The Prince's Proposal
by
Carla Cassidy
Chapter One
"I haven't found anyone appropriate yet," Nicholas replied.
"Nonsense. You have dated women from all over the world, any one of which
would have made a fine wife."
Nicholas sighed. He couldn't very well tell his father that although the
women he dated were beautiful, sophisticated, and charming, he'd been looking
for something more. "I thought it might be interesting if I married a woman I
loved."
Michael snorted with displeasure. "Love is overrated. If you are to one day
be king, you can't wait around for sentimental foolishness. If I'd had my way, I
would have chosen a woman for you a long time ago, but your mother indulges you
and she insisted I give you time to find your own wife."
Nicholas bit back an angry retort. When his father had told him he had a year
to marry, it hadn't sounded like an indulgence, it had been a royal dictate — as
had most of his father's words to him over the years.
And as usual, Nicholas's first instinct was to rebel. He drew a deep breath.
"Father, I have tried —"
"Not enough," King Michael said. "A wife gives a man an aura of stability and
if you are not married by your 30th birthday, then I will not allow you to
succeed the throne."
Nicholas wanted to protest the three-week deadline, tell his father it was a
ridiculous ultimatum, but he knew it was useless.
King Michael rose from his chair and looked at his watch. "You'd better get
dressed — the ball starts in an hour. Royalty from a dozen countries will be in
attendance, surely you can find a woman that will make an appropriate princess."
Without another word, the king swept out of the room. As always, after a talk
with his father, frustration gnawed at Nicholas.
He knew his father was right. It was time…past time that he chose a wife. He
picked up his dress jacket and ran his thumb across the embroidered family crest
on the lapel.
Besides, he'd spent the past year searching for love and had found it
elusive. His father was right. Love was nothing more than sentimental
foolishness. It was time to put aside such foolishness. It was time to do his
duty. Time to choose a wife.
* * *
He knew the moment he saw her that she was the one. Prince Nicholas watched
the dark-haired beauty from across the room. She stood by his cousin, Princess
Serena of Wynborough, and Serena's husband, Gabriel Morgan.
He moved across the polished dance floor toward her. As he approached, she
threw back her head and laughed at something Gabriel said and in her smile, in
her rich laughter, Nicholas made up his mind.
He stopped in front of the woman, bowed, and held out a hand. "May I have
this dance?"
Her brown eyes widened slightly as she nodded and smiled.
"Are you enjoying your visit to Wynborough?" he asked, noting that she
smelled as sweet as she looked.
"Very much, although I'm finding things quite different here from my home in
Brookville, Iowa." Again she offered him a shy smile. "I know you're the Prince
of Edenbourg, but I'm afraid I'm not exactly sure where Edenbourg is."
Nicholas smiled, finding her confession charming." A long way from Wynborough.
Edenbourg is in Eastern Europe."
"Have you visited here often? I understand you're Serena's first cousin."
"Actually, this is my first visit. Our families have not been close, although
I enjoyed a long lunch with Serena yesterday." And throughout that lunch, Serena
had spoken quite highly of her husband's relative, Rebecca Baxter. Now Nicholas
tried to remember what his cousin had said about the lovely woman he held in his
arms.
They spoke no more through the course of the dance. Nicholas's father's words
rang in his ears. Time to find a bride. And why not the woman in his arms?
Rebecca appealed to him more than any of the women he'd dated over the past
year. That she was an American, and a commoner to boot, would irritate his
father, but that only made her more desirable as far as Nicholas was concerned.
Lust at first sight might make the best reason for marriage after all.
When the dance ended, Nicholas escorted her over to where his father stood.
The King raised an eyebrow and Nicholas nodded.
So there would be no mistaking his intentions, he acted on an ancient custom.
Reaching out to a nearby floral arrangement, he plucked out a flower, kissed it,
and then tucked it behind Rebecca's left ear. "May I present Rebecca Baxter."
The king kissed Rebecca first on one cheek, then on the other. "May this
union be blessed with many heirs," he replied in their native language,
following the custom.
Rebecca smiled blankly, but as the king's words were repeated and swept
around the room, a cheer went up. "What's going on?" she asked curiously.
He smiled. "My father has officially pronounced that he accepts our
betrothal. You are to be my wife and the next Princess of Edenbourg."
Chapter Two
Smoothly he took her by the elbow and led her toward an enormous set of
French doors that allowed entry to an enclosed garden. As they made their way
across the room, they were greeted with congratulatory murmurs that to Rebecca
sounded colored with disbelief.
He didn't speak until they were alone on a bench amid a profusion of fragrant
roses. "There is no joke. You have officially been proclaimed my intended wife,
and we'll marry in three weeks' time."
"But, that's crazy," Rebecca exclaimed. "I can't marry you. We don't even
know each other." She stared at Nicholas, her heart beating wildly.
Prince Nicholas Stanbury was handsome to a fault, but she also knew he had a
reputation as a womanizer. His name had been linked in the tabloids with
actresses and models. A different woman each week.
"My mother and father didn't meet until the day of their wedding. We have
three weeks to get to know each other." He smiled, a charming smile that shot
heat through her. "I am to marry by my 30th birthday or lose my right to succeed
my father. In three weeks and one day, I turn 30, so I find a wife necessary."
"That's nice, but I don't find a husband necessary," she retorted, and
wondered wildly if they still beheaded recalcitrant women in this part of the
world. "Besides, I don't love you."
"Marriage isn't about love," he replied softly, his gaze not quite meeting
hers. "I'm offering you what hundreds of women would sell their soul for…a fairy
tale life. As my wife you'll enjoy a beautiful castle, expensive clothing,
exquisite jewels and all I ask in return is that you give me an heir."
Rebecca was appalled by his cool recitation of a loveless marriage. "If there
are hundreds of women who want a marriage with you and the lifestyle you're
offering, then I suggest you find one of them." She stood. The man was gorgeous,
but he was obviously clueless when it came to matters of the heart.
He stood as well and took her hand in his. Despite the fact she wanted
nothing to do with his offer of marriage, she couldn't halt the heat that raced
up her arm at his touch. "But, I don't want any of those other women as my wife.
I want you."
She pulled her hand from his. "We don't always get everything we want."
He grinned, a challenging smile that danced in the dark depths of his eyes.
"I do."
Chapter Three
It had been four years since Rebecca's sister, Gabriel's wife LeAnn, had died
in a tragic bank robbery gone wrong. After the funeral, Rebecca and Gabe had
lost track of each other. They'd made contact again when Gabe had invited
Rebecca to his and Serena's wedding, but Rebecca had been unable to attend. Then
Gabe had learned about her mother's death and convinced her she needed a break
and invited her to Wynborough for the anniversary celebration of the coronation
of Serena's father, King Phillip.
Rebecca spied the flower on her nightstand, the same flower Nicholas had
tucked behind her ear to proclaim their engagement. Her heart stepped up its
rhythm as she thought of the handsome prince. A prince had made her his fiancйe.
It would be like a romantic dream, if she loved Nicholas…if he loved her.
A knock on her door pulled her from her thoughts. "Come in," she called.
"Good morning," Serena said as she entered.
Rebecca smiled at the red-haired princess. In the brief time she'd been in
Wynborough, she'd developed a friendship with Serena. "I'm not sure if it's a
good morning or not."
Serena sat on the edge of the bed. "It was an exciting evening, that's for
sure."
Rebecca sat up. "I was just lying here wondering if it was all a dream.
Yesterday I was an unemployed schoolteacher taking her first trip outside the
United States. Today I'm betrothed to a prince I don't even know." She looked at
Serena desperately. "How do I get out of this? I don't want to do anything that
might cause an international incident!"
Serena laughed, then sobered and gazed at Rebecca thoughtfully. "If I were
you, I'd go along with the engagement for several days, but tell Nicholas of
your intention not to marry him. It's important that it appears he's the one who
changes his mind. He'll want to save face with the public."
Rebecca nodded, trusting that Serena knew best how to handle issues
concerning royalty.
Serena stood, a worried frown etched into her forehead. "Just don't let him
hurt you. Nicholas is quite a charmer, but I don't think his heart has ever been
touched. Be careful with your own heart."
Rebecca smiled. "Don't worry about me. I'm not about to be taken in by what
he's offering." She looked at the flower on the nightstand, then back to Serena.
"I'm glad Gabe found you. I'm so glad he found happiness."
"I'm the one who is happy." Serena's face positively glowed. "Gabe is my
heart, my love, my very soul mate."
And that's exactly what Rebecca wanted for herself. Love. And that was the
one thing Prince Nicholas wasn't offering.
Chapter Four
Marriages were made, as his father and mother's had been, for a variety of
pragmatic reasons, not because of some wild, crazy magic that might exist
between two people.
As Nicholas sat in Gabe and Serena's living room waiting for Rebecca to join
him, he thought of what he knew about Rebecca. She was 25 years old, an
unemployed schoolteacher who had spent the past year caring for an ailing mother
who had passed away a month before.
She had one charge card she rarely used, a seven-year-old car, and owned no
property. Her reputation was sterling and he knew many of his countrymen would
find her modest background charming.
He knew everything about her that could be learned through public records,
but there was much he didn't know, and he was surprised to realize he was
looking forward to spending time with her. He smiled as he recalled her
laughter. He hoped he could make her laugh today.
"Rebecca will be down in just a minute," Gabe said as he reentered the room.
"Good. I'm looking forward to spending the day in her company." He offered
Gabe a friendly smile, but the tall, dark-haired man didn't return it.
"You know Rebecca is my sister-in-law from my previous marriage," Gabe said.
Nicholas nodded. He knew Gabe's first wife had died tragically and after her
death, Gabe had come to Wynborough and gotten a position as a royal bodyguard.
According to the rumors, Serena and Gabe had fallen madly in love. But, Nicholas
now suspected Serena's father, King Phillip, had made some sort of a business
arrangement with the bodyguard. Nicholas wasn't sure what the king had promised
Gabe, but he knew King Phillip was pleased to have his willful, adventurous
daughter safely married. That was how royal marriages worked, he reminded
himself.
"I'm very fond of Rebecca," Gabe continued.
"And I'm sure I'll grow fond of her as well," Nicholas replied, noting that
his answer didn't ease the tension that emanated from Gabe.
"I don't want her hurt." Gabe glared at him.
"I have no intention of hurting her. I'm marrying her, not burying her,"
Nicholas protested with an uncomfortable laugh. He didn't understand why Gabe
wasn't thrilled that Nicholas was offering Rebecca a dream life as a princess.
"I'm just warning you," Gabe returned, his gaze intent on Nicholas. "If you
hurt her, you won't have to worry about succession rights or anything else."
Nicholas stared at Gabe in surprise and wondered for the first time if
perhaps he hadn't gotten in over his head with the lovely Rebecca Baxter.
Chapter Five
"Actually, I hate it," Rebecca replied perversely. She was more nervous than
she could remember. Nicholas was even more handsome this morning than he'd been
last night, and she'd have to be a stick of wood not to be affected by the force
of his smile.
I shouldn't even be here, she thought. I shouldn't spend a single moment
perpetuating this craziness. But, if she were honest with herself, she would
admit it was a heady experience. It was hard to believe that after a year of
taking care of her mother, her first date was with a prince who'd proposed to
her.
"I don't think I've ever met a woman who hated to shop," Nicholas said,
pulling Rebecca from her thoughts.
"Perhaps you've been seeing the wrong kind of women."
He laughed. He had a wonderful laugh, deep-bodied and genuine. "Perhaps
you're right," he agreed. "Still, I'd like to buy you something special to wear
tomorrow night. Something to commemorate our engagement."
"Tomorrow night?"
"The party at the Woodtowers' house. I understand the Woodtowers throw
wonderful parties."
Rebecca nodded, remembering Gabe mentioning something about the party.
"Please, I'd rather you not buy me anything. I'm only going along with this
engagement business for the next week so you can then tell everyone I was
entirely inappropriate."
"But, I don't find you inappropriate."
"You will," she said firmly. She gazed at him thoughtfully. "Why would your
father give you a deadline to marry?"
"Because my father likes to control people and things," he replied. "And I
will adhere to the deadline because I'll do whatever I must do for Edenbourg."
Their conversation ended as the limo pulled up at the curb in front of the
open-air market. Within minutes, Rebecca was walking beside Nicholas through the
marketplace. She had a feeling Nicholas was not only handsome, but headstrong as
well, and it was obvious he'd paid no mind to her warning that he needed to find
another fiancйe.
She certainly didn't want to be responsible for him losing the right to one
day be king of his country, but she wasn't willing to sacrifice herself and her
own dreams in the process.
"Prince Nicholas!"
Both Nicholas and Rebecca turned to see a man who was obviously from the
press advancing on them. "Could we get a picture of you and your intended?"
"No," Rebecca exclaimed in horror. She didn't want any part of this mock
engagement chronicled in the daily news.
"Certainly," Nicholas replied at the same time. "How about a picture of our
first kiss."
Before Rebecca could protest or knew what was happening, Nicholas's lips
descended toward hers.
Chapter Six
Reluctantly, he broke the kiss, vaguely aware of the reporter scurrying away.
Rebecca's brown eyes were luminous, and Nicholas wondered how they would look
while he made love to her. The thought stirred his blood.
"You shouldn't have done that," she said, her cheeks a becoming pink.
