"San Francisco Noir" - читать интересную книгу автора (Maravelis Peter, Stansberry Domenic, Corbet David, Soracco Sin, Gifford Barry,...)LE ROUGE ET LE NOIR BY ALVIN LU– Victor Segalen T Three years out of Princeton, Michael had thrown in with the revolution. He had turned his back on a life of privilege, by any standard, and left his home in Illinois for the West Coast. He worked as a postman in the East Bay, inside a stretch of black neighborhoods, and organized there. Recently he had been coming across the bridge to discuss tactics with another postal organizer, Francis Chao. Organization was effective in the post office. The P.O. had a high percentage of black workers, who in those days were highly politicized. Meeting Francis in Chinatown, coming from the East Bay, was an abrupt transition. Walking routes in West Oakland, Michael felt he had miraculously made the great leap from one world to another; his role as deliverer of welfare checks afforded him access to ordinary black lives few white men experienced. But Chinatown was different. There were a few of the cadre there, both American- and foreign-born, who could move, not always with ease, through that underground world, an entirely other country only two blocks wide extending from Bush to Broadway, and they offered Michael glimpses of how it worked. Francis was one of them. The struggle for Chinatown’s soul between Kuomintang and CPC (Communist Party of China) sympathizers was then at its peak. IWK and Wei Min She (literally, the “Serve the People” Association) opened storefronts in the basement of the International Hotel, located in Manilatown on the corner of Jackson and Kearny Streets, and plotted to overthrow the power structure. Radical activists, propelled by Third World strikes at San Francisco State and Berkeley, descended on the bewildered community, some of them calling themselves Red Guards, talking about Yellow Soul. Politics in turn exacerbated already existing petty rivalries between American-born and foreign-born gangs. A pool hall-soda fountain run by a group of reformed American-born at 615 Jackson was adorned with posters of Huey P. Newton and Mao Tse-tung, while a large gang known as the Jo-Boys amounted to strongarms for the tongs, who continued to assert their fading influence. What all these groups, including the ruling Six Companies oligarchy, fought to represent could be narrowed down to one square block, Portsmouth Square, in the heart of the community, which had been recently defaced by stenciled graffiti bearing the image of Chiang Ching. It was the site of innocuous fairs, well-meaning rallies, and, increasingly, conflicts. One could imagine, in the years of the Barbary Coast, when it was the makeshift center of San Francisco’s gambling traffic, a gallows being erected there. But most of the time now, it was just the immortal old men, playing Chinese chess or a variation on bridge. Some nights, the fog would stroll down the hills of Washington and Clay Streets, you could hear the foghorns, and the Stockton bus would roll up. No one knew the future. Michael and Francis regularly met at the Hunan Cafe, across the street from the I-Hotel, but the atmosphere there had grown too thick with intrigue, and Francis suggested a little-known restaurant elsewhere, frequented entirely by locals who spoke only in Toisan dialect. The two of them were to meet an acquaintance of Francis’s there, who was researching a documentary film on the nascent Asian-American “movement” and wanted to interview Francis incognito. Francis wore a blue Mao tunic, jeans, and black kung-fu shoes. He was clean-shaven, and a helmet of straight hair covered his ears. Though smallish, he projected confidence and power-rumor had it that he was a black belt, and even Michael, who was a big man and a star college lacrosse player before he blew out his knee, felt tough walking beside him. The two of them, as members of the rather rigidly Maoist Revolutionary Union, worked closely with WMS, their Chinatown affiliate, and tended to regard IWK, who after all were from New York and were behind the curve that way, as suspiciously reformist. Nevertheless, at this optimistic time, there was still hope a united front could be built in Chinatown. “I hear you’re going to be sent somewhere,” Francis said. “Where?” Francis leaned his head to one side, then made a kind of quarter-turn with it, his abbreviation for shaking his head. He took a gulp of very attenuated jasmine tea from a porcelain cup with the faded image of a red, green, and yellow dragon printed on it. “Why?” “To retrieve something.” That could mean anything. To San Leandro? For burritos? But Michael had an idea of what Francis was talking about. Both of them had joined RU around the same time, coming from very different directions, and they’d risen quickly through the ranks. In the spirit of competition, Francis liked to keep Michael off balance with hints that made it sound as if he were closer to directives being made in the inner circle, but Michael knew it was just smoke. Michael had personal ties to the upper echelons of the leadership that Francis didn’t have. On the other hand, one never knew what one faction might be planning without another’s knowledge. And there were plenty of factions. “So tell me about these Red Guard guys,” Michael said. “They have a lot less to do with the Red Guard in China than with talking black and acting like the Panthers, but without half the political commitment. Most are ex-Leway and are in it strictly for the image.” Francis had a way of sizing up, dissecting, and dismissing someone in a sentence or two that matched RU’s reputation for sectarianism. Michael, who was prone to see both sides