Jim was by
her, and she indicated a place by her; Jim sat down,
settled back with a disapproving look.
Mundy slowly lifted his head, apprehension on his
face.
"How," Raen asked, "did you find yourself
in such circumstances? Did you come to spy on me? Or did
someone put you there?"
He said nothing.
"All right," she said. "I won't
insist. But I'm guessing it looked like a means for
information. And you made a mistake. A real azi number,
real papers, guard-status: a spy could pick up a great deal
of information that way, and no one would shut an azi away
from communications equipment. I'd guess you make
regular reports to Tallen, because no one would suspect
you'd do such a thing. But it went wrong, I'm
guessing."
He swallowed heavily. "You said that I could
go."
"The car's being brought. Max and one of the
others will deliver you to Tallen's doorstep-a surprise
to him, perhaps. How long were you in those pits?"
"I don't know," he said hoarsely. "I
don't know."
"You didn't plan coming here, then." She
read the man's apprehensions and leaned back, shrugged
off the question. "You'll get to Tallen alive,
don't fear that. You'll come to no harm. How long
have you been working on this world?"
Again an avoidance of her eyes.
"There are more of you," she said.
"Aren't there?"
She obtained a distraught stare.
"Probably," she said, "I've bought
more than one of you and haven't detected it. I own
every guard-azi contract available on this continent.
I'd sort you out if I could. You've been standing
guard in ITAK establishments, gathering information,
passing it along to Tallen. Of no possible concern to me.
Actually I favor the enterprise. That's why I'm
making a present of you to him. I'd advise you, though,
if you know of others in that group, you tell me. There are
others, aren't there?"
He took a drink, said nothing.
"Did you know what you were getting into?"
He wiped at his face and leaned his head on his hand,
answer enough.
"Tell Tallen," she said, "I'll pull
his men out if he'll give me the necessary numbers. I
doubt you know them."
"I don't," he said.
"How did you end up in the Registry?"
"Took-took the place of an azi the majat killed.
Tattoo . . . papers . . . a transport guard. Then the
depots shut down. Company stopped operating. Been
there-been there-"
"A long time."
He nodded.
A born-man, subjected to tapes and isolation. She
regarded him pityingly. "And of course Tallen
couldn't buy you out. An Outsider couldn't. Even
knowing the numbers, he couldn't retrieve you. Did
anyone think of that, before you let that number be
tattooed on?"
"It was thought of."
"Do you fear us that much?" she asked softly.
He avoided her eyes. "You do well to," she said,
answering her own question. "And you know us.
You've seen. You've been there. Bear your report,
Tom Mundy. You'll do well never to appear again in the
Reach. If not for the strict quotas of export, you might
have been-"
Her heart skipped a beat. She laughed aloud, and Tom
Mundy looked at her in terror.
"Azi," she laughed. "Istra's primary
export. Shipped everywhere." And then with
apprehension, she looked on Jim.
"I am azi," Jim said, his own calm slightly
ruffled. "Sera, I am azi."
She laid a hand on his arm. "There's no doubt.
There's no doubt, Jim." There was the sound of a
motor at the door. "That will be the car. Come along,
ser Mundy."
Tom Mundy put the drink aside, preceded her to the door
in evident anxiety. She followed out under the portico,
where Max had the car waiting, Max standing by it.
"Max, seize him," Raen said.
Mundy sprang to escape; Max was as quick as the order,
and fetched him up against the car, rolled with him to the
pavement. Majat were at hand, Warriors. Jim himself made to
interfere, but Raen put out a hand, restraining him.
Mundy struggled and cursed. Max shouted for human help,
and several more azi arrived on the run.
It needed a struggle. "Don't harm him,"
Raen called out, when it began to look as if that would be
the case; Mundy fought like a man demented, and it took a
number of azi to put him down. Cords were searched up, all
with a great deal of confusion. A shooting, Raen decided,
watching the process, would have been far simpler; as it
was the police at the gate wanted to intrude: she saw their
lights down the drive, but the gate would keep them out,
and she reckoned they would fret, but they would not dare
climb a wall to investigate.
Mundy was held, finally, hands bound. He cursed and
screamed until he was breathless, and lay heaving on the
pavement. Max and another gathered him to his feet, and
Raen stepped back as he spat at her.
"I'll keep my word," she said,
"eventually. Don't try me, Tom Mundy. The worst
thing I could do is send you back. Isn't it?"
He stopped fighting then.
"How long have you been infiltrating?" she
asked. "How many years?"
"I don't know. Would it make sense I'd
know? I don't."
"Keep him under guard, Max. Don't take your
eyes off him. one of the basement storerooms ought to be
adequate. He won't want loose down there.
Constant watch. See to it."
They drew him into the house, and through it. Raen
lingered, looked at the disturbed Warriors, whose mandibles
clicked with nervousness. "Wrong-hive," she
explained in terms they would understand. "Not enemy,
not friend, wrong hive. We will isolate that unit. Pass
this information. Warrior must guard that-unit."
They spent a moment analysing those concepts, which were
alien to the hive. A stranger should be ejected, not
detained.
"That-unit will report if it escapes. We will let
it go when it's good that it report."
"Yesss," they said together, comprehending,
and themselves filed into the house, nightmare shapes in
the Eln-Kests' hallway.
She started to go in, realised Jim was not with her, and
turned back, saw him standing by the car, saw the blank
horror on his face. She came back, took his hand. From
inside the house came a scream of hysteria. She slipped her
hand up to Jim's elbow; decided to walk round the long
way, beneath the portico, past the corner, within the
walkway to the back, where there was quiet.
"I am azi," Jim said.
She pressed his arm the more tightly. "I know so. I
know so, Jim. Don't distress yourself. It's been a
long, hard day."
She felt the tremor, wordless upset.
"The fall of the dice," she said, "was a
fortunate thing for me. But what a place you've come
to."
"I am azi."
"You do very well at it."
She walked with him out the arch into the back garden,
into chaos, where guard-azi tried to set their supplies in
order, where nervous Warriors stalked among humans and
touched one and the other. It was pitiful that the azi did
not object, that they simply stopped and endured, as no
betas would have done, although they were surely afraid.
Raen moved among them, sorted Warriors away from humans,
nodded to Merry, who began hastily to motion his men into
the shelter of the azi quarters. There was no hesitation
among them.
The doors closed. Thereafter majat ruled in the garden,
and majat azi scampered out the back door, naked, having
shed their sun-protections, with their mad eyes and their
cheerful grins, their ready acceptance of the touches of
Workers and Warriors. They had come to help, and plunged
quite happily into the excavations underway in the
garden.
"They'll want feeding," Raen said.
"They're our responsibility. Jim, go locate the
domestics. Have them cook up enough for the whole lot. The
majat azi will prefer boiled grain. There look to be about
fifty of them."
Jim murmured agreement, and went, tired and shaken as he
was. She watched him at the azi quarters gather up the six
in question, watched him shepherd them across to the house,
fending away the persistent majat azi. He managed. He
managed well. She was able, for a moment, to relax . . .
lingered, gazing on the shadow-forms of majat, the blue
lights of the azi winking eerily in the shadowed places of
the garden, where the tunnel was deepening.
"Worker," she said when one passed near her,
"how far will the tunnel go?"
"Blue-hive," it said, which was answer, not
inanity. A chill went over her skin. She surmised suddenly
that there were tunnels begun elsewhere, an arm of the hive
reached out into the city.
Mother accepted; Mother had ordered. The hive reached
out to embrace them and protect. She wrapped her arms about
her, found the lights shimmering in her vision.
There was a freshness in the air, of moisture and
evening. A little drop fell on her arm and she looked up,
at a sky mostly clouded. There was another rain coming. It
would hardly trouble the majat, or their azi.
She wandered inside finally, as domestic azi came out,
bearing foodstuffs, hastening for fear of the majat, to the
kitchens in the azi quarters.
One remained in the house kitchen, under Jim's
direction, preparing a different meal. "Thank
you," Raen said to them both; she could have eaten azi
porridge without compunction, so tired she was; but she was
glad when a good dinner was set before her and Jim took his
place at the end of the table.
The hive was about her. The song began. She could hear
it in the house, illusory and soft as the rainfall, as old
dreams.
Then she thought of the basement, and the cup hesitated
at her lips; she drank, and began reckoning of other
things.
Of Itavvy, and promises; of Pol Hald; of Tallen.
Of the Family.
There were messages upon messages. Comp spat them out in
inane profusion; and she sat and searched them, the while
thunder rumbled overhead.
One was ser Dain. MY HUMBLEST APOLOGIES. THE ARTIST IS
SER TOL ERRIN, 1028D UPCOAST. There was more, mostly
babble. She rubbed her eyes, took a sip of coffee, and
entered worldcomp to pull a citizen number, to link it with
another program.
One was Pol Hald. NEWPORT IS DISMAL. MY SUFFERING IS
EXTREME. REJOICE.
She drank more coffee, sinking into the rhythms of the
majat song which ran through the house, nerved herself for
intercomp. The dataflow never stopped, world to station,
station to station, station to world, jumping information
like ships from point to point. Data launched could not be
recalled.
She called up the prepared program regarding contracts,
and export quotas, the oft-denied permits.
GRANTED, she entered, to all of them.
In an hour the board would be jammed with queries,
chaos, the deadlock broken. Cerdin would not know it for
eight days.
She called up the city guest house, and drew a sleepy
outsider out of bed. "Call Tallen," she said,
using her own image and direct voice, which she had not
used on Istra.
Tallen appeared quickly, his person disordered, his face
flushed. "Kont' Raen," he said.
"I've an azi," she said, "who knows
you. His name is Tom Mundy."
Tallen started to speak, changed his mind. Whatever of
sleep there was about him vanished.
"He's not harmed," she said.
"Won't be. But I want to know how long this has
been going on, ser Tallen. I want an answer. How much and
how many and how far?"
"I'll meet with you."
She shook her head. "Just a plain answer, ser.
Monitored or not. How far has the net spread
itself?"
"I have no desire to discuss this
long-distance."
"Shall I ask Mundy?"
Tallen's face went stark. "You'll do as you
please, I imagine. The trade mission-"
"Is under Reach law, Kontrin law. I do as I please,
yes. He's safe for the moment. I'll give him back
to you, so you needn't do anything rash. I merely
advise you that you've done a very unwise thing, ser.
Give me those numbers and I'll do what I can to sort
things out for you; you understand me. I can act where you
can't. I'm willing to do so . . . a matter of
humanity. Give me the numbers"
Tallen broke contact.
She had feared so. She shook her head, swallowed down a
stricture in her throat with a mouthful of cooling coffee,
finally turned housecomp over to automatic.
She drank the rest of the coffee, grimacing at the
taste, followed it with half a measure of liquor, and sat
listening to the thunder.
"Sera," Jim said, startling her. She glanced
at the doorway.
"Go to bed," she told him. "What about
the azi downstairs? Settled?"
He nodded.
"Go on," she said. "Go rest. You've
done what you can."
He was not willing to leave; he did so, and she listened
as his footsteps went upstairs. She sat still a moment,
listening to the hive-song, then rose and went downstairs,
into the dark territory of the basement.
Majat-azi gathered about her. She bade them away,
suffered with more patience the touch of Workers and
Warriors. There was a door guarded by Warriors. She. opened
it, and two guard-azi rose to their feet, from the chairs
inside. The third huddled in the corner, on a mat of
blankets.
"I've spoken with Tallen," she said.
"He's very upset. Is there anything I can get for
your comfort?"
A jerk of the head, refusal. He would not look at her
face.
They had taken the cords off him. There was the double
guard to restrain him.
"You were a transport guard. Were you sensible
enough to understand that what you're seeing on this
world is not the usual, that things have gone vastly
amiss?"
Still he would say nothing, which in his place, was the
wiser course.
She sank down, rested her arms across her knees, stared
at him. "I'll hazard a guess, ser 113-489-6798,
that all you've done has been a failure: that Tallen
would have known me had it succeeded. You've
scattered azi off this world, if at all, only to have the
embargo stall them, if not here, on Pedra, on Jin. And do
you know where they'll be? In cases similar to your
own. You entered that faculty when the depots were closed .
. . about half a year ago. What do you think will become of
those stalled there for years, as some are-two years
already, for some? What do you think will come out of that?
You think they'll be sane? I doubt it. And how many azi
have a to transmission of messages via intercomp? None,
ser. You've thrown men away. Like yourself."
Eyes fixed on hers, hollow, in a shaven skull. Thin
hands clasped knees against his chest. Ire would never, she
thought, be the man he would have been. Youth, cast away in
such a venture. More than one of them. He might break. Most
would, if majat asked the questions. But she much doubted
that he knew anything beyond himself.
"Majat," she said, "killed the azi you
replaced. Was that a hazard, running the depots?"
"They're all over," he said hoarsely.
"Farms-armed camps for fear of them."
Cold settled on her at that. She nodded. "Ever see
them in the open?"
"Once. Far across the fields. We drove out of it,
fast as we could."
"What do you suppose they would do?"
"There'd been trucks lost. They'd find the
trucks. Nothing else."
She nodded slowly. "It fits, ser Mundy. It does
fit. Thank You. Rest now. Get some sleep. You'll not be
bothered. And I'll get you back to Tallen in one piece
if you'll stay in this room. Please don't try my
guards. A scratch from a majat is deadly as a bite. But
they won't come into this room."
She rose, left, walked out among the Warriors. The door
closed behind her. She singled out one of the larger ones,
touched it, soothed it. "Warrior, many azi, many, in
blue. hive? Weapons?"
"Yes."
The hives have taken azi, taken food?"
There was a working of mandibles, a little disturbance
at this question. "Take, yesss. Red-hive takes, goldss
take, greens take, blue-hive, yessss. Store much, much.
Mother says take, keep, prevent
other-hives."
"Warrior, has blue-hive killed humans?"
"No. Take azi. Keep."
"Many azi."
"Many," Warrior agreed.
v
Jim sat on the bed, massaged his temples, tried to still
the pounding in his skull. Never panic; never panic.
Stop. Think. Thinking Is good service. It is good to serve
well.
He seldom recalled the tapes verbatim. The thoughts were
simply there, inwoven. This night he remembered, and
struggled to remember. He was unbearably tired. Strange
sights, everything strange-he trembled with the burden of
it.
The other Kontrin had gone, that at least, away around
the world; but the majat would not go, nor this flood of
azi. He remained unique: he sensed this, clung to it.
He had here, and the others did not. He had
this room, this place he shared with her, and the others
did not.
He rose finally, and went through all the appropriate
actions, born-man motions, for although the Jewel
had rigid rules about cleanliness, there had been no
facilities such as these, even in upper decks. He showered,
coated himself liberally with soap, once, twice, three
times . . . in sheer enjoyment of the fragrance, so unlike
the bitter detergent that had come automatically through
the azi-deck system, stinging eyes and noses. He worked
very hard at his personal appearance: he understood it for
duty to her, to match all these fine things she
had, the use of which she gave him; and she was
the measure of all the wide world through which she drew
him. He had seen rich men, powerful men, in absolute terror
of her; and majat who feared her and majat who obeyed her;
and another Kontrin who treated her carefully; and he
himself was closest to her, an importance as heady as wine.
On the ship he had been terrified by the reaction of others
to her; he had not known how it would be to live on the
other side of it, shielded within it.
He was in the house, and others were not. He
had seen new things, the details of which were still a
muddle to him, most even without words to call them or
recall them, without comparisons to which to join them,
only some that her tapes had given him. He had been with
her in places far more important than even those powerful
rich men had been, that society which drifted through the
salon of the Jewel, offering snippets of their
lives to his confused inspection, a stream dark before and
dark after. He had gone out, into that unimaginable width
in which born-men lived, and she was there, so
that he was never lost.
He had stood back over the pens, which he had
half-forgotten, as all that time before the Jewel
was confused in his memory, hard to touch from the present,
for it had been go empty, so void of detail. Today he had
looked down, as he had looked down in earlier times, and
known that he was not on his way back from exercise, to
return again to the pens and the half-world of the tapes
breathing through his mind. This time he had come to look,
and to walk away again, at her back, until the
stink purged itself into clean air and light. There was no
fear of that place again, forever.
She prevented.
She was there, in the night, in the dark, when his
dreams were of being alone, within the wall, and only the
white glare of spotlights above the tangled webs of metal,
the catwalks . . . when one huddled in the corner, because
the walls were at least some touch, somewhere to put
one's back and feel comforted. On the azi-deck everyone
slept close, trying to gain this feeling, and the worst
thing was being Out, and no one willing to touch. Being Out
had been the most terrible part of the long voyage here,
when he had borne the Kontrin like a mark on him, and no
one had dared come near him. But she did . . . and more
than that, more even than the few passengers who had
engaged him for a night or even a short voyage, several
with impulses to generosity and one that he tried never to
remember . . . she stayed. The rich folk had let him touch,
had shown him impressions of experiences and luxury and
other things forever beyond an azi's reach; each time
he would believe for a while in the existence of such
things, in comfort beyond the blind nestlings-together on
the azi-deck. Love, they would say; but then the
rich folk would go their way, and his contract rested with
the ship forever, where the only lasting warmth was that of
all azi, whatever one could gain by doing one's work
and going to the mats at night In with everyone, nestled
close.
Then there was Raen. There was Raen, who was all these
things, and who had his contract, and who was therefore
forever.
Warm from the shower he lay down between the cool
sheets, and thought of her, and stared at the clouds which
flickered lightnings over the dome, at rain, that spotted
the dome and fractured the lightnings in runnels.
He had no liking for thunder. He had never had, from the
first that he had worked his year in Andra's fields,
before the Jewel. He liked it no better now.
Nonsense ran through his head, fragments of deepstudy. He
recited them silently, shuddering at the lightnings.
To some eyes, colors are invisible;
To others, the invisible has many colors.
And both are true. And both are not.
And one is false. And neither is.
He squeezed shut his eyes, and saw majat; and the horrid
naked azi, the bearers of blue fights; and an azi who was
no azi, but a born-man who had gone mad in the pens,
listening to azi-tapes. The lights above the pens had never
flickered; sounds were rare, and all meaningful.
The lightning flung everything stark white; the thunder
followed, deafening. He jumped, and lay still again, his
heart pounding. Again it happened. He was ready this time,
and did not flinch overmuch. He would not have her to know
that he was afraid.
She delayed coming. That disturbed him more than the
thunder.
He slept finally, of sheer exhaustion.
He wakened at a noise in the room, that was above the
faint humming of the majat. Raen was there; and she did not
go to the bath as she had on the nights before, but moved
about fully dressed, gathering things quietly together.
"I'm awake," he said, go that she would
not think she had to be quiet.
She came to the bed and sat down, reached for his hand
as he sat up, held it. The jewels on the back of hers
glittered cold and colourless in the almost-dark. Rain
still spattered the dome, gently now, and the lightnings
only rarely flickered.
"I'm leaving the house," she said softly.
"A short trip, and back again. You're safest here
on this one."
"No," he protested at once, and his heart beat
painfully, for no was not a permitted word. He
would have made haste to disengage himself from the sheets,
to gather his own be. longings as she was gathering
hers.
She held his arm firmly and shook her head. "I need
you here. You've skills necessary to run this house.
What would Max do without you to tell him what to do? What
would the others do who depend on his orders? You're
not afraid of the majat. You can manage them, better than
some Kontrin."
He was enormously flattered by this, however much he was
shaking at the thought. He knew that it was truth, for she
said it.
"Where are you going?" he asked.
"A question? You amaze me, Jim."
"Sera?"
"And you must spoil it in the same breath."
She smoothed his hair from his face, which was a touch
infinitely kind, taking away the sting of her
disappointment in him. "I daren't answer your
question, understand? But call the Tel estate if you must
contact me. Ask comp for Isan Tel. Can you do
that?"
He nodded.
"But you do that only in extreme emergency,"
she said. "You understand that?"
He nodded. "I'll help you pack," he
offered.
She did not forbid him that. He gathered himself out of
bed, reached for a robe against the chill of the
air-conditioning. She turned the lights on, and he wrapped
the robe about himself, pushed the hair out of his eyes and
sought the single brown case she asked for.
In truth she did not pack much; and that encouraged him,
that most of her belongings would remain here, and she
would come back for them, for him. He was shivering
violently, neatly rearranging the things she threw in
haphazardly.
"There's no reason to. be upset," she said
sharply. "There's no cause. You can manage the
house. You can trust Max to keep order outside, and you can
manage the inside."
"Who's going with you?" he asked, thinking
of that suddenly, chilled to think of her alone with new
azi, strange azi.
"Merry and a good number of the new guards.
They'll serve. We're taking Mundy, too. You
won't have to worry about him. We'll be back before
anything can develop."
He did not like it. He could not say so. He watched her
take another, heavier cloak from the closet. She left her
blue one. "These azi," he said,
"these-strange azi-"
"Majat azi."
"How can I talk to them?" he exclaimed, choked
with revulsion at the thought of them.
"They speak. They understand words. They'll
stay with the majat. They are majat, after a
fashion. They'll fight well if they must. Let the majat
deal with their own azi; tell Warrior what you want them to
do."
"I can't recognise which is which."
"No matter with majat. Any Warrior is Warrior. Give
it taste and talk to it; it'll respond. You're not
going to freeze on me, are you? You won't do
that."
He shook his head emphatically.
She clicked her case shut. "The car's ready
downstairs. Go back to bed. I'm sorry. I know you want
to go. But it's as I said: you're more useful
here."
She darted away.
"Raen." He forced the word. Hid face
flushed with the effort.
She looked back. He was ashamed of himself. His face was
hot and he had no control of his lips and he was sick at
his stomach for reasons he could not clearly analyse, only
that one felt so when one went against Right.
"A wonder," she murmured, and came back and
kissed him on the mouth. He hardly felt it, the sickness
was so great. Then she left, hurrying down the stairs,
carrying her own luggage because he had not thought in time
to offer. He went after her, down the stairs barefoot . . .
stood useless in the downstairs hall as she hastened out
into the rainy dark with a scattering of other azi.
Majat were there, hovering near the car with a great
deal of booming and humming to each other. Max was there;
Merry was driving. There were vehicles that did not belong
to the house, trucks which the other azi boarded, carrying
their rifles. Merry turned the car for the gate and the
trucks followed.
Max looked at him. He thrust his hands into the pockets
of his bathrobe and looked nervously about.
"Everything goes on as usual," he told Max.
"Guard the house." And he went inside then,
closed the door after him, . . . saw huge shapes deep in
the shadows, the far reaches of the hall, heard sounds
below.
He was alone with them. He crossed the hall toward the
stairs and one stirred, that could have been a piece of
furniture. It clicked at him.
"Be still," he told it, shuddering. "Keep
away!"
It withdrew from him, and he fled up the stairs, darted
into the safety of the bedroom.
One had gotten in. He saw the moving shadow, froze as it
skittered near him, touched him. "Out!" he cried
at it. "Go out!"