"Actually, I was just considering repeating the experience," he replied.
She took a step away from him, her eyes flashing with a touch of anger.
"Don't you dare," she exclaimed. "You're only making things worse. I am not
marrying you."
Quickly he followed behind her as she walked toward a flower booth. She
intrigued him. It had never entered his mind that any woman wouldn't jump at the
opportunity he was offering — the opportunity to eventually be queen of a
beautiful kingdom.
He knew without a doubt that any of the women he'd dated before would have
married him in an instant. So, what was going on with Rebecca Baxter? Was she
simply playing hard to get, or did she truly intend to turn him down?
He hurried to catch up with her, noting how pretty she looked as she bent
forward to smell a brilliant red blossom.
"You like flowers?" he asked.
"I love them." She flashed him a smile that created a pleasant warmth in his
stomach. "I particularly love gardening." They walked on, leaving the flower
display behind.
"What else do you like?" he asked curiously.
"I like all kinds of things: pepperoni pizza, working with children, watching
a sunset." Her brown eyes gazed at him curiously. "What about you?"
He frowned thoughtfully. "I like touring my country, visiting with the
people, and representing their interests to the rest of the world." He thought
of the official dinners, the formal dances and meetings that took up much of his
time. He spent a lot of time dating, feeding the tabloids and scandal sheets
because he knew it angered his father, but he couldn't actually say he enjoyed
it. "It isn't necessary that we enjoy the same things," he said firmly.
She eyed him in disbelief. "But, it is." She shook her head and continued,
"and this is a pointless conversation because I have no intention of marrying
you. One week, Nicholas, I told you I'd go along with this farce for one week,
then you will tell the press I was inappropriate and you can choose another
woman to be your bride." She turned and walked away.
Nicholas hurried after her, wondering how in the devil he could change her
mind in seven days, wondering why it was suddenly so important that he change
her mind!
Chapter Seven
Nicholas had returned her to Gabe and Serena's by midafternoon, and the
floral deliveries had started almost immediately.
"A bit extravagant, but sweet," Serena exclaimed as she surveyed the floral
wonderland of Rebecca's bedroom.
"Sweet?" Rebecca stared at Serena in disbelief. "The man is a lunatic. He's
obviously trying to buy me and it's not going to work. He doesn't understand the
meaning of no, has probably never been told no in his life. He's extravagant and
spoiled."
"The spoiled prince is waiting for you in the foyer," Serena announced with a
grin.
"Good. I intend to give him a piece of my mind." Rebecca left her bedroom,
anger coursing through her. Thank goodness she hadn't told him she loved
animals, otherwise there would be an entire zoo in Gabe and Serena's house.
Her anger dissipated somewhat as she stepped into the foyer and Nicholas
greeted her with a wide grin. He looked so handsome, with his eyes gleaming with
pleasure and his lips curved into an expectant smile. "You are pleased?"
"No, I'm not pleased," she replied curtly.
"But, you said you liked flowers." His smile fell away, replaced by
bewilderment.
Rebecca was unable to sustain her anger as she realized he had truly meant to
please her and was clueless about why she wasn't delighted.
"Nicholas, I said I love flowers, but I also said I love gardening."
"When we are married, you may spend all your free time gardening," he
exclaimed.
Rebecca sighed. "We come from two very different worlds. I'd rather be a
schoolteacher in Iowa than a princess in a loveless marriage."
"Perhaps I should have sent jewelry instead of flowers," he mused, more to
himself than to her. "I thought you wanted flowers."
He didn't get it. He simply didn't get it, Rebecca realized. He was so
accustomed to buying what he wanted, getting what he desired. He didn't
understand she could only be won over with love.
"Come with me," she said suddenly and grabbed him by the hand.
"Where are we going?" he asked as she pulled him out the front door.
"The flowers you sent showed me a lot about your world. Now I'm going to show
you a little about mine."
Chapter Eight
He didn't understand why the flowers hadn't pleased her. The huge
arrangements certainly would have pleased any of the women he'd dated in the
past.
As Rebecca led him around the side of the country manor, Nicholas noted how
the sunlight danced in her dark hair, causing reddish highlights to flirt and
dance. His fingers itched to wrap themselves in the silky strands.
She took him to the greenhouse and as they entered, she released his hand and
gestured to the plants and flowers surrounding them. "This is the kind of flower
I like — growing, living flowers." She tilted her head and gazed at him
curiously. "Have you ever planted a flower?"
She looked so charming that he wished he could tell her yes, but he wasn't
going to lie. "Never. We have gardeners for that."
"There is nothing better than getting your hands dirty." She grabbed a spade
and knelt down at a bed where pots of various flowers sat waiting to be planted.
For a moment he stared at her in surprise, then he knelt beside her and within
minutes they were covered with mud to their elbows.
Nicholas had to admit there was something sensuous and evocative about
planting, but he wasn't sure if it was the warmth and texture of the mud on his
fingers, or the utter pleasure that lit Rebecca's features.
"I've always believed marriage is sort of like planting flowers. It isn't
enough just to plant them. To flourish, you have to nurture them."
He considered her words with interest. "I might have believed that once, but
now I know marriage is simply a duty that must be fulfilled."
She gazed at him sadly. "And if that's why you marry, then you will never
know real happiness."
Nicholas found the conversation strangely unsettling.
She seemed to sense his discomfort and laughed suddenly. It had been that
wonderfully musical laugh and the sparkle in her eyes that had made him choose
her, and he found himself grinning at her in response. "What is so funny?"
"If only your subjects could see you now. His Royal Highness with his face
streaked with mud."
"Where?" Without thinking he touched his face with his muddy fingers. Again
she laughed, and the music of her laughter soared through him.
"Your face is dirty, too." He reached out and smeared mud across her cheek.
She looked at him in astonishment, then dissolved into laughter.
Nicholas didn't know anything about love, but at that moment all he knew was
that he wanted nothing more than to gather Rebecca into his arms and kiss her
with the passion that was growing inside him.
He decided not to fight the impulse, but rather to give in to it.
Chapter Nine
The moment his lips touched hers, she knew this kiss was far different. There
was nobody in the greenhouse except the two of them, no reason for him to kiss
her other than because he wanted to.
His mouth plied hers with intense heat as he pulled her tightly against his
hard-muscled chest. Rebecca's head spun dizzily beneath the strong sensual
assault and although she knew she should step away, her body refused to listen
to the mental command.
She needed the kiss to stop, needed to catch her breath and regain her
equilibrium, yet she wanted the kiss to last forever.
He deepened the kiss with his tongue and at the same time his arms pulled her
even closer against him. She was aware of a thundering heartbeat, but couldn't
discern if it was his heart or her own.
His hands moved up her back and tangled in her hair and Rebecca knew it had
to be her heart pounding so loudly as she responded to her own growing need.
Being held in his arms, being kissed by him made her heart's desire seem
attainable. And her heart's desire had nothing to do with becoming a princess or
a queen, but rather with loving and being loved by a very special man.
Rebecca felt Nicholas's reluctance as he ended the kiss. As he gazed at her,
his dark eyes sparked with the flames of desire and Rebecca felt the fire in the
pit of her stomach.
"I hope it takes a while for you to give me an heir," he whispered. "The
longer it takes, the more we'll have to try."
His words effectively doused the fire within Rebecca, reminding her exactly
what he was offering her in marriage and what he would expect in return.
She opened her mouth to protest his statement, to remind him that she had no
intention of marrying him, but he held up a hand to still her.
He smiled and touched her cheek softly. "I cannot have a serious conversation
with a woman who has mud smeared on her cheek. Come," he grabbed her hand.
"Let's go clean up."
With his hand around hers, and her cheek burning from the tenderness of his
touch, Rebecca realized she had to be strong. She'd promised him a week of the
mock engagement and she would give him a week.
But, she had to be careful because when he gifted her with his warm, charming
smile, when he touched her in the most simple fashion, he stirred emotions
Rebecca knew could only lead to her own heartache.
Chapter Ten
The Woodtowers' ball was in full swing. Charles and Edie Woodtower were
personal friends of King Phillip and Queen Gabriella and no expense had been
spared in this celebratory party thrown in their honor.
The ballroom itself was splendidly opulent, with gilded molding and enormous
crystal chandeliers. An orchestra played from its position on a large balcony,
the soft music providing a pleasant backdrop without hindering conversation. She
and Nicholas were in a small alcove that provided an excellent view of the
ballroom.
Nicholas frowned. "I've never liked blondes."
Rebecca grinned at him. "That's not what the
Daily Reader says about
you."
Nicholas laughed. "You mustn't believe everything you read in the papers."
"They call you the Playboy Prince." There was a touch of censure in her voice
and her dark eyes gazed at him soberly.
"I enjoy being seen with beautiful women." He shrugged, slightly embarrassed
by the playboy image he'd cultivated as part of a perverse rebellion against his
father. He smiled at her. "And tonight is no exception. You look stunning."
And she did. Clad in a cream-colored gown that complemented her dark coloring
and displayed her curves, she outshone every other woman in the room. Her hair
was pulled up, exposing a long, graceful neck, and her makeup subtly enhanced
her pretty features.
She blushed at his compliment. "Thank you." As the blush faded from her
cheeks, her gaze swept the room once again. "If you don't like blondes, there
are several attractive brunettes here and I'm sure any one of them would make an
appropriate princess for you."
"It is completely inappropriate for my fiancйe to be matchmaking for me,"
Nicholas replied.
"Somebody has to do it." She studied him and wondered if she was being
foolish in resisting his appeal. "You have less than three weeks to marry."
"I will marry before my birthday," he assured her. "I have spent my whole
life being groomed to be the next King of Edenbourg. That is my destiny."
"Then why haven't you married before now?" She gazed at him curiously. "You
said your father gave you a year. Why have you waited until the last possible
moment?"
Nicholas hesitated before replying, unsure what the real answer was. He knew
part of the reason had been because he hadn't wanted to believe his father would
really force his hand in such a manner. Even more he didn't want to confess that
he'd been searching for something…something he couldn't define. Whatever it had
been, he hadn't found it.
He smiled. "I waited because I hadn't yet met you."
Rebecca shook her head and eyed him in disbelief. "I think instead of the
Playboy Prince, the papers should have dubbed you the Prince of Baloney."
He looked at her in surprise. He couldn't remember a woman ever talking to
him so irreverently.
"What about dreams, Nicholas?" she asked. "What are your dreams for
yourself?"
"I want to be a fair and merciful king. I dream of peace and prosperity for
Edenbourg."
Her rich, caramel-colored eyes gazed at him thoughtfully. "Those are the
dreams of a king. What are your dreams, your hopes for yourself as a man?"
Nicholas frowned thoughtfully. Dreams? His frown deepened. "I don't know," he
finally replied. "I don't know that I have any."
Rebecca nodded, as if his answer didn't surprise her. "Aside from the fact
that we don't love each other, we are fundamentally far too different to make a
successful marriage. I could never marry a man who has no dreams, and that's one
of the reasons I would never marry you."
Chapter Eleven
"Name some," she demanded.
He grinned, finding the sparkle in her eyes and the challenge in her tone
intoxicating. "My own parents are a perfect example. Theirs was an arranged
marriage for political reasons and they've been together for over 30 years. They
have their own interests and their own responsibilities and friends and it has
worked for them."
She frowned, an adorable wrinkle appearing across her forehead. "Shall we
dance?" he asked as the orchestra began to play.
She nodded her assent and he took her hand and led her toward the dance
floor. "There's also Victor and Sara Thorton," he said as he embraced her and
they began to move to the rhythm of the music.
She fit perfectly in his arms and her sweet fragrance filled his senses. He
couldn't remember the last time he'd been so physically attracted to a woman.
Rebecca wasn't the prettiest woman he'd ever been involved with, but something
about her drew him as no other woman had ever done.
"You were telling me about the Thortons," she said, pulling him from his
inner contemplation.
"Yes, he's the Grand Duke of Thortonburg and he married Sara years ago for
duty rather than for love. I'd introduce you to them, but they left rather
abruptly from the coronation celebration. There are rumors of trouble in
Thortonburg. Anyway, both of those marriage have been tremendously successful."
"But, Nicholas, I don't want a successful marriage. I want a marriage like my
parents had," she said. Her eyes took on a dreamy cast and Nicholas tightened
his arm around her back, wishing it was he that evoked such a look on her face.
"They were happy?" he asked.
"More than happy. They were more than just husband and wife. They were best
friends, passionate lovers, and utterly devoted to one another. They were truly
soul mates."
"And that's your dream?"
She nodded, her eyes still luminous. "I want my husband to be my lover, my
companion, the keeper of my dreams, and my solace when dreams fall through. I
want a family of happy children raised with laughter and love, children who grow
up seeing the love and respect their parents have for one another." She blushed.
"I'm sorry, I guess I'm rambling."
"Don't apologize," he protested. For a few moments they continued to dance
without speaking. Nicholas pulled her closer against him, wondering how it was
possible he'd begun the night with no dreams and now wanted her dreams to be
his.
Chapter Twelve
Rebecca smiled as memories assailed her. "Every anniversary, my father would
buy my mother a little trinket from a different country. One year it was a
package of Russian tea, the next a bell from Holland."
"My mother always gets a new diamond of some sort from my father on their
anniversary," Nicholas said.