of an issue, thought there was truth to the accusation that they didn’t get along with anybody, because they didn’t cut anybody any slack. He also knew it was worse cutting everybody slack all the time, over anything. One needed parameters. But even in their own group, Francis was thought to have a very refined palate. “Look at their position on militancy.” He pointed to a line printed in the newsletter. “ He was making reference to rifts that had grown within the ranks of the CPC itself, demonstrating a fairly high-level awareness of issues that Michael only understood in a blurry way. Groups like IWK and elements within RU’s own national ranks reflected the rightist thought of the Liu Hsiao-chi/Teng Hsiao-ping revisionist party clique that the radicals, including the student Red Guard and Mao himself, were resisting. Somehow that internecine struggle had radiated out from the capital of worldwide revolution to this remote outpost. Michael had only heard of the Red Guard less than two years ago, before he joined RU. He didn’t know much about China then, much less the Cultural Revolution. But there had been a great deal of hoopla around an American, a white man, who had returned to the Bay Area from China and had participated in the Great Proletarian Cultural Revolution as a Red Guard himself. By chance, Michael had gone to his presentation and was mesmerized, particularly by the photos that were passed around, clipped from In later, grimmer years Francis would go to jail for infiltrating a U.N. Security Council meeting and throwing plastic bags filled with pig’s blood at the U.S. and Soviet council-members. Francis’s acquaintance, the filmmaker Cletus Dong, arrived at the same time as the twice-cooked pork and honey walnut prawns. As he approached their table, conspicuous in cowboy boots and big silver belt buckle, Francis muttered under his breath, “Cultural nationalist,” which to Michael was a codeword for “reverse racist.” Cletus introduced himself as “the Chinese-American Jean-Luc Godard,” which struck Michael as an odd thing to aspire to be, considering Cletus was the only Chinese-American filmmaker he’d ever heard of. Couldn’t you pretty much call yourself the Chinese-American anything? But with a name like Cletus Dong he wasn’t going to be the Jean-Luc Godard of anybody. Michael’s attention was immediately taken away from Cletus anyway, because he’d brought a girl. At first Michael had taken her to be his girlfriend, but it later came out she was his sister, in the literal sense. Unlike the girls Asian “movement” guys tended to hang out with, the ones who wore granny glasses over humorless expressions, she had all the qualities of a classical Chinese beauty: green eyebrows, reedy silhouette, straight ass-length hair. There might be something too brittle about her, as in one of those lamenting maidens in a poem by Li Po, but on closer look one saw this was not the case, especially in the eyes, which were steely and unsentimental. Thick, bold strokes made up her face. She had dark eyes and a full mouth. Her name was Candy. She chewed gum. Michael immediately fell in love with her. She stuck her gum to a napkin and smoked a cigarette with heartwrenching elegance, while Cletus and Francis went over the details of the party platform. If it wasn’t for the entertainment Candy provided, Michael would have quickly grown bored. He respected Francis, because he knew he was dedicated, but even then, he always thought the worst thing about being a Communist were the endless meetings, speeches, and discussions over total abstractions. Despite his own class background, which he was still trying to live down, he tended to connect more with ordinary working-class people, the good citizens who lived on his delivery route. “Your idea of revolution, like most people’s, is romantic,” Francis concluded. “In fact, our work is like ‘washing one’s face,’ as Chairman Mao put it; that is, it takes place on a daily basis. Chinatown is capital-scarce, deteriorated, urban terrain. We have to be frugal and diligent and, as Mao says again, ‘do more with less money.’” “What’s so different about that from your run-of-the-mill penny-pinching Chinaman?” “Well, there are comrades, even when talking about revolution, who only see it in terms of economics and benefits. Of course, we should try to do more with less-as guerrillas we have no choice about that-but not at the expense of political awareness. Getting results is one thing, but isn’t it as important to understand how all the pieces fit together? The correct path is to see economic pragmatism and political consciousness as a dialectic. My point was, we can’t achieve our goals with sweeping gestures. That’s what the capitalists did when they wiped out Japantown and the Fillmore.” “Speaking of less money,” Candy suddenly broke in, “I have to get to work.” Francis acknowledged her existence for the first time by nodding his head. “I was giving her a ride to the Richmond,” Cletus mumbled apologetically. “Who do you think’s supporting this kid?” she went on. “And what do you do?” Francis asked. “I’m a bartender.” “What kind?” “What do you mean, “I meant, are you happy with your work? Is it a good job?” “What do you mean? It’s the kind of job that makes money. What do you do?” “We’re postal workers.” “You mean mailmen?” “Okay, so you make a lot of money. And what are you going to do with all of that money when, if, you get enough of it?” “Get outta this place! A girlfriend of mine just moved to Vancouver.” She pronounced it Michael was impressed. He was always moved by hope. He introduced himself and held his hand out. She didn’t take it. He took a deep breath. He didn’t normally give in to impulses, he