It left, clicking nervously. He felt after the light
switch, trembling, fearing the dark, the emptiness. The
room leapt into stark white and green. He closed the door
on the dark of the hall, locked it. There were noises
downstairs, scrapings of furniture, and deeper still, at
the foundations. He did not want to know what happened
there, in that dark, in that place where the strange azi
were lodged.
He was human, and they were not.
And yet the same labs had produced them. The tapes . . .
were the difference. He had heard the man Itavvy say so:
that in only a matter of days an azi could be diverted from
one function to another. A born man put in the pens had
come out shattered by the experience.
I am not real, he thought suddenly, as he had
never thought in his life. l am only those
tapes.
And then he wiped at his eyes, for tears blinded him,
and he went into the bath and was sick, protractedly,
weeping and vomiting in alternation until he had thrown up
all his supper and was too weak to gather himself off the
floor.
When he could, when he regained control of his limbs, he
bathed repeatedly in disgust, and finally, wrapped in
towels, tucked up in a knot in the empty bed, shivering his
way through what remained of the night.
vi
The freight-shuttle bulked large on the apron, a dismal
half-ovoid on spider legs, glistening with the rain, that
puddled and pocked the ill-repaired field and reflected
back the floodlights.
There were guards, a station just inside the fence. Raen
ordered the car to the very barrier and received the
expected challenge. "Open," she radioed back,
curt and sharp. "Kontrin authorisation. And hurry
about it."
She had her apprehensions. There could be delays; there
could be complications; ITAK could prove recalcitrant at
this point. The azi with her were untried, all but Merry.
As for Mundy, in the truck behind . . . she reckoned well
what he would do if he could.
The gates swung open. "Go," she told
Merry.
Her own aircraft, guarded by ITAK, was at the other end
of the port. She ignored it, as she had always intended to
ignore it, simply giving ITAK a convenient target for
sabotage if they wished one.
It was the shuttle she wanted. Beta police and a handful
of guard-azi were not sufficient to stop her, if her own
azi kept their wits about them.
Shuttle-struts loomed up in the windshield. Merry braked
and half-turned, and the truck did go too, hard beside
them. Raen contacted the station again. "Have the
shuttle drop the lift," she ordered. There were guards
pelting across the apron toward them, but her own azi were
out of the truck, forming a hedge of rifles, and that
advance slowed abruptly.
Evidently the call went through. The shuttle's
freight lift lowered with a groaning of hydraulics that
drowned other sound, a vast column with an open side,
lighted within.
"Crew is not aboard," she heard over the
radio. "Only ground watch. We can't take off.
We're not licensed-"
"Merry," she said, ignoring the rest of it.
"Get a squad aboard and take controls. Have them call
crew and ground service to get this thing off, and take no
argument about it. Shoot as last resort . . . . move! My
azi," she said into the microphone, "will board.
No resistance and there'll be no damage."
Merry had bailed out of the car and gathered the nearest
squad. She opened the door, the gun in one hand, microphone
in the other. Other figures exited the truck, dragging one
who resisted: Mundy; stilt-limbed ones followed. The police
line disordered itself, steadied.
"Kontrin," a voice said over the radio,
"please. We are willing to co-operate."
Rain blew in the open door of the car, drenched her,
slanted down across the floodlights, hazing the stalemated
lines. Mundy fought and cursed, disturbing the momentary
silence: nuisance, nothing more. Police would not move for
so slight a cause, not against a Kontrin; policy would work
on higher levels.
There was a sound of machinery inside the open cargo
lift: the lights were extinguished . . . Merry's
orders. They would make no targets.
Shadows passed the car: the three Warriors skittered
over the wet pavement and into the lift, following their
own sight, that cared nothing for darkness.
No one moved. An inestimable time later she heard
Merry's voice over the radio advising her they had the
ship.
She left the car. "By squads," she shouted.
"Board!"
She went with the first, that drew Mundy along with
them-reached the dark security of the lift. Mundy screamed
at the police, a voice swiftly muffled again. The next ten
started their retreat.
"Be still," she said, annoyed by continued
struggles from the outsider. "They'll do nothing
for you. Don't try my patience."
The last squad was coming in, rifles still directed at
the police. Her attention was fixed on that. And suddenly
there was another truck coming. She expelled a long breath
of tension, held it again as the truck scattered bewildered
police, as it came straight for the cargo lift and jolted
up within, rain-wet and loud, the azi with her dodging it.
More of her men poured from it, dragging prisoners.
Tallen. They had got him, and all his folk. She found
her heart able to beat stably again, and shouted orders as
the truck backed out again. It almost clipped the hatch,
missed. The azi driver bailed out while it was still moving
and raced for the hatch, pelted aboard.
She hit the close-switch, and the lift jolted up, taking
them up, while the ITAK police gazed at the diminishing
view of them. Just at total dark, she hit the lights, and
looked over the azi and the Warriors and the shaken
prisoners.
"Ser Tallen," she said, and nodded toward Tom
Mundy, who had no joy to see his own people. Pity took her,
for Mundy turned his face away as far as he could, and when
she bade Tallen released to see to him, Mundy wanted only
to turn away, a shaven ghost in grey.
"You're going home." she said to Tallen.
She had no time for other things. She gave brief orders to
an older azi, setting him in charge, and set herself in the
personnel lift, rode it up to more immediate problems.
A nervous pointing of weapons welcomed her above; she
waved them aside and looked past Merry to the watch crew,
who huddled under the threat of guns, way from controls, in
the small passenger compartment.
"Kontrin," the officer-in-charge said, and
rose: the azi let him. He was, she noted, ISPAK, not ITAK.
"We've done everything requested."
"Thank you. Come forward, ser, and run me some
instrument checks; I suppose that you can do that, until
the crew shows."
The ISPAK beta wiped at his face and came with her,
well-guarded, showed her the functioning of the board; it
was exceedingly simple, lacking a number of convenient
automations. Outside, there was the ministration of
ground-service. That, she reflected, simply had to be
trusted: one simply minimised the chances.
She settled into the nearest of the cushions, folded her
arms and closed her eyes as the first touch of dawn began
to show, for she was robbed of sleep this night, and she
reckoned that this frightened beta would hardly risk
anything with so many armed azi at her back.
Then crew arrived, with a flurry of distressed calls to
the bridge; they were no more relaxed by the time they had
negotiated the personnel lift, past the azi below and the
Warriors with them, and into the upper level to the welcome
of Merry's armed squad.
"Just do your job," Raen advised them. They
settled in, speaking only in fragments and that when they
must. "We're not scheduled," was the
captain's only protest. "We may not have a berth
up there."
"We'll get one," Raen said. She reached
for the com switch herself, requested lift clearance,
obtained it, priority. If traffic was in the way, it would
be diverted or aborted. The shuttle's engines were in
function; it settled earthward as its stilts drew in, and
engaged its moving-gear, trundled ponderously out toward
the lifting area.
"Merry," she asked of the passenger area.
"All right back there?"
"Yes, sera."
"Have Tallen up after lift. Strict security on the
rest."
They were entering position, wings extruding, gathering
speed. Then wings locked, and they made their run.
"Use the handholds," she remembered to snap at
the azi still standing, and they left the ground, under
heart-dragging acceleration.
Pol, she thought in that vulnerable moment, Pol was on
world, ship-based-could down a shuttle if he would, if she
had guessed wrong; and there was ISPAK to contend with. She
doubted then, whether she should not have gone back to
ISPAK at once, taken it first, instead of delaying
on-world.
But there was also blue-hive. Principally, there was
blue-hive.
They passed the worst of lift, launched on an angled
ascent that would carry them at last to intercept with
station. The deck would slant for the duration.
"Rest," she bade the standing azi, lest they
tire, "half at a time. Sit down." They settled,
by their own way of choosing, but all kept weapons ready,
and held to the safety grips, for the sensation of flight
was new to them.
The lift had activated: she saw the indication on the
board, and left her cushion, negotiated her way back to
it.
Tallen. An armed azi escorted the man, and waited while
he caught the handhold and exited the lift . . . no
pleasant sensation, the personnel lift during flight, and
the man was old-not as Kontrin aged, Raen thought
sorrowfully, but as betas did. It was sad to
understand.
"Apologies, ser," she welcomed him. "Are
your folk all right?"
"Our rooms raided, ourselves handled as we
were-"
"Apologies," she said in a cold voice.
"But no regrets. You're off Istra. You're
alive. Be grateful, ser."
"What's going on?"
"There are very private affairs of the Reach
involved here, ser Outsider." She gestured him into
the corner by the passenger compartment, where they could
stand more comfortably, and waited until he had braced
himself. "Listen to me: you were not well-advised to
have cut off my warning. You've Mundy back; you've
information, for. what it's worth. But you've
killed the others. You understand that. It's too late
for them. Listen to me now, and save something. Your spies
have not been effective, have they?"
"I don't know what you're talking
about.
"You do, ser. You do. And the only protection you
have is myself, ser. The betas surely can't offer you
any, whatever their assurances to the contrary."
"Betas."
"Betas. Beta generation. The children of the labs,
ser. The plastic civilisation."
"The eggs." Comprehension came to his eyes.
"The children of the eggs."
"They're set up to obey. We've conditioned
them to that. Do you understand the pattern you see now?
Your spies haven't helped you. You've dropped them
into the vast dark, ser, and they're gone, swallowed up
in the Reach."
"These-" he looked about him at the guards.
"These creatures-"
"Don't," she said, offended.
"Don't misname them. The azi are quite as human as
the betas, ser. And unlike the betas, they're quite
aware they're programmed. They've no illusion, but
they deserve respect."
"And you go on creating them. You've pushed a
world to the breaking point. Why?"
"I think you suspect, ser Tallen; and yet you go on
feeding them. No more. No more."
"Be clear, Kont' Raen."
"You've understood. You've been gathering
all the majat goods we and the betas can sell you,
swallowing them up, shipping them out. Warehousing
them-against a time of shortage, if you've been wise,
taking what you could get while you could get it. But to do
that, you've been doing the worst thing you could have
done. You've been feeding the force that means to
expand out of the Reach. And worse, ser, much
worse-you've been feeding the hives. This generation
for industrialisation, the next for the real move. And
you've fed it."
He turned a shade yet paler than he had been. "What
do you propose, Kont' Raen?"
"Shut down. Shut down trade for a few years. Now.
The Reach can't support these numbers. The movement
will collapse under its own weight"
"What's your profit in telling us?"
"Call it internal politics."
"It's mad. How do we know what authority you
have to do this?"
She lifted a hand toward the azi. "You see it. I
could have handled this otherwise. I could have pulled
licenses. But that wouldn't have told you why. I am
telling you now. I mean what I say, ser: that your
continued trade is supplying a force that will try to break
out of the Reach. That a few years of deprivation will
destroy that hope and make a point to them. We're not
without our vulnerabilities. Yours is the need for what we
alone supply. But you've been oversupplied in these
last few years. You can survive a time of shut-down. I
assure you, you can't come in and take these
things: trying to take them would destroy the source of
them . . . or worse things . . ." She looked directly
into his eyes. "You would stand where we do, and be
what we are."
"How can I carry a report to my authorities based
on one person's word? There's another of your
people in Istra. We've heard. This could be an attempt
to prevent our contacting-"
"Ah, he'd tell you differently, perhaps. Or
perhaps he'd shrug and say do as pleased you.
His reasons you'd not understand at
all."
"You play games with us. Or maybe you have other
motives."
"Invade us. Come in with your ships. Fire on betas
and innocent azi, break through to Cerdin and take all that
we have. Then where will you be? The hives won't deal
with minds-that-die; no, they'll lead you in directions
you don't anticipate. I give you a hive-master's
advice, ser, that I've withheld from others. Is it not
so, that your desperation is because you need us? Your
technology relies on what we produce? And do we not serve
well? You're safe, because we know well what we do. Now
a hive-master says: stop, wait, danger, and you take it for
deception."
"Get my agents out."
She shook her head. "It's too late. I've
given you warning. A decade or two, ser. An azi generation.
A time of silence. Believe me now. We'll get you to
your ships. A chance to run, to get out of here with what
lives I can give you."
He stared at her. The ship was already coming into
release from Istra's gravity, and there was a feeling
of instability. She beckoned him toward the lift.
"Believe me," she said. "It's the
only gift I can give. And whatever you do, you'd best
get down to your people, ser Tallen. They'll wonder.
They'll need your advice. See it's the right
advice. My men will let you free, and you'll do what
you please on that dock."
Tallen gave her a hard and long look, and sought the
lift; the guard went with him.
Raen hand-over-handed her way back to the cushion,
scanned instruments, looked at the crew. "Put us next
the Outsider ships. If we need to clear a berth, we'll
do that"
The captain nodded, and she settled, arms folded, with
station communications beginning to hurl frantic questions
at them.
vii
"It's settled," the Ren-barant said.
The Hald looked about him in the swirl of brightly clad
heads of septs and Houses, and at the Thel, the Delt, the
Hit and others of the inner circle. Here were the key
votes, the heads of various factions. They went armed into
Council, remembering Moth, remembering another day. Ros
Hald felt more than a touch of fear.
"I don't trust the old woman," the Ilit
said. "I won't feel easy until this is past."
His eyes darted left and right, his voice lowered.
"This could as easily be a way to identify us,
eliminate the opposition. We could go the way the others
did, even yet."
"No," Ros Hald said fiercely. "No.
Easiest of all if she gives over the keys we need.
She'll do that. She's buying living time and she
knows it."
"When she knows other things too," said the
Delt.
Hald thought of that, as he had thought of it a hundred
times, and saw no other course. The others were filing into
the Council chamber. He nodded to his companions and
went.
The seats were filled, one by one, with nervous men and
women, heirs of the last purge.
Doubtless there were many weapons concealed now, within
robes of Colour of House and sept.
But when Moth entered, and all those present rose in
respect-even the Hald and his faction rose, because respect
cost nothing-she had Tand for her support and seemed
incredibly frail. Before now, she had doddered somewhat;
now she had difficulty even lifting her head to speak
before Council.
"I don't trust this," the Ren-barant
whispered, fell silent at the press of the Hald's
hand.
"I have come to a difficult decision," Moth
began, and rambled on about the weight of empire and the
changes in the Council, which had cast more and more weight
on First Seat, which had made of her the dictator she
avowed she would not be, that none of them had meant to
be.
Her voice faltered and faded often. The Council listened
with rare patience, though none of this was at all
surprising, for Tand and rumour had spread her intent
throughout the Family, even into factions which would not
have been powerful enough to have their own spies. There
could not be a representative present that did not know the
meaning of this meeting.
She spoke of the hives, ramblings of which they were
even yet patient.
And suddenly she began to laugh, so that more than one
hand in the hall felt after a weapon and her life hung on a
thread; but her own two hands were in sight, and one had to
wonder who her agents were and where they might be
positioned.
"The hives, my friends, my cousins-the hives have
come asking and offering now, have they? And the
hive-masters divided on the question, and now they're
gone. I'm tired. I am tired, cousins. I see what you
don't see, what no one else is old enough to see, and
no one cares to see." She looked about, blinking in
the glare of lights, and Ros Hald tensed, wondering about
weapons. "Vote," she said. "You've come
here ready, have you not, already prepared, not waiting on
me? Not waiting for long debate? You've been ready for
years. So vote. I'm going to my chambers. Tell me which
of you will share responsibility for the Family. I'll
accept your choice."
There was a murmur, and silence; she looked about at
them, perhaps surprised by that silence, that was a touch
of awe. And in that silence, Moth turned off the
microphone, and walked up the steps among them, slowly, on
Tand's arm, in profound stillness.
Ros Hald rose. So did Ren-barant, and Ilit, and Serat
and Dessen and all the many, many others. For a moment, at
the top of the stairs, Moth stopped, seeming to realise the
gesture, and yet did not turn to see. She walked out, and
the door closed. The standing heads of House and sept sank
down again into seats. The silence continued a moment.
Next-eldest rose and declared the matter at hand, the
nomination of one to stand by Moth, successor to Moth's
knowledge and position. The dictatorship which had become
fact without acknowledgement under Lian's last years,
became acknowledged fact now, with Moth's request for a
legal heir.
Ren-barant rose to put forward the name of Ros Hald.
There was no name put in opposition. A few frowned,
huddled together. Ros Hald marked there with his eyes, the
next group that would try for power in the Family, the next
that needed watching. Four Colours were not represented
today; four Houses were in mourning. The opposition had no
leaders.
"The vote," next-eldest asked.
The signs flashed to the board. No opposition, seven
abstentions, four absent.
It was fact.
A cheer went up from Council, raucous and harsh after
the long silence.
viii
The shuttle docked, jolted into lock next to one of the
Outsider vessels. The azi caught at support, and one
fell-shame-faced, recovered his footing. "All right,
all right," Raen comforted him, touching his shoulder,
never taking her eyes from the crew. "Squad two, stay
with this ship and keep your guns aimed at the crew. They
may try to trick you; you're quite innocent of some
manoeuvres, fresh as you are from Registry. Don't
reason. Just shoot if they touch anything on that control
panel."
"Yes, sera," said the squad leader, who had
seen service before. The crew stayed frozen. She gathered
up Merry and squad one and rode the overcrowded lift down
to the lock, where the other squads and the Warriors stood
guard over the Outsiders.
They were free of restraint, Tallen and his folk,
huddled in a corner with the guns of eighty-odd azi to
advise them against rashness. Raen beckoned them to her and
they came, cautiously, across the dark cavern of the hold.
One of their own men had Mundy in hand, had him calmed, had
restored him to a fragile human dignity, and Mundy glared
at her with hate: no matter to her. He was neither help nor
harm.
"We're going out," she said to Tallen.
"Ser, there's one of your ships beside us and its
hatch is open. We've warned them. When you're
aboard, take my advice and pull all Outsider ships from
station as quickly as you can undock. Run for it."
Tallen's seamed face betrayed disturbance, as it
betrayed little. "That far, is it?"
"I've risked considerable to get you here.
I've given you free what you spent men to learn.
Believe me, ser, because from the agents the Reach
has swallowed you'll never hear. If it's clear
they're not azi, they'll perish as assassins, one
by one. It's our natural assumption. I'll give you
as much time as I can to get clear of station. But
don't expect too much, ser."
Merry was by the switch. She signalled. He opened up to
the ramp.
It was as she remembered the dock, vast and shadowy and
cold, an ugly place. Security agents and armoured ISPAK
police ringed the area. She walked out, her own azi about
her, rifles slung hip-level from the shoulder. She wore no
Colour, but plain beige, no sleeve-armour. It was likely
that they knew with whom they had to deal, all the same,
for all the terseness of the messages she had returned
their anxious inquiries.
Next to them, the Outsider ship waited. "Go,"
she told Tallen, whose group followed. "Get over
there, before something breaks loose here."
He delayed. She saw in surprise that he offered his
hand, publicly. "Kont' Raen," he said,
"can we help you?"
"No," she said, shaken by the realisation of
finality. Her eyes went to the Outsider's ramp, the
lighted interior.
To go with them, to see, to know-
Their duty forbade. And so did something she vaguely
conceived as her own. She found tears starting from her
eyes, that were utterly unaccustomed.
"Just get out of here," she said, breaking the
grip. "And believe me."
He apparently did, for he walked away quickly then, and
his people with him, as quickly as could not be called a
run. They leached the ramp, rode it up. The hatch sealed
after.
Raen folded her arms within her cloak, the one hand
still holding her gun, and stared at the ISPAK security
force, which her own azi faced with lowered weapons. Breath
frosted in the icy air.
"Sera," one called to her. "ISPAK board
has asked to see you. Please. We will escort you."
"I will see them here," she said, "on the
dock."
There was consternation among them. Several in civilian
dress consulted with each other and one made a call on his
belt unit. Raen stood still, shivering with the chill and
the lack of sleep, while they proposed debate.
She was too tired. She could not bear the standing any
longer. Her legs were shaking under her. "Stand your
ground," she bade the azi. "Fire only if fired
upon. Tell them I'll come down when the board arrives.
Watch them carefully."
And quietly she withdrew, leaving Merry in charge on the
dock, trusting his sense and experience. In the new azi she
had little confidence; they would not break, perhaps, if it
came to a fire fight, but they would die in their tracks
quite as uselessly.
She touched the Warriors who hovered in the hatchway,
calming them. "We wait," she said, and went on to
the lift, to the bridge, to the security of the unit which
guarded the crew and the comfort of a place to sit.
Likely, she thought, they'll arrive at
the dock now, now that I've come call this way
up.
They did not. She reached past the frozen crew and
punched in station operations, listened to the chatter,
that at the moment was frantic. Outsider ships were
disengaging from dock one after the other, necessitating
adjustments, three, four of them, five, six. She grinned,
and listened further, watched them on the screens as they
came within view, every Outsider in the Reach kiting
outward in a developing formation.
Going home.
A new note intruded, another accent in station chatter.
She detected agitation in beta voices.
She pirated their long-scan, and froze, heart pounding
as she saw the speed of the incoming dot, and its
bearing.
She keyed outside broadcast. "Merry! Withdraw.
Withdraw everyone into the ship at once."
The dot advanced steadily, ominous by its speed near a
station, cutting across approach lanes.
They would not have sent any common ship, not if it were
in their power to liberate a warship for the purpose. Swift
and deadly, one of the never-seen Family warships: Istra
station was in panic.
And the Outsider ships were freighters, likely
unarmed.
"Sera!" Merry's voice came over the
intercom. "We're aboard!"
A light indicated hatch-operation.
"Back off," Raen said to the beta captain.
"Undock us and get us out of here."
He stared into the aperture of her handgun and hastened
about it, giving low-voiced orders to his men.
"Drop us into station-shadow," Raen said.
"And get us down, fast."
The captain kept an eye to the incoming ship, that had
not yet decreased speed. Station chatter came,
one-sided-ISPAK informing the incoming pilot the cluster
formation was Outsider, that no one understood why.
For the first time there was deviation in the
invader's course, a veering toward the freighters.
The shuttle drifted free now, powering out of a sudden,
in shadow.
"Put us in his view," Raen ordered. The
captain turned them and did so, crossing lanes, but nothing
around the station was moving, only themselves, the
freighters, and the incomer.
Raen took deep breaths, wondering whether she should
have gambled everything, a mad assault on station central,
to seize ISPAK . . . trusting the warship would not
fire.
It fired now. Outsiders must not have heeded orders to
stop. She picked it up visually, swore under her breath;
the Outsiders returned fire: one of that helpless flock had
some kind of weapon. It was a mistake. The next shot was
real.
She punched in numbers, snatched a microphone.
"Kontrin ship! This is the Meth-maren. You're
forbidden station."
The invader fired no more shots. He was, perhaps, aware
of another mote on his screens; he changed course, leaving
pursuit of Outsiders.
"It's coming for us!'' a beta
hissed.
Raen scanned positions, theirs, the warship's, the
station's, the world. In her ear another channel
babbled converse with the invader. Shuttle . . .
she heard. One onworld . . . one aloft .
. . Plead with you . . .
"Sera," the captain moaned.
"It can't land," she said. "Head us
for Istra."