Rebecca smiled, trying to ignore how utterly handsome Nicholas looked in his
formal dress. "Daddy couldn't afford diamonds. But, he'd promised mother the
world and so each year he gave her a memento of some far away place."
"What did your mother and father do for a living?"
Rebecca sat on one of the wrought-iron benches that decorated the balcony.
Nicholas joined her, his thigh warm against hers as they sat side by side.
"Daddy was a simple man, a car mechanic and mother was a schoolteacher. He met
her when she took her car in for repairs and three months later they married.
Their love for each other filled our house every day."
Nicholas frowned. "I know my parents respect one another, but they spend very
little time together."
"When I marry, my husband and I will spend lots of time together," Rebecca
said fervently. "We'll share meals and our bed, we'll share our hopes and
dreams. We'll even argue occasionally, but we'll always make up and our love
will simply grow stronger with each passing day."
She looked at Nicholas. "That's what I want from marriage, what my parents
had." She felt the burn of unexpected tears. "And had they lived long enough, my
father would have given my mother the entire world." She swiped the tears that
had begun to fall. "I'm sorry," she said and forced a small laugh to hide her
embarrassment.
"Don't be," he murmured softly.
"It's just — my father died a year ago of a heart attack, and before I had a
chance to mourn for him, my mother became terminally ill. She passed away a
month ago." To her horror, as much as she tried to suppress her tears, it was
useless.
He gathered her into his arms and she went willingly, grief for her parents
welling up inside her.
She pressed her face into the front of his shirt as he stroked her hair
tenderly. Even as the tears flowed, she was intensely aware of the strength of
Nicholas's arms around her, the attractive masculine scent of him.
"Sweet Rebecca," he murmured. "Try not to grieve for your parents. Just
think, now they have all of eternity to spend together."
In his sweet words, in the tenderness of his embrace, Rebecca knew she was
treading on dangerous ground. She was vulnerable to the fantasy he held out.
After the dreadful year she'd just spent, it would be far too easy to fall into
the fairy tale of becoming a princess in an exotic, foreign land.
Yes, she was vulnerable, and if she weren't very careful, she'd fall in love
with the Playboy Prince who appeared to know nothing about love.
Chapter Thirteen
"I love children," she replied. "That's why I became a teacher. When I was
younger I told my mother I wanted at least a dozen of my own."
"A dozen? Then you definitely would need a castle to hold all of them."
She laughed, that musical laughter that affected Nicholas deep in the pit of
his stomach. "Or an old two-story rambling farmhouse."
Nicholas watched her as she looked at the playing children. He found her face
utterly fascinating, full of expression and animation.
Two nights ago he'd held her while she cried over her parents and her grief
had resonated deep inside him. Since that night they seemed to have become more
comfortable with one another.
She turned to him suddenly. "If you weren't a prince, what would you want to
be?" she asked.
They continued their stroll through the tree-lined sidewalks of the park.
"Oh, I don't know." He grinned at her. "Perhaps a farmer with a two-story
rambling farmhouse perfect for a dozen children."
She nudged him in his side and laughed. "I'm being serious."
This was one of the things he enjoyed about her. She challenged him, made him
think of things he'd never thought of before. "I don't know — it's difficult to
think about options when you've been raised all your life for the role you will
undertake." He smiled at her. "What about you? What would you have been if not a
teacher?"
She shrugged and a light breeze caused her hair to dance bewitchingly on her
shoulders. "Maybe a social worker. I like people as much as I like children."
"And that will make you a perfect princess," Nicholas said.
"Nicholas, the only reason I agreed to spend the last few days with you is
because Serena told me it would be better if you made an announcement to the
press that you'd dumped me instead of me dumping you."
"But, I'm not dumping you."
"Nicholas — you aren't listening to me." Her eyes flashed with anger.
"You have a temper," he said in surprise.
"Yes, I have a temper, and I probably sometimes chew with my mouth open. I
eat crackers in bed and if there are more than two forks next to my plate I
don't know for sure which one to use. Face it, Nicholas, I'm not princess
material."
For the first time Nicholas wondered if he'd jumped too fast, if maybe she
was right and this was all a big mistake.
Had he only chosen her because of the fight with his father? Because he knew
his father would disapprove but would be unable to do anything about it?
"Ah, I see I've made you think." She laughed suddenly and in that sweet sound
of her laughter, in the sparkle of her eyes, any doubts Nicholas momentarily
entertained disappeared.
"I'm only wondering how difficult it is to sleep on cracker crumbs," he
replied.
She started to speak again, but he stilled her by placing a finger on her
lips. "You know, most women would think what I'm offering you is a magical fairy
tale."
"But I know better," she replied. "It isn't a fairy tale at all."
"Why not?" he asked curiously.
Her eyes lost their sparkle of laughter and instead became somber. "Because
everyone knows fairy tales always end happily-ever-after and we aren't going to
have that ending."
Chapter Fourteen
Rebecca nodded. "I gave him a week and the time is up. That gives him two
weeks before his birthday to find an appropriate bride." Rebecca tried to ignore
the ache that shot through her heart.
The past week had been like a dream. She and Nicholas had spent nearly every
waking hour together. They'd taken long drives into the country, eaten at
wonderful restaurants, and walked through Wynborough's many parks.
Rebecca had accepted each day as an exciting gift, like a reward after a
particularly heartrending, difficult year. It had been easy to get caught up in
the fantasy of it all. But now it was time for a dose of reality. And reality
was that Nicholas didn't love her.
With each day that passed, Nicholas seemed to open up a bit more, revealing
pieces of himself that she suspected he'd never shared with anyone else. As he'd
spoken of his childhood, she'd gotten the impression of a spoiled, indulged, but
lonely, child who saw more of his nursemaid than of his parents. It was no
wonder Nicholas didn't understand love. He'd had plenty of duty, of
responsibility, plenty of pomp and circumstance in his life, but very little
love.
"So, what do you have planned for your swan song as Nicholas's intended
bride?" Serena asked, pulling Rebecca from her thoughts.
"I'm not sure. Nicholas told me to be ready at noon and that he had a
surprise for me." Rebecca took a sip of her coffee, then sighed. "It's been a
wonderful week."
"It doesn't have to end," Serena said.
"Of course it does," Rebecca countered. She wrapped her fingers around her
coffee mug, then looked at Serena once again. "I'm afraid if I don't stop seeing
him then I'm going to do something incredibly stupid."
"Like what?"
"Like fall in love with him," Rebecca whispered.
"Would that be so terrible?"
"Yes." Once again Rebecca focused her gaze on the coffee in her mug.
"Nicholas is charming, and sexy and handsome. He's obviously well educated and
has a wonderful sense of humor."
"But…?" Serena prompted.
"But, he didn't choose me as his fiancйe because he loves me. I'm not even
sure he's capable of loving the way I want to be loved." Rebecca reached across
the expanse of table and grabbed Serena's hand.
"I want a man who looks at me like Gabe looks at you," she exclaimed
fervently. "I need a man who needs me, one who wants to share my thoughts, my
life, my dreams."
"So, what are you going to do?" Serena asked softly and squeezed Rebecca's
hand.
"Tell Nicholas goodbye." The words caused an ache to sweep through Rebecca.
Chapter Fifteen
She looked lovely, clad in a caramel-colored silk dress that perfectly
matched her eyes. Tiny gold studs shone in her ears and her hair fell in soft
waves to her shoulders.
Nicholas's fingers itched with the desire to tangle in its glorious
silkiness. He longed to capture one of her ear lobes in his mouth, then rain
kisses down the length of her gorgeous neck. He tried desperately to focus on
the conversation and not his growing desire for her.
"But, I don't want to stop seeing you," he protested, wondering why the right
words came so easily to him in political matters, but with so much difficulty
when dealing with Rebecca. He sounded like a petulant child, and that irritated
him.
The two of them were seated in a private dining room in a popular but
expensive restaurant. The room was conducive to romance, complete with fresh-cut
flowers, candlelight, and soft music wafting in the air.
When Rebecca had told Nicholas she only meant to be his fiancйe for a week,
he'd been confident by the time the week was over he would have changed her
mind. Now, for the first time, he felt an edge of panic rise up inside him as he
realized she apparently intended to stick to her word.
"I want to spend more time with you." The moment the words left his lips, he
recognized the truth in them.
"We'd only be putting off the inevitable," she replied, her gaze refusing to
meet his.
For a moment an alien helplessness swept through him. He could command the
cook fix his favorite meal; he could demand his housekeeper repolish a spoon or
glass, but he could neither command nor demand that Rebecca give him more time.
"Nicholas, I know nothing about your country, nothing about the customs, the
people of Edenbourg."
He smiled teasingly, wishing to pull an answering smile from her. "Then, I'll
get you some travel brochures to study."
She sighed, obviously irritated by his response.
He reached across the table and took her hand. He loved her hands…so soft and
feminine. Strange, that he couldn't remember the hands of any other woman he'd
dated.
"Rebecca, this past week with you has only proven to me how well a marriage
between us would work. We are well suited to one another. You please me," he
confessed.
She pulled her hand from his. "But have you considered that you might not
please me?"
He looked at her in stunned surprise. "You don't like me?"
Again she sighed, her gaze not meeting his. "I like you just fine." She
looked at him. "But I won't love you."
"That isn't necessary for a successful marriage between us." Although he said
the words, he was surprised to feel a renewed sense of panic well up inside him.
He reached into his pocket, knowing that if anything could make her change her
mind, his gift would.
He withdrew a small, blue velvet box.
Her eyes widened and he saw the protest forming on her lips. He quickly
opened the jewelry box and exposed what it contained.
Chapter Sixteen
Nicholas relaxed as he saw the awe on her face. It was one thing to turn down
a proposal, quite another to turn away from a flawless four-carat diamond
engagement ring. Rebecca wasn't so very different from the other women he'd
dated after all.
He took the ring from its velvety bed and slipped it onto her finger. "A
perfect fit. It's an omen." He raised her hand to his lips and kissed her.
"Rebecca, please wear the ring, be my bride." His heart thudded with a strange,
unnatural rhythm and he realized he was holding his breath as he waited for her
reply.
She held her hand up, allowing the diamond to catch and reflect the
candlelight. It sparkled and glowed as if with promise and Nicholas felt that
promise in his heart. She would say yes. She had to say yes.
His heart plunged to the floor when she shook her head and pulled the ring
from her finger. "It's gorgeous. A ring for a princess, but I can't wear this
and we aren't getting married."
He watched dully as she placed the ring back into the velvet box. Funny, he
was filled with a strange elation that she was different from all the others.
But, the elation was tempered with alarm as he thought of living his life with
anyone else. He couldn't imagine any other woman as his wife. He wanted…he
needed Rebecca.
"I don't want to play games, Rebecca. Forget I'm a prince, forget about my
father's ultimatum." He leaned forward and gazed at her. "Let's spend a week
together just as a man and a woman enjoying one another's company. No
commitments, no pressures of any kind."
He saw the mulish stubbornness on her features and searched inside himself to
find the right words to change her mind. "Rebecca, in two weeks' time I return
to Edenbourg and continue my duties as heir to the throne. The position will
bring me tremendous joy, but with that joy comes pressures and enormous
responsibilities. I'd like to spend a week, not as a future king, but rather
simply as a man. I'd like to spend that time with the woman of my choice and
that woman is you."
He saw her indecision and pressed his advantage. "Look, I'm putting the ring
away and I won't say another word about marriage." He tucked the velvet box back
into his pocket.
"Oh, Nicholas, you make it very difficult for a woman to tell you no," she
finally said.
"Then don't say no."
"This is probably the most stupid mistake I've ever made in my life," she
murmured. "Okay…one more week."
Nicholas released a sigh of relief. One more week. Seven days. He had seven
days to figure out the way to Rebecca's heart.
Chapter Seventeen
Every single day for the next week, she savored the moments, capturing the
minutes in her memory, etching them in her mind and in her heart.
Nicholas introduced her to lobster Newburg and she introduced him to
pepperoni pizza. He took her horseback riding and she took him bowling. They
took carriage rides and visited museums. And each evening when he returned her
to Gabe and Serena's house, he kissed her until she was dizzy with desire,
aching with want.
She told herself that she'd have wonderful stories to tell her friends back
in Iowa…about the two weeks she'd been engaged to Prince Nicholas Stanbury of
Edenbourg. And at night, in her lonely bed, she'd have plenty of tears to shed
over the future king…the man she loved.
She and Nicholas now stood at Gabe and Serena's front door. It was almost
midnight and the two weeks were up. The moon overhead was full, spilling
illumination that played on Nicholas's handsome features.
"Rebecca, I know I promised I wouldn't speak of it again, but I lied." His
gaze bore into hers intently. "Marry me."
She shook her head. "I won't."
"Why not?" His voice held a soft appeal.
She couldn't tell him she wouldn't marry him because she loved him. If he
knew, it would give him power over her and she was afraid he'd use that power to
convince her to marry him. And that would be the mistake of a lifetime.
She answered his question with a question of her own. "Why did you choose
me…that night at the ball? The room was filled with dozens of women. Why me?"
For a long moment, he stared up at the moon, as if the answer to her question
might be found in the silvery globe. "I'm not sure." He looked at her again and
in his eyes she saw confusion. "When I looked at you, something happened. The
moment I saw you laugh I knew without doubt that you were the one I wanted."
