"Edward Bryant - The Transfer" - читать интересную книгу автора (Bryant Edward) Because Jim knew many people through his work, we socialized quite a lot,
and our friends sometimes remarked that we looked so much like each other. Jim would allow his easy Midwestern chuckle and make a joke about the psychological studies of how so many human beings and their pets come to resemble each other. Transference. And who was who? he'd say. Everyone would laugh. The storm is breaking. And here we are at the Sleepaway Motel in Bishop, California. I will open my eyes; I will. Here we are in a forsaken desert town I've never seen before and hope I never will again. Jim. Dorrie. And the new man in my life. I sound so flip only because it keeps the hysteria at bay. I had enough of trying to scream through the gag. The heat lightning had flashed over the mountains as we checked in. One more long day to San Diego. Our first vacation in years. The Wild Animal Park on my birthdaythat was Jim's promise. We checked into the motel, that damned motel, that motel of the damned, and thenShut up, Dorrie! There is nothing left to do. Only one thing left undone. The knock. Must be the manager, Jim had said. Probably didn't get a clear impression on the credit card or something. When he unlatched the door it burst open, Jim flung aside, the nameless man with the gun, the pistol, the metal dark and shining, the threat and the darkness. It is our vacation. My birthday is in only a few days. These things don't happen to people, not to normal people, good people. Oh, but they do, Dorrie, the man said. I know your name. Your husbandJim?said it before I took care of his tongue. Did you appreciate my giving him the Demerol before I worked on his face? Not to normal people, they don't. I'm not normal. Oh, said the man, you look normal enough to me, as normal as any other woman tied to the bed with her husband's two neckties, an Ace bandage, and a roll of gauze. Taste in ties a little conservative, eh? I figure you'll act normal enough when I get around to you. That's it. Keep your eyes open. I am bound tightly, my shoulders hard against the headboard, my limbs stretched apart, my body open and vulnerable. I have no choice but to face Jim. He is roped upright into the wooden chair at the foot of the bed. The weather, Dorrie. My voice now is solely in my head. The storm is breaking. The smooth contour swirls. The rain and the wind will come. If only they would rush in and cleanse Oh yes, Dorrie, says the man. I'm glad your husband was a doctor. Handy he brought his bag along. Saved me no end of trouble. He holds tip the disposable scalpel in one hand, the mask that Jim wore in the other. No. No, Dorrie. It's not a mask at all. The hemostats, the glittering clamps are set out on the bedspread. The |
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