They applied thrust and tumbled, applied a stabilising
burst and started their run.
"Shadow!" Raen ordered, and they veered into
it, shielded by station's body, at least for the
instant.
"We can't do it," someone said.
"Sera, please-"
"Do what it can't do," she said.
"Dive for it." Her elbow was on the rest; she
leaned her hand against her lips, found it cold and
shaking. There was nothing to do but ride it through. The
calculation had been marginal, an unfamiliar ship, a
wallowing mote of a shuttle, diving nearly headlong for
Istra's deep.
Metal sang; instruments jumped and lights on the board
flicked red, then green again. "That was fire,"
Raen commented, swallowing heavily. A voice in her ear was
pleading with the invader. The shuttle's approach-curve
graph was flashing panic.
They hit atmosphere. Warning telltales began flashing; a
siren began a scream and someone killed it.
"We're not going to make it," the captain
said between his teeth. He was working desperately, trying
to engage a failed system. "Wings won't
extend." The co-pilot took over the effort with
admirable coolness, trying again to reset the fouled
system.
"Pull in and try again," Raen paid. The beta
hit retract, waited, lips moving, hit the sequence again.
Of a sudden the lights greened, the recalcitrant wings
began to spread, and the betas cried aloud with joy.
"Get us down, blast you!" Raen shouted at
them, and the ship angled, heart-dragging stress, every
board flashing panic.
They hit a roughness of air, rumbling as if they were
rolling over stone, but the lights started winking again to
green.
"Shall we die?" an azi asked of his squad
leader.
"It seems not yet," squad-leader answered.
Raen fought laughter, that was hysteria, and she knew
it. She clung to the armrest and listened to the static
that filled her ear, stared with mad fixation on the hands
of the terrified betas and on the screens.
Pol, she kept thinking, Pol, Pol, Pol,
blast you, another lesson.
Or it was for him also, too late.
ix
"So it's you," Moth said, leaned back in
her chair, wrapped in her robes. She stared up at Ros Hald,
with Tand; and the Ren-barant, the Ilit. "It's
Halds, is it?"
"Council's choice," Ros Hald said.
Moth gave a twisted smile. She had seen the four vacant
seats, action taken before she had even announced her
intent. "Of course you are," she said, and did
not let much of the sarcasm through. "You're
welcome, very welcome beside me, Ros Hald. Tand, go find
some of the staff. We should offer hospitality to my
partner-in-rule."
Tand went. Ros Hald kept watching her nervously. That
amused her. "What," she asked, "do you
imagine I've let you be chosen . . . to arrange your
assassination, to behead the opposition?"
Of course it occurred to him, to all of them. They would
all be armed.
"But I was sincere," she said. "I shall
be turning more and more affairs into your hands."
"Access," he said, "to all
records."
You've managed that all along, she thought,
smiling. Bastard!
"And," he said, "to all levels of
command, all the codes."
She swept a hand at the room, the control panels, the
records. The hand shook. She was perpetually amazed by her
own body. She had been young-so very long; but flesh in
this last age turned traitor, caused hands to shake, voice
to tremble, joints to stiffen. She could not make a firm
gesture, even now. "There," she said.
And fired.
The Hald fell, the Ilit; the Ren-barant fired and burned
her arm, and she burned him, to the heart. Tand appeared in
the doorway, hung there, mouth open.
And died.
"Stupid," she muttered, beginning then to feel
the pain. The stench was terrible. She felt of her own arm,
feeling damage; but the right one had not been the strong
one, not for a long time.
Azi servants crept in finally. "Clear this
out," she said. Her jaw trembled. She closed the door
when they had gone, and locked it. There was food secreted
about, an old woman's senile habit; there was wine,
bottles of it; there was the comp centre.
She sat, rocking with the pain of her wound, smiling to
herself without mirth.
x
The ground was coming up fast and the sir was full of
burning. They broke through haze and came in over bleak
land, desert. It was not what the display showed on the
screen; the ship's computer was fouled. The sweating
betas laboured over the board, retaining control over the
ship, jolting them with bursts of the braking engines.
There was no knowing where they were; cloud and panic had
obscured that. They might yet land.
And all at once a mountain wall loomed up in front of
them, vast beyond reason.
"Blast!" Raen shouted. "Altitude, will
you?"
"That's the High Range," one of the betas
said. "The winds-the winds-the shuttle's not built
for it, Kontrin."
"We're on the way home, we're over East,
blast you: take us up and get over it!"
The deck slanted. They were launching themselves for
what altitude they could gain for that sky-reaching ridge.
A beta cursed softly, and wept. The High Range loomed
up,
snow-crowned. Jagged peaks thrust up above the clouds
which wreathed them. The mad thought came to Raen that if
one must die, this was at least a thing worth seeing-that
such a glorious thing existed, uncultivated by Kontrin, who
hungered after new things: hers.
Istra, the High Range, the desert-all explored, all
possessed, in this mad instant of ripping across the
world.
The azi were silent, frozen in their places. The crew
worked frantically, sighted their slot in that oncoming
wall and aimed for it, the lowest way, between two
peaks.
"No!" Raen cried, reckoning the winds that
must howl down that funnel. She hit the captain's arm
and pointed, a place where needle-spires thrust against the
sky-cursed and insisted, having flown more worlds than
earthbound betas knew. He veered, tried it, through
turbulence that jolted them. Needles reared up in the
screens. Someone screamed.
They went over, whipped over that needled ridge and
sucked down a slope that wrung outcries from born-men and
azi, downdrafted, hurtling down a vast rock face and
outward. She saw spires in the slot they had not taken,
reckoned with a wrench at the stomach what they had
narrowly done.
"Controls aren't responding," the captain
muttered. "Something's jammed up."
"Take what you can," Raen said.
The man asked help; the co-pilot lent a hand, muttered
something about hydraulics. Raen set her lips and stayed
still the while the frantic crew tried their strength and
their wits. The rocks flew under them, tamed to gold and
Grey-green, and ahead, the white-hot flare that was water
under beta Hydri's light, serpentine, the River, and
horizon-wide, the Sea.
Poor chance they had if they were carried out into
that maelstrom of Istran storms, of endless water,
and glare.
The captain made the right decision: retros jolted them,
and they began losing airspeed with such abruptness it felt
as if they were halting mid-air. "Hold on," she
shouted at the azi, trying not to think of belowdecks, nigh
a hundred men without safety harness. The engines continued
to slam at them in short bursts, until they were lumbering
along at a wallowing pace and dropping by sickening
lurches.
Beyond recall now, with the controls locked up.
"Merry," Raen called to below, "brace up
hard down there; we're going to belly in if we're
lucky."
Another lurch downward, with alternate trees and
grassland before them, with sometime bursts of the engines
to give them more glide, and wrestlings by manual at the
attitude controls.
Hills sprang up in their path. We'll not make
it, Raen thought, for the betas were at the end of
their resources; and then the jolt of braking engines nigh
took the breath out of them and they lumbered into a tilt,
feathered with the attitude jets.
She braced then, for they were committed beyond recall,
and the valley walls were right in front of them. The
engines jolted, one and then the other, compensating for a
damaged wing.
The nose kept up. Raen watched the land hurtle toward
them, waiting for the contact; it hit, slewed-the straps
cut in. Then the nose flew up, slammed down, and somebody
hurtled past Raen on his way to the control panel. Another
hit her in the back. A gun discharged.
And she remained conscious through impact, with azi
bodies before her and about her, while sirens screamed and
the shriek of metal testified what was happening below. She
cursed through it, watching horrified as the azi in front
of her bled his life out on the control panel and the betas
screamed. The worse horror was that the azi did not.
And when the ship was still-when it was evident that the
feared fire had not taken place, and the shriek of metal
had died-there was still no outcry from the azi. Two of the
betas were unconscious, a half dozen of the azi so. Raen
gathered herself up on the sloping deck and looked about
her. Azi faces surrounded her, calm, bewildered. The betas
cursed and wept.
"We can manual this lock," Merry's voice
came over the intercom. "Sera? Sera?"
She answered, looked at the betas, who had begun working
at the emergency chute. Hot air and glare flooded the
opened hatchway. Merry, down below, was attempting his own
solution. Fire still remained a possibility.
"Get supplies," she said. "All the
emergency kits." They were not going to be adequate
for so many men. She opened a locker and found at least a
reserve of sunsuits, lingered to put one on the while azi
clambered out, and slid down her own men, she thanked her
foresight, with such clothing, and with weapons. Her own
suit was in her luggage, and one of the azi had brought it,
but at the moment she had no idea where it was . . . cared
nothing.
Injured azi moved themselves; the betas she left to
betas, and made the slide to safety, into the arms of her
azi below, steadied herself and looked about: the hold
chute was deployed, and men were exiting there. She
staggered across the grass, angry that her knees so
betrayed her, found Merry, whose battered face wept blood
along a scraped cheek. "The hold-many dead?"
"Six. Some bad, sera."
So few hours, from the null of the pens, and to die,
after eighteen years of preparing. She drew a deep breath
and forced it out again. "Get them all out." She
sat down on the grass where she was, head bowed against her
knees, pulled up the sunsuit hood, adjusted her gloves,
small, weary movements. They had to get clear of the ship.
The ship was a target. They had to move. She shut her eyes
a moment and oriented herself, slipped the visor to a more
comfortable place on her nose, adjusted up the cloth about
her lower face, as anonymous as the azi.
Warriors living-chained down from the hatch, hale and
whole. She called to them and rose, bared a hand to
identify herself. They came, humming and booming in
distress at their experience, offered touch.
"Life-fluids," they kept saying, alarmed by the
deaths.
"Watch," she said, gesturing at all that empty
horizon of fields, thinking of raided depots and murdered
azi. "Let no majat come on us."
"Yess," they agreed, and hovered never far
away.
An azi brought her luggage, her battered brown case, and
she laughed with the touch of hysteria for that, extracted
her kit of lotions and medicines and jammed those in her
side pocket, cast the rest away.
The azi were all out, she reckoned. She walked among
them, saw that Merry had taken her at her word, for the
dead lay in a group, half a dozen not counting the one
above, on the bridge; and a little apart from them were
four with disabling injuries; and apart from them was a
large group of wounded; and a group which bore virtually
none. She looked back that course again, suddenly
understanding how they were grouped, that the wounded,
huddled together, simply waited, knotted up as she had seen
Jim do when he was disturbed.
Waiting termination.
She cast about in distress, reckoned what would be the
lot of any left in beta care. "We carry those that
can't walk," she told Merry, and cursed the luck,
and her softness, and turned it to curses at the hale ones,
ordering the emergency litters, ordering packs made, until
men were hurrying about like a disturbed hive.
And the beta captain limped to her . . . she recognised
the greying brows through the mask. "Stay with the
ship," he urged her.
"Stay yourself." Her head throbbed and the sun
beat through the cloth; she forced herself to gentle
language. "Take your chances here, ser. Kontrin feud.
Stay out of it."
And seeing her own folk ready, she shouted hoarse orders
and bade them move.
North.
Toward Newhope, toward any place with a computer
link.
xi
Morn Hald paced the office of the ISPAK station command,
waited, settled again at the console.
Such resources as the Family had at its command he
called into use; a code number summoned what vessels waited
at Meron, and long as it would take for the message to run
via intercomp, as long as it would take those ships to
reach Istra-they were as good as on their way.
He relied on the Hald for that.
The Meth-maren had provided the overt provocation the
Movement needed, the chaos she had wrought at station, that
elevated the matter above a feud of Houses. Panicked
Outsiders were running, refusing all appeals to return-had
fired on a Kontrin vessel. Morn's thin hands
were emphatic on the keys, violent with rage.
His witness, under his witness the
Meth-maren had managed such a thing; and he was stung in
his pride. Outsiders were involved. He had hesitated
between destroying them and not; and the thought of
embroiling himself with that while the Meth-maren found
herself escape and weapons-for that he had pulled away, to
his prime target, to the dangerous one. There was no
knowing in what she had her hand, where her agents were
placed by now.
Revenge: she had never sought it, in all the long years,
had wended her insouciant way from dissipation to
withdrawal, and retaliated for only present injuries. The
Family had tolerated her occasional provocations, which
were mild, and seldom; and her life, which crossed none;
and her style, which was palest imitation of Pol's.
Morn read the comp records and cursed, realising the
extent of what she had wrought in so few days: the azi
programs disrupted, export authorisations granted, winning
the allegiance of ITAK, which was therefore no longer
reliable-she knew, she knew, and Outsiders,
perhaps not the first to do so, were scattering for safety
in their own space. News of that belonged in the hands of
the Movement before it reached Council: he sent it, via
Meron, under Istran-code, which would be intercepted.
So she might have launched instructions to Meron, to
Andra, to whatever places an agent might have become
established over two decades. They had worked to prevent
it, had found no agent of the Meth-maren in all the years
of their observation; and that, considering what she had
done on Istra, disturbed all his confidence.
Betas hovered distressedly in the background of the
command centre, as yet simply dazed by the passage of
events-betas who had learned to avoid his anger. But any of
them-any of them-could be hers. His own azi stood among
them, armoured and armed, discouraging rashness.
To disentangle a Kontrin from a world was no easy
matter. It was one which he did not, in any fashion,
relish. His own style was more subtle, and quieter.
He put in a second call to Pol, waited the reasonable
time for it to have relayed wherever he was lodged, and for
Pol to have responded. He kept at it, sat with his chitined
hand pressed against his lips, staring balefully at the
flickering screen.
SALUTATIONS, the answer came back.
He punched in vocal, his own face instead of the Kontrin
serpent that masked his other communications; Polls came
through on his screen, mirror-wise, but Polls was
smiling.
"Don't be light with me, cousin," Morn
said "Where are you?"
"Newport."
"She's been here," Morn said. "Was
here to meet me, as you were not."
Polls face went sober. He quirked a brow, looked
offended. "I confess myself surprised. A meeting,
then, not productive."
"Where is she based?"
"Newhope. You've not been clear. What
happened?"
"She cleared in a shuttle and station picks up
nothing."
"Careless, Morn."
Morn gave a cold stare to the set's eye, suffered
Polls humour as he had suffered it patiently for years.
"I'm holding station, cousin, and I'll explain
in detail later why you should have taken that precaution.
It may not please you to learn. Get after her. I'd
trade posts with you, but I trust you haven't been idle
in your hours here."
He had sobered Pol somewhat "Yes," Pol said.
"I'll find her. Enough?"
"Enough," Morn said.
BOOK EIGHT
i
Jim went about the day's routines, trying to find in
them reason for activity. He had washed, dressed
immaculately, seen to a general cleaning for what rooms of
the house were free of majat. But the sound of them filled
the house, and what jobs could occupy the mind were goon
done, and the day was empty. One frightened domestic azi
held command of the kitchen, and together they prepared the
day's meals on schedule, two useless creatures, for Jim
found himself with no appetite and likely the other azi did
not either, only that it was routine, and maintenance of
their health was dutiful, so that they both ate.
There was supper, finally, with no cessation of the
frenetic hurryings in the garden, the movements at the
foundations. Night would come. He did not want to think on
that.
"Meth-maren."
A Warrior invaded the doorway, and the domestic
scrambled from the table over against the wall, throwing a
dish to the floor in his panic. "Be still," Jim
said harshly, rising. "Your contract is here and the
majat won't hurt you."
And when it came farther, seeking taste and touch, he
gave it. "Meth-maren azi," it identified him.
"Jimmm. This-unit seeks Meth-maren queen."
"She's not here," he told it, forcing
himself to steadiness for the touch of the chelae, the
second brush at his lips, between the great jaws. He
shuddered in spite of himself, but the conviction that it
would not, after all, harm him, made it bearable-more than
that, for she was gone, and the majat at least were
something connected with her. He touched Warrior as he had
seen her do, and calmed it.
"Need Meth-maren," it insisted. "Need.
Need. Urgent."
"I don't know where she is," he said.
"She left She said she would come back soon. I
don't know."
It rushed away, through the door to the garden, damaging
the doorframe in its haste. Jim followed it past the
demoralised house-azi, looked out into the ravaged back
garden where a deepening pit delved into the earth, where
the neighbour's wall had been undermined. Guard-azi
stood their posts faithfully, but as close to the azi
quarters door as they might. He went out past the
excavation, past the guards-sought Max, and having located
him in the azi quarters, told him of Warrior's request,
not knowing what he ought to have answered.
"We must stay here as we were told," Max
concluded, his squarish face grimly set, and there was in
his eyes a hint of disapproval for the azi who suggested a
violation of those instructions. Jim caught it and bit off
an answer, turned and hesitated in the door, irresolution
gnawing at him with a persistence that made his belly hurt.
The hive wanted: Raen would have been disturbed at an
urgent message from the hive. She needed to know.
And he was charged simply to keep the house in
order.
That was not, now, what she needed. The look that had
been in her eyes when she left him had been one of worry,
anxiousness, he thought wretchedly, because she must leave
him in charge, him who could not understand the
half of what he ought.
He looked back, shivering. "Max," he said.
The big guard-azi waited. "Orders?" Max asked,
that being the way Raen had arranged things.
"I'm going upstairs. You're in charge down
here."
"She said you were to work."
"She said I was to take care of things. I'm
going upstairs. I have something to do for her. You're
in charge down here. That's the order I'm giving
you. I'm responsible. I'll admit to it."
Max inclined his head, accepting, and Jim strode back
the way he had come, across the devastation of the garden,
past the domestic azi in the kitchen, who was mopping up
the broken dish-past the comp centre, the screens of which
flashed with messages which waited on Raen. The walls
vibrated with song. Warriors hulked here and there in the
dark places of the hall. A majat-azi scampered out of the
farther doors, female, naked, bearing a blue light that
glowed feebly in the shadow. She grinned and traded fingers
across his shoulder as she passed, and he shuddered at the
madness in that laughing face. A male followed, younger
than left the pens to any other service, and the same
wildness was in his eyes. A whole stream of them began to
pour up from the basement with a Worker behind them,
fluting orders for haste.
He fled in horror, lest he be swept up with them by
accident, herded with them into the dark pit outside. He
ran the stairs, hurled himself into the bedroom, Saw it
safely vacant and locked the doors.
It was a moment before he could unknot his clenched
hands and arms and straighten. One part of him did not want
to go farther . . . would rather seek the corner of the
room and tuck up there and cease.
Like the lower azi, when they reached the limit of their
functions.
Raen needed more than that. This tall, gaunt Kontrin had
come, and talked with her, and she had been distressed: the
strange born-man azi had distressed her further. He
under-stood that there were connections he could not
comprehend, that perhaps she was somewhere with
him, who was of her kind-and that in hazardous
things an azi of his training was useless.
Keep the house in order.
It was far from what she needed, but it was the limit of
his function. He had seen betas, who could make up what to
do: Kontrin, whose function he could not conceive, but who
simply knew. He had seen the pens and knew
himself.
Dimly he realised that if Raen were lost, he would be
terminated: someone had told him that they did not pass on
their azi; but he failed to take alarm at that. He thought
should that happen, he would simply sit down and wait for
termination, out of interest in other things, without
further use. There was an unfamiliar tightness in his
throat that had bided there most of the day, a tenseness
that would not go away.
Be calm, old tapes echoed in his mind. Calm
is always good. When you cannot be calm, you are useless. A
useless azi is nothing. Turn of all disturbance.
Instruction will come. You are blameless if you are calm
and waiting for instruction.
Next came the punishment, if he let the emotion well up,
the inbuilt nausea. He was shaking, torn between the
tightness in his throat and the sickness which heaved at
his stomach, and knew that if he let the one go, the other
would follow. He had no time for this. He fought down the
hysteria with a simple exercise of self-distraction,
refusing to think in the direction of his feelings.
Calm, calm, calm is good. Good is happy. Happy is
useful. Good azi are always useful.
He busied himself at once, taking the deepstudy unit out
of the closet, opening the case with the tapes. Calm,
calm, calm, he insisted to himself, for his hand shook
as he deliberately chose the tapes with the black cases,
the forbidden ones. The disobedience increased the pain in
his stomach. For her, he kept telling himself; and,
Good azi are always useful, playing one tape
against the other. If he had what was in her tapes he would
know what she knew; if he knew what she knew, he would
understand what to do.
He propped up a divider from the case, contrived a way
to brace the stack which he made in the play-slot, for they
were far more than the machine was designed to hold. Focus
the mind, concentrate only on the physical action: that was
the means to keep calm in crisis. Never mind where the
action was tending; it was only necessary to do, until all
was done.
He prepared the machine. He prepared the chair, throwing
over it a blanket for padding; last of all he prepared
himself, stripped completely, smoothed the blanket so that
there would be not the least wrinkle to crease his skin
during the long collapse, and found the pill bottle where
he had left it last, in the bath. He sat down then, with
the pill clenched in his teeth, attached the leads. Last of
all he drew the edges of the blanket over himself and
swallowed the pill, waiting for the numbness to begin.
I shall change, he thought, and panic rose in
him, for he had always liked the individual he was, and
this was self-murder.
He felt the haziness begin, bade himself goodbye, and
threw the switch-composed his arms loosely to his sides and
leaned back, waiting.
The machine cycled in.
He was not unconscious; he was hyperconscious, but not
of things around him-gripped and shaken by the alienness
that poured in.
Attitudes. Information. Contradictions. The minds of
immortals, the creators of the Reach. He absorbed until
body began to scream out distantly to mind that there was
hazard, and went on absorbing.
He could not want to stop, save in the small pauses
where instruction ceased. Then he would try to scream for
help. But he was not truly conscious, and body would not
respond at all. The stream began again, and volition
ceased.
ii
"Meth-maren," Mother intoned, distraught.
"Find, find this queen." Workers soothed Her;
Drones sang their dismay. There was/had been impression of
separation, the hive-consciousness that had been
established for a time stretched thin, soaring as in
flight.
Then disaster.
Workers laboured, frantically. The hive reached out and
sought Meth-maren hive, one with it. Workers died in the
stress, jaws worn away, bodies exhausted, and the husks
were caught up and carried away as the work boiled forward.
Azi fell beneath their burdens and drank and rested and
staggered back to their work, to die there.
There was in the hive the frightened taste of a green
scout, who had fallen to Warriors. Disorientation was in
its hive also, the memory of Meth-marens of ages past,
before the sun had risen at such an angle and the world had
changed colours.
And it in turn had tasted the minds of golds, who tasted
of reds, whose fierceness now had a taint of hesitancy,
less push and more of fear.
"Kill," the Warrior portion of blue-Mind
urged. "Restore health. Kill the unhealthy."
Drones sang of memory, and the balance of the hive
shifted toward Warrior-thoughts and shifted back again to
Mother, as She wrenched it to Herself, fierceness greater
than theirs, for it embraced eggs, survival.