He pulled her into his embrace. "And nothing has changed my mind since that
night." His lips touched hers in a kiss of aching sweetness.
She held herself stiff, unyielding, but as his tongue touched the tip of
hers, and he pulled her more tightly against him, she gave in to the magic, the
passion.
"Rebecca…Rebecca…" he murmured as his lips left her mouth and traveled down
the length of her neck. His light, nipping kisses sparked flames of heat
wherever his mouth touched. "I want you. I need you. Marry me."
Reluctantly, heart aching, she stepped from his embrace. "Goodbye Nicholas."
She grabbed the doorknob to enter the house.
"Rebecca, wait—" In the moonlight that spilled down she turned back to face
him, surprised to see what looked like sheer panic in his gaze. "If you don't
marry me, then I won't marry at all. I will forfeit my right to succeed the
throne of my country."
Chapter Eighteen
"It isn't nonsense. If you don't marry me then there will be no wedding and I
will never be King of Edenbourg."
He looked perfectly serious, but Rebecca refused to believe his words. "I
don't believe you. You've been groomed to be king all your life. If you don't
marry, your father will back down on his ultimatum."
He smiled without humor. "You don't know my father. He would rather stripe me
of my right to succeed than give in on one of his ultimatums."
He drew a deep breath and raked a hand through his thick dark hair. "Two
weeks ago any woman would have satisfied me. I had resigned myself to a marriage
where my wife and I would live rather separately. We would be polite and civil
to one another. She would give me the required heir and I would give her jewelry
and expensive houses to keep her happy."
He placed his hands on Rebecca's shoulders, his gaze capturing hers with
intensity. "These last two weeks with you have shown me what marriage can be. I
like being with you, talking to you. We could have a marriage of companionship,
of laughter—" his eyes darkened "—of passion."
Oh, it would be so easy to fall into the promise of his words, to give her
fairy tale a happy ending, but there was one thing Nicholas hadn't said. He
hadn't said the marriage would be filled with love.
He hadn't said he loved her.
"Goodbye, Nicholas." Before he could say another word, before he could say
anything, do anything to weaken her resolve, she slipped through the door and
left him standing on the porch.
She was grateful Gabe and Serena were in bed and she managed to get to her
room before the hot tears flowed.
This trip to Wynborough had been intended to be a lighthearted vacation after
the year taking care of her mother and an opportunity to renew the bonds of
family with Gabe. It wasn't supposed to be about heartache.
She undressed and got into bed, tears still tracking down her cheeks.
Nicholas. Her heart cried out his name. It would be so easy to fall into the
fantasy, allow herself to become his bride. But she was so afraid she'd be
sacrificing her own dreams of love in the process. Loving Nicholas simply wasn't
enough if he didn't love her.
Swiping the tears from her cheeks, she rolled over on her back and stared at
the moonlight patterns that splashed the ceiling.
"If you don't marry me then there will be no wedding and I will never be King
of Edenbourg." His words haunted her.
Surely he'd been bluffing. By tomorrow…the next day at the latest, there
would be a news story announcing Nicholas's new fiancйe.
"And they lived not happily ever after," Rebecca whispered, then turned her
head into her pillow and wept for what would never be.
Chapter Nineteen
"Not at the moment. I'm waiting for somebody," Nicholas replied.
The waitress, a blonde with breasts that nearly spilled out of her low-cut
uniform smiled saucily. "Sometimes we have things that aren't on the menu." She
winked and slid a piece of scrap paper toward him. "My phone number…just in case
you want to order а la carte."
Nicholas picked up the piece of paper and crumpled it into a ball. He wasn't
interested. He wasn't interested in anyone except Rebecca.
He took a sip of his wine and sighed in relief as he saw Gabe approach the
secluded table. He half rose, but Gabe motioned him down as he slid into the
chair opposite Nicholas.
"Nicholas." Gabe nodded a greeting.
"Thank you for agreeing to meet me," Nicholas said.
"I'm not sure why I'm here," Gabe confessed. "But I think I have an idea."
"Rebecca," Nicholas replied, as if that said it all.
Gabe nodded. "That's what I thought."
"It's been two days since I've seen her…spoken with her. I thought it best if
I give her some time to think."
"And what does this have to do with me?" Gabe asked.
"I need help," Nicholas confessed. "I need to convince Rebecca to marry me."
He twisted his napkin between his fingers. "You know Rebecca — tell me what I
need to do."
The waitress appeared at their table. Gabe ordered a meal, but Nicholas waved
her away. "I'm not hungry," he said.
"No appetite?" Gabe's dark brows rose. "Not sleeping well? Having difficulty
focusing?"
Nicholas looked at him in amazement. "Yes, all those. How did you know?"
Gabe grinned. "I've been there. It's called love, Nicholas."
"Love." Wonder flowed through Nicholas. But of course. Love for Rebecca
echoed in every chamber of his heart, flowed vibrantly through his veins. He
loved Rebecca Baxter and he didn't know what to do about it. He leaned forward.
"Gabe, you've got to help me. Make her marry me. I need her."
"I can't make Rebecca do anything," Gabe protested. "Have you told her how
you feel?"
"I told her I didn't want to marry anyone else. I told her we would have a
good marriage." Nicholas frowned. "I don't know what else to say to her."
"Have you told her you love her?"
Nicholas twisted the napkin once again. "No." He frowned thoughtfully. He
said those words a hundred times in his past to a hundred women because he'd
known it was what they wanted to hear. But, there had never been any real
emotion behind the words.
Again Gabe smiled. "Women are funny creatures, Nicholas. They don't want
implied. They need to hear the words."
"I hadn't said those words to her because my feelings for her transcend those
simple three words." Again wonder raced through Nicholas.
He'd been searching for love a long time — all the women he'd dated, all the
relationships he'd had. But, it had remained elusive. And when he'd given up the
notion, decided it was a foolish sentiment, it had reared up and slapped him in
the face.
"I love her," he said aloud and looked at Gabe in astonishment. He stood,
unable to sit another minute. "I'm sorry…I've got to go."
Gabe grinned. "I figured as much. Go on."
Nicholas raced from the restaurant, his heart pounding in his chest. He felt
more alive than he'd ever felt in his life, and his heart ached with love for
Rebecca.
It wasn't until he was halfway to Gabe and Serena's house that a dreadful
thought struck him. He loved Rebecca, but what if she didn't love him?
Chapter Twenty
An arrow of pleasure swept through Rebecca, but it left a spasm of pain in
its wake. She didn't want to see Nicholas, didn't want to have the same
arguments about marriage that had so often marked their days spent together.
"Rebecca?"
"Yes, I'll speak with him," she said. She at least owed him that, she told
herself.
She found him waiting for her in the living room. When she stepped into the
room, he advanced toward her, arms outstretched as if to embrace her.
She held up her hands to halt his progress. "Why are you here? What do you
want, Nicholas?"
Drat him for looking so achingly handsome and drat him for renewing her
heartache with his mere presence.
"I want you," he replied.
"We've been through all that," Rebecca replied wearily. "We've talked this
subject to death and there is nothing left to say. Nothing is going to change my
mind. You have four days…you should be making arrangements for your wedding."
Each and every word shot painful arrows through her heart. "Please go."
Before she could protest, he grabbed her by the shoulders. "I can't go yet.
Not until I tell you I love you. I love you, Rebecca. Now, please marry me."
The heartache that had claimed Rebecca's heart dissipated as a near-blinding
anger ripped through her. "How dare you!" she said unsteadily.
She jerked away from him, her anger building with each second that passed.
"How dare you tell me you love me just to get your own way."
"But —"
"You spent enough time with me, we talked enough that you discovered that
love is what I want and I won't settle for less. How convenient of you to tell
me
now that you love me."
"But it's the truth," he exclaimed with a touch of indignation.
"No, it's a shrewd manipulation to get what you want. Flowers didn't buy me,
jewelry didn't move me, so now you pull out the big guns."
"Rebecca, please…this isn't any sort of manipulation." He gazed at her, his
bewilderment radiating from his eyes. "I thought you'd be pleased. How can I
make you believe me? I love you."
He tried to reach for her again, but she evaded his attempt. "You can't make
me believe you," she retorted, appalled to feel the burning of tears.
If only she could believe him. But she didn't dare. He didn't know the first
thing about love.
She drew a deep breath. " Just go. I don't ever want to see you or talk to
you again." She turned and fled the room.
Chapter Twenty-One
How could he make her understand that?
He'd tried all his usual ways and they had failed…failed miserably because
Rebecca wasn't his usual type of woman. He played and replayed the moments spent
with her in his mind, and suddenly, hope renewed itself in him.
He raced out of Serena and Gabe's house and returned an hour later. "I must
speak with her one last time," he said to Serena when she allowed him entry.
Serena frowned. "I don't think she'll come downstairs."
"Then, I will go up." He headed for the stairs.
"Third door on the right," Serena called after him.
He found her stretched out on her bed, facedown. "Rebecca," he said softly.
"Go away." The pillow muffled her voice.
"I want to talk to you."
"I said, go away." She punctuated the demand by throwing a pillow toward him.
"Ah, you're showing your temper again."
She sat up, her eyes reddened from the tears she'd been shedding. The sight
of those tears hurt him, yet filled him with renewed hope. If she didn't care
about him, why was she crying?
"You told me once you could never fall in love with a man without dreams. At
that time I had no dreams, but I'm not the same man. You gave me a glimpse of
your dreams and somehow they became my own. I want what your parents had, a
marriage based on love, and I can only have that with you."
He waited a moment for her to say something, but she remained silent and he
continued. "I was a fool to think flowers or expensive baubles might change your
mind. That's the Stanbury tradition, and I think it's time I start a new
tradition…a tradition of love." He handed her a small gift box. "Go on, open
it."
She sat up and swung her legs over the edge of the bed. She opened the box to
reveal a cheap, tawdry key ring in the shape of a heart. On the back was a
sticker that read Made in Taiwan. She looked at Nicholas questioningly.
"I figured Taiwan was a good place to begin our journey of anniversaries
together. You know…keep your mother and father's tradition going."
She blinked once…twice…then stood and he reached for her. He held her close
and stroked the softness of her hair. "I thought my destiny was to be King of
Edenbourg, but I believe my true destiny is to spend my life loving you," he
said.
"Oh, Nicholas. I love you," Rebecca replied.
The words sang in his heart, danced on his soul and he kissed her with all
the love that was contained inside him.
"Rebecca, marry me. Put me out of my misery. I can't imagine my life without
you," he said when their kiss had ended.
"Yes," she replied, her eyes shining brighter than any gem he might possibly
buy. "Yes, I'll marry you."
Again they kissed…a kiss of promise, of passion, of love.
"What happens now?" she asked. "Do we find a justice of the peace so we can
get married before your father's deadline runs out?"
"No." He stroked a finger down the side of her cheek. "I don't want a
hurry-up wedding. I only intend to do this once in my life, and I want it done
right." He took her hand in his. "Come…we'll go talk to my father."
Chapter Twenty-Two
"And tell me why I should grant your request," he said. "Why should I extend
my deadline another month?"
"It took a year for me to find a woman I love with all my heart." Nicholas
looked at Rebecca, and in the warmth of his gaze she felt his love. "This is the
woman I've been seeking, and she owns my heart. I love her, father. I love her
as I've never loved before."
"And what does this have to do with my deadline?" King Michael asked.
"We can marry here, before a justice of the peace," Rebecca said. "I'll marry
Nicholas wherever, whenever, in whatever kind of ceremony he wants. But we think
it would be better to marry in Edenbourg."
"Where our countrymen can share in the celebration and the joy," Nicholas
added.
King Michael stared at them for a long moment. "There are some men born to
duty, and others born to love. And there are a few very lucky ones who are born
to have both. It would appear, my son, that you are one of the lucky ones. You
will make a good king. Permission granted," he said, then waved his hands in
dismissal.
Nicholas squeezed Rebecca's hand as they turned to leave.
"Rebecca." The king halted them and they turned back to face him. "I command
you to give me a grandchild within a year."
"With all due respect, sir. There are some things you simply can't
command…nature being one of them. However, I can promise you this.…" She smiled
at Nicholas. "We will do all that we can to try to adhere to your command."
King Michael stared at her for a long moment, and Rebecca wondered if she'd
somehow offended him. Then, one corner of his mouth curved upward and he nodded
to his son. "You have chosen well." The half smile disappeared. "Now, go."
They left the suite and when they stepped out into the hotel hallway,
Nicholas gathered her into his arms. "You were wonderful," he said.
"I was scared to death," she confessed. "He isn't exactly the warm and cuddly
kind of father, is he?"
"No." Nicholas frowned thoughtfully. "For so many years I've rebelled against
him because maybe someplace inside I wanted him to be a warm and cuddly father.
But what he is, is a good and wise king."
"And he said you will make a good king." Rebecca smiled at Nicholas.
He pulled her closer, more tightly against him; his eyes darkened with
desire…and love. "I will be a good king, but you will make me be a wise king
because I'll be a king who knows love."
He kissed her and Rebecca responded with all the love she had for him inside
her. She had not only found herself a prince…more important, she had found her
happily-ever-after, and it was right here in Nicholas's arms.