was one of those people who tended to mull things over and act only when it was too late, but it was as if a spirit had taken over him. He wrote something down on the back of a chopstick wrapper and handed it to her. “Here’s my number. Call me when you get to Canada.” “What for?” “I just want to know if you get there, like you said.” “Who are you?” He looked around. “The only white person in this restaurant, it looks like.” She laughed at that. She wrote something on the wrapper and handed it back to him. “This is the number of the restaurant my girlfriend works at. Call a year from now and ask her if I got there. Okay? Bye bye.” With that, she dragged Cletus off into the cool San Francisco night. Only after they were out the door did Michael realize everyone in the restaurant was staring at him. Francis just went about opening his fortune cookie. Michael couldn’t help grinning. He was aglow. Here, in a hole-in-the-wall restaurant he in all likelihood would never be able to find his way back to again, in Chinatown, where it seemed, for someone like himself, it was all but impossible to make a human connection, he’d had one. Not just any connection, either, but with her. The people in the restaurant eventually went back to their business. Michael couldn’t understand a word above the din they were making. They could have been talking about anything within the confines of those four walls, and without. The following summer, Michael traveled back to the Midwest to see some old friends and to have his draft physical. He wore a T-shirt with Mao Tse-tung’s face silk-screened on the front and the phrase, “ Before he flew back to the Bay Area, he took a detour to see a fellow RU member of high standing. Ariel Rabenstein was a former CPUSA member, who now lent RU a certain legitimacy. Like Michael and Francis, he was employed by the post office. Unlike most of the young cadre, he had actual experience with mass organizing mayhem on a grand scale. The rest of RU were in comparison children, working in a vacuum, sealed off from history by McCarthy and the fact that the Soviet Union had stopped being revolutionary. Ariel was hiding in Chicago after having been out of the country for a number of years. He had run afoul of the police in San Francisco when a reporter for the Ariel’s apartment was located in a weathered brick tenement on the South Side. It was around eight million degrees that day and seemed hotter inside the tortuous hallways. Michael had been told Ariel had something for him, nothing more. It could have been materials or it could have been information. After winding his way through the building’s infernal interior, he was prepared for just about anything, except what greeted him there. A beautiful, young black woman with a natural, wearing a wine-colored Chinese silk robe, answered the door. She escorted him in without a word. The apartment looked like the interior of a souvenir store on Grant Avenue, full of things Ariel had brought back with him-lanterns, screens, embroidery, bronzes, scrolls. Ariel, in a black robe, waited for Michael in the inner room, seated with one knee upright on a kang, smoking from a copper water pipe, writing in a notebook. Michael didn’t know how old Ariel was, but he looked a hundred, and not a good hundred. He’d lived a hard, uncompromised life, and he smoked from that water pipe nonstop. Ariel and the woman exchanged some words in what must have been Mandarin. She left and then returned with a freshly brewed pot of tea and performed what seemed like a brief ritual involving pouring the tea from the pot into variously sized cups and then repouring them into other cups. When she was done, she left the room. “We met in China,” his host explained, going into no further detail. “Drink up. This pot and these cups are made of yi-hsing clay. It’s said to enhance the flavor of the tea. Let me know if you taste anything. My taste buds are shot.” He stuck his tongue out. Michael declined because he was dying in the heat, but his host insisted, saying the Chinese believed drinking hot tea actually cooled the body, which sounded like utter madness. “You’re to be sent somewhere,” Ariel declared. “You’ll be traveling with me to pick up some money. I can’t say when or where, for now. Everything will be conducted on a ‘need to know’ basis. We don’t want you to lose your job at the post office, where you’re doing good work. So as we get closer to the date, we’ll tell you how long you’ll be gone.” “It won’t be that long then?” “About a week.” “Will it be just you and me?” “There will be checkpoints and handoffs. But yes, most of the time it will be just you and me. That’s all I can tell you for now.” Michael nodded. Ariel stopped talking. It was very odd, regardless of the bizarre trappings of the apartment, to see this rough-hewn man taking such delicate sips from a teacup the size of a thimble. Ariel didn’t have any materials for him to bring back. Probably the purpose of this visit was just to check Michael out. Michael took a sip of the offered tea, now lukewarm, before he left. It was green and stronger than it looked. On his way back, he felt an uneasy sense of elation. When Ariel mentioned money, he immediately thought of the $600,000 the old man had delivered from China. Michael could only assume they were going there for more. That he was being sent to the command center of world revolution at this juncture in his young career, for such a sensitive task, was quite unbelievable. Very little in his life, besides a few trips to Chinatown to discuss tactics with Francis, had prepared him. “China” had always been to him more a revolutionary ideal than an actual place, existing only in cloudy rumors he