BUILD, the command went out, and the Workers
hastened in frenzy.
iii
They huddled, an exhausted group, in the shade of a
hedge. Raen slipped fingers under her visor and wiped sweat
from her eyes, withdrew them, adjusted the rim to a new
place and grimaced it back to the old. The hood of her
sun-suit was back, the gloves off, the sleeves unfastened
to the elbow; toward evening as it was, still the heat
lingered as the residue of a furnace. The suits that saved
from burn, ventilated as they were by majat-silk insets,
left the skin sticky with perspiration, clung with every
movement. A dead azi's rifle was on her knees, weight
on sore muscles; she had food and a canteen from the
emergency stores and would not drink, tormenting herself
with the thought of it-supplies meant for ten, and a
cluster of thirsty men about her: neither did others drink,
being azi, and waiting. The wounded bore their wounds, and
the insects, without a sound: it was only surprise could
get an outcry from them, and there was none of that. They
knew what the situation was. They were the lighter by two
they had started with, the worst-wounded; the bearers had
been glad, and she did not delude herself otherwise. In
that day she had reconsidered her mercy, and gazed at two
others as had, and at the grasslands endless about them,
and she had almost turned the gun on them. Instead she had
given them a sip of water, that compounded the idiocy, and
the same to the bearers: for herself and the others there
was only the chance to moisten mouths and spit it back, and
no one defied instructions.
She was, however long ago, of Cerdin, and Cerdin's
sun was no kinder; she was, for the rest, accustomed to
exercise, and most of these were not. She had Merry by her,
poor Merry, his lips as cracked as hers felt, his face
bruised as well as scraped; she trusted him more than the
others, these babes new from the pens. Merry helped, used
his wits; the others obeyed.
There was a stirring, a shrilling; they snatched rifles
up nervously, but it was one Warrior, their own, that bore
a white rag tied on a forelimb so that the azi could tell
it. It ran low, scuttled up waving its palps and seeking
scent.
"Here," Raen said, turning her hand to it. It
came, offered taste, the sweet fluids of its own body, and
it was welcome. She touched the scent-patches, soothed it,
for it had been moving hard, and air pulsed from the
chambers so it had difficulty with human speech.
"Mennn. Humanasss. Human-hive."
She gave a great breath of relief. Every face was turned
toward it, faces suddenly touched with hope. She caressed
the quivering palps. "Warrior, good, very good. Where
are other Warriors?"
"Watching men."
"Far?"
It quivered slowly. Not far, then. "We leave the
wounded and five to help them," she said.
"We'll come back for you injured when we've
gotten transport. I say so. Understood?"
Heads inclined, all together.
"Come on," she told Merry. "Choose those
to stay and let's move."
Warrior moved ahead of their concealment, a black shape
in the starlight. Likely Warrior was screaming orders;
human ears could not pick it up. In a moment all three came
back to the hedgerow, clicking with excitement.
"Guardss," Warrior said, with two neat bows in
the appropriate directions: majat vision in the cool of
night could hardly miss a human.
"No majat?" Raen asked.
"Humanss. Human-hive."
Fifty men were, in the last twos, grouping behind her.
Lights showed ahead, floodlights about the fields, the
farmyard. An azi barracks showed light from the windows;
the farmhouse had the same, windows barred, proof against
majat.
"Door's nothing," she said to Merry.
"A burn will take it. Azi won't fight if we can
get the betas first."
'Take the guards out," Merry said. "Three
men each, no mistakes. I'll take one."
She shook her head: "Stay by me at the door.
I'll get it, ten men with me take the house, twenty
round the side door. You get down by that porch and take
any charge starts out the door of the barracks."
"Understood," Merry said, and orders passed,
quick and terse, by unit.
"No firing unless fired on," Raen said, and
took the nearest Warrior by the forelimb. "Warrior:
you three stay here. Guard this-place until I
call."
"Warrior-function: come," it lamented.
"I order, Meth-maren, hive-friend.
Necessary."
"Mess," it sighed.
"I go first," she said, to the distress of
Merry and the others, but they said no word of objection.
She stood up, gripped her rifle by its body, and started
out into the road, dejected, limping. Her eyes, her head
still downcast, flicked nervously from one to the other of
the guardposts she knew were there, in the hedges.
"Stop!" someone shouted at her.
She did so, looked fecklessly in that direction, with no
move of her rifle. "Accident," she said.
"Aircraft went down-" and pointed back. The azi
came from their concealment, both of them, naive that they
were. "I need help," she said. "I need to
call help."
One of them determined. to walk with her. The other
stayed. She limped on toward the house, toward the door,
studying the lay of the place, the situation of windows;
the barracks was at her back, the porch before.
And the azi with her went up the steps ahead of her,
rang at the door, pressed- the housecom button.
"Ser?"
Someone passed a window to the door.
"Ser, there's a woman here-"
"Istra shuttle went down," She cried past him.
"Survivors. I need to call for help."
The door unlocked, opened. A greying beta stood in it.
She slipped inside, leaned against the wall, whipped the
rifle up.
"Don't touch the switch, ser. Don't
move."
The beta froze, mouth open. The guard-azi did likewise,
and in that instant a rush of men pelted across the yard.
The guard whirled, found targets, fired in confusion, and
the rush that hit the door threw him over, swept the beta
against the wall, ringing him with weapons. Her azi kept
going, and elsewhere in the house were shots and outcries.
"No killing!" she shouted. "Secure the
house! Go, I've got him." She held her rifle on
the man, and the azi swept after their comrades.
It was a matter of moments then, the frightened family
herded together into their own living room, the azi
servants, one injured, along with them.
Merry held the front porch. The first shot into the azi
barracks had convinced the others. Her men regrouped,
meditating that problem.
"Ser," Raen said to the householder,
"protect your azi. Call them out unarmed. No one will
be hurt."
He did so, standing on the porch with enough rifles
about to assure he made no errors. In the house, the family
waited, holding to one another, the wife and a young couple
that was likely related in some way, with an infant. The
baby cried, and they tried to hush it.
And fearfully the farm's azi came out as they were
told; she bade Merry and some of the men search the
barracks and the azi themselves for weapons.
But most of all was water, food. She gave them
permission as quickly as she could, and they drank their
fill-brought her a cup, which she received gratefully, and
a grimy fistful of dried fruit. She chewed at it and kept
the rifle slung hiplevel, pocketed some, drank at the
water. The householder was allowed to rejoin his family on
the chairs in the livingroom. "Ser," Raen said,
"apologies. I told the truth: we've injured among
us. I need food, water, transport, and your silence.
You're in the midst of a Kontrin matter-Kont' Raen,
seri, with profound apologies. We'll not damage
anything if we can help it."
A cluster of beta faces stared back at her, grey with
terror, whether for their attack or for what she told them,
she was not sure.
"Take what you want," the man said.
The baby started crying. Raen gave the child a glance
and the woman gathered it to her; the injured azi touched
it and tried to soothe it. Raen took a deep breath for
patience and looked at the lot of them. "You've a
truck here, some sort of transport?"
Heads nodded.
She went off to the center of the house, hunting comp,
located it, a sorry little machine pasted with grocery
notices and unexplained call-numbers. She keyed in, called
the house in Newhope, the number she had arranged for
emergency.
"Jim?" she called. And again:
"Jim!"
There was no response.
Her hand began to shake on the board. She clenched it
and leaned her mouth against it, considering in her
desperation how far she could trust Itavvy or Dain or
anyone else in ITAK. "Jim," she said, pleading,
and swore.
There was still no response. JIM, she keyed through, to
leave a written message, STAND BY. EMERGENCY.
She put the next one through to Isan Tel's estate,
where a few managerial azi kept the fiction of a working
estate, unsupervised azi and a horde of guard. STAND BY.
EMERGENCY. EMERGENCY.
And a third one to the Labour Registry. EMERGENCY, TEL
CONTRACT. PLEASE STAND BY.
None used her name. She dared not. She rose and took two
of the men with her, walked out past Merry's unit to
the road, and up it to the place where they had left the
Warriors. They were there, fretting and anxious. "All
safe," she told them. To each she gave two pieces of
the dried fruit, which they greatly relished. "I need
one-unit to stay with me, two for a message," she
said.
"Yess," they agreed, speaking together.
"Just tell Mother what's happened. Tell her
I'm coming to Newhope, but I'm slow. I need help,
blue-hive azi, weapons. Fast."
There was an exchange of tones. "Good," one
said. "Go now?"
"Go," she said; and two darted off with
eye-blurring speed, lost at once in the night and the
hedges. The other remained, shadowed her with slow-motion
steps as she and her guards returned to the house.
"Merry," she said, when she had come to his
group, where they huddled on the porch, tired men with
rifles braced on knees toward the azi barracks. Merry
gathered himself up, haggard, the light from the door
showing darkly on his wounded cheek, his blond hair
plastered with sweat and dust. "One of the two of
us," she said hoarsely, "has to get the truck
back after those men. You've land-sense. Can you do it?
Are you able to? I need you back; I rely on you too
much."
Pride shone in the azi's eyes. "I'll get
back," he said; she had never imagined such a look of
intensity from stolid Merry. It approached passion. Such
expression, she saw suddenly, rested not alone in his face,
but in those of others. She did not understand it. It had
something to do with the tapes, she thought, and yet it was
no less real, and disturbed her.
"Truck ought to be in the equipment shed. Watch
yourselves, walking around out here. We think we've
accounted for everyone. I haven't had time to check
comp thoroughly."
"I need three men."
She nodded; Merry singled out his men and left for the
side of the house. She stationed Warrior by the side of the
porch by the other azi and left them so, limped up the
steps and into the house, giving only a glance to the
captive betas. Her legs shook under her, adrenaline drained
away. She sank down and wiped her face with her hand.
"Get a water-container," she told one of the
azi. And to the beta, "ser, is there a key for that
vehicle?"
"By the door."
She looked and saw it hanging. "Take that to
Merry," she told the azi. "Take a bit of that
dried fruit too. There'll be at least some can
appreciate it."
The azi gathered up the items and left, came back again;
distantly there was a moaning of an engine, that turned off
where the road would be: Merry was on his way.
"True that the shuttle crashed?" the beta
woman asked.
Raen nodded. "Broken limbs in plenty, sera. And
dead. We had a hundred men aboard that ship."
The betas' faces reflected compassion for that.
"I'm sorry," Raen said, "for breaking
in. It's necessary. your names, seri? I'd rate you
compensation if it were safe. It's not, at the
moment."
"Ny," the man said, nodded at his wife.
"Berden. My son and his wife. Grandchild. Kontrin, you
can have anything, only so you leave us all
right."
"There's majat," the young man said.
"We've got to have our defenses whole. Have to,
Kontrin."
"I've heard how that is. I've heard how the
farms won't give up their azi."
"All the protection we have," Ny said.
Raen looked at them, at the house, recalling the
situation of buildings and the fields. "But you could
rather well survive in such a place, could you
not-producing your own food and power? And ITAK and ISPAK
both know it. You don't have to yield up your grain;
and they know that too."
"Need it," Ny said. "We need the azi;
azi've no desire at all to go back to the pens either.
They've lived loose here, lived well, here. We
don't turn them back, no, Kontrin. We
don't."
It was a bold speech for a beta. It did not offend her.
"Indeed," she said, "you've a secure and
enviable land here. I'd a notion to destroy your comp
at least; but you're not ITAK folk nor ISPAK, are you?
You have a map of the area?"
"Comp room," Berden said. "Drawer under
the machine."
"I thank you," she said quietly, rose on
aching limbs and limped off to the cluttered little
room.
"The map was there. She sat down before the unit
and studied it, found their location conveniently marked, a
rough two hundred kilometres south of a major tributary of
the River, nearly a thousand from Newhope.
She hesitated a moment, then coded in one of her several
male personas, keyed in a purchase of passage; the program
under that name was already get. One sped to the persona of
Merek Sed and family, a matter of honour. One sped to the
real person of one ser Tol Errin 1028D Upcoast, a worker in
glass, with his family, with offer of an immediate
commission on Meron, freighter-passage.
A mad gesture. A whim. Some things were worth
saving.
It took an instant of time. She nerved herself again and
keyed Newhope, again on emergency. "Jim!" she
snapped, and gave instructions in case any other azi was in
hearing, to answer her.
There was nothing. She broke connection quickly.
She sat then with her hand pressed against her mouth,
staring at the board distressedly and trying to reckon now
what to do.
She looked about her. There had gathered a quiet ring of
surplus azi, exhausted, sitting on the floor and all about,
young faces looking toward her with anxious eyes.
They all had Merry's look.
iv
There were dreams, horrid dreams, and one of them was a
shadow, tall and gaunt, leaning across the light.
It seized and shook, and Jim tore his arm free and cried
out, clawing at the leads which were no longer there,
trying to free himself of the nightmare. He had no
strength. The grip closed on him and held him still, and
for a time there was only his pulse for reality, a
throbbing in his ears and a dull wash of rose across his
eyes.
"Wait outside," a voice said above him.
"Dying." The tones were song, deep and
sorrowful.
"Wait outside." Harsher now.
"Go."
"Stranger," the song mourned. "Stranger,
stranger, green-hive."
But it retreated, as far as the door. He could hear it
clicking.
Hands caught his face between. "Azi," the male
voice said. "Azi, come back, come back, wake up.
Quietly now. Was it suicide? Did she order you to
this?"
The words made sense and then did not. Senses greyed out
again, his whole body numb and heavy. Then there was sharp
pain, and he came back, feeling it, but unable to reckon
where the pain was centred.
"He's coming out of it," the voice said.
"Stay back. Let him be."
"Green-hive," the other fretted, retreated
again, muttering deep notes of distress. He turned his
head, opened his mouth to cry to it for help.
"No." A hand covered his mouth, hard. He
struggled at that, vision clearing. He knew the face that
leaned above him: not simply recognised, but
knew-
Knew the Halds, and the man Pol, who was dangerous,
whose House and sept had clear reason to hate the
Meth-marens. He fought the muffling hand, and had no
strength in his limbs or his hands, scarcely even the power
to lift them.
"Be very still." Pol leaned close, his breath
fanning his cheek. "I've talked my way in here,
you see. The majat is watching . . . such moves as they
have eyes to see. Do you hear me, azi?"
He tried to nod against the hand. He could scarcely
breathe; words passed out of sense again.
"I told you to stay downstairs."
"Let him go." Max's voice. Jim struggled
back toward the sound, toward understanding. "I
shouldn't have let you in."
"But you have. Get the Warrior out of here. Guard
the door if you like. Leave me with him."
Max, Jim wanted to say. He murmured something.
Max did not answer.
"Get downstairs,." Pol Hald said. "Hear
me?"
The crack of authority was in his voice. Jim winced at
it. Max went. The door closed. Pol Hald rose and locked it,
and Jim rolled onto his side, holding the chair arm,
fighting to move at all. Pol returned, caught his arms,
jerked at him. His head snapped back with a crack: muscle
control was gone. He could not even lift it.
"Shuttle's down," Pol said, "but not
in either port. Where is she? Come out of it and answer
me."
He could not. He tried to shake his head to protest the
fact. Pol flung him down, let him alone; steps retreated,
came back-he was roughly lifted and a cup held to his
lips.
"Drink it, hear? If there's a mind left in you.
Was it her order you did this?"
He drank. The water eased his throat. Pol let him back
then, and touched wet fingers to his temples. He shut his
eyes and drifted, came back again to a faint rattling of
plastic.
"Kontrin tapes," Pol muttered. "History.
Law. Comp theory-blast! where did she get that one?"
He thought that it was safe to rest while the voice railed
elsewhere, but suddenly the hands fastened into his
toneless limbs again and pressed to the bone. "Why,
azi?"
He lay still, looking at Pol, and Pol at him.
"You know me," Pol said. "Don't
you? You know me."
He blinked, no more than that. It was truth. Pol
understood it.
And slowly Pol sank down beside the chair, gripped his
arm quite gently. "You're sane. Don't think
you can pretend it undid you. I've seen suicides by
deepstudy. You're not gone. You're lying there with
your teeth shut on everything, but I understand, you ear?
You've studied what you ought not. I'm not dealing
with an azi, am I? You're something else. How long have
you been delving into those particular tapes?"
He answered nothing, and there was knowledge in his
mind, memory of the Family, what he could expect of
Halds.
"She ordered this? She set you to
suicide?"
"Not suicide." The accusation that touched
her, stung him. "No. I. My choice. To
learn."
"And what have you learned, azi?"
"My name is Jim."
"You have, haven't you?"
He thought that Pol would kill him. He expected so, but
there was nothing he could do about it; he tried to move,
and Pol helped instead of hindering, hauled him forward to
sit on the edge, put a glass into his hand. He expected
water and got juice, gagged on it. "Drink it,"
Pol snapped at him, and when he had done so, dragged him
bodily into the bath and into the shower, turned the water
on him. He sank down, too weak to stand, and leaned against
the glass.
It was Max who pulled him from it. Max's strong
hands lifted him, half-carried him to the bed.
"Pol," he objected. "Where is
he?"
"Downstairs." The guard-azi looked at him in
anguish. "He came to the gate outside-said
she's in trouble. What do we do? What
orders?"
Max was asking him. He stared at the azi. Nothing made
sense. There was only the single word. She.
He snatched at his abandoned clothing, looked up
suddenly at a move in the open doorway. Pol stood there, a
shape among shadows.
"The mind's working now, isn't it? More
than these that could be argued into letting the likes of
me into the house."
It was. Jim looked reproach at Max, and suddenly
realised a gulf between. He did not know what he should and
knew more than gave him comfort. His knees went out from
under him and he had to lean, caught wildly at the
chair.
"You've thrown yourself into shock," Pol
said "The body won't stand that kind of insult;
throws metabolism into erratic patterns. Help him,
azi."
Max did so, caught him and set him down, grasped his
arms. "What do we do?" Max asked of him.
"He's not armed. We saw to that." Max tugged
and pulled the clothes onto him, shook at his arms.
"Warriors are all about. He can't do any
damage. Can he, Jim? He talks about her, about some
trouble. What are we supposed to do? You're to give the
orders. What?"
He fought nausea, looked up at the Hald. "The first
thing is not to trust him. He's older and wiser than
we."
Pol grinned. "You've studied Raen's tapes.
Her mind-set. You reckon that, azi? That you are
her mind-set?"
"The second thing," Jim said, resisting the
soft voice that unravelled him, "is to make doubly
sure that he isn't armed."
Pol solemnly spread open his hands. "I
swear."
"And never believe him." He was shaking,
violently. He sat still, conserving the energy he had in
him, tried to think past the pains in his joints and the
contractions of his stomach. Blood pressure, a
forgotten tidbit of information surfaced, explaining the
intense feeling that his head was bursting. "You think
you can take this house. You won't."
The Family would kill him, he thought If Raen were lost,
he would die. If Raen survived, it was possible that she
would kill him for what he had done. Neither was important
at the moment. The necessity was not to let the Hald get
control of the staff.
"Search him again, Max," he said.
Pol bristled. Max approached him with deference-evidence
of how little thorough that first search had been; but Pol
submitted, and it was done, with great care.
"I'm not alone now," Pol said, the while
Max proceeded. "There's another of the Family
here. I have to contact the Meth-maren. You understand me.
The time has come. He'll be here. He'll not be
subtle; he'll not need to be. The whole house is
vulnerable."
"Who?" Jim asked.
"Morn. Morn a Ren hant Hald."
That name too he knew. First cousin to Pol. Travelling
companion. Experienced in assassination.
"You often appear together," Jim said.
"You make jokes. He kills."
Pol's face reacted, to Max's searching or to an
azi's presumption. He frowned and nodded slowly.
"Morn is nothing to trifle with. You understand that
at least. I'll get her out of here. You listen to me,
azi."
"Jim."
"I can get her off this world. Elsewhere. Out of
the Family's hands. I have a ship waiting at the port.
I have to reach her in time."
Jim shook his head slowly.
"You know," Pol said, as Max finished; he
brushed distastefully at his clothing. "You know where
she is."
"No, ser. You know well she wouldn't tell
me."
"She would have established other contacts. Other
points. Numbers, records. Names."
"She wouldn't have confided them to
me."
'There had to be records."
"Max!" Jim said. "Have Warrior keep a
guard about the comp centre. Now. Do it! Warrior!"
Max moved, drew his gun: Pol's instant move was
stopped cold. The Hald stepped back, then.
And there was a shadow in the door, that filled it,
moiré eyes that swept them. "This-unit
guardsss," it said.
"This stranger," Jim said, "must not go
near the comp"
"Understandss. Comp centre: many-machine.
Sssafe."
Pol's eyes hooded. "You've killed us all.
Morn won't hesitate at wiping out this whole house. Do
you understand that?"
"I understand it very well. We're only
azi."
Perhaps Pol caught that sarcasm. He gave him a long and
penetrating look. "It's Raen's mind-set,"
he said. "Male, she's no different."
Jim swallowed at the sickness in his throat. Calm,
calm, an old tape kept insisting somewhere. And:
Distraction is argument that needs no logic,
another advised him, Kontrin. Pol was skilled in the
tactic. Jim painted a smile on his face and tucked a corner
of the blanket about him against a tendency to chill,
reckoning that what happened would at least be quick,
unless Pol or Morn directly laid hands on him. "The
staff," he said, "will make you comfortable, ser.
But you'll stay away from the computer."
"You realise a direct strike could wipe this house
out That with the stakes I fear she's playing-the
Family may not care that betas or a Kontrin die in the
process." Pol's mouth twisted as though the words
choked him. "I don't care for a few betas or a
houseful of azi and majat But she's another
matter with me. You hear me. I'll not be taken down by
a houseful of azi."
"There are majat."
The Kontrin went stone-faced.
"The staff," Jim repeated, "will make you
comfortable in this room. But you'll not leave
it."
Pol folded big arms.
"She'll come back," Jim said.
Pol shook his head. "I doubt that she can, azi. The
shuttle was never meant for landing elsewhere. She'll
die, if she's not dead already."
It undermined his confidence of things. He could not
keep that from his face.
"You know," Pol said reasonably, "that
she admitted me here herself. She'd never have let an
enemy that close to her. You have her mind. You know that
better than anyone would. She wouldn't have let me in
the door to see the lay of things, if she didn't know
that I wasn't the enemy."
"I don't try to think as she does." Jim
hugged the blanket about him, stared bleakly at the Hald.
"I don't know enough. I only know what she told
me, which was to stay and hold this house. You can say what
you wish, ser. It may entertain you. It won't make any
difference."
Pol cursed him, and Warrior stirred in the doorway.
"Green-hive," Warrior moaned.
"That is another reason," Jim said. "We
simply wait for her. Maybe she'll tell me then that I
was wrong."
"She's never going to have the
chance."
Jim shrugged, tucked his feet up, cross-legged on the
bed. "How shall we pass the time, ser? I am passably
skilled at Sej."
v
The queasiness of docking upset the child. Wes Itavvy
hugged her against him, looked at his wife, mute, full of
things he should have said. They held Meris between them,
clasping her hands, saying nothing. The shuttle made this
run nearly empty: they three, a family of five from
Upcoast, whose faces were no less worried. The port had
been a-bristle with police. ID's were checked, and
Itavvy had endured that in terror, expecting at any moment
there would be someone who knew his face, who could detect
the false numbers, the lies behind the precious
tickets.