The End
The Prince's Proposal
by
Carla Cassidy
Chapter One
"I haven't found anyone appropriate yet," Nicholas replied.
"Nonsense. You have dated women from all over the world, any one of which
would have made a fine wife."
Nicholas sighed. He couldn't very well tell his father that although the
women he dated were beautiful, sophisticated, and charming, he'd been looking
for something more. "I thought it might be interesting if I married a woman I
loved."
Michael snorted with displeasure. "Love is overrated. If you are to one day
be king, you can't wait around for sentimental foolishness. If I'd had my way, I
would have chosen a woman for you a long time ago, but your mother indulges you
and she insisted I give you time to find your own wife."
Nicholas bit back an angry retort. When his father had told him he had a year
to marry, it hadn't sounded like an indulgence, it had been a royal dictate — as
had most of his father's words to him over the years.
And as usual, Nicholas's first instinct was to rebel. He drew a deep breath.
"Father, I have tried —"
"Not enough," King Michael said. "A wife gives a man an aura of stability and
if you are not married by your 30th birthday, then I will not allow you to
succeed the throne."
Nicholas wanted to protest the three-week deadline, tell his father it was a
ridiculous ultimatum, but he knew it was useless.
King Michael rose from his chair and looked at his watch. "You'd better get
dressed — the ball starts in an hour. Royalty from a dozen countries will be in
attendance, surely you can find a woman that will make an appropriate princess."
Without another word, the king swept out of the room. As always, after a talk
with his father, frustration gnawed at Nicholas.
He knew his father was right. It was time…past time that he chose a wife. He
picked up his dress jacket and ran his thumb across the embroidered family crest
on the lapel.
Besides, he'd spent the past year searching for love and had found it
elusive. His father was right. Love was nothing more than sentimental
foolishness. It was time to put aside such foolishness. It was time to do his
duty. Time to choose a wife.
* * *
He knew the moment he saw her that she was the one. Prince Nicholas watched
the dark-haired beauty from across the room. She stood by his cousin, Princess
Serena of Wynborough, and Serena's husband, Gabriel Morgan.
He moved across the polished dance floor toward her. As he approached, she
threw back her head and laughed at something Gabriel said and in her smile, in
her rich laughter, Nicholas made up his mind.
He stopped in front of the woman, bowed, and held out a hand. "May I have
this dance?"
Her brown eyes widened slightly as she nodded and smiled.
"Are you enjoying your visit to Wynborough?" he asked, noting that she
smelled as sweet as she looked.
"Very much, although I'm finding things quite different here from my home in
Brookville, Iowa." Again she offered him a shy smile. "I know you're the Prince
of Edenbourg, but I'm afraid I'm not exactly sure where Edenbourg is."
Nicholas smiled, finding her confession charming." A long way from Wynborough.
Edenbourg is in Eastern Europe."
"Have you visited here often? I understand you're Serena's first cousin."
"Actually, this is my first visit. Our families have not been close, although
I enjoyed a long lunch with Serena yesterday." And throughout that lunch, Serena
had spoken quite highly of her husband's relative, Rebecca Baxter. Now Nicholas
tried to remember what his cousin had said about the lovely woman he held in his
arms.
They spoke no more through the course of the dance. Nicholas's father's words
rang in his ears. Time to find a bride. And why not the woman in his arms?
Rebecca appealed to him more than any of the women he'd dated over the past
year. That she was an American, and a commoner to boot, would irritate his
father, but that only made her more desirable as far as Nicholas was concerned.
Lust at first sight might make the best reason for marriage after all.
When the dance ended, Nicholas escorted her over to where his father stood.
The King raised an eyebrow and Nicholas nodded.
So there would be no mistaking his intentions, he acted on an ancient custom.
Reaching out to a nearby floral arrangement, he plucked out a flower, kissed it,
and then tucked it behind Rebecca's left ear. "May I present Rebecca Baxter."
The king kissed Rebecca first on one cheek, then on the other. "May this
union be blessed with many heirs," he replied in their native language,
following the custom.
Rebecca smiled blankly, but as the king's words were repeated and swept
around the room, a cheer went up. "What's going on?" she asked curiously.
He smiled. "My father has officially pronounced that he accepts our
betrothal. You are to be my wife and the next Princess of Edenbourg."
Chapter Two
Smoothly he took her by the elbow and led her toward an enormous set of
French doors that allowed entry to an enclosed garden. As they made their way
across the room, they were greeted with congratulatory murmurs that to Rebecca
sounded colored with disbelief.
He didn't speak until they were alone on a bench amid a profusion of fragrant
roses. "There is no joke. You have officially been proclaimed my intended wife,
and we'll marry in three weeks' time."
"But, that's crazy," Rebecca exclaimed. "I can't marry you. We don't even
know each other." She stared at Nicholas, her heart beating wildly.
Prince Nicholas Stanbury was handsome to a fault, but she also knew he had a
reputation as a womanizer. His name had been linked in the tabloids with
actresses and models. A different woman each week.
"My mother and father didn't meet until the day of their wedding. We have
three weeks to get to know each other." He smiled, a charming smile that shot
heat through her. "I am to marry by my 30th birthday or lose my right to succeed
my father. In three weeks and one day, I turn 30, so I find a wife necessary."
"That's nice, but I don't find a husband necessary," she retorted, and
wondered wildly if they still beheaded recalcitrant women in this part of the
world. "Besides, I don't love you."
"Marriage isn't about love," he replied softly, his gaze not quite meeting
hers. "I'm offering you what hundreds of women would sell their soul for…a fairy
tale life. As my wife you'll enjoy a beautiful castle, expensive clothing,
exquisite jewels and all I ask in return is that you give me an heir."
Rebecca was appalled by his cool recitation of a loveless marriage. "If there
are hundreds of women who want a marriage with you and the lifestyle you're
offering, then I suggest you find one of them." She stood. The man was gorgeous,
but he was obviously clueless when it came to matters of the heart.
He stood as well and took her hand in his. Despite the fact she wanted
nothing to do with his offer of marriage, she couldn't halt the heat that raced
up her arm at his touch. "But, I don't want any of those other women as my wife.
I want you."
She pulled her hand from his. "We don't always get everything we want."
He grinned, a challenging smile that danced in the dark depths of his eyes.
"I do."
Chapter Three
It had been four years since Rebecca's sister, Gabriel's wife LeAnn, had died
in a tragic bank robbery gone wrong. After the funeral, Rebecca and Gabe had
lost track of each other. They'd made contact again when Gabe had invited
Rebecca to his and Serena's wedding, but Rebecca had been unable to attend. Then
Gabe had learned about her mother's death and convinced her she needed a break
and invited her to Wynborough for the anniversary celebration of the coronation
of Serena's father, King Phillip.
Rebecca spied the flower on her nightstand, the same flower Nicholas had
tucked behind her ear to proclaim their engagement. Her heart stepped up its
rhythm as she thought of the handsome prince. A prince had made her his fiancйe.
It would be like a romantic dream, if she loved Nicholas…if he loved her.
A knock on her door pulled her from her thoughts. "Come in," she called.
"Good morning," Serena said as she entered.
Rebecca smiled at the red-haired princess. In the brief time she'd been in
Wynborough, she'd developed a friendship with Serena. "I'm not sure if it's a
good morning or not."
Serena sat on the edge of the bed. "It was an exciting evening, that's for
sure."
Rebecca sat up. "I was just lying here wondering if it was all a dream.
Yesterday I was an unemployed schoolteacher taking her first trip outside the
United States. Today I'm betrothed to a prince I don't even know." She looked at
Serena desperately. "How do I get out of this? I don't want to do anything that
might cause an international incident!"
Serena laughed, then sobered and gazed at Rebecca thoughtfully. "If I were
you, I'd go along with the engagement for several days, but tell Nicholas of
your intention not to marry him. It's important that it appears he's the one who
changes his mind. He'll want to save face with the public."
Rebecca nodded, trusting that Serena knew best how to handle issues
concerning royalty.
Serena stood, a worried frown etched into her forehead. "Just don't let him
hurt you. Nicholas is quite a charmer, but I don't think his heart has ever been
touched. Be careful with your own heart."
Rebecca smiled. "Don't worry about me. I'm not about to be taken in by what
he's offering." She looked at the flower on the nightstand, then back to Serena.
"I'm glad Gabe found you. I'm so glad he found happiness."
"I'm the one who is happy." Serena's face positively glowed. "Gabe is my
heart, my love, my very soul mate."
And that's exactly what Rebecca wanted for herself. Love. And that was the
one thing Prince Nicholas wasn't offering.
Chapter Four
Marriages were made, as his father and mother's had been, for a variety of
pragmatic reasons, not because of some wild, crazy magic that might exist
between two people.
As Nicholas sat in Gabe and Serena's living room waiting for Rebecca to join
him, he thought of what he knew about Rebecca. She was 25 years old, an
unemployed schoolteacher who had spent the past year caring for an ailing mother
who had passed away a month before.
She had one charge card she rarely used, a seven-year-old car, and owned no
property. Her reputation was sterling and he knew many of his countrymen would
find her modest background charming.
He knew everything about her that could be learned through public records,
but there was much he didn't know, and he was surprised to realize he was
looking forward to spending time with her. He smiled as he recalled her
laughter. He hoped he could make her laugh today.
"Rebecca will be down in just a minute," Gabe said as he reentered the room.
"Good. I'm looking forward to spending the day in her company." He offered
Gabe a friendly smile, but the tall, dark-haired man didn't return it.
"You know Rebecca is my sister-in-law from my previous marriage," Gabe said.
Nicholas nodded. He knew Gabe's first wife had died tragically and after her
death, Gabe had come to Wynborough and gotten a position as a royal bodyguard.
According to the rumors, Serena and Gabe had fallen madly in love. But, Nicholas
now suspected Serena's father, King Phillip, had made some sort of a business
arrangement with the bodyguard. Nicholas wasn't sure what the king had promised
Gabe, but he knew King Phillip was pleased to have his willful, adventurous
daughter safely married. That was how royal marriages worked, he reminded
himself.
"I'm very fond of Rebecca," Gabe continued.
"And I'm sure I'll grow fond of her as well," Nicholas replied, noting that
his answer didn't ease the tension that emanated from Gabe.
"I don't want her hurt." Gabe glared at him.
"I have no intention of hurting her. I'm marrying her, not burying her,"
Nicholas protested with an uncomfortable laugh. He didn't understand why Gabe
wasn't thrilled that Nicholas was offering Rebecca a dream life as a princess.
"I'm just warning you," Gabe returned, his gaze intent on Nicholas. "If you
hurt her, you won't have to worry about succession rights or anything else."
Nicholas stared at Gabe in surprise and wondered for the first time if
perhaps he hadn't gotten in over his head with the lovely Rebecca Baxter.
Chapter Five
"Actually, I hate it," Rebecca replied perversely. She was more nervous than
she could remember. Nicholas was even more handsome this morning than he'd been
last night, and she'd have to be a stick of wood not to be affected by the force
of his smile.
I shouldn't even be here, she thought. I shouldn't spend a single moment
perpetuating this craziness. But, if she were honest with herself, she would
admit it was a heady experience. It was hard to believe that after a year of
taking care of her mother, her first date was with a prince who'd proposed to
her.
"I don't think I've ever met a woman who hated to shop," Nicholas said,
pulling Rebecca from her thoughts.
"Perhaps you've been seeing the wrong kind of women."
He laughed. He had a wonderful laugh, deep-bodied and genuine. "Perhaps
you're right," he agreed. "Still, I'd like to buy you something special to wear
tomorrow night. Something to commemorate our engagement."
"Tomorrow night?"
"The party at the Woodtowers' house. I understand the Woodtowers throw
wonderful parties."
Rebecca nodded, remembering Gabe mentioning something about the party.
"Please, I'd rather you not buy me anything. I'm only going along with this
engagement business for the next week so you can then tell everyone I was
entirely inappropriate."
"But, I don't find you inappropriate."
"You will," she said firmly. She gazed at him thoughtfully. "Why would your
father give you a deadline to marry?"
"Because my father likes to control people and things," he replied. "And I
will adhere to the deadline because I'll do whatever I must do for Edenbourg."
Their conversation ended as the limo pulled up at the curb in front of the
open-air market. Within minutes, Rebecca was walking beside Nicholas through the
marketplace. She had a feeling Nicholas was not only handsome, but headstrong as
well, and it was obvious he'd paid no mind to her warning that he needed to find
another fiancйe.
She certainly didn't want to be responsible for him losing the right to one
day be king of his country, but she wasn't willing to sacrifice herself and her
own dreams in the process.
"Prince Nicholas!"
Both Nicholas and Rebecca turned to see a man who was obviously from the
press advancing on them. "Could we get a picture of you and your intended?"
"No," Rebecca exclaimed in horror. She didn't want any part of this mock
engagement chronicled in the daily news.
"Certainly," Nicholas replied at the same time. "How about a picture of our
first kiss."
Before Rebecca could protest or knew what was happening, Nicholas's lips
descended toward hers.
Chapter Six
Reluctantly, he broke the kiss, vaguely aware of the reporter scurrying away.
Rebecca's brown eyes were luminous, and Nicholas wondered how they would look
while he made love to her. The thought stirred his blood.
"You shouldn't have done that," she said, her cheeks a becoming pink.