and the other local cadre, like courtiers stationed in a distant colony, attempted to decode, or else otherwise in those abstract, stiffly translated tracts they were sent, their lifeline to inter-pretation. Very few of them had access to cleaner information-Francis, who could understand some Chinese, and Ariel, with his contacts there, among them-and even their throughlines were questionable, though enough to lend them a certain priestlike authority. But the more Michael thought about it, the more he was convinced his life, so far, had been a preparation for such a trip. What, for instance, had led him that night to the lecture by the former Red Guard, which sent him off on his own trajectory into the revolution? As an advocate of science, Michael didn’t believe in fate, but he trusted the unconscious. His life so far had been defined by great, blind leaps. He had gone from the Midwest to the Ivy League to San Francisco. He had never left the country before. Now he was going to China. When he thought of why he had been selected to go, though, the picture grew darker. It was clear he was going, on the one hand, to take care of the money and keep it from capitalists and opportunists, in case Ariel, who was old as shit, had a heart attack or otherwise dropped dead. On the other, and this was the part of his job he was uncomfortable with, he was probably there to keep an eye on his companion. Or rather, they were to keep an eye on each other, in case either person, and the people who backed them, tried to muscle out the other. This was not something he liked to think about. Ariel had built factions within the organization, probably based in the Midwest. Things were lining up, Michael understood though only very vaguely, along the same faults that were fracturing the CPC. Everyone knew Ariel was a Chou En-lai guy, but which way did Chou go? With Liu Hsiao-chi? Lin Piao and the PLA? Or the radicals? Michael had been selected, he believed, because he was trusted on all sides. That had always been his best trait: he got along with everybody. And he could also take care of himself, if he had to. Certainly he could against an old man. But he did not want to think he couldn’t trust Ariel, or the organization. He was sure of his own commitment. He believed the group was sure too and would take the necessary precautions for his safety. One good sign was his receiving only the information he needed to know, which, he understood, was for his own protection. On returning to the Bay Area, he ran into Francis. Michael was on his way to the People’s Bookstore on Brenham Street, off Portsmouth Square. Francis was coming out with some books tucked under his arm. On that gray day, he looked uncharacteristically like an ineffably old Chinese scholar, strolling through Tien An Men on his way to the Forbidden City. The two of them talked among the pigeons. The square was unusually empty. Droplets of mist condensed in the air. Playing their game of one-upmanship, Michael mentioned the job he was being assigned and that he was traveling with Ariel. His disclosure was strategic as well. He wanted to gauge how much Francis knew. “Well, you know the score,” Francis replied, unperturbed. “Don’t let Ariel out of your sight once the two of you pick up the money.” Michael nodded. He couldn’t tell if Francis was playing the same game, talking as if he knew more than he did. All of them did that to some degree, Michael supposed. But maybe Francis did know things about Ariel that Michael didn’t. Without having mentioned that China was the place he was being sent, he asked Francis where he might buy a decent Chinese phrasebook and maps. “I came here for that, but I was thinking there are other places in Chinatown I could look.” “There are places you could buy maps,” Francis replied, without missing a beat, “but because most of them are printed in Hong Kong or Taiwan, they’re inaccurate.” They depicted nonexistent rail lines and provincial boundaries, he explained, and some still drew the national borders as if it were the height of the Ching Dynasty. “The capital is Nanking, while Peking doesn’t exist at all. It’s called ‘Peiping,’ “All right then.” Michael went ahead and bought all the maps he could find anyway. When he went home and compared them all, including the one in the World Atlas in his local library, he wasn’t surprised to find the discrepancies Francis had mentioned. He was no stranger to political fictions. In practice, he lived to fight against them, but he had to admit, he was dismayed to encounter such a black-and-white instance of contested reality. On the one hand, there was the version promulgated by the United States, which pretended a government representing one billion people practically did not exist. On the other, there were remote areas in the southwest of China the size of California that he knew could not be considered under Communist control, no matter how cleanly delineated. The maps, far from providing a composite picture of something resembling the truth, only made the place he assumed he was traveling to seem all the more unreal. When they arrived in Seattle, having driven up, just the two of them, they stored Michael’s car at the local organization headquarters. He and Ariel moved into the backseat of another car. Two local cadre sat up front to drive them past the border. In Vancouver, they made a brief stop. Michael stayed in the car. Ariel entered an apartment building. A few minutes later, he reemerged with two passports with their photographs and new identities. Michael felt a chill. He hadn’t handed a photograph of himself to anybody, and this particular photo he’d had taken in a photo booth at Ocean Beach, with the only