They had gone through. They had taken almost nothing in
baggage, in their haste. There was disaster at their backs.
It was palpable, throughout the city, through the subways,
where armoured police patrolled, with rifles levelled, in
shops closed, in newslines censored, broadcasts
cancelled.
They had made it through. Station let them dock. The
procedure completed itself and the crew unsealed the
hatches.
"Come on," he said, feeling his pocket for the
authorisations. There was a freighter . . . the tickets
advised so . . . it was the best place to go now, no
lingering on station. They carried their own baggage off,
jostling the Upcoast family in their haste.
Police.
And not police. Armoured men with a serpent for an
emblem, levelling rifles at them.
"Papers," one said.
Itavvy produced them. For a brief, agonising moment he
thought that they would then be waved on; but the man kept
them, checked those likewise of the Upcoast group.
"Both for the Phoenix," he said into
his com-unit.
"Faces check?" a voice came back.
"No likeness."
Itavvy reached, to have the papers. The faceless man
held them, and the others, motioned at them with the rifle.
"Waiting room," he said.
"We'll miss our boarding," a youth from
Upcoast protested.
"Nothing's leaving," the armoured man
said.
Azi, Itavvy realised in indignation. No
Kontrin, but an azi force was holding them. He opened his
mouth to protest: the rifles gestured, and he closed it.
Meris started to cry; his wife gathered her up, and he took
the burden from her, went after the Upcoasters into the
designated waiting area.
DOCK 6, BERTH 9, he could see on the signs outside the
clear doors as they were ushered through. Berth 11 was
their ship, safety.
From here, past azi guns, there was no reaching it. He
looked at the Upcoasters, at his wife, hugged Meris to him.
A guard deposited their baggage inside the door and
unmasked to search through it, disarranging one and
proceeding to the next, putting nothing back.
vi
"Nothing," the azi reported, and Morn scowled,
folded his arms.
"No more flights," he said, looking at the
ISPAK president. "Nothing moves out, no more come
up."
"Kont' Morn," the beta breathed,
appalled.
He cared little for that. He had no trust at all for
ITAK, and believed in ISPAK's loyalty only while guns
were on them and in the command centre.
And from Pol there was yet no word. Pol was down in
Newhope; that much was certain; his ship pulsed out a
steady flow of status information, but there were only azi
aboard.
The Meth-maren had weapons enough at her disposal if she
had linked into ITAK. She had still the resources of the
Family with which to buy beta loyalties. And to take those
privileges needed Council.
Except by one procedure.
"She's dead," Morn said suddenly,
bewildering the beta. "I'll enter in the banks
that the Meth-maren's dead. And ISPAK will witness it.
Then it'll be true, by the law-do you agree,
ser?"
"Yes, Kont' Morn," the man said; as it had
been yes, Kont' Pol, and Kont' Rean before
that.
"All Kontrin and a world's corporations are
sufficient witness." He glared at the beta to see the
reaction to this, and the beta simply looked frightened. He
motioned to the console. "Get ITAK in link. Use your
persuasion."
The man sat down and keyed a message through, the while
Morn leaned above him, one hand on his chair, one on the
panel's rim; and often the man's hands trembled
over a letter, but he made no errors. ITAK protested; NO
CHOICE, the ISPAK beta returned. It was untidy; it fed into
intercomp, to be examined and made permanent record. Morn
scowled and let it. The records were only as dangerous as
Council chose to regard them, and Council-was as Council
went. Risks had to be taken.
ITAK complied, under threat, registering protest.
Brave little betas, Morn thought, with respect for
the Meth-maren's hold on them. It amused him. He
watched the ISPAK beta trembling with psych-set guilt and
that amused him the more.
"Move over," he said, thrust the man out of
the way, glared until the man moved far away, by the door.
Then he set his own fingers to the keys, with both ITAK and
ISPAK signatories, coded in his own number . . . and
Pol's: for that he had gained long ago, committed it to
memory: he had taken that precaution, as he tolerated
nothing near him he could not control-save Pol. All a
world's Kontrin and the corporations: the latter,
K-codes could forge; but only on Istra did it come down to
so small a body of the Family.
Worldcomp accepted it; it leaped to intercomp. Morn
smiled, which he did rarely.
Officially dead, so far as Istra was concerned;
universally dead in the eight to sixteen days it would take
for the message to reach homeworld and fan out again in
intercomp. She could not use her codes or her credit: they
were wiped.
He pushed back from the console, rose, turned to the azi
who waited. "Get the shuttle ready," he said.
"My own."
One left. He turned to the ISPAK beta.
And suddenly the comp screens began to flash with
alarm.
He was at the panel in an instant, keyed through a
query.
No answer returned to him. He sat down and plied the
keys, obtained only idiocy. Panic flashed into him. With
all the speed he could manage he K-coded intercomp out-of
link, separating it from the deadness that was Istra.
The cold reached his stomach. Worldbank was wiped. All
records, all finance, null.
The Meth-maren's death-notice.
It was keyed to that, and he had done it.
"Kill the power!" he shouted, rounding on the
ISPAK beta. "Kill all the power on Istra. Dead, you
understand me?"
There was silence. Nothing of the sort had ever been
done before, the threat never carried out, the withdrawal
of station power from a world
"Yes, Kontrin," the beta stammered hoarsely.
"But how long, how long are we talking
about?"
"Until you hear from me to restore it. Shut it
down." He turned to the board, keyed a message to his
ship, ordering more azi to the command centre.
"I'm going down," he said to the azi present,
to Leo, who was chief of them. The azi looked troubled at
that, no more. "There's no more time to spend with
this. You know procedures."
Leo nodded. Twenty years Leo had been in his service,
the last five as senior. Efficiency and intelligence. There
was no beta would get past him, no one who would get near
controls.
Azi lined the room, thirty of them, armed and armoured,
impersonal as the majat, and that resemblance was no
chance. Beta psych-set was terrified by it. There was no
one of them about to make a move under those guns.
He looked about him, saw the screens which monitored the
collectors, saw the incredible sight of vanes turning, all
at the same time, averting into shadow.
"We must have power," the ISPAK beta
objected.
"Without dispute," he said. The beta looked
abjectly grateful.
Morn ignored him and, gathering two of the azi to
accompany him, left the centre.
There was a Kontrin ship onworld, Pol's; and Pol
remained silent, leaving only azi to report.
It was the first law, in the Family, to trust no
one.
vii
Figures rippled across the comp screen. Raen saw the
sudden dissolution of information and sprang back from it
with a curse.
Dead. They had gotten to that, then, to pull her
privileges.
And all Kontrin onworld had to agree to it.
Pol, she thought. You bastard!
She swore volubly and kept working, fed in the Newhope
call number. "Jim," she said. "Jim. Any
staff, punch five and answer."
There was no answer.
JIM, she sent, BEWARE POL HALD.
She suddenly found chaos in the machine, nonsense, and
finally only house-functions.
"Power's down in the main banks," she
said, turning to look at one of the older azi, who attended
her shadow wise, armed, wherever she went in the house. She
cut the unit off and walked back into the doorway of the
living room, where the Ny-Berdens and their family remained
with the house-azi. "Worldcomp's undone," she
said, and at their blankly incredulous stares:
"Power's going to go soon, I'd imagine. Very
soon. You've some collectors here. Is that enough to
keep your house running?"
They only stared.
"I hope for your sakes that such is the case,"
she said, looking about her at the smallish rooms, the
hand-done touches, the rough and unstylish furnishings. She
turned again and raised her voice to them. "You
understand, don't you? Istra's been cut off. Power
will be cut. Worldcomp's been dissolved-wiped. No
records, no communications, nothing exists any
longer."
The ser and sera gathered their son and daughter-in-law
and grandchild close about them and continued to stare at
her. Your doing, their eyes said. She did not
argue with them. It was so. Her azi sat still, waiting. The
azi belonging to the estate sat outside, ranged in orderly
rows in the shade of the azi-quarters, under the guns of
her own. There had been need to feed them, to give them at
least a little relief from the confinement. Silence
prevailed everywhere about the house and grounds.
"Is your local power," Raen asked yet again,
"enough for you?"
"If nothing's damaged," ser Ny answered at
last, and faintly.
"Confound it, I'm not proposing to harm you.
I'd not do that. We'll leave you your cells and
your farm machinery. I'm worried about your survival.
You understand that?"
They seemed perhaps a little reassured. The child
whimpered. The young mother hugged and soothed her.
"Thank you," ser Ny said tautly.
An azi came up beside her, offered a cup of juice,
bowed. Blast, what triggered that impulse? she
wondered, concerned for the azi's stability, for she
had not ordered it. She sipped it gratefully all the same.
The air-conditioning might not last, not unless the farm
collectors could carry it. More than likely it would have
to be sacrificed for the farm's more essential
machinery, the pumps to irrigate, refrigeration for stored
goods.
Distantly there was the sound of an engine.
"Sera!" an azi shouted from the porch.
"The truck's back!"
Everyone started to his feet, save the Ny-Berdens and
their family: the azi guarding them did not let the guns
turn aside. The truck groaned and rumbled its way to the
porch. Raen put on her sun visor and took her rifle in
hand, walked out to meet it.
It was a wretched sight, the covered vehicle laden with
injured, with men bleeding through their bandages or, deep
in shock, trying to protect unset bones. Warrior danced
about anxiously, scenting life-fluids: "Go, out of the
way," Raen bade it. Merry climbed down, and the three
he had taken to help him climbed out of the back, exhausted
and staggering themselves from the heat. Raen ordered cold
water for them, ordered the others to work while Merry and
his companions slumped in the shade of the truck.
Willing hands off-loaded the injured into the
air-conditioned house, to the bedrooms, the carpeted
floors, everywhere there was room. They gave them water,
and what medicines they could find in the house. Some were
likely dying. All were in great pain, quiet as azi were
always quiet, so long as they retained any consciousness of
what they were doing. Some moaned, beyond that
awareness.
Raen walked back into the living room, where her sunsuit
lay over the back of a chair. She looked at the kitchen
door, where Merry stood, shadow-eyed and bruised and
bloody. "There's no taking them farther," she
said hoarsely. "It's too cruel. Some, maybe.
Some." She looked at Ny and Berden. "You tell me,
seri. What would happen to those men here, in your care? I
can terminate the worst or I can leave them-but not for you
to do it. You tell me."
"We can manage for them," Ny said. "Want
to." He pressed Berden's hand. "Never killed
anybody. Don't want anybody killed in this
house."
She believed that, by means having nothing to do with
logic.
"Are you," Berden asked, "leaving us our
own azi?"
She had intended otherwise until that moment. She looked
at the beta woman and nodded. "Keep them. Likely
you'll need their help yourselves, and probably
they're no use in a fight."
The youth stood up, provoking a nervous reaction of his
wife and of the armed azi. "I'm coming with,"
he said. "You're going to the City; you're
going to fight. I'm coming with. There's others
too. From other farms."
She was bewildered by that, saw his parents and wife
almost protest, and not; saw ser Ny nod his head in slow
agreement.
"I have the place to hold," Ny said
sorrowfully. "But Nes'd go if he wants. Take some
of the guard-azi with him, ours. We can spare. Settle with
those citymen, and 'bove-worlders."
"You don't understand," Raen protested.
"You can't help. It's not ISPAK; it's not
ITAK either."
"What, then?" asked the younger Ny, his brow
wrinkling. "What are you going to fight,
Kontrin?"
It was a good question, better than he might know. Raen
looked about her at their refuge, the farm, that might
survive the chaos to come . . . looked back at him and
shrugged. "Hive-matter. Things that have wanted
settling for a long time."
"There's men would go," the young beta
insisted. "Farms like ours and big estates too,
belly-full with the way ITAK's run us. There's men
all over would go to settle this once for all, would go
with you, Kontrin."
"No."
"Sera," Merry objected. `This is sense he
offers."
"This is the tapes," she said, looked about at
all their faces, azi and beta. "Tapes . . .
you understand that? You owe me nothing. We taped it into
your ancestors seven hundred years ago. All your loyalty,
all your fear of us, your desire to obey. It's ail
psych-set. Your azi know where their ideas come from.
I'm telling you about yours. You're following a
program. Stop, before it ruins you."
There was silence, stark silence, and the young man s
stricken and the young woman held her child close.
"Be free," Raen said. "You've your
farm. Let the cities go. I doubt there'll be more azi.
These are the last. They'll go at their forty-year.
Have children. Never mind the quotas. Have children, and be
done with azi and with us."
"It's treason," the older Ny said.
"We created you; is that a reason to die with us?
Outsiders have left the Reach, for a time long in
your terms. The old woman who rules on Cerdin will
fall soon, if not already; that they've come for me
openly says something of that; and there'll be chaos
after. Save what you can. Depend on no one."
"You stay, then," said Berden. "You stay
with us, sera."
She looked at the beta in affront, and the gentleness in
that woman's face and voice minded her of old Lia; it
hurt. "Tapes," she said. "Come on, Merry.
Load the truck." She glanced again at the Ny-Berdens.
"I'm sorry about taking from you; all I can give
you in return is advice. You've the lifetime of these
azi to prepare yourselves for years without them, for a
time when there'll only be your children to farm the
land. And never-never meddle with the
hives."
The azi gathered themselves, packed up food and water,
headed for the waiting truck. Raen turned her back on the
betas, pulled on the sunsuit, took up her rifle again, went
out down the steps. Warrior hovered there, clicking with
anxiety.
Merry was tying on containers of extra fuel, a can and a
half. "All we have?" she asked; Merry shrugged.
"All, sera. I drained it."
Already the azi were boarding, all who could come and
many who should not, insisting they were guard-azi and not
farmers.
For them she felt most grief, for men who could imagine
nothing more than to come with her. Even some of the farm
azi rose and started forward, as if they thought that they
were supposed to come, but she ordered them back, and they
did not.
Then Merry climbed aboard, waiting on her. She saw two
more waiting . . . long-faced, and the back of the truck
was jammed; she motioned them into the cab, two more that
they could manage, for in the back, men sat three deep,
rifles leaned where they could; or stood, leaning on the
frame. Heat went up from the ground and the truck in
waves.
She squeezed herself in with Merry and the two others,
pulled the door shut: no air-conditioning . . . they needed
the fuel. There was a last scurrying and scrabbling atop
the truck. Warrior was minded to ride for a space, boarded
even as Merry put the vehicle in motion and it laboured
out, swaying and groaning, toward the dirt road.
"Left," Raen said when they reached the
branching, directing them toward the River, and abandoned
depots and the City.
She had the map, on her knee, and the hope that the
vehicle would hold together long enough. She looked at
Merry, past the two azi who shared the cab with them.
Merry's face was solid and- stolid as ever, no sign of
dread for what they faced.
How could there be, she wondered, for the likes of them,
who knew their own limits, that they were designed and bred
for what they did, and did it well?
They had not even the luxury of doubt.
We are outmoded, they and I, she thought,
closing her hands about the smooth stock of the rifle.
Appropriate, that we go together.
BOOK NINE
i
There was a presence at the door, beyond the sealed
steel. Moth did not let it hasten her, carefully poured
wine into the crystal with a steady left hand. The right
hung useless. It throbbed, and the fingers were too swollen
to bend. She did not look at it. The bandages sufficed; the
robes covered it; and she deliberately forced herself to
move about, ignoring it.
Something hissed at the door. She caught a flicker from
the consoles about the room, a sudden shriek of alarm
after. She set the wine down quickly and keyed broadcast to
the hall outside.
"Stop it," she snapped. "If you want
these systems intact, don't try it."
"She's alive," she heard in the
background.
"Eldest," an old voice overrode it, a familiar
voice. She tried through the haze of pain to place it.
Thon. That was Nel Thon. "Eldest, only your friends
are here. Open the doors. Please open the doors."
She said nothing to that.
"Crazy," someone said farther away. "Her
mind has gone." Someone hissed that voice to
silence.
"No," she answered it. "Quite sane. That
you, Nel?"
"Eldest!" the voice overflowed with relief.
"Please, open the doors. It's settled, over with.
The forces loyal to you have won. Use the intercomp
channels and confirm it for yourself."
"Loyal to me?" Pain made her voice
harsh and she fought to make it even again. "Go back
to the hives, Thon. Tell them your
loyalty."
"Everything is stable, Eldest. Unlock the
doors."
"Go your way, Nel Thon. Lord it in Council without
me. Try your own terminals to intercomp. They'll work .
. . so far." She drew a deep breath and cared little
now how her voice sounded. "That door opens from the
inside, cousins. Force it and you'll trigger a
wipe."
There was a burst of voices from outside. She could not
distinguish words.
"Please," said Nel Thon. "Is there some
condition you want? Is there any assurance you
want?"
"The same goes," she continued, "for
trying to gain access to the banks, dear cousins. My key is
fed in with a destruct order. When I go, it goes. Figure
your way around that, cousins."
There was profound silence outside.
In time a whispering of anguished voices retreated from
the area. She left the set on broadcast and settled back
again, picked up the goblet and drank, sipped at it slowly,
for the wine had to last.
ii
The ship was there, on the field, a sleek, familiar
shape too graceful for the ground. Morn took time for a
glance, attended to the necessary business of landing: the
shuttle was not made for fine manoeuvres.
Touchdown. He ignored the field patterns; tower was
dead, and there were no lights to relieve the evening haze.
He used the moving gear to take the shuttle up to the rear
of the star. ship, out of the track of its armament.
"They answer," the azi at com told him
quietly. "They're Hald azi and they're
upset."
"Time they responded," Morn said. He began
shutdown, closed off systems. "Standard
procedures." He looked back through the ship, to the
dozen who were with him, armoured and armed. Chatter
crackled in his left ear: no port control, but the Istra
shuttle coming in with thirty more of his men, hard behind
him. "Ask where Pol is."
"They say," the com-azi reported back slowly,
"that he's gone into the City some time ago,
hunting the Meth-maren face to face. They weren't told
how he's proceeding, or where."
"Is Sam with him?" Morn asked, for that one of
Pol's azi was his most reliable.
"No. It's Sam I'm talking to."
"Tell him to open that ship" Morn rose,
ducking the overhead, felt for his gun and gathered up his
sun-kit and his rifle. One-unit readied itself to accompany
him.
"Sam says," the com-azi called after him,
"that he doesn't want to open. He says he's
not sure he should."
Morn looked at the com-azi, his breath shortened by
temper. "Tell Sam he has no choice," he said, and
opened the hatch.
There was a thunder of engines outside, the Istra
shuttle coming in. "Have them form up beside this
ship," he directed two-unit leader, and rode the
extending ladder down: one. unit was quickly at his
heels.
He had a prickling at his nape, being in the open, near
the terminal building. Betas might occupy that point, that
flat roof, ITAK betas, who were likely hers to a
man, and dangerous. He darted glances to all likely points
for snipers, and half-ran the space to Pol's sleek
Moriah, careless of dignity. Sam was capitulating,
lowering the ramp, having come to his senses.
He climbed it with half hid escort, stood inside,
breathing the cold air of the hatchway. Pol's whole
staff gathered there, Sam prominent among them, a
sandy-haired azi with a scar at his brow.
"Out of my way," Morn said, and elbowed Sam
aside; the others moved, pushed aside by his armoured
escort. He walked into controls with Sam anxiously
struggling his way through after-sat down and read through
what there was to read.
There was nothing. He turned around, a frown gathered on
his face. "Sam. What kind of operation has he out
there? What force is with him?"
The azi ducked his head in distress. "Alone, ser.
He went alone."
Morn drew in his breath, eyes flicking over the staff of
Moriah, finding them far too many: it was likely
truth. Guard-azi. Dark-haired Hana, a female azi who was
Pol's eccentricity, not even particularly beautiful.
Tim, like Sam, Pol's accustomed shadow.
"Where," Morn asked, "is the Meth-maren
based? City? ITAK Central?"
"We don't know."
It was truth. Sam was distressed; the whole staff was
distraught.
"Stay and hold this ship," Morn directed his
own men. "If Pol shows up, tell him to stay
here."
A stiffing feeling of things wrong assailed him. He
thrust his way past them, out, down the ramp again where
the other half of one-unit waited. The second shuttle had
disgorged its occupants. Thirty more men waited orders.
A long partnership, his with Pol: forty years. They had
shared much, had hunted together-and not only in sport. He
tolerated Pol's humour and Pol supported his grimmer
amusements.
Pol's humour. He looked a `bout him, at dead
buildings, at a sky void of traffic, the only sound that of
the wind tugging at cloth and the popping of cooling metal.
It was not a time or place for an exercise of whim, not
even Pol's.
He had sent Pol, in advance of the order which sent him:
Pol's humour, to ask this of him.
Pol . . . who avoided Cerdin of late; who avoided many
old connections, and the hold at Ehlvillon-and, avowing her
tedious, . . . Moth.
He paused, hard-breathing, looking back at
Moriah, Pol avowed he had no sense of humour. Pol
contrived, finally, to disturb his self-possession.
He shouted an order to the azi, stalked off toward the
buildings of the terminal. Azi hastened to cluster
themselves about him, shielding him with their armour and
their bodies; he took this for granted, it being their
function, and himself conspicuous for the Colour that he
wore.
Sun's glare still reflected off windows, but there
was more than one window missing, betokening more than a
quiet power shutdown here. That drew him, promising some
insight into what had happened in the City.
And in the terminal, scattered over the polished floors,
there were dead, male and female, young and old.
With live majat.
"Don't fire!" Morn snapped. One stepped
lightly toward them, in the doorway. He saw the badges on
it: it was a red, that had never been trouble for Hald.
"Kontrin," it moaned, when he held up his
fist. "Green-hive."
"Held. Morn a Ren hant Hald."
Palps swept forward. "Hhhhald. Friend.
Giffftss."
The tone of that chilled the flesh. But one took allies
where one could, when family faded. "I'll settle
with the Meth-maren for you. I need to locate her base.
Her-hive. Understand?"
"Yes. Understand." It shifted forward, and the
azi flinched, torn between terror and duty. It extended a
forelimb, touched at his chest, and he suffered it,
concealing his loathing, reckoning he might have to accept
worse than this. "Red-hive knows Meth-maren hive, yes.
Blues guard. This-unit will call othersss, many, many, many
Warriors, reds, golds, greens, all move. Come kill,
yess."
"Yes," he confirmed-did not touch it; that
risk was one he did not choose to run, and the Warrior did
not offer.
Others moved, to a shrilling command only partially in
human hearing. They gathered, out of all the recesses of
the terminal, a living sea of chitinous bodies.
"Tunnels," the Warrior said. "Tunnels for
beta-machines. Ssubwayss."
iii
The house stirred and hummed with activity. One could
hear it, even in the upper floors, the stir of many feet,
the singing of majat voices. Jim sat still in the semi-dark
beneath the dome, on the bed, hands loose over his crossed
legs, watching the Kontrin who slumped angrily in the chair
opposite. They were at a silence, and Jim found that
profound relief, for Pol Hald reasoned well, and wounded
accurately when he wanted to.