"Actually, I was just considering repeating the experience," he replied.
She took a step away from him, her eyes flashing with a touch of anger.
"Don't you dare," she exclaimed. "You're only making things worse. I am not
marrying you."
Quickly he followed behind her as she walked toward a flower booth. She
intrigued him. It had never entered his mind that any woman wouldn't jump at the
opportunity he was offering — the opportunity to eventually be queen of a
beautiful kingdom.
He knew without a doubt that any of the women he'd dated before would have
married him in an instant. So, what was going on with Rebecca Baxter? Was she
simply playing hard to get, or did she truly intend to turn him down?
He hurried to catch up with her, noting how pretty she looked as she bent
forward to smell a brilliant red blossom.
"You like flowers?" he asked.
"I love them." She flashed him a smile that created a pleasant warmth in his
stomach. "I particularly love gardening." They walked on, leaving the flower
display behind.
"What else do you like?" he asked curiously.
"I like all kinds of things: pepperoni pizza, working with children, watching
a sunset." Her brown eyes gazed at him curiously. "What about you?"
He frowned thoughtfully. "I like touring my country, visiting with the
people, and representing their interests to the rest of the world." He thought
of the official dinners, the formal dances and meetings that took up much of his
time. He spent a lot of time dating, feeding the tabloids and scandal sheets
because he knew it angered his father, but he couldn't actually say he enjoyed
it. "It isn't necessary that we enjoy the same things," he said firmly.
She eyed him in disbelief. "But, it is." She shook her head and continued,
"and this is a pointless conversation because I have no intention of marrying
you. One week, Nicholas, I told you I'd go along with this farce for one week,
then you will tell the press I was inappropriate and you can choose another
woman to be your bride." She turned and walked away.
Nicholas hurried after her, wondering how in the devil he could change her
mind in seven days, wondering why it was suddenly so important that he change
her mind!
Chapter Seven
Nicholas had returned her to Gabe and Serena's by midafternoon, and the
floral deliveries had started almost immediately.
"A bit extravagant, but sweet," Serena exclaimed as she surveyed the floral
wonderland of Rebecca's bedroom.
"Sweet?" Rebecca stared at Serena in disbelief. "The man is a lunatic. He's
obviously trying to buy me and it's not going to work. He doesn't understand the
meaning of no, has probably never been told no in his life. He's extravagant and
spoiled."
"The spoiled prince is waiting for you in the foyer," Serena announced with a
grin.
"Good. I intend to give him a piece of my mind." Rebecca left her bedroom,
anger coursing through her. Thank goodness she hadn't told him she loved
animals, otherwise there would be an entire zoo in Gabe and Serena's house.
Her anger dissipated somewhat as she stepped into the foyer and Nicholas
greeted her with a wide grin. He looked so handsome, with his eyes gleaming with
pleasure and his lips curved into an expectant smile. "You are pleased?"
"No, I'm not pleased," she replied curtly.
"But, you said you liked flowers." His smile fell away, replaced by
bewilderment.
Rebecca was unable to sustain her anger as she realized he had truly meant to
please her and was clueless about why she wasn't delighted.
"Nicholas, I said I love flowers, but I also said I love gardening."
"When we are married, you may spend all your free time gardening," he
exclaimed.
Rebecca sighed. "We come from two very different worlds. I'd rather be a
schoolteacher in Iowa than a princess in a loveless marriage."
"Perhaps I should have sent jewelry instead of flowers," he mused, more to
himself than to her. "I thought you wanted flowers."
He didn't get it. He simply didn't get it, Rebecca realized. He was so
accustomed to buying what he wanted, getting what he desired. He didn't
understand she could only be won over with love.
"Come with me," she said suddenly and grabbed him by the hand.
"Where are we going?" he asked as she pulled him out the front door.
"The flowers you sent showed me a lot about your world. Now I'm going to show
you a little about mine."
Chapter Eight
He didn't understand why the flowers hadn't pleased her. The huge
arrangements certainly would have pleased any of the women he'd dated in the
past.
As Rebecca led him around the side of the country manor, Nicholas noted how
the sunlight danced in her dark hair, causing reddish highlights to flirt and
dance. His fingers itched to wrap themselves in the silky strands.
She took him to the greenhouse and as they entered, she released his hand and
gestured to the plants and flowers surrounding them. "This is the kind of flower
I like — growing, living flowers." She tilted her head and gazed at him
curiously. "Have you ever planted a flower?"
She looked so charming that he wished he could tell her yes, but he wasn't
going to lie. "Never. We have gardeners for that."
"There is nothing better than getting your hands dirty." She grabbed a spade
and knelt down at a bed where pots of various flowers sat waiting to be planted.
For a moment he stared at her in surprise, then he knelt beside her and within
minutes they were covered with mud to their elbows.
Nicholas had to admit there was something sensuous and evocative about
planting, but he wasn't sure if it was the warmth and texture of the mud on his
fingers, or the utter pleasure that lit Rebecca's features.
"I've always believed marriage is sort of like planting flowers. It isn't
enough just to plant them. To flourish, you have to nurture them."
He considered her words with interest. "I might have believed that once, but
now I know marriage is simply a duty that must be fulfilled."
She gazed at him sadly. "And if that's why you marry, then you will never
know real happiness."
Nicholas found the conversation strangely unsettling.
She seemed to sense his discomfort and laughed suddenly. It had been that
wonderfully musical laugh and the sparkle in her eyes that had made him choose
her, and he found himself grinning at her in response. "What is so funny?"
"If only your subjects could see you now. His Royal Highness with his face
streaked with mud."
"Where?" Without thinking he touched his face with his muddy fingers. Again
she laughed, and the music of her laughter soared through him.
"Your face is dirty, too." He reached out and smeared mud across her cheek.
She looked at him in astonishment, then dissolved into laughter.
Nicholas didn't know anything about love, but at that moment all he knew was
that he wanted nothing more than to gather Rebecca into his arms and kiss her
with the passion that was growing inside him.
He decided not to fight the impulse, but rather to give in to it.
Chapter Nine
The moment his lips touched hers, she knew this kiss was far different. There
was nobody in the greenhouse except the two of them, no reason for him to kiss
her other than because he wanted to.
His mouth plied hers with intense heat as he pulled her tightly against his
hard-muscled chest. Rebecca's head spun dizzily beneath the strong sensual
assault and although she knew she should step away, her body refused to listen
to the mental command.
She needed the kiss to stop, needed to catch her breath and regain her
equilibrium, yet she wanted the kiss to last forever.
He deepened the kiss with his tongue and at the same time his arms pulled her
even closer against him. She was aware of a thundering heartbeat, but couldn't
discern if it was his heart or her own.
His hands moved up her back and tangled in her hair and Rebecca knew it had
to be her heart pounding so loudly as she responded to her own growing need.
Being held in his arms, being kissed by him made her heart's desire seem
attainable. And her heart's desire had nothing to do with becoming a princess or
a queen, but rather with loving and being loved by a very special man.
Rebecca felt Nicholas's reluctance as he ended the kiss. As he gazed at her,
his dark eyes sparked with the flames of desire and Rebecca felt the fire in the
pit of her stomach.
"I hope it takes a while for you to give me an heir," he whispered. "The
longer it takes, the more we'll have to try."
His words effectively doused the fire within Rebecca, reminding her exactly
what he was offering her in marriage and what he would expect in return.
She opened her mouth to protest his statement, to remind him that she had no
intention of marrying him, but he held up a hand to still her.
He smiled and touched her cheek softly. "I cannot have a serious conversation
with a woman who has mud smeared on her cheek. Come," he grabbed her hand.
"Let's go clean up."
With his hand around hers, and her cheek burning from the tenderness of his
touch, Rebecca realized she had to be strong. She'd promised him a week of the
mock engagement and she would give him a week.
But, she had to be careful because when he gifted her with his warm, charming
smile, when he touched her in the most simple fashion, he stirred emotions
Rebecca knew could only lead to her own heartache.
Chapter Ten
The Woodtowers' ball was in full swing. Charles and Edie Woodtower were
personal friends of King Phillip and Queen Gabriella and no expense had been
spared in this celebratory party thrown in their honor.
The ballroom itself was splendidly opulent, with gilded molding and enormous
crystal chandeliers. An orchestra played from its position on a large balcony,
the soft music providing a pleasant backdrop without hindering conversation. She
and Nicholas were in a small alcove that provided an excellent view of the
ballroom.
Nicholas frowned. "I've never liked blondes."
Rebecca grinned at him. "That's not what the
Daily Reader says about
you."
Nicholas laughed. "You mustn't believe everything you read in the papers."
"They call you the Playboy Prince." There was a touch of censure in her voice
and her dark eyes gazed at him soberly.
"I enjoy being seen with beautiful women." He shrugged, slightly embarrassed
by the playboy image he'd cultivated as part of a perverse rebellion against his
father. He smiled at her. "And tonight is no exception. You look stunning."
And she did. Clad in a cream-colored gown that complemented her dark coloring
and displayed her curves, she outshone every other woman in the room. Her hair
was pulled up, exposing a long, graceful neck, and her makeup subtly enhanced
her pretty features.
She blushed at his compliment. "Thank you." As the blush faded from her
cheeks, her gaze swept the room once again. "If you don't like blondes, there
are several attractive brunettes here and I'm sure any one of them would make an
appropriate princess for you."
"It is completely inappropriate for my fiancйe to be matchmaking for me,"
Nicholas replied.
"Somebody has to do it." She studied him and wondered if she was being
foolish in resisting his appeal. "You have less than three weeks to marry."
"I will marry before my birthday," he assured her. "I have spent my whole
life being groomed to be the next King of Edenbourg. That is my destiny."
"Then why haven't you married before now?" She gazed at him curiously. "You
said your father gave you a year. Why have you waited until the last possible
moment?"
Nicholas hesitated before replying, unsure what the real answer was. He knew
part of the reason had been because he hadn't wanted to believe his father would
really force his hand in such a manner. Even more he didn't want to confess that
he'd been searching for something…something he couldn't define. Whatever it had
been, he hadn't found it.
He smiled. "I waited because I hadn't yet met you."
Rebecca shook her head and eyed him in disbelief. "I think instead of the
Playboy Prince, the papers should have dubbed you the Prince of Baloney."
He looked at her in surprise. He couldn't remember a woman ever talking to
him so irreverently.
"What about dreams, Nicholas?" she asked. "What are your dreams for
yourself?"
"I want to be a fair and merciful king. I dream of peace and prosperity for
Edenbourg."
Her rich, caramel-colored eyes gazed at him thoughtfully. "Those are the
dreams of a king. What are your dreams, your hopes for yourself as a man?"
Nicholas frowned thoughtfully. Dreams? His frown deepened. "I don't know," he
finally replied. "I don't know that I have any."
Rebecca nodded, as if his answer didn't surprise her. "Aside from the fact
that we don't love each other, we are fundamentally far too different to make a
successful marriage. I could never marry a man who has no dreams, and that's one
of the reasons I would never marry you."
Chapter Eleven
"Name some," she demanded.
He grinned, finding the sparkle in her eyes and the challenge in her tone
intoxicating. "My own parents are a perfect example. Theirs was an arranged
marriage for political reasons and they've been together for over 30 years. They
have their own interests and their own responsibilities and friends and it has
worked for them."
She frowned, an adorable wrinkle appearing across her forehead. "Shall we
dance?" he asked as the orchestra began to play.
She nodded her assent and he took her hand and led her toward the dance
floor. "There's also Victor and Sara Thorton," he said as he embraced her and
they began to move to the rhythm of the music.
She fit perfectly in his arms and her sweet fragrance filled his senses. He
couldn't remember the last time he'd been so physically attracted to a woman.
Rebecca wasn't the prettiest woman he'd ever been involved with, but something
about her drew him as no other woman had ever done.
"You were telling me about the Thortons," she said, pulling him from his
inner contemplation.
"Yes, he's the Grand Duke of Thortonburg and he married Sara years ago for
duty rather than for love. I'd introduce you to them, but they left rather
abruptly from the coronation celebration. There are rumors of trouble in
Thortonburg. Anyway, both of those marriage have been tremendously successful."
"But, Nicholas, I don't want a successful marriage. I want a marriage like my
parents had," she said. Her eyes took on a dreamy cast and Nicholas tightened
his arm around her back, wishing it was he that evoked such a look on her face.
"They were happy?" he asked.
"More than happy. They were more than just husband and wife. They were best
friends, passionate lovers, and utterly devoted to one another. They were truly
soul mates."
"And that's your dream?"
She nodded, her eyes still luminous. "I want my husband to be my lover, my
companion, the keeper of my dreams, and my solace when dreams fall through. I
want a family of happy children raised with laughter and love, children who grow
up seeing the love and respect their parents have for one another." She blushed.
"I'm sorry, I guess I'm rambling."
"Don't apologize," he protested. For a few moments they continued to dance
without speaking. Nicholas pulled her closer against him, wondering how it was
possible he'd begun the night with no dreams and now wanted her dreams to be
his.
Chapter Twelve
Rebecca smiled as memories assailed her. "Every anniversary, my father would
buy my mother a little trinket from a different country. One year it was a
package of Russian tea, the next a bell from Holland."
"My mother always gets a new diamond of some sort from my father on their
anniversary," Nicholas said.