prints he knew somewhere in his desk at home. Ariel told him, none too reassuringly, everything was being taken care of “on the other end.” He also had another item with him: a suitcase full of something, clothes presumably. “You’re going to check this piece of luggage in under your own name,” one of the Seattle operatives told Michael. “You’ll get a ticket for it, but you won’t need to replace the contents with anything. In fact, once you check it in, you won’t see it again until you get back to Canada.” On the long flight across the Pacific Ocean, the two of them didn’t speak much, sleeping most of the way, but for the few hours both of them were awake, Ariel turned surprisingly chatty. He broke into his life’s story, how he once ran off to join a puppet troupe, decided to become a Communist before he turned forty, even going a bit into China. Michael appreciated how friendly he’d become, after the long, tense drive from San Francisco, but grew unsettled the more it went on. Somehow, every time Michael tried to steer the topic of conversation toward actual information, such as going into greater detail over the handoff protocol, Ariel batted it away. It was very subtle, Michael couldn’t say at what precise moment he’d been deflected, but it happened repeatedly. Despite the fact that Ariel’s stories sounded too nutty to be made up, Michael eventually realized that what seemed like casual candor was boldly executed diversion. The more Ariel talked, the less Michael knew. Ariel was in a grand mood, though, and, once he got going, went into his theory on why Vietnam was just a prelude to a global war between the U.S. and China. “Either the two superpowers are going to enter into an alliance against China or, more likely, the U.S. is going to simply beat the Soviets into reneging on their commitments to international socialist solidarity, to the point, if you ask me, where we’ll see the collapse of the U.S.S.R. as a political entity. At that point, we enter a new phase of the Cold War, where the balance of power isn’t between the U.S. and Soviets, but between the U.S. and China. This will all happen within the next twenty years, by the way. Moreover, everyone knows this already, which is why the real target of U.S. strategy right now the world over isn’t the U.S.S.R., but China. By the time the crucial battleground will have shifted to the Pacific Rim, the Eastern Bloc will be just a memory.” Michael couldn’t help feeling excited. Or maybe it was just the straight drive, without stopping, and to finally have got up in the air. Either way, he thought there was a grain of respectability to the scenario Ariel had just painted. The collapse of the U.S.S.R. in twenty years? China as the world’s second superpower? A shift in the global balance of power to the Pacific nations? It seemed unbelievable, and yet here they were, suspended in the stratosphere, somewhere between San Francisco and Tokyo, on a mission to change the world. Japan was no different than, say, La Guardia, but once they boarded a Russian passenger jet bound for Shanghai, Michael felt he had entered another world. The cabin looked like the interior of a kids’ clubhouse. There was no crew to speak of. Or passengers, for that matter. Just a few black-haired heads scattered about the narrow cabin, none of them in a seat next to another. He and Ariel sat in the first row, with their interpreter/guide/watchdog, a thin woman in a blue pantsuit with a bob haircut. A minor hubbub went up when their guide remarked in fluid Queen’s English that they had entered Chinese airspace. Out the window, Michael could see the coastline of the continent, marked by a few small fires here and there. It was happening. It was one thing to take cues from translated texts that wore the dry air of the exotic and esoteric, another to be confronted with a glimpse of a world of real lives and a landmass that, reaching across impassable stretches of time and space, had bore the near totality of human civilization. The idea of that history, rolling back from the shoreline he was now tracing through the dark, was incomprehensible. All that made such a thought tolerable was the counterforce of the equally impossible fact that the most radical social revolution the world had ever known was taking place here too. Michael had spent a lifetime in exile from everything. For the first time, he felt as if he had come home. They touched down at Hung Chiao International Airport in the dead of night. Michael picked up the luggage he’d packed for himself, but not the suitcase he was given in Vancouver. The streets of Shanghai, one of the world’s most populous cities, former Whore of the Orient, Paris of the East, as seen from the backseat of a Chinese government sedan, were pitch dark. They were put up in a hotel room. The next day Ariel went out for a few hours, but Michael was forced to stay the whole time in the sparse, narrow room. Most of those hours were spent catching up with his jet lag. A rotation of chain-smoking young men in the same kind of blue jackets Francis wore stood watch outside the door. They didn’t speak English. Every time Michael opened it and asked if he could go out, the response was the same sheepish smile and bout of mute head shaking and hand waving. Around 3 in the afternoon, he was staring out the window when he saw, miraculously, three white people walk by. He tried to get their attention by banging on the window and yelling, but they didn’t hear him, or acted as if they didn’t. He tried to see where they were headed, but they quickly disappeared from view. That evening they were put on the train and spent the night in an isolated car. They arrived in Peking by morning. They were