The power was gone, had been for hours; he believed now
that it would not return.
There's no more comp, Pol had advised him.
Nothing. If you'd listened earlier, something might
have been done. Something still might. Listen to
me.
Jim gave no answers. He could not argue with such a
fluency: he could only steadfastly refuse. Max, downstairs,
gave him the means to refuse. Warrior, standing faithfully
outside, was a guard against which even Pol Hald's
reasoning could not prevail.
Newhope's dead, Pol had said.
There's nothing here for her. Only trouble.
He's here. Morn's here. He'll be coming, and
she'll know that.
He could not listen to such logic. It made sense.
Below, the majat swarmed and stirred and tugged at
foundations.
And in the dome above, the stars began to show in a
darkening sky, the majat song to swell louder.
"Does it never stop?" Pol demanded.
Jim shook his head. "Rarely."
Pol hurled himself suddenly to his feet. Jim rose,
alarmed. "Relax," Pol said. "I'm tired
of sitting."
"Sit down," Jim said, received of Pol a cold
and sarcastic look. There was a certain incongruity in the
situation.
And abruptly the song fragmented to a shrilling
note.
Outside, Warrior dived for the stairs, scuttled away.
"Come back!" Jim shouted at it, and jerked from
his pocket the gun which he had for his protection, an azi
against a Kontrin. Pol saw it, raised both hands and turned
his face aside, miming peace.
Jim held the gun in both hands to steady it.
"Max!" he shouted, panic hammering in him.
"Please," Pol said fervently. "I'd
not be shot by mistake."
Steps tramped up the stairs, not human ones, but spurred
feet which caught on the carpet fiber, with the hollow gasp
of majat breathing. Warrior loomed up in the doorway
again.
"Many, many," it announced.
"Trouble."
Jim did not take his eyes off Pol-motioned nervously
with the gun, indicated the chair. Pol subsided, his gaunt
face anxious.
"Where's Max?" Jim asked of Warrior.
"Down. All down in outside. Warrior-azi, yess. Much
danger. Reds, golds, greens are grouping. Blues are here,
Jim-unit. Kill this green, take taste to Mother,
yesss."
Pol looked for once sober, his hands held in plain
sight. "Argue with it, azi."
"Stay still!" Jim tried to control his
breathing, tried to reason. "I hold this place,"
he said. "No, Warrior. This is Raen's. She'll
understand it when she comes."
"Queen." Warrior seemed to accept that logic.
"Where? Where is Meth-maren queen, Jim?"
"I don't know."
Warrior clicked to itself, edged forward. "Mother
wants. Mother sends Warriors out, seek, seek, find. I
guard. This-chamber is no good, too high. Come, this-unit
guides, down, down, where safety is, good places,
deep."
"No," Pol advised softly, alarm in his
voice.
"I trust Warrior more. Up, ser. Up. We're going
downstairs."
Pol made a gesture of exasperation and rose, and this
sudden lack of seriousness in him, Jim watched with the
greatest apprehension. Pol sauntered out, past him, and
Warrior led them downstairs, Jim last and with the gun at
Pol's back.
The center of the house, windowless, was plunged in
darkness, blue lights bobbing and flaring on the walls and
making strange shadows of their bearers. Majat-azi skipped
about them, touching them, Pol as well. The Kontrin cursed
them from him, and they laughed and scampered off, taking
the light with them.
Other azi remained, in the blackness. "Jim,"
Max's voice said. "They urged us to come in. Was
it right to do? I thought maybe we shouldn't, but they
pushed us and kept pushing."
"You did right," Jim said, although in his
mind was the horrible possibility of being swept up with
the majat-azi, herded deep below. "The Hald is with
us. Watch him."
"Tape-fed obstinance," Pol's voice came,
outraged, for they laid hands on him. "If you would
listen-"
"I won't."
"At least check comp."
Jim hesitated. It ceased to be an attempt to unsettle
him, began to seem plain advice. He felt his way aside,
into the comp centre, shuddered as a majat-azi brushed his
shoulder. He caught a slim female arm. "Stay,
come," he asked of her, for the light's sake, and
took her with him, into the face of the dead machinery, the
dark screens.
But paper had fed out, printout, in the machine's
dying.
He was stricken, suddenly, with the realisation Pol had
been urging him to what he should have done. He drew the
majat-azi to the machine, tore off the print and laid it on
the counter. "Light," he said, "light,"
and she lent it, leaning on his shoulder with her arm about
him. He ignored her and ran through the messages as rapidly
as he could read the dim print in azi-light. Most were of
no meaning to him; he had known so. Pol might understand,
and he knew that Pol would urge him to show them to him:
but he dared not, would not. It was useless; the key to
these was not in the tapes he had stolen.
JIM, one said plainly. STAND BY. EMERGENCY.
It was not signed. But only one who knew his name could
have used a comp board.
Sent before her trouble, perhaps; the possibility hit
his stomach like a blow, that she had needed him, and he
had been upstairs, unhearing.
"Stay!" he begged of the azi, who had tired of
what she did not understand. He caught at her wrist and
held her light still upon the paper, ran his eye over the
other messages.
JIM, the last said, BEWARE POL HALD.
He thought to check the time of transmission; it was not
on this one, but on the one before . . . an ITAK message .
. . One in the night and one in the morning.
He looked up, at a commotion in the doorway, where
dancing azi-lights cast Pol Hald and Max and others into a
flickering blue visibility.
Alive, his heart beat in him. Alive, alive,
alive.
And they had let Pol in.
"Is it from her?" Pol asked. "Is it
from her?"
"Max, get him down to the basement."
Pol resisted; there were azi enough to hold him, though
they had trouble moving him. "Please;" Jim said
sharply, rolling up the precious message, and the struggle
ceased. He felt the insistent hands of the majat-azi
touching him, wanting something of him. He ignored her, for
she was mad. "Please go," he asked of the
Kontrin. "Her orders, yes. This house is still
hers."
Pol went then, led by the guard-azi. Jim stood still in
the dark, conscious of others who remained, majat shapes.
All through the house bodies moved, and round about it, a
never-ceasing stream.
"Warrior," Jim asked, "Warrior?
Raen's alive. She sent a message through the comp
before it died. Do you understand?"
"Yess." A shadow scuttled forward.
"Kethiuy-queen. Where?"
"I don't know. I don't know that But
she'll come." He looked about him at the shapes in
the dark, that flowed steadily toward the front doors.
"Where are they going?"
"Tunnels," Warrior answered. "Human-hive
tunnels. Reds are moving to attack; golds, greens, all
move, seek here, seek Kethiuy-queen. We fight in
tunnels."
"They're coming up the subway," Jim
breathed.
"Yes. From port. Kontrin leads, green-hive: we
taste this presence in reds. This-hive and blue-hive now
touch; tunnel is finished. All come. Fight." It sucked
air, reached for him, touched nervously and uncertainly he
sought to calm it, but Warrior would have none of it. It
clicked its jaws and moved on, joining the dark stream of
others that flowed toward the doors.
Azi went, majat-azi, bearing blue lights in one hand and
weapons in the other, naked and wild. Warriors hastened
them on. Jim tried to pass them, almost gathered up in
their number, but that he ducked and went the other way,
down the hall and down the stairs.
Blue azi-lights were there, hanging from majat fibre,
and a draft breathed out of an earth-rimmed pit, the floor
much trampled with muddy feet. Max and the other azi were
there in a recess by the stairs. and Pol Hald among
them.
Pol rose to his feet, looking up at him on the stairs.
Azi surrounded him with weapons. "There's
nothing," Pol said, "so dangerous as one who
thinks he knows what he's doing. If you had checked
comp while it was still alive-when I told you to-you could
have contacted her and been of some use."
That was true, and it struck home. "Yes," he
admitted freely.
"Still," Pol said, "I could help
her."
He shook his head. "No, ser. I won't
listen." He sank down where he stood, on the steps. At
the bottom a majat-azi huddled, a wretched thing, female,
whose hands were torn and bleeding and whose tangled hair
and naked body were equally muddied. It was uncommon: never
had he seen one so undone. The azi's sides heaved. She
seemed ill. Perhaps her termination was on her, for she was
not young.
"See to her," he told one of the guard-azi.
The man tried; others slid, and the woman would take a
little water, but sank down again.
And suddenly it occurred to him that it was much quieter
than it had been, the house silent; that of all the Workers
which had laboured hereabouts-not one remained.
The tunnel breathed at them, a breath neither warm nor
cold, but damp. And from deep within it, came a humming
that was very far and strange.
"Max," Jim said hoarsely. "They've
gone for the subways of the city. A red force is coming
this way."
Pol sank down with a shake of his head and a deep-voiced
curse.
Jim tucked his arms about his knees and wished to go to
that null place that had always been there, that he saw
some of the guard-azi attain, waiting orders. He could not
find it now. Tape-thoughts ran and cycled endlessly,
questions open and without neat answers.
He stared at Max and at the Kontrin, at the Kontrin most
of all, for in those dark and angry eyes was a mutual
understanding. It became quieter finally, that glance, as
if some recognition passed between them.
"If you've her mind-set," Pol said,
"use it. We're sitting in the most dangerous place
in the city."
He looked into the dark and answered out of that
mindset, consciously. "The hive," he said,
"is safety."
Pol's retort was short and bitter.
iv
Itavvy rose and walked to the door, walked back again
and looked at his wife Velin as the infant squirmed and
fretted in her arms, taxing her strength. One of the
Upcoast women offered a diversion, an attempt to distract
the child from her tears. Meris screamed in exhausted
misery . . . hunger. The azi outside the glass, with their
guns, their faceless sameness, maintained their watch.
"I'll ask again," Itavvy said
"Don't," Velin pleaded.
"They don't have anger. It isn't in them.
There are ways to reason past them. I've dealt-"
He stopped, remembered his identity as Merck Sod, who knew
little of azi, swallowed convulsively.
"Let me." The gangling young Upcoaster who had
spent his time in the corner, sketch-pad on his knee, left
his work lying and went to the door, rapped on it.
The azi ignored it. The young artist pushed the door
open; rifles immediately lowered at him. "The
child's sick," the youth said. "She needs
milk. Food. Something."
The azi stood with their guns aimed at him . . .
confused, Itavvy thought, in an access of tension.
Presented with crisis. Well-done.
"If you'd call the kitchens," the artist
said, "someone would bring food up."
Meris kept crying. The azi hesitated. unnerved, swung
the rifle in that direction. Itavvy's heart jumped.
Azi can't understand, he realised. No
children. No tears.
He edged between, facing the rifle. "Please,"
he said to the masked face. "She'll be quiet if
she's fed."
The azi moved, lifted the rifle, closed the door
forcefully. Itavvy shut his eyes, swallowed hard at nausea.
The young artist turned, seta hand on his shoulder.
"Sit down," the youth said. "Sit down,
ser. Try to quiet her."
He did so. Meris exhausted herself, fell whimpering into
sleep. Velin lifted bruised eyes and held her fast.
Then, finally, an azi in ISPAK uniform brought a tray to
the door, handed it in, under guard.
Drink, sandwiches, dried fruit. Meris fretted and
ceased, given the comfort of a full belly. Itavvy sat and
ate because it was something to do.
The identity of Merek Sed would collapse. They were
being detained because someone was running checks. Perhaps
it had already been proven false. They would die.
Meris too. The azi had no feeling of difference.
He dropped his head into his hands and wept.
v
The truck laboured, ground up the slope from the
riverbed, picking up dry road in the headlights. Raen threw
it to idle at the crest, let what men had gotten off climb
on again, the truck pinking on its suspension as it
accepted its burden. She read the fuel gauge and the
odometer, cast a look at Merry, who opened the door to look
out on his side. "They're all aboard," he
said.
"Then go back to sleep." She said it for him
and the two azi crowded in between them, and eased the
truck forward, walking it over ruts that jolted it insanely
and wrenched at her sore arms. A thousand kilometres. That
was one thing on the map, and quite another as Istrans
built roads. The track was only as wide as the truck. The
headlights showed ruts and stones, man-high grass on either
side of the road, obscuring all view.
A nightmare shape danced. into the lights before them,
left again: Warrior stayed with them, but the jolting on
this stretch was such that it chose to go on its own
feet.
By the map, this was the only road. They were on the
last of their fuel, that which they had brought in
containers, having used .the stored power and both main and
reserve tanks. They might nurse a kilometre back out of
batteries after the fuel ran out. Cab light went on. Merry
was checking the map again, counting with his fingers and
making obvious conclusions.
"It's six hundred to go," Raen said,
"and it pulls too much. We're loaded way beyond
limits and we're not going to do it."
"Map shows good road past the depot."
"Easier walking, then." Raen looked to the
side as a black body hit the door, scraped and scrambled
its way to the roof of the truck. Warrior had decided to
ride again. Six hundred kilometres more: easy on a good
road with an unburdened truck. As exhausted men would walk
it . . . days.
"Could be fuel there," Merry offered.
"One hopes. If we get that far."
"I'll drive again, sera."
"We'll change over at the depot.
Rest."
Merry turned the light out. He did not seem to sleep,
but he said nothing, and in him, in the two with
them-likely in all those men in the rear-there was evident
that familiar blankness. They lost themselves in that, and
perhaps found refuge.
She had no such. There was a stitch in her back which
had been growing worse over the hours, and fighting the
steering aggravated it; the right shoulder ached, until
finally she chose to let the right hand rest in her lap,
however much that tired the left. The jolt of the crash,
she reckoned. Pain was something she had long since learned
to ignore. A stoppered bottle sat beside her; she moved the
right hand to it, flipped the cap with her thumb, took a
drink of water, capped it again. It helped keep her awake.
She worked a bit of dried fruit from her pocket, bit off a
little and sucked at that: the sugar helped too.
The road worsened again, after a little smoothness; she
applied both hands for the while, relaxed again when it
passed. Imagination constructed a picture of the men in the
back, jammed in so that some must constantly stand, or lie
on others, whose muscles must cramp and joints stiffen, all
jolted cruelly with every hole she could not avoid and
every lean and lurch of the turns.
Figures flicked past on the odometer, a red pulse far
too slow. The fuel registered lower and lower, most gone
now out of the last filling.
Then the road smoothed out on a fiat high enough to see
no flooding. She kicked them up to a better pace, and Merry
came out of his trance and shifted position, causing the
other two men to do the same.
"Should be coming up on the depot," she
said
Merry leaned to take a look at the fuel and said
nothing.
There was a scraping overhead. A spiny limb extended
itself over the windshield. Warrior slid partially down,
and Raen swore at that, for they had no margin for delays.
It gaped at the glass, insisting on her attention, and at
the realisation it was urgent her heart began to beat the
faster.
She let off the accelerator, coasted, rolled down the
window left-handed. Warrior scrambled off when they slowed
enough, paced them, the while the headlights picked out
only dusty ruts and high weeds.
"Others," Warrior breathed. "Hear?
Hear?"
She could not. She braked, threw the engine to idle,
quieter.
"Many," Warrior said. "All around
us."
"The depot," Merry said hoarsely.
"They've got it." Raen nodded, a sinking
feeling in her stomach.
"Get the men out," she said. "They'd
better limber up, be ready for it, be ready to dive back in
on an instant. Third thorax ring, centre; or top
collar-ring, if they don't know. Make sure they
understand where it counts."
Merry bailed out, staggering, felt his way around to the
back. Warrior was dancing in impatience beside the truck.
The two men in the cab edged out and followed Merry.
"How far?" Raen asked. Warrior quivered very
rapidly. Near, then. She felt the truck lighten of its
load, eased off the brake and set it in gear, not to waste
precious fuel. Merry's door was open. She left it so;
he might need it in a hurry. "Warrior-hear me: you
must not fight. You're a messenger.
Understand?"
"Yess." It accepted this. It was majat
strategy. No heroism, she thought suddenly, not among
majat: only function and common sense, expediency to the
limit. Warrior was very dangerous at the moment, excited.
It paced the slow-moving truck as the men did. "Give
message."
"Not yet. I don't want you to go yet"
The road curved, took a small decline, rose again. Then
blockish shapes hove up in the starlight, among the
distinctive structures of collectors.
The depot. The road went through it, that cluster of
buildings that likely spelled ambush. Raen kept the truck
rolling, watched the fuel that was registering just
slightly: enough to carry them through-maybe.
Then the shrilling of Warriors erupted from the left of
the road. She began to feel the jolting of the truck, men
climbing aboard in haste. She kept it slow.
"Warrior," she said, "don't answer
them."
"Yes," it agreed. "I am very quiet,
Kethiuy-queen."
"Can you-" The wheels jerked into a rut and
she wrenched it over again. "Can you tell their
hive?"
"Goldsss."
That made sense. Golds even on Cerdin had chosen the
open places, the fields, avoiding men. Once reds had done
so too.
The headlights picked out girders, the frame of a
collector, the wall of a weathered building, with barred
and broken windows. The light flashed back off jagged
glass.
Objects lay in the road, where it widened to include the
buildings. Corpses, she realised, avoiding one. Human
forms, desiccated by heat and sun, scattered in a pattern
of flight from the central building. Another shape hove up,
brown metal-the rear of a truck, with open doors.
Merry darted past, running to it, a group of men with
him. Her eyes picked out something better: pumps, a fuel
delivery in the shadow of the truck, a spidery tantalus
with lines intact.
She pulled in, braked, bailed out and ran round to the
side; Merry was before her, the nozzle in.
"It needs a pump," he said, anguished; and
then flicked a glance up, at the collectors. She had the
same thought. "Go," she said to the man nearest.
"Should be a switch in the building. It ought to
work."
The azi ran. All about them now, the shrilling was
ominously louder.
"Golds," Warrior boomed. "Here, here,
watch out!" It moved, swiftly, dancing in its anxiety.
Fire spat in the building.
"Watch it!" Raen cried, ran for the door of
it; Merry was in the same stride with her.
A Warrior sprang out at them; she fired from the hip and
crippled it, as Warrior pounced. Two others were on them:
azi-fire raked past and took them. Raen clutched the rifle
and kicked the door wider, on a dark room and an azi
convulsing on the floor, majat-bitten. There were no
others; Warrior shouldered past her, and she was sure by
that. Merry found the comp, called out, and she punched
POWER-ON. Lights came on, inside and out, blinding. . . .
local reserve, from the collectors.
"Works!" she heard an azi call from outside.
"Works!"
And the shrilling was moving in on them.
"We could use that other truck," Merry
said.
"Don't be greedy."
"Less load, better time."
"Try it," Raen said. "Hurry."
He left, running. She walked out after. They were no
clearer to majat eyes in the lights than in the dark; but
the heat of the lights themselves was an advertisement. The
golds knew beyond doubt now, perhaps delayed in the process
of Grouping.
Warrior had darted out again; it rose from the corpse of
a gold, mandibles clicking. "Other blues," it
translated for her. "Both dead. Gold-hive killed blue
messengers. Lost. Message in gold-hive now. Bad,
Kethiuy-queen, bad thing. This-unit goes now."
"Wait," she said. It would not get through,
not with golds ringing them. She bit her lips and kept
scanning beyond the lights, reckoning how blind they were
to the land outside the circle of them.
And the majat were cut off by the cluster of buildings;
that was why there was no rush as yet. Majat sought them
visually, and the buildings were between. The group-mind
had to be informed, to make nexus.
Quickly now she passed among the azi still outside,
touched shoulders, ordered them into the truck with the
tank most full. Warrior danced about in her wake, quivering
with anxiety, wanting instruction. "You too," she
told it. "Get inside, inside the front of the truck,
this side, understand? Merry, we may have to give up on the
second."
"First is full." Merry snatched the nozzle
from the first truck and passed it to another man, who
swung the tantalus over to the second. Ire put the cap on.
"We can make it, sera. And if one should break down on
the road-"
"I'm putting most of the men in my truck.
We'll sort things out if we both get out of
here."
"Good, sera. Leave me two men, that's
all."
"Get up there and be sure this thing starts,"
she yelled at him, over a rising in the majat-sound. She
hastened then, saw that Warrior had contrived to work its
unyielding body into the cab. She slammed the door on it,
raced round the back, giving last orders to the men jammed
inside, vulnerable with the rear of the truck open to the
air. "Get the tanks when we're clear," she
shouted at them. "Pick your time and do it."
"Sera!" several cried suddenly.
She looked over her shoulder. A glittering tide swept
under the lights and the girders, with speed almost too
great for the eye to comprehend.
"Merry!" she screamed, and ran, flung herself
into her seat, slammed the door, rolled the window up as
she started the motor. It took. She slung the truck back
and around, screening Merry for the instant, saw him and
his partners dive for the cab and get the doors closed. The
truck rocked, and all at once majat were all over them,
tearing at the metal and battering at the glass. Some had
weapons, and sought targets for their vision.
Merry's truck started moving, lurched forward at
full; she hit the accelerator hard behind him. The tantalus
ripped loose and raked the majat clinging to the front;
Warrior, tucked beside her, squirmed and shrilled in its
own language, deafening, itself blind by reason of the
glass about it. "Sit still," Raen shouted at it,
trying to rake majat against the corner of a building.
Suddenly everything flared with light.
The tanks. One of the men had gotten them. Majat dropped
from the truck; rear-mirrors showed an inferno and majat
scattering across the face of it, blinded in that maelstrom
of heat. Red fire laced in their wake, and open road and
grass showed before them, the whole area alight with that
burning. Buildings caught, and blazed red.
She sucked in a breath, fought the wheel to keep in
Merry's wake, down the road, her own vehicle overladen,
but free. A sound pierced her ears, Warrior's shrill
voice, passing down into human range. "Kill,"
Warrior said, seeming satisfied.
The road smoothed out. They began to make time, blind as
they were in Merry's dust cloud.
And when the light was out of sight over several hills
she punched in the com and raised Merry. "Good work.
Are you all right up there?"
"All right," he confirmed.
"Pull off and leave the motor running."
He did so, easing to a comfortable stop. She pulled in
behind and ran round the front to open the door for Warrior
before it panicked. It disentangled itself, climbed down,
grooming itself in distaste, muttering of gold-scent.
"Life-fluids," it said. "Kill
many."
"Go now," she bade it. "Tell all you know
to Mother. And tell Mother these azi and I are coming to
blue-hive's Hill, to the new human-hive nearest it. Let
Warriors meet us there."
"Know this place," Warrior confirmed.
"Strange azi."
"Tell Mother these things. Go as quickly as you
can."
"Yess," it agreed, bowed for taste, that for
its kind was the essence of message. She gave it, that
gesture very like a kiss, and the majat drew back.
"Kethiuy-queen," it said. And strangely:
"Sug-ar-water."
It fled then, quickly.
"Sera." Merry came running up behind her; she
turned, saw him, saw his partners sorting men from truck to
truck.
"We have casualties?"
"Eight dead, no injured."
She grimaced and shook her head. "Leave them,"
she said, and walked back to supervise, put several men on
watch, one to each point, , for the headlights showed only
grass about, and that not far. The glow was still bright
over the hills.