Rebecca smiled, trying to ignore how utterly handsome Nicholas looked in his
formal dress. "Daddy couldn't afford diamonds. But, he'd promised mother the
world and so each year he gave her a memento of some far away place."
"What did your mother and father do for a living?"
Rebecca sat on one of the wrought-iron benches that decorated the balcony.
Nicholas joined her, his thigh warm against hers as they sat side by side.
"Daddy was a simple man, a car mechanic and mother was a schoolteacher. He met
her when she took her car in for repairs and three months later they married.
Their love for each other filled our house every day."
Nicholas frowned. "I know my parents respect one another, but they spend very
little time together."
"When I marry, my husband and I will spend lots of time together," Rebecca
said fervently. "We'll share meals and our bed, we'll share our hopes and
dreams. We'll even argue occasionally, but we'll always make up and our love
will simply grow stronger with each passing day."
She looked at Nicholas. "That's what I want from marriage, what my parents
had." She felt the burn of unexpected tears. "And had they lived long enough, my
father would have given my mother the entire world." She swiped the tears that
had begun to fall. "I'm sorry," she said and forced a small laugh to hide her
embarrassment.
"Don't be," he murmured softly.
"It's just — my father died a year ago of a heart attack, and before I had a
chance to mourn for him, my mother became terminally ill. She passed away a
month ago." To her horror, as much as she tried to suppress her tears, it was
useless.
He gathered her into his arms and she went willingly, grief for her parents
welling up inside her.
She pressed her face into the front of his shirt as he stroked her hair
tenderly. Even as the tears flowed, she was intensely aware of the strength of
Nicholas's arms around her, the attractive masculine scent of him.
"Sweet Rebecca," he murmured. "Try not to grieve for your parents. Just
think, now they have all of eternity to spend together."
In his sweet words, in the tenderness of his embrace, Rebecca knew she was
treading on dangerous ground. She was vulnerable to the fantasy he held out.
After the dreadful year she'd just spent, it would be far too easy to fall into
the fairy tale of becoming a princess in an exotic, foreign land.
Yes, she was vulnerable, and if she weren't very careful, she'd fall in love
with the Playboy Prince who appeared to know nothing about love.
Chapter Thirteen
"I love children," she replied. "That's why I became a teacher. When I was
younger I told my mother I wanted at least a dozen of my own."
"A dozen? Then you definitely would need a castle to hold all of them."
She laughed, that musical laughter that affected Nicholas deep in the pit of
his stomach. "Or an old two-story rambling farmhouse."
Nicholas watched her as she looked at the playing children. He found her face
utterly fascinating, full of expression and animation.
Two nights ago he'd held her while she cried over her parents and her grief
had resonated deep inside him. Since that night they seemed to have become more
comfortable with one another.
She turned to him suddenly. "If you weren't a prince, what would you want to
be?" she asked.
They continued their stroll through the tree-lined sidewalks of the park.
"Oh, I don't know." He grinned at her. "Perhaps a farmer with a two-story
rambling farmhouse perfect for a dozen children."
She nudged him in his side and laughed. "I'm being serious."
This was one of the things he enjoyed about her. She challenged him, made him
think of things he'd never thought of before. "I don't know — it's difficult to
think about options when you've been raised all your life for the role you will
undertake." He smiled at her. "What about you? What would you have been if not a
teacher?"
She shrugged and a light breeze caused her hair to dance bewitchingly on her
shoulders. "Maybe a social worker. I like people as much as I like children."
"And that will make you a perfect princess," Nicholas said.
"Nicholas, the only reason I agreed to spend the last few days with you is
because Serena told me it would be better if you made an announcement to the
press that you'd dumped me instead of me dumping you."
"But, I'm not dumping you."
"Nicholas — you aren't listening to me." Her eyes flashed with anger.
"You have a temper," he said in surprise.
"Yes, I have a temper, and I probably sometimes chew with my mouth open. I
eat crackers in bed and if there are more than two forks next to my plate I
don't know for sure which one to use. Face it, Nicholas, I'm not princess
material."
For the first time Nicholas wondered if he'd jumped too fast, if maybe she
was right and this was all a big mistake.
Had he only chosen her because of the fight with his father? Because he knew
his father would disapprove but would be unable to do anything about it?
"Ah, I see I've made you think." She laughed suddenly and in that sweet sound
of her laughter, in the sparkle of her eyes, any doubts Nicholas momentarily
entertained disappeared.
"I'm only wondering how difficult it is to sleep on cracker crumbs," he
replied.
She started to speak again, but he stilled her by placing a finger on her
lips. "You know, most women would think what I'm offering you is a magical fairy
tale."
"But I know better," she replied. "It isn't a fairy tale at all."
"Why not?" he asked curiously.
Her eyes lost their sparkle of laughter and instead became somber. "Because
everyone knows fairy tales always end happily-ever-after and we aren't going to
have that ending."
Chapter Fourteen
Rebecca nodded. "I gave him a week and the time is up. That gives him two
weeks before his birthday to find an appropriate bride." Rebecca tried to ignore
the ache that shot through her heart.
The past week had been like a dream. She and Nicholas had spent nearly every
waking hour together. They'd taken long drives into the country, eaten at
wonderful restaurants, and walked through Wynborough's many parks.
Rebecca had accepted each day as an exciting gift, like a reward after a
particularly heartrending, difficult year. It had been easy to get caught up in
the fantasy of it all. But now it was time for a dose of reality. And reality
was that Nicholas didn't love her.
With each day that passed, Nicholas seemed to open up a bit more, revealing
pieces of himself that she suspected he'd never shared with anyone else. As he'd
spoken of his childhood, she'd gotten the impression of a spoiled, indulged, but
lonely, child who saw more of his nursemaid than of his parents. It was no
wonder Nicholas didn't understand love. He'd had plenty of duty, of
responsibility, plenty of pomp and circumstance in his life, but very little
love.
"So, what do you have planned for your swan song as Nicholas's intended
bride?" Serena asked, pulling Rebecca from her thoughts.
"I'm not sure. Nicholas told me to be ready at noon and that he had a
surprise for me." Rebecca took a sip of her coffee, then sighed. "It's been a
wonderful week."
"It doesn't have to end," Serena said.
"Of course it does," Rebecca countered. She wrapped her fingers around her
coffee mug, then looked at Serena once again. "I'm afraid if I don't stop seeing
him then I'm going to do something incredibly stupid."
"Like what?"
"Like fall in love with him," Rebecca whispered.
"Would that be so terrible?"
"Yes." Once again Rebecca focused her gaze on the coffee in her mug.
"Nicholas is charming, and sexy and handsome. He's obviously well educated and
has a wonderful sense of humor."
"But…?" Serena prompted.
"But, he didn't choose me as his fiancйe because he loves me. I'm not even
sure he's capable of loving the way I want to be loved." Rebecca reached across
the expanse of table and grabbed Serena's hand.
"I want a man who looks at me like Gabe looks at you," she exclaimed
fervently. "I need a man who needs me, one who wants to share my thoughts, my
life, my dreams."
"So, what are you going to do?" Serena asked softly and squeezed Rebecca's
hand.
"Tell Nicholas goodbye." The words caused an ache to sweep through Rebecca.
Chapter Fifteen
She looked lovely, clad in a caramel-colored silk dress that perfectly
matched her eyes. Tiny gold studs shone in her ears and her hair fell in soft
waves to her shoulders.
Nicholas's fingers itched with the desire to tangle in its glorious
silkiness. He longed to capture one of her ear lobes in his mouth, then rain
kisses down the length of her gorgeous neck. He tried desperately to focus on
the conversation and not his growing desire for her.
"But, I don't want to stop seeing you," he protested, wondering why the right
words came so easily to him in political matters, but with so much difficulty
when dealing with Rebecca. He sounded like a petulant child, and that irritated
him.
The two of them were seated in a private dining room in a popular but
expensive restaurant. The room was conducive to romance, complete with fresh-cut
flowers, candlelight, and soft music wafting in the air.
When Rebecca had told Nicholas she only meant to be his fiancйe for a week,
he'd been confident by the time the week was over he would have changed her
mind. Now, for the first time, he felt an edge of panic rise up inside him as he
realized she apparently intended to stick to her word.
"I want to spend more time with you." The moment the words left his lips, he
recognized the truth in them.
"We'd only be putting off the inevitable," she replied, her gaze refusing to
meet his.
For a moment an alien helplessness swept through him. He could command the
cook fix his favorite meal; he could demand his housekeeper repolish a spoon or
glass, but he could neither command nor demand that Rebecca give him more time.
"Nicholas, I know nothing about your country, nothing about the customs, the
people of Edenbourg."
He smiled teasingly, wishing to pull an answering smile from her. "Then, I'll
get you some travel brochures to study."
She sighed, obviously irritated by his response.
He reached across the table and took her hand. He loved her hands…so soft and
feminine. Strange, that he couldn't remember the hands of any other woman he'd
dated.
"Rebecca, this past week with you has only proven to me how well a marriage
between us would work. We are well suited to one another. You please me," he
confessed.
She pulled her hand from his. "But have you considered that you might not
please me?"
He looked at her in stunned surprise. "You don't like me?"
Again she sighed, her gaze not meeting his. "I like you just fine." She
looked at him. "But I won't love you."
"That isn't necessary for a successful marriage between us." Although he said
the words, he was surprised to feel a renewed sense of panic well up inside him.
He reached into his pocket, knowing that if anything could make her change her
mind, his gift would.
He withdrew a small, blue velvet box.
Her eyes widened and he saw the protest forming on her lips. He quickly
opened the jewelry box and exposed what it contained.
Chapter Sixteen
Nicholas relaxed as he saw the awe on her face. It was one thing to turn down
a proposal, quite another to turn away from a flawless four-carat diamond
engagement ring. Rebecca wasn't so very different from the other women he'd
dated after all.
He took the ring from its velvety bed and slipped it onto her finger. "A
perfect fit. It's an omen." He raised her hand to his lips and kissed her.
"Rebecca, please wear the ring, be my bride." His heart thudded with a strange,
unnatural rhythm and he realized he was holding his breath as he waited for her
reply.
She held her hand up, allowing the diamond to catch and reflect the
candlelight. It sparkled and glowed as if with promise and Nicholas felt that
promise in his heart. She would say yes. She had to say yes.
His heart plunged to the floor when she shook her head and pulled the ring
from her finger. "It's gorgeous. A ring for a princess, but I can't wear this
and we aren't getting married."
He watched dully as she placed the ring back into the velvet box. Funny, he
was filled with a strange elation that she was different from all the others.
But, the elation was tempered with alarm as he thought of living his life with
anyone else. He couldn't imagine any other woman as his wife. He wanted…he
needed Rebecca.
"I don't want to play games, Rebecca. Forget I'm a prince, forget about my
father's ultimatum." He leaned forward and gazed at her. "Let's spend a week
together just as a man and a woman enjoying one another's company. No
commitments, no pressures of any kind."
He saw the mulish stubbornness on her features and searched inside himself to
find the right words to change her mind. "Rebecca, in two weeks' time I return
to Edenbourg and continue my duties as heir to the throne. The position will
bring me tremendous joy, but with that joy comes pressures and enormous
responsibilities. I'd like to spend a week, not as a future king, but rather
simply as a man. I'd like to spend that time with the woman of my choice and
that woman is you."
He saw her indecision and pressed his advantage. "Look, I'm putting the ring
away and I won't say another word about marriage." He tucked the velvet box back
into his pocket.
"Oh, Nicholas, you make it very difficult for a woman to tell you no," she
finally said.
"Then don't say no."
"This is probably the most stupid mistake I've ever made in my life," she
murmured. "Okay…one more week."
Nicholas released a sigh of relief. One more week. Seven days. He had seven
days to figure out the way to Rebecca's heart.
Chapter Seventeen
Every single day for the next week, she savored the moments, capturing the
minutes in her memory, etching them in her mind and in her heart.
Nicholas introduced her to lobster Newburg and she introduced him to
pepperoni pizza. He took her horseback riding and she took him bowling. They
took carriage rides and visited museums. And each evening when he returned her
to Gabe and Serena's house, he kissed her until she was dizzy with desire,
aching with want.
She told herself that she'd have wonderful stories to tell her friends back
in Iowa…about the two weeks she'd been engaged to Prince Nicholas Stanbury of
Edenbourg. And at night, in her lonely bed, she'd have plenty of tears to shed
over the future king…the man she loved.
She and Nicholas now stood at Gabe and Serena's front door. It was almost
midnight and the two weeks were up. The moon overhead was full, spilling
illumination that played on Nicholas's handsome features.
"Rebecca, I know I promised I wouldn't speak of it again, but I lied." His
gaze bore into hers intently. "Marry me."
She shook her head. "I won't."
"Why not?" His voice held a soft appeal.
She couldn't tell him she wouldn't marry him because she loved him. If he
knew, it would give him power over her and she was afraid he'd use that power to
convince her to marry him. And that would be the mistake of a lifetime.
She answered his question with a question of her own. "Why did you choose
me…that night at the ball? The room was filled with dozens of women. Why me?"
For a long moment, he stared up at the moon, as if the answer to her question
might be found in the silvery globe. "I'm not sure." He looked at her again and
in his eyes she saw confusion. "When I looked at you, something happened. The
moment I saw you laugh I knew without doubt that you were the one I wanted."
He pulled her into his embrace. "And nothing has changed my mind since that
night." His lips touched hers in a kiss of aching sweetness.
She held herself stiff, unyielding, but as his tongue touched the tip of
hers, and he pulled her more tightly against him, she gave in to the magic, the
passion.
"Rebecca…Rebecca…" he murmured as his lips left her mouth and traveled down
the length of her neck. His light, nipping kisses sparked flames of heat
wherever his mouth touched. "I want you. I need you. Marry me."
Reluctantly, heart aching, she stepped from his embrace. "Goodbye Nicholas."
She grabbed the doorknob to enter the house.
"Rebecca, wait—" In the moonlight that spilled down she turned back to face
him, surprised to see what looked like sheer panic in his gaze. "If you don't
marry me, then I won't marry at all. I will forfeit my right to succeed the
throne of my country."
Chapter Eighteen
"It isn't nonsense. If you don't marry me then there will be no wedding and I
will never be King of Edenbourg."
He looked perfectly serious, but Rebecca refused to believe his words. "I
don't believe you. You've been groomed to be king all your life. If you don't
marry, your father will back down on his ultimatum."
He smiled without humor. "You don't know my father. He would rather stripe me
of my right to succeed than give in on one of his ultimatums."
He drew a deep breath and raked a hand through his thick dark hair. "Two
weeks ago any woman would have satisfied me. I had resigned myself to a marriage
where my wife and I would live rather separately. We would be polite and civil
to one another. She would give me the required heir and I would give her jewelry
and expensive houses to keep her happy."
He placed his hands on Rebecca's shoulders, his gaze capturing hers with
intensity. "These last two weeks with you have shown me what marriage can be. I
like being with you, talking to you. We could have a marriage of companionship,
of laughter—" his eyes darkened "—of passion."
Oh, it would be so easy to fall into the promise of his words, to give her
fairy tale a happy ending, but there was one thing Nicholas hadn't said. He
hadn't said the marriage would be filled with love.
He hadn't said he loved her.
"Goodbye, Nicholas." Before he could say another word, before he could say
anything, do anything to weaken her resolve, she slipped through the door and
left him standing on the porch.
She was grateful Gabe and Serena were in bed and she managed to get to her
room before the hot tears flowed.
This trip to Wynborough had been intended to be a lighthearted vacation after
the year taking care of her mother and an opportunity to renew the bonds of
family with Gabe. It wasn't supposed to be about heartache.
She undressed and got into bed, tears still tracking down her cheeks.
Nicholas. Her heart cried out his name. It would be so easy to fall into the
fantasy, allow herself to become his bride. But she was so afraid she'd be
sacrificing her own dreams of love in the process. Loving Nicholas simply wasn't
enough if he didn't love her.
Swiping the tears from her cheeks, she rolled over on her back and stared at
the moonlight patterns that splashed the ceiling.
"If you don't marry me then there will be no wedding and I will never be King
of Edenbourg." His words haunted her.
Surely he'd been bluffing. By tomorrow…the next day at the latest, there
would be a news story announcing Nicholas's new fiancйe.
"And they lived not happily ever after," Rebecca whispered, then turned her
head into her pillow and wept for what would never be.
Chapter Nineteen
"Not at the moment. I'm waiting for somebody," Nicholas replied.
The waitress, a blonde with breasts that nearly spilled out of her low-cut
uniform smiled saucily. "Sometimes we have things that aren't on the menu." She
winked and slid a piece of scrap paper toward him. "My phone number…just in case
you want to order а la carte."
Nicholas picked up the piece of paper and crumpled it into a ball. He wasn't
interested. He wasn't interested in anyone except Rebecca.
He took a sip of his wine and sighed in relief as he saw Gabe approach the
secluded table. He half rose, but Gabe motioned him down as he slid into the
chair opposite Nicholas.
"Nicholas." Gabe nodded a greeting.
"Thank you for agreeing to meet me," Nicholas said.
"I'm not sure why I'm here," Gabe confessed. "But I think I have an idea."
"Rebecca," Nicholas replied, as if that said it all.
Gabe nodded. "That's what I thought."
"It's been two days since I've seen her…spoken with her. I thought it best if
I give her some time to think."
"And what does this have to do with me?" Gabe asked.
"I need help," Nicholas confessed. "I need to convince Rebecca to marry me."
He twisted his napkin between his fingers. "You know Rebecca — tell me what I
need to do."
The waitress appeared at their table. Gabe ordered a meal, but Nicholas waved
her away. "I'm not hungry," he said.
"No appetite?" Gabe's dark brows rose. "Not sleeping well? Having difficulty
focusing?"
Nicholas looked at him in amazement. "Yes, all those. How did you know?"
Gabe grinned. "I've been there. It's called love, Nicholas."
"Love." Wonder flowed through Nicholas. But of course. Love for Rebecca
echoed in every chamber of his heart, flowed vibrantly through his veins. He
loved Rebecca Baxter and he didn't know what to do about it. He leaned forward.
"Gabe, you've got to help me. Make her marry me. I need her."
"I can't make Rebecca do anything," Gabe protested. "Have you told her how
you feel?"
"I told her I didn't want to marry anyone else. I told her we would have a
good marriage." Nicholas frowned. "I don't know what else to say to her."
"Have you told her you love her?"
Nicholas twisted the napkin once again. "No." He frowned thoughtfully. He
said those words a hundred times in his past to a hundred women because he'd
known it was what they wanted to hear. But, there had never been any real
emotion behind the words.
Again Gabe smiled. "Women are funny creatures, Nicholas. They don't want
implied. They need to hear the words."
"I hadn't said those words to her because my feelings for her transcend those
simple three words." Again wonder raced through Nicholas.
He'd been searching for love a long time — all the women he'd dated, all the
relationships he'd had. But, it had remained elusive. And when he'd given up the
notion, decided it was a foolish sentiment, it had reared up and slapped him in
the face.
"I love her," he said aloud and looked at Gabe in astonishment. He stood,
unable to sit another minute. "I'm sorry…I've got to go."
Gabe grinned. "I figured as much. Go on."
Nicholas raced from the restaurant, his heart pounding in his chest. He felt
more alive than he'd ever felt in his life, and his heart ached with love for
Rebecca.
It wasn't until he was halfway to Gabe and Serena's house that a dreadful
thought struck him. He loved Rebecca, but what if she didn't love him?
Chapter Twenty
An arrow of pleasure swept through Rebecca, but it left a spasm of pain in
its wake. She didn't want to see Nicholas, didn't want to have the same
arguments about marriage that had so often marked their days spent together.
"Rebecca?"
"Yes, I'll speak with him," she said. She at least owed him that, she told
herself.
She found him waiting for her in the living room. When she stepped into the
room, he advanced toward her, arms outstretched as if to embrace her.
She held up her hands to halt his progress. "Why are you here? What do you
want, Nicholas?"
Drat him for looking so achingly handsome and drat him for renewing her
heartache with his mere presence.
"I want you," he replied.
"We've been through all that," Rebecca replied wearily. "We've talked this
subject to death and there is nothing left to say. Nothing is going to change my
mind. You have four days…you should be making arrangements for your wedding."
Each and every word shot painful arrows through her heart. "Please go."
Before she could protest, he grabbed her by the shoulders. "I can't go yet.
Not until I tell you I love you. I love you, Rebecca. Now, please marry me."
The heartache that had claimed Rebecca's heart dissipated as a near-blinding
anger ripped through her. "How dare you!" she said unsteadily.
She jerked away from him, her anger building with each second that passed.
"How dare you tell me you love me just to get your own way."
"But —"
"You spent enough time with me, we talked enough that you discovered that
love is what I want and I won't settle for less. How convenient of you to tell
me
now that you love me."
"But it's the truth," he exclaimed with a touch of indignation.
"No, it's a shrewd manipulation to get what you want. Flowers didn't buy me,
jewelry didn't move me, so now you pull out the big guns."
"Rebecca, please…this isn't any sort of manipulation." He gazed at her, his
bewilderment radiating from his eyes. "I thought you'd be pleased. How can I
make you believe me? I love you."
He tried to reach for her again, but she evaded his attempt. "You can't make
me believe you," she retorted, appalled to feel the burning of tears.
If only she could believe him. But she didn't dare. He didn't know the first
thing about love.
She drew a deep breath. " Just go. I don't ever want to see you or talk to
you again." She turned and fled the room.
Chapter Twenty-One
How could he make her understand that?
He'd tried all his usual ways and they had failed…failed miserably because
Rebecca wasn't his usual type of woman. He played and replayed the moments spent
with her in his mind, and suddenly, hope renewed itself in him.
He raced out of Serena and Gabe's house and returned an hour later. "I must
speak with her one last time," he said to Serena when she allowed him entry.
Serena frowned. "I don't think she'll come downstairs."
"Then, I will go up." He headed for the stairs.
"Third door on the right," Serena called after him.
He found her stretched out on her bed, facedown. "Rebecca," he said softly.
"Go away." The pillow muffled her voice.
"I want to talk to you."
"I said, go away." She punctuated the demand by throwing a pillow toward him.
"Ah, you're showing your temper again."
She sat up, her eyes reddened from the tears she'd been shedding. The sight
of those tears hurt him, yet filled him with renewed hope. If she didn't care
about him, why was she crying?
"You told me once you could never fall in love with a man without dreams. At
that time I had no dreams, but I'm not the same man. You gave me a glimpse of
your dreams and somehow they became my own. I want what your parents had, a
marriage based on love, and I can only have that with you."
He waited a moment for her to say something, but she remained silent and he
continued. "I was a fool to think flowers or expensive baubles might change your
mind. That's the Stanbury tradition, and I think it's time I start a new
tradition…a tradition of love." He handed her a small gift box. "Go on, open
it."
She sat up and swung her legs over the edge of the bed. She opened the box to
reveal a cheap, tawdry key ring in the shape of a heart. On the back was a
sticker that read Made in Taiwan. She looked at Nicholas questioningly.
"I figured Taiwan was a good place to begin our journey of anniversaries
together. You know…keep your mother and father's tradition going."
She blinked once…twice…then stood and he reached for her. He held her close
and stroked the softness of her hair. "I thought my destiny was to be King of
Edenbourg, but I believe my true destiny is to spend my life loving you," he
said.
"Oh, Nicholas. I love you," Rebecca replied.
The words sang in his heart, danced on his soul and he kissed her with all
the love that was contained inside him.
"Rebecca, marry me. Put me out of my misery. I can't imagine my life without
you," he said when their kiss had ended.
"Yes," she replied, her eyes shining brighter than any gem he might possibly
buy. "Yes, I'll marry you."
Again they kissed…a kiss of promise, of passion, of love.
"What happens now?" she asked. "Do we find a justice of the peace so we can
get married before your father's deadline runs out?"
"No." He stroked a finger down the side of her cheek. "I don't want a
hurry-up wedding. I only intend to do this once in my life, and I want it done
right." He took her hand in his. "Come…we'll go talk to my father."
Chapter Twenty-Two
"And tell me why I should grant your request," he said. "Why should I extend
my deadline another month?"
"It took a year for me to find a woman I love with all my heart." Nicholas
looked at Rebecca, and in the warmth of his gaze she felt his love. "This is the
woman I've been seeking, and she owns my heart. I love her, father. I love her
as I've never loved before."
"And what does this have to do with my deadline?" King Michael asked.
"We can marry here, before a justice of the peace," Rebecca said. "I'll marry
Nicholas wherever, whenever, in whatever kind of ceremony he wants. But we think
it would be better to marry in Edenbourg."
"Where our countrymen can share in the celebration and the joy," Nicholas
added.
King Michael stared at them for a long moment. "There are some men born to
duty, and others born to love. And there are a few very lucky ones who are born
to have both. It would appear, my son, that you are one of the lucky ones. You
will make a good king. Permission granted," he said, then waved his hands in
dismissal.
Nicholas squeezed Rebecca's hand as they turned to leave.
"Rebecca." The king halted them and they turned back to face him. "I command
you to give me a grandchild within a year."
"With all due respect, sir. There are some things you simply can't
command…nature being one of them. However, I can promise you this.…" She smiled
at Nicholas. "We will do all that we can to try to adhere to your command."
King Michael stared at her for a long moment, and Rebecca wondered if she'd
somehow offended him. Then, one corner of his mouth curved upward and he nodded
to his son. "You have chosen well." The half smile disappeared. "Now, go."
They left the suite and when they stepped out into the hotel hallway,
Nicholas gathered her into his arms. "You were wonderful," he said.
"I was scared to death," she confessed. "He isn't exactly the warm and cuddly
kind of father, is he?"
"No." Nicholas frowned thoughtfully. "For so many years I've rebelled against
him because maybe someplace inside I wanted him to be a warm and cuddly father.
But what he is, is a good and wise king."
"And he said you will make a good king." Rebecca smiled at Nicholas.
He pulled her closer, more tightly against him; his eyes darkened with
desire…and love. "I will be a good king, but you will make me be a wise king
because I'll be a king who knows love."
He kissed her and Rebecca responded with all the love she had for him inside
her. She had not only found herself a prince…more important, she had found her
happily-ever-after, and it was right here in Nicholas's arms.
The End