put in another hotel room. They spent most of day two cooped up in the hotel room together, with Ariel being called out for a few hours in midmorning. When Ariel came back, he was not any more forthcoming about whatever he was doing, or what was going on, than he was about anything else. But like almost everyone else they had met on this trip so far, he had a case of nerves. It was apparent they were being handled very carefully. So far, every time they had been met by someone, picked up, or taken around, the atmosphere was tense. No one looked directly at anyone or anything. The passing off of the Americans from one handler to another was an especially serious affair. Their sponsors tended to be young men, and occasionally women, dressed in identical blue suits, although there were a few seniors here and there. So far everyone they encountered either spoke fluent English or none at all. They all smoked constantly. People were only grudgingly friendly. They ground their teeth when they smiled and were otherwise businesslike. Too businesslike for Michael’s taste. There was something flinty in their behavior; with any misstep in the complex operation going on, Michael felt he (and Ariel?) would be sacrificed. Michael recognized some of the m.o.: They tended to travel in pairs in which the partners clearly did not like each other. As with Ariel and himself, they were there to keep an eye on each other as much as on their charges. Admittedly he hadn’t seen much of China so far besides the interior of cars, trains, and hotel rooms, but the whole country seemed on edge. In September, the Minister of Defense, Lin Piao, had died in a plane crash in Mongolia, while trying to flee the country. Michael didn’t know Lin had failed to execute the “571 Plot,” an attempt on the life of Mao Tse-tung while aboard his special train. Nor could Michael have known-it would have peeved him if he had-that his journey to China was preceded by that of Henry Kissinger, who had made a secret trip in July to prepare the way for Nixon’s planned visit the following year. While Michael and Ariel told each other that their sponsors were being overcautious-after all, they weren’t here to cause any trouble-Michael understood the danger was real. The secrecy was for their own protection. What if one of them got out and fell into the hands of one faction or the other, and something happened? Somebody could make a big deal over it. And what if something were made to happen? What if they had already fallen into the hands of the Chou group, Ariel’s group? Thoughts like this occupied him while he waited for Ariel to return from a second, afternoon summoning. It wasn’t pleasant, wondering whether Ariel was plotting against him, while he was kept in a hotel room, a sitting duck. He went over again in his mind what would happen when they returned to Vancouver. It was his understanding that the money was to come to both of them at the same time. Everything had been prepared, he had been told between Seattle and Vancouver, to ensure that no one had a particular advantage in seizing it. A clear chain of pickups and handoffs would occur after they received it. Who would be in a certain place at a certain time. Who would hand the money to whom. If the right people weren’t in the right place at the right time, they were not to hand off the money. Instead, there was a backup handoff plan they were to go to. Michael understood his role once the money landed in their hands. No one was to pry Ariel away from him for any length of time, and he was to keep anyone from stealing it. There were people within the organization who might try to steal it from Michael, and both Ariel and he knew that. To avoid anyone trying to engineer a setup, each team only knew who they were getting from and giving to. No one knew the entire chain, where the money would eventually wind up. Michael supposed that the people on Ariel’s side might try to kill the people on his side when the money was given over. A balance in the number of men on each team was meant to ensure that wouldn’t happen. Michael supposed one or more people might switch teams, or that Ariel’s people might have killed his people by the time he arrived at the handoff point. If that happened, if it was only him against the others and he was outnumbered, then, Michael decided, he wasn’t going to fight. Then they would kill him, or maybe something would happen right there on the spot. Michael had traveled for four days with Ariel. Despite some testy moments, they had gotten along. He didn’t like to think Ariel might kill him or that he might have to kill Ariel. They didn’t teach you this stuff at Princeton. This was what it was like getting into the movement. Trouble was real trouble, and it came real quick. It was all very strange. He was in China. To take his mind off its current depressing trajectory, he tried focusing on the environment around him. The room they were given couldn’t be considered a cell, but it wasn’t exactly luxurious either. It was like much of what he’d seen of the entire country itself. There did not seem to be one item that was anything other than absolutely essential. Two beds, with two layers of sheets, one slightly heavier than the other. Each of them had been issued a thin hand towel, about one foot wide by two feet long, that was to be used for the duration of their stay. There was a light. No phone. No pen or paper. No ashtray, but cigarette burns in the carpet. Toilet paper, of sorts, was brought in once a day. Somehow their hosts were able to calculate exactly what amount was just enough. There was no mirror. In those days, Michael kept up a thin Fu Manchu. Both his hair and mustache he wore much longer in his hippie days, but these days he tried to keep up a neat appearance. It was a proletarian thing; his attire consisted of T-shirts, a single sweatshirt, jeans, boots. He’d meant to trim his mustache before he left, but he’d been in a rush to get out. Now he didn’t want his hosts to get the wrong idea about him, so with the free time fate had granted him, he learned how to shave without a mirror. That night, under curfew, the old man started to lose it. “I want to go out, see the sights, get laid. This sitting around here all night, man, is driving me nuts.” “Hey, at least you’re out during the day. Think about me. I burned through the two books I brought with me by the time we left Vancouver.” That seemed to elicit some sympathy at least. Ariel told Michael he would talk to someone tomorrow about letting him out, even just for a few hours with a chaperone. “You haven’t told me a thing about what goes on when you go out there with them.” “I haven’t told you anything because I don’t know what the fuck is going on.” “There’s some shit going down, isn’t there? Who are we dealing with?” “I have no idea. I don’t know these people.” Ariel lit a cigarette, one of the Chinese ones a youth stationed outside the door had given him. It smelled awful and quickly suffocated the entire room. Michael thought his roommate was using this method to kill him. Having not gotten over his jet lag yet, Ariel chain-smoked for most of the night, but by morning Michael was still alive. “Hey, Ariel,” Michael asked as the dawn was breaking. Neither one of them had said a word for hours. “Are we in trouble?” The old man detected the note of fear in the younger man’s voice and his stony expression softened. “You’ll be all right,” he said. Michael didn’t know what to make of that. Did it mean that Ariel wasn’t? Or was he just reassuring Michael? Either way, Michael felt ashamed. On day three, there was considerably more traffic going back and forth from the room, and Ariel spent more time out than in. His pleas on Michael’s behalf worked to the degree that Michael was handed a stack of English-language Michael felt better in the morning. At least he got the sense that the old man was as confused and frustrated as he was. Of course, all of that may have been a put-on, but he preferred not to think so. He seized the day, trying to make the best of the hospitality that was offered. He sat down to read the The prose style and reasoning reminded him of something Camus had written about Saint-Just’s writing style: “ In the afternoon, he poked his head out the door and saw a girl sitting in the hallway. He assumed she was “guarding” him, though this was the first time he saw someone sitting instead of standing. Maybe they were getting the idea he wasn’t going to challenge them. When she looked up, he was startled. He thought he recognized her, but that would have been impossible: He didn’t know anyone in China. Then it occurred to him that she resembled Cletus Dong’s sister, Candy. It took a bit of imagination to make the transfer: imagine Candy without makeup, her long, straight hair chopped off just above the chin, wearing a sexless blue suit. When she stood up, he could tell they were about the same height, too. “I’m sorry. I fell asleep for a little while,” she said, in only slightly labored English. That was a major plus. Every single person that had been posted outside his door until now hadn’t said a word to him. “Uh, that’s okay. If I’d known earlier, I would have made a run for it.” “Do you enjoy your visit to China?” “Sure. It’s been great.” “Good. Please let me know if I can do anything for you.” Michael pondered that when she followed up with a question: “Where are you from?” “Me? America.” “What city?” “San Francisco. Well, not exactly the city itself. I live in the East Bay.” “Is that near New York?” “No, it’s on the opposite side of the country.” “Really? I thought it was next to New York.” “No. You’re thinking of New Jersey.” “Would you like a cigarette?” “Do you smoke?” “No. I am offering you.” “That’s okay.” “Yes, or no?” “‘That’s okay’ means ‘no’.” “Strange. You don’t like Chinese cigarette, eh?” “I don’t smoke…tobacco.” “American cigarette taste better, right? That’s what I hear.” “My friend,” he gestured inside, meaning Ariel, “says that Chinese cigarettes are better. More tar.” She shook her head. “How much does one cost in America?” “One cigarette? Or a pack?” “Pack.” “I dunno. I never bought one.” “That’s very strange. Is it true Americans eat raw vegetables?” He blinked at that one. It took him a moment to realize what she was talking about. “Yes. We eat salad. You don’t eat salad in China?” She shook her head. “We cook. Only barbarians eat raw food. Like Japanese.” He nodded. It made sense. Their conversation went on in this manner, with her peppering him with questions that sounded genuinely curious. It was the most fun he’d had in days, though he couldn’t help noticing that every time he tried to come back with a question about China, she would clam up and ask another question about America. He got the message after a few tries: Talk about America, don’t talk about China. “You’re very curious about America.” “I would like to travel there someday. I know it’s difficult right now, but I think the relationship between our two countries will improve in the future.” “I hope so. There are a lot of Chinese people in America, especially in San Francisco.” “I would like to see them. There are a lot of things I would like to see in the world.” “Light out for the territory, huh?” “Excuse me?” “‘ “Marx…?” “Not Karl Marx. Mark Twain. American author.” “I don’t know him. Have you read any Chinese authors?” “Just Mao.” She took him down to the basement, where he met the hotel kitchen staff. Nobody could speak English, but they all waved at him, smiling. A crowd began to grow around him. He was, he supposed, something of an attraction. The enthusiastic reception he received seemed to go beyond mere obligation. The spontaneity was a welcome relief from the uptightness of the bureaucrats and flunkies he’d encountered so far. His guide asked the staff to show him what they were making, and they took him around the kitchen. In one spot, a group of women were wrapping what looked like won tons. The people there had the friendly, unpretentious appeal of blue-collar workers who, while they weren’t exactly happy, weren’t as miserable as they once were. It reminded him very much of the post office. The next day, he and Ariel were taken out for a drive to a village on the outskirts of Peking. He got a good look at the countryside surrounding that gray city. It was a brisk autumn day, and the trees were in full color. Their hosts were going to treat them to a banquet and took them to a restaurant that resembled a union hall. Michael and Ariel and a group of men in blue suits sat around a table and ate and drank. One of those in attendance, Michael believed, was Wang Hung-wen, the former Shanghai cotton mill worker who had been promoted by Mao to the number-three position in the party hierarchy, and who later joined Chiang Ching in promoting the “Criticize Lin Piao, Criticize Confucius” campaign. Their hosts ordered a number of “delicacies.” There was an ugly thing that felt like eating a dead rat. Then they ordered a round of sea slugs, which didn’t have any taste at all. It was like sucking down snot. What fucking culture considered this sort of thing a delicacy? Michael thought their gracious hosts were bringing out these dishes out of sheer perversity-they weren’t delicacies at all. By the end of the night, their hosts had drunk them under table with That was their last day in China. Michael picked up his luggage at the carousel. There was the suitcase he’d originally packed, and following, the suitcase he’d received in Vancouver, which he hadn’t seen since he’d checked it in for the Pan Am flight to Tokyo. It felt heavier than he remembered, but that was hard to say. He looked at Ariel once he had it, expecting some kind of response, a raised eyebrow, smirk, or nod, but Ariel had his poker face on. They went through customs. The officer checked his luggage ticket and waved him through. They entered the arrivals lobby. There was no one to pick them up. In the seconds that he scanned the crowd again, looking for the people who should have been there but weren’t, a flood of thoughts went through Michael’s mind. He was sure the exact same thoughts were now going through Ariel’s mind. Michael was carrying the suitcase. It wouldn’t be hard for him to outrun the old man. Pushing him down or hitting him would only cause a disturbance that would draw attention to him. If he just ran, it would take the sparse crowd around them awhile, whatever Ariel’s response, to realize what was going on, and even then, if that, security was light. Ariel didn’t have a chance. He could lie low in Canada. There would be a lot of people out to kill him. It was a lot of money. He could steal the money and become a capitalist. The two men from the Seattle group came running up. “Sorry we’re late. Traffic.” They followed them to their car. In Seattle, the four met another two, and the money was handed over. The two with the money left in a separate car. Michael and Ariel were driven back to Seattle HQ. Michael thought he was driving to San Francisco with Ariel, but Ariel told him he would be staying on. At the curb, Ariel stopped him. “You weren’t thinking about running off with the money back there, were you?” Michael just smiled. They didn’t say goodbye or shake hands. It was the last they saw of each other. In 1983, long after he’d stopped being a Communist, Michael came across an obit in the Some time after that, on a trip very unlike his first one there, Michael stepped into a bar in Vancouver and saw behind the counter a woman he believed to be Candy Dong. Her youthful beauty had long since withered away, but the vitality she had displayed that night in Chinatown was still in force. He reintroduced himself, and she remembered him. He told her this story and mentioned how he had passed up a chance to run off with the money. “I was going to take it and find you. I still kept the chopstick wrapper with your friend’s phone number on it.” She looked at him with an unreadable expression. Then she mentioned she had left for Vancouver shortly after they’d met and hadn’t been back to San Francisco since. Was the restaurant still there? He had tried looking for it, but couldn’t find it. Chinatown hadn’t changed much, though. In that way it seemed to exist in cyclical as opposed to linear time, life went on there much as it had before. Of course, politically, everything had changed. All the old battle lines that had been drawn up and which they’d all fought over so heatedly had been irrevocably erased. Things that used to matter, like the Kuomintang, now mattered little. The old I-Hotel, he didn’t know if she’d heard, had been torn down after a great struggle. All that was left on the corner of Jackson and Kearny was a hole in the ground that had remained for almost twenty-five years. “And your friend Francis? How’s he doing?” she asked. “He went to jail and kind of disappeared from view after that. What about your brother, the filmmaker?” “He went into real estate,” she said. “He bought up properties all over the avenues, and now he’s immensely rich.” |
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