The dead were laid out by the road, neatly: their only
ceremony. Units organised themselves, all with
dispatch.
"Sera!" a lookout hissed, pointed.
There were lights, blue, floating off across the
grass.
"Hive-azi," she exclaimed. "We're
near something. Hurry, Merry!"
Everyone ran; men flung themselves into one truck or the
other, and Raen dived behind the wheel of her own, slammed
the door, passed Merry in moving out: she had the map. The
truck, relieved of half its weight, moved with a new
freedom.
And suddenly there was the promised paving, where the
depot road joined the Great South. Raen slammed on the
brakes for the jolt, climbed onto it, spun the wheel over
and took to it with a surge of hope.
Behind them, reflected in the mirrors, the fire reached
the fields.
vi
The sound of hammering resounded through the halls of
TEAK upstairs. Metal sheeting was going into place,
barriers to the outside. The hammer-blows echoed even into
the nether floors, the levels below. In the absence of
air-conditioning and lights, the lower levels assumed a
strange character, the luxury of upstairs furnishings
crowded into what had been lower offices, fine liquor
poured by the lighting of hand-torches.
Enis Dain lifted his glass, example to the others, his
board members, their families, and the officials, whoever
had been entitled to shelter here. There was still, from
above, through the doors still open, the sound of
hammering.
Some had fled for the port. Unwise. There was a Kontrin
reported there, the Enemy that the Meth-maren had warned
them would come. Likely they had met with him, to their
sorrow. Dain drank; all drank, the board members, his
daughter, who sat by Prosserty-a useless man, Prosserty,
Dain had never liked him.
"It's close in here," Prosserty
complained. Dain only stared at him, and, remembering the
batteries, cut off the handtorch, leaving them only the one
set atop the table. He began calculating how long a night
it would be.
"About sixteen days of it," he said.
"About time for Council to get a message from the
Meth-maren. We can last that long. They'll do
something. Until then, we last it out. We've comfort
enough to do that."
The hammering stopped upstairs.
"They're through up there," Hela Dain
said. "They'll be sealing us in now."
Then glass splintered, far above.
And someone screamed.
The lights were out. 117-789-5457 sat tucked in the
corner on her mat, mental null. The lights had been out
what subjectively seemed long, and the temperature was up.
Sounds reached her, but none were ordinary. She knew a
little unease at this, wondering if food would come soon,
and water, for water no longer came from the tap, and it
always had, whatever cubicle she had occupied.
Always the lights had been above, and the air had been
tolerable.
But now there was nothing.
Sounds. Sounds without meaning. The quick patter of soft
feet. 117-789-5457 untucked and looked up. There was a
strange glow in the blackness, blue lights, that wove and
bobbed above, not on the catwalks, but on the very rims of
the cells. Faces, blue-lighted; naked bodies; wild unkempt
hair; these folk squatted on the rim of her own cell,
stared down, grinning.
Hands beckoned. Eyes danced in the lights.
"Come," they said, voices overlapping.
"Come. We help. Come, azi."
She rose, for they reached hands to her, and one leaned
down very far, helped by the others, caught her hands and
drew her, by all their efforts, up.
117-789-5457 looked about her, balancing on the wall,
held by strong, thin hands. Lights wove and bobbed
everywhere. Laughter echoed in the silent place. Out of all
the cells, azi were drawn.
"Take all azi, young, old, yess," one laughed,
and danced away. "Come, come, come, come."
117-789-5457 followed, along the walls, for she had
never refused an order. She smiled, for that seemed the way
to please these who ordered her.
"There's fire in the city," the voice from
downworld continued thinly, azi-calm, and Leo K14-756-4806
listened without looking, taking deeply to heart his
instructions, which placed him in charge of station
command. Morn depended on him. He listened, and did not
waver, although he was distressed for what he heard.
Regarding his own men he could not tell: they kept their
masks, that being Morn's general instruction; and he
could not read their reactions to the voice from the
shuttle, that brought them ill news. But there was wavering
certainly in the ranks of the captive betas, and of the
guard-azi who belonged to the station, who stood under
levelled rifles, along with the betas.
"We must restore power," the head beta
appealed to him. "The city must have it."
"The fires are in every quarter," the
impartial voice continued. "We've had no contact
with Morn since he entered the terminal. What shall we do,
Leo?"
"Wait for orders," Leo looked about the
centre, at betas and station azi. No one moved. The betas
did not dare and the station azi would not, lacking
instruction.
"This is Moriah," another azi voice
broke in. "We're getting nothing from city
communications any longer. Everything's in complete
chaos."
"Just stand by your posts," Leo said. There
was nothing else to say. He paced back across the command
centre, arms folded, looked constantly at the betas,
challenging them to advance any more ideas of their
own.
They did not.
Warriors were back, great bodies shifting through all
the rooms of the house, shrilling and booming signals that
hurt the ears. Jim ventured the stairs to the turning, met
some coming down and flung himself aside, for the Warriors
were in haste, and had no inclination to speak. Pol's
oath erupted out of the blue-lit depths.
'They're running," the Kontrin said.
"Max," Jim pleaded, at the edge of panic.
"Max-"
Max came; all the azi followed, bringing Pol, scrambling
up the stairs against the spiny flood of majat down them.
Furniture crashed throughout the house, the press of too
many bodies. The house boiled with them; the dark rooms
hummed with distress and anger.
And the glow of fires shone through the back windows,
distant ruddy smoke billowing up.
'They're blind in fire," Pol said.
"Some betas have figured one way to fight
them."
"Windows," Max said. "Stations."
Azi moved, each rifleman to a window.
"Your blues are beaten," Pol said above the
hum of majat-voices. "I'd suggest we get out-of
here."
Jim shook his head fiercely, strode up the hall to look
out the open door, where dark shapes Scurried about. the
front garden. "They're not running, not all of
them. They're still going to hold this place."
Max cast a look too, and at him. "I'd suggest
we get out there, work ourselves into cover in the rocks.
Harder to dislodge us that way."
"I can't say." Jim swallowed heavily.
"Do it. I don't think walls can stop
them."
"Want advice?"
Jim looked about, back to the wall, at Pol Hald. The
gaunt Kontrin stood between his guards, without threat.
"I've some interest in the management of
this," Pol said. 'The man's right; but occupy
those windows with vantage, front and back for screening
fire if you need it. And get your own Warriors behind you;
your men can't tell blues from reds in the
dark."
"It's sense," Max said.
A sound began . . . started with the feeling of pressure
in the ears, so that many pressed their hands to them; and
then became pain, a shrilling that grated in the bones.
It was all around them. The Warriors in the house
retreated into a knot, grouping, booming to each other in
panic.
"Warrior!" Jim cried. "Stay!"
They clicked and shrilled in reply, flicking palps this
way and that, and majat-azi who had come with them
scampered from their vicinity, faces stark with fright. Jim
started forward.
"No," Pol exclaimed, reached out to grip his
arm. "No, blast it, you're not Meth-maren. Stay
back from them."
That too was good advice. He retreated outside with Max,
settled in the. rocks with a Kontrin of Hald beside them,
and shook his head to clear his ears, pressure that would
not go away.
We're going to die, he thought, and
panicked entirely, for it was a born-man thought, a
born-man fear: the tapes had done it to him, prepared him
only for this, this sick dread. Max's face was calm.
The Kontrin gave him a twisted smile, as if he had read his
mind, and mocked him in the fear they shared.
Sound rose about them, madness.
vii
The truck jolted, badly. Raen caught at the door, rubbed
her blurred eyes, looked askance at the azi who, however
indifferent a driver, kept the pace, tailing Merry.
"How's the fuel holding?" she asked,
leaning to see. It was reserve tank, half full. They were
still all right.
And the odometer: ten kilometres from their goal. The
lights of the city should have been visible, but she
expected none. She folded her arms and sat regarding the
sweep of the horizon, finding yet no sight of their goal,
nothing in the faint glimmering of dawn, which began to
fade the stars.
But there were no stars northward.
She sat up, her heart beating hard against her ribs. She
had slept. There was no drowsiness in her now.
"Merry," she said into the com. "Merry.
Are you awake up
"Sera?"
"Smoke. Smoke over .the city."
"Yes. I see it, sera."
"We're going to pass. Turn's coming up.
Stand by. Go round him, Will. We've a little space
yet."
Five kilometres. The truck accelerated; Merry dropped
back. Four. She started watching on the right, closely,
wondering in agony about the accuracy of the maps.
The kilometres ticked off. "Slow down," she
said. The driver eased down. There was a stake with an
illegible number, a spur, a mere eroded place off the paved
road, but trucks had passed it: crushed weeds showed in the
dawning.
"Take it," she said. The driver did so, eased
them onto it, carefully, while the truck swayed and lurched
and weeds whispered against the doors.
They were blind in this place. She would have given much
then for Warrior's sight and hearing. Turn after turn
took them out of sight of the road, and the only comfort
was Merry's vehicle showing in the mirror by her
window.
A turning, a descent of the road, a brief climb around
the curve of a hill: a weathered cluster of buildings
showed before them, a desolate place . . . but someone had
been cutting weeds.
Itavvy, she thought, prosperity on your
house.
Doors opened; men came out, sunsuited, rifles levelled,
to meet the trucks. Beside her, Will reached for his own
rifle. She gathered up hers, opened the door.
"Isan Tel," she said. "Come code
579-4645-687."
One man nodded to the others, his rifle lifted out of
the line of fire; other weapons were turned away. Sunmasks
and visors came off. There were several among them female;
several of more clerical look than guard-type, some
unarmed.
"I'm your contract," she said. "I
can't clear it on comp; you know that. Ask your
azi-in-charge: did you not find orders in comp to keep to
these buildings and fight only majat that attacked
you?"
"That's truth," a man said, quiet voice,
quiet manner, minding her of Jim. Faces all about took on a
look of great relief, as if their entire world had suddenly
settled into order: it had asked much of them until now,
that azi alone hold the place. She saw their eyes fixed on
her, with that deep calm that did not belong in the
situation: contract-loyalty.
"The hives are moving," she said. "Have
you had trouble here?"
The manager-azi lifted an arm toward the south, the open
fields. "Majat came in. We took a few. They went back
again."
She indicated the north-east. "Nothing from that
direction."
"No, sera."
She nodded. "You're on blue-hive's
doorstep; but they're not human-killers. The others
were golds, more than likely. You've already done your
proper service, sitting here, guarding blue-hive. I have
your contract. We go further now, but only azi that
won't freeze or panic."
Their calm was disturbed by talk of blue-hive. She saw
the ripple of dismay, turned and waved at Merry. "Out!
We're going afoot from here. Any who'll come, any
who are able."
Her own azi climbed out, none hesitating, with rifles
and what gear they had; weary as they were, she looked on
them with some hope. "We're going to fight
for a hive," she said. "For blue-hive,
our own, back in the city. We have to go among them; into
it, if we can. Stay, if that's too much for
you."
She started walking . . . knew Merry, at least, would
join her. He was there, at once, and hardly slower, the
others, filthy, sorry-looking men; she looked back, and not
one had stayed. The Tel estate azi were on their heels,
plain by their clean clothing and their energy. In the
rear, the managers and the domestics trailed along, perhaps
reckoning now they were safer not to be left in the
deserted buildings.
They climbed, pushing aside the high weeds, finding
trails overgrown and forgotten in the hills. "Majat
trails," she said to Merry. "Abandoned
ones."
"Blue-hive?"
"Better be."
Something urged at her hearing. She kept her eyes to the
high rocks, the folds of the land.
A majat warning boomed out. She spun left; rifles jerked
about, hovered unfired on the person of a Warrior,
testament to azi discipline. She turned her fist to it,
that stood against the sky.
"Meth-maren," it intoned.
"Warrior, you're too far for my eyes. Come
closer."
It shifted forward, a blue beyond doubt. Others appeared
out of the rocks, jaws clicking with excitement.
"Here are azi of my-hive," she said.
"They've held the valley till now; now they'll
fight where needed."
It lowered itself, offered touch and taste, and she took
and gave it, moving carefully lest some new azi take alarm.
"Good, good," it pronounced then. "Mother
sends. Come, come quick, Kethiuy-queen. Bring, bring,
bring."
She looked back; none who followed had fled; none
offered to go back now. Warrior danced with impatience and
she touched Merry's arm and started after it, following
the devious ways it led, over stone and through brush.
Suddenly the hive gaped before them, a dark pit, seeming
void of defense; but Warriors materialised out of the
weeds, the stones of the hills, boiled out from the
darkness. She hesitated not at all, hearing their guide
boom a response to them; and one Warrior touched her-by
that move, one who knew her personally.
"Warrior?" she asked it.
"This-unit guides. Come. Come, bring azi."
Blue lights bobbed in the pit. She went without question
toward them, Merry beside her, others close at her heels.
The darkness enveloped them, and majat-azi scampered just
ahead, wretched creatures who no longer laughed, but
stumbled and faltered with exhaustion. Blue light ran
chaotically over the walls, showing them the way.
Warrior-song shrilled in the dark.
And the majat-azi touched her, urged her on,
breathlessly, faster and faster. "Mother," they
cried, "Mother, Mother, Mother."
Raen gasped for air and kept moving, stumbling on the
uneven floor, catching herself against the rough walls.
All at once the blue lights were not sufficient. Vast
darkness breathed about them, and they streamed along the
midst of it. A great pale form loomed ahead, that dragged
itself painfully before them, huge, filling all the
tunnel.
It was Mother, who moved.
Who heaved Herself along the tunnel prepared for Her
vast bulk. The walls echoed with Her breathing. About Her
were small majat who glittered with jewels; and before Her
moved a dark heaving flood of bodies, dotted with
azi-lights.
Majat-language boomed and shrilled in the tunnel,
deafening. And, terrible in its volume, came Her voice,
which vibrated in the earth.
Raen gathered herself and passed beside that great body,
moving faster than ever Mother could. There was room,
barely, that she and the men with her could avoid the sweep
of Mother's limbs, that struggled with even thrusts to
drive Her vast body along, at every rumbling intake of Her
breath.
"I am here!" Raen cried
"Kethiuy-queen," She answered. The great head
did not turn, could not; Mother remained fixed upon Her
goal
"Am I welcome, Mother? Where are you
going?"
"I go," Mother said simply, and the earth
quivered with the moving of Her. Air sucked in-again.
"I go. Haste. Haste, young queen."
Anxiety overwhelmed her. She increased her pace, moving
now among the Drones, whose chittering voices hurt her
ears.
Then the Workers, all that vast horde, azi scattered
among them; and the strange-jawed egg-tenders, leaving
their work, precious eggs abandoned.
She looked back. Mother had almost vanished in the
shadows. She saw Merry's bruised face in the faint blue
glow, felt the touch of his hand.
"We're going north," she said,
comprehension suddenly coming on her, the Workers who had
plied the basement, the preparation of a way.
"To fight for them?" Merry asked hoarsely, and
glanced back himself, for there were men who still
followed. Perhaps they all did; strung out through the
tunnel, it was no longer possible to see. Perhaps some
collapsed in withdrawal, gone mad from fear; or perhaps
training held, and they had no sensible dread.
"I belong," she said, "where this
merges."
"Where, sera?"
"Home," she said.
viii
A horde of steps approached the steel doors, a surge of
panicked voices. Moth stirred, lifted her head, although to
do so took more strength than she had left to spend on
them, who troubled her sleeping and merged with dreams.
"Moth!" A voice came out of the turmoil. She
knew this one too, old Moran, and fear trembled in that
sound. "Moth! Thon is gone-gone. The
hive-masters couldn't hold them. They're in the
City. Everywhere-"
She touched her microphone, braced before her on the
console, beside the wine bottle and her gun. "Then
lock your own doors, Moran. Follow my example."
"We need the codes. Moth, do something."
She grinned, her head bobbing slightly with weakness.
"But haven't you figured it out yet, Moran? I
am."
"The city's in wreckage," the voice from
Moriah said. "Leo, Leo, we've still had
no contact with him. There were majat here. Even
they've left, moved elsewhere. He should have been in
contact by now."
"Hold the ships," Leo repeated, and looked up
at the other azi, his own and the station's. They were
exhausted. There had been no food, no off-shift. He thought
that he ought to send for something to eat. He was not sure
that he had appetite for it.
The betas sat in a knot over to the side of the door.
One of them had become ill, holding his heart. He was an
older beta. They fed him medicines and he seemed to have
recovered somewhat; this was of no concern, for he was not
a necessary beta. None were, individually.
"Call the galley," Leo said to one of the
others. "Have food brought up here."
The beta rose, came, moved very carefully while he was
at the corn board. He spoke precisely the request and
retreated again among his fellows. Leo stood watching
them.
Moriah and the shuttle called again, on the
quarter hour; and again.
Then a light flashed at the door, and a cart arrived
from the galleys, redolent with food and drink. Azi brought
it, unloaded it, bent to unload the lower tray.
Suddenly a gun was in one azi hand and a bolt flew for
comp, raked it. Leo fired, and the azi spun back against
the doorway, slid down. Others froze in dismay, died
so.
Lights flickered. Sirens started sounding, lights all
over the board flaring red.
"He's a plant," one said, bending over the
azi who had fired. He wiped with his thumb at the
too-bright tattoo. "A ringer."
The sirens multiplied. The betas rushed to the boards
and worked at them frantically, and Leo hesitated from one
threat to the other, null-mind pressing at him. "Get
away!" he shouted at the betas. One of his men fired,
and a beta died at the main board, slumped over it.
A sign began flashing in the overhead. DISENGAGE ALL
SHIPS, it ordered.
The ship. Sanity returned with that
responsibility. Leo fired, taking out the betas who would
not obey his shouted orders, and leaned over com, punched
it wide-broadcast. "Eros crew." His voice fed
from the corridors outside and throughout the station.
"This is Leo. Return to the ship at once. Return to
the ship at once."
It was necessary to hold that, above all else. Morn
would expect it. "Go," he shouted at the others
with him.
And then because it occurred to him that he dared not
leave betas near controls, he killed them, every one.
"They're running," the young Upcoaster
said, leaning against the glass and pressed to it, staring
up the outside con course.
"Don't!" another cried, when he pushed the
door open.
There were no shots, only a breath of cold air of the
docks.
"Come on!" Itavvy cried at his wife, snatched
Meris from her arms; and the Upcoasters sprang for the
doors too, all of them starting to run, baggage left,
everything left.
The floodlights on the vast docks were flickering, red
lights gashing warnings, sirens braying. Itavvy sucked a
lungful of the thin cold air and pelted after the artist,
cast a look over his shoulder to see that Velin followed.
Tears blurred the lights when he looked round again, a
flickering that spelled out Phoenix. The ramp was
ahead of them, through a tangle of lines. Someone fell
behind him, scrambled up again. The artist took the ramp;
Itavvy did, Meris wailing in his ear, and for that, for
her he did not fall, although he felt pain in his
side and his chest. They ran the frozen ramp, over the
plates that should have moved to help them.
And the hatch was shut.
"Let us in!" he screamed at it.
Others caught up with him, hammered at the metal with their
fists. Itavvy wept, tears streaming his face, and Velin
flung her arms about them both, him and Meris.
It was the oldest Upcoaster who found the intercom
recessed in the ramp housing. He shouted into it.
"Shut up!" he yelled back at them when they added
their voices; and from the intercom: "Stand
by."
The hatch hummed, parted. Azi crewmen, their faces sober
and unamazed, stood waiting to help them aboard.
They stood inside, with trembling hands proffered
tickets, evidence of passage.
The hatch sealed behind them.
"Brace where you are," a voice grated from the
intercom overhead. "We're disengaging and getting
out of here."
ix
The shrilling was louder, front walls, back walls, on
all sides of them, and what had begun in the dark of night
refused to go away by day, when light streamed over the
garden. It should dispel the nightmare. It instead made it
real, picking out the shapes of poised Warriors, the husks
and bodies of the dead piled in the corner of the garden,
and the cracks in the outer wall where assault had already
been made and repulsed.
Jim wiped at his face, crouching by Max's side among
the rocks. Pol was by him: they spared one young azi to
keep a gun in Pol's ribs constantly, for whatever the
Kontrin was, he was a born-man and old in such
manoeuvrings, able to forewarn them what the hives might do
. . . most of all what the human mind among them might
do.
He's there, Pol had said, when the last
assault had nearly carried to them, when cracks had
appeared in the wall and fire from the gate had distracted
them. That's Morn behind that. The next thing is to
watch our backs.
And that proved true.
"He's delayed over-long," Pol said after a
time. "I'm surprised. He should have tried by now.
That means he and his allies are up to something that takes
a little time."
Jim looked at him. The Kontrin's accustomed manner
was mockery; Pol used little of that in recent hours. His
gaunt face was yet more hollowed, his eyes shadowed with
the exhaustion which sat on them all. The high heat would
come by mid-morning; they wore sunsuits, but neither masks
nor visors in place, and the sleeves were all unfastened
for comfort. Azi rested in their places, slumped against
rocks or walls, seeking what sleep could be gotten, for
they had had little in the night. Pol leaned his head back
against the rock that sheltered them, eyes shut.
"What would take time?" Max wondered
aloud.
'Tunnels," Jim said, the thought leaping
unwanted into his mind. He swallowed heavily and tried to
reason around it. "But Warriors don't dig and
Workers don't fight."
Pol lifted his head. "Azi do both," he said,
and shifted around to face forward. "Look at the
cracks in that wall. They're wider."
It was so. Jim bit at his lips, rose and went aside,
where one of the Warriors crouched . . . touched its
offered scentpatches.
"Jim. Yess."
'Warrior, the wall's cracking over there. Pol
Hald thinks there could be digging."
The great head rotated, body shifted, directed toward
the wall. "Human eyess . . . certain, Jim?"
"I can see it, Warrior. A crack in the shape of a
tree, spreading and branching. It gets wider."
Chelae brushed him; palps flicked over his cheek.
"Good, good," Warrior approved, and scuttled off.
It sought and locked jaws with the next, and that one moved
off into the house, while Warrior continued, touching jaws
with each of the Warriors nearest, who spread in turn to
pass the message further.
Jim slid back into position next Max and Pol.
"It's disturbed about it," he panted. He
shivered despite the warmth, suddenly realising that he was
terrified. They had fought in the night; he had never fired
his gun. Now at the prospect of their shelter breached by
daylight he sat trembling.
"Easy," Pol said, put out a thin hand and
closed it on his leg until it hurt. The pain focused
things. He looked at the Kontrin, suddenly aware of a vast
silence, that the shrilling which had surrounded them had
fallen away.
"You're always with Morn," Jim said
hoarsely, for it did not make sense, the tapes with the
behaviour of Pol Hald. "You're out of his house.
You wouldn't go against him."
"A long partnership." The hand did not move,
though it was gentler. "In the Family, such are
rare."
Treachery, what he had learned warned him. He
stared at the Kontrin, paralysed by the touch he should
never have allowed.
"Strange," Pol said, "that at times you
have even her look about you."
The shrilling erupted again; and a portion of the garden
sank away, gaping darkness aboil with earth and majat
bodies. Blues sprang, engaged; shots streaked from azi
weapons.
The wall went down, collapsed in a cloud of dust:
through it came a horde of majat, azi among them.
Jim braced the gun and sighted, tried to pull the
trigger. Beside him a body collapsed, limp.
It was Max. A shot had gone through his brain. Jim
stared down at him, numb with horror.
The azi on the other side cried warning, sprawled back
unconscious. Pol had Max's rifle and whipped it from a
backward blow at his guard to aim it up, putting shots into
the majat horde, dropping azi and majat with no
distinction.
Jim sighted amid them and pulled the trigger, firing
into the oncoming mass, unsure what damage he did, his eyes
blurred so that it was impossible to see anything
clearly.
The sound swelled in his ears, a horrid chirring that
ascended out of range. Majat poured from the house behind
them, more Warriors than he had known were there. Majat
swarmed from the pit before them and through the breached
wall; and came on them like a living wave. Pol fired
indiscriminately; he did; more came to replace the fallen,
as a wider portion of the wall collapsed, exposing their
flank.
"Move back!" Pol shouted at him. "Get
your men back!" The Kontrin sprang up low and took a
new position.
Jim shouted a half-coherent order and scrambled after,
slid in at Pol's side and started firing again.
Then eerie figures appeared among the majat, like majat
in the mold of men, bearing each an insignia on the
shoulder.
And one was among them that was clearly a man, in Hald
Colour.
"Morn," Pol said, and stopped firing.
Jim sighted for that target, missed; and fire came back,
grazed his arm. Pol seized him, pulled him over as a lacery
of fire cut overhead.
Majat voices boomed, and stone cracked. One of the
portico pillars came down in the sudden rush of majat from
the house, a sea of bodies; and among them ran naked
majat-azi and azi in sunsuits brown with mud and blood.
Fire cut both ways. Majat and azi fell dying and were
trampled by those behind. And one there was slighter than
most, with black hair flying and a gun in a chitined fist.
The azi by her died, rolled sprawling.
Jim fought to loose himself, flung himself over and saw
Morn in the centre of the yard. Raen was blind to him.
"Look out!" he screamed.
"Morn!" Pol yelled, hurled himself to his feet
and fired.
Morn crumpled, the look of startlement still on his
face. And startlement was on Raen's face too, horror as
she averted the gun. Pol sank to one knee, swore, and Jim
seized at him, but Pol stood without his help, braced,
fired a flurry of shots into the armored invaders, who
stood as if paralysed.
Raen did the same, and majat swept past the lines of her
men, who hurled accurate fire into the opposing tide, majat
meeting body to body, waves that collided and broke upon
each other, with shrilling and booming. Heads rolled.
Bodies thrashed in convulsions. More of the wall collapsed,
and again they were flanked. Jim turned fire in that
direction, and saw to his horror the majat sweeping down on
them.
Pol's accurate fire cut into them, shots pelting one
after the other, precisely timed.
A body slid in from their rear: Merry, putting shots
where they counted; and Raen next, whose fire was, like
Pol's, accurate. The shrilling died away; majat rushed
from their rear, narrowly missing them in their blinding
rush, and they dropped, tucked for protection.
But Pol did not go on firing. He laid his head against
the rock, staring blankly before him. Raen touched him,
bent, pressed a gentle touch of her lips to his brow.
"That's once," Pol said faintly, and the
face lost its life; a shudder went through his limbs, and
ceased.
Raen averted her face, looked instead at the wave of
majat that was breaking, flooding back toward the
walls.
And with a curse she sprang up and ran; Merry followed,
and other azi. Jim slipped his hand from Pol's shoulder
and snatched at his rifle to follow, past the cover of the
rocks.
A dark body hurtled into him, spurs ripping. He
sprawled, went under, body upon body rushing over him,
until pain stopped.
x
Agony . . . Mother existed in it, in each powerful drive
of Her legs that drove Her vast weight another half-length.
Drones moved, themselves unaccustomed to such exertions,
their breathing harsh pipings. Workers danced back and
forth, offering nourishment from their jaws, the depleted
fluids of their own bodies, feeding Her and the Drones.
Their colours grew strange, the blue mottled light and
dark, with here and there a blackness. The sight disturbed
Her, and She moaned as She thrust Her way along, following
the new tunnel, the making of the Workers.
Mother, the Workers sang, Mother,
Mother.
And She led them.
I have made the way, the Warrior-mind reported,
one of its units touching at Her. Enemies are
retreating. Need of Workers now to move the
stones.
Well done, She said, tasting of life fluids and
of victory.
Warrior scurried away, staggering in its exhaustion and
its haste. Follow this-unit, Warrior gave taste to
Workers. Follow, follow me.
xi
"Sera?"
Raen caught herself, caught her breath between the wall
and Merry's solid body. An azi-light swung from her
wrist. She blinked clear the subway, the vacant tracks
coursed by majat. One of the men offered her a flask. She
drank a mouthful; it went the round among them, forlorn
humans huddled at the side of the arching tunnel. They
panted for breath, lost in the strange sounds, the rush of
chitined bodies, of spurred feet. One of them, hurt,
slumped in a knot against the wall. Raen reached and
touched him, obtained a lifting of the head, an attempt to
focus. Another gave him a drink.
They were twelve, only twelve, out of all of them. She
swallowed heavily and rested her hand on Merry's
shoulder, breathing in slower and slower gasps.
"City central's up there," she said.
"Blues have A branch. The reds are probably in E, that
goes to the port. Greens . . . I don't know. Golds . .
. likely C, due south. They'll mass in central, under
ITAK headquarters"
"Three hives against them," Merry said
faintly. "Sera, the blues can't do it."
She slid her hand down, pressed his arm. "I
don't think so either, but there's no stopping
them. We've kept them alive this long. Merry, take the
men, go back. Go back from here. I'll not throw the
rest of you away."
"Sera-send them back, not me."
Other voices protested, faces anxious in the blue
glow.
"Any of you who wants to stay back, stay," she
said, and rose up and started to walk again, slung the
burden of the riflestrap to her shoulder.
They came. Perhaps it was fear of the majat without
her.
She thought that it might be. She suspected something
else, that she was too rational to believe. She wiped at
her face, struck the tears away with no realisation of hurt
or grief, only that she was very tired and her eyes
watered. The tunnel smelled of majat, like musty paper; and
they passed strange sights as they walked, found vehicles
frozen on the tracks, wherever they had been when power
failed; and terrible sights, the sweet-sour reek of death,
where betas had died, some sprawled on the tracks, some in
vehicles the glass of which had shattered, dead of majat
bite or terror-brushed constantly now by the steady rush of
Warriors.
But now there appeared. other types amid the press . . .
blue-hive azi, staggering with exhaustion and mindless with
haste; and after them, Workers, fluting shrill, plaintive
cries.
"They're all going," Merry breathed beside
her. "Even the queen will follow. Sera, is it wise to
be here at all?"
"No," she said plainly, "it's
not."
But she did not stop walking, or hesitate. The
Worker-cries became song, that filled her ears, ran through
her nerves, and banished thought.
Daylight shafted down ahead, where bodies milled, that
vast terminal that was central, zero, with day falling down
from skylights. Song came up from that heaving mass, and
Warriors within it surged this way and that. Workers added
themselves, climbing over the bodies of others.
More, Raen thought, far more than blue-hive alone: all,
ail hives, met there.
And majat died there, of weakness and wounds, crushed
down. The song numbed. Merry held his ears and cried out
soundlessly in the chaos; and Raen pressed hands to her
own, all of them seeking the retreat of the walls, any
place aside from that flood of bodies which kept
coming.
The ground shook, the walls quivered.
A faint far glimmering in jewels and azi-lights, Mother
came, struggling forward.
Mother drew breath, heaved forward, breathed again,
dazed with pain. Her own limbs, reaching out and shifting
again out of view, were mottled now, bright blue and dark.
About Her moved insanity, Warriors whose colours had gone
mad, whose bodies glowed blue and extremities red, whose
midlimbs gold, all mottled with green.
Queens were at hand: She heard Them, others,
other-hives.
Desperation possessed Her, the instinct certain now of
direction. There was nothing else.
She saw Them, in a seething mass of colours, among
Warriors and Workers and Drones who had gone mad. One of
the queens was red, with darker mottlings: She, fiercest;
one gold, tinged with red; one green, with shadings of
blue, incipient chaos.
Red queen shifted forward, ominous, and went for green,
for the tainted and nearest one, breathing out hate.
Red was the killer, the Warrior-fragment, as green was
the Worker-mind.
Mother hesitated, trembling, and saw green die,
life-fluids drunk.
Blue, red queen breathed, and the Warriors
quivered aide, pressing themselves out of the way in
terror.
A second queen was dead. Raen shuddered, the hard grip
of her azi about her, putting their own bodies between her
and the press, a small knot of humanity, blue-lit. Other
azi sheltered with them, naked creatures male and female,
trembling and holding their ears against the battering
sound. Lighter majat clambered over them, Drones,
glittering with living jewels, perhaps adding their own
screams to the thunder of the queens.
Merry shivered against her. Raen caught his hand and
held it, that crushed bone against bone in hers: likely he
had no wit left to know; she had none to care.
The battle raged in ponderous slow-motion, hazy shafts
of sunlight enveloping the queens atop the living hill,
reflecting jewel-colours. Strength held against strength:
then came a darting move.
The third queen died, head severed.
The hill of bodies came undone about the survivor,
sweeping over and about Her. Drones streamed through, to
gather with other Drones; and Workers with Workers; and
Warriors with Warriors, ringed about the living queen. The
dead were hauled away. The living circles widened, spread
throughout the terminal.
The queen moved, shifted position; so did all the
others. She breathed out a note that made the walls shake,
and after that was quiet.
A human wept, audible, soft sobs.
Raen leaned against Merry a moment, then gathered
herself from him, from all the azi, and rose-walked among
the still shapes of majat, Warriors, Workers, with the
badges of blue-hive, red-hive, green and gold comingled.
The rifle was stiff slung from her shoulder. She realised
it, and dropped it echoing to the pavement, for there was
no way out but to kill a queen, the last Mother of a world,
and that she would not do.
She walked within reach of Her, without weapons in hand,
and gazed up into the great jewelled face, the moiré
eyes, heard the sough of Her breathing.
It was a gold. The pattern was on Her, for those who
could read it.
"Mother," she said, "I'm Raen a Sul,
Meth-maren."
Air sucked in. "Meth-maren," She sighed, and
the huge head lowered, sought taste.
Raen kissed Her, touched the scent-patches, waited for
the vast jaws to close; and they did not.
"Meth-maren," Mother said.
"Kethiuy-queen."
It was blue queen's memory.
xii
The sun was unbearable. Jim felt the burn of it before
he felt anything more, and struggled to shade his face from
it. He was held, and had to think which way to turn; and
that meant consciousness.
His hands met spines and hair and chitin. He focused at
that, and shoved in horror at the stiffening limbs that lay
over him, the intertwined corpses of a majat and an
azi.
All about him were corpses, shimmering and running in
the tears the sun brought to his eyes. He struggled to pull
the visor which hung about his neck up to his eyes, to
see-and found nothing living anywhere.
The house was ruined, gaping rubble; and bodies lay
thickly over the garden, save in one vast track which led
to the broken walls . . . bodies majat and human, naked and
clothed. Insects flitted about him as they settled on the
dead; he batted at them, fought with fingers stiffening
with sunburn to fasten the sunsuit.
Rock moved, a shifting outside the wall. He gathered up
a rifle, staggered in that direction, his senses wavering
in and out of focus.
He climbed over the rubble, blinked, saw a shadow on the
ground and whirled, whipped the rifle up, but the
majat's leap was faster. The gun went off, torn from
his hands. Another was on him, pulling from the other side.
Chelae gripped his arm, cutting flesh.
Red: he saw the badge and tried to pull from it; the
badge of the second was green. It lowered its head, jaws
wide, and the palps brushed his lips, his face.
And it drew back. "Jim," it intoned.
He lived. The fact numbed him. He ceased to struggle,
understanding nothing any longer.
"Meth-maren sendss," red Warrior said.
"Let me go," he asked then, his heart lurching
a beat. "Let me go, Warrior; I'll come with
you."
It released him. He clutched his injured arm and
followed it, trailed by the green, down into the circle of
the street, into the dark entry of the subway, into the
deep places of the city, where no lights shone at all. At
times he stumbled, blind, and his hands met bodies,
yielding ones of majat-azi or the spiny hardness of majat.
Chelae urged at him, hastening him, lifting him each time
he fell.
Blue lights drifted toward him. At first he shrank from
meeting them, not wanting delay, not wanting to be left:
but he saw her bearing one of those lights, and he
thrust his way free of the Warriors and ran, stumbling,
toward her.
She met him, held him off at arm's length to look at
him. "You're all right," she said, a question
in her impatient manner; but her voice trembled. There was
Merry by her, and other faces that he knew.
She hugged him then, and he nearly wept for joy; but she
did not know, he thought, the things that he must admit,
the knowledge that he had stolen, the thing he had made of
himself.
He tried to tell her. "I used all the tapes,"
he said, "even the black ones. I didn't know what
else to do." She touched his face and told him to be
quiet, with a shift of her eyes toward Merry and the
others.
"It's ruined back there," he said then.
"Everything's ruined. Where will we go
now?"
"In, for a time. Till the cycle completes
itself." Her hand entwined with his: he felt the
jewels rough and warm beneath his fingers. She gestured,
walked with assurance the way from which she had come.
Warriors walked about them; armed majat-azi followed.
"It's going to be a while before I think of
outside, a long while, perhaps. Majat-time."
"I've nineteen years," he said,
anticipating all of them, and well-content.
Her fingers tightened on his.
Soft singing filled the air, the peaceful sound of
Workers, with the stirrings and movings of many bodies in
the tunnels.
"Hive-song," she said. "They've long
lives. A turning of nature, a pulse of the cycle, to merge
all colors, to divide again. This-sun, they say
now. Home-hive. Against those cycles, my own life
is nothing at all. Wait with me."
There was a ship, he thought, recalling Pol. There were
betas who might live, who might serve her. He objected to.
these things one by one, and she shook her head,
silent.
He asked no more.
xiii
Moth, the voices shouted, Moth,
Moth!
Eggs, she thought back at them, and mocked them
for what they were.
A different sound came through the speaker, the
shrilling of majat voices, the crash of metal and wood.
From the vents came a curious paper-scent. Human voices
had ceased long ago.
Moth poured the last of the wine, drank it.
And pushed the button.
BOOK TEN
i
The hatch opened, let in the flood of evening air, the
gentle light of the setting sun.
"Stay put," Tallen heard,
"Sir, we're picking up movement out
there."
"Wouldn't do to run," he said into the com
unit. "Whatever happens-no response, hear
me?"
"Be careful."
Majat. He heard the ominous chirring, and walked
forward, very slowly.
Newhope had stood here. Weeds had taken the ruins. At
centre rose a hill, monstrous, where no hill had been. He
had seen the pictures smuggled out, heard the reports and
memorised them, along with family tales.
And in the long passage of years, in the fading of the
Wars, this waited, where no Outsider dared
trespass, until now.
We were wrong, the one side argued, ever to have relied
on them.
But governments rose and fell and rose again, and
rumours persisted . . . that life stirred in the forbidden
Reach, that the wealth which had made the Alliance what it
had been was there to be had, if any power could contrive
to obtain it.
And the hives refused contact.
There were human folk on Istra, farmers, who lived out
across the wide plains, who told wild tales and traded
occasional jewels and rolls of majat-silk.
Tallen had met with them, these sullen, furtive men,
suspicious of any ship that called; and there was warning
here, for there were no few ships resting derelict in
Istran fields.
Sixty years the contact had lapsed: collapse, chaos, war
. . . worlds breaking from the Alliance in panic, warships
forcing them in again, all for the scarcity of certain
goods and the widespread rumours of majat breakout.
It was told in Tallen's family that men and majat
had coexisted here, had walked together in city streets,
had co-operated one with the other.
It was told somewhere in Alliance files that this was
so.
He heard the sound nearer now, and walked warily,
stopped at last as a glittering creature rose out of the
rocks and brush.
A trembling came on him, a loss of will.
Natural, he thought, recalling the tales his
grandfather had told, who claimed to have stood close to
them. Humans react to them out of deep instinct. One
has to overcome that.
They see differently: that too, from old
Tallen, and from reports deep in the archives. He spread
his hands wide from his sides, making clear to it that he
had no weapons.
It came closer. He shut his eyes, for he quite lost big
courage to look at it near at hand. He heard its loud
breathing, felt the bristly touch of its forelimbs. A
shadow fell on his closed eyes; something touched his
mouth-he shuddered convulsively at that, and the touch and
the shadow drew back.
"Stranger," it said, a harmony of sounds that
joined into a word.
"Friend," he said, and opened his eyes.
It was still near, the moiré eyes shifted through
the spectrum at each minute turn of the head. "Beta
human?" it asked him.
ii
A stirring ran through the hive. Raen lifted her head,
read it in the voices, the shift of bodies, needing no
vision in the dark.
Stranger-human, the message came to her, and
that pricked at curiosity, for betas would never come this
far: they did their grain-trading far out on the riverside,
where they brought their sick, such as majat could
heal.
And the azi had gone long ago.
She missed them sorely. The hives did, likewise,
mourning them in Drone-songs.
Merry had gone, neither first nor last, a sudden seizure
of the heart. And she had wept for that, though Merry would
hardly have understood it. l am azi, he had said
once, refusing to be otherwise. I would not want to
outlive my time. And so, one by one, the others had
chosen.
It was strange, now, that a beta would have ventured
into majat land, under the great Hill.
"Jim," she said.
"I hear." He found her hand, needing sight no
more than she, as he was in other ways skilled with her
skills.
Of all of them, Jim remained, a costly gift of Worker
lives, and of his own will, more than Merry had had, who
had wanted things his own way, in old patterns, in terms he
understood.
For a long time she had cared for nothing beyond that,
to know that there was one human to share the dark with
her.
Now Warrior came, immortal as she, as he, in one of its
many persons. "Outsider," it said, troubled,
perhaps, in the perception of changes. "Unit called
Tallen."
iii
Tallen blinked in the twilight, watching them come . . .
two, woman and man, robed in gauzy majat-silk. They wore it
as if it were nothing, priceless though it was, as if their
own will were cloak enough.
They stopped near to him, and Tallen shivered in their
regard, that strange coolness and lack of fear. There was a
mark on the man, beneath the eye and on the shoulder:
azi. The old Tallen had reported such, but not
such as he, whose gaze he could not bear. The mark on the
woman was of jewels; of her kind too there were
remembrances.
"Ab Tallen," she said, strangely accented,
"would be an old, old man."
"Dead," Tallen answered. "I'm his
grandson. Your people remember him?"
Her eyes flickered, seemed possessive of secrets. She
held out her right hand and he took it; hesitating at the
strange warmth of the jewels that covered it.
"Raen Meth-maren," she said. "Yes,
there's memory of him. Kind memory."
"Your name is hers, that he mentioned."
She smiled faintly, and questions of kinship went
uninvited. She nodded to the man beside her.
"Jim," she said, and that was all.
Tallen took the other offered hand, regarded them both
anxiously, for majat hovered about, escort, guards,
soldiery-there was no knowing what.
"You delayed longer than you should," she
said.
"We had our years of trouble. I'm afraid there
may have been landings here of a sort we'd not have
allowed. Our apologies, for such intrusions."
She shrugged. "Most have learned, have they
not?"
That was truth, and chilling in her manner.
"We've come here twice-peacefully, hunting some
contact."
"Now," she said, "we're pleased to
answer you. Is it trade you want?"
He nodded, all his careful speeches destroyed, forgotten
in that direct stare.
"I'm Meth-maren. Hive friend. Intermediary. I
can arrange what you want." She looked about her, and
at him. "I speak and translate."
"We need lab-goods, more than the jewels the
farmers have been trading."
"Then give us computers. You'll get your lab
products."
"And some sort of licensing for regular
trade."
She nodded toward the plains, the beta-holds.
"There are those who will deal with you as we
arrange."
"There's no station any longer. It's
gone."
"Crashed. We saw it, Jim and I. It fell into the
sea, a long time ago. But stations can be
rebuilt."
"Come aboard my ship," he invited her.
"We'll talk specifics."
She shook her head, smiled faintly. "No, ser. Take
your ship from the vicinity of the hive tonight, within the
hour. Go to riverside. I'll find you there with no
trouble. But don't linger near the hive."
And she walked away, leaving him standing. The majat
remained, and the man, who looked at him with remotely
curious eyes and then walked away.
"All things end," she said. "Does the
Outside frighten you, Jim?"
"No," he said. She thought it truth. Their
minds were much alike.
"There's Moriah." She nodded in
the direction of the port, where the only whole buildings
in Newhope remained.
"There's the Reach or Outside. We're human.
There's a time to remember that." He looked at
her, saying nothing. She linked her fingers in his,
chitined hand in human one. "It begins again,"
she said.
RULES FOR SEJ
Pieces: one pair six-sided dice; trio of four-sided
wands: first wand face black, second blue with ship symbol;
third white; fourth orange with star symbol.
Object: first player to accumulate 100 points wins. To
start play: high roll of dice determines starting player.
The Starting Player throws the wands, and play proceeds. To
score: The. players roll dice for possession of the points
represented by the wands. The casting of wands proceeds in
alternation, one player and the next. The wand-thrower has
the option of the first cast of dice; the dice then proceed
in alternation during the Hand (this particular casting of
the wands). High roll takes the wand or wands in
contention, and points are recorded as follows. Value of
wands: stars are 12 points each; ships are ten; white and
white with black are 5 points for the white pair combined,
but the black is played separately and with its own value;
white assumes the value of any wand-of-colour, always the
highest in the Hand . . . and assumes the value of black
only if both other wands in the Hand are black; black
cancer all points in the possession of whichever player
"wins" the black wand, but cancellation of points
is limited to the Game itself. Play always proceeds from
ships to stars to black: that is, in a Hand, the dice must
be rolled first for possession of the ships, then for the
stars, and last of all for possession of the black. If a
tie occurs in the roll of the dice, the dice are rolled
again. If the wands come up doubled or tripled stars or
ships or white, the winner of the first of the double or
triple set automatically takes the others of that colour;
for this purpose also, white matches the highest wand of
the Hand. Should triple white show, the winner
automatically takes Game. Should triple black show, the
winner automatically loses Game.
Passing: In this matter rests the skill of the game,
judging when to pass and when to risk play. A Hand
containing a single black wand or any number of black wands
may be declined by the thrower of wands, thus entirely
voiding the Hand. the dice will not be rolled; the wands
pass into the hand of the next player, who will cast again,
with all privileges of the wand-thrower. Further, a player
with the option to throw either wands or dice may
voluntarily pass that option to the next player, who is
not, however, obliged to accept: the player who has passed
will receive the wands or dice again in alternation. The
latter is a matter of courtesy and custom of the game:
highest or decisive